#ITS FUCKING HEARTBREAKING
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play until then guys
#until then#until then game#ITS FUCKING HEARTBREAKING#i know pride month is over but#sofia and cathy :(((#my art#digital art#until then fanart#someone in the tags said doomed yuri and i completely agree
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every day i learn more and more how the adults in the lives of tommy tubbo and ranboo completely failed them
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spent the day around a str8 couple and literally where is the love
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I highly recommend the book Ryan White: My Own Story for anyone who wants to learn more about what the mentality towards people suffering from HIV/AIDS was like during the 80s/early 90s
Regardless of age, sexuality, race, gender or social status
As a queer Gen Z, I constantly think about how there’s such a huge chunk of the queer community that’s simply… missing. So much of the queer community died during AIDS that almost an entire generation of us is simply not there anymore.
Those queer people were supposed to be our teachers, our mentors, maybe even our parents or grandparents. Those queer people were supposed to be there for us. They were supposed to be at pride events, welcoming all the young queers. They were supposed to be representation in our careers. Those people were supposed to be there to help us navigate life as queer people, and it’s devastating for both us and them that they never got to do it.
#i think about this daily#used to chat with the old queers at my therapist office and they would list 100s of names of people who died#either directly from AIDS or from suicide because all of their friends had died from it and they couldn't go on anymore#also the fact that people(actually queer or not) were completely ostracized from their families and communities#people wouldn't even hug them or hold their hands while they died out of stigma/fear#its fucking heartbreaking#they did not deserve to be treated that way#no human being deserves to be discarded like that#and so much of it was PREVENTABLE!!!#and its fucking atrocious that it was purely due to selfishness ignorance and hatred#aids
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𝐄𝐗𝐓𝐑𝐀 𝐈𝐍𝐅𝐎 𝐔𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐑 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐂𝐔𝐓:
♡ Aimée likes to present herself as an 'it' girl at school. She is a known exhibitionist in town, and is rumored that she gets around.
♡ Kleptomaniac. Pickpockets people during work hours and even during encounters. It gives her a little extra cash but she does have multiple jobs. Prefers stealing things rather than actually paying for them. Has been caught before but usually with a little bit of 'persuasion', she's able to get away scot-free.
♡ A sweet talker. (turns out paying attention in English class does have its benefits) She oftentimes tries to get out of a situation by finessing people. Her mouth is probably her best asset, in more ways than one :)
♡ While Aimée doesn't outwardly harass others, she enjoys teasing and messing with them. Silver-tongued, playful and witty, she finds that she enjoys pushing peoples' buttons, and seeing how they react after a measly few words is always a fun time. And if they fall for her somehow, then that's a major plus, breaking hearts is her favorite past time ♡
♡ In private, she is actually meeker than how she shows herself to be. However, she finds comfort in this persona she's created. Everyone knows that you're easy prey if you act shy and show any vulnerability, so she's learned the hard way to always take the first bite.
♡ By being promiscuous herself, it gives her a sense of autonomy in a way. In her mind, if she objectifies herself first, then she's taking away that decision people have over her body.
♡ Her arousal is kept high at all times so she can avoid overthinking, its a way to cope from everything. Sex is a great distraction. It makes her feel good, and all she needs to do is just focus on the what was happening during the moment, and on giving the person she's with pleasure that she's very happy to provide.
♡ Can't find herself to commit to anyone due to her fear of opening herself up to others. Sex is easy. To her, it's simple. And it's something she knows she's good at. Meanwhile, feelings and emotions are messy. It complicates a lot of things. But she can't help but get attached to some people. Whenever she realizes that she's getting too close, she distances herself and quickly moves on to a new person, minimizing the chances of any feelings developing further.
♡ This is where her reputation as a heartbreaker comes from. It's not actually something she actively likes doing, but it's a way for her to get even for what they had done to her.
♡ But no matter how many times she tries to convince herself, deep down, she knows this isn't how she wants to be. She does want to make genuine connection with someone. And despite being surrounded by (mostly unwanted) attention, there's still this lingering sense of loneliness that, no matter what she does, she can't seem to get rid of.
#srry i dont write i hope its not super cringe LMFAO#it was supposed to be Aimée the player for the double meaning (PC - player character + player as in playing with peoples hearts)#but heartbreaker is soooo much cuter sorryyyy#the name Aimée means beloved :333 beloved by all and yet she is unable to love anyone else back :3333333#also btw personal fav on that playlist is senior party by renzo#degrees of lewdity#aimee the heartbreaker#whitney the bully#robin the orphan#sydney the fallen#kylar the loner#DUDE.ACTUALLY FUCK THIS SHIT. I AM SO DONE I AM NEVER DOING THIS AGAIN THIS IT THIS IS THE MOST EFFORT IM PUTTING TO A.POST#CAN ANYONE ACTUALLY FUCKING KILL ME.OR SMTHN. RENDERING BACK TO BACK TO BACK WITH CHARAVTERS INTERACTING I AM I AM NEVER.AGAIN MY GOD#GOODBYE. I WILL GO KMS OR SMTHN#ALSO I DID NOT ACCIDENTALLY POST THIS YESTERDAY U WERE HALLUCINATING.
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I was ltr just drawing them in swapped outfits cuz ya know disco is canon in Yakuza 0 and then bam they fucking Harry Du Bois'd Majima and ive never been more hyped for a video game in my life
Expect to see more of this in non shitpost style (yes I lowered the graphics on kiryu and majima im tired) bc I love disco fashion and RGG and DE <3
#fucking majima game i cant beleive it#shit looks so good Im not even joking#finally some good fucking bizzare yakuza game food#its majima tho im sure the story is gonna somehow be fucking heartbreaking#the funniest and craziest things are (looking at you disco elysium)#my art#like a dragon#yakuza pirate in hawaii#yakuza pirates in hawaii#is it plural? ive seen both#goro majima#kiryu kazuma#majima goro#kazuma kiryu#yakuza 0#disco elysium#disco elysium fanart#harry du bois#kim kitsuragi#my beloved <3
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#squid game spoilers#squid game#squid game 2#why was their chemistry so insane#felt like Hannigram all over again#and not just bc lee byung-hun looks EXACTLY like mads mikkelsen#anyway I really liked s2#been a long time since I binged a show like that#only annoying part is how its more of a part 1 than a full story which is eh#anyway its gonna be heartbreaking when gi hun realises his new husband was fucking around#gi hun x frontman#1k
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I'm so mad that post was misinformation because there is actually an EXTREMELY important conversation to have about the production schedules artists are forced into. There's no need for exaggeration, the conditions are bad.
I work for webtoon. My publication schedule is weekly. While publishing I'm required 10-15 pages a week. Fully colored.
This means I'm finishing a 150 page fully colored graphic novel every 10-15 weeks.
When my comic is not updating, I am not getting paid. Any time writing, editing, or off is out of my own pocket. I don't get healthcare. They do not provide any assistants. They expect me to promote myself; they chose to deprioritize me before I even launched and gave me an end date half a year in. I never had a chance.
And this is the industry standard! Every company has artists forced into crunch hours, overtime, and burnout. Artists are literally dying early due to it. So many of my friends can't afford to go to the doctor.
It's unsustainable and untenable, and it's also the expectation our audiences have.
If we want to have this conversation, there's plenty of conversation to be had with the realities of the situation. It's bad as is.
#and people get mad at us about 'short updates' lmfao#the companies are absolutely abusing our passion and our desperate situations#but readers genuinely offer little to no grace#if I am going to be able to leave#then the conditions for me to be able to leave need to exist#and they just Dont right now#I'm not making nearly enough to pay my bills without webtoon#I NEED the job#I dont have a car#I cant fucking afford one#I can't drive anyway#I NEED TO WORK#THIS IS MY JOB#I want to leave I'm being mistreated but I CANT!!!#anyways. whatever#I'm so fucking upset that someone just idk spread misinformation#and now the conversation is about like nooo she was under the same shit conditions as everyone else#she's just a really good writer#like okay that's awesome and I'm really glad#but WOULDNT IT BE NICE IF SHE WASNT ALSO OVERWORKED?#AND ALSO IF GOOD WRITERS WERE ABLE TO WRITE WELL WITHOUT HAVING TO BE OUTLIERS???#god it makes me so so so mad!!!!#fucking ruining a really important conversation to have!!!#we're mistreated!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! we just are!!!!!!!!!!1#I'm not paid enough to build the savings to take risks!#this 6 month break was EVERYTHING#I NEED to start working to pay my bills now#like it's over I ran out of time#its heartbreaking#I hate it here
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Asking for a friend - what are you supposed to do when you fall in love with the very Warden you were supposed to kill after swearing you'd never love again, survive a blight and an archdemon together, notice your Warden grows distant and leaves to Amaranthine, and slowly the letters stop and he disappears from the face of the earth? Also he never returned the earring that was the mark of your love.
Started thinking about how my Warden broke Zev's heart, probably worse than he would've by simply dying at the battle :(
#zevran arainai#the heartache the heartbreak... love the angst#meanwhile aave somewhere: 'wooaaah this darkspawn entity is soo cool !! idk why i cant remember most of my days anymore haha ^_^'#'its probably nothing!! <3 ooo is that another artifact of Urthemiel? Epic!! ^_^'#my art v#sloowly trying to rebuild my drawing habits like training a once-broken limb. carefully as fuck#oc: aave
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something something about crowley shouting at his plants "you've disappointed me", "just couldn't cut it", "grow better", and something something about him shouting at jobs goats "god has abandoned you", "claims to love you, demands your praise", "given you up to be destroyed"
#fuck 🫠#(still not convinced this is the full story of mr anthony j crowley but its still heartbreaking and still valid)#good omens#crowley#gomens... shitpost? idk
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P1 clara route oh my god
#okay so she’s been my favorite for a hot minute#but actually playing her route is a totally different experience#like. fuck. this is a character literally made for me#it is shocking to see media that depicts so accurately what being stuck in a cult mentality is like#her whole dynamic with Katerina is INSANE to me#as someone with some personal experience in a situation like that. good lord#all interactions with block hit me like a GUT PUNCH#ik fanon casts him as her dad sometimes but he made my skin crawl#the fervent and desperate way he exalts her was just horrifying#and Clara accepting this from people because its the only way she will ever be loved#her entire story is about destruction being a child#and all children want is to be loved#and yet. the only person who loves her without condition is the twin she invented with a lie#it is so heartbreaking i need to lay DOWN#pathologic#pathologic 2#digital art#clara pathologic#clara saburova#pathologic classic hd
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so murderbot assumes that three offered its armor because it doesn't understand that the armor can belong to it and thinks mb taking the armor is just good resource allocation.
but if it assumes it doesnt have control over the armor, it would probably let whoever it sees as in charge (maybe ART?) handle it, or at least make the suggestion directly to that person. even newly freed in NE, it's willing to give its security advice (on hostage situations being undesirable) even if it doesn't expect to be taken seriously. it doesn't make sense to me that it would have so much trouble expressing the offer if it were just a security suggestion.
and then i think about how murderbot says later in the book that even if three felt fondly toward its fellow SecUnits, the govmod would prevent it from expressing that care or knowing it was returned.
so-- imagine you're three, and you havent yet internalized that you can just say "i care about you and dont want you to get hurt" to another SecUnit; but you can make sure that it has every resource it might need; you could probably do that even before the govmod was hacked.
you can't explain why, but you can hope that the gesture is explanation enough, and you can look for similar caretaking gestures in return; things like being given code and advice to do your job better, and being reassured when you express that you're finding said job difficult.
i think *murderbot* isn't aware of this language of care, because it hasnt had much opportunity to bond with other constructs. but three probably is, and probably knows how to read between the lines and guess that murderbot is starting to care about it, too.
#system collapse#system collapse spoilers#murderbot spoilers#the murderbot diaries#secunit three#maybe this is obvious#but i just got really caught on that bit abt 3 not being able to know if its feelings were returned#bc on the one hand its a really heartbreaking example of how fucked up the governor module is#but it also feels like a bit too much of an absolute#if mb could write a hack of the govmod surely three + its fellows could do a few unnecessary but kind things for each other#its just that they could never *confirm*#still hellish but not the total isolation mb seems to imagine#murderbot diaries
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Hey guys so do we want to talk about how Lila’s entire thing is that she lies and yet the biggest lie this season isn’t coming from her... but from Marinette.
How Lila and Marinette match each other intellectually, which Marinette herself says while fighting Lila (‘unlike the other Hawkmoth you’re actually clever!’). How Marinette has always fought against Lila’s lies but is now perpetuating one herself that will probably turn out to be one of the most (unintentionally-don't attack my daughter) harmful ones in the show- and its to Adrien- one of the only people who didn't initially fall for Lila's lies.
How the thing- the lie that is going to break Adrien this season, that will guiltrip him over his final confrontation with his father, make him hate himself for not being there for the final battle, and make him feel the weight of a thousand revelations and implications and betrayal once revealed, comes not from the villain known for lying... but from Marinette.
There is something to be said about villains paralleling the hero, and BOY is this season going to be one of the most heartbreaking and craziest examples of it yet.
#THIS IS NOT A MARINETTE SALT POST#YES SHE IS FUCKING UP BIG TIME AND IM RIPPING MY HAIR OUT BUT SHE IS 14 AND DOING WHAT SHE THINKS IS RIGHT#NOT TO MENTION FUCKING GABRIEL GUILTRIPPING HER ASS ON HIS DEATH BED#but... DOES NOT change the fact that she is Adrien's 'villain' this season if you think about it#Adrien doesn't care about being openly attacked from a villain- at least not on a deeper level#You know what he DOES care about though?#Being lied to by his loved ones for the sake of 'protection'#Yes like ladybug did in season 4 but also like HIS FATHER DID WITH HIS MOM DYING#CAN WE FUCKING TALK ABOUT THAT#HOW ITS IMPLIED THEY HID FROM ADRIEN JUST HOW SICK HIS MOM WAS#FUCKKKKKK FUCK FUCK FUCKKK FUCK THIS SEASON IS GOING TO BE HEARTBREAKING#MORE POSTS TO COME BUT AHHHHH#miraculous ladybug#ml#mlb#ml london special#miraculous ladybug london special#ml london special spoilers#mine#ml season 6#Adrien Agreste#ml analysis#marinette dupain cheng#ml spoilers
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“i just kiss him”
#critical role#vaxleth#keyleth#vax'ildan#critical role spoilers#my stuff#i win#i win!!!#ive fucking won!!!!!!#alexa play tokyo sunrise by lp#sobbing weeping throwing up#7 years#oh my god its been 7 years#i still remember the heartbreak over season 1 like it was yesterday#and ive never fully recovered until now#thank you so much
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puts her in a blender
#ok ykw lineart can be fun kinda a little but its still my no. 1 opp tho fuck lineart#did a bit of rendering too AUGH... idk what to do with my art................#i love textures but i also like seeing line weight a lot how am i supposed to like combine them#pulling my hair out#anyw zero context to this i just wanted to practice rendering LMFAO maybe shes modelling for niki idk#i dont even know if the anatomy is correct 💀💀💀💀💀 rip her spine i guess#aimee the heartbreaker#my art
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Been getting into the danny phantom fandom and….
Listen I love ghost king danny stuff but
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This shit is making my cry I hate whoever made this playlist
with.
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PASSION
You’re great at making playlists but holy fuck it’s like watching the saddest animations ever in my head. mentally fucked me up bc a playlist should NOT be able to do this
#/gen but also not..#it’s like watching ALL the saddest annamatics in my head#WHY ARE THEY ALL SO SAD GIVE MY BOY A BREAK😭😭😭#EVERY ONE OF THESE SONGS ARE PLAYING A 4 K ANIMATION AND THEIR ALL SO SAD AND HEARTBREAKING I CANR EITH THIS PLAYLIST#ITS SO CLEARLY VISABLE WITH THESE SONGS I KNOW EXACTLY WHAT THEIR ABOUT AND I HATE ITTT#WHY AM I GETTING EMOTIONAL DAMAGE FROM A FANDOM AU PLAYLIST THIS SHOULDNT BE HAPPENING😭😭😭#I love you for putting these songs together they are so clearly him but like.#count your days#istg#I’m gonna cry#I can’t with these ANGST ASS FANDOMS😭😭#fuck you#but also I love that you made it but still fuck you#danny phantom#ghost king danny#ghost king au#ghost king phantom#danny fenton#😭😭😭
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