#Idk why i'm drawing him again
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Is this how light works? Haha. AhahaHahaha ha. Ha.
(Please click for better quality..? 🙏🙏??)
#Falin touden but it's laios#My bbg :))#Princess<3#Anyhow#Fuck youuuuuuuuu Tumblr!!!! Stop eating my pixels!!!!!!!!#dungeon meshi#laios touden#ap arts#dunmesh#dunmeshi fanart#delicious in dungeon#Idk how twinkish i want him#But y'know#Meat boy#laios thorden#laios touden x reader#mspaint#Please please look at this#:)#<3333#Idk why i'm drawing him again#But i am!#So have more
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After Angband, Maedhros had a complicated relationship with his hair for a long while. The thing he once used to cherish and carry with pride, inherited from the mother he had left behind, was now tainted with memories of unwanted attention and derogatory touch.
After his rescue, it had to be cut short for the sake of his recovery, and he could never quite figure out whether he was more hurt or relieved by the act. It was Fingon, during those times filled with anxiety and doubt and shame, who helped him learn to accept his own appearance again– from the stump of his right arm and the scars littered across his freckled body to the locks of copper hair, ever so slowly regrowing to their former glory.
And little by little, the lingering memories of malevolent hands harshly yanking at his scalp were replaced by the feeling of tender hands carefully braiding familiar golden ribbons into his hair, once again beloved.
#so basically#they are in love and i love them very much#just don't think about how during the peaceful days of valinor they used to spend days just sitting around and braiding each other's hair#and after his rescue maedhros could never do that again#or maybe curufin–#after seeing his brother moping around all day sad because he could no longer braid his bf's hair#–engineered his a prosthetic hand to help him do just that#who knows not me#fun fact i spent all day yesterday drawing this-- no literally i didn't do anything else please send help#the silmarillion#silmarillion#maedhros#nelyafinwe#maitimo#russandol#fingon#findekano#russingon#why do they have to have so many names my god#maedhros x fingon#fingon x maedhros#silmarillion fanart#russingon fanart#maedhros fanart#fingon fanart#idk what to tag here i'm gonna be honest#art#my art
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Idk I just like this color palette so I wanted to try it on him
#These colors give me a bit of a vintage vibe#Also#warmer colors are definitely more of a comfort zone for me than cold ones#idk why it's Shinji again#but drawing him is still weirdly fun and comforting for me#Apart from the fact that I still feel like I'm drawing him too pretty xD but whatever#Bleach#shinji hirako#my art
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Unofficial sequel to this
Do I think this is the most timber song in existence? Not necessarily, but it definitely reminds me of them. If you guys want me to continue doing this format please let me know I'm begging because I am having the time of my life doing these!!
As usual, ver without overlay under the cut :D
#Damn Daniel I'm back at it again w the soft timber#It's been too long I had to draw them again (it's been less than a week)#Idk why but Bernard is looking extra pretty for some reason and I am once again saying I could treat him sm better#Anyway I love them sm incase you didn't know#I am once again determined to make things as fluffy as I can#Tim Drake#Bernard Dowd#Timber#Timbern#My art
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i think i've drawn lankmann a few times. just a couple
#silverware's art#lankmann#pastra#pastraspec#he's just waay too fun to draw for some reason#i didn't wanna do the weird glitching he has when he talks#idk why. but i organized them from least creepy (to me) - most creepy (yet again. to me)#the one where i wrote “i'm back around” is actually a song lyric-#can't hold me down by genichris. specifically. a song actually made about lankmann that is very catchy. by the way.#many wouldn't be too impressed to know that pretty much everything in my computer has some relevance to Lankmann-#some of my friends would defiantly use that against me but hey. they might not read the tags#eh it's alright. he's an interesting character#also. IT'S SO WEIRD KNOWING HE'S ONLY 5'5"-#I'M TALLER THAN HIM#by less than 2 inches. but i'm still taller#this has been sitting in my drafts for over a day so i might aswell post it ig
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Tfw you have to crawl out of artblock and fatigue because your new fave doesn't have enough content (I have to feed the fixation on my own.)
#the cloud can speak oh boi#good omens#doodle#so the good news is that I'm finally drawing again- the bad is that anxiety is still kicking my ass and posting is still horribly difficult#so I meme the pain away#also at this point I'm using him as my support demon#my favorite demon.. the sulfur <3#<- me actually calling him Sulfur half the time and giving “Aziraphalala” vibes#No but why did I have to get attached to Furfur? I was doing so well with just caring about the main ones;; I was just swimming in content!#But nooo- lets get attached to the demon who has what? 30 mins of screen time in total? *Ugly sobbing*#I love his character so much though ougghh the costume design in GO is already something else but him? Idk I just want to frame him on wall
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#oc#jason todd#<- bc idk if you can tell who it is.. the bat symbol even doesnt make me confident ToT#actually this was supposed to be a different drawing.. like the sketch the pose is similar (thats why the random hand is there lol)#but he is not making that face and there's another person there... it's way different lololol#but i got bored halfway through and decided i'll never draw him like this again. so i did this#and then i coloured it but the colours desaturate when i export it (society if i could just be shown the true colours) so i didnt like it#even after i edited and re-saturated and recoloured the image </3#but i think this is not too bad and i will continue to try harder in the future ^_^#the more i look at it the more i dislike it so i'm no longer going to look at it lol#art
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Hate having adhd went to go work on my fallout modpack, got distracted while going to disable the steam overlay, ended up in the points shop, went to go edit my profile, decided to change my pfp, found a buried folder I forgot existed, found some old Veneer art I forgot existed, spent 45 minutes looking at all the old photos, STILL HAVE NOT TOGGLED ONE SIMPLE OPTION THAT SHOULD'VE TAKEN 30 SECONDS AT MOST
#I'm shocked I have these drawings scanned on my pc I don't remember doing that I must've done it before I left in case my mom threw all my#Art out again#Anyway at age 12 I was writing a better '3 merpeople go on land to find a 4th one that has been disguised as a human all his life' story#Than Ma/ko Merm/aids EVER did so uh. Take that Jonathan#God it sucks so bad that kid me would've LOVED MM if it just DIDN'T HAVE THE STUPID GENDER WAR BULLSHIT#Literally the entire first and second season is just. So fucking stupid. I wrote a God damn essay about how they fumbled Erik's story SO BAD#I don't even LIKE Erik BUT THEY DID HIM SO DIRTY#THE CHARACTER POTENTIAL AND WRITING COULD'VE BEEN BETTER THAN ZANE B. S1 OF H2O BUT THEY THREW IT AWAY AND FOR WHAT!!!!!!!#Seriously you're telling me a kid who was abandoned his entire life for being male didn't have a bigger impact on the pod than FUCKING ZAK?#That plot twist of 'oh actually Zak was a merman all along' was 100% so they could guilt free write Erik out#Instead of like. Having him face his actions or redeem himself in like. Any way. He just fucks off. THEN the pod is like lol Zac were sorry#We're sorry for literally not doing anything to you because you were privledged enough to have a mother who was super ultra powerful#So you were never really affected by our actions until JUST now. Unlike that other fuckface Erik who suffered his whole life alone#Also then in s3 there are STILL no mermen in the pod. Not even little mermen babies. No kids and teens they've welcomed back n apologized to#NOTHING#God. Mm pisses me off dude#AND I STILL HAVENT TOGGLED THAT FUCKING OPTIONS AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH#Cruddy rambles#God I'm not done I'm sorry fallout can wait YOU ARE TELLING ME THE GUY WHO TELLS US HOW SHITTY MERMAN BABIES R TREATED BY THE POD. IS NOT#THE SAME ONE THE POD APOLOGIZES TO IN THE SEASON FINALE BECAUSE THEY WROTE IN A SHITTY PLOT TWIST?#AUUUUUUUHHHHGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG#It's so bad. It's so fucking bad. It's so needlessly gendered and for what. They could've just had 2 rival warring pods#What pisses me off the most is that s3 (4) completely pivots and never really follows thru with the s1 and 2 story arcs#The writers just kinda wash thsir hands of that because 'hey the pod said sorry to zac' BUT THEN NOTHING ACTUALLY CHANGES!!!!#Maybe instead of having a constantly rotating cast of characters s3 (4) could've instead focused on Ondina and Erik's relationship a bit#Maybe have Ondina tell him she wants to just stay friends because she can't trust him. Have him IDK grow and change as a character?#Maybe so you can show kids nobody is born evil and we all need support systems and healthy relationships to grow and become better people??#THAT would've been a GOOD FOLLOW THROUGH#But no instead u just write him out of the show and never show any OTHER mermen who were exiled being welcomed back#Like u had Ondina becoming a teacher... Why not have Zac become a teacher for all the new mermen who were just recently welcomed back??
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aaa i dunno. more weird watercolour stuff
#why is the only thing i paint monochrome faces? no idea#i didn't sketch out anything and painted this pretty fast so the face is a little odd/not how i wanted it#i've been wanting to draw him more tho so here we go#i finished this and my immediate reaction was “i wanna do the exact same thing again but Better” so. maybe that too#i Don't know what i'm doing i just like painting#(except the part where you have to wait for it to dry between layers it's soo boring. this took like 2-3 hours and most of that was Waiting#ashers watercolour adventures (and other assorted arts)#ethoslab#i get so nervous posting fanart that's not Queen stuff idk how y'all do things around here...#block men side quest nonsense
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Star Wars oc time,, the most pathetic looking bounty hunter you'll ever hire
#hm i should make an original art tag#star wars oc#zabrak#latros omiss#maul is just there for reference#and because i like drawing him#anyways back to my guy#his markings make him look like he's always doing a pathetic little meow meow face. like 🥺 but crying#but he's actually pretty competent#if a bit of a loser#no one who tries so hard to look cool is actually that cool#the long earring has no meaning i just think it's fun and cool#idk why he keeps all his horns at the same tip height. he's just a freak like that#the horns get him to 5'7'' (1.70 m). the boots get him to any height he wants. but usually 6' at most#(for reference maul is canonically 1.75m (5'9''))#i'm not one to enjoy making ocs interact with canon but i think he would get along with savage better than with maul#they can talk about missing their villages. and not wanting to meet a nightsister ever again in their lives <3#he Would flirt with maul more tho. just to annoy him. and to see how far he can get before maul kills him#my ocs
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Beasties of Greenhollow soundtrack! Some tracks on this are from older projects like elphame but all of them have been reworked in some way. Most of them are entirely new. Enjoy!
#soundtrack#music#indiegamedev#Youtube#beasties of greenhollow#indiegame#chiptune#elphame#hey again gang. Another scream into the void#Things have been getting more interesting tbh#I'm starting therapy again. I have learned from this that my anxiety is in the very very high end.#And I guess the only thing that surprises me about that is that it's an abnormally high amount vs the average.#I've had more intrusive thoughts this week than in a long time. (I almost said ever but that was 2021 where they woke me up...)#It's mostly about my mistakes and ppl I've scared out of being in my life because of the actions based on my anxieties.#Like “if i could go back in time I could fix it”... girl you'd be going back in time like 100 times. At that point it's not fair lmao#I think I shouldn't talk about who I'm dating here anymore. Friends told me to stop seeing so many new people and I took that advice.#I'm exercising incredibly frequently; obsessively so. It really doesn't change much in my anxiety. I walk for like 3 hours a day.#My friend group is... difficult. One of us had a falling out with another and the dynamic is just so awkward for me now.#it just seems like everyone else has moved past it though but I still miss him. I don't think this can be reversed#we used to talk on my stream and play digimon cards n jackbox and d&d... But now they're only interested in d&d which I don't love#For god's sake I've published a game and moved to a nice new place. why aren't I happy hahahaha#work is no longer enjoyable since BoG was publised. our new project is in an iffy category but it's not my place to argue#I want to write music and animate but I have to do my hours for this new project before I can do anything like that...#I ended up siding with my current boss in that ethical dilemma I posted about and rn idk if that was the right decision.#Okay what can i talk about that's good? We moved to a nice place. I'm celebrating BoG's release with family tomorrow.#Graeme's playing Iconoclasts- one of my favourite games! He's also returning to work soon so it'll be less awkward to have a lady over#Thinking about good stuff going on just draws the mind to holidays I've had before. I treasure my memories!#Okay so I've complained for a long long time bc life doesn't feel great rn. But rest assured I already know this is 90% my fault hahaha#Oh another good thing that happened!!! My elestrals card was printed and ppl are really happy with it. I have a card in a real card game!!!#don't tell anyone but there's another one on the way. Anyway that will do for now. I'm sorry about my... self.
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many many many thoughts about shadowbringers and lightwardens and sin-eaters. a little thing i've been working on while i go through the expansion..........
#my doodles#c: nai naalfa#we just lost y'shtola and now thanks to a certain bringer of chaos have her back again.#anyway. i will finish this probably this week and then i already have an idea for a next doodle.#it's not as....... er dramatic or complicated as this. but fuck man shadowbringers really inspires me.#i have so many ideas!!!!!#danwtrail is going to make me draw hours after hours waiting for queue to pop#anyway anyway!!! this is a doodle/work inspired by y'shtola not recognizing us when we meet her again.#i can see where the game is going with this. 3 more lightwardens to defeat and already our friend says we're full of Light..........#may explain why emet-selch is content just watching it unfold. but on the other hand why would he help us get shtola back?#pushing us to our doom probably???? idk i can't read the fucking dude.#he was making the weirdest faces again when discussing shtola. he looked almost sheepish????#it reminds me of the expression dogs make when they look at you sideways LKFLDSJFMLDSKJFDF#anyway wtf i'm yapping about Him'(tm) in a work not even related to him. please sen#send help#oh another thing forcing myself to learn how to draw hands by only drawing pieces where i'm forced to draw hands. is it working? idk
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i think that man genuinely poisoned my mind
#idk how to explain it but the game where they draw you in and shut you out over and over again that's what has done me in#like it completely fucks your brain chemistry and everything to have someone play that gam with you#i think that's it i think that's the reason i'm still struggling#because he lovebombed me in the beginning and then at the end all i got was breadcrumbs of affection and shit#idk what to call that it's not quite abuse but it's not ethical treatment either#it had to be intentional that's why his exes all orbit him#i feel disgusted i feel like there's a worm in my head#despite this it's been getting better lately i barely thought about him the other day probably only a handful of times actually#compared to the usual count that's very very good#i hope my new meds will help kick this in the ass once and for all tbh i'm so over it#i just want my brain back
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about to watch an hour & a half long video titled "Why How To Train Your Dragon 3 Is Not Good" & I feel so fucking vindicated right now
#I'M GONNA SAY IT: HTTYD 3 SUCKS ASS. I'M RIGHT & I SHOULD SAY IT#like from a writer's standpoint it sucks but ALSO from a viewer's standpoint. HTTYD 2 & 3 just aren't very good#i mean obviously 3 is waaaay worse than 2 but both take any & all character development from 1 & kinda throw it in the garbage#& i think because 1 was so good it just set the bar so high. but then again#Riders of Berk. Defenders of Berk. & RTTE were all very good shows with like less than a quarter the budget of the movies#why did the shows have better characterization & development than the actual main movies?#you cannot imagine my disappointment when they were like ''whatever let's just slap Ruff with Snotlout or Fishlegs at the end''#Snotloud & Fishlegs are bisexual & dating. this is the only version of canon i will accept#the shows gave me that why can't the movies???#yes they literally kiss in the show. yes you need to watch it right now#idk i feel like in the movies hiccup is the only character. everyone is a background character to him#& his characterization isn't even consistent with the first movie#he unlearns how to draw. he fucking unlearns how to draw because he's too cool for loser hobbies now. i'm going to kill someone
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And that's 3/4! No I don't know why this one took me so long I am literally never satisfied with the finished product when I draw this man I think I'm cursed 🤩
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Alex! A Sapphire Gem Dragonborn Rune Knight Fighter and the only reason we're alive 90% of the time.
Quandrix uniform and the post-module homebrewed second half outfit as usual.
only one left now and despite having the most basic of designs he continues to give me so much grief because of course he does
#we should all manifest his player come back home from war (gets saturdays off again)#pleas i miss this campaign so much i don't want to be left on a permanent cliffhanger forever#anyway probably the most important member of the party because everytime he isn't present for a session terrible things happen#like genuinely only terrible things happen when he is not present#listen we're all made out of paper (or me who has decent HP and AC among other things but the DM's dice just hate me)#anyway some details:#rune on v1's pick is a fire rune (supposedly)#rune on v2's pick is a stone rune (also supposedly)#rune on v2's armor is cloud rune (supposedly x3)#and i did cracks instead of scars cause..... rock#anyway i never want to look at these drawings again i don't know why i have so much beef with them#maybe i've just been staring at them too long so i'm seeing everything wrong with em idk#i was originally gonna draw our wizard and then alex but for some reason his was giving me so much grief so i did not do that#but the bitch ass necromancer is next#i have good reasons to call him that he's awful and he knows he's awful#dnd#dungeons and dragons#d&d#dungeons & dragons#dnd character#dnd character art#dnd pc#dnd pc art#dragonborn#dnd fighter#strixhaven#strixhaven a curriculum of chaos#strixhaven art#possum draws
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WcWd: This OC I introduced but refused to elaborate on a couple weeks ago
I should start by introducing him: his name is E'lim! I chose it because it sounded partially like "Eli" with a bit of the word "limb" mixed in. TBH I just mash random syllables together when coming up with names (this was moreso the case back when E'lim here was made, but that's still part of my naming process sometimes)
I mentioned that he usually wears a more plain attire when he appeared two Wednesdays ago. Well, turns out that I never settled on consistent shoes, either. Here's a couple more pixel art drawings I found of him:
There's quite a few more (probably unfinished) drawings of this fella hidden within the containers for nigh every medium I used around 2019-2021. After that? Not sure what happened, but suddenly I didn't like him. Like, I think he'd be more appealing as a character if his arms were noodley but I always drew them so stiff as though they had bones and it looked weird.
Looking back, I didn't have a good enough grasp of how to make this type of character: noodley limbs that definitely don't connect to the rest of the body in an anatomically correct way, oversized shoes that will inevitably result in cursed imagery if taken off, gloves that are likewise over-inflated and never to be removed... huh maybe I should do a character design study on Sonic characters
I also constantly gave him that stupid-looking smile. It reminds me of the Dreamworks face meme now and I hate it. Now, if I were to redesign this guy? I'd embrace the fact that he's supposed to be stylized, and NOT worry about whether or not he appears to have bones because it seems like that's exactly what I did every single time I drew him and, poor guy, that's not a good look for him 😔
...I wanted to end the post with that paragraph, but then I started typing up the other two-thirds of this post in the hashtags. So here's my rant about the canvas sizes: the "Halloween" one was WAAAY too big for starters. There was this whole era of my drawings where I wanted to be able to capture the details that other mediums offer, but I also didn't want to use other mediums because pixel art was what I was best at. I ended up just taking an unnecessarily long time on massive pixel art canvases, all because I had concerns about working in a software like ibisPaint or Procreate. "Pixel art doesn't require brushes, so how would I know which brush to use?" "What on earth is a 'blending mode'?" "I can't draw a straight line for the life of me, and you want me to add weight to them now??" I'm pretty sure most self-taught artists have struggles like those, though; I was just a bit late to it because learning those things wasn't needed in my pixel artist skillset, oddly enough
Anyway. Those two drawings of E'lim with a clipboard are actually some of the last I made, both of him and in oversized pixel art. You might can tell that I was beginning to address all of the problems I've brought up in this post already; the scale on it is smaller than the Halloween drawing, and the face isn't just a widened smile peering directly into the viewer's soul. Regardless I still wasn't proud of how he kept turning out in my drawings (and also didn't fit into my shifting ideas for worldbuilding) so I lost interest in drawing him and he fell out of being one of my main OCs.
#I think I'm gonna draw him again soon#just to see if I can fix how rigid his limbs look#maybe redesign him a little#I might like this character again!#btw his pronouns are he/it but I've been using mainly “he” because “it” feels dehumanizing and also a bit confusing to read?#like am I referring to an object or a character#the lore would've been that it was created artificially by some nobody with creation powers#which is kinda why I decided to go with he/it in the first place#so they're more like his technical pronouns than his preferred ones#idk if he has preferred pronouns actually but I prefer to use “he/him” for him#this makes me sound like I'd suck as a father for an LGBTQ+ individual#I'm an ally but I'm not really beating the allegations#luckily there aren't any against me yet but it'd be horrible PR if this post resurfaced someday#character art#character design#original character#pixel art#wildcard wednesdays
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