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FORBIDDEN FRUIT
A Grayson Hawthorne x oc fic
Notes: I'm changing Cassian's eye colour. Also, please take a look at this for the profiles of some characters
Warning: once again, this is only a work of fiction, don't do this shit 💀🙏
PROLOGUE
Part 2
After the shower, Grayson knew he was late. He knew being tardy was unacceptable.
He quickly put on his clothes and then scurried towards the dining room. Everyone was already there. He was the last person to arrive.
He swallowed thickly as he felt his Grandfather's subtle gaze on him. He walked stiffly to his seat and sat down, next to Jameson, who poked him and then snickered. Grayson shot him a small glare.
"As everyone is now here, let us begin" The Great Tobias Hawthorne himself spoke.
There was silence in the room today, not even Xander was chatting like he usually did. The atmosphere was unusually......tense. It was as if everyone had noticed the old man was a little agitated today, so they had all opted to stay silent.
After the old man was done, he wiped his mouth with his napkin, stood up, and spoke
"Grayson." he said, and Grayson's head shot up "a word. After you're done, of course"
The old man walked away, and Grayson had suddenly lost his appetite. From the corner of his eye, he saw Nash look at him worriedly. He saw Xander look confused, and then a flash of emotion in Jameson's eyes, though he couldn't put his finger on what it was exactly.
He slowly got up, making eye contact with his aunt, Zara, for a moment before looking away and heading to his Grandfather's study
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He hesitated before knocking on the door. He didn't know what his Grandfather wanted, he just hoped whatever it was, it wouldn't get him in trouble.
He went in after he heard a small 'come in'
He opened the door to see his Grandfather sitting on a chair in front of the large fireplace.
"Grandfather." Grayson pauses "it's me"
"Ah, yes. Grayson. Come here" his grandfather beckoned him closer, and he walked closer till he was only a couple feet away from the chair his grandfather was sitting on.
He stood stiffly, but tried to look like he was calm. He wasn't going to let his Grandfather see that he was anxious or nervous
"I saw you running around in the gardens today. A little unlike you" his Grandfather spoke after a pregnant pause, shaking Grayson out of his thoughts. "You were with someone."
The fact that the old man wasn't looking at him made him even more nervous, because he didn't know what his Grandfather was feeling in the moment, as his voice gave away nothing
"Yes" he replied, after a small pause "Yes, I was. It was not something significant, Grandfather. You need not worry."
"im not worried, my boy. But do tell, who was this 'insignificant person'?"
"it was a boy. He was annoying me. I was merely showing him that someone with the Hawthorne name is not someone to be messed with" Grayson stands straighter as he speaks, his voice steady
"And this 'boy' does not have a name?" the old man turned his head, but only slightly
Grayson was silent for a moment before speaking up. All he had to do was say this boy's name. Cassian Moonbeam. He knew his Grandfather knew that the boy had trespassed. Somehow, his Grandfather knew everything.
"i did not care enough to ask for his name."
The old man turned around to look at Grayson, the firelight reflecting off the lens of his black framed glasses "is that so?" he whispers
The old man got up, and Grayson stiffened, and looked down at the floor. He heard his Grandfather walk towards him, his footsteps echoing in the big study.
"Grayson." he paused, letting the word sink in slowly "Never forget that the future of this family rests on your shoulders. You are the heir apparent. Am I clear?"
Grayson tried not to shake. Tried to make sure his lips didn't quiver and that his voice was steady "Yes.....sir..."
His Grandfather leaned down a little and squeezed his shoulder "Remember, when you grow up, you will inherit everything. You will be the continuation of my legacy. The future of this family will rest on your shoulders and you will have to make decisions that will have the potential to either make you flourish or ruin you. Remember, family first. Your family always comes first, and people like us cannot afford to trust anyone easily, especially not the strays. That is like giving them a knife and turning your back to them."
He paused, letting it all sink in. "Do you understand now, Grayson? That you cannot trust people who are not family"
"Yes, Grandfather" Grayson says, eyes on the floor.
The old man squeezed his shoulder again, and then straightened, walking back to his chair "Then you may leave. You are dismissed"
Grayson walked out hurriedly, and only released the breath he didn't know he was holding after the door shut behind him. His eyes stung with unshed tears. He didn't even know why. His Grandfather had said nothing wrong. He didn't even know Cassian at all. He had met him just today, and the other boy had annoyed him and gotten him dirty. That was all.
But.....
No one had given him flowers before....
No one had talked to him so confidently as if they didn't care about his last name......
Everyone had always given him respect. No one just wanted to be his.... Friend.
"ill forgive you for calling me stupid since I wanna be your friend"
Why?
No one at school wanted to be his friend. His classmates thought he was rude and stuck up and arrogant and boring. They did not want to sit with him and talk to him.
Then why does this boy--
Its been a day, you idiot Grayson thought He'll get tired after a few days. But it doesn't matter. I have to tell him to stay away even if he does come tomorrow.
Grayson bit his lower lip to keep it from quivering as he nearly sprinted towards his room, hoping no one saw him right now.
Why are you crying? He thought to himself He's no one......Relief. Its relief. I'm relieved it was only a lecture. That's it, that's all.
He took a deep breath as he closed the door to his room and leaned on it, trying to calm himself and organize his thoughts.
But all he achieved was futile as his gaze landed on the geraniums again. He had washed them. Cleaned the mud off them. He had to admit, they were pretty.
He angrily walked over to them, picked them up, and threw them into the bin.
"Stupid flowers" he muttered
I'm gonna avoid him tomorrow. He's a wierdo, and I'm not gonna let him disturb my garden time. The more I stay away from him, the better Grayson thought to himself
......
Then why do you keep thinking of him?
Taglist:
@never-enough-novels @dahliawarner @pink-mask-06
@x-liv25-jamieswife
#Ik some of it doesn't make sense#It's all connected I swear#Im bored rn#I also genuinely don't remember who told me to tag them#If you did and aren't on the list I'm sorry#Pls tell me#And forgive for the shit writing pls 🙏#the inheritance games#grayson hawthorne#the hawthorne legacy#the final gambit#the brothers hawthorne#jameson hawthorne#nash hawthorne#the grandest game#xander hawthorne#Cassian Moonbeam#Hamnahs fanfics#forbidden fruit fanfic#Moonthorne#avery kylie grambs#libby grambs#maxine liu
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honestamente, no sé
to prevent confusions i'm giving credits of every fankid in order (starting with the tall one)
layden (fresh x ink fankid) by @/sugary-alienn dot (cross x ink fankid) by @/yo-honne abstract (reaper x ink fankid) by CATA-824 on wattpad gradient (error x ink fankid) by @/askcomboclub paper jam (error x ink fankid) by @/7goodangel palette (dream x ink fankid) by @/angeutblogo blueprint (swap x ink fankid) by @/pepper-mint aiden (zack x ink fankid) by ariscastleart
#y'know what ink said is a very popular audio in the spanish speaking community#quite similar to what i've seen about “gen alpha covers” or so#mostly bc it has some terms that are used there#you see. between you and i#i do think ink would be cringy as hell (in some way)#and i love him for that#i remember seeing a post on here of ink randomly saying “chat how do we feel about this”#i absolutely adored it#ik it makes no sense for ink to say that kind of stuff just let me be happy(?#same thing with pj cus he doesn't know spanish but blehhh#zack sans is from an au called underfloor by makicute btw n n#i just love aiden's design so much to not including him here#even tho his creator deactivated her acc#and one last thing. i find it curious how i chose 5 out of 8 sillies who speak spanish unconsciously#(with this hc of characters speaking their creators' main language ofc)#like lmao i didn't even know most of these had spanish speaking owners like !!!#so cool#undertale#undertale au#utmv#ink sans#fresh x ink#crink#reaper x ink#errorink#drink ship#swap x ink#zack x ink#fluffy doodles#fluffy ink
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I didnt even know DB Daima dropped bc life shit but @peridotite has informed me that they just casually drop that namekians apparently originate from [checks notes] the demon realm
Yk everyone's favorite and most memorable DBZ setting ..... The Demon Realm .......... ..
#skit yells#me ages ago: man i wish there was more namekian lore stuff in modern db#*monkeys paw curls*#dbz#dragon ball daima#THESE BIFCHES ALL AFRAID#TO MAKE THEM DRAGON FURRIES#i actually had a lore for their species but i cant remember chunks of it rn#too tired#dragon ball z#i just#bro not everything has to be secretly connected fo everything else 😭#nameks are cool and mysterious enouvh on their own just develop the lore within the constraints#it doesn't even make thematic sense to have them be demons like o yeah the pacifist vegan farmers who go to dragon church every sunday#they were demons all along actually#also way to weirdly rob the poignance of piccolo realizing he's not a supernatural force of destruction but just Some Guy#who has free will like anybody else and just had metaphorical generational trauma out the ass#ik this is 30% furry malding but srsly why on earth is a show with dragon in the title so uninterested in dragons 💀 💀#how do you not focus on that very much it's so cool#and theres already lots of unknowns#so to pull new shit outta left field is ://#ok my thumbs hurt now im gonna queue this#goodnight tri state area
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i've since quite a lot of headcanons involving slime singing for juanaflippa lullabies to put her to sleep, but may i present: mariana singing for her to wake up? or while he's cooking breakfast and juana needs to brush off the sleepiness?
my basis for this:
#qsmp#el mariana#juanaflippa#i did NOT know mariana could sing or at least had such a strong voice until today#and as soon as i heard it i knew i had to translate the sings and show this to you guys#ik this really isn't qsmp related but it truly amazed me and i wanted to show it 2 you guys#also im sorry if the translation doesn't make 100% sense#apparently translating songs is a little bit more confusing than normal conversations.#edit: I JUST NOTICED HOW SOME PARTS LAG THAT SHIT HAPPENED THROUGH THE EXPORTATION. PROBABLY.
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i don't think it's readable but my candy's shirt says "1-800-HOTTOGO" (luv u chappell) this would be her everyday style and i wanted for it to contrast her more formal look for work.
I considered making her everyday the outfit she wears to ballet but then I heard chappell and I totally forgot about it lol. Her color palette as for now has been really soft and pink, but it's because i feel like these first parts of the story take place in spring? for some reason? but when the story progresses I'll give her different fits.
i wanted to share all the looks in one post but i thought this one looks really cute and i'm staring at it like this:
#mcl new gen#i had many other things i wanted to put on her shirt while i was doing it. mainly really cursed memes#also also ik i haven't really talked about her personality lol but just as her looks i'm still thinking and rethinking#because yes she looks sweet and like she's laughing all the time but piss her off just once and the RBF she's gonna give is WILD#i would say she's a really ambitious person with a great sense of humour and good attention to details. However she can get too#caught up on details that end up making her really prejudice some times. She doesn't like gossip at all and even though she is quite easy#to get along with (if you pass the vibe check that is) apart from basic things she's a really private person.#like the most Devenementiel knows about her hobbies is that she loves ballet but they don't even know what academy she goes to#she finds it annoying when people seem to fight without reason and hates when people lie to her face.#doesn't like to be bossed around if she perceives the other person's sub estimating her abilities#but curiously she doesn't mind being bossed around by devon lol jason seems really competent to her and they might be alike#but she hates how much the guy likes to bring others down to put himself in first place
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#just needed to vent for a sec but oh god am i tired of people#'friends' both irl and online got me fucked up lately#mental healths been in the shitter almost nonstop this year#familys always got me up the wall#i just feel like I'm constantly treading water and i am *tired*. like so fucking TIRED#it's never enough; it's too much; no not like that; but not that either; it's all wrong wRoNg WrOnG#ik im sleep deprived and possibly pms-y and that is most certainly not helping things rn but...#gods i see less and less of a reason to get out of bed and bother with anything ever again#wtf is the purpose#i can't keep friends to save my life bc im apparently a fuckin doormat and interesting as unflavored rice or smth#how hard is it to feel like you maybe sorta kinda matter and aren't an unlovable worthless piece of shit#years of therapy; trying meds; everything under the sun.... and nothing. lows and highs and dips of every kind and yet ..nothing#and maybe im just very much in my feelings rn and just yelling into the void.. but it hurts and im tired of pretending it doesn't.#i hate how hard it is to make friends as an adult especially irl. and how gossipy and cliquey and gross and mean ppl can be#of getting called childish and naive and boring for wanting to be a decent person and having interests outside of partying#(not attacking those traits but tired of getting attacked for *not* being 'fun' enough or 'social' enuf or 'sensitive' for having feelings)#enough*#i just want to go eat drywall and stand in the rain and let it help me pretend im not crying blood rn.#like every cell in my body isn't trying to spontaneously combust.#'it gets better' ..yeah? when. when i was 14? when i was 23? when im 37? when im 55? 82? WHEN.. bc im so sick and tired#and no this isn't me writing a final note or whatever it sounds like; i just wanted to word vomit bc ive never been good w sadness#and ive got such an overwhelming amount of it rn i can't even turn it into anger & spite & use that for productivity... i just want to rot#to lie down and be covered by plants as i sleep and just slowly fade into a cloud or smth like it's a ghibli movie or wtv.#im like shaking from how stupidly emotional i feel rn. the lack of empathy these days is fuckin astounding#common sense & empathy are lacking in absolutely droves these days. some days i hate the internet & tech for its irreparable damages sm#but here we are and here it shall remain. long after us; and *long* after us ..... *sigh*#anyway ima go try to take a nap or smth. I'll see ya when i see ya. take care my lovelies#if u read all this i prob owe you a cookie lol
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the satrinyavas
#my art#digital art#artists on tumblr#fanart#the arcana#the arcana fanart#cat au#THERE i am done with these designs#ik some look ugly but idc its unlikely ill draw these characters again (as cats anyway?)#like i hate nasrin's but ill be dammned if i try to make sense of her hairstyle in my stupid cat style again. who cares#and i hate all of these braids they beat my ass#anywayz#i always had in my head the thought to make nadi's sisters (they're all sisters right i forgor. not that it rlly changes anything BUT)#different tabby patterns so she doesn't look so out of place#so we have classic. mackerel. broken mackerel n spotted + nafizah n nasmira who r solid (tho u could argue mira is like an abby cat)#and nadi is a smoke tabby (pictured in another post)#their dad is a sokoke and i like to think their mom has a secret pattern “underneath” her white to make all of these colors (like a tortie)#do u love my half-walls of text btw. can u imagine how much more i would ramble if there wasnt a char limit in the tags?#i could say all of this shit in the actual desc but whats the fun in that#i wanted 2 apologize 4 not posting in a week but thats content creator brainrot. happy new years anyway
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The defense/reason Utena is lesbian because of her having heavy trauma related with various men is a biphobic statement and completely ignores that bi women can and do face abuse from various men in their lives as well but we aren't ready to talk bout that yet I think!
#candyredtext#been stewing on this forever but last night w girls talking bout utena discourse#n how like no one seems 2 fucking understand the show and its characters n themes#abysmal#anyway anthy n utena are the bi/lesbian couple for the toxic yuri square.#right along with bubblegum/marceline#anyway tho let me also say cus ik the reading on this site is piss poor#but u can hc utena as a lesbian thats fine#but trying to say she is canonically / heavily coded to be lesbian due to her trauma around men is#ignoring the bi women who also have trauma with men as well#like hell im a bi woman with trauma related to men - some similar to Utena.#my two bi friends with similar issues also v much see themselves in Utena and her experiences#utena can be lesbian. she could be bi. but her trauma w men doesn't define one or the other solidly#does that make sense? i hope so.#anyway
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Thinking about a time I wrote a 7 paragraph long post analysing Walter and Skylar's relationship back in 2022 and somehow it got deleted and I was so devastated and I felt so silly and useless and I stopped posting altogether.
#you know what shatters me the most#rn in 2024 i don't even remember what it was about them that i was writing about even though back then i was so passionate to say it#i had shit to say#i always did#but the truth is i was and am still going through some of the most depressing times of my life and this small blow#that is losing just TEXT of what i was thinking#something that i could have rewritten#or something that i could have taken in stride and kept on posting#was enough to discourage me from wanting to do anything#and i can't even explain it ig ik it sounds pathetic and lazy and maybe doesn't make sense#but it felt like such a blow (ik its not that big a deal but maybe it was my mental state but thats how it felt to my brain)#i want to do so much and its like my brain just keeps standing in the way and i cant tell anyone cause i know how pathetic this sounds#but goddamn i really love breaking bad so much i do#breaking bad#jesse pinkman#better call saul#walter white#saul goodman#also fuck walter white you bitch
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i may be thinking too much into this but i kinda think that balekin, madoc, and the ghost killing the greenbriars during the coronation was a bit of foreshadowing to signify that they would later betray the high king, the last greenbriar. but unlike madoc and the ghost, balekin was killed because he murdered the former high king which is kind of a greater sin than murdering the heirs to the crown.
#this really doesn't make any sense idk what came through me#also ik jude felt more betrayed than them#more than cardan#but since jude is allied to the crown and their interests (esp madoc) lies against the crown#they still kinda betrayed the high king#also i saw a post some time ago claiming that balekin dying was inevitable#bcs of the curse of the blood crown#like since eldred hasn't crowned dain yet#and balekin killed him and unleashed the curse upon himself#so yeah#that mf totally deserved it#cardan greenbriar#jude duarte#tfota#the cruel prince#the folk of the air#the wicked king#the queen of nothing
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i just finished watching attack on titan and im sobbing. literally a horrible fucking ending. well i mean it's a "good ending" but it's a horrible ending. absolutely terrible. wow this show was incredibly well written. spoilers in the tags.
#attack on titan#i'm literally going to shoot myself#the fact that they never got to be together#and that they rlly killed eren#i kept hoping there would be some plot twist where he was alive and they would be together#literally so fucking sad i'm killing myself#why did eren have to do all that#he really didn;t honestly#ik he allegedly couldn't change it or something but there's no way that doesn't make any sense#and they should've at least given us some sort of love scene of them where it was actually tangible#instead of her KISSING HIS DECAPITATED HEAD#like jesus christ WHAT WAS THAT#that was fucking horrible#personal
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Feel like I remember there being something about Levi and Ik calling each other 'bestie' as an inside joke. Think. Nightbringer Ik slips up and calls Levi 'bestie'. She doesn't notice the mistake but Levi for some reason immediately feels the need to burst into tears
levi doesn't know how to handle the fuzzies, so he tries to rationalise it by assuming that it's just a human thing. the next time he sees ik he's like "hey there um. uh. b. bestie"
only for ik to look at him like O_O because she doesn't remember slipping up like that, so from her perspective levi's just brought up an inside joke from thousands of years in the future
they keep the joke though :) they are besties across all of time and space
#all the funny hijinks aside... ouhhhhh just the whole thing of ik forgetting that their inside jokes don't exist here in the past#sometimes she catches herself before making them sometimes she doesn't#and the others just go with it because even though that made no sense to them#it felt familiar for some reason#ik gets nightbrought#answering asks#anon asks#to bring it back to the funny though (and also bringing in the fnaf saga)#luke brings up michael and ik automatically goes 'MICHAEL DON'T LEAVE ME HERE MICHAEL' and for some reason satan joins in#even though he's never heard those words before#!L3V1
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wait wait wait. you know those memes making fun of people who write pages of analysis for male characters then for the female characters just go "she's so girlboss 😍 queen". that's what's wrong with 2021 smurfette.
#idk i like smurfette but. everytime she's on screen she might as well be blatantly turning to the audience and yelling ''hey look!#girls can do anything boys can do! hashtag feminism hashtag grrl power'' *is hypercompetent at everything*#*wears a kill bill style tracksuit but also still heels? for some reason?*#ik they must feel like they have to compensate for the 1980s version which is a little (very) outdated#but tlv did a good job of updating her while also keeping her sweet and girly#this version doesn't make sense to change bc there's already other girl smurfs with varying personalities#it just reeks of 'being girly is totally lame. this is feminism' bs#anyways sorry for ranting i love smurfette she gets such a bad rap :(#astra rambles#im not tagging this but i feel like it'll show up in there anyways
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You know, i know for a fact that Surge's whole look can just be the artists reworking how they should draw Tenrecs and all. Like I will firmly agree that this is Totally possible.
But the funnier idea is that Surge is just atypical for a female tenrec and she's actually trans. Either that, or we agree that Gold is trans.
#phantoms#surge the tenrec#this is mostly a shit post btw#but like wouldn't it be funny if All Female tenrecs are the opposite of Hedgehogs#opposite in the fact that outside of maybe chest patches. 2 out of the 4 hedgehogs we know have chest fluff#and its not considered weird or odd#i for one subscribe to the Sonic is trans theory for why he doesn't got that chest fluff#but would be so funny if typically speaking#female Tenrecs be having chest fluff#idk stupid post ik#all i know is Surge#despite popular fan depiction#does NOT have some skin under that shirt#its all green fur from neck to legs#arms and muzzle be the only skin areas#granted that makes sense. she's an imposter of Sonic. and starline is bound to have messed up in more than one spot here
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why is the only pale blue text over the least contrasting part of the background COULD THEY NOT HAVE AT LEAST FLIPPED THE background image so the blue text was over a pink area
#kd#Please For The Love Of God find someone that has some common sense to do the ad banners I AM BEGGING#pretend i said 'graphical sense' or smthn instead of common sense ik it doesn't make sense but i cba to retype the whole tag#.pdf
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honestly i cannot explain the gender feelings i get sometimes. like i see a picture of a man and i think "god i wanna be him" or "god that's so me" but not like. i don't want to look exactly like him or be percieved as a man at all (like not even in a butch or gnc way i skew pretty femme most of the time)... but it's like if i was that man but also a woman that would be epic... or if that man was a woman he would be so me but also if he was still a man?? what is gender.
#i am like 99% sure i'm cis which ik saying that makes it look like i'm actually not#but trust me multiple of my longtime close friends are trans/nb i would've figured it out by now#and i have experimented with stuff but she/her are the only pronouns that have worked for me (ik pronouns don't equal gender but yknow)#i think the way i feel about gender can be complicated when not only am i autistic so i interpret stuff differently from allistic cis ppl#but also being a queer woman like yknow how some ppl say their gender is lesbian?? i get that but i'm bi so it's not as clear cut for me#like sometimes i feel like my gender is like... femme bisexual?? like not strictly woman but pretty close to it#because i'm not not a woman but sometimes the way i feel about my gender in relation to the theoretical person i'd be in a relationship wit#it doesn't feel completely clear cut woman if that makes sense??#which i know gender is fake and you can do whatever you want forever but idk that's just kind of how i feel about it#like i don't want to be a boy or anything related to that at all but also if someone referred to me as 'boyfriend' i think i would like tha#does any of that make sense at all???? idk#it's like some men are me but i am not A man... do you understand#i am NOT non-binary but i'm also not binary... do you understand this too#how to be cringe 101#gender
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