#Ik I haven’t posted in a bit Ik no one was waiting but still 😭

[pastelpousay]

Just a sketch because I’m lazy and burnt out 💀😭

[some-lonely-loser]

STAY HIGH .02

📍Location- Martinez Household

📷POV- Narrator (1st)

After the party, I didn’t really remember much of anything. I’m not shocked though, I got so drunk that Ashtray guy offered to walk me home. Surprisingly enough, I made it home by myself and into my bed before my parents noticed how late I arrived. What I did remember was that weird girl. What was her name? Jennifer? Julie? Oh, It was Jules. Yeah no doubt, she was weird. I mean, she cut herself in front of everyone AND scared Nate Jacobs. I never seen anyone do that, but I guess that’s what new people are for.

Sienna sure thought it was weird too. But hey, maybe she’ll be cool. I ended up laying in bed for about 9 more minutes, scrolling on whatever apps peaked my interest before I got up and started getting ready for school

I had just gotten out of the shower before of course, Sienna called me. I waited for the call to connect and before I could speak Sienna screamed and my hearing almost blew.

“GUESS WHO THE FUCK JUST TEXTED ME AND ASKED ABOUT YOU”

My mind had raced through a million names before I stopped and realized, she could be joking. She usually pranks me like this but I decided to feed into her little scheme.

“Who?”

I mumbled with the most monotone voice I could utter out of me.

“Ashtrayyyy”

I stopped my movements and stared at the camera only to find she was already staring at it, smirking at me.

“You’re such a liar Sienna, and not a good one either”

She rolled her eyes before quickly responding.

“I’m not lying, i’ll send you a screenshot.”

Not long after she said that, I felt my phone vibrate and saw her display name reveal itself at the top of my phone. I clicked on the photo she sent me.

“Told you I wasn’t lying. Did he text you?” I snapped out of my

“No, he didn't text me. What did he want my number for?” I questioned

I knew Sienna wouldn’t know why he wanted my number but I just had to ask. Plus, I was really just thinking to myself out loud. And just as I guessed, she says she doesn’t know

“Maybe he has like.. A secret admirer crush on you?”

That was a ridiculous statement. I mean, Ashtray? Out of the whole school, that he doesn’t attend, he has a crush on me? Yeah, no chance.

“Girl..” I mumbled, rolling my eyes. “I’ll see you at school, I have to finish getting ready, Do I still gotta pick you up?” I questioned, Sienna often needs a ride to school, whether it be she just doesn’t want to drive or her car is broken.

“Nah, I think I’m gonna walk. Get some fresh air before having to deal with this school and it’s bullshit.” She chuckled.

We said our goodbyes before I hung up the phone and started getting dressed, and soon after I was in the car driving to school.

I was busy putting my books inside of my locker before I heard a voice that sounded like Sienna.

“So, I texted Ashtray” She spoke with excitement. I turned around and almost slapped her

“You WHAT?!” I yelled, gaining attention of most of the people near me, who gave me a little bit of a dirty look, but that didn’t matter

Sienna burst out laughing, hunching over and holding her stomach. “You should’ve.. seen your face!” She breathed out, looking at me with a couple of tears rolling down her face.

I crossed my arms and looked at her with a blank face, but after a few seconds of her looking at me with a smile, it wasn’t long before I started laughing too.

Our laughing quickly faded away as I heard the voice of Nate Jacobs, and saw him coming near us, staring at me with a creepy smirk on his face

WC: 664

Yall… hear me out😰 Ik I haven’t posted on here in some time but😔 It’s been 8 months since PT 1 so i’ll do better🙏🏽 Ik it’s mad short but 😭

[sungbeam]

Hello!

Firstly I wan’t to apologize for the spam once again 😭 but I wanted to show you how much your writing means to me and to all of deobiblr since I see that you’ve been struggling with reblogs :(

I just want you to know that it’s not your fault, nor is it your writing. While I was going through the LIU ML I did notice that there was quite a huge difference in reblogs and interactions but please don’t think that it’s because of your writing! Tbh it can be a multiple of factors such as people only reading fics for certain members (even though they’re missing out on amazing stories but wtv-), ghost readers, people forgetting to reblog the second part (cough cough), shyness ig??, not realizing it was a part of a series, they’re no longer active to complete reading the series, they want to wait fir the series to end before reading it all in one go, or because they simply don’t know that reblogs weigh more than likes on tumblr :(

So…. Yeah! I just wanted to reassure you that all your fics hold such a dear place in my heart and I never want you to forget how much joy you, your fics, and your writing bring to people! Including me haha

I’m also wishing that my reblogs helped at least a little with getting more exposure to the LIU series and provide you with a little comfort that people are still reading and appreciating! Sorry, I feel like I keep repeating myself haha ^^;

Oh! And I’ve also read all your replies and thank you! Ily too 😭🫶 I wish my reactions were a little fresher but I kept up with the series since the beginning basically and I haven’t re-read them (YET!) so my reactions might be a little dull or repetitive/doesn’t bring anything new to the table but thank you for taking your time to read through all of them!

I’m a bit of a blog lurker sometimes so tbh I just read whatever was posted/asked LMAOOOO so I can’t remember exactly where I get some info from but I do know that it was said at one point 😭

Ok sorry that I keep trailing on but thank you once again for taking your time to read this and all my other reblogs and I only wish you the absolute best! Good vibes, lots of love, showers with kisses and roses for you forever! 😚

(P.s. you can decide if you want to answer this publicly or like… subtweet me or smth idk 😭 I was just a lil too shy to be all up in your dms HAHA ok bye fr now muah)

omg user floatingpluto ur so precious 🫂 PLS don't apologize for the reblog spam, i literally had the absolute time of my life both reading thru ur tags AND replying to them (´Д⊂ヽ sometimes idek what to say in response to reblogs bc i feel like i get repetitive even tho i just wanna express my appreciation :')) but it was really fun replying to urs !!!

ahhhh the trouble w reblogs 😔🤧 i fear it's a struggle for everyone nowadays, and i feel a little silly being such a child abt them when ik i prob get a little more interaction than some others :') but thank u for being so kind and considerate abt it!! no matter what, ur reblogs did help me in more ways than one and i appreciate that so, so much. also w the less interactions bit, i def understand that things r going on in people's lives other than fanfic, which is what i keep trying to remind myself of when i do have those really low days of interaction </3 ig my insecurity is just glaringly obvious nowadays 🤡😭

ALSO no worries abt whether or not u bring something "new" to the table in ur replies TT i personally thought they were quite fun and unique!! take ur time w the rereads, and don't feel like u have to just cuz u told me u were gonna !! 😋

much love and hugs!!! 💖💖

[eitelle]

HI UH I JUST SAW THAT YOU FOLLOWED ME AND I KINDA FREAKED OUT ?????? HI ELLE i’ve seen u on lea’s blog and i just took a good look at your blog and i have to say i’m already in love 🥺 (i’m gonna write this all in smaller text or it’s gonna be hella long smh)

OK SO A FEW THINGS I WANNA SAY FIRST UHM- you play the violin, viola, guitar and zither????? i play the violin, cello, piano, harp and guitar (acoustic) so HELLO, fellow multi-instrumentalist! omg i’m literally so excited rn EEE found another music child here :)

AND YOUR SELF SHIP SEMI X ELLE??? I CANTTTTTT I TOTALLY SHIP ALREADY YALL R FREAKING ADORABLE 😭😭 eitelle is THE best couple, y’all are perfect for each other and no one can change my mind! semi is one of my fav boys too so i can’t blame you at all, he’s amazing <3 (my ultimate favs are still atsumu and iwa tho lol)

oh wait lemme introduce myself (kinda?) if that’s okay? i’m lyssa, also a minor, and i kinda ? write ? but like for hq only cuz it’s the only anime i’ve watched lmao you can check out my hq writing blog tho! (it’s in my description and pinned post hehe) im asian and currently on holiday until school starts in feb :) i used to do ballet too ? but then i figured it’s just not for me hahaha but music yes <3 i love reading too!! but i haven’t had the time to read many books cuz of school :/

i hope this doesn’t sound too stalkerish lmao, but i went thru your masterlist and works earlier and i love them so much! a good mix of fluff and angst and crack haha unfortunately i think some of your links aren’t working but it’s okay! you’re probably really busy so no pressure at all i promise! thank you for writing and sharing it with us <3

last thing, CONGRATS ON 400 YOURE FREAKING AMAZING <33 im very very proud of you 🥰 i saw the 400 event post and im really excited! but i was wondering if it’s still okay for me to send in an entry for the event? also im a bit confused about what exactly to send in for the event 😅 (but that could just be me being dumb yet again ajhsnfjcj don’t mind my small brain)

i think that’s all from me now! i’ll definitely drop by your inbox again (and try not to spam) if that’s okay? 😗 hehe lots of love, elle! take care and stay safe okay <333

HI LYSSA!! I SEE U EVERYWHERE TOO SO I WAS LOOKING AT MY RECOMMENDED BLOGS AND SO I JUST DECIDED TO FOLLOW U 😭😭 VERY HAPPY DECISION

also for the record id like to say i am also in love w urs AND YES IK AB THE LINKS IM JUST SO LAZY TO FIX THEM THERE R SO MANY 😭but if u wanna read more i believe i tagged all my writing works (i think) with my writing tag!!

YES READING AND MYSIC SO MUCH MUSICCC BUT HONESTKY I GET THE THING AB BALLET ITS A HASSLE BUT IVE STUCK WITH IT FOR SO LONG I RLY JUST CANT FIND ANY PART OF ME THAT WANTS TO QUIT ANYMORE?? but i did quit pointe hshsjdh AND JUST DM ME ANY QUESTIONS AB THE EVENT UR NOT LATE AT ALL!!