#IM STARVING FOR THE COLD
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sometimes I just wanna be in Las Vegas and get so fuxking high and off the rocks that I’ll be sputtering nonsense and blood across carpets of legality before the fuxking bastards hold me up with a gun because OH GOD ITS SO FUN!
#IDFK MAN#I WANT TO BE SHOT#I WANT TO BLEED#I WANT TO BE HUNGRY#I AM HUNGRY FOR SOMETHING MORE#I WANT TO TREMBLE AND SHAKE#IM STARVING FOR THE COLD#PLEASE#PLEASE!!!!!#ventish i guess#my eepy ramblings
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hehe... vol 3 stuff is in the works
#going through the beats of Carolina Reaper rn#im drawing the inside of the gas station a LOT in this one so its def gonna take longer lol#theres so much stuff in gas stations#tales from the gas station#tftgs#tftgs art#tftgs artwork#tftgs jack#tftgs jerry#tftgs rosa#art#artwork#rosa vasquez#jerry pascal#jack townsend#breaking out the photobashing and the art filter#tftgs vol 3#what if i drew jack without his hoodie for once#probs still wears long shirts though#fun fact considering hes described as “the scrawny cashier” not a lotta insulation you get cold a lot#hi yes the starving artist joke is real difbvjfvdbs#heat my beloved
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Alexei Fyodorovich is kind of cute and sweet. Too bad his father sucks so much
#i feel like if Alexei Fyodorovich was ever lost in a giant city#hed be that one guy who doesn't actually die of cold or hunger#because someone would just take him in and look after him like a starving kitten#and he'd be like yaay it's cool that I'm living off someone else's money cuz I'm so cute im really doing them a favor by sponging off them#you feel???
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okay they're not technically red and blue but like. they are. do you understand that they kinda are. to me
#each a side of a capsule. north and south on a magnet. cold and hot. blood in shark infested waters. red spray paint washed away by rain#ik tetsuo doesn't even really wear blue but he does in spirit okay. he's very blue#he tried to be red but he couldn't he was still just dripping with blue to me if i could splash any color on him it'd be blue#idk maybe im just crazy but wtv#red is just so much of akira 1988 it takes up the whole movie it's everywhere#with all the gore and body horror people are constantly bleeding. kei and kaneda wear it#kaneda wearing his entirely red fit that goes unfairly hard and his awesome red bike. the explosions lighting everything up#even akira himself is reddish. it probably represents power which explains why tetsuo is chasing it like a starving dog#tetsuo being built for cool colors but wanting nothing more than to get his hands on all that red. taking that bike. his makeshift cape#all that red can't cover up what you always will be. you're a blue child and you can't be red.#draping red around your shoulders staining yourself with the blood of your victims only makes you purple like mottled skin and eye bags#you spent your childhood wiping blue from your eyes but you couldn't rub it away. until the very end you were blue#okay im done being crazy now#akira 1988#tetsuo shima#kaneda shotaro#qeued so i won't have to look at this again until it's too late<3
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boba has been acquired 😍🫶


#im fr boba starved i haven’t had it in a hot min#and even tho it’s cold it won’t stop me 🤩#anyway congrats to me on surviving this first sem 🤭🫂🫶#me posing with the boba is so funny LLAO#rania rambles
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i csnt think about my childhood too long or else i get old testament angry
#i want revenge#like as a kid i never realized just how bad the abuse and neglect was but holy shit as an adult. it truly alters your brain#it truly gets worse the older you get because you start to understand how fucked up your parents have to be to treat a child like that#and i cant even give my parents (my mom especially) the 'cycle of abuse' benefit of the doubt because she wasnt abused. she STARTED it#yeah her mother was a little cold sometimes but she ultimately wanted the best for her my mother wanted me DEAD#AND NOW IM STUCK LOOKING AFTER HER DUE TO HER OWN POOR FUCKING CHOICES#she left me to starve and rot and die and now im expected to look after her bc she used up all her energy years ago to hurt me
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sometimes you have to go over your current hability score to try and draw hyperspecific interests mixing together
#frey's art#cw gore#no fandom or characters tag becuase uh i dont think its needed on the tags#but if you find it please tell me something nice about it took me lot of time#and im happy with how it looks despite everything#cold and hunger au#making blorbo into food is always a good catharsis#starving in lonlyness#making himself food for others
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I forgot to screenshot my recent drawing of Subspace on Roblox free draw💔💔
Err the post will be later ig
(I'm looking at you @subspacekisser1 )
#phighting!#roblox#my art#phighting roblox#let me be silly#phighting subspace#fanart#free me#im cold#starving#subspacekisser1#iforgottoscreenshotthefreakingart#subshit#subspace#subspace tripmine#subspace fanart#subspace phighting#i forgot
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i never even WANTED a dog. i never agreed to have her in my house! i don’t even Like this dog. why the fuck was I the one to have to walk her this morning
#there is one member of this family that i feel no guilt over being cold to and that is this dog#if this dog wants affection from me then im very sorry but that is a her problem!!#everybody else in this house loves giving her attention she can get it from them. she is not starving for food nor exercise nor love.#logically i understand she has nowhere else to go right now. i do not begrudge her for her unfortunate circumstances.#BUT I WISH IT WASNT MY HOUSE MAN.#why tf am i being toxic to a dog
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a smoothie would fix me i think
#tummy hurt :(#too cold to go to the grocery store im planning on starving tonight but in a fun fresh silly way
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YOYOK kids are COSOSOM girlies, who have epiphany traumas, are the tolerate it peeps, with a New Year’s Day kind of terror, while lost in their State of Grace as a dreamer, with a Nothing New sort of realism, after their The Lucky One teenage burnout.
#You’re On Your Own Kid#Chloe or Sam or Sophia or Marcus#epiphany#tolerate it#New Year’s Day#State of Grace#Nothing New#The Lucky One#Taylor Swift#girlies#aesthetic#Midnights#The Tortured Poets Department#folklore#evermore#Reputation#Red TV#late night Swiftie theory thoughts Meyers Briggs type style understanding lol#I hosted parties and starved my body like I’d be saved by a perfect kiss the jokes weren’t funny my friends from home don’t know what to sa#I looked around in a blood soaked gown and I saw something they can’t take away#I changed into goddesses villains and fools changed plans and lovers and outfits and rules#if you really want to break my cold cold heart just say I loved you the way that you were#only 20 minutes to sleep but you dream of some epiphany just one single glimpse of relief to make some sense of what you’ve seen#if it’s all in my head tell me now tell me I got it wrong somehow I know my love should be celebrated but you tolerate it#you assume im fine but what would you do if i break free and leave us in ruins took this dagger in me and removed it#please don’t ever become a stranger who’s laugh I could recognize anywhere#I never saw you coming and I’ll never be the same just twin fire signs four blue eyes we learn to live with the pain mosaic broken hearts#this is a State Of Grace this is the worthwhile fight love is a ruthless game unless you play it good and right these are the hands of fate#it’s like I can feel time moving how can a person know everything at 18 but nothing at 22 will you still want me when I’m nothing new#they tell you that youre lucky but you're so confused Cause you dont feel pretty you just feel used they’ll tell you now your the lucky one
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Some concept doodles for my extremely self indulgent isat au I’ve been obsessed with lately
#keese draws#isat#isat siffrin#isat odile#eternal gales#for context on the glasses! staliens have naturally very poor eyesight so I imagine that glasses are extreme common on the island in this au#odile also has glasses but those are just for reading since reading can be a bitch otherwise#my biggest struggle rn is translating everyone’s heights since I’m used to working with teenage staliens mostly#like I want to make siffrin shorter but I rly don’t know if I can get away with it without actively changing their backstory#they’d need to have been starving for a Long time for me to justify making them any shorter#but yeah mirabelle would probably be like 6’2 or smth which is like still super short for an adult stalien but not as crazy short as sif#well for her societies standard anyways since she was born during the hot dry season so she’s just naturally on the smaller end#isabeau on the other hand was born during the cold dry season and would probably be like 9’10 or smth?#which is again pretty damn tall but not actually that crazy by his societies standards#and bonnie would probably be like 5’5 or smth like that#on and euphrasie is like 12’11 because she’s silly like that#ok Im making an au tag for my sake fuck it#if nothing else itll be good for me to archive times Ive talked abt stalien worldbuilding#eternal stars au
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keeping myself sane one tomu at a time >.<

hes comfy,, dont bother him too much okay?
#jupiter.speaks#❤️.tomura#> i have to do some work today :/ but im. gonna chill n rewatch some eps afterwards.#> i hate grief i gotta like. anchor myself down like a ship in a storm or smthn. eesh.#> too srs for tunglr sorry.#> consider this. i put my hands under his hoodie around his waist n he whines bc my hands r cold but he doesnt pull away#> guy who is touch starved: hey man wouldnt that be great#> also this is suuuch a rareshot of tomu oml...
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universe bless the next person i date because i am such a touch-starved and clingy bitch
#all the people patting my nearly bald hedgehog head at work really makin realize how touch starved i am#i! love! affection!#universe please send me a gf that is okay with me being a touchy feely lil bitch that always wants hugs and attention#im tired of only attracting people who are the opposite of everything i need and want in a partner and are just Cold and Absent#i need someone emotionally AVAILABLE plS
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thought about kunikidazai for a little too long. gonna go jump into the ocean
#i miss them. So much#the original ship ever#work husbands. sun/moon coded. partners. annoyances to lovers#it’s about the quiet i love yous the soft understanding the watchful eyes#kunikida calls dazai all the time to make sure hes okay. do you rver think about that#theyre so. ARGHFHRHDHDHDHDHHD#anyway bless bsd mayoi for feeding my kunikidazai needs because i am STARVING#you can pry them from my cold dead hands. kunikidazai reunion hug when… pls…. im begging……..
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im gonna die right at the table of this cafe, in protest
#sage.txt#i only came to this cafe bc my Usual cafe was blocked by a stopped train and im a fucking pedestrian#walked in sweaty mostly just need some food so i can make it the 2 hr bus ride to my 3rd choice cafe#theyre out of bagels. which is the Only Food they sell on premise natch. i order a cold brew#just gonna sip this cool down and wait for the bus that comes in an hour. so i can take my 2 hr ride to the first food ill be eating today#they call me up to tell me the cold brew machine is broke (why is there a machine. just brew the coffee cold)#i ask for an iced americano with no ice instead. they only make their americanos with hot water then add ice to cool them#(why is there no cold water with which to mix the espresso. you dont have to explain americanos to me i understand how theyre created)#i say ok forget the no ice lol ill just have the americano. they give me a hot americano#im gonna overheat and also starve at this very table and then they will realize
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