#ITS OVER AND I AM SO SAD
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Even a hero needs some hope
#| haha i am so nervous on how these colors are gonna look on other screens#Hatchetfield#Nightmare time#Killer track#miss holloway#if they look pale its over-#i might die#no i will die-#1: Drawing this has drained me of my soul and will to live#2: I clearly don’t know how to draw microphones#3: Q: How much hair do you want? A: Yes#she came out looking so sad.... i guess that sorta works mm#Nightmare time 2#I think i hate this#but also thats to be expected#and also i cannot look at this anymore#or im gonna start pointing at every bad thing#or worse what if it looks too contrasted#i can't win
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today i offer you prompts 11-20 for isat month!! ignore your calendar THANKYUUUU <3
#isatmonth#isat#isat siffrin#in stars and time#isat loop#isat mirabelle#isat isabeau#isat sadness#isat change god#isat spoilers#two hats spoilers#technically#is-at all the tags????? idk im tired!!#id in alt hope it makes sense im sorry in advanced!!#eyestrain#potentially#*looking at horizon DRAMATICALLY* i am no longer the person i was before i started this piece... (i hurty my hand </3)#maiora draws#today on: drawings that made my graphic design buddy really mad at me <3#i have developed so much beef with the favor tree while drawing this#i would fight the shit out of this fictional tree#and i would LOSE but whatever <3<3<3#i have so many nitpicks over this image but its OKAY its FINISHED now im FREE!! IM RUNNING AWAY#BUHbye have a nice day or night or whatever your hair looks amazing ok ciaociaoOOOOOO!!!!!!!
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gotta flaunt your assets
#shrimp gifs#wooyoung#yeosang#woosang#ateez#kpop#I AM SO SAD these are so uneven and overal not very good#AND ALSO i realized way too late that a better translation would be 'hearts' since yknow heart=chest=tits but soul=/=tits necessarily#BUT i couldn't fix it so easily without moving the whole line which spans two gifs and my photoshop is on its last legs rn#(i could fry an egg on my laptop) so :((((((((#this + the moment with san trying to lift wooyo's jacket with all those fun sound effects were so cute lol
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people who are obsessed with passing are gonna be the death of our community i swear
#i understand how and why so many succumb to that temptation and of course i get it ive been there but its POISON#listening to a podcast where a trans guy says getting maamed on the phone bc hes nice means he “failed”#is soooo .... ugh#my dude that happens to so many cis gay men are you kidding me#are you really about to study how to be mean on the phone rather than just correct somebody#or just like not define your existence by fleeting interactions w strangers#if you define yourself only by passing at all times youre gonna turn into a sad hudsons guide esque husk of yourself#fuck passing 2024 i am so over it#it truly is a never ending chase for cis validation and its bad for us!!!!!
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Initial drawings of that old man… I literally, I haven’t finished reading the book of bill yet!!! I had to stop and take a break for a week to feverishly draw fanart of myself petting fords floofy hair and giving him attention and shit…!!!! The urge was too great….!! I’ve literally. I had a crush on this guy the instant he was first REVEALED in the show, but I did not have the artistic prowess to draw good looking old men back then… but I do now… thank god… thank fucking god
#gravity falls#ford pines#stanford pines#self ship#self insert#si x canon#it me#doodles#I got a haircut! so my hair looks different now.. as haircuts tend to do lol#anyway… yeah… I LOVE HIM… GRAHHFJH#the confirmation that he rlly is just sad and lonely and insecure and craving attention and validation#OHH FORD BBY.. WE R THE SAME#like… ghghg i loved him already just w his prickly nerdy outer shell but knowing more about the vulnerable center is GREAT. ITS AWESOME#also hes a smart nerdy guy who can do science and expirements and shit which is ONE OF MY FAVORITE THINGS FOR A CHARACTER TO DO#u kno im all about scientists….#I couldn’t draw ship art back then 1 cuz I didn’t kno how to draw old men and 2 cuz I was like 13 lol… which would have been wierd#but I’m an ADULT NOW. GET OVER HERE FORD#also it didn’t even rlly cross my mind TO draw that stuff cuz even tho I did love ford#self ship and x reader sorta stuff was not NEARLY as popular back then.. like I specifically remember it like. booming in popularity#at some point. but being pretty rare before that. anyway. thank u passage of time and trends and new gravity falls book for introducing#me back to fictional man I love. so I can now draw myself smooching him and shit#hell yeah.#13 is probably not actually correct I do not remember exactly which year fords reveal was in…#but I was probably older then 13.. but still#the point remains lol.#also omg. the bit in the book w the goth moth. ‘ur probably into this sorta thing right?’#I AM INTO THAT SORTA THING FORD. thank u book of bill for being written specifically @ me. the immersion it’s great.#like ur so right ford I AM edgy and goth how’d u guess that tee hee. eyelash flutter#aLSO PLS IGNORE MY FINGER BEING IN FRAME IN THE LAST PIC. I was drawing in a tiny bound sketchbook#so I had to hold the paper down to keep it flat. and. I didn’t feel like censoring my fucking. pinkie finger out of the image
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might add onto this idea sometime, but I started thinking about a MHA au! I finally caught up to the anime and saw the manga ending. I can’t believe it’s over, ahhhh!!
Phos’s quirk would probably be Alloy: his arms are made up of a metal substance that can be stretched and reformed, and is both flexible and durable. I started thinking of a few characters too, but I’m wayyyy too tired to draw that lol
hero outfit concept is under the cut! (Contains manga spoilers)
#art#anime#houseki no kuni#land of the lustrous#hnk fanart#hnk phos#doodle#hnk au#hnk mha au#boku no hero academia#my hero academia#mha au#Feel free to give ideas idk if I’ll ever expand on this though#IM SO SAD ITS OVER#i am cringe but i am free
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Smell Check [Easy: Failure]
MDZS Disco Elysium AU part 1 (part 2 - part 3)
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#lan wangji#disco elysium#MDZS Disco Elysium AU#So sad I didn't manage to get this comic out on the 15th (pd-mdzs's 8 month anniversary and DE's 4th year anniversary) but I'm here *now*#I have a very extensive and detailed MDZS Disco Elysium AU that I am Not Normal About.#I've seen a few other people point out the potential in a crossover (true) but they make the mistake in having it be set in 51!#A true crossover would take place closer to The Antecentennial Revolution!#Disco Elysium did not go that hard on its cool lore for people to only make surface level crossovers!!!#One day I'll write the fic or post my notes. I don't know who would read it but it tickles *my* brain and that's enough.#No spoilers for DE (here or in comments (please)) but please consider....Magpie Wei Wuxian B*) On his way to be an innocent.#I do think there is a good chance a chunk of the MDZS readership would enjoy DE but...it's also not a game I easily recommend#It's more of an experience you have to marinate over. It's dark in ways that are off putting to some people.#It makes you feel like a very bad person all the time. It gets extremely personal if you allow yourself to be honest in your answers#and it's also the game that saved my life. My life was truly forever changed after playing disco elysium.#If I recommend it to people it's a badge of the trust I have in you to appreciate something dear to me B'*)#If you decide to play: PLEASE go in as blind as possible. You will regret spoiling yourself.#edit: this is based on real disco elysium dialogue. HDB has many canon kinks but this is not one of them
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An evening out.
#darmione#dramione art#dramione fanart#draco/hermione#dhr#hermione x draco#draco x hermione#older dramione#draco in blue#hermione in blue#hi guys!#I finished a drawing!#Instead of crochet!#Every time I opened procreate over the past year I worked on this#I hated it so much#Hermione's hair fought me tooth and nail#if I ever share the progress video you will understand my pain#And my husband said Draco looked like Biden which made me sad#But I was determined to finish it before I worked on anything else because I put so much time into it already#it was a sunk-cost fallacy I am aware#but look! its done!#I don't completely hate this background!#This might be a continuation of the Chief Warlock/Auror drawing from 2022#or it could be something else!#What do you think is happening here? Whose house are they in??#There are more drawings#We'll see if I post them#Now I am going to wander back into my cave of despair where I will ignore everything I am supposed to do#Just kidding. Off I go to mark things#procreate
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the dredger.
a comic about closure.
(buy the digital copy of the comic anthology here)
creative notes:
#i wrote my best stuff when i was at my very worst mentally#both RED and Patchwork Canary were written during an emotional pit#i struggled for a while. thinking about that#especially since those two came so easily to me back then and its so difficult to write anything like it these days#but i think id trade being happy over writing Only Bangers any day#closure#i made this comic series about the worst period of my mental health ever and now its over#its 10pm#and i dont know who i am#and thats fine. ill figure it out as i go.#thank you for reading#and thank you for your support#i promise my next project wont be as sad#stillindigo art#comic art#stillindigo comics
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happy 8 years
i will transform so i don't die
#my art#undertale#chara dreemurr#am a bit bereft of things to say lol sorry. usually this is where i have a whole diatribe to go off on#i didn't feel like celebrating very much this year so the artwork i made isnt very celebratory#but it was always the sad and futile parts of the story that made me feel the most when i was a kid . so#it's maybe truer to the spirit of my love for this game than any of the cutesy celebration drawings ive done over the years#um . as it was and still is. my heart lives where this story is#if i hadn't played it when i was a kid i don't know if i would have made it this far. im actually almost certain i wouldnt have#sometimes its hard to be thankful for that but i make myself be thankful lol.#so dramatic rofl. well it's just what i was thinking#thanks for being here everyone. i kind of like how this drawing turned out and i hope you will too
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Horsegirl Horseboy
#marianne von edmund#hilda valentine goneril#ferdinand von aegir#fe3h#its not really a ship post bc in my head this will lead nowhere dfjkghdfkgh#comphet marianne idk man#i am so sad i have to start over again bc I learned I can only get support up with ferdinand post timeskip so I gotta learn heavy armor#for the horse boy#i gifted you so many riding boots asshole!
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this is an old comic i cant get the dialogue to feel right but i get feelings about finn sometimes why do he and jake reincarnate together every time to be together next to each other every time only for Life to chuck his soul across the ocean so he had to suffer to find jake
anyways glob seems like hes like. prophecies-man up on mars. so like. he knew about finn. he knew he was floating up to ooo and needed to meet his parents so he could be the golden hero. of course there were prophecies about finn. of course glob knew. and he wanted to watch
#i cant get globs voice to stick. like its there in my head and then it goes away. sickeningly sad little voice it is!#adventure time#glob#do people tag his siblings#grob gob glob grod#finn#digital#im getting an award in not using the 180 degree rule properly#to be fair this is an old comic i am finally ripping out of its coffin and forcing breath back into#the speech bubbles are all so messy because its so important to me that grob gob glob and grod all just talk over and around each other#especially when its like. this is a special day. theyre meeting. finn they love him already they know hes important.#how was he gonna get over that cliff on his own well i do not know. some goblin farmers watch glob drop him off and have a religious crisis#but if theyd helped him theyd have adopted him?? instead of LEAVING HIM IN THE WOODS??? after pulling him. an INFANT. out the OCEAN#this is how it goes in my heart. the thought process.#ok ill stop talking
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Hhhhhh do you ever think about how there's a high chance the reason why Oscar got attached to Arthur so quickly is because he was lonely.
#oscar malevolent#malevolent#malevolent podcast#I AM SO FUCKING SAD OVER THIS STUPID LITTLE PRIEST ITS CRAZY 😭#HAHA WHAT IF HE WAS LONELY AND DIDNT HAVE ANY FRIENDS THAT WERENT LIKE CHURCH ATTENDEES AND HE THOUGHT HE FINALLY FOUND SOMEONE HIS AGE#WHO'D UNDERSTAND HIM AND BE THERE FOR HIM AND OUGHHHH GOD NO LIKE YOU REALLY DO GET THE IMPRESSION HE THOUGHT HE'D GET TO SPEND MORE TIME#WITH ARTHUR AND WANTED THEM TO GET CLOSER AND THE WAY THEY CLICKED?? OUGH#blindfaith#<- but like vaguely#and also this post could be platonic or romangic or qp etc#txt#the fumble#alternatively oscars just a little devoted freak and i can get behind that
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fuck i need to replay isat because i cant remember anything but um something something siffrin's increasingly concerning comments through the acts on losing his appetite -> getting violently hungry -> having tear induced nightmares about cannibalizing his friends
#food in isat makes me Think all the time. and the hungry. and then the gluttony. and the tugging on the stomach#THERES JUST SO MUCH WITH FOOD AND EATING IN ISAT THAT I NEED TO SLAP TOGETHER. IVE CONNECTED THE DOTS.#theres something About it to me. buit i am STUPUD.#<-hasnt connected shit#snacktime beinging them together and sharing a meal. but its the same over snd over. eating for your favorite food over snd over.#croissants. pineapple. banana. you dresmt you ate your friends whole. etc.#tbh the fact that loop and siffrin are so similarily 'greedy' but loop physically cant eat and siffrin has no choice but to is kind of fun.#maybe no choice isnt the right word but you know???? what i mean ?? you cant make bonnie sad.#in stars and time spoilers#isat spoilers#ofc when i first played i just immediately thought as the thg in your stomach as like when you feel a metaphorical drop in your stomach#st something shocking/upsetting/scary whatever. But. SEE THIS IS WHY I CANT WRITE ANYTHING I DONT KNOW WORDS.#i dont even have s good excuse. english is my only language. sacre bleu.
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lukerosa arts (SHOCKING I KNOW)
#tears of themis#luke pearce#lukerosa#i am genuinely so insane over them lately#im trying to push my limits to bring my brainworms into artwork for the lukerosa nation to witness#IM STILL SO SAD AB ROSA NOT APPEARING IN HIS 4TH BDAY ART BUT ITS OK...I UNDERSTAND...#it feels so empty without her </3#but also glad to see luke more :`)#i just think 3rd bday evo cannot be topped it was so warm n heartwarming and lighthearted and wholesome aaaaaa#AND THE CONTEXT BEHIND ROSA SMOOCHIN HIS CHEEKS?? FDHJNGKDJGDF#anyways that card is GODLIKE i legit cannot wait until next tuesday i feel like im gonna die.#RAMBLING
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until next time.... stay fresh [plain text: until next time.... stay fresh]
#splatoon#splatoon 1#wii u#memo's constellations#inkling girl#memo's agents#memo agents: 3#technically. its the splatoon 1 promo inkling but based off of my 3 design#sad im probably not gonna get to play splatoon in its last moments#its okay though#god. the 3ds and wii u era was fucking awesome#im gonna miss her#triforce heroes‚ splat1‚ pushmo world... god. god#i listened to noteblock's 3ds settings remix and it actually made me cry because triforce heroes showed up in the background#and then it hit me how long its been and how much these two consoles have meant to me#the 3ds was really my gateway into art#thank you colors 3d. ive made it so far because of you#man. something about the online services ending the same day as the eclipse over here.#and the wii u was technically also my gateway into art with splatoon. it made me draw so much more#do you know how much splatoon ive drawn. that game changed me. that game makes me who i am today#thank you
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