#Ik I haven’t posted in a bit Ik no one was waiting but still 😭

[pastelpousay]

Just a sketch because I’m lazy and burnt out 💀😭

[some-lonely-loser]

STAY HIGH .02

📍Location- Martinez Household

📷POV- Narrator (1st)

After the party, I didn’t really remember much of anything. I’m not shocked though, I got so drunk that Ashtray guy offered to walk me home. Surprisingly enough, I made it home by myself and into my bed before my parents noticed how late I arrived. What I did remember was that weird girl. What was her name? Jennifer? Julie? Oh, It was Jules. Yeah no doubt, she was weird. I mean, she cut herself in front of everyone AND scared Nate Jacobs. I never seen anyone do that, but I guess that’s what new people are for.

Sienna sure thought it was weird too. But hey, maybe she’ll be cool. I ended up laying in bed for about 9 more minutes, scrolling on whatever apps peaked my interest before I got up and started getting ready for school

I had just gotten out of the shower before of course, Sienna called me. I waited for the call to connect and before I could speak Sienna screamed and my hearing almost blew.

“GUESS WHO THE FUCK JUST TEXTED ME AND ASKED ABOUT YOU”

My mind had raced through a million names before I stopped and realized, she could be joking. She usually pranks me like this but I decided to feed into her little scheme.

“Who?”

I mumbled with the most monotone voice I could utter out of me.

“Ashtrayyyy”

I stopped my movements and stared at the camera only to find she was already staring at it, smirking at me.

“You’re such a liar Sienna, and not a good one either”

She rolled her eyes before quickly responding.

“I’m not lying, i’ll send you a screenshot.”

Not long after she said that, I felt my phone vibrate and saw her display name reveal itself at the top of my phone. I clicked on the photo she sent me.

“Told you I wasn’t lying. Did he text you?” I snapped out of my

“No, he didn't text me. What did he want my number for?” I questioned

I knew Sienna wouldn’t know why he wanted my number but I just had to ask. Plus, I was really just thinking to myself out loud. And just as I guessed, she says she doesn’t know

“Maybe he has like.. A secret admirer crush on you?”

That was a ridiculous statement. I mean, Ashtray? Out of the whole school, that he doesn’t attend, he has a crush on me? Yeah, no chance.

“Girl..” I mumbled, rolling my eyes. “I’ll see you at school, I have to finish getting ready, Do I still gotta pick you up?” I questioned, Sienna often needs a ride to school, whether it be she just doesn’t want to drive or her car is broken.

“Nah, I think I’m gonna walk. Get some fresh air before having to deal with this school and it’s bullshit.” She chuckled.

We said our goodbyes before I hung up the phone and started getting dressed, and soon after I was in the car driving to school.

I was busy putting my books inside of my locker before I heard a voice that sounded like Sienna.

“So, I texted Ashtray” She spoke with excitement. I turned around and almost slapped her

“You WHAT?!” I yelled, gaining attention of most of the people near me, who gave me a little bit of a dirty look, but that didn’t matter

Sienna burst out laughing, hunching over and holding her stomach. “You should’ve.. seen your face!” She breathed out, looking at me with a couple of tears rolling down her face.

I crossed my arms and looked at her with a blank face, but after a few seconds of her looking at me with a smile, it wasn’t long before I started laughing too.

Our laughing quickly faded away as I heard the voice of Nate Jacobs, and saw him coming near us, staring at me with a creepy smirk on his face

WC: 664

Yall… hear me out😰 Ik I haven’t posted on here in some time but😔 It’s been 8 months since PT 1 so i’ll do better🙏🏽 Ik it’s mad short but 😭

[pbaz7]

Hiiii pretty girl, I miss you and your updates. I have read all the one shots and caught up to the updates!!! So sorry I haven’t been able to do live reactions lately… life has been kicking my ass 😭😭 but I’m back and I’m a little bit better. How are you my love? Are you okay? You’re not stressed right?!! Please say noooo, I need you take care of yourself sweetheart. I really hope you are and in return I am back with a live reaction to one shot you just posted 🫢🫢

Paige was the perfect girlfriend to Azzi. At least, she tried to be. Anything Azzi wanted-or even thought about wanting-Paige made sure she had it.

SPECTACULAR GIVE ME 14 OF THEM RN 🥳

But more than that, Paige loved Azzi. She loved her so deeply it used to scare her sometimes. Paige would give her the world if she asked for it. And, truthfully, even if Azzi didn't ask, Paige would find a way to give it to her. Azzi deserved everything good life had to offer, and Paige felt like it was her job to make sure she had it.

Yea okay IK WHAT YOU ARE!!! you guys are a bunch of GAYSSS 🏳️‍🌈👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩🧐

But Paige was also human. And everyone messes up sometimes.

OKAY!!! way to ruin the moment igs 🙄

Right now, Paige was with Ice and KK, headed to Crumbl to grab cookies; it had become their post-practice tradition during the summer session.

Ayeeeee ik that cookie good 😛…. Im sorry-

Paige slid into the driver's seat, pushing the button to start the car, and let the music pick up right where they'd left off. Because of this she didn't even glance at her phone. She didn't know there was anything waiting for her.

😆😆😆 sooo you can just kill me now cuz PAIGE CHECK YOUR PHONE NOW!!!

What she didn't see were the seven texts Azzi had sent her. Or the three missed calls.

Yea Paige… you’re literally done. You sleeping alone tonight😃 (imma come back to this if I’m right)

Azzi💗: Hey, where are you?

Azzi💗: I miss you

Azzi💗: We're still going on our date tonight right?

But when Paige didn't respond, the tone had shifted.

Azzi💗: Everything okay baby?

Azzi💗: Well I guess that's a no to the date

Azzi💗: I've been calling you.

The final text was the simplest but carried the weight of Azzi's unease.

Azzi💗: Paige?

See Azzi… if that was meeeeee!!! You wouldn’t have to do that🫢 I would answer first text istg 😏😏 but in all seriousness PAIGE WHY ARENT YOU CHECKING YOUR PHONE?!! This is literally diabolical omg Azzi im sorry…

The live chat was buzzing with comments from fans, with people dropping in to talk about the team, tease KK, or ask random questions about their day.

I see where this is going 🧐. What’s that Taylor swift song? “ I think I’ve seen this film before and I didn’t like the ending.” 😔☹️

"Oh my god," KK gasped dramatically, smacking Paige's shoulder. "It's Azzi Fudd! We got a celebrity here y'all!"

YEPPPP ITS CONFIRMED!! Oh my lawd…

But just as quickly as Azzi's name appeared, it was gone. She had left the live.

"Damn, she left already?" KK frowned, leaning closer to her phone. "Azzi, where'd you go?"

LMAOOO yea Paige your in trouble… yikes!!😬😮

"Incoming call from Azzi."

*huge gulp moment* 😬

The live chat exploded. Comments started flooding in:

"AZZI IS CALLING HER OMG!!!"

"Paige's girl is calling during the live?

Yeaaaaa whatchu over there being messy for?! 😂😂

"Don't 'hey baby' me," Azzi said, her tone a little sharper than it usually is with Paige.

Hey Paige?!! Do you know you have 30 minutes?!! 30 30 30 YESSS 😆!!! Paige girl you in trouble

Azzi didn’t answer rignt away. Instead, she took a deep breath and said, "What day is it?"

Yea Azzi clock it!!!

"Shit," Paige muttered under her breath. Bringing the phone back to her ear, she spoke quickly, panic lacing her voice. "Baby, I'm so sorry-"

Yea sweet talk your way thru it Paige!! Your doing amazing sweetie (😃😬)

"No," Azzi interrupted. "Whatever. It's fine."

Oh! Okay so um paige go ahead and pack it up 🥲

Paige blinked, disbelief and hurt mingling in her expression. "Are you for real, Az?"

Awww Paige :( this is making me so emotional 😕

There was a long pause on the other end before Azzi said quietly, "It's whatever. I love you too." And then the call ended.

Heart wrenching…

But when they pulled up to a flower shop, the sign out front indicating it was about to close, KK finally ended the live.

Ayeeee ik that’s right Paige!!!! FLOWERSSSSSS AHHHHAHSHSHDHDHFJDHD🌹🌸💐🌺🌼🌷

Paige sighed, gripping the steering wheel but not starting the car yet. "She's mad. Like... really mad. I didn't even realize what day it was."

It’s okay paige she’s gonna forgive you… yall too gay to stay mad at eachother 🙂‍↔️

Paige hesitated for a moment before walking over to the bed. She crouched down in front of Azzi, holding the bouquet of flowers in one hand while reaching out with the other to brush a gentle thumb across Azzi's cheek.

waitttt cuz the romance and intimacy?!! Omgggg just say yall are married and moveeee!!! Okay we get it yall are soulmates damn 🙄😜

"I wanna sleep alone tonight."

What can I sayyyyy?!! What can I sayyyyy?!! ☝️☝️

I WAS RIGHT!!!!

Azzi sat up abruptly, her eyebrows raising. "Don't curse at me, Paige."

YEA GET ON HER AZZI.

"I know I messed up, Az," Paige said quickly, her voice softening again, trying to keep the situation from spiraling. "And I'm so, so sorry for that. I know I'm not usually like this. I know you count on me. But for you to say I don't prioritize you?" Paige shook her head, her voice rising slightly. "That's crazy."

Yea…. Yk what hell yea!!! Clock it Paige cuz that is crazy 😤😤

Paige sighed deeply, rubbing at her temples before walking back to the bed. She leaned down, pressing a kiss to Azzi's temple. Her voice softened, though still laced with frustration. "I love you. I'm sorry, Az. I really am."

Omggg I love that!!! Power that frustration and express that love ☺️ awww they are so cute

Shaking her head, she walked to her bed, where a single notecard sat propped up against one of the bouquets. She picked it up and immediately recognized the messy scrawl of her girlfriend's handwriting:

Az, I'm so sorry. I really don't know how else to show it besides this. Please just get ready and I'll pick you up at 6. Wear the outfit I got you for yesterday.

Awwwww my heart 🥹🥹 this is so sweet, Azzi just forgive her already 😌

Soft music played in the background as Azzi absentmindedly toyed with Paige's hand, which rested over her lap. Paige glanced at her every so often, her heart swelling at how content Azzi looked now, her earlier frustration with her nowhere in sight.

AHHHHH I LOVE IT!!

Paige shrugged, her casual demeanor a stark contrast to the magnitude of what she'd done. That small, toothless grin reappeared as she said simply, "I rented it for you."

OKAY NIL MONEY 🤑💰💰

Paige stopped walking, turning to face her fully.

Her hand cupped Azzi's cheek, her thumb brushing gently along her skin. "You deserve everything and I'm the sorry one," she said, her voice steady and filled with conviction.

They are so adorable I can’t. They are so perfect for eachother ☺️

Before Azzi could respond, Paige leaned in, pulling her into a slow, tender kiss. It was the kind of kiss that spoke louder than any words ever could, filled with love, forgiveness, and a promise to always be there for one another.

Savannah slow down… cuz now I’m teary eyed 😆

UGHHHHHHH you literally are such a good writer my Iove. I swear you put drugs in these fics cuz I’m so addicted it’s so insane. You truly are a gift from royalty. Again I hope you’re doing well and I’m glad to see the one shots make a debut!! I literally love you so much and you will hear from me next update pretty 💋

-❄️

I found it!!! ❄️idk where you’re at but i found the old one you were talking about 🙂‍↕️

if anyone is wondering this is the sweetest humans live reaction to my one shot about the art installation

ily so much and you deserve the entire world and then some 🫶🏼

[sungbeam]

Hello!

Firstly I wan’t to apologize for the spam once again 😭 but I wanted to show you how much your writing means to me and to all of deobiblr since I see that you’ve been struggling with reblogs :(

I just want you to know that it’s not your fault, nor is it your writing. While I was going through the LIU ML I did notice that there was quite a huge difference in reblogs and interactions but please don’t think that it’s because of your writing! Tbh it can be a multiple of factors such as people only reading fics for certain members (even though they’re missing out on amazing stories but wtv-), ghost readers, people forgetting to reblog the second part (cough cough), shyness ig??, not realizing it was a part of a series, they’re no longer active to complete reading the series, they want to wait fir the series to end before reading it all in one go, or because they simply don’t know that reblogs weigh more than likes on tumblr :(

So…. Yeah! I just wanted to reassure you that all your fics hold such a dear place in my heart and I never want you to forget how much joy you, your fics, and your writing bring to people! Including me haha

I’m also wishing that my reblogs helped at least a little with getting more exposure to the LIU series and provide you with a little comfort that people are still reading and appreciating! Sorry, I feel like I keep repeating myself haha ^^;

Oh! And I’ve also read all your replies and thank you! Ily too 😭🫶 I wish my reactions were a little fresher but I kept up with the series since the beginning basically and I haven’t re-read them (YET!) so my reactions might be a little dull or repetitive/doesn’t bring anything new to the table but thank you for taking your time to read through all of them!

I’m a bit of a blog lurker sometimes so tbh I just read whatever was posted/asked LMAOOOO so I can’t remember exactly where I get some info from but I do know that it was said at one point 😭

Ok sorry that I keep trailing on but thank you once again for taking your time to read this and all my other reblogs and I only wish you the absolute best! Good vibes, lots of love, showers with kisses and roses for you forever! 😚

(P.s. you can decide if you want to answer this publicly or like… subtweet me or smth idk 😭 I was just a lil too shy to be all up in your dms HAHA ok bye fr now muah)

omg user floatingpluto ur so precious 🫂 PLS don't apologize for the reblog spam, i literally had the absolute time of my life both reading thru ur tags AND replying to them (´Д⊂ヽ sometimes idek what to say in response to reblogs bc i feel like i get repetitive even tho i just wanna express my appreciation :')) but it was really fun replying to urs !!!

ahhhh the trouble w reblogs 😔🤧 i fear it's a struggle for everyone nowadays, and i feel a little silly being such a child abt them when ik i prob get a little more interaction than some others :') but thank u for being so kind and considerate abt it!! no matter what, ur reblogs did help me in more ways than one and i appreciate that so, so much. also w the less interactions bit, i def understand that things r going on in people's lives other than fanfic, which is what i keep trying to remind myself of when i do have those really low days of interaction </3 ig my insecurity is just glaringly obvious nowadays 🤡😭

ALSO no worries abt whether or not u bring something "new" to the table in ur replies TT i personally thought they were quite fun and unique!! take ur time w the rereads, and don't feel like u have to just cuz u told me u were gonna !! 😋

much love and hugs!!! 💖💖

[m1ckeyb3rry]

DHDGSJSJS touching grass for an embarrassingly long time SORRY I fear this is not quite the end of the grass touching….it should be soon though within the next week or so then I can go back to being chronically online ugh

PLEASE get rid of that /j im /srs episode Karasu PLEASEEE I lowk wanna see more of him in action at Bambi Osaka omg I remember when people were still theorizing Kira comeback lowk kinda fun reading all of their “analysis” but fr like npcs are needed…no npc shaming here their unimportance is important LMAO

LMFAO WAIT SENDOU FITS SO WELL peaked boyfailure energy i lowk forgot about him oops

LMAOOO dw 2k event will be nagipalooza trust…also OOPS thought i read the otoya one was a req somewhere my b but either way wait speaking of how’s that going? The otoya inspo before Karasu inspo is really funny though LOL

I HAD A FEELING I was trying to pinpoint who the dead boy was and figured Niko was the only reasonable option even if it wasn’t exactly him LMAOO

RIN ISEKAID BY A SHOT FROM SHIDOU TO THE HEAD LMFDOAOAOAOAAO im crying that would be a really funny crack fic

YESS THATS THE AUDIO LMAOOO omg you get me!!! But LOLL imagine Niko taking notes on who has the most vibrant hair like “yup ok they’re a main character I’m not gonna play against them they’ve got plot armor” and fr the otoya chive strip overpowers the 80% white on his head would not categorize him as white haired LMAO

LMFAOOO the stop fighting tiktok has me laughing but also omg eightbit did that scene kinda dirty omg

AUAHAHA I SAW THE ISAGI DRESSED UP AS KAISER ONE it’s actually hilarious the posing sent me

Oh wait that Aiku edit kinda….ok if he fr just cleaned up that stubble I would’ve been an Aiku fan a long time ago I just cannot get over the stubble…..this edit fr being aikus wingman though….we’re still in the homeboy zone that stubble lowk is a dealbreaker rn I won’t allow it….

OSISUHDIS KARASUUUUUU bro his voice…HIS VOICE >>>>>> Karasu my number one eightbit please continue to feed us

CRYING THATS SO LORENZO CODED he would def do that in oaeu and even in canon LMAOOO

I refreshed the page so I could send in this ask and got jumpscared by that….that….emoji….????? You used in your latest reply I’m gone

- Karasu anon

ALDHSHAHSJ IT’S OKAYYY it’s midterms week for me this week to be honest so i’ll probably be somewhat mia as well 😭 we are in this together but trust we will both be back and better than ever soon enough!!

PLSSS okay because i would eat up seeing him in bambi osaka ngl ughhhh i love him so much he’s literally my man LMAOAO anyways yeah i’ve seen the kira comeback theories circulating idk i think at this point it’s not going to happen but some of them were cool!! agreed though sometimes npcs can just stay npcs it’s okay 😭 focus the backstory and development on characters that are actually important HAHAHA

no because i ALWAYS forget about sendou except for his few mentions in the oaeu but he lowkey fits the vibes insanely well especially given his egoist bible info like he’s just silly 😭 you’ll never catch me caring abt him but sometimes when you need a character you need a character yk

AHDHSHSH 2K WE CAN ONLY HOPE my next event will probably be 1.5k i think…ik people do 1.2k a lot but i’m already kinda close to that and i’ve posted ONE 1k event req so uhhh yeah i’ll wait until 1.5k i think every 500 followers is a good rhythm and gives me some downtime too because i have so many fics i need to work on for myself too 😫

ngl i’ve been very scattered in my writing attempts UGH haven’t felt truly inspired by anything in a bit…wrote a couple sentences for pursuit and then closed the doc…wrote a page or two for a 1k event req and then closed the doc…wrote a bit for nagi’s oaeu and then closed the doc…fixed a typo in the in-progress-since-june chapter of PEREGRINE 😭 and then closed the doc…so the going has been rough 😓 i was briefly inspired for the oaeu and aiku did come and speak through me for a bit which was nice (can always rely on him for that) but then i was just not feeling it 😔 i didn’t end up starting the otoya one shot but lowkey maybe i should just try working on that and seeing if i get anywhere 😰 worst comes to worst i’ll rewatch violet evergarden or smth and be inspired to write the most soul crushing one shot for someone or another

NIKO IS ALWAYS CATCHING STRAYS LDFJJSNDS bro cannot catch a break reader’s uncle was fr in his isagi era or smth…anyways yeah it was him!! i love throwing in sly little #hehe references every now and again

OKAY BECAUSE LOWKEY THE VISION HAS ME CACKLING imagine it has one of those cheesy ass titles like “My Rival Hit Me in the Head With a Soccer Ball and Now I Have to Save the Cold Unifier of Japan!” or smth like that LMAOAOAO hold on who are we picking though…stan rin in yukimiya’s body or ninja otoya (i’d include gardener karasu but that’s not a fair option because we all know who we’d pick if he was a choice)

WAIT SPEAKING OF GREEN the blue lock additional times have made me realize otoya’s eyebrows are also green??? so he’s canonically green haired TO ME like the white isn’t even there fr…LMAOAAO niko predicts chigiri’s awakening before it even happens because no “background character” would ever have hair that bright 😭

PLSSS lowkey 8bit did not come through for us icl 😔 at least they made karasu and OTOYA ESPECIALLY really fine…next ep is looking like there will be some nagi and yuki action i’m hoping that means we get better animation since 8bit is just like me and loves nagi KDHDJSSJ

NO BECAUSE THAT EDIT IS FR WINGMANNING THE WINGMAN idk what it is but it’s fr making me go hmm….agreed the stubble just isn’t it i can’t get over it!! it’s like how kaiser looks 10x better with his shaggy gold emo hair than with whatever tf he has going on like come onnnn you have potential but i just can’t fully see the vision yet 🙁🙁🙁🙁🙁

KARASU’S VOICE IS SOOOOO NAHDJSDBHDDHSJDJHDSBS anyways i’ve been getting SOO many edits of him and otoya lately it’s amazing my fyp is literally flooded and yk i save EVERY ONE 😭 they’re lowkey popular now they kinda missing the times when they were #secret and it was only elite people who liked them 😔 JKJKJK ofc i’m glad we’re getting more content now TRUST but like…i better not see y’all mischaracterizing my boys…😒😒😒 those are MY emotional support idiot lovesick losers DON’T MAKE THEM PLAYBOYS PLEASEEEEEE I KNOW OTOYA’S A DUMBASS FLIRT BUT HE’S SECRETLY A RIZZLESS LOSER PLSPLSPLS

HELP i love throwing in random reaction images every now and again…wdym you didn’t like it…😕😕😕 (<- joking)

[eitelle]

HI UH I JUST SAW THAT YOU FOLLOWED ME AND I KINDA FREAKED OUT ?????? HI ELLE i’ve seen u on lea’s blog and i just took a good look at your blog and i have to say i’m already in love 🥺 (i’m gonna write this all in smaller text or it’s gonna be hella long smh)

OK SO A FEW THINGS I WANNA SAY FIRST UHM- you play the violin, viola, guitar and zither????? i play the violin, cello, piano, harp and guitar (acoustic) so HELLO, fellow multi-instrumentalist! omg i’m literally so excited rn EEE found another music child here :)

AND YOUR SELF SHIP SEMI X ELLE??? I CANTTTTTT I TOTALLY SHIP ALREADY YALL R FREAKING ADORABLE 😭😭 eitelle is THE best couple, y’all are perfect for each other and no one can change my mind! semi is one of my fav boys too so i can’t blame you at all, he’s amazing <3 (my ultimate favs are still atsumu and iwa tho lol)

oh wait lemme introduce myself (kinda?) if that’s okay? i’m lyssa, also a minor, and i kinda ? write ? but like for hq only cuz it’s the only anime i’ve watched lmao you can check out my hq writing blog tho! (it’s in my description and pinned post hehe) im asian and currently on holiday until school starts in feb :) i used to do ballet too ? but then i figured it’s just not for me hahaha but music yes <3 i love reading too!! but i haven’t had the time to read many books cuz of school :/

i hope this doesn’t sound too stalkerish lmao, but i went thru your masterlist and works earlier and i love them so much! a good mix of fluff and angst and crack haha unfortunately i think some of your links aren’t working but it’s okay! you’re probably really busy so no pressure at all i promise! thank you for writing and sharing it with us <3

last thing, CONGRATS ON 400 YOURE FREAKING AMAZING <33 im very very proud of you 🥰 i saw the 400 event post and im really excited! but i was wondering if it’s still okay for me to send in an entry for the event? also im a bit confused about what exactly to send in for the event 😅 (but that could just be me being dumb yet again ajhsnfjcj don’t mind my small brain)

i think that’s all from me now! i’ll definitely drop by your inbox again (and try not to spam) if that’s okay? 😗 hehe lots of love, elle! take care and stay safe okay <333

HI LYSSA!! I SEE U EVERYWHERE TOO SO I WAS LOOKING AT MY RECOMMENDED BLOGS AND SO I JUST DECIDED TO FOLLOW U 😭😭 VERY HAPPY DECISION

also for the record id like to say i am also in love w urs AND YES IK AB THE LINKS IM JUST SO LAZY TO FIX THEM THERE R SO MANY 😭but if u wanna read more i believe i tagged all my writing works (i think) with my writing tag!!

YES READING AND MYSIC SO MUCH MUSICCC BUT HONESTKY I GET THE THING AB BALLET ITS A HASSLE BUT IVE STUCK WITH IT FOR SO LONG I RLY JUST CANT FIND ANY PART OF ME THAT WANTS TO QUIT ANYMORE?? but i did quit pointe hshsjdh AND JUST DM ME ANY QUESTIONS AB THE EVENT UR NOT LATE AT ALL!!