#Idk if I even need half the code I just wrote so big brain energy this morning

[readingwriter92]

I love sitting here being baffled by the fact I made an infinite loop with an ITERATIVE FOR LOOP.

That’s some skills right there of being a dumbass

[andiwriteordie]

OK HI I’M BACK I HAD TO TABLE THIS WHILE I WAS AT WORK BUT I’M BACK. LONG REPLY AHEAD.

so two different things: 1) i once went insane after rick announced he was gonna drop a new book with the og trio, and i wrote a stranger things/pjo au where mike was percy and will was annabeth. no i don’t think mike’s a poseidon kid or will’s an athena kid. yes i do think they’re so freaking percabeth coded and would write like 100 different snippets again with them in this au. 

2) i’m assuming your questions are related to “what godly parent would everyone be” and i LOVE THIS QUESTION EVEN THOUGH SOME OF THEM (... mostly just el actually) I AM IFFY ON. i answered this like months ago when i wrote a byler fic that was inspired by percabeth’s arc in mark of athena, so i’m gonna. find that and add on to my answers.

El - Ok, tbh, she's probably the hardest of the kids to nail down, so I'm gonna go with the easiest answer and say Jupiter (not Zeus, idk El gives me Roman vibes and I can't explain it) because it lines up most to her powers. Character-wise, I think she's similar to Bianca di Angelo though, so I suppose maybe Hades could be a fun alt if we're ignoring her powers?

Mike and Nancy - Athena. Such Athena know-it-alls, and I love them for it. it’s just like... the wheelers are so smart. i swear if they actually got to interact they would be able to just figure everything out in the show. so basically, Athena made two brain babies with the beautiful Karen Wheeler because who needs Ted anyways.

Will and Jonathan - Apollo. Isn't is obvious? Art? Music? Yeah. Such Apollo kids. Also will and the light imagery with apollo being the god of the sun??? crying forever and ever, alright? Lonnie is the asshole stepfather.

Lucas and Erica - Nike. These two are just the best and radiate such competitive, go-getter energy. Big Nike vibes! alternatively? they also give me such poseidon vibes. lucas in particular feels like the ocean—a bit reckless at times, but then also calm and steady at other times. learns to adapt, but then in turn can also escalate a situation very quickly? something something like that. 

Dustin - Hephaestus, because Dustin's great with science-y/building type of things and is incredibly smart, which gives me Hephaestus vibes. like dustin’s just a little genius. he’d absolutely be a Hephaestus kid. 

Max - Ares/Mars. El needs another Roman camper with her, so let's go with Mars. Max just gives off those "don't fuck with me" vibes obviously, and I think her strength and resilience shown in S4 also gives huge Ares/Mars vibes. Billy is her half-brother on her godly parent's side, except he got all the bad qualities of their dad.

Steve - Hermes, for sure. Part of me wants Hermes!kid Dustin and Steve for the brother moments. something something, maybe dustin ends up in the unclaimed /hermes cabin for a while and steve is the counselor? and they bond that way, and steve is actually just really bummed whenever dustin leaves him? Robin - Apollo probably. She's in band and has that same kind of warmth that I feel like Apollo kids have, ya know? Also, I suppose that makes her half-sibs with the Byers which I fullsend support.

Eddie - Honestly, either an Apollo kid too OR he's some poor mortal who can see through the Mist and gets dragged along by the Fruity Four into this chaos.

Argyle - part of me wants to say Demeter because you cannot tell me the Demeter kids wouldn’t be growing weed. but Argyle ALSO gives me the vibes of a poor mortal that Jonathan picked up and decided to drag on a quest (isn’t that essentially the california plot lol?)

Andi, I need you to know that I deeply admire your work and dedication BUT YOU'VE INFESTED ME MY BRAIN IS ROTTEN. YOU HAVE OPENED THE GATES FOR NEW AUs AND NOW IM PUTTING TOGETHER A DOC FOR PJOGATES AND ALSO TRYING TO KEEP UP WITH ATLAGATES

Love you though 🫂

NICO ILY TOO

okay did i make this up or did you tag me or reply to something asking about my thoughts on PJO? i feel like i saw it while i was scrolling at work for a menty health break, and i was like "OH I'LL RESPOND LATER!" and then. i. forgot to.

because i have so many thoughts on pjo as well. atla/pjo are my two dormant hyperfixations that at any time can be called back into action and can take over my brain (as evidenced by atla gate) so we are in DANGEROUS TERRITORY HERE MY FRIEND

[theseeker469-blog]

Sharing my experience as a Seeker 469

I want to share my experience as a 9w1 4w5 6w5 sx sp. (Warning: personal shit. Also, probably spelling mistakes in this as I wrote this late at night and my brain don’t work good, neither do my eyes.) 9 I'm very easy going and peaceful. I do have a back bone, it just takes more for it to kick in. An example that stands out to me is in a computer class I took, we were working on a coding our own games, we had worked on them for months and we were going to have people visit our class to test them. It was the day we had the visiters and my friend offered to help me code the start screen as I hadn't bothered to make one so accepted the offer. A few minutes later she turns to me with a worried look saying she broke my game and she doesn't know how to fix it. She looked at me like I was about to explode and for a moment I thought I might to, but then I was was like,"that's okay, it was accident, lets just focus on fixing it." (I'm paraphrasing here) I think the biggest problem for me as 9 sx is how I react in relationships, or rather how I don't react, I'm not even a person. What I mean by that is I have a tendency to merge with the other person, I sink into the relationship, become complacent and lose myself in the relationship. It's difficult to have a clear and critical mind and to deal with problems as they present themselves in a relationship as I become avoidant. I'm trying to keep an eye out for this and figure out ways to avoid it for future relationships. Also, llllaaaaaazzzzzziiiiiiinnnnneeeessssss. I think I've said enough. As for how I became a 9, I think it was influenced a lot by a few events when I was young. I have a very small family, just me and my mum, I also had a few people outside of my family I was very close too. One of them was a carer at my local day care called David, he was like a dad to me, my happiest memory was one of him. But when I was about 6 he left to become a policemen. When I was 6 my best friend and one of my only two other friends moved away. My mum was very close with another single mother called Kathy, she was like an Aunt to me. I spent a lot of time with her and her kids. One day my mum and Kathy got in a huge arguement and never spoke again. My mum raised me by herself, she was constantly stress, she did not have the energy to pay attention to me so she treated e like an annoyance and took her frastrutions out on me. After these events I felt very abandoned, alone and left behind. I didn't want be a bother or cause trouble in fear I wouldn't be tolerated or that I would be abandoned. (Sorry this sounds sad, I'm fine now) 1 Wing I'm very self critical. I feel really bad about being lazy, emotional or anxious and I care a lot about being moral and principled. I've heard that the 9w1 can be very religious or spiritual, this is definitely not the case for me. I'm an athiest and ahumanist. The most spiritual thing about me is the poster I have on my wall that says, "Nature will kill you and make new things from you, " and my love of nature. 4 Onto the 4. 4, oh 4. I remember back when I was 14 and going throught my emo phrase. thought, between the 9 and the 6 in my tritype I was a very chill and well behaved emo. I just wore eye liner and listened to Bullet For My Valentnie. I have the distinct memory from when I was 8. I was sitting outside the classroom eating my lunch and looking around. Everyone I looked at smart, talented, funny, good, they were something, but what was I? Then I looked up at the sky, it was empty and blue, it loked so peaceful and clear. Up there there's no one to be compared to, just vast openness. I was a shy kid, I was having trouble at home, I wwas being bullied at school and I was falling behind in class. I felt like a weirdo and a reject and that became part of my identity. (Please don't feel bad for me, I'm fine now. I have great friends, I'm doing well in school and I'm happy) I think I've come to a point were I'm not so worried about being bland. Even if my identity over lap with others, that's fine, that's not a crime and humans are limited. I'm just focussed on growth. All that emotional depth is great channelled into art, poetry and making use of my desire to be unique can be useful. 5 wing I think this makes my already shy and self conscious tritype even more withdrawn. I fear being dull and useless, boring and incompetent. I love knowledge and understanding. one time in a science class back in high school we were doing an experiment, I think it was testing what chemicals were in a mystery solution. The instruction were very strangely worded and many people were having trouble figuring them out. The teacher came over to try and explain it to me, but I became increasing more confused and I ended up messing up my group's experient. I felt so bad and embarassed, I just desparately wanted to understand this simple experiment. My face flushed red and I started to cry. I was fine in after a few minutes with a few pats on the back and passience from my group and teacher, they were very kind and in the end I finally understood! 6 Finally the 6 and all my anxiety, yay! Although I haven't been diagnosed I have been in therapy for social anxiety, I also may have general anxiety, but that's just speculation. You maybe aware of the fight or flight response, well there's actually 5 responses, fight, flight, freeze, friend or flop. I'm more of a flight, freeze or flop kinda person. Although, I'm normally relaxed UNTIL I'M NOT. I once had a panic attack on a faress wheal and I'm scared I'm going to get sick but I'll be too nervous and uncertain to call an ambulence and I'll die. Sounds fun. What even is the purpore of being a 6? Oh, you couldn't trust people as a kid so now you have perminant issues? Cool. I'm very loyal. I take a while to warm up to people, but once we're close I'll probably be the one diggin your grave or releasing your ashes off a cliff over the ocean. I've known one of my closest friends since I was 2 and I've known most of my closest friends since I was 6 or 7. I turn to authority when in trouble. I was bullied as a kid(big surprise) and I told a teacher this kid picked on me. Eventually the teacher got sick of it and and suspended him. He never talked to me again, yay! THEY MAY CALL ME A DOBBER BUT I SHOWED THEM THE POWER OF TELLING AN ADULT O-O I doubt myself a lot. A good example of this is my little freak out my art earlier this year. I'm studying art in college and about half way through the year I was feeling so utterly overwhelmed with uncertainty as I haven't been getting any feed back from my teacher. All these doubts seeped into my mind. One night I just went home and cried because I was so stressed, I felt like I had no idead what I was doing. The next week I finally got some reallt good feedback and my teacher told me she hadn't said anything because she didn't have any problems with my work. I was so relieves. It's not that I need someone to validate me, give me attention or praise me, it's just that i don't know what the hell I'm doing and I need some kind of indicater I'm going in the right direction. This is why I like math. It's either wrong or right, there's no uncertainty. 5 Wing (Pretty much apply what I wrote for 4w5 here) I JUST WANT TO UNDERSTAND. 9w1 4w5 6w5 sx sp Okayyyyyy, so overall I'm peaceful, loyal, shy and soft. At times I'm plagued by uncertainty, anxiety, laziness and self-consciousness. I want to get along, learn, create and live by my principles. Also, please don't leave me. Jk, Idk you, thanks for reading, bye.<3

(Also, songs. Because why not?)

9 Obnessed - Are You Down

4 Bully - Trying

6 Liza Anne - Panic Attack

[canaryatlaw]

So today was pretty chill. I started it out by deciding that sleeping until 10:40 wasn't good enough, and I was gonna blow off low level responsibility by saying I wasn't feeling well, so I sent the email (or, I thought I sent the email) and went back to bed till 2, lol. Hey, I really need the sleep when I can get it in the coming days. So I ate breakfast and dicked around for a little while before once again hitting the books for 5 hours to get this damn appellate brief done. I started trying to fix the argument section based on the critiques I got on my trial brief, which took longer than expected, and, shocker, took up a whole lot more words! Who would've thought. Fixing it took longer than I would've thought, but at least it's hopefully done for now. So then I tackled the statement of the case, which I could pretty much base on what I had in the trial brief, except I had to frame then persuasively for the other side now since we had to switch sides, and work in all the procedural history- since we're at the appellate level we have to explain how we got there. So that was a bit more complicated, but I think I got it done pretty well. It's just complex with all the "legally relevant facts" and those that aren't and trying to distinguish between the two, while also not omitting relevant facts that disfavor your client....so yeah, it's complicated lol. But I finished just around 8 which was generally my aim- I find once it hits 8 pm if I don't stop working and let me mind start to shut down (unless I really really have to keep working, in which case I will) I have a harder time settling down and working down my energy to fall asleep. Like I don't have any issues working for 5 hours straight, I just need time to wind down after. So I'm up to 7400 words now, with our word limit being 8750, and there's still a good bit I need to add, mostly smaller sections but they do add up, but I think I'll be able to make it work. I'll probably hit the summary of the argument next and try to knock out the major components first. Somewhere in the middle of this I get on my phone and realize the email I wrote when I was half asleep didn't actually send, so as far as anyone knew I just didn't show up....oops. Luckily it's not a big deal at all since they had someone else being there anyway and honestly we're at the point where nobody gives a fuck anymore. So I'll just make sure to apologize to the 1L I abandoned and I'm sure it'll be fine, lol. More importantly on that note though was a text from a friend asking if I'd seen the trial ad syllabus for this week. This week is "preliminary conferences" before final trials next week, but apparently they wanted us to have a lot of shit done for the conference that we didn't know about, including tendering Pretrial motions to the other side 48 hours beforehand- meaning tomorrow, and I hadn't even looked at the problem. FUCK. And then there was the whole issue of the online access code thing (the books were supposed to come with a code for online access to trial materials, but the resold ones didn't, but thankfully my friend was able to send it to me. So I think I'm gonna email the guy on the other side that I know and see where he's at with all this and try to work it out. I mean, figuring out pre-trial motions aren't really all that difficult, so I can do it after church tomorrow hopefully anyway. Ugh, my brain was fried at this point but I at least looks through the case materials. It's a murder case with a self-defense defense and we're the prosecution. Seems like a pretty weak case for the defense at first glance, all they really have is the one guy lunged at the other, but we'll see what happens as the trial unfolds. So after all of that, I had some food and turned on my tv to find that Training Day was back on and nobody told me!!! Thanks God for my dvr though, lol, and I was only trailing live by a few minutes. I was just glad to get another episode, because we don't know how much they had filmed before Bill Paxton died, and I mean according to Katrina at HVFF they haven't even told the actors what they're doing yet, so I guess we'll have to wait and see. It was a good episode plot wise I suppose, but it did have some pretty major disconnects with reality, like the fact that Frank committed like 6 felonies in his little take down plan at the end there that could actually have gotten someone killed, lol. I'm a bit tired of the dirty defense attorney trope, just because the vast majority of defense attorneys are good hard working people and they don't deserve to be lumped in with that, but I digress. Katrina was good as always, although she's apparently sleeping with someone other than her husband, and I don't think we knew she had a husband? Lol, okay then. When that was over I switched over to trial and error to catch up which was of course highly entertaining. It manages to make me actually appreciate it even though it's legal blunders are some times pretty egregious, like debating whether a lie detector test would be admissible when they're NEVER admissible, and the idea of "pleading insanity" which isn't a thing you can plead, you pleads guilty or not guilty, and you can be found not guilty by reason of insanity because it's an affirmative defense- but you cannot essentially plead guilty with an affirmative defense that would make you not culpable for the crime.....yeah, needless to say the was a pretty cringeworthy one for me lol. Overall though it's still a very funny and highly enjoyable show. When I was caught up on that I switched over to crazy ex-girlfriend and watched a few episodes of that. Is it just me, or is Rebecca a significant amount more crazy this season than last...? Idk, it just seems like some of her choices have been like, no longer even in left field but in the parking lot outside the stadium. I still enjoy the show of course, lol, but with the episode with Heather's parents all I could was you know, Rebecca would probably be doing a lot better with those kind of parents in her life, lol. But yeah, still enjoying that. Alright, that's about it and I'm waking up at 9 tomorrow for church so it's about time I get some sleep. Goodnight babes. Stay lovely.