#Im also delusional its okay
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Did you know that Richas calls Forever's twitch chat the "voices in his head"?
... It's canon now that forever hears voices, I don't make the rules
Real and true that man is nuts
#People (Fit) also keep making jokes about Phil having schizophrenia so im making that canon too#qsmp#qsmp forever#forever player#q!forever#Q!forever delulu arc /j#Im also delusional its okay
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Okay now where's the Seb teddy bear so I can make them kiss each other!?
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#okay btw you can credit the last frame to suzuki#bcs she brought up the pig stuffed animal that seb kept as a good luck charm when he was karting#and suggested the same with fernando's bear :DDD#also feeling weirdly sappy abt the fact that theres pics of fernando in the ferrari garage w an almost identical pig like ??????#anyways please yes have this random vettonso comic 🥰🥰#im working on a bigger vettonso drawing rn so i made this quick in the meantime!#icl i saw the fernando teddy bear. and i made the eyebrow post and whatever#but there was also just this image in the back haunting me of him gifting one to seb#I AM DELUSIONAL!!!#its just so cute to imagine it as like 'heres a memento of me to keep you company' 🥺🥺🥺🥺#funny tho cause i had the same exact imagine for my ocs and i never drew a comic version for them yet drew this real quick#the power of vettonso takes hold of me sometimes.....#tfw you take a break from your vettonso painting youve been working on for a wk+ to go draw a vettonso comic#i have a problem.#ANYWAYS THIS IS SO CUTE WAAAHHHH#drew it as cope bcs in trying to restrain myself from buying the fernando teddy bear#if i cant have it ill make seb have it yknow 🤭🤭🤭#wah this reminded i should draw more little comics theyre not too hard tbh#f1#formula 1#sebastian vettel#fernando alonso#vettonso#catie.art
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its mega interesting to me that everything saikis friends do is usually okay by this fandom UNTIL its teruhashi
taking out his limiter? teruhashi is so evil and disgusting for this, how could anyone break his boundaries like that? good intentions? who cares! wait, nendo did it too? he couldnt have known 🥺 saiki hasnt told anyone what they are so its not nendos fault
filling up his summer vacation when he wanted to relax? its so awful that teruhashi went as far as to CALL HIS HOUSE PHONE (baffling! evil!) to invite him out, not knowing his schedule was full or that he didnt want to go! all his other friends that, one after another, told him about their plans and expected him to go without actually asking him are fine though, why would they have known he didnt want to go??
using their unique power to find out where saiki is? teruhashi is so so awful for asking people to look for saiki when she didnt know he was avoiding her on purpose! wait, aiura used her power to figure out where he was and corner him, KNOWING he was avoiding her..? er... um... it... uhhhhhhh well actually youre being misogynistic and slut shaming and-
#im not saying any of these other characters are bad either but yeesh#yall can be MEAN#and delusional#i was also going to use stalking as an example since people generally think its okay for aiura saiki akechi etc to stalk#but when teruhashi... um... when she... is around saiki??? they call it stalking#and say shes like evil and awful for it#but i genuinely cant think of an example of something she does that counts as or is even close to stalking??#saiki k#tdlosk#the disastrous life of saiki k.#teruhashi kokomi#meows post
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hiii imperative question based on the pregame photos you just posted are lundy and reino wearing matching coats? did they buy matching coats on purpose? did they coordinate showing up for the game in their matching coats on purpose? OR hypothetical number two did reino give lundy his coat because he got chilly? your ongoing commitment to hard hitting journalism is deeply appreciated
the fun answer is this is couples outfit they are debuting actually because luosty's too busy having matching beanies with ekky to pay attention to him so naturally samson and his finn loving heart is on board for this (it also is to grab sashas attention as well, listen im not saying theyre not messy but im also not not saying that) and liney love is so beautiful the lundy reino of it all is so great but really i think they should /all/ kiss about it (but you have compelled me with mr i take over leadership roles when one of the core is out ofc because hes always been in leadership roles his whole hockey career he would make sure sashas protégé is bundled up and warm for the good of the team naturally its not because lundys looks pitiful shivering <3)
#ask#the actual answer is a lot of the guys have a tendency to have the same tailor or go to the same shops or like the same brands of clothing#re: swaggy mikksy erod aj (and lombo hell even goldie) have a custom suit from the same tailor#both mikksy and luosty have clothing ALD but mikksy certainly picked up the brand when he was a ranger#and seemed to have influenced luostys closet in that regard because mikksy ALWAYS reps ALD#(or luosty just straight up stole it from him i would not put it past him hrpf googles on or not actually lmao)#very very minor instances of shared clothing taste: ekkys wore fuckass LV belts in the past like maffhew has#ekky and mikksy have those same slipper dress shoes that i forget the fucking brand off that ekky doesnt wear anymore#because man prefers sneakers now the heathen#extremely minor now im just putting my hrpf goggles on again uhhh when sasha was in wimbledon to support his gf#ekky and his wife dayna met up with him in london at the tourney before embarking on their euro tour aka they stayed in italy for a while#anyways this is all to say sasha always has tennis merch on in the summer and now ekky has a wimbledon hat in black to match sasha's white#and during the telecast interview sasha was sporting the strawberries and cream wimbledon hat#and ive seen dayna sport one too#so that is to say it also exists in ekkys house and-#OKAY IM DONE DONT ASK ME TO BE DELUSIONAL IM DONE STOP TESTING MY MEMORY OF MENS' CLOSET ITS DEBASING MAN
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actually I'd love to live in the delusional world my mother lives in where the reason I hate her is because of that damn phone and not because of the years of abuse like okay. like i genuinely wish all my problems would be solved by not using my phone. she literally told me that my phone turned me into a crazy person and a monster who hates her. okay lmfao. i literally laughed when she told me that. through the internet i actually met people who made me understand that the way my parents treat me is bad and i grew bitter. But I actually try to still be nice to her, I literally gave her my money to buy herself a gift and bought her food she likes etc
#scribble.txt#her favourite thing is calling me insane and delusional. and cold hearted and selfish.#and maybe i am those things like I do not think of myself as a good person but maybe she also sucks.#and everytime I slightly raise my voice she will accuse me of yelling/screaming and will refuse to listen to what i have to say.#i genuinely believe its impossible to have a serious conversation with her where she actually listens to what i have to say.#i cry? she tells me that i am an adult now and I should know that being an adult sucks and her life sucks more anyway.#i can never win.#(wait i think i should clarify: im gonna be okay.)
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and when i live on my own ill be able to decorate like real life decorate ive never gotten to do that in real life b4
#like im not barred from doing it Nd i do like. a little bit kind of but its like. Idk my entire life is a very transient thing and im rly#rly rly not used to being in one place for a long time so as a kid we never rly decorated ever#and like obv i wont be Owning a house or anything like that so itll still have to be moveable but i can like. but furniture that i like and#stuff... ive never gotten to do that b4 even in um. wa. i didnt rly get to do any of the decorating even when i was in the actual house bc#him and the roommates umm. did all that. Okay well now ive sort of freaked it by making myself think of that so im going to go stare#longingly at the floorplan i did#bc umm. well ideally id like to move into one of the apartments thats right across the way bc theres a couple of apt buildings like right#there 5 min walk tops and one of the places Has an open one but no floorplan#i wont be movjng out for ages i just wanted to look at floorplans yk#but like i said no floorplans BUT theres one a bit further away not rly walkable bc its umm#youd have to walk on the interstate and stuff and um. no sidewalk and everything but theeeeeeeeee thing had a floorplan#still very close by like 2 min drive but yk. but i still did my little mockup floorplan with that apartment instead#i want it to be closeby so everybody can come visit and so that i dont die and explode . i dont rly want to continue living in this town#4ever once km like Normal and have savings and ive got everything worked out i wanna maybe move to chicago or something since il is better#for the transgenderisms. + ive always wanted to try living in a big city at least once and i think itd be awesome#but thats Ages and ages away like maybe 5 years depending on how good i am. weeee will see if 5 years in the future is like on the table 4#me LOLLLL 24 year old connor seems rly crazy to imagine. but anyways....#but itll be nice to move out and still be in town bc then i can have the same job yk . and maybe ill know how to drive atp and i can like .#buy a car ..or something . if i do know how to drive#which i probably should since this town very car dependent and i dont want my mom to have to drive me to work esp if umm. i dont live with#them ... im just rly rly rly rly rly fucking scared of driving but i know also in my heart that when i do know how to drive the bond between#me and that car will be crazyyyy like. idk how many of you followed me last year but you may remember my insane bond with angel my cart from#work and there was a lot gokng on woth that <- was Very delusional at the time and i was convinced that she was a sentient thing and had the#power to make my life better or worse if i upset her so i said good morning and goodnight to her every single day so that i could have a#good day . looking back on it probably was something to be concerned abt but whatever.... she is still my best friend and i do miss her#deeply#her bathtub and heater were my besttt friends when i was in wa LOL. i was quite unwell#bathtub is still in my room tho yayyy. heater lives with lamp now and angel is of course at my old job....#bathtub currently is holding a project i gave up on. everyone say thank.you bathtub im looking at her right now
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hear me out okay-- HEY COME BACK I SAID HEAR ME OUT!!!
#mod car#totk yunobo#totk spoilers#totk link#totk#loz tears of the kingdom#yeah this is real to me okay. its real#totk edit#real light edit but eh#anyways NO im NOT delusional yunobo is an anarchocommunist revolutionary leader AND a healer AND the new pilot of rudania AND is deaf#AND IS THE SAGE OF EARTH OK ITS EARTH ITS EARTH#and. most importantly. he is my best friend#and also links boyfriend#this is all real to me ok it is SO real i DONT CARE about canon its real TO MEEEEEEE#sorry about that. felt like iw as turning into the joker for a moment. im normal now#im so normal about yunobo its okay come closer its fine im sooooo normal#its past 3 am btw this is how i post now#who is the sage of fire instead then you ask. well about that--#the answer may surprise you#yunolink#yunoblink
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tfw ur bf walks into ur workplace like he didnt just sacrifice himself for u and die in ur arms
#im coping#its okay tho the angst is making me relearn how to draw so i can be delusional#also pls ignore his lack of suspenders#boy has so many lil details in his fit and as cute as it is i Forget#twas too late to add them so we Deal#shin soukoku#akuatsu#bsd sskk#bungou stray dogs#atsushi nakajima#bsd fanart#sharpie doodles#bsd
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I cannot wait for maintenance to end. Jing Yuan time fr
#im not getting him and can henceforth be labeled as delusional#but thats okay bc i want him about as much i wanted cyno.#that is to say#id be really chill if i got him but im not actively attempting to do so#either way#and will henceforth keep that guaranteed for e1 ruan mei or e1 boothill#use his banner to build pity (thinly veiled excuse for gambling)#or maybe his or Sundays LC?#i might go for Sunday too depending on if i vibe with him#then im probably going for Fugue#i wont get her#somewhere in this gambling plan i should either end up being able to get a 5star during the 3.0 patch or ill lose my 5050#Boothill SHOULD be getting his rerun sometime in a 3.x patch#seele and ratio are also due as well as fu xuan i think#so if i lose my 5050 or am close to pity near the end of a banner ill wait and see if our outlaw cowboy is getting a rerun lol#looking at a chart tho#in order of how many patches its been since their banner#it goes seele > silver wolf > blade/dr. ratio > luocha/jingliu > fu xuan/boothill#i suspect though that characters that summon things like Lingsha or Topaz will get reruns faster than older dps characters#alers random thots#hsr
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you know what i want? i want enstars characters to have their own twt accounts paralive style bc imagine the content we could get like it would be so entertaining please tell me im not insane
#like i know im delusional i know this wouldnt happen BUT LET ME DREAM#ITS SO FUNNY AS A CONCEPT#imagine how many characters would have eichi blocked#imagine they start having beef on twitter#but then theres also cute things like little looks into their lives#them supporting each other#even for others who arent in their group like their friends#updates of something they did during the day#maybe even going to other characters lives#okay maybe i am insane about this idea#but i think its very entertaining and fun i love that paralive does it#enstars#paradox live
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greg laughing the loudest at matsson’s shitty sh*vorce joke right in front of sh*v makes him braver than any us marine
#tomgreg#i cant breathejefkef#the fact that he looks to tom first and then laughs like that PLEASE#they are not slick. he litro said he was going to ken and roman matsson hates me YET he went over to them when tom and sh*v were both#there?? with matsson? and was conveniently there to laugh loudly at the idea of sh*vorce?#the joke wasn't even good.#it's. hm. yeah i'm sus lmfao. or delusional but the point is it's weird.#AND THATS ALL? LIKE GREG WANTS TO STAY BUT IS YANKED AWAY BY TOM#SO HIS PURPOSE WAS WHAT?? TO BE SUPPORT FOR TOM ONLY IF SH*V IS THERE AND THEN MATSSON JUST#HAPPENS TO MAKE A DIVORCE JOKE#and tom looks at him Like That while he's laughing like well done. and then pulls him away like OKAY THAT'S ENOUGH NOW#SORRY im absolutely insane but hm. hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.#tom might just be happy that greg is schmoozing matsson like he originally wanted but either way. greg went over there For tom#so i'm happy.#also shiv looking at greg after he says good to see you RRRRRRRRR#everything is so much and i'm insane so its good times
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gays will have silly little dreams where they meet the mechanisms (the actual immortal pirates from space) and get a lil flirty with at least one of them
#i mean tim obv#in my case#i never have dreams where they appear as the real life actors its always as if the immortal pirates were just real#and in like 90% of those dreams theres a vaguely awkwardly flirty vibe between me and tim#like its always kinda. he is this almost inhuman being that also happens to be in a band so hes aware that people will get celebrity crushes#and im the one with a celebrity crush on him#and you could say this has fanfic energy with how im allowed to like flirt w him without being perceived as a stalker type of fan#yknow#its realistic in how this is never taken seriously and im very awkward but its very unrealistic in how its just okay for me to do#and unrealistic in how its reciprocated for shits and giggles and his ego or whatever#i love having gay little dreams#lmao#i mean i guess its pretty tame in my case#like im assuming that aa lot of people have more like. serious dreams? yknow i mean actually dating the celebrity/fictional crushes#and all that#honestly im not sure if ive ever had a dream where i was actually with my celebrity/fictional crush#it always has that lil bit of realism where i know its not possible to be w them and im always almost as shy and awkward and anxious as irl#and honestly i prefer it that way#y'know with the way my brain works#how i often feel like the people i think about can see my thoughts and all that delusional bullshit#so its nice that even in my dreams where i have 0 control over anything i still dont really cross any boundaries#so i dont feel guilty afterwards i dont feel like i violated anyones boundaries#i know that dreams are absolutely not my actual thoughts im just sayin that its good for my paranoid brain#its just that in my dreams the celebrity/character likes me in some way and thats pretty much it#anyway i love making a meme shitpost thing that can be enjoyed by everyone and then in tags i say things that i should only tell a therapist#hhshdjdjshxbsjnd#the mechanisms#bee buzz
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ep 9 is a lot to process uhm
#well yang kindaaa went batshit crazy (only bc of that fucking cat whos the real antagonist all along) but im glad she still got herself tgt#ruby is obviously gonna live i think. but yea its implied but idt shes gna use cresent rose anymore 💔💔 LIKE NOOO CRESENT ROSE WAS SO OG#also what the actual fuck is going on w the fight scene like????#okay i get why neo has no reason to return anymore BUT JAUNE FALLING?#LITERALLY WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT ROOSTER TEETH IS HE DEAD DONT YOU DARE KILL HIM OFF I FUCKING SWEAR#i hate that fucking cat so much bro hes so annoying i want him DEAD by next week once the final ep drops#but if he dies ... does that mean neo will die to since shes the vessel :(#as much as i hope thats not gna be the case it's a bitttt inevitable? pls let me have my delusions of neo having her redemption arc pleasee#anyways go ruby do what makes u happy 👩❤️💋👩👩❤️💋👩 as much as i love cresent rose if not using her anymore is what makes u heal +#+ happy i will have no complaints do whats best for you baby 🥹 ueueue i love her sm#no but what if she just uses summers weapons to kill off that cat#and then when they go back to remnant it's back to cresent rose (im delusional)#it's very impossible looking at rubys situation now but hey one can dream yk#SPEAKING OF SUMMER I WAS VERY SURPRISED WHEN I SAW HER IN THE FIRST BIT#i wish they showed her face like cmon why is rt acting like we didnt see her face in that one season like?? 🙁 let me see the pretty mother#AGAIN WHAT THE FUCK IS RWBY V9 EP 9 it felt like some type of filler ep 💀 not that i hate it but it was kinda short to me#season finale next week better be good or else im gna be so mad like we did not just see neo getting POSSESSED all 4 a bad ending 4 the szn#on a side note: i hope we get to see the others again pls pls pls i NEED renora development 😣😣 my og childhood bffs to lovers 40k words +#+ mutual pining and slowburn romance (it took them 8 seasons to kiss)#rwby v9 spoilers#this was so long to break down damn sorry for the typos i am not redoing all of these tags just to correct them
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do you also think about ekky, in his first full game back after rehab, the practise held the day afterwards, when asked how easy it was to play with forsy again going "its like having your own cheat code out there" and "im blessed to be able to play with such an awesome partner" thanks man very nice
#its the witching hour and they consume my thoughts#fork found in kitchen unfortunately#but also thanks jameson for phrasing it as “is it like you never left?” and ekky jumps on that going “yep thats exactly what i wanted”#like thats not gonna fucking haunt me at all#take a swig anytime ekky describes being able to play with forsy as being “blessed”#sumn sumn body like a greek god sumn worship him like one too or other#the religious undertones in sports is impossible to ignore#but also you did describe this man as a greek god#so this really isnt helping that extended metaphor#i also think a lot about ekky saying “gus” because its not very often you hear him first name him#and also him immediately looking over to his stall... okay#i thought he was making eyecontact with the otherside of the media scrum but i watched it whole and its very obvious when he does that#no this bitch is craning his neck to look at forsys stall like a normal person ofc#in my mind forsy is off to the side waiting until his interview wraps up so he can continue dressing down#and ekky going “gus” because jameson said it first is looking over at him to see his reaction#delusional? we move#im sorry i gave an impromtu forsblad primer to a friend while we were on a call and i was pulling up all my clips to cry about#and this one fucking sent me spiraling again#gus... okay yeah#im in my feelings again please look away
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I think she is in love with me fr
#<- me when im delusional#OKAY BUT#she wrote to me asking how i am!!!!#and was sad we didnt speak!!! a lot!!!#and she liked my photos!!!#thats all i have rn#so yes im delusional#also its been officially been 3 weeks since xy has ghosted me#this close telling all my friends who she is#because like. idk whats going on lmao#haha anyways
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#cw// ed#might be back in my denial/delusional era#bc im like. well i dont need food bc I feel fine.#and my weight may be Low for adult me but its been lower (nevermind that i was 15)#i could definitely get to a new lw and i can totally eat less to break my plateau and this wont end in any problems at all#who cares that if piss like once in 10 hours i havent passed out from dehydration so im fine#i can see it!! and i also continue to think this is okay and fine
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