#* ∙ ✰ ◞ depɾessive pixie nightmɑɾe boγ ♡︎ ‘ 𝐎𝐔𝐓 𝐎𝐅 𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐄𝐑 . ’

[dawnbrst]

because my brain won't let me rest , i just wanna give a little psa about my interactions . i've said it on my old blog but i'd like to reiterate it again for clarification .

i promise you that my lack of interactions is not and never will be a personal thing , nor does it mean there's no interest . I am very interested in writing with everyone and making as many friends as I can .

unfortunately , my energy is very limited . I have unmedicated adhd and I get incredibly busy in my real life with my 4 year old , so i'm not always active or i get burnt out . I do try to write on discord but even with close friends and my own wife , I still struggle to reply to things , so it 100% is not personal .

another factor in this is my general social anxiety . i am a yapper , full stop . I love to talk and ramble , but because i've been shot down and told to shut up , i have a harder time engaging with newer / potential friends . i would love nothing more than to yap your ear off , but rsd and past experiences have made it difficult .

thank you so much for your patience ❤️

[0nychnus]

sylus' new myth has me in pieces

[dawnbvrst]

* ∙ ✰ ◞ depɾessive pixie nightmɑɾe boγ ♡︎ ‘ 𝐎𝐔𝐓 𝐎𝐅 𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐄𝐑 . ’

* ∙ ✰ ◞ someone old. no one new. feeling boɾɾowed. ɑlwɑγs blue ♡︎ ‘ 𝐈𝐍 𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐄𝐑 . ’

* ∙ ✰ ◞ i wɑs onlγ boɾn inside mγ dɾeɑms ♡︎ ‘ 𝐀𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐓𝐈𝐂 . ’

* ∙ ✰ ◞ i sweɑɾ i'd buɾn this citγ down to show γou the light ♡︎ ‘ 𝐒𝐇𝐈𝐏 . ’

* ∙ ✰ ◞ mγ childhood spɑt bɑck out the monsteɾ thɑt γou see ♡︎ ‘ 𝐕𝐈𝐒𝐀𝐆𝐄 . ’

* ∙ ✰ ◞ be cɑɾeful mɑking wishes in the dɑɾk ♡︎ ‘ 𝐖𝐈𝐒𝐇𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓 . ’

* ∙ ✰ ◞ thɑt’s just who i ɑm this week ♡︎ ‘ 𝐒𝐓𝐔𝐃𝐘 . ’

* ∙ ✰ ◞ i’d shoot the sunshine into mγ veins ♡︎ ‘ 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐎𝐍 . ’

* ∙ ✰ ◞ ɑ pennγ foɾ γouɾ thoughts but ɑ dollɑɾ foɾ γouɾ insides ♡︎ ‘ 𝐀𝐍𝐒𝐖𝐄𝐑𝐄𝐃 . ’

* ∙ ✰ ◞ i'll keep γou like ɑn oɑth ♡︎ ‘ 𝐒𝐀𝐕𝐄 . ’

* ∙ ✰ ◞ these new flocks ɑɾe nothing but vultuɾes ♡︎ ‘ 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐂𝐀𝐋𝐋 . ’

* ∙ ✰ ◞ i’m just heɾe to become the best γet ♡︎ ‘ 𝐒𝐄𝐋𝐅 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐎 . ’

* ∙ ✰ ◞ γou cɑn bow & pɾetend thɑt γou don’t know γou’ɾe ɑ legend ♡︎ ‘ 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐎 . ’

* ∙ ✰ ◞ ‘ γou bɾoke ouɾ spiɾit ! ’ sɑγs the note we pɑss ♡︎ ‘ 𝐏𝐒𝐀 . ’

* ∙ ✰ ◞ & honeγ i onlγ ɑppeɑɾed so i cɑn fɑde ɑwɑγ ♡︎ ‘ 𝐃𝐀𝐒𝐇 𝐆𝐀𝐌𝐄𝐒 . ’

* ∙ ✰ ◞ mγ mind is ɑ sɑfe & if i keep it in ‚ we ɑll get ɾich ♡︎ ‘ 𝐃𝐀𝐒𝐇 𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐌 . ’

* ∙ ✰ ◞ come on ‚ mɑke it eɑsγ ‚ sɑγ i neveɾ mɑtteɾed ♡︎ ‘ 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐒 . ’

* ∙ ✰ ◞ ɑɾe γou seɾious ɾight meow ? ♡︎ ‘ 𝐂𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐊 . ’

* ∙ ✰ ◞ queue cɑn go cɾγ me ɑn oceɑn ɑnd leɑve me be ♡ ‘ 𝐐𝐔𝐄𝐔𝐄 . ’

[dawnbrst]

boosting this as i'm in a tight spot. boosts are very welcome and appreciated. thank you !

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[dawnbrst]

made a wrio psd, what do we think. it looks better on his splash art

[dawnbrst]

okay , locking in today and going to be overhauling my sovereign blog and then promote it , then i'm going to get to replies across the rest of my blogs including diluc . will this end in a burn out ? probably , but we'll be fine . i feel more bad leaving people waiting slkdjf

[dawnbrst]

btw guys if i ever unfollow you ( and it's not softblocking ) please let me know ! I never unfollow or softblock people , so if you find i'm no longer in your lists , feel free to ask ❤️

in that regard , if you plan to break mutuals with me , please hardblock me . softblocking only confuses me and i never know if something is intentional or an accident . so , please , hardblock . there won't be any hard feelings , i completely understand . I just want to be 100% sure you want to break mutuals .

[dawnbrst]

working on graphics and watching my happy marriage, but like this for an inbox call ! i'll hop into your meme tag and send you something. just specify muse if you're a mumu <3

[dawnbrst]

hear me out , diluc's hair but in the style of jing yuan's

[dawnbrst]

I love that people ( in - game ) have misconceptions about diluc because it's so funny watching them just :O when he turns out to be nothing like what they assume . what do you mean the poised master diluc has a criminal record and is banned from an entire country ? what do you mean he likes causing a bit of mischief ? what do you mean he disrespects the archon of his home to his own face ? 😭 diluc is a silly and i love that about him actually .

[dawnbrst]

i.... genuinely don't know how this happened. i was at 60 pity and I was trying to c6 barbara (already had gotten ororon at like 40, also this is her c6)... I saw the gold and went "its fine, I still have wish insurance to try my luck on neu's banner..." it was not fine vgjngf c2 lyney I guess. I was on a guarantee so I was prepared for the accidental c1 lyney, didn't expect a c2 win 😭 I'll regrind my wishes and see what happens during the dragon banner

[dawnbrst]

hello, talking about diluc and his role as archon. i will also talk about mavuika as well, full disclosure.

i have come to the idea of: what if the pyro gnosis was split in two by celestia when it was first created (and to give us the 8 chess pieces). why i say this is because when it comes to war, generally speaking, there are two sides to it, and following ancient greek gods, war was represented by ares and athena. that said, a while ago, i said that diluc is very similar to ares, but looking back at it and with the addition of mavuika, diluc actually fits athena more, where mavuika fits ares instead. (i'm using greek as a springboard as i'm not well - versed in other cultures or religions, this is just the one i follow the most)

diluc's gnosis becomes the rook, which stands for stability and strength. i know i tend to joke that diluc is hot-headed and impulsive because that's how mine often can be when his emotions come into play, but when he's not thinking with his heart, he actually is pretty tactical and intelligent when it comes to battle, and planning ahead. that's his mantle for the war archon.

mavuika's gnosis, while doesn't look like a traditional knight, could be seen as a sword and shield, with the shield being the sun, and the cross (?) being the sword. mavuika is smart, she's made it this far, but the knight piece stands for agility and being daring (which is why i also believe the hydro gnosis is also a knight but that's a different story for another time), and given mavuika's actions during the war against the abyss, when it came down to it, she faced the abyss head-on, literally punched the core and even shattered the sky for a minute. no one else would dare to get that close.

hell, you could say every natlanese pyro archon fits the knight role because if we take xbalanque's story into play, he 'stole' fire from the pyro dragon. that's a daring action, especially in the eyes of celestia. every archon since then has performed heroic feats and been bold enough to take risks.

with that said, this of course is all headcanon, but this is just what fits them both and what i see when it comes to the pyro archon

[dawnbrst]

dare i make a post about the effects the delusion left on diluc? :3

[dawnbrst]

i feel so... aimless. i've been restless for weeks, but the pent up energy isn't enough for writing. i don't feel like farming genshin, and i don't have the attention span for videos. adhd burnout is a pain. i don't know what to do with myself

[dawnbrst]

holds diluc in the air like simba. I will try to write again at some point, my energy has just been so shot, but I promise I'm still here. I mostly lurk and draft responses for when the energy does spark. hopefully this week I'll have muse so I do apologize for my inactivity. you can usually reach me on discord to chat ooc, as rp is a bit rough

[dawnbrst]

this has probably been mentioned before but can we talk about how sus zhongli is. I can write a whole essay but like, this man summons a literal meteor. I know he's the geo archon but like, meteors don't come from the earth, they come from space. how is my man connecting to stone outside of the planet 👀