#If not I completely understand if you want to softblock

[sparklecarehospital-archive]

an important announcement

this isn't really a decision that was made lightly and there's been a lot of thought put into it, and i know a lot of people are going to be sad about it but i feel like it's for the best. i hope you all will be understanding and supportive of my choice.

I've decided to officially up the age limit for reading the comic and its AUs and all of my content in general to 18+. this DOESN'T mean the content of my comics is changing, they AREN'T becoming pornographic, DO NOT MISUNDERSTAND THIS AGE RATING BUMP. i just feel like having this age limit is probably a good idea because i worry some things in my content just may be too sensitive to not have this label.

the only reason i never put this in place before was entirely because of the fact i started working on the reboot when i was 16 and i didn't ever have intentions of making it pornographic, i mean, my immediate family reads it. my parents have literally commented on updates on the site. obviously i'm not going to do that. at the same time, i'm not 16 anymore, and i feel like that should matter in terms of who is engaging with my content, even if it isn't literally porn. this is probably the most responsible thing i could do.

i know there's inevitably going to be people who continue reading anyways but that's kind of out of my hands. i can't go through my entire followers list and block every person who is under 18, considering my follower count that's literally physically impossible. i will at least enforce people directly interacting with me going forward.

for anyone wondering about the two jesters we have who are under 18, they are receiving a break from the crew until they are of age. they're not being completely kicked out, they just won't be working on or be involved with the comic until then.

repeating for emphasis: the comic is not becoming porn. do not misunderstand or misconstrue this. the content is not changing in any way. nothing is changing in the comic that wasn't already going to be there. all that's happening is i am setting and enforcing a strict age limit to my content because i feel like it's necessary.

additional notes about the age rating that i will add to my pinned posts on my blogs for clarity

blogs that interact with me or my posts or follow me going forward that either are under 18 or have no listed age will be softblocked.

please have your age in either your blog bio or your pinned post, i will manually check before i respond or interact. i don't want to have to dig through blog pages to check your age, especially if i'm on mobile or something.

for the AU ask blogs, i will not answer any asks for blogs under 18 or have no listed age, in-character or OOC.

^ these terms don't apply to THIS post only, if you want to leave a message for me in the replies here if you have something to say or additional questions before you leave i will answer, but only in the post replies, i will not do the reply screenshot method here.

thank you all for your patience and understanding.

[dearru]

❀ basic info

⤷ mak. she/her. twenty. asian. virgo sun. intj. loves hinata shoyo. not fun at parties. appreciates em dashes and oxford commas.

⤷ as of feb 8th 2025, i no longer reblog on this acc! find my recs for art, fics, and more on @dearru-rb

❀ byf

⤷ i don’t write nsfw/dc (don’t rq it), but im okay if you do. feel free to follow! also, please don’t copy me! if i inspire smth you write, tag me!! i don’t allow translations/reposts of my work so if you see anything pls lmk

⤷ maybe try reblogging if u fw my work enough to spam like…

⤷ minors are allowed to follow my page as i am sfw and don’t reblog nsfw! just don’t be weird pls otherwise i’ll softblock

⤷ i love love love interacting via asks/comments (this is always welcome), but as far as becoming mutuals goes, i’d rather that happen naturally! please don’t ask to be moots, if we interact often enough, me following you back is probably inevitable.

⤷ i love interacting in asks, but i would ask you to please kindly refrain from venting! im glad you see me as a safe space, but my mental health is admittedly very fragile and i cannot be an outlet for you :( thank you for understanding!

⤷ moots may ask for my discord! if ur 18+ u can also ask for my socials :)

⤷ i try to write gn!reader so everyone can enjoy, but sometimes i do have fem themes in my works. i will always tag if pronouns other than they/them are used!

⤷ im a busy college student. posting + interactions may be infrequent!!

❀ fandoms

⤷ haikyuu. jjk. mha. aot. frieren. naruto. yotd. obey me. mystic messenger. bllk. others.

❀ favs

⤷ hinata shoyo. tsukishima kei. kuroo tetsuro. akaashi keiji. miya atsumu. kakashi hatake. geto suguru. gojo satoru. fushiguro megumi. itadori yuuji. choso. iida tenya. todoroki shoto. beelzebub (om). mammon (om). zen (mysmes). saeran (mysmes). isagi yoichi. bachira meguru. kunigami rensuke. others.

❀ requests: CLOSED

⤷ i do take requests! (note: requests may take a while for me to complete since i write sporadically)

⤷ i will not take requests for: nsfw (suggestive stuff is okay), male!reader (i usually write gn!reader), pregnancy aus, parent aus, ocs, part 2s for written works, poly fics (i am not against them i just struggle to write for this type of relationship!), ship content (i write ship content at my own leisure, not by request), or eating disorders (characters or readers having them)

⤷ only accepting rqs for hq atm but feel free to send suggestions my way abt any of the fandoms i’ve listed above!

⤷ it’s within my right to delete a rq i feel uncomfortable with/unable to do

⤷ you can send in rqs about whoever you want, but i prefer to write certain characters over others. if you rq a character i prefer not to write about, it’ll prob take me a long time to do it, and it may not be to your liking. click HERE for a comprehensive list of my preferences.

⤷ try to be specificish w the content of ur requests by telling me to use a particular dialogue prompt, scenario, etc. it helps me feel more inspired! don’t be so specific that it limits my creativity tho haha. use ur best judgement.

⤷ if u rq something abt shoyo the chances that i write it increase by x7292619191617181 btw

back to pinned

[dawnbrst]

btw guys if i ever unfollow you ( and it's not softblocking ) please let me know ! I never unfollow or softblock people , so if you find i'm no longer in your lists , feel free to ask ❤️

in that regard , if you plan to break mutuals with me , please hardblock me . softblocking only confuses me and i never know if something is intentional or an accident . so , please , hardblock . there won't be any hard feelings , i completely understand . I just want to be 100% sure you want to break mutuals .

[rosecoloredmuses]

((Screw it. I'm just going to answer the salty munday questions I haven't done before. Putting under a cut for obvious reasons!))

☠ What does someone have to do for an instant unfollow from you?

((Blatant, full mask-off antisemitism/any other bigotry. Other things I will wait to make any judgements because I'm perhaps a little too chill.))

♥ What’s the WORST thing that has happened to you rp wise?

((Ghosting. I was a dumbass 19 year old who was trying to reach out for the first time but that shit fucked me up and continued to fuck me up for a long time. Even now, I have Issues.))

♦ What was a mildly annoying thing that has happened to you rp wise?

((A (former) rp partner went into my Discord DMs unprompted and proceeded to tell me how he thought I should be writing my own OC. We didn't talk much after that.))

♢ Has anyone ever tried to steal your blog? Your headcanons? Icons? All that jazz

((Not that I'm aware of! I'm small potatoes so nobody thinks to steal from me.))

♚ How many people don’t like you?

((At least one person. Maybe two or three? There is a reason I detest vagueblogging, after all.))

⚜ How many people do you not like?

((Well, for one: the vagueblogger. There were one or two people who softblocked me out of nowhere when I thought I was friendly with them so yeah I'm hurt.))

✮ Have you managed to stay away from drama?

((The most I've gotten involved is being a listening ear to people venting, thankfully.))

☄ Have you ever been in the middle of drama?

((No, not yet! Or at least not that I recall!))

☯ Have you ever tried to bring peace to a situation?

((Don't recall, no!))

☼ How long do you stay mad?

((I don't get mad. I just get anxious. I've been anxious for years orz))

☁ Have you ever forgiven a partner when you shouldn’t have?

((Calamity. My abandonment issues prevented me from breaking things off with him for way too long. I just didn't want to hurt him like people hurt me in the past.))

☂ Have you ever been forgiven when you knew you shouldn’t have been?

((Not that I'm aware of.))

☣ Have you ever rp’d with someone you knew for a fact was abusive but tried to give them a chance/to make up your own opinion on the roleplayer? Did they change or did you understand what people were talking about?

((Yeah. There was this one person who followed me and it took me a short while to realize they were an oft-called out rper. It didn't take long for me to form my own opinion when I tried interacting with them, only to be ignored with them later complaining about not getting any interactions. They were a known block evader and blog hopper so I just quietly waited for them to inevitably go to the next new shiny before quietly unfollowing.))

♨ Have you ever made a public call out post?

((Hell no. For all my issues, I'd never do that to a person.))

❀ What has made you completely lose your chill?

((Finding out the vagueblogger was still talking shit about me by the tumblr app glitching and showing me a starter call where he did a segway to bitch about me (we were blocking each other by that point btw). The ghosting incidents happened in 2015 and it was early 2019. Let's just leave it at that.))

✿ What do you think about public call out posts?

((I'm not the biggest fan of them tbh. While they can be legit, I've seen even those devolve into stalker vibes. I also lose all sympathy when the person doing the callout says they blocked the person they're calling out. imo I am a big supporter of "block and move on" especially because of my past.))

✦ Thoughts on duplicates following you?

((Eh they're fine.))

✧ Do you agree with reblog karma or is it forced interaction?

((I don't mind reblog karma at all!))

❥ Has someone ever ruined an FC or character for you?

((Nope. Heck, one of my muses was added partially out of spite.))

❦ Has someone been jealous of you?

((Not that I know of but I wouldn't be surprised if it turned out the vagueblogger was jealous of me.))

❧ Have you ever been jealous of anyone?

((Not that I recall.))

❣ How salty are you feeling right now?

((Salty enough to make this post!))

[un-deserts-your-bluffs]

Pinned Post (finally)

hi y'all! finally getting around to making an intro post! Sending me any kind of asks is encouraged! Ask game I'm always open to is here and here i go by sam, tech, and michael. i am a system, so you may see me posting under a different name- those posts will be tagged with #[alter name] speaks! i use all pronouns, but especially like it/its, they/them, he/him, or spi/spiral. trigger warnings will be tagged as #tw [thing] and #[thing]. vent posts are #vent (i'm completely ok with people interacting with my vent posts as long as it's not mean). mutuals you don't have to but i'd really prefer it if you'd tag posts that are like "reblog or x" or "reblog this if you are x and if you don't i'll block" as #rb bait or #reblog bait no DNI i'll just block you if you annoy me. mutuals if you wanna unfollow please softblock. i use tone tags, though if you ask me to stop i will! i am also autistic (auDHD) and can miss social cues. if you want me to stop smth, please just ask me outright because i will not understand your hints. i will stop, but i need to know what i'm doing wrong first. current hyperfixations: jaws (1975) and hatchetfield. i am a writer for multiple fandoms! :D ask me for my ao3 again, you can send me asks i love em. if you're funny you get to go in the hall of fame previous pinned blinkies and ask hall of fame under the cut:

blinkies here! all made with this site

[strebcrarchivess]

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send me a 🚩 and i'll share my unpopular rpc opinions and hot takes

bonus points if you include a specific topic to talk about, like follower count, softblocking, graphics, etc.

I'm about to sound like the biggest RPC boomer ever, but I think it's more important for a theme to be easily navigatable, functional, and easy to read then it too be pretty. If you can do both then more power to ya! I completely understand wanting to keep up with aesthetics, but with that being said if your theme, doc and caard are hard to read or even find beacuse of aesthetics then that's an issue! Idk when it comes to shit like this I believe in functionality over looks.

[silverspath]

.. ——— # SILVERSPATH, an independent and heavily headcanon based portrayal of JOHN MCBRIDE from 2021's THE CURSED (EIGHT OF SILVER), with heavy gothic horror and supernatural imagery. explored most often with post-film in mind in a period setting or within a modern day verse ( . . . ) BY BRI, 27, SHE/HER. twenty1+ only. HEAVILY AFFILIATED & EXCLUSIVE TO: SILVERSDEATH.

+ INSERT. THIS BLOG PUTS AN EMPHASIS ON PLOTTING AND CONSIDERS IT A PRIORITY THEREFORE PLOTTED DYNAMICS AND THREADS ARE HIGHLY ENCOURAGED ——— ( . . . ) ——— temporary portrayal notes are included beneath the cut for reference please read / FOLLOW AT YOUR OWN DISCRETION IF HORROR AND/OR PERIOD CHARACTERS ARE NOT YOUR TYPICAL CONTENT.

GENERAL RULES - will be moved to slides once completed.

001. i do not claim the rights to any media found on this blog. i am not apart of ld entertainment nor do i have any hand in the creation of john's character in his canon media as a whole. what i do take pride in, however, is my portrayal therefore i'm making it known that i do not tolerate stealing of any kind. while i don't think i'll have an issue with this — i have in the past so i like to get it out of the way. if you do steal from me, i'll approach privately.

002. i do not follow everyone back. i've been on tumblr for many years now and have learned how best to curate a space for myself that i am happy to be in. it would be a disservice not only to myself but to everyone if i acted as though i could keep up with a quick moving dash by interacting with every single person. for the most part, i tend to follow people back within twenty four hours if i can see us writing together. otherwise i do make sure to softblock unless rules state you'd prefer to be hardblocked to avoid confusion. 003. if you support or condone racism, homophobia, transphobia, white-washing, suicide baiting, bullying or bigotry of any kind i will immediately block you. this also goes for zionists. we have nothing in common and i do not want that energy in my space. this is your one and only warning. 004. in terms of callout culture: i do not partake in it just for the sake of it. i typically do not reblog or engage with callout posts, but if someone is actively harmful to the community as a whole then of course that's different. i'm not interested in watching anyone to try to chase somebody out of a community simply because they don't like them. i am an adult with a mind of her own who can make decisions for herself. just because i don't interact doesn't mean i don't see it nor does it mean i'm supporting or not supporting it. 005. as stated above, this blog is plot-driven. this doesn't mean i won't interact with people who i'm not actively plotting with but i will absolutely prioritize those whom i do have plots with. it has very much become a common theme among my blogs as i work better when there's a proper dynamic at play or a thread has some sort of goal in mind, but again- i understand not every single thread needs to have this and i also see the fun in throwing things at the wall and seeing what sticks. all this to say, at some point, i do hope to create meaningful plots with everyone and anyone that i am mutuals with. 006. lastly, but certainly not least: i have re-cast john from boyd holbrook to sam heughan but that's not the only thing that is different. aside from film canon he is pretty much an original character. i don't imagine i'll be exploring much to do with the exact film canon itself though mentions may be made or alluded to depending on the thread at hand. in every verse, unless plotted otherwise, he is a widower. the reason for his wife and daughters death can and will change if applicable (in the film it is due to a "wolf-like" beast that attacks the town they were living in due to a plagued curse). he's a travelling pathologist, going wherever his work takes him and that is also very much something that will not change unless specifically plotted otherwise again. since the film itself gears more towards the supernatural and horror i'd also like to lean a lot into that. my portrayal of john is also inexplicably linked to silversdeath therefore any mentions of isabelle are directly & specifically to reign's isabelle and i will not be interacting with any other versions of her (which i understand probably do not exist lol). more to come for my portrayal in the notes surely but if you have any questions: please feel free to ask!

[oat-malk]

i've been trying to articulate why exactly i'm not comfortable conversing with/following minors online, and i think it boils down to:

the kind of things you talk to your friends about doesn't really change with age. when you turn 18, you don't suddenly start talking about Adult Things any more than you would have as a kid. it's the same. your interests might change with age and your priorities in life might reshuffle as you get more responsibilities, but the conversations you have with your friends don't really look any different.

and when you're a young adult, and you're not used to being a Real Adult, you don't get the "wow what a youngster! look at that young baby!" response when you see teenagers going about their day. you don't feel much different at 21 than you do when you're 16. you have to consciously remind yourself that you're not just like them anymore, that at some point in the last few years, you gained Actual Societal Power over the people you're used to seeing as your equals.

it takes a conscious mental effort to remain aware of and careful with that power imbalance. when i was a teenager i could talk to other teenagers about my problems, my love life, school/studies - because we were equals. and suddenly we're not equals anymore and i have to pass everything i say through another filter.

friendship to me is about equality. you listen to each other, help each other out, provide support - as well as obviously hanging out and having fun and joking around. but i don't want emotional support from a teenager. i don't want to complain about my job and my family to a teenager. doing so has the potential to cause real harm; doing emotional labour for someone who you aren't on equal footing with can be traumatic (i know from personal experience). and let's be real, most of the jokes i make with my friends, i also would not want to make around a teenager. i'm just not capable of having a fulfilling friendship with a kid because being a Safe Adult To Be Around requires that i zip my mouth and not talk to them anything like how i talk to my friends.

i can't be friends with a kid, and i don't want to parent/mentor anyone, and i'm much more inclined to spend my social energy on talking to people my age than i am on figuring out how to appropriately reply to some teenager's DM. it's mentally draining at best, and at worst it has the capacity to do measurable damage or get someone in trouble.

additionally, i'm queer + trans + most commonly read as a man, which means that right-wingers already think i'm a groomer. i'm also awkward and autistic and i don't know how to gracefully tell people that i'm not comfortable talking to them without my boundaries coming across as optional. the only way i can effectively enforce my boundaries is to block/softblock/ghost the other person and move on.

i get that it's hurtful when you're a teen and it feels like no adults other than your teachers and family care to talk to you - it's like everyone thinks you're too immature for them. i felt the same frustration when i was a kid and i didn't understand why my age was such a huge issue to the adults i tried to speak to online. but it's really not about you and it's not personal; it's that adults can't relax around you because they have to be in Responsible Mode whenever a kid is nearby.

that's not to say that kids and adults shouldn't share spaces - that's kind of how being in public works, after all. if you're in a communal space, like a park or out on the street, we absolutely *should* be in Responsible Mode because children have as much right to be there as we do. but we also deserve a safe, comfortable, private place where we can unwind and be ourselves and control who we interact with.

i understand that social media isn't completely private, and minors can stumble upon anything i post online. but with features like blocking and muting, i do have some control over who is allowed in my online social circle, and i can flag/censor content so that kids will only see it if they first acknowledge i didn't put it there for them. the internet is not a public place in the same way that the local park is - i can't boot you across the lawn if you approach me in-person, but i can block you if you interact with something nsfw on my blog. i can make my profile an adults-only space and if a kid wanders in then i have the power to remove them to retain my comfort and privacy.

idk. this was a long post. i hope it makes sense. i remember feeling very sad and angry as a kid because it felt like adults never wanted me around and i didn't get why, and i took personal offense to it. i hope if any minor does read this, it helps them to understand. it can be a very stressful argument to have because it's so easily misinterpreted. and i haven't seen very many adults try to explain the reasons why in full detail.

[antigoddex-a]

So, hi, hello, PSA: I have been going through recent events that I can see belong to the fact that I have O.SDD-1 / O.SDDID ( a sub-type of O.ther S.pecified D.issociative D.isorders that is most similar to D.issociative I.dentity D.isorder ), specifically OSDD-1b. As far as I am aware, I have two alters, Yancy who came around recently on May 8th and a little who I can’t recall when exactly, but most likely somewhere in 2020 ( I always felt ashamed fully properly acknowledging them while also believing it’s just Normal to slip into the little headspace here and there, but, now, I get them... ). Huzzah!

With this fact in mind, I am going to try to keep track of ourselves and my life while trying to fully grasp them when I am usually known to be extremely detached with myself and life to often truly not care about anything that would happen to and around me. I have always wanted to do journalling, but couldn’t because of erratic motivation, but I want to try again while trying to rebuild my own sense of self that is usually distorted. It is gonna be tiring and repetitive and annoying, but I think actually acknowledging my own presence and even trying to appreciate where I am and the fact of how I am still here despite what I would go through does very helpful. Honestly, I and especially Yancy are proud of me for gradually coming to terms with all of this and taking immediate actions about them. Also, I have never taken any medications or done any therapy sessions for ever anything with me, so... The fact I’m doing this as well all alone, either Yancy wants to help or not, we are very impressed as well.

Now in terms of if Yancy will front while I would be active on here ( e.g. reblogging posts, replying threads, etcetera ) or interacting with someone through messages, I don’t know how often that will be a thing, as this is all new to us, but we will start to end our sentences wirh our names ( - Morningstar or - Yancy ) in comments or tags to indicate who is talking. With D.iscord or T.umblr IMs, assume it’s me, Morningstar, otherwise Yancy would most likely state their presence, but while I doubt they ever would because these conversations are my own businesses, who knows. I will also be making a Carrd or such platform as a little about info for me and my alters. I do have to say, noticing this, that one of Yancy’s spelling habits is they really don’t give a fuck about misspellings and don’t capitalize the I’s or names in the entire sentences, while I am complete opposite, so if they happen to forget signing their name yet their speech seems more LOUD and messy, that’s most likely them.

The details under cut is just me sharing the experience where Yancy fronted I think briefly in the morning today on the 9th because I want people to really See what I mean when I say we have OSDD-1b. It was really Something to go through. It’s not obligated to be read though, so if you’re stopping by here, just please know that I am extremely appreciative and thankful for the continuous support and love. My emotional detachment really makes it so difficult for me to interact with literally everyone I know here regardless of how close we are, initiating or carrying conversations, as well as the tolerance in how I speak / type, behave, etcetera, is so beyond appreciated. I had lost a very few people who I had been long mutuals with on Sunday around the time Yancy came through especially with their very prideful and rowdy self, so it was disheartening seeing that we got “ too much “, but I still recall how Yancy made a sneering face realizing who softblocked me and only said out loud it’s okay ( they even actually planned to hardblock them to make me feel less bad seeing them around but I stopped them ‘cause it’s just not worth it as I can understand why ), so, to those who is still here with us, thank you so much. <3 <3 <3

I’m not going to share a whole lot of else that had happened with Yancy yesterday on Sunday because Sunday was just? A lot that I can’t remember what happened exactly other than the prominent fact that I was in multiple of people’s inboxes, but while you already know about the softblock thing and how they would usually type as a habit, I am aware that their tags of their selfies posts came across as very boastful, which... I can get it’d be overwhelming to others, but honestly, I don’t blame Yancy being like that especially when I had really negative thoughts regarding my mom and my birth / existence. ( I do highly appreciate them helping being there for me during Mother’s Day though. ) Now about today, Yancy fronted very briefly in the morning a few minutes after I replied to this thread and it was a lot to handle. It happened while I was scrolling through my blog and I suddenly felt very large / tall and I noticed I would be slouching over with my arms out ( imagine a werewolf being like this posture wise ). And I was able to catch / sense that I kept clenching my fists as if I wanted to hold a knife since the thread had the said weapon involved. Morningstar stims and shouting is one of xyr stims as it makes xem more happier and free, but the urge to shout is very sudden while there’s a heavy, sharp sensation building in the chest, along with the sick feeling of wanting to explode. We did release the shout into the pillow, but after that, the details are blur as I can not remember when did I front back. It was just intense... I have a lot of questions than answers about me and Yancy and my little alter, but while I am extremely relieved to find an exact label of what I am going through, I really hope as time goes on, we will all come to understand each other completely as whole and move forward towards the genuine peace. Together.

[shimenchus]

Hello, I've been looking at your blog for a while now despite the fact it triggers my anxiety greatly because I am also in the same fandom as you and I also (privately) support both satoryuga and stacaesar. I saw your post where you said you had been softblocked by someone in the fandom, I recognize the background color of the chat and I'm sorry that they blocked you, but I'd like to offer my own perspective. I'm mutuals with some of the people who have been exposed as having done bad things (I know, I know) but for my own safety, I can't bring myself to block any of them or unfollow or anything of the sort. If you remember back a few months ago, many people in the fandom who left a supportive reply on satoryuga's post got their accounts banned because of it, I can't risk my account being banned because I also create content that I work really hard on. I follow stacaesar and my heart hurts for her but I can only like her posts and speak to her in messenger because I fear that the others could turn on me too and I'm scared to be harassed. I know it's cowardly but I've spoken to many others who are too scared to even reblog from either of them in fear that they might get targeted just for doing that. I think that person who blocked you also might have been just trying to distance from anyone who also openly shows support or defense of satoryuga or stacaesar because I know I also am doing the same, there are people I follow who I think are nice but I can't interact with them because they're pro satoryuga/stacaesar and many of the people in my circle are very much anti. I sincerely hope that both of those girls will be okay though, I've spoken to both of them in the past and they were both incredibly sweet… Also I hope it's okay that I sent this using a fake account, please understand that I'm being watched and cannot interact with you on my real account, if there was any other kind of way we could speak privately, I would be very interested in doing that. Sorry to bother you, hope you're well.

on my main i've spoken to a lotttt of people within the fandom about this from june with satoryuga to now with stacaesar, i'm completely aware that many women in the fandom are terrified of interacting with those two and also with anyone who supports them because they don't want to be harassed or considered "one of the bad ones" for simply defending women/girls from others threatening them with rape and violence. all those accounts being banned back in june was definitely odd and honestly not to put a tin hat on or anything but there's a certain user (you know the one lol) where every single girl who has come out and said they were harassed by them has been banned. i think that same user is not only involved in the harassment campaigns against people who supported satoryuga but also gets their friends to mass report anyone who does, i had many mutuals get banned back then for things that they never did, like one of them mostly just reblogs cakes but she got banned for "promoting self harm"?? i think only 4 or 5 women/girls in the fandom who had left a reply on that post made it out of the great war of june 2022 unbanned lol

stacaesar said on that ask from magines (and as someone who followed her i was so surprised by her sending that considering all the "love everyone even the people you disagree with" text posts and positivity posts she would reblog among her figuarts posts oof) that people are more willing to block the people being harassed than the harassers and i think she's 100% on it. people are very uncomfortable by women/girls voicing bad things that are happening to them especially when the people doing those bad things are their friend/mutual/whatever so instead of being freaked out that your friend writes rape fantasy threats and sends dick pics/violent porn to a 15yr old girl, you're more freaked out that she would dare accuse your bestie who has been nothing but nice to you and instead choose to block this devious girl so you can no longer see her scandalous lies because her pain makes you feel bad and you HATE feeling bad!! lol

i just think that everyone blocking stacaesar are a bunch of man-worshipping empty-headed RACIST misogynists, i'll be honest, i hate every single person in this fandom who is choosing to see a girl be harassed in such a disgusting way and decide that she's the problem and let's pop her ass on a blocklist, fuck stacaesar for being harassed for defending a south korean woman in our fandom who OUR FANDOM got doxxed and assaulted. do you get me? it's clown world.

also in regards to speaking privately, you can use the messenger with this account you've made or your real account if you want, this blog is crypto safe for obvious reasons and if it helps at all, i'm followed by many women in the tokusatsu fandom on this account, so you're definitely welcome to follow me (to anxiety read my blog lol) without having to worry about anything because i won't @ you or interact with you in any kind of way like that, no one would ever know you follow me just like you won't ever know who in the fandom follows me on here lol

however, the main advice i would give you despite it all is to block the people you're mutuals with that you know were outed as being predators like that, it might seen rude or scary to sudden cut off communication with them but honestly blocking/ghosting is probably the best route you could take, because from my OWN point of view, every time i see someone i follow reblog from one of those disgusting people, i think "ohhhh i didn't know YOU were in the company of pedophiles, rapists and racists alright trash" like my view of them goes down in the gutter, and i guarantee you if you're reblogging or having a laugh in replies/asks with any of them, those of us who have dealt with the harassment (which is like 60% of the women/girls in the fandom) are side-eyeing the hell out of you and keeping you on their mental "to block later?" list.

if you don't want people to think you're one of them or you support their actions, block them, you don't need these people in your life taking up space. keep in the mind, good people do not tell 15yr old girls they want to gut and carve up her body mid-rape and feed her flesh and organs to stray dogs, good people do not tell a 21yr old south korean woman they want to make her wear a hanbok while they anal/vaginal prolapse her and force her to eat nothing but "girlcum" until she dies of starvation. real things said to both them, if it makes you uncomfortable, it should.

also you're not bothering me, this is something that i kind of keep talking in circles about nonstop for months now (i'm sure my followers are annoyed with me always talking about this lol) both on here and also on my main (in the messenger at least) because it really bothers me so i'm glad if you want to join in and talk with me about it too, you're definitely welcome to hit me up in the messenger!

[fists4once]

#𝙵𝙸𝚂𝚃𝚂𝟺𝙾𝙽𝙲𝙴 : a  fandom - less portrayal of  archie andrews, inspired by ethel cain's preacher's daughter and removed from canon.      often dc based, but very crossover friendly ! extremely personal + original take on the character, re - written as fandom - less and very headcanon heavy. sb to enslaughts.

a study in broken promises and fallen pedestals, bruised knuckles punching in the wind, hero complexes, lost childhood and butterfly nets, grief as anger, healing, what it means to have a body, and to not.     𝟶𝟼/𝟸𝟸/𝟸𝟹.     re - imagined  by  jean,  23,  they/any.

notes. prompts.

dash rules.

you do not need to be following my main to follow and interact with me over here.     however,  i do require that i be following you from there before interaction.

000. . .     disclaimer.

the rpc's distancing from riverdale is very much understood, however, my portrayal of archie is incredibly personalized and wholly adapted to a personal trajectory of mine over the last half a decade. inspiration is taken from the cw show for his backstory, but my default verse for archie is only vaguely season five - like, but that's about it as far as similarities go. this character is a comfort muse unfortunately and incredibly comfortable for me to write simply because of how long i've been doing it. if you hate riverdale, i promise i've heard it all before and am not here to hash it out, but to write what's practically become an original character for me. if you don't wanna be here, simply scroll or block, beloved.

001. . .     activity.

i'll be frank : i write pretty sporadically, and this goes for ic and ooc interactions. i can get overwhelmed juggling responsibilities often, and socializing is one of the first things to go.     i un  /  fortunately work 40 hour work weeks, and only get every other weekend off,  so my schedule makes consistent activity difficult on top of my focus. if i can successfully plot something with you, i find my muse is sooo much more involved, but i'm contradictorily bad at it due to the reasons above ; it's truly hit or miss, and i understand if that becomes frustrating for any of my partners.    sometimes i’ll be able to get out a couple drafts a week,  others merely once,  or not at all. if i haven’t replied or answered something in a while,  please know it’s nothing personal, i’m just taking my time until i feel good about what i can put down.     writing is a hobby i enjoy, but if you're looking for a blog with any sort of regularity, this isn't the one for you. i have other rp blogs i try to run as well,  therefore i might be very slow on this one at times.     i can be quite the flaky rp partner,  so i apologize in advance for that and completely understand if my antics   [  or lack thereof  ]   result in an unfollow. if i go longer than two months without activity, i'll try to make a hiatus notice.

002. . .     following.  

because of the previously stated,  i’m also highly selective with who i rp with.     i want to not to bite off more than i can chew,  and for the sake of pacing myself,  my activity will be reserved for mutuals only.     if my thread count gets too high for my liking, it's not uncommon that i drop threads, but i will absolutely try and let you know if that happens.     duplicates are always welcome <3   [  let me know if you need me to tag same - muse posts and i’ll be happy to !  ] i regularly go on softblocking sprees to keep my follower count semi - low, but do feel free to re - follow if you feel like the stars merely misaligned for our first bout of mutual following and i'd be very down to give it another shot. on that note, it'll take me a week+ to follow back sometimes, as i like to read through not only rules, but dossiers and verse pages, especially for ocs, so it can take a hot minute.

003. . .     etiquette.

the basics  ;  don’t be an asshole,  any transphobia,  biphobia,  homophobia,  racism,  whitewashing,  pro - shipping,  incest,  etc,  will be blocked on sight.     no godmodding,  please cut your threads,  continue asks in new posts,  etc,  and no stealing of any personal concepts of mine.     loose inspiration is fine,  but if i see repeated similarities,  i may or may not approach you about it.     formatting - wise,  here is an example of my prose style.     i primarily use big ol’ text and static or no icons,  beta editor + xkit rewritten,  but feel free to format however you like and i’ll try to match you somewhat. since my concussion, however, i will no longer be threading with super small text or anything heavily formatted, as this can strain my eyes and make headaches worse, even with my glasses.

004. . .     shipping.  

i’m all about exploring meaningful dynamics,  whether they be platonic,  familial,  antagonistic,  pre - established,  etc,  so feel free to shoot me a message if you’d like to plot something out between our muses !     while the mun of this blog is 18+,  smut just really isn’t my thing  ;  referenced  ‘ offscreen ’  as it were is fine,  as are nfsfw headcanons and such,  maybe fade to black  /  time skips,  but for the most part,  you won’t find any roleplayed smut on this blog.     this of course is muse dependent and does not apply to any underage muses.     romance is fine to some degree,  but again,  if they are a child,  anything beyond lighthearted and innocent experiences are off limits,  no exceptions.     if i see you’ve aged up a minor character for shipping purposes,  it will result in an instant unfollow.     if at some point i flesh out adult verses for them,  these shipping rules will not change.     on that note as well,  i do prefer to rp with muns who are also 18+.     i don’t see your age somewhere in your rules or pinned,  it will affect my willingness to follow.

005. . .     memes.

memes from anyone,  anytime,  for the muse or for the mun,  are always welcome,  and often a go - to ice breaker of mine since starter calls make me nervous.     please don’t hesitate to send a good handful since i try not to cage myself into answering ones i just don’t have muse for.     i find if i force stuff,  i’m just less likely to ever actually get it done,  so don’t feel like you’re overwhelming me if you send more than just a couple for me to choose from.     please remember to specify which muse your asks are for unless it’s to one of my sideblogs.     if you want to start a thread from an ask,  i greatly encourage it since i try to write most answers as potential starters anyway ! lastly, any memes in my tag aren't expired. if i don't want them sent in anymore, i'll delete them from the tag.

006. . .     triggers.  

this blog leans horror - adjacent in many ways,  and this blog will be portraying that accordingly,  including trigger - heavy content such as  :  depression,  ptsd,  panic attacks,  body horror / issues, violence / injury,  horror elements,   parental death, smoking,  religious imagery,  as well as past statutory rape,  but i will try to tag it as  ‘ trigger // ’.     on that note,  please do keep in mind  :  any abuse present on my blog will be in headcanons or backstories,  never actual threads.     if i’m writing with villain muses,  physical harm may be present,  but i refuse to roleplay any domestic  /  animal  /  harm or abuse in any form.     my personal triggers are visual eye gore,  visual self harm,  and visual vomit.     please do feel free to say something if i forget to tag a post and i’ll try to tag it for you right away !

whew. all that said, i'm jean, 23, white, and i use they/any pronouns ! thank you for taking the time to read my rules,  and rest assured if i follow you,  that means i’ve read through yours as well <3 discord is available for mutuals upon request.

007. . .     blogroll.

enslaughts.     a medium activity horror - heavy multimuse. dvrast.     a selective jesper fahey. low activity.     follows from enslaughts. wolfsp1der.     an original spider - person. low activity. wayfares.     a selective western multimuse. hiatus. greatloss.     a selective slow five hargreeves. hiatus. clericlost.     a selective slow william byers. hiatus. mindsflayed.     a selective slow mind flayer + vecna. hiatus.     follows from clericlost.

[enslaughts]

the dividends of experience. . .

#𝙴𝙽𝚂𝙻𝙰𝚄𝙶𝙷𝚃𝚂   :   a  low  activity  horror - heavy  multimuse  roleplay  blog  for  characters  featured  in  mixed  media,  including life is strange,  the quarry,  the last of us,  stranger things,  dc + marvel, succession,  supernatural,  yellowjackets,  star wars,  twilight,  the grishaverse,  hunger games,  and more.     headcanon heavy.

an ode to  :  teenage horror,  body terror,  ignorance as bliss,  mirrors behind sheets, and things that go bump in the night.     𝟶𝟺/𝟷𝟾/𝟸𝟹. written  by  jean,  23,  white,  they/any,  cst. on hiatus.

roster.     prompts.

currently consuming : the last of us part i and ii, the bear

high muse.

sean diaz.     life is strange 2. karen reynolds.     life is strange 2. jesper fahey.     the grishaverse.     @dvrast​ cat saetang.     the last of us. tommy miller.     the last of us. kendall roy.     succession,  not spoiler free. javi martinez.     yellowjackets,  not spoiler free. laura lee.     yellowjackets,  not spoiler free. cassian andor.     star wars. k-2so.     star wars. peter parker. the amazing spider - man. bruce wayne. batman: unburied. jason todd. arkham knight. peeta mellark.     the hunger games.

dash rules.

000. . .     disclaimer.

just a little one !     i am very new to dc + marvel comics and find myself often overwhelmed with the amount of issues there are to read.     i’ve got the spirit,  but i may or may not know the basics about your muse when it comes to comic based portrayals.     i apologize in advance,  but it’s nothing a little plotting can’t fix,  so if i pop into your ims with stupid questions about your muse, this is why.     but as always,  if you’re still down to clown,  i am very much too !

001. . .     activity.

i'll be frank : i write pretty sporadically, and this goes for ic and ooc interactions. i can get overwhelmed juggling responsibilities often, and socializing is one of the first things to go.     i un  /  fortunately work 40 hour work weeks,    and only get every other weekend off,  so my schedule makes consistent activity difficult on top of my focus. if i can successfully plot something with you, i find my muse is sooo much more involved, but i'm contradictorily bad at it due to the reasons above ; it's truly hit or miss, and i understand if that becomes frustrating for any of my partners.    sometimes i’ll be able to get out a couple drafts a week,  others merely once,  or not at all. if i haven’t replied or answered something in a while,  please know it’s nothing personal, i’m just taking my time until i feel good about what i can put down.     writing is a hobby i enjoy, but if you're looking for a blog with any sort of regularity, this isn't the one for you. i have other rp blogs i try to run as well,  therefore i might be very slow on this one at times.     i can be quite the flaky rp partner,  so i apologize in advance for that and completely understand if my antics   [  or lack thereof  ]   result in an unfollow. if i go longer than two months without activity, i'll try to make a hiatus notice.

002. . .     following.  

because of the previously stated,  i’m also highly selective with who i rp with.     i want to not to bite off more than i can chew,  and for the sake of pacing myself,  my activity will be reserved for mutuals only.     if my thread count gets too high for my liking, it's not uncommon that i drop threads, but i will absolutely try and let you know if that happens.     duplicates are always welcome &lt;;3   [  let me know if you need me to tag same - muse posts and i’ll be happy to !  ] i regularly go on softblocking sprees to keep my follower count semi - low, but do feel free to re - follow if you feel like the stars merely misaligned for our first bout of mutual following and i'd be very down to give it another shot. on that note, it'll take me a week+ to follow back sometimes, as i like to read through not only rules, but dossiers and verse pages, especially for ocs, so it can take a hot minute.

003. . .     etiquette.

the basics  ;  don’t be an asshole,  any transphobia,  biphobia,  homophobia,  racism,  whitewashing,  pro - shipping,  incest,  etc,  will be blocked on sight.     no godmodding,  please cut your threads,  continue asks in new posts,  etc,  and no stealing of any personal concepts of mine.     loose inspiration is fine,  but if i see repeated similarities,  i may or may not approach you about it.     formatting - wise,  here is an example of my prose style.     i primarily use big ol’ text and static or no icons,  beta editor + xkit rewritten,  but feel free to format however you like and i’ll try to match you somewhat. since my concussion, however, i will no longer be threading with super small text or anything heavily formatted, as this can strain my eyes and make headaches worse, even with my glasses.

004. . .     shipping.  

i’m all about exploring meaningful dynamics,  whether they be platonic,  familial,  antagonistic,  pre - established,  etc,  so feel free to shoot me a message if you’d like to plot something out between our muses !     while the mun of this blog is 18+,  smut just really isn’t my thing  ;  referenced  ‘ offscreen ’  as it were is fine,  as are nfsfw headcanons and such,  maybe fade to black  /  time skips,  but for the most part,  you won’t find any roleplayed smut on this blog.     this of course is muse dependent and does not apply to any underage muses.     romance is fine to some degree,  but again,  if they are a child,  anything beyond lighthearted and innocent experiences are off limits,  no exceptions.     if i see you’ve aged up a minor character for shipping purposes,  it will result in an instant unfollow.     if at some point i flesh out adult verses for them,  these shipping rules will not change.     on that note as well,  i do prefer to rp with muns who are also 18+.     i don’t see your age somewhere in your rules or pinned,  it will affect my willingness to follow.

005. . .     memes.

memes from anyone,  anytime,  for the muse or for the mun,  are always welcome,  and often a go - to ice breaker of mine since starter calls make me nervous.     please don’t hesitate to send a good handful since i try not to cage myself into answering ones i just don’t have muse for.     i find if i force stuff,  i’m just less likely to ever actually get it done,  so don’t feel like you’re overwhelming me if you send more than just a couple for me to choose from.     please remember to specify which muse your asks are for unless it’s to one of my sideblogs.     if you want to start a thread from an ask,  i greatly encourage it since i try to write most answers as potential starters anyway ! lastly, any memes in my tag aren't expired. if i don't want them sent in anymore, i'll delete them from the tag.

006. . .     triggers.  

this blog leans horror - adjacent in many ways,  and this blog will be portraying that accordingly,  including trigger - heavy content such as  :  depression,  ptsd,  panic attacks,  violence,  murder,  kidnapping,  self harm,  smoking,  abuse  /  neglect,  animal death,  horror elements,  cannibalism,  torture,  brainwashing,  death  /  resurrection,  religious imagery,  etc,  but i will try to tag it as  ‘ trigger // ’.     on that note,  please do keep in mind  :  any abuse present on my blog will be in headcanons or backstories,  never actual threads.     if i’m writing with villain muses,  physical harm may be present,  but i refuse to roleplay any domestic  /  animal  /  harm or abuse in any form.     my personal triggers are visual eye gore,  visual self harm,  and visual vomit.     please do feel free to say something if i forget to tag a post and i’ll try to tag it for you right away !

whew. all that said, i'm jean, 23, white, and i use they/any pronouns ! thank you for taking the time to read my rules,  and rest assured if i follow you,  that means i’ve read through yours as well <3 discord is available for mutuals upon request.

007. . .     blogroll.

enslaughts.     a medium activity horror - heavy multimuse. dvrast.     a selective jesper fahey. low activity.     follows from enslaughts. wolfsp1der.     an original spider character. low activity. fists4once. a fandomless, original archie andrews. low activity. wayfares.     a selective western multimuse. hiatus. greatloss.     a selective slow five hargreeves. hiatus. clericlost.     a selective slow william byers. hiatus. mindsflayed.     a selective slow mind flayer + vecna. hiatus.     follows from clericlost.

[hargrove]

「 I’M HOME, BITCHES!!!

I’m finally back in the States after an AMAZING time with the volunteer program with the great white sharks of South Africa. I have many drafts to get through, but weirder than that, I have to sift through which of those replies are with people who still want to interact and who doesn’t. it was a crazy two weeks in the rpc, y’all! Honestly, I’m kinda glad I was only able to half pay attention.

under the cut, I’m going to give my final statement on things and the current state of this blog going forward. this is not a reaction to anything new happening, but rather because I’m finally home and can assess, and now I’m a bit fired up again. but for everyone who’s (understandably over it), you can scroll past the cut.

the bottom line is, I’m not changing a thing here. I literally did nothing wrong, and since a vast majority of those who interact with me know that, I don’t feel the need to switch up things now. I completely understand why many felt the need to leave their single muse blogs or tumblr completely, and it’s a completely valid response. I, however, love this muse and this account too much to give in to the whims of a handful of crazies.

I heard some people mention making the line in their rules about not tolerating racism or homophobia bold so as to stand out, but honestly, I don’t feel the need. it’s in my rules, it’s on my blog, and it’s even in my freaking pinned post. if people want to just assume I’m down with those things without even talking to me, then that’s on their illiterate ass, not mine.

I will also not be blocking or softblocking anyone. I am aware that multiple people who have liked or reblogged the call out still follow me (and some even still interact) but that’s for them to decide what’s up. even the person who posted that callout follows me (which honestly, I find hilariously ironic, but that’s a whole different story), and I think that’s perfectly fine. why? I have nothing to hide!

that call out post was comprised of random screenshots that were taken wildly out of context. there was no actual research that went into it at all, and many of those conversations were over a month old. I don’t know why someone decided to post them to talk shit now, and without anything to back them up, but that’s on them.

so yeah, once I acclimate to the time change again and get back in the swing of things, your regularly scheduled programming for this asshole will continue! 」

[nvctmgone]

𝐓𝐇𝐄  𝐀𝐅𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐌𝐀𝐓𝐇  𝐎𝐅  𝐓𝐇𝐄  𝐑𝐎𝐓𝐇𝐅𝐈𝐄𝐋𝐃  𝐔𝐍𝐈𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐒𝐈𝐓𝐘  𝐌𝐀𝐒𝐒𝐀𝐂𝐑𝐄

no introductory paragraph and no thesis statement this time; under the cut you’re going to find the longest meta I’ve ever written in my life, chronicling the years following the rothfield university massacre and the extent of the affect that it has had on jordan as she perseveres through her final years of college and into her career as an actress.

trigger warnings for: mentions of panic attacks, ptsd, self-blame, self-shame. nothing explicit or graphic, and all of the above are mentioned early on.

additional: once again this is a long meta  (final word count clocked at 4,820 words)  and if you read through the whole thing, I worship the ground you walk on and will declare an international holiday in your name.

THE FIRST FIVE MONTHS.

immediately following the rothfield massacre, jordan goes radio silent on all her social media accounts. everything is privatized, accounts she doesn’t know are softblocked, and she logs out of everything and deletes the apps off of her phone.

she is still recovering from her injuries when the spring musical, ragtime, debuts; she does not perform during this time, nor does she attend performances. she holds no ill will to her understudy or the cast, and wishes everyone a good show. her castmates are understanding and assure her the show isn’t the same without her. they’re kind enough not to say anything else.

her professors are extremely understanding; she gets extensions on assignments through the end of the semester, with many of her professors requesting an essay going over the material that had been taught all semester showcasing what she’s learned in place of completing several projects and assignments ahead of the final. in some instances, the essay replaces the final. while jordan appreciates the accommodation, she hates feeling like this is all done out of pity.

socializing for jordan is almost non-existent. while the semester resumes, she doesn’t leave her dorm room much. her boss doesn’t put pressure on her to do much of her job duties and her fellow RAs help her out where she needs it, often covering duty nights and taking that pressure off her shoulders as she tries to get back to a semblance of ‘normal.’

additionally during this time, she is getting bombarded by media outlets with requests for an interview, comment, etc., both local, regional and national. this was the primary motivation for a social media cleanse, but some reporters hang around campus and jordan combats this by traveling in tight-knit groups or just full-stop out-running and evading reporters.

the semester ends, summer arrives, and jordan moves back in with abuela while her parents go to move out of her childhood home and relocate closer to columbus. brentwood has left a bad taste in the mouth of the riley family and columbus is close enough to where paul can still maintain his construction business; meanwhile, sofia is easily able to find a hospital in need of a trauma certified ER nurse to assist in their trauma center. when she’s able, she moves back home with her parents. 

many family members come to assist with taking jordan to her therapy appointments so she doesn’t have to drive by herself. sarah will often clear her whole day on days where it’s her turn in the rotation, leaving the option open for jordan if she wants to get out of the house and do something. more often than not, jordan wants to go back home. she gets the feeling, in public, that she’s being stared at, even when she’s not, even when it’s irrational, and she just wants to be in quiet spaces where she has control over the situation.

outside of family, the person she reaches out to most is nick, who is also coping with the trauma of what happened. they have daily contact with each other in some form or another, be it phone calls, text messages, face time, etc. throughout the summer, nick comes to visit jordan. this is the only time she ventures out of the house for longer periods, though she and nick stick to quieter places, such as parks after dark, hiking trails at non-peak hours, and walking around the neighborhood or even just sitting on her porch.

FIRST SEMESTER, JUNIOR YEAR.

after five months of avoiding the internet, social media, surrounding herself with loved ones and diligently attending therapy, jordan returns to rothfield university for her junior year. people still stare at her but it wears off after the first week and she blocks it out of her mind; even with the blinders, the stress bubbles under the surface and causes her to have mild anxiety attacks, most often in the privacy of her dorm room, where she’ll lock herself up in and cry or scream into pillows to get it out of her system. 

on the outside, she is extremely composed. being involved in theatre since she was five has primed her for what is possibly her greatest performance yet: a perfectly fine, not-traumatized person. she’s still seeing a therapist weekly, but the façade is something she needs in all non-private spaces in order to get through even the simplest moments of the day. she doesn’t like attention being on her if she isn’t in control of that attention.

the façade first shatters in public when she has her audition for the fall musical, mamma mia. the auditions are held in the oliver rhodes auditorium, on the same stage where her final confrontation with elliot took place months before. jordan mentally prepared herself ahead of time but this wasn’t enough; halfway through her audition song, she blanks completely on the lyrics and doesn’t recover. she gives a quick apology, rushes off stage and takes shelter in the nearest bathroom, where she locks herself in a stall and devolves into a full-blown panic attack.

it lasts five minutes; she goes from hysterically crying to feeling completely numb, splashes cold water on her face and spends a few minutes cleaning herself up before she leaves. nick has her things gathered and he helps her back to her dorm room, where she crashes for the rest of the day.

the director of the show is empathetic to jordan’s situation and admits that it was short-sighted to use that specific auditorium for auditions. auditions have been moved to a different auditorium with the understanding that the show and rehearsals will still be held in the oliver rhodes auditorium. he invites jordan to do her audition over. after sleeping on it, jordan accepts the offer. she gets a callback following her more successful audition, and is eventually cast as sophie.

her fellow thespians have a mixed reaction to her being cast in the lead. while overall many are sympathetic toward her trauma, they see it as unfair that she got a second chance to audition and feel that the same opportunity wouldn’t have been given to anyone else, regardless of the circumstances. others think it’s favoritism at work, and that she was cast out of pity. this wears jordan down and she considers pulling out of the show very early on into rehearsals because she starts to believe that she was cast out of pity and not because she earned the part.

after expressing these concerns privately with the director, he informs her the reason she got a second chance at her audition was because of her reputation within the theatre department and her talent she’s been displaying since her freshman year. he knows her work ethic and he knows her skills, and felt that she earned a second chance, given the circumstance. she was cast because she was right for the role, not because he pitied her and wanted to be nice.

it’s a push she needs; someone sees her as more than the horrific things she’s experienced in only 21 years of life and it’s enough for her to start accepting for herself that she is more than some senseless tragedy. everything isn’t magically better, but she allows herself to start being more vulnerable in therapy and more vulnerable around her close friends. it’s exactly what she needs, and having a show to focus on helps keep her mind from wandering into dark places.

during this time, media requests for interviews have died down significantly. jordan is back on her socials with her accounts still locked; she doesn’t post much, and mostly only uses it as a means to reach out to friends privately. some nights she’ll look up coverage of the rothfield massacre, immediately regret it and turn off her phone.

rehearsals for mamma mia continue and while it’s tough at first, performing on the same stage she was almost killed on, jordan pushes through. she sees it as her moment to take back her power; tensions among the cast over her casting in the show becomes diluted once rehearsals kick into high gear and it’s clear that, like them, jordan wants to put on a good show and is giving her all to do it. not everyone is fully convinced but it doesn’t overpower the professionalism they work to maintain. even if they did, jordan’s over it to the point that she’s determined to rise above whatever’s thrown at her.

performances are a hit and it’s enough to bolster jordan’s confidence in a more honest and true-to-form sense. she goes home for thanksgiving break and when she returns to rothfield to prep for finals, she feels more like her old self than she has in a long time.

JUNIOR YEAR, SECOND SEMESTER, PART ONE.

heading back into her second semester, jordan is focused on getting back into her full rhythm, performing in the spring play, the spring musical and the dance showcase as she had in previous semesters  (the most recent one being the exception).

things are quiet. she still doesn’t go out much, but it’s less because she wants to hide herself away and more because she wants to focus on herself and her healing. she now attends therapy twice a month on a trial basis, to see how she likes the adjustment and how it fares with her progress.

during this time, she reconnects with her love of painting, sketching, and guitar. she works mostly with acrylics and watercolors, and despite how messy it is, charcoal. with guitar, she’ll mostly practice songs she already knows or strum a nonsensical melody as a means of getting back into the art. she composes a couple of songs during this time, but doesn’t think they’re anything spectacular   —   just what she needs to create in that moment.

JUNIOR YEAR, SECOND SEMESTER, PART TWO: THE ONE-YEAR ANNIVERSARY OF THE ROTHFIELD MASSACRE.

the media comes out of the woodwork in march to cover the one-year anniversary of the rothfield massacre. even with jordan’s social media locked down to friends only, this doesn’t stop journalists and podcasters from reaching out for comments. it gets so bad to the point that they show up on campus and will wait outside academic buildings for jordan to leave and try to get a comment from her, or convince her to do an interview. the first time she’s ambushed, she musters out an excuse that she has class and retreats to her dorm room, where she skips her classes for the rest of the day.

the ambush triggers a mild panic attack that she’s able to navigate through and when she comes down from it, she calls nick and asks him if he’ll stay with her, which he agrees. she paints, he works on homework, they both order pizza in and her floor partner is kind enough to collect it so she doesn’t have to go to the door and risk being bombarded by more reporters wanting a quote.

the following weeks consist of jordan’s friends escorting her to her classes and around campus as needed and creating a barrier between her and the media until campus police step in because the situation has progressed past journalists doing their jobs and to a disruption of a student’s education. the ambushing stops, but jordan is still consistently getting pinged on social media and even through her school email from reporters wanting “just five minutes” to talk.

by april, things calm down and she’s able to resume life as a college student normally. she still doesn’t leave buildings by herself and is constantly looking around out of fear of being ambushed again. it takes a while to wear off.

SENIOR YEAR AT ROTHFIELD UNIVERSTY.

jordan is still progressing in her journey to heal from the trauma of the rothfield massacre, but she’s in a good place mentally. she still attends therapy twice a month, and the sessions along with maintaining her normal activities and passions have helped her return to a sense of normalcy and stability. while effects of her trauma still remain and she still struggles from time to time with her anxiety and PTSD, she is making good progress. 

her focus in her senior year is on doing as many shows as she can to add to her acting resume. this is all in an effort to get her foot in the door with as many area theatre companies as possible, and figuring out her path post-graduation.

area theatre companies are hesitant to take jordan on post-graduation, due to the notoriety of the rothfield massacre. jordan starts to see the long-term negative impact that the massacre is going to have on her, and how it might hinder her career and that she’ll have to cast her net wider.

in the spring, jordan graduates with a bachelor of fine arts in theatre performance. she and nick get arrangements together for a move to new york city in early summer.

RELOCATION TO NEW YORK CITY.

new york city is a breath of fresh air for jordan. no one knows who she is, and if the do, they don’t care. everything is fast-paced and unpredictable, and she thrives on an opportunity to start anew.

she and nick share an apartment; nick works as a physical therapist with a local medical center, whereas jordan pulls long shifts as a bartender at a night club. the tips help tremendously with keeping her afloat and by daylight, she’s walking into every open casting call and audition the city has to offer.

the first several months are difficult for jordan. while she’s not afraid of rejection, going weeks and weeks without so much as a callback or only getting limited gigs that pay little to nothing with no promise of longevity starts to wear on her confidence. she knew it was going to be hard, but she considers she might be in over her head. part of her wonders if casting is focusing more on her infamy of surviving the rothfield massacre than the fact that she can be fully off book for sides in ten minutes.

she doesn’t give up, but there are days she comes home from auditions in tears out of complete and total frustration. sometimes she takes rejections very hard, especially when she gets so far along in the audition process, only for the director to decide to go “in another direction”.

HER FIRST BIG BREAK.

an off-broadway production of little shop of horrors is announced and the theatre circuit goes wild. jordan gets her name on the audition list and it’s the first ray of hope she’s had in a while, but she doesn’t allow it to cloud her senses or get blindsided by it. her focus is on getting her audition song and sides down, but makes a promise to herself that she’s going to have fun with the audition process as much as she’s going to take it seriously. she prepares herself for rejection, but frames this as a perfect opportunity to get her name out into the world and to network.

she continues to keep that mindset as she’s given callback after callback, and is in tears when she gets off the phone with the director after she’s offered the part of audrey. the show doesn’t pay an astronomical mount and she still has to pull shifts at the club, but she can take it a little easier and still be able to breathe.

rehearsals go off without a hitch and the excitement of working her first professional acting job is more powerful than any nerves or doubt she could ever have. her focus is on doing her level best, which she achieves; opening week is packed house after packed house and jordan feels as though she’s floating on air.

the show runs for twelve weeks before closing, and during those twelve weeks jordan makes connections with various actors, writers, producers and directors within the theatre circuit in new york city. her name is becoming less and less synonymous with the rothfield massacre and more with a strong, hardworking young woman with an impressive work ethic and an immeasurable talent for the arts.

ESTABLISHING A CAREER.

the wrapping of little shop of horrors is not the end of jordan’s stint as a stage actress in new york city. shortly after the show wraps, jordan is contacted by a producer who wants her to read for an up-and-coming musical based off of the 1987 classic  (and her favorite movie), dirty dancing.

jordan is cast as frances “baby” houseman, opposite of tony award-winning actor daniel cruz’s johnny castle.

workshops begin for dirty dancing: the musical and last ten weeks; during this time, jordan begins to really hone her craft as an actress, becoming a sponge and absorbing knowledge and methods from the talent around her. she forms a close bond with daniel, who gives her helpful critique when needed as well as advice as she stands on the precipice of the next stage of her life and her career.

following the workshop, the show debuts off-broadway to test audience reception as changes are made, songs are re-written, scrapped or replaced, choreography is changed, etc. jordan learns to be even more adaptable than she thought she was, and audiences overall love the show, with many attendees coming back multiple times to see the show evolve and take shape.

as the show is polished and primed to transition to broadway, investors are hesitant to keep jordan, an unknown, on as baby. many want to see a more well-known name in the role to boost ticket sales, and this isn’t much of a secret. the white elephant in the room is, undoubtedly, the fear that jordan’s connection to rothfield will overshadow the buzz and press for the musical and draw attention in a negative way.

the producers and director invite investors to a special performance of the show and jordan pushes herself harder than she ever has. it pays off   —   investors see that so much of the character of baby in this show is brought to life because of the nuances and charm jordan brings to the role, directly from her own influence. all doubts about casting an unknown in the lead are washed away.

BECOMING A BROADWAY ACTRESS.

the move of the show from off-broadway to broadway is a year-long endeavor; the director and producers had the option to expedite it in mere months but decided that a longer process to iron out details and make it polished would benefit the production better.

during this time, press starts to buzz about the upcoming show. jordan makes a point to focus any and all social media postings in specific reference to the show, stating in one instagram post that “this is something I have been working toward since I was five years old and some days I can’t believe it’s actually happening, and every day I’m grateful and humbled that it is.”

as the premier date draws closer, press kicks up for the show. jordan’s agent tells all press that questions about the rothfield massacre will not be permitted. everyone is compliant, focusing on the show and on jordan’s background in the arts and love for performing.

the show premiers to a sold-out theatre for the first month and continues gaining momentum as reviews continue to be glowing. jordan is regarded as a “true triple-threat” with powerhouse vocals and a stage presence that comes effortlessly. she is quickly regarded as one to watch and a potential frontrunner for best lead actress in a musical at the tony awards. 

while jordan doesn’t win the tony for best actress, the show takes home several awards, including best choreography, best direction, best costume design, and best screenplay. ticket sales continue to thrive and dirty dancing: the musical continues to gain popularity with audiences.

jordan stays with the show for a year and a half before tossing her hat in the ring and auditioning for the broadway revival of west side story. after rounds and rounds of callbacks, she lands the role of maria.

jordan is with west side story for nine months when her agent sends her sides for an audition for an untitled netflix series. after reading through the sides and reading about the show, jordan decides to audition for the experience, and to cast her net a little wider.

TRANSITIONING TO FILM AND TELEVISION.

the untitled netflix project gets is title around the time jordan is doing screen tests for the main character. behind the curtain follows julie chambers, a young photojournalist who returns to her hometown after the sudden death of her childhood best friend, melissa. the circumstances around melissa’s death are suspicious to julie and seem anything but accidental; eager to find answers, julie begins investigating melissa’s death   —   not realizing how in over her head she’s about to become.

jordan is the first person cast in the project; the internet is mixed on the response, with broadway fiends ecstatic to see her getting more visibility and those outside the circuit unsure of netflix casting an “unknown” in a major role, but cautiously optimistic.

filming takes place in boston over the course of six months, and jordan stays in the hotel the studio puts the cast up in. her focus is on learning the culture around sets and making sure she doesn’t screw up.

media attention while filming is moderate; paparazzi are around mainly to get photos of the bigger named actors working on the project, but a number of photos of jordan circulate online both during filming and in off-hours when she and some of the cast and crew explore the city, visit museums and restaurants, and occasionally check out the bar and club scene.

for the most part, publications and social media accounts circulating the photos refer to jordan as an actress cast as the lead in behind the curtain; the only publications bringing up the rothfield massacre are tabloid rags.

jordan meets with her publicist and agent to structure a plan to address jordan’s past and her connection with the rothfield massacre.

an exclusive interview is arranged with rolling stone for after behind the curtain wraps and is finalized and press to promote the show begins. the article primarily focuses on jordan’s journey to move past the rothfield massacre and turn over a new leaf and finding the process of filming behind the curtain and exploring that story to be extremely cathartic and healing.

response to the article is mostly positive; there is a small corner of the internet that sees her as leeching money and notoriety off of a horrific event, but it’s a pretty silent minority that’s squashed quickly.

behind the curtain premiers over fourth of july weekend and rapidly skyrockets to the no. 1 slot on top streamed shows and stays there for a consistent three weeks.

social media response is massive; behind the curtain trends worldwide on twitter all of fourth of july weekend, with everyone revering newcomer jordan riley for a memorable breakout performance as julie chambers 

critical reception is high; a few critics call the plot derivative but still praise the talent of the actors bringing the story to life, but overall the consensus is that behind the curtain is the stand-out series of not only the summer, but the year. many predict emmy and golden globe nominations for the cast and crew, jordan included.

following the success of behind the curtain, jordan gets in more audition rooms for small one to three-episode guest spot arcs on sitcoms and drama series. 

one such series is huntington general, a well-known medical drama that is entering its fifth season when jordan auditions for a guest arc that spans the first two episodes of the season   —   something that propels her even further into the spotlight, with ratings across the country hitting 20 million viewers.

jordan is cast as danielle burke, a bubbly patient staying at huntington general hospital long-term while she waits for a donor heart to become available for a transplant. a heart becomes available due to a crash near the hospital, but when doctors go to recover the transplant heart, it’s discovered another patient at a rival hospital is higher on the transplant list, despite danielle’s condition worsening by the hour. danielle ends up moving up on the transplant list because the other patient dies while the organ is in route to be delivered; it becomes a race against the clock to get danielle prepped for surgery and in the operating room, and she’s knocking on death’s door. the surgery lasts six hours and the transplant takes   —   until it doesn’t. the doctors want to hook danielle up to an LVAD   —   which she denies. when she’s told she’ll die without it, she tearfully responds that she knows, she’s tired of fighting, and she just wants to have a peaceful final few hours of her life.

jordan’s film debut is in the widely anticipated chokehold from horror mastermind quincy larson, which angles a critical lens on the tropes popularized in horror movies and especially the slasher sub-genre, and turns many of them on their head. 

jordan is cast as tessa monroe, a college dropout moving back in with her mom as she tries to figure out the next steps in her life. when one of her coworkers at the local stop-n-shop is brutally murdered while closing the store, the town is thrown into a frenzy. more murders and attacks happen around tessa in a short span of time, and fingers start to point at her as the prime suspect. she has to work to prove her innocence, while evading the killer and staying alive.

audience reception to the film is strong, and viewers are overall impressed with the quality of the project and the clear talent jordan exhibits as she embodies a character that many would think would be so similar to her role in behind the curtain, but is distinctly different   —   which subverts the expectation that she’s in danger of being typecast.

critics have nothing but praise for jordan, citing her performance as “raw, emotional and powerful   —   a masterclass performance in bringing a truthfulness to the horrors that man can do against man.”

many people draw conclusions that she delved into her own trauma from surviving a real-life murder spree for the performance; years down the road, when she is more comfortable speaking freely about the experience, she confirms this.

BECOMING A HOUSEHOLD NAME.

following the success of behind the curtain’s first and second seasons and chokehold, which is immediately greenlit for a sequel, jordan takes a short break to go back home and visit with family. 

she also takes the time to privately reach out to the families of the victims in the rothfield massacre, checking in with them and presenting the idea she had for starting six $5,000 scholarships in the name of each victim in the massacre. all of the money would be provided by jordan and donors and would renew all four years of a recipient’s educational career. 

the response is overwhelmingly positive; she gives each family time to think about it and expresses that she will not be publicizing this until all details are sorted out and she has expressed permission to go through with each scholarship. all six scholarships are signed off on by family

in addition to the scholarships, jordan starts a fundraiser to raise money to build a memorial honoring the memory of the victims lost in the rothfield massacre. many alumni of rothfield donate to the cause, with jordan donating $100,000 out of her own pocket to fund the project. the university accepts the money, with the memorial being a three-year construction project, completed right on schedule.

philanthropy becomes an important thing for jordan; following the scholarship fund supported by both her and multiple donors and the memorial construction, she makes it a routine habit to donate 20% of her cheque to a cause she wants to support   —   more often than not, RAINN  (rape, abuse & incest national network). additionally, jordan organizes community events raising support and awareness for RAINN, which in turn has brought benefit to the organization in their outreach to victims.

there is no longer a gag order placed on press regarding rothfield; any time a reporter or talk show host asks jordan about it, she will specifically focus on the scholarship funds and the memorial, as well as her work with RAINN, citing that keeping the memory of those who lost their lives alive and helping victims of abuse get out of those situations and back on their feet is more important.

“I’ve made my peace long ago with what happened in rothfield. now, I want to do what I can with my voice to make things easier for victims and to help them in whatever way I can.”

[samsrowena]

hello a few days ago i kind of went on a stealth hiatus and i'm still probably not gonna be very active here because this whole thing really soured my desire to participate in the fandom (and my desire to return to spn because i was taking a break from watching before this anyway). but i didn't want to just leave all of this unaddressed because it's really bothering me. so let me make some things perfectly clear:

as i have already said before but apparently need to reiterate, i do not ship w*ncest/w*nkline or ANY i*c*st ships at all. i do not support i*c*st ships or the people who post about them. i do not follow ANYONE who makes these posts. if i see anyone interact with my posts with i*c*st URLs or reblog comments or tags, i filter their URL or softblock if they followed (sue me for not blocking every idiot i come across, sorry). and the only time i have ever interacted with these people is ACCIDENTAL (i often reblog from the #spnedit public tag and i don't always check the blog first) and in these cases i have almost always received an ask letting me know and i took appropriate action

however --and this is what got me unfollowed and blocked by several mutuals and accused of i*c*st in the first place -- which is absolutely ridiculous, mind you: i DO "ship" cashannah. this is in very loose quotes because this is a ship i've made about four posts in my entire 12 years of having this blog??? and it's a very minor and unpopular ship anyway (not once have i ever seen this be because of "i*c*st" though. only because cas was seemingly not interested in her the same way. and the desticule is not known for caring about non-destiel ships lol)

but regardless, listen when i say that if i thought for a single second that that relationship was i*c*st i would NOT support it. not in the slightest. now i'm not trying to deny "angelc*st" is a thing because i think it is (like the archangels for instance) but i do not consider EVERY single angel siblings (just like no one considers all the demons or even all the humans siblings. IMO it's the exact same thing). now if angel ships make you personally uncomfortable, that's fine and i completely understand. your reasons for engaging or disengaging with whatever type of content is perfectly valid. and the point of this post isn't to argue or try to change your mind on a ship. i'm just asking you to please be mindful of what accusations you're placing on people.

with all this being said, i am also NOT going to sit here and spend every waking moment of my life policing the interactions of every single person i follow. i do not want anything to do with i*c*st content and if i see it on my dash, i WILL unfollow. you will never see it from me either and i do NOT purposefully engage with it. but this absolute insanity of "oh em gee i saw this user like this user's post and that user was a friend of another user who did blah blah blah and likes blah blah blah" like?????? how does anyone have time to waste doing this

again if something makes you uncomfortable, no matter what it is, that is TOTALLY understandable. but these callout posts and block lists and anon bait bullshit is soooo incredibly immature. if you have a problem with something someone posts, you can handle it PRIVATELY. instead of publicly slandering one person over whatever "proof" you think you have and then dragging other people into it who aren't even involved and definitely do NOT deserve it

anyways if anyone actually read all this long incoherent rambling, then thank you to all of you are going to stick around after this <3 if you unfollow, then okay cool i guess. just don't accuse me of something i'm not please. k byeeeee

[fatesentangled]

hello  ,  and  welcome  to  my  multimuse  blog  !  i’m  kay  ,  i’m  24  years  old  ,  &&.  i  live  in  the  gmt-7  tz  !  i’m  a  community  college  graduate  w/  an  associate’s  degree  in  english  ,  i  love  disney  crossover  edits  /  amvs  ,  &&.  i’m  currently  single  as  a  pringle  .  ^w^ previous  urls  are  scmewhereibelcng  ,  melodichearts  ,  &&.  heartsfought  . revamped  blog  established  :  february  20th  ,  2022  . quick  psa  about  future  activity  :  i  am  starting  online  university  may  2nd  ,  so  activity  on  this  blog  will  slow  significantly  .  courses  are  8  weeks  long  ,  so  i  need  to  be  diligent  about  studying  and  getting  my  work  done  on  time  .

personal  /  non-rp  blogs  ,  do  not  interact  with  this  blog  in  any  way  .  i  will  block  you  with  no  hesitation  .

interest  checker  .

inbox  ;  005/015  . completed  drafts  ;  000  . inbox  status  ;  open  .

rules  +  muses  under  the  cut  !

unfollowing  ,  blocking  ,  &&.  follow-backs  ;

please  ,  please  ,  please  softblock  my  blog  before  you  deactivate  yours  !!  if  you  don’t  ,  tumblr  acts  like  i’m  still  following  you  and  will  royally  fuck  up  my  following-follower  count  ratio  ,  which  honestly  irritates  me  so  badly  .  softblocking  is  blocking  somebody  and  then  unblocking  them  so  that  you  break  mutuals  . please  also  keep  in  mind  that  i  do  not  follow  hub  blogs  /  sideblogs  ,  as  they  also  mess  up  my  following  count  .  if  you  wish  to  interact  with  me  without  following  me  ,  you  can  send  in  unprompted  asks  ,  but  memes  and  starter  calls  will  be  for  mutuals  only  (  unless  the  sideblog  is  attached  to  your  main  rp  blog  )  . please  only  follow  me  if  you’re  truly  interested  in  rping  with  me  !  this  is  a  relatively  new  rule  ,  but  a  lot  of  times  ,  some  people  follow  just  to  up  their  follower  numbers  and  don’t  end  up  reaching  out  to  interact  ,  and  to  me  ,  that  just  seems  a  bit  selfish  .  as  stated  before  ,  if  you’re  not  familiar  with  a  muse  ,  don’t  hesitate  to  ask  about  them  .  i  will  do  my  best  to  describe  their  personality  if  you’ve  never  seen  the  movie  /  tv  show  that  they’re  from  .

in-depth  unfollowing  &&.  softblocking  rules  ;

the  quickest  way  to  get  me  to  unfollow  /  softblock  you  is  if  :

you’re  rude  about  threads  not  being  answered  on  your  time

you  constantly  complain  about  not  receiving  any  attention  ,  but  don’t  make  an effort  to  reach  out  to  people  /  respond  to  threads  &&.  asks

you  harass  /  bash  other  players  about  their  characterizations  ,  thread  content  (  i  understand  if  it’s  not  tagged  ,  but  even  then  ,  speaking  privately  and  asking  is  better  than  vagueing  about  it  )  ,  or  rping  the  same  muse(s)  as  you  (  i  do  get  duplicate  anxiety  is  a  real  thing  in  the  rpc  ,  but  it’s  not  an  excuse  to  be  rude  to  those  who  rp  the  same  muses  as  you  do  )

you  post  excessive  ooc  stuff  despite  being  labeled  a  rp  blog

in-depth  hardblocking  rules  ;

the  quickest  way  to  get  me  to  hardblock  /  perma-block  you  is  if  :

you  roleplay  or  support  /  excuse  incest  ,  pedophilia  ,  necrophilia  ,  or  beastiality

you  are  pro-tr.ump  ,  excessively  conser.vative  ,  or  excuse  your  bigoted  behavior  /  views  by  using  rel.igion  /  pol.itics

you  are  trans.phobic  ,  homo.phobic  ,  ra.cist  ,  sex.ist  , able.ist  …  basically  ,  if your  behavior  can  be  summed  up  with  an  ‘ism’  or  ‘phobia’  attached  to  it  ,  expect  your  ass  to  be  blocked  immediately  and  to  stay  blocked  bc  i  don’t  want  anything  to  do  with  you  or  your  disgusting  views  and  behavior

you  reblog  callouts  without  proof  attached  /  badmouth  other  rpers  without  providing  evidence  of  their  behavior

muses  &&.  their  sexualities  ;

amelia  ;  pansexual  biromantic  .

current  ships  ;  n/a  .

jim  ;  bisexual  demiromantic  .

current  ships  ;  jim/melody  ,  jim/akima  (  w/  burglarlotus  )  ,  jim/mirabel  (  w/  miraclestitch  )  .

sarah  ;  bisexual  biromantic  .

current  ships  ;  n/a  .

ariel  ;  pansexual  panromantic  .

current  ships  ;  n/a  .

melody  ;  bisexual  demiromantic  .

current  ships  ;  n/a  .

eric  ;  bisexual  panromantic  .

current  ships  ;  n/a  .

aladdin  ;  bisexual  panromantic  .

current  ships  ;  n/a  .

belle  ;  pansexual  panromantic  .

current  ships  ;  n/a  .

rapunzel  ;  asexual  biromantic  .

current  ships  ;  n/a  .

anna  ;  bisexual  panromantic  .

current  ships  ;  n/a  .

hiro  ;  asexual  biromantic  .

current  ships  ;  hiro/penny  (  w/  pompedia  )  .

tadashi  ;  pansexual  panromantic  .

current  ships  ;  n/a  .

cass  ;  asexual  aromantic  .

current  ships  ;  n/a  .

gogo  ;  asexual  biromantic  .

current  ships  ;  n/a  .

mirabel  ;  bisexual  demiromantic  .

current  ships  ;  n/a  .

julieta  ;  demisexual  heteroromantic  .

current  ships  ;  n/a  .

pepa  ;  bisexual  panromantic  .

current  ships  ;  n/a  .

ming  ;  heterosexual  heteroromantic  .

current  ships  ;  n/a  .

miriam  ;  bisexual  panromantic  .

current  ships  ;  n/a  .

dimitri  ;  bisexual  biromantic  .

current  ships  ;  dimitri/anya  (  w/  pompedia  )  ,  dimitri/jim  (  w/  chartedstars  )  ,  dimitri/erika  (  w/  erikapauperr  )  .

anya  ;  bisexual  biromantic  .

current  ships  ;  n/a  .

akima  ;  bisexual  panromantic  .

current  ships  ;  n/a  .

cale  ;  bisexual panromantic  .

current  ships  ;  cale/jim  ,  cale/akima  (  w/  burglarlotus  )  .

korso  ;  bisexual  biromantic  .

current  ships  ;  n/a  .

sinbad  ;  pansexual  panromantic  .

current  ships  ; sinbad/cinderella  ,  sinbad/chel  (  w/  burglarlotus  )  ,  sinbad/anya  (  w/  pompedia  )  .

marina  ;  bisexual  biromantic  .

current  ships  ;  marina/anya  (  w/  pompedia  )  .

sam  ;  demisexual  demiromantic  .

current  ships  ;  n/a  .

alex  ;  bisexual  panromantic  .

current  ships  ;  n/a  .

chloe  ;  bisexual  homoromantic  .

current  ships  ;  n/a  .

sean  ;  bisexual  biromantic  .

current  ships  ;  n/a  .

overall  views  on  shipping  ;

i  will  absolutely  NOT  tolerate  people  pushing  their  personal  ships  onto  me  .  just  because  you  ship  ,  say  ,  jim/ariel  ,  it  doesn’t  mean  that  my  jim  or  ariel  will  jump  on  board  with  it  if  you  rp  it  (  not  to  mention  that  i  see  that  pairing  EVERYWHERE  in  the  disney  crossover  community  ,  and  it  gets  a  bit  tiring  )  . i  do  have  a  select  few  ships  that  i  like  with  my  muses  ,  and  some  will  probably  make  others  uncomfortable  ,  so  i  will  always  ,  always  try  and  tag  the  ship  name  if  i  do  a  thread  that  revolves  around  that  ship  .

aus  ;

i  love  aus  !  throw  any  universe  at  me  ,  and  we’ll  plot  out  everything  ,  down  to  the  nitty  gritty  . there  are  a  very  select  few  movies  ,  shows  ,  books  ,  &&.  games  that  i  am  familiar  with  .  even  then  ,  i’m  open  to  exploring  other  aus  !!  please  just  be  sure  to  tell  me  about  what  fandom  you’re  interested  in  creating  an  au  for  with  our muses  .

nsfw  &&.  triggering  topics  ;

i  refuse  to  do  smut  .  absolutely  refuse  to  .  i  am  highly  uncomfortable  with  it  . other  nsfw  topics  -  blood  ,  gore  ,  violence  ,  torture  ,  etc.  -  i  am  100%  okay  with  .  in  fact  ,  i  love  writing  that  type  of  stuff  .  the  angstier  ,  the  better  . i  will  be  tagging  triggers  with  ‘tw’  (  e.g.  ‘blood  tw’  )  .

memes  ;

i  LOVE  receiving  memes  !!  prompts  are  an  excellent  way  to  kickstart  our  muses’  interactions  or  further  their  connections  ! the  limit  for  memes  to  be  sent  ,  however  ,  will  be  fifteen  ,  and  i  know  people  have  their  faves  ,  but  i’d  like  for  other  muses  of  mine  to  get  some  attention  so  that  i  don’t  lose  that  muse  .  if  you  see  a  muse  of  mine  that  catches  your  eye  ,  but  you  don’t  really  know  anything  about  them  or  the  movie  /  tv  show  they’re  from  ,  send  in  an  ask  /  meme  anyways  . if  you  have  further  questions  ,  you  can  send  an  im  or  ask  ! i  do  reserve  the  right  to  delete  an  ask  if  i  feel  it’s  just  not  working  out  for  me  .

plotting  ;

i  love  plotting  out  threads  ,  but  asks  i  prefer  to  be  spontaneous  unless  it’s  referring  to  a  plot  we’ve  discussed  .  in  that  case  ,  i  ask  that  you  be  specific  by  attaching  a  ‘*’  to  the  end  or  beginning  . as  of  now  ,  though  ,  i’m  not  looking  to  plot  unless  it’s  plotting  out  a  ship  .

please  give  this  post  a  like  if  you’ve  read  thru  all  the  way  !

total  ;  033  .

disney  ;

amelia  smollett  ;  treasure  planet  (  primary  )

jim  hawkins  ;  treasure  planet  (  primary  )  -  moved  to  single  blog  ;  will  still  do  threads  here  !

sarah  hawkins  ;  treasure  planet  (  primary  )

ariel  nielsen  ;  the  little  mermaid  (  primary  )

melody  nielsen  ;  the  little  mermaid  (  primary  )

eric  nielsen  ;  the  little  mermaid  (  secondary  )

aladdin  amari  ;  aladdin  (  primary  )

belle  dumont  ;  beauty  and  the  beast  (  primary  )

rapunzel  hanover  ;  tangled  (  primary  )

anna  olsen  ;  frozen  (  primary  )

hiro  hamada  ;  big  hero  six  (  primary  )

tadashi  hamada  ;  big  hero  six  (  primary  )

cass  hamada  ;  big  hero  six  (  secondary  )

gogo  tomago  ;  big  hero  six  (  secondary  )

mirabel  madrigal  ;  encanto  (  primary  )

julieta  madrigal  ;  encanto  (  primary  )

pepa  madrigal  ;  encanto  (  primary  )

ming  lee  ;  turning  red  (  primary  )

miriam  wexler  ;  turning  red  (  secondary  )

lady  ;  lady  and  the  tramp  (  primary  )

scamp  ;  lady  and  the  tramp  (  secondary  )

angel  ;  lady  and  the  tramp  (  secondary  )

twentieth  century  fox  ;

dimitri  sudayev  ;  anastasia  (  primary  )

anya  romanova  ;  anastasia  (  primary  )

akima  kunimoto  ;  titan  a.e.  (  primary  )

cale  tucker  ;  titan  a.e.  (  primary  )

joseph  korso  ;  titan  a.e.  (  secondary  )

dreamworks  ;

sinbad  anvari  ;  sinbad  :  legend  of  the  seven  seas  (  primary  )

marina  kamali  ;  sinbad  :  legend  of  the  seven  seas  (  primary  )

video  games  ;

alex  chen  ;  life  is  strange  :  true  colors  (  primary  )

chloe  price  ;  life  is  strange  /  lis  :  bts  (  primary  )

sean  diaz  ;  life  is  strange  2  (  secondary  )

sam  giddings  ;  until  dawn  (  secondary  )