#ITS FIVE AM BITCH
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Idk how my neighbor can sleep through her wake up alarm when the whole rest of the apartment building can fucking hear it. UGH.
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There's a huge abandoned building just outside my city where you're allowed to paint on the walls so my girlfriend and I went on a little date there today! ❤️
#my art#it was the best day ever and a perfect way to end our little vacation before she went home#its one of my favorite places in the world#and I was so happy that i got to take her there it was one if the coolest dates we've gone on so far#she saw what i painted and told me i had brain worms but jokes on her because she gave them to me#this is what happens when you sit an autistic bitch down and go through (almost) the entire star wars franchise#and fall asleep almost every night to videos explaining the lore and shit#i am what you made me#cope#the bad batch#the clone wars#fives#echo#commander Cody#codywan
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you know what? at least he got his wedding. i guess ,
#liz blogs#knight rider#knight rider spoilers#kr#knight rider liveblog#stevie makes me so fucking sad you dont understand. you dont understand. oh my god.#''at least i could always run into you at the supermarket'' ''thats how i do it too'' yeah. yeah. about that. uh. um. not. anymoRE#oh my god. at least they finally got their wedding. oh m y fucking god. it was beautiful for all of 8 minutes#this episode really smacks you with horrible grief over michaels two best relationships. its not bad enough about stevie#but then kitt rushes to his side after he gets shot. protects him. calls the ambulance. follows behind it the whole way there and looks#after him. god. tapped into the camera in his room and saves his fucking life. SITTING IN THE PARKING LOT FOR WEEKS#AND MICHAEL GETES OUT AND GOES 'YEAH ANYWAY IM LEAVING THE FOUNDATION' BITCH ??????? BITCH ??????????????#WHAT HAPPENS TO KITT THEN 8( YOU CANT JUST LEAVE HIM BEHIND HE'S YOUR FUCKING BUDDY !!!!!!!! HES YOUR PAL#OH MY GOD !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IM GOING TO CRY FOR LIKE THE 8TH TIME#BUILD ANOTHER CAR. PROGRAM ANOTHER AI. THIS ONE IS MICHAELS HE SHOULD GET TO KEEP HIM FOREVER#IM GOING TO CRY MY FUCKING EYES OUT OH MY G O D#i was right to be upset and nervous for this episode. i was right. i was right. oh . my god.#knight rider is ruining my life actually. jesus christ. i thought michael was actually going to Kill for the first time. oh my god.#im so upset. about the tv show. im so upset im in grief im going to cry#Again.#she threw himself in front of him. she threw -#''haha funy show about a guy and his car'' -- five months later i am never recovering. i am never recovering from my decision to watch kr#jesus. FUCKING christ oh my GOD
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these hands that tie ropes around running water | chapter two
loki laufeyson/mobius m. mobius | general audiences | light angst, love confessions
After saving him from danger, Loki reunites with Mobius, tending to his wounds. Can the reunion last?
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#lokius#lokius fic#loki laufeyson#loki season 2#loki season one#mobius#SECOND AND LAST FUCKING CHAPTER BITCH#THIS BITCH IS DONE! FINALLY A COMPLETE FIC ON AO3#everyone cheers#ya’ll better read it actually#bc i didnt spend the whole night obsessively writing this whole thing#DIDNT SLEEP YET AND ITS FIVE AM#probably will not sleep now since my cats will come to pretend they’re starving#SO EAT THIS UP PLEASE
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I constantly wonder if Wukong and Macaque know the truth about MK before the in show reveals in season four. And I’ve been thinking about this more lately cause I’ve been rewatching the show from start and I’ve been thinking about the first Macaque episode. He continuously tells MK ‘you don’t use a weapon you are the weapon’ and I can’t help but wonder if he’s saying that because he’s projecting or cause he knows what MK is before even MK does or a C all the above lmao.
Like, what if MK was actually made to be a weapon? Maybe Macaque was trying to figure how to use him as one at first and maybe Wukong is trying to keep anyone else from doing just that not just Macaque
But It makes me further wonder, do they know? Like did Wukong specifically seek out MK in the first episode or was that a completely and total coincidence or fate thing.
Did Macaque come trying to steal MK from Wukong just to be a petty little shit or cause he knows more than he’s saying. When Macaque see’s MK flicker in season four for the first time he jerks a little at the sight in surprise. But is it surprise cause he didn’t know or cause he wasn’t expecting MK to know or something along that line.
We know Wukong doesn’t talk much about his past to the others even MK unless he absolutely has to, instead ignoring most of it. And Macaque doesn’t even pretend not to be a secretive little shit. I really hope we get to learn more about MK’s past and what/who he is in season five and also maybe some insight on how much Wukong and Macaque really know
#monkie kid#mk#qi xiaotian#six eared macaque#sun wukong#lmk#i am having thoughts guys#aaaaaaaa season fiiiivveeee#SEASON FIVE WITH THE BITCH ASS MOTHER FUCKER OF ALL TIME LI JING#I HOPE NEZHA BLASTS LI JING INTO THE SUN#ITS KILL YOUR DAD O’CLOCK!!!!!!!!!!#LET NEZHA FINISH WHAT HE STARTED !!!!!!!!#my favorite guy ever has such a body count i cant wait for that to be a plot point in lmk iOUGYDRTFGUYHGIYFTYGU#this is the part where everyone who reads my tags realize im a fucking mega nezha fan and a huge Chinese folk lore nerd#:^)#toonz talks
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im not going to go back into musings abt my online history dw but ive been pondering the last few days and honestly i have had more bitches out to get me than ive thought whcih is funny to me because i always think more people are after me than is actually true because like. IRL i am generally inoffensive. but no dude me being like actually opinionated and controversial at age 19 is fine but me being 14 years old and like a little annoying was genuinely apocalyptic for some people . i shouldve stuck to doing math hw like fuck
#i mean there are people who actively dislike me on my college grounds LOL which is like inevitable#i have had like five close friendship break ups since getting here#also got the demons from high school. which is only really one guy who is the only one i successfully cut off#and now bitches about me to his therapist when i am like probably the reason he got therapy in the first place. poetic shit#i dont actually love confrontation or being disliked but i should get used to it i guess#sometimes its a lot better to be mildly disliked than to be really liked by a really bad person <- fly high 17 year old mare
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woouguh...
#hey g its me#maaan. feeling kinda lowwwwww#made specifically what. in my head. is a furry ych#i made it with the intention of drawing furries on it bc i love drawing furries#and ALL of my raffle winners wanted people shapes :( which isn't like. thats not any individuals fauly#but damn bitch. EVERYONE??#i only got two comms out of it too so. sigh sigh. doing five free pieces to get 2 paid pieces isn'tttttttttt.. really. what i was hoping fo#greatly appreciate what i got but lemme tell you what. sohard to keep making products#like things with the direct intention to be sold.#when they barely get anything and its always the same people who my brain decides are taking friend pity on me#ww....#sighs. i hate needing money.#i'd legit just do these ychs for whoever if i didn't need money.#in fact i AM ddoing them for whoever. because i was hoping i would make a lil moneeyyy...#dude i gotta get a therapist or smth but oh the moneies heeeehehehe. thank goodness for tumblr tags :)
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thinkbing about. him
#random thoughts#fnaf#rotating him in my mind like an orb or perhapps a microwavable tv dinner#love the idea of a character who for some reason has him in their house and does regular maintenance on him#someone who worked for fazbear fright and fucking. stole him#au where the place wasn't burned down and actually opened and some kid started working there and fucking took his ass#springtrap in my head is like. mostly an animal. running on instinct and ancient programming. only rarely lucid#the kid who took him oh my god. what if someone who was the sibling of one of the five missing kids stole him#and like. they know he's the man behind the slaughter and can remember him from when he was alive#and they take him and keep him running as like a form of torture. because fazbear fright was gonna be shut down and the animatronic#was gonna be destroyed or smth and they were like 'no you son of a bitch not yet'#and they can sometimes see the ghosts of the children and employees who died and henry. but like they're not done#they cant let go. not yet.#cant let him go to the beyond because that would be too merciful for a son of a bitch like him#but springtrap cant really understand whats happening and mostly just sees Some Guy keeping him running so most of his feelings#are positive#when he's semi lucid he tries to kill them#when he recognizes them from before he kind of shuts down#the range is 'friend!!!' to 'i am going to fucking murder you' to 'how did you do in pe today'#like this guy mostly isn't william afton. idk who he is but he isn't him most of the time#i imagine the springtrap suit is a unique model so its hard to get replacement parts for him so most of him is custom at this point#idk what they do with the bones. probably leave them alone for the most part out of fear of him passing on if they got rid of them#he smells like dirt and mildew and restroom deoderizer probably#i imagine their thoughts on him are 'i recognize this mostly isnt the man who killed my sibling so i dont want him to suffer'#'but also i cant handle the idea of even a little of the man who killed my sibling being able to stop suffering'#like this is william's idea of hell. complete depersonalization#they make his stay tolerable. decent maintenance. idk what kind of enrichment he needs#being kept in a basement away from regular social interaction is probably hell for any children's animatronic#so he loves when they come down for maintenance. probably rarely at first and then more frequently as they adjust themself to his presence#idk how he feels about maintenance. probably very used to the feeling of having a dude inside of him lmaooo
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kindof insane how everything that happens in your body has an effect on everything else. whats that all about
#the heron speaketh#being in pain has so much to do with your appetite. so i have found. and now that i am Not in constant agonizing pain i have not#been able to stay out of the kitchen for more than five minutes im so fucking hungry#like why was THAT why i didnt want to eat. my leg has nothing to do with my stomach. but everythang is connected#lack of appetite and muscle atrophy is a bitch but its taken care of and we are so fucking back baby
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Zrs2 spoilers!!
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Funny how the episode titles for these episodes are a greeting and a farewell (Hello, The Final Countdown)
#zombies run#zrs2 spoilers#sara smith#runner five#van ark#zrs2#realized they finished each other’s jobs in s2 twice (Killing Van Ark saving Abel as a whole)#and i am Not Okay#so i decided to share my pain#no biggie#now go demand therapy money from six to start#also excuse my shitty van ark design its very bitch basic i know LMAO#I SIMPLY DONT CARE ABT HIM ENOUGH SORRY
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its so fun :)) and awesome :)) that i cannot fucking make my brain focus on my homework :))) holy shit im gonna kill someone :)) why can't my brain just work for five fucking minutes :)) this is easy homework too I just can't concentrate on it at all :)) and it's due tomorrow morning :)))
#yes I AM bitching about physics again#having a hyperfixation is stupid and awful and fucking sucks#Jesus Christ stop thinking about toh for FIVE MINUTES#and physics is like. I struggle with it. I'm slow#I need all of my brainpower to focus and problem solve but I genuinely!! Cannot!! Focus!!!#It's so insane. All comprehension skills go out the window#if I fail this class then I'm genuinely fucked like. I can't even begin to describe how screwed I am if I fail this class#Or even if I pass this class but barely understand it#and it goes so fast and i don't have anyone I can go to for help#with calc 2 I was going to the tutoring center every week!!!#but I can't do that!!! And I don't know anyone who knows physics#and it's not like I have friends in the class :))) because I'm so socially stunted it's embarrassing :))))#Jesus fucking Christ I can't function like a normal person#my brain has just been completely rotted from two years of doing nothing but bullshit art projects and now I've lost all critical thinking#im just frustrated because this isn't even the difficult part#SHE LITERALLY TOLD US WHAY TO DO IN CLASS#I JUST FUCKINH. CANNOT. FOCUS OR EVEN COMPREGEND IT#AND I WROTE DOWN EXACTLY WHAT SHE SAID AND IT MADE SENSE IN CLASS#BUT NOW MY BRAIN IS ALL FUZZY AND I CANNT UNDERSTAND A WORD#AND I PROCRASTICATED ALL WEEKEND BECAUSE. I COULD NOT FUCKING FOCUS#BECAUSE OOOOHHH MAYBE ILL JUST MAGICALLY START FOCUSINH IF I WAIT LONG ENOUGH#NOPE!#FUCK ME I GUESS#THIS IS DUE TOMORROW SO I HAVE TO GET THIS DONE#ITS LIKE MY BRAIN IS SLUDGE I CAN'T THINK CLEARLY AT ALL#if i can't do well in this course then. um. i don't wanna say my life is ruined but. it fucks up so many things for me#I don't know dude I just can't wrap my head around this kind of stuff and I'm stressed#lilac post#im aware im being self pitying and this won't help me but im feeling bitchy 2nite
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I finished reading Dungeon Meshi in a week...
#i am crying.. the amount of times this manga made me sob#i am an emotional bitch tho so its not like its hard to make me cry lmao#i have many thoughts#spoilers in the tags i guess#good ones regarding the manga itself#bad ones regarding the fandom but thats normal about every fandom so im not even surprised#youre telling me that marcille has such a complicated backstory regarding her lifespan#and having had to watch her father. her only friend. wither and die before her eyes#and shes terrified of her loved ones dying and leaving her alone and that fear is what kickstarts everything#and all the fandom reduced her to was cringe fail lesbian? :)#dont get me wrong i love when shes pathetic but the more i read the manga and the more we were revealed my first thought was#'why did i see like five essays for laios and not a single one for marcille?'#i see more posts of people paying attention to chilchuk cause hes a divorced dad and making angst about that#than about everything marcille has been gone through#god shes such an interesting character#AND I NEVER WOULD HAVE FOUND OUT IF I HADNT READ THE MANGA#not a single post about marcilles character thats isnt talking about how shes cringe fail or a lesbian in the tag#ended up giving up scrolling through it#i swear if this tags attracks people with no reading comprehension
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Okay I hadn't rewatched The Eye Scene in quite a while but
The absolute Symbolic Powerhouse that is this shot:
2. Jo mockingly switching to a Kansai accent for a sec? I never noticed it before but GOOD GOD. Also very cool for Tsutsumi since he's a Kansai native but never gets the opportunity to speak it, even outside of his roles.
3. This isn't even anything I just have Mine's dialogue embedded into my DNA sequence at this point, but. The similarity in how he and Jo structure the start and end of these sentences.
1.) dawg its the way he carefully cradles his hand after puncturing a bro's eye in it's fuckin with me truly and thoroughly
2.) IT IS REAL GOOD AINT IT THE BIT'S SOOOO... i actually didnt know tsutsumi was from kansai but that explains why it sounds so good the few times i've heard it
3.) it COULD be Not Anything but it also COULD be SOMETHING... like another addition to my Mine/Sawashiro cork board....
#snap chats#i just got sent a four-page comic comm info sheet so forgive me. if i seem Deceased. even more goldfish brain than usual#thats going to be a thing i have to read tomorrow morning my eyes feel so laggard rn...#in any case tho.... Eye Scene is still good.. its good Genuinely and for reasons im too inept to expand upon#and also it still makes me laugh cause fuckin anything does at this point 😭 casually pat a dude after mutilating someone stop thats comedy#lord nooo i cant keep my eyes open.. i wanted to do things tonight but then it was too cold so i couldnt draw#but now my eyes are too heavy to write anything thats laaame#and NOW my head hurts. i am simply bitching in these tags what else is new 😭#ok real my head hurts i gotta wrap it up. ty for giving me a reason to rewatch this scene like five times I Also havent seen it for a bit#every time i replay y7 i let like Max five scenes play out in full and of COURSE this is one of them#but i Also 2x haven't had the chance to replay y7 For A Bit 2x.. would def love to soon..#ok bye fr. im not beating the stereotype of saying 'good bye' and then sticking around for five hours at this rate jesus CHRIST
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do you want me to fucking go off on you? do you truly fucking want that mother?
#“oh you and your sister never listen to me and blah blah blah” we fucking do (or at the very least i do)#“you guys never help out” does me doing the litter and taking out the trash and on occasion hand washing the dishes mean#fucking nothing to you? does me sweeping the floor every once in a while because you chose to keep us in an area that is ALL SAND/DIRT ROAD#for whatever stupid ass reason also meaningless? does me doing my damn best to help out mean fucking nothing?#do you want me to kill my self. do you want to lose your eldest child to something YOU could have fucking prevented all because you can’t#stop being a bitch to him all the time? do you really fucking want that mom? because at this rate i am once again on the road to fucking#attempting it. i’m so god damn sick of how you treat me. the only time i can do anything i want is at night. i stay up super late playing#games with my friends because its the only time in the day when you aren’t bitching and whining for me to do something you don’t want to do#for the past several days i’ve been up until five in the damn morning just to do something that makes me happy.#you misgender me. you deadname me. you refuse to accept any aspect of my identity. you don’t treat me like a god damn person.#i have so many different ways i can consider attempting if i truly wanted to. the only thing keeping me alive is my friends. because they a#least show that they fucking care and actively want to do things with me. like group drawing or playing video games.#YOU on the other hand; mother; yell and get mad at me over the stupidest shit and never fucking apologize.#i cannot recall a singular time you’ve apologized for being a complete bitch to me over something so fucking unimportant.#and yet i’m expected to be completely fucking fine and happy all because you provide me with the bare fucking minimum.#”i clothe and feed and provide a place for you to live” THAT IS THE BARE FUCKING MINIMUM. sure you could argue over the fact i’m 18 and#should be out working somewhere. but you give me so few opportunities for going places and even considering getting a job or finally gettin#my driver’s license. plus i would rather fucking die than work any food service or customer service job. because i’d be going somewhere#where i’d mostly get talked down to or yelled and then come home and have the same shit done after working for hours and getting minimal#pay. i’d rather work on my own fucking terms with commissions than go into any job where i have to interact with others in public for any#reason. where i’d be treated just the same as at home. like someone who isn’t a person and doesn’t deserve anyone to be nice to them.#i constantly so desperately wish that maybe one day soon i’d find someone to be with romantically and that i could maybe live with them and#get out of this hell hole that i’m supposed to call home. to go somewhere and have my efforts appreciated. to go somewhere where i’d#actually fucking be loved. i shouldn’t have to wish so god damn hard for a better life all because my mother can’t fucking treat me like a#person with hopes and dreams and thoughts and feelings.#i’m ending this rant here before i get too angry and upset. see you all in maybe an hour.#suicide mention#ask to tag
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yeah...
#ts4#sims 4#astrology legacy#borealis legacy#borealisg2#phoebe diamond#listen okay... i wanted hera to have siblings but then europa had the fucking twins and i was like how tf am i gonna fit all these bitches??#i actually wanted them to have FIVE kids but idk if thats gonna happen#but i have a sort of plan to make this work#we'll see how it goes (idek how its gonna go)
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girls will literally say ohh the golden anime is soo bad you should never watch it or consider part of any sort of it canon and same girls will watch it themselves and cry
#kommento#// sorry im so sad all the time ever i get to be sad for marie and mad as fuck at epdisode 6 and 7#// personally it's miffing me because it would twist the general understanding of the lore so much#// with all the liberties in writing it takes as compromise to make it more emotional#// and make ME cry like a baby#// which is a very strange tradeoff but i literally have my opinions on the stageplay duology too#// but its execution is so good i wish it was handled a little bit. better. though.#// it's good to ME because it has marie in it and it's TERRIBLE because HE WOULD NOT SAY THAT#// i have sosososo much beef with the Golden addons like prsona writers are kings of writing he would NOTT say that i SWEAR TO GOD#// throw yosukes sl under the bus and do the STUPID okina scooter trip or so help me . like i CARE <- cares#// but bringing marie's issues to light and how it matters so much and giving insight on her character outside literally every media possib#// i CANT be picky with this. but i AM#// theres 1000000 things wrong with it but it's fine with me because i can handpick whatever i want from media and enjoy my life#// the lore is . handled so sloppily these bitches have NOT played prsona at all but like. theres something for Me. theres SOMETHING !!!#// i want sogabe to work on the golden parts of 4 and make the manga five volumes longer i dontcare anymore i want omakes too#// iwant a new stageplay recasting masami and asanuma because THEY GOT IT RIGHT THE FIRST TIME !!! i want a musical iwant a 4 act prodcuiotn#// soosososo many things wrong with the things i love it'sok i have a rag and i'll clean off the dirt until i passout on asphalt
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