#IM SO SORRY THIS IS SO LONG???? JESUS I CAN YAP.

[psychophanticpervert]

Generic question but what are Nicoletta's opinions of the Love interests/people of interest?

Thank you for giving me the chance to yap a super long time teehee

Bailey: Well ... she's scared of him lol. Even as a child she was very stubborn around him (she didn't appreciate being forced to learn English by him) and Bailey's patience has always been thin for her. She missed a payment ONCE and it kinda traumatized her. He's a bad person who exploits vulnerable people in her eyes, but she pays her dues because she doesn't want to know what else he has in store for her.

Robin: A mix of pity, guilt, and anxiety. They grew up together and him and Julius (friends PC <3) worked the hardest to teach her English, so she really appreciates that. She rescued him because she had high status with the dock workers, but won't take up his debt because she genuinely believes this is God's trial and it will make him stronger. But whenever he comes into her bed covered in bruises she can't help but feel horrible and pray for him.

Sydney: She considers him deeply misguided because he's part of the temple, but doesn't outwardly shame him for his fate, she just refuses to go near the temple. Sydney ironically confessed to her the day after she fell because she finally went to the temple to use the confessional lmao. She said no ofc, but they are still friends, with Sydney having some unresolved feelings.

Kylar: this is complicated because like. Plot reasons LMAO. In Nico's save she is dismissed! She sends her jailbird letters and Nico answers sometimes like "please get help". In "universe" tho Kylar is Julius' boyfriend, so they're in the periphery of eachothers social circles. Kylar is jealous of her since she's close to Julius, Nico doesn't remember who he is half of the time.

Avery: She thought she finally met a nice person in DoL town!!! WRONG. She accepted the first "date" (didn't realize it was a date) gratefully, but when she asked her to strip Nico shut her down and started rejecting her offers. Ended up maxxing her rage before Nico fought her off with pepper spray. Nico hasn't seen her since lol.

Harper: Her trauma was getting pretty high, and she eventually had to go to an appointment. She really appreciates the pills Harper gave her, and because her willpower was so strong she didn't realize the pills were supposed to be making her more susceptible, and just considered them as horny sinful thoughts, so she still kinda trusts her 💀

Eden: Amazingly they have not met! Which is probably a good thing, I think Eden might kill her on accident considering how much of a brat she can be.

Black Wolf: Also has not met them! Thank God.

Great Hawk: She kidnapped her while she was in the moor getting the box for Landry. Let me tell you! Worst TWO MONTHS of her life ( ・∀・) she used up all her clothes to escape, got hypothermia because it was winter, passed out and got kidnapped by her again and was stuck in a hypothermia-passing out loop till a passerby which I can only call a Saint sent by God gave her some jeans and a winter jacket which she still has.

Landry: They meet up VERY frequently because of her primary means of income, and their relationship is pretty good. Landry is impressed by her skills and Nico hopes that one day he will teach her some way to get out of town, or at least ways to earn more.

Mickey: They care about Nico more than they'd like to admit. In the beginning Nico asked a lot of questions, but now she's learned to just appreciate the silence with them.

Alex: They've met a feeeeew times, but Nico doesn't work on the farm that often so they haven't spoken a lot. She doesn't really have a strong opinion of her and vice versa.

Remy: Never met them, actually! Nico's never been sent to a bad end, miraculously.

Charlie: She actually has an S in Dancing!!! She really appreciates the work she put into teaching her and getting her jobs that she... tolerates :)

Darryl: Her beloved boss when bartending that she cares deeply for, will never hesitate to beat up somebody harassing him! She always talks to him to see how he's doing.

Briar: Thinks he's super sketchy and always lies to his goons whenever they stop by to ask how the security is. She is apprehensive around anybody involved with sex work no matter how indirect, especially the person extorting them.

Quinn: Never met them, amen. Would probably think they're a sleazeball tho.

Leighton: freak alert!!! Nico hates her guts! Gut-punching her was one of the most satisfying things she's done in a very, very, VERY long time. Never wastes a moment to get back at her and make her life Hell, it's very petty and she chastised herself a lot for it, but she can't help it, she's probably the person Nico hates the most, except for...

Sam: One time, my friend drew Nico in a "Sam #1 Hater" shirt, and I hope that illustrates just how much she hates that man~

Sirris: kinda weird n eccentric in Nico's eyes but she definitely doesn't dislike her or anything. Thinks maybe he could use a few lessons on modesty tho.

Doren: He seems to have an air of kindness to him, and he's saved her from Whitney a few times, so she appreciates that.

River: Hes kind of a hardass, plus he gives her detention all the time cuz Whit bugs her in class and she has high delinquency so he considers it her fault lol, so she doesn't like him that much.

Winter: she helps out at the museums and helps with the exhibitions (she considers it a form of self punishment) so Winter is actually quite fond of her :) She's more neutral towards him, but he's never really bad with her so...

Mason: Oddly enough she doesn't really like him. He gives her this bad vibe she can't really explain, plus he's no help in class when getting harassed.

Niki: She models, but refuses to strip her underwear, so she really appreciates that he doesn't force her to do anything she's uncomfortable with.

Morgan: Ran into her a few times, guh. She managed to escape but not without developing a life time phobia of rats. Nico still considers her a "lost soul" tho.

Zephyr: Never met them!

Wren: also never met them. Good thing, I fear they would make her so horny she would forget her vow of chastity.

Jordan: Never met, but I'd wager they'd make her uncomfortable.

Gwylan: she distrusts his shop because she thinks it's involved with magic, and distrusts him by extension

Saved the "best"for last, if anybody bothered reading this till the end 😭

Whitney: their "relationship" started by Whit harassing her, him beating her up, Nico working out and buying pepper spray to beat his ass, and then getting his dominance to zero so that he tried to sell her guh. Nico saved him.......despite her better judgement. His reaction to her saving him surprised her, and she started wondering if he wasn't such a bad guy. They ended up talking more during the rainy season at the park. Then one night when she was leaving work exhausted, Whit and his friends ganged up on her and she finally lost her virginity, immediately maxxing out her trauma. The next few weeks she was prone to breakdowns and bursted into tears in front of him all the time. His "helpful" responses and her high trauma left her kinda "trauma bonded" to him in some ways. She's convinced she has to marry him or she will go to hell since they sleep together sometimes. She tries to manipulate him into good behavior by keeping his dominance low, but she can be overly accomodating to his bad behavior if he does smth sweet for once. He got her into smoking, drinking, and stimulants sometimes. I think if they got married fr, she would leave him the next day lol. (Unless he babytraps her)

Funfact: She developed astigmatism and anisocoria in her left eye because Whit beat her face in so bad during the first rape it permanently damaged that eye.

[dapg-otmebytheballs]

hi!!

i don’t feel right putting my opinion here as i am white and from the us so im not even close to the demographic of people you’re talking about, but i just wanted to say i like reading your posts!

now i don’t know everything that dan and/or phil has said, but i do think it’s important to realize the context

i really do wish they were going to other countries, as it does suck that they aren’t able to see everyone, but i’m also sure they have a valid reason for not, whatever that reason may be…i can’t see them deliberately avoiding other countries just cause there’s “better” options (not saying there are better options i just couldn’t think of another word hehe)

i feel very privileged to be in a place financially (barely) and geographically to see it

i don’t think it’s that outlandish to say that they’ll do something to attempt to make up to the people who couldn’t see it, but i know it won’t be as good as it should be, which isn’t fun

also, i will agree that i don’t like the arguments of other countries not accepting of gay rights, as there’s not much weight there. not only do gay people live there too, but they’ve been to japan three different times. they love it there, and while there’s other countries that are definitely worse when it comes to queer rights, gay marriage isn’t legal there and they obviously know that

jesus christ i yap so fucking much i apologize

tl;dr, i completely understand what your saying, and while calling them “racist” is a little harsh, i definitely understand that not going to other places is not ideal and wish they are able to be more inclusive to everyone

i know they’re touring cause they love it, especially dan, and that going everywhere is impossible, but that does not mean that people can’t complain about them not going over to where they live

i’m sorry this is so long, i just can not stop typing ffs

<3

Hey! So yeah again as I've said many times but feel the need to reiterate: what originally started the discussions from poc and particularly non western blogs was that they have made disparaging remarks particularly to do with tours like come to brazil type remarks and then not taken time to add on like, one line or anything somewhere about not touring in entire continents.

Also obviously we don't think they aren't visiting because they think we're lower to them or whatever, and I'd say you'd be hard pressed to find a post on my blog that says that. Seriously, try it, no implications of the sort have been made, we are just saying it's clear that they've never felt the need to makeup for past mistakes either, and then the phandom defends them each time and all of that together feels very alienating, especially when western fans talk down to us constantly and feel the need to tell us to chill out or whatever and make it out to be that the tour is the primary issue

It isn't! This isn't about the tour!!! The tour was the latest thing that sparked the discussions again because some people, especially LATAM fans who have microagressed So Often, were understandably thinking "seriously they aren't gonna say anything about it?"

And again, I will ask that you try because you'll be hard pressed to find a post on my blog where we day dnp "are racists". My previous ask to this also explains this but just because someone "isn't racist" doesn't mean that when they do racist things we don't call those things "racist behaviours". Racist microagressions are still racist even when coming from goody two shoes progressives. Please understand this and don't get defensive over the language, it's a humble request

And if I may for anyone else looking to talk with me about this in any way, please please stop bringing up the tour with me. I don't care about the tour, I promise you I do not care about the tour, you can talk with me about the other stuff but I've just said it in almost every post I've made: I Do Not Care About Them Not Touring Here, it's small fucking potatoes and it's more western fans' defensiveness and racist remarks while trying to defend them for no reason that are Far Far more of a problem racism (and orientalism) wise than DnP not talking about the tour yet, I don't carrrreee About that I care about what you all are directly saying to US which is more hurtful

I hope this clears stuff up for you and others, again, no hard feelings whatsoever, you were genuinely reaching out and I appreciate that ❤️

[cider-est]

The full lineup is almost done!! (just needs some touch ups and a Chunsik design👍) FEEDBACK IS GREATLY APRECIATED!!

Design process under here (whole lot of yapping)

General thoughts: Ive given them in my previous design sheet (you can find it in my blog)(tldr: designs match characters but still childish, 8-12 years old). Only thing different here, is that these eggs were eggs who I had less of a clear idea of what I wanted to do with them (though I still really liked where I ended up!!)

Empanada: Didnt want to go for the full sweet lolita route, mostly because I thought it'd take away the "little kidness" of it all, but something that still resembles the aesthetic. She's wearing "carneirinhos" (idk the name in english) which is very cute little girl to me, and shes also a demon! Her tail resembles a frying pan!! Though I might change her fringe (it was supposed to be baby hairs but now that I think about it, her type of hair probably wouldnt have them) and put some argyle pattern in her sweater vest. I just forgor💀 to do that...I also wish I had made her shorter, but unfortunetely I drew this before the eggs did the height check (YES ITS BEEN THAT LONG).

Sunny: My beautiful baby girl. She means the world to me. I love this minecraft egg with all my heart. Shes wearing Light up sketchers and some fairy wings like Pomme, and shes actually wearing a swimsuit, she just put a tutu over it. The diamonds they're always holding are rings, they have a "terere" in their hair (idk name in english😭😭) and the beads were inspired by an artist on twt (@\BLUETOMATOSODA). Also if you are wondering why her hair looks like tentacles, its because I had originally made it puffy, but changed my mind after doing the lineart, so i had to get creative with me covering it up. Just pretend she has a fan, shes a star after all!

Pepito: Basically, he is very smoll. Chiquito even. He has strawberry hair and MASSIVE glasses that take up his entire face. Hes wearing a swimsuit aswell (dont ask how it works idk either), and has floaties since he cant swim. Hes got crocs, since flip flops hurt his toes, with a spider man charm on them! Also hes got a sunhat, mostly cause I wanted some other accessorie but didnt want to go with gas mask since it'd kinda kill the whole swimming vibe (since his model is wearing a swimsuit). sorry if its not too accurate to his character. Side note: Him, Em and Sunny all have freckles! Him and Sunny all over their bodies while Em just has on her cheeks.

Leo: Cute sporty vibe, love her shorty spiky hair. Wanted to try to make her face spiky aswell, for the whole shark dad thing. Shes got a necklace with a shark tooth (I guess she got it from Foolish??). He changes tshirts randomly, and opens and closes his attack on titan hoodie depending on the tshirt's expression (basically my version of Leo changing her player heads constantly). His trainers have dragon wings and also: whealies!!

Dapper: Im gonna be honest: did not expect to like his design THIS much. The colouring really elevated, with the long blue hair (the same colour as the ghosties!). Wanted to make them, y'know, dapper, so I had to sacrifice some of the "little kid vibes" unfortunetely, but I think it fits her still. The hat has part of the helmet that they used to wear a lot, demon horn to match Pomme, and a suit that is VERY inspired by Death the Kid from Soul Eater (very fitting for a reaper in training imo). Might be my favourite design!

Ramon: Jesus fuck you'd think designing your fav egg would be easy BUT NO. I struggled long and hard. Again, he doesnt have that much "little kid" vibe whatever man😭😭 Im just happy that I even managed to make SOMETHING. Hes got Create googles, his meathead is a massive hat that completely hides his hair. Very simple, very Ramon, though I will probably end up making a version with an ugly sweater just like he likes instead😔. I still like it but. man...

ANYWAYS IF YOU READ ALL THAT MWAH, YOURE A REAL ONE, THANKS FOR ENTERTAINING MY THOUGHTS🫶🫶🫶

[ikyoudreamofme]

THE ONE I WONT FORGET

CW:smut,exbf!jake, drunken sex,oral(F receiving),f!ngering, overprotective!jake

Summary: you and Jake broke up a while ago but he's still in love with you and can't get over you. You and him haven't spoken since your break up until you see him at a Tara Yummy party.

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Jake's POV

Today was Tara's 1 million subscribers party she had planned this for a while before she actually hit 1M but it's finally happening.

I got out the shower towel around my waist water droplets dripping off my hair down my chest I towel dry my hair before putting on a pair of jeans, a vest top and a black fur jacket. I shout for Johnnie telling him we're leaving and walk towards my car driving to the venue.

Y/N POV

I walk into the party pulling the bottom of my dress down a little immediately going to find Tara.

"Tara!" I shout going up to her hugging her. "Congrats on one mill!"

"Thank you y/n!" she shouts smiling dragging me over to the bar to do shots with her. she asks for two tequila shots, the man nods at her grabbing two shot glasses pouring them equally, we pick them up smiling at each other before bringing the glass up to our lips our heads dropping back as we take the shot. The sharp burning sensation falls down my throat I pull the glass away grimacing, squeezing my eyes shut for a second as she does the same. "Jesus Christ Tara.." I say turning around resting against the bar I look away from her for a second towards the front door as it opens and two tall boys I recognise walk through. I turn my head away to listen to what Tara's yapping about then quickly look back realising who it is. My eyes widen seeing Jake walk in with Johnnie. Tara looks where I am and gasps. "Shit Y/N I forgot to tell you Jake was coming im so sorry." She smiles awkwardly.

"No it's fine he's your best friend of course you'd invite him." I say turning around asking the bartender for another shot. She nods walking off to say hi to Jake and Johnnie.

I take the shot before asking for a Vodka Cranberry and going off to find some more of my friend's drink in hand.

Jakes POV

I walk through the door my eyes falling onto my surrounding I look around for Tara instead they fall on the one girl I was not expecting to see y/n. we broke up months ago and I still can't get over her. I can tell she sees me because her eyes widen and she turns to look at Tara. I take a long breath in watching Tara walk over to me and Johnnie as y/n leans towards the bar,her dress riding up,getting another drink. I smile at Tara giving her a side hug she speaks "oh yeah y/n's here by the way I forgot to mention it."

I laugh slightly " I can see that" I reply look at y/n. Johnnie laughs before saying something to Tara. "He's still In love with her." I nudge his ribs indicating that he should stop talking.

"Shut up I am not!" I say lying but covering it up as best as I can. Johnnie and Tara laugh. "Suree." Tara says walking away. "Johnnie you're such a dickhead!" I say looking at him trying not to laugh myself. I go to look back at y/n and she's not there. I look around and spot her dancing with her friends, until her friend is replaced with a man. She turns around confused and lightly pushes his arms off her hips turning back around ignoring him. He puts his hands back on her holding her firmer this time. She turns around and says something to him grabbing his hands and pushing them off her once again. He steps close to her smirking, she looks around worried and scared not knowing what to do. He steps closer to her one more time his hands going to her waist, she pushes him back into a a group of people behind him. He grabs her wrist pulling her closer to him.

I walk over to them "is there a problem bro?" I say glaring at him standing I front of her slightly. "No,no problem shes just playing hard to get." He reaches his arm out to grab her. I grab his wrist. "Or maybe she wants you to leave her alone. Take the hint." I say letting go of his hand. "What are you her boyfriend or something?"

"That doesn't matter does it she doesn't want you so fuck off!" I shout stepping closing to him towering over him. The man mumbles under his breath storming away.

"are you okay?" I ask y/n turning around, we haven't spoke in ages. She nods and mutters a thank you. "Don't worry about it,it's okay. How have you been?"

"I've been alright. What about you?" She smiles. God her smile is gorgeous. I nod "I've been better you know." I can't just say that I miss her so much and I can't function without her. She looks up at me confused. "what do you mean"

"I mean I miss you y/n. So much."

"Jake... we broke up for a reason." I nod "I know, I know and I'm sorry. I'm so sorry for everything."

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Y/N POV

I look up at him with a sad expression what do I do of course I miss him but it's not that easy. "I miss you too Jake but it's not that simple we can't just say we miss each other then be the way we used to be." He looks down at the floor and takes my hand. "Can't we just have another chance, another chance for us to work." he says softly look up from floor. I give in and grab his face pulling him into a deep kiss. He kisses me back his hands wrapping around my waist his tongue swiping along my bottom lip I part my lips slightly his tongue exploring my mouth. One of my hands go to his hair and tug on it sightly, he groans lowly pulling away. "I need you y/n. Like now" he pleads look at me. He grabs my arm dragging me to the closest bathroom pushing me in and locking the door behind him. He picks me up and placed me on the counter pulling me in for another kiss. His hands cradling my jaw. He kiss down my neck and collarbone leave dark purple marks he pulls down the straps of my dress, his arms snakes around my back unclipping my bra discarding of it somewhere in the room. His hands trail down to the bottom of my dress lifting it up over body throwing it to the floor. He stares at my boobs before taking one in his mouth sucking on it. I gasp as my hand goes to his hair. "I've missed you so much." I breathe out my head falling back against the mirror. He smirks and pulls away his hands going down to my thong pushing it to the side, his fingers slide down my wet folds as I moan. "you're so wet f'me." Jake mentions looking up at me. I nod quickly "only for you Jake.." He slides his fingers into me and I moan loudly. His other hands goes to my mouth covering it muffling my moans he continues thrusting his fingers in and out of me faster I squeeze my eyes shut. His mouth attaches to my clit sucking on it. My legs wrap around his shoulder, heels digging into his back my moans and whimpers silenced by his hand. I can feel my self getting closer my hand goes to his. He removes his hand from my mouth " I'm so close Jake." I whimper and he stops removing his fingers from me. He shakes his head saying "not yet ma." I groan rolling my eyes.

He unbuckles his belt pulling his trousers down along with his boxers. He pulls my arm slightly. I jump down from the counter as he turns me around bending me over the sink. I look up and see him behind me in the mirror.

He pumps himself a few them before lining up with my entrance. Jake's slams into me harshly I gasp as his jaw falls slack. He thrust into me harder and faster. My hands gripping on the edge of the sink. I moan loudly. "Fuck! Jake.."

"does that feel good?" He says pulling my hair pulling me up, my head on his shoulder as he continues his punishing thrusts. I nod "it feels s'good. So good!"

He laughs moving my head to the side kissing me. "Who makes you feel this good y/n?" He asks pulling back from the kiss. "You Jake, only you!" I shout. His hands wrap around my waist holding me up. "Look at you y/n moaning f'me.fucking slut." I moan at his words nodding vigorously. His thumbs rubs on my clit sending me over the edge. I whimper and my hand reaches behind me to slow him down, he grabs my wrist pinning them behind my back. "Fuck Jake! I'm gonna cum please!" I shout my head falling back onto his shoulder. "Cum f'me baby." The knot in my stomach snaps as I cum. If he wasn't holding me up I would collapse on the floor. Jake thrust get sloppier until he pulls out pushing me onto my knees pumping himself before coming in my mouth.

                           ~~~~

Jake's hand reaches out pulling you up placing you on the edge of the sink. “So second chance?” Jake asks you. “yeah.” You nod. “good because I could never forget you y/n” Jake’s says pulling in for a kiss before picking up your clothes.

[gallivich]

15 jan

2025 #2

hiii guyyssss just home from schl and i literally dont even have much on my mind so likeeee ill just give u a rundown of my day 😭 im still learninng how to use this stupid app because why did it take me a solid like 7 minutes to find my drafts. im a LITTLE bit stupid!

ughh i have a new teacher for home ec and my old one was one of my faves coz it was practically a free period because shes never made us do work before LOL and i thought id hate the new one cause hes lowkey scary af but hes actually so chill and fun and no seating plan and he actually teaches us BUT IN A FUN WAY TOO. idk is it bad i lowkey prefer him. Dont tell anyone thats a hot take AND HES A PE TEACHER SO WE CAN LITERALLY HAVE NORMAL CLASSES IN THE PE CENTRE like thats so fucking fun liek the big room yess plsss we were learning like cpr too and there were volunteersand it was soooo fucking funny yes why do i actually love this !!!!!!

then in chemistry my fuckign laptop wasnt working so i didjt have the right to do any work :,( so i got like nothing.done AND NOT EVEN BY CHOICE!!! just felt likementjoning i got the most busted one omfg

THEN in pe it was just 1 period so i jsut got to walklaps with my friends and it was so fun i love it. like it was so sunny out and u dont even understand i get so depressed in winter like i cant and the sun hasnt shined in absolutelt ages and i was out walking in the sun and i was WARM. Guys no joke almost started crying like jesus i hate winter so muchhhh anyway pe was good inlove walking with my friends and staring at our crushes together and being physically attacked with balls on purpose by boys. Ya

THEN we had mysic which i also love coz i csn fuck around with a keyboard with my friend anddd ya . Dame class as my crhs aswell so . He was lowkey so antisocial today tho. God word antiscoial makew me laugh honestly YA SO I HAD ITHER CLASSES TOO JUST TOO IRRELEVANT and omfg i lvoe my frineds but my friends friends are SOOO fucking annoying im sorry lkke stop following me around u freakkkkk sorry im so mean omg im just so picky with my friends and i do NOT like them. No actually what am i yapping about im picky THEYRE ACTIVE RACISTS byt my tohr friends is only friends withbthem befause of her stupod boyfriend. So ya

Then i got maccies on the way home and god it tastes so good but feels so bad i feel so fcuking fat after a good maccies ljke i jsut wanna throw it up to feel like clean again ??? Thags weird me acting like i dont shovel shit into my body everyday anyway NOW I WANNA WATCH A MOVIE AND EAT POPCORN BUT IM TORN ON WHAT MOVIR so i might just keep wwthcing glee,,? Ljke obv i love shameless vut i havent ewtched ANYTHING else in like. Way too long. Magbe rewatch little miss sunshine or ermmm bones and all IDKK IDKDIDK OK BYE ill talk tommoz today wasbboring as shit but im not about to stop the grind on the second day so like yeah ! "U shouldnt be trusted with the books u cant read" "What I read" "PFFTTT" Also go buy from free prints its fuckign amazing SOMEONE BUY ME MORE BURTS BEES LIP BALM THE AUTUMN COLLECTION PLS PLS PLS PLS PLS PLSSSS S goodnight hope tmrs more intresting. So jealous of people whohave like 40 streaks like fuck urself actually (sorry) BYE

natural - shelly

[menlove]

Ugh sorry I know you talked about it briefly not long ago, but I have to yap

Bc of july 6th there's been an influx of tiktoks celebrating p&j's meeting and friendship but many creators i've seen had to give disclaimers and captions saying that they "don't ship them!!" bc under each and every one of these videos there were comments like "let's not🫤" "they were friends..." "how can you ship them"

Like, maybe im just hella unlucky (I hope so tbh) but the amount of these kids thinking that by reading queer subtext (AND text) and understanding that what was going on between john and paul was something more that friendship, you're ultimately a disrespectful conspiracy theorist, racist & mysogynist (bc you obv must hate their wives) is absurd

I think I really need to work on changing my algorhythm

Sorry for negativity

NEVER BEEN SO GLAD IN MY LIFE TO BE FAR AWAY FROM BEATLES TIKTOK THATS CRAZY i

I hate people so much genuinely like this actually really genuinely pisses me off and I rant abt this to millie like at least bimonthly. bc the thing about it all is if these exact same events took place between a man and a woman there would be ZERO doubt. ZERO. that they were romantically and/or sexually involved. like it would just be an accepted part of rock history. but bc it's two same gendered people oh jesus christ we have to throw a FIT when people point out the incredibly obvious

like I'm sorry but honestly to me at this point it's just bordering on homophobic. that's not to say you Have to believe they fucked or were in love but to Insist that they weren't when they so blatantly had shit going on........ get so serious Immediately

and even taking paul out of it people insisting john is straight when he talked abt his attraction to men on numerous occasions is just so crazy. like the bi/homophobia of that is genuinely disrespectful

and the "they had wives" thing makes me insane btw like yeah so do many bisexuals and closeted men what is your point 😭 you've never heard of two men married to women having an affair? that sounds like you need to talk to more people and listen to more queer men's stories from the past jfc

[lanawinterscigarettes]

hi sparkley and aeron

the thing is my friends don’t know and i know if i get twitchy theyre going to pick up on why im being so sensitive as they're a fairly accepting group (although even if i did come out id be scared half to death at just the thought of coming out to them which i kind of tiptoed around the subject and one of my friends said is 'ridiculous' lol) and i don’t want them to know i don’t want anyone who can equate the phrase im gay with like, real me to know, like obviously here im just an emoji in the tumblrverse but out there with real life consequences is too hard

i used to be super androgynous i used to wear boys clothes and everything now im a total girly girl its so odd i used to hate femininity and now i both am it and attracted to it (no offence to the butch people of the world yall are just not my type) but like, badass feminine women, like women with a bit of a fiery personality you get me? this is yapping ohmigosh-

also thats so interesting about the gendered terms thing sparkle

sorry all i can think of when i say sparkle is this song from one of my fav uk christmas movies called nativity, and one of the songs is called sparkle and shine 🤣 i love the movie because every uk primary school (elementary) does a nativity play if they're like, not muslim schools basically any school that celebrates jesus does a play/theater of the birth, and its so cute theres loads of different variation like theres one called lights camel action that my primary school did when i was there a long long time ago but its an age old tradition and that movie brings me back to nice fuzzy times and also gives me hope if i have kids ever that ill be able to watch them in their nativity

omg i got called honey by an american thats such an american thing my life is complete

i do worry a lot about it, trust me ive read every reddit thread religious or not, every scientific article and tumblr blog and xyz, i think ive actually spent more time reading about yk is being gay a sin, is it genetic, is it blah blah blah than i actually have doing anything useful

i have regular nightmares about it too - i don’t tell my friends about that but hey this is tumblr rip my filter

i thought a liked a guy when i was younger but the thought of kissing him was like nahhhh im good thanks i was nervous to talk to him but ive never felt like another guy like that so idk if it was nerves or a crush or what but i defo had a crush on my female best friend at the time (and still do but she now has a boyfriend rip me who is still pining) who was helping me try to get with this boy who i 'liked' but ended up kissing me instead because she fancied me - she wasn't an amazing kisser but man the like, idk stupid giggliness that i got when she cuddled me or picked me up was insane i was just a beetroot colour the whole time

this is such random tmi im so sorry 😭

YEAH aeron i forgot to mention how are you doing in cowboy land firstly do you own a cowboy hat secondly don’t get attacked or anything thanks in advance

there was a terrorist attack near my area a while ago now where the people killed were gay people so lets just say gonna be keeping myself on the down low too we can be in the tumblrverse

yeah im scared to bring it up with my friends circling back to what aeron said because im scared im just gonna break down and tell them and i will literally hate myself if i do that so id rather just ignore them and say i don’t feel well im literally such a wimp someone could slap me and id be like 'oh don’t worry about it!' while im bleeding, but also i get bossy when im comfortable with people and then they hate me anyway LOL

i will happily take that hot drink and a blanket? i think you said i need my hot chocolate

aeron (nearly called you anon whoops) im sorry you feel badly about yourself because of the gender problems i hope you feel even a tad better now

my friend irl is literally in love with a good 3/4 of the cast whereas im like ✨⭐clara⭐✨ but also river and rose

NAH not the floral gay scents also you said in your previous ask that jasmine was gorgeous did you mean the perfume or the character 😭

doing some research on demi i think im less demi and more have a crippling fear of intimacy (not that demisexuality is a fear of intimacy or anything but you know what i mean) because its not that there isnt that attraction, its that for me any time anyone wants to get close and know me properly im like NOPE 🏃‍♀️‍➡️

✨insecurities✨

yes aeron your writing makes my day literally i see a new piece i drop what im doing

omg ufo anon i saw an edit for missy and it was joyride by kesha i think, that song especially the chorus is so missy listen to it

[Chorus] Rev my engine ’til you make it purr Keep it kinky, but I come first Beep-beep, bitch,I'm outside Get in, loser, for the joyride Making every motherfucker turn Fell from heaven, no, it didn’t hurt Beep-beep, best night your life Get in, loser, for the joyride

final thing, are we allowed our anon descrips on your list now theres more anons

sorry for the yap, speak soon!

mwah

- ⭐

I completely get that, and while I wish you felt safe and comfortable with coming out I understand that you're not at the place where you feel as though you want to. I hope that happens for you someday, and until then just know I'm in your corner rooting for you ❤️

I was the same way, though I think it was just the internalized misogyny I had that made me go "ew pink" lmao. It's so funny to me because now I'm transmasc and love pink and stuff

Aw that sounds really sweet, I'm glad you have that memory 🥺

Okay I'm a little jealous ngl because that sounds so cute 😭 I've never actually had a first kiss before yet so I guess I'm just sort of waiting for my prince and/or princess charming to come sweep me off my feet

I don't own a cowboy hat but my best friend does. I want one so bad though (and yeah I tend to stay in a lot because people scare me so)

I'm so sorry that happened, that sounds awful. Please stay safe in crumpet land 🫶

I'd make you the best cup of hot chocolate possible if it were there and I'd give you the warmest blanket ever 🥰

I feel better because I'm more secure in knowing what my gender is and who I am. I still get dysphoria and such but hopefully one day I can get top surgery and maybe go on testosterone and it'll help

I meant the character haha, jenna coleman is just so pretty 🥰

I get attraction but I also don't?? Like it tends to fluctuate so that's why I think I might be demi

That's literally one of the biggest compliments I could ever get, to know that someone would stop everything else just to read my fics 🥺🫶

I LOVE THAT SONG OMG (sorry haha)

And I think I might make a separate post for the anon descriptions but put the link for it in the post with the emoji anons. I haven't forgotten though so don't worry <3

[inact-ice]

911 season 2 episode 10

- Christmas episode!! Is this the one with the elf who calls Buck Christopher’s dad?

- this show is so funny and unserious, jesus

- BATHENA!! Athena trying to invite Bobby to live with her, girl the only thing he’s ready to live with is eternal TRAUMA!

- Aww he called her Thena that’s so cute. I love how good at relationships and communication they are

- lmao not chimney kicking Buck out, deserved!

- Hi Shannon, you are soooo hot. Sorry this gay man is terrorizing you. Eddie you should care more about what Shannon’s yapping about. Oh no this is the episode where he shooes her out of his room right? OH SHIT YEAH! Shannon I’m putting my hand over my mouth too, this man is MEAN! Also the way his face dropped when he saw Shannon’s face peeking out the door… Eddie you are a very mean man

- hi Maddie! Istg if this stupid man trapped in a gift box emergency makes me cry I’ll sue

- Eddie stop serving face a man is trapped in a BOX

- yay he survived! Maddie and chimney are giving hella Buck and Abby vibes

- helloooo girl dad buck! HI SHANNON! Shannon lets dump this bozo, after you finish clocking his shit ofc.

- yeah Eddie WHEN AND WHERE?? TWO MONTHS?!! Eddie that is her SON! Eddie are you having a different conversation or something, you have like all the answers. Eddie and Shannon please stop serving face, you’re having a custody dispute! Actually it is really nice of Shannon to not sue eddie

- hi Athena and her mean gay ex husband. Thank you for showing up just after the Eddie and Shannon scene so we can all compare and contrast.

- hen and bobby yap sesh??? Oh im seated (lying down sideways on my bed)

- Bobby getting advice from hen yesssss, I like their relationship and interactions.

- hello buck talking about Eddie and Shannon’s relationship, I didn’t realize you were so involved

- hello handsome man talking to chimney, I was also wondering if chimney was talking to god. Chimney you’re so hot thank you. Jason Bailey, you might be Santa clause or god but I either way I hope you join the madney throuple

- the way chimneys so much better at respecting Maddies boundaries than Buck, they’re so siblings

- aw chimney don’t be sad, it’s not your fault dude!

- EW THE DRONE TOOK HER NOSE GROSS!

- Bobby and Athena please don’t insert yourselves into nose girls thing rn

- HOT SANTA CLAUSE/MAYBE GOD GUY, hi Jason Bailey… not chimney being a little disappointed that Jason Bailey has a significant other, he wanted that throuple real bad. That Alan rickman impressions gonna give chimney the ick tho

- Eddie and Bucks knees are like pressing against each other real hard during this Shannon convo and I just find that interesting

- anyways, glad eddies acknowledging his hypocrisy. Eddie if sex complicate this then just don’t fuck her jesus. Thank you queer baiting Santa’s elf, they do have a really cute son

- wow Eddie and bucks friendship progressed really fast, like when did they start hanging out one on one like this

- Christopher is sooooo KAYOOOT

- Eddie stop serving face a man just had to stick his finger into another man’s neck! God Eddie is like so distractingly, nervous makingly hot like what the hell

- aw it’s so nice for them to do this, but they do not have to go into the building like that lmao. They just wanna see the reunion lol

- hi atheeeena! That shirt is like gorgeous on you damn. Athena flinching when Bobby proposed LMAO! Honestly I flinched too wtf, how long have they been dating?

- Christopher is so teeeeny weeeny! YAY SHANNON AND CHRIS ARE BACK TOGETHER! Diaz family stop serving face you’re gonna make me cry

- henren and bathena being such close friends warms me deeply. AND BUCK! YAY! Remember when Buck and Athena didn’t get along? Neither do I!

- awwww madney my beloved, they always make me feel so much. Ope maddie and Doug flashback. OH NO DOUG IS GOD/SANTA CLAUS! AND HE STOLE CHIMNEYS WALLET NOOO

Well that was a really cosy episode for the most part. I’m emotionally preparing myself for the next few episodes though, can’t wait to see Maddie kill Doug!

[chogiwow]

dude so i saw ur reply last night but i was in desperate need of sleep but also didn't sleep bc i was just engrossed in a book IVDSNS BUT this morning i opened up my inbox and couldnt find ur reply and was so confused and as i continued to be unable to find it in my inbox i got sadder and then i realised im stupid bc the reply wouldn't be in my inbox 🧍‍♂️anyways semi-long reply sorry hehe (semi-long bc ive defs sent longer ones)

ahh i see i see @ substack. reminds me of medium, which i've come across before... i did debate exploring medium as another writing platform, but never got around to it vsjnvks so its nice that u bring substack to my attention bc now i can compare 🤩 well. maybe not now now but yknow. whenever i decide to/can get around to it NVJDKNSK

100% agree w and have had the same thoughts as you about fics/continuing to write/the pub industry (which i really should give much more thought to, given that one of my degrees is in writing🧍‍♂️) and yeah no it DOES serve as a good incentive to build a portfolio (if anyone asked me for a portfolio, i would simply hand over my uni work bc i have nothing else rn LMAO) but tbh i think even if it is a hobby, it's a good way to kinda explore and set your ??? idk like foundations or whatever so you get an idea of what you wanna write about and if you actually wanna take it seriously (which isn't to say you aren't - we can 100% take hobbies seriously - just that different contexts/intents would call for different. things. wow i love words.)

and also related but unrelated, i think its fun/nice to. uh. idk how to say it but for us (as in literally you and me, but also other mutuals and people in fandom who made friends in the context of fandom) to see eachother write or talk about things outside of the uniting factor or common denominator or whatever? though yeah that does kinda potentially extend the relationship beyond what some people are comfy w. i'm kinda just rambling rn sorry AHHA

OH BUT BUT sorry back to the publishing/career thing. Even if you don't use the substack writings for like. writing/publishing careers, it can still help with other career things? like, you run a blog and hav experience writing about diverse topics, communicating ideas etcetc. so no losses 🤩

do not feel guilty about the chan fic 🙂‍↔️ yes i love/d it and i think about it and yes i would love to read more BUT im so happy to have just been eble to experience it at all. i hope you've never felt pressured by my responses to it KNVDSKJNVDSK sincerest of apologies if you have.

tbh i havent been up to much, i don't think. shits kinda hit the fan tbh but i'm hoping (always hoping) the only other place for the shit to go is down, now. (ie. i hope this is the part where things start getting easier etc). it is what it is, even if it shouldn't be, and we'll somehow get through it because. well, we have so far, right? BUT ANYWAYS

"anything you wanna yap about-" BOY do i have things to yap about. that book^^ i was so engrossed in? jesus CHRIST i sent my friend 10mins worth of voicemsgs JNCDKSNDSK (it may have been 10mins because i simply i can't articulate properly and kept repeating myself and going off on tangents.. but it probably would have been 10mins anyways if i'd planned and scripted it all before hand anyways. it was only 10mins because i got tired and realised i should probably see how much ive spammed 💀) ("kat... 10 whole minutes? 😭" babes thats not even the worst of it-)

i also like to 'yap' about the stuff i learn in class (my other degree/major is in media and cultural studies) and i just 🤩 have so much to say about some things that i find so so interesting but me talking as much as i do/want to is also just. i find it interesting and really wanna share and talk about it KJNVDSKJVNSK so like yeah, to bring this full circle, is why i've vaguely thought about using medium/substack,,, tbh i thought about just making a sideblog here AHAHA but i cant take myself on tumblr seriously LOL + 'fresh' start on new platform sounds neat mhm mhm but also hehehe (evil) maybe instead of spamming my friend about stuff, i can just write blog posts and she can read it whenever hMMMM thinking thinking,,,

anyways 🧍‍♂️sorry, i was expectin this to be long but it ended up longer than i thought it would HAHA wait no im rereading my ask/reply rn and substack just sounds great bc i can do informal reviews about things i've watched/read aswell AHHHH and yeah like just ??? more personal though explorations/'journaling' kinda vibes as well? HMMM AND and even mini writing pieces--- i literally do not have the time to be considering this rn but here i am wHOOPS okay i'll stop now before this gets even longer 🧍‍♂️🧍‍♂️

hi katttt, i'm so sorry for the late reply :'D apparently i'm in the phase of my life where i can only type out articulated replies on my laptop and not my phone, also week's been sooo hectic i hate being a corporate slave fml <3

lmfao not you tryna find my reply in your inbox sdjskd all's good tho hehe :3ooh medium is ... something, i couldn't really figure it out all that well and also the few times i've tried to read on medium, it's asked me to subsribe or sign up to continue to read? and i just don't ... vibe with that lol

yes yes, tryna write about real life stuff really makes me pause once in a while and just think (?) it through bc writing fiction is gen easier than trying to string together the raw ideas relating irl issues/stuff (for me at least). like it really makes me stop midway and rethink my choice of phrasing stuff or even putting forward an opinion thinking about how its gonna make people percieve me? well, not that its not sumn that doesn't apply to fiction as well bc i kinda think that the way one writes always just brings about some sort of perception of their character and personal views through their words, no matter how subtle ... am i making sense? but fictional writing just lets you cloak it into a 'what-if' situation where any judgement of your story/character(s) is not a direct discernment of your personal opinions whereas talking about irl stuff always comes with that concious load of having your opinions/thoughts being obligated to a verdict (positive/negative/both).

so anywayyy sjhdj, yes it's fun to just write and pursue as a hobby bc its fun communiatingideas and realise that it might not be all that irrelevant as you thought haha :>

and noooo, i absolutely love love LOVE reading yout tags on my fics, like i legit go back to my old writings and read the rb tags and it always makes me so happy :( i do want to continue writing fiction bc its always been a comfort to me to be able to weave stories my way, but i suppose everything has its own time to unfold and settle ... sometimes inspiration hits so bad but the will to write it out is just not there :/ but anyway ! i'm glad that you've enjoyed my writing so far <3

yeah, things don't don't need to work out all the time. i'm realising this the hard way, through adulting. really makes me wanna go back and give my younger self a good whooping on the ass to have ever wanted to grow up fast so desperately. but yeah, hope your shit works out man (✿◡‿◡)

lmaoooo no bc ! its so fun to just simply yap about stuff , that's like writing but ... verbally ,,, you could litch rally make a yap blog and i'd read it alllllll :3 also what book is this, drop the nameeeee :'D no but like i get you not being able to take tumblr seriously bc i was like ! i can't talk about this shit on tumblr ! tumblr's supposed to be for my clownery ! all the grownup stuff needs a different platform altogether sjsdksjd but if you ever consider making a blog, i think i'll read it fo the vibes itself. and the words ofc and opinions and stuff. like that's important too gaaaahhhhh what i'm saying is ,, i think you'd make a really amusing and entertaining blog - in a good way !!

anyway ! i think i needed a medium to unscramble the crap in my brain so the blog served well (even though it was an impulsive decision lol) but yeah ! go for it, you won't regret it. nobody really gaf's in the beginning, like readership is low babes, unless you have friends who will actively read your shit but that's a big comfort to me lololol. not sicouraging you in anyway, but its a point to consider if you're looking for a chill sesh with your own writing haha <3

[macklives]

hey so this is gonna be a long-ish one. ive decided its been far too long since i did a session, and we did so many i can often forget what happened. i started in july and im pretty sure its been more than half a year now since this whole blog happened. and in that time, we’ve gone through 88 sessions and i want to know if i remember the relevant plot points and what we got up to in the last few sessions. a refresh/reminder if you would.

so i hereby commence my own little recap of act 5 because yeah no, its too much to do a recap of everything and i have andrew for that after every few acts. but i wanna refresh my mind on act 5 for now. so here we go.

1. alternia.. fucked up place. but its a place the trolls live on so what are we gonna do about it? overthrow the government? seems about right, lets do that with the next troll that gets introduced and if its not kanaya idk what andrew is doing by not having introduced the best troll yet. why the long wait? it was the second introduced? i honestly expected it to go in order when i first read act 5, because first we had karkat talk to jade which was the first new piece dialogue in the comic besides the main kids, but then we had kanaya with rose, which was followed by tavros, then terezi (iirc). so id assume we were following that order but nope karkat got fully introduced, then this random fucking juggalo called gamzee made its way into the comic. imagine my surprise.

2. theres been terminology throughout act 5, that i do not fucking know and will not remember and probably never will. like tf is a perigee again? i made a doc somewhere ill probably find it.

3. karkat’s introduction... short but very sweet. and by sweet i mean we got to know the depths of the angry edge lord. and by depths i mean karkat got angry at gamzee for typing in a way that he didnt like so he yapped like a chihuahua. nah, but seriously, i do like karkat tho, hes growing on me but only bc hes a bitch baby and his whole personality makes me want to mock him so thats the reason im not that annoyed and think hes funny, and the most harmless troll. even more so than tavros. and thats saying something. 7.5/10 bc im generous.

4. then gamzee... the high juggalo troll who has the worst typing quirk imo, i cannot for the life of me read it. but hes chill, i actually really like gamzee. hes funny and the least problematic as of right now. 8.5/10.

5. terezi’s introduction next i think. she likes playing as a lawyer with her stuffed dragons, ie by roleplay, shes blind, can see through licking, and she likes eating chalk, maybe its even nutritious. shes good. 9/10. 

6. uhh in the process of these intros, there are teams being made? karkat joins gamzee and terezi in, i THINK, the red team?? bc terezi likes red?? could be wrong, i dont remember the teams except that its red/blue to represent sollux’s duality in those colors. terezi then tries recruiting AC but AC is like lol sorry i have to ask this friend of mine who has authority over me for some goddamn reason and terezi goes yuck tf i hate that guy................... yeah thats all we have on the teams. pretty sure sollux had smth to do with karkat about the making of the leaders, and they did the “i hate me” and the “no i hate me more than u hate u” or whatever the fuck that was. they got embarrassed afterwards and deleted their messages. im pretty sure they have no messages because everything ends up being mutually deleted so their logs are actually empty. ngl, kinda enjoyed their convos, made me appreciate their characters. i hope we get more because its good content. i also dont know what order this whole thing is in, who contacted who first? couldnt tell you. ill remember later on. and since im basing this off from memory alone, gotta deal with what i remember. uhhhh so yeah. we havent met all characters yet so the teams have not been officially decided but we got the bases, which is that.

7. god i found it, and the only thing im looking at right now is the terminology list i made and what the fuck?? what the fuck?? you miss a few weeks and suddenly the word nubslurping comes up and you forget what the fuck youre reading.

8. im PRETTY SURE aradia is seen after that whole team fiasco?? or its sollux... maybe. wait. its sollux, right. i just knew someone gets introduced mid way through is all. actually, someone gets introduced after every 20 pages. i have no idea. but ik aradia and sollux go hand in hand.

9. oh shit. OH SHIT! RIGHT! I REMEMBER! so this occurs in the latest session i did, and not the beginning of act 5, but AG and aradia team up, right?? and sollux fucking gets manipulated by them and ??? idk??? they make him find the game, reprogram it and then make him believe its going to end the world (which in hindsight is true, but anyways) so he refuses to play it which was AG’s plan all along so she steps up and becomes leader in his place. but aradia says sollux will still play the game no matter what, but she never went through with the plan for AG but it was apart of a prophecy? that sollux wouldnt be the leader at all? that he’d still play? but it had to go according to plan so it could succeed??? we just dont know why yet. anyways, point being, she still cares for sollux since she did it for him rather than for AG. and thats what i recall. god tf i forgot about that whole drama until writing down “sollux and aradia go hand in hand” which gave me violent flashbacks to the memory.

10. oh and id give aradia 9/10 and sollux 7/10. i do like sollux but if i put him higher than karkat, id get crucified. so im keeping them around the same.

11. man i really like sollux and aradia tho, i may have put him at 7, but i really like their dynamic and i really hope they make up and aradia explains herself about AG. because from one side it looks shitty. and while sollux is rude and never makes up his mind, he apologized to aradia after going off, and that was the only time ive seen him be sincere, so im pretty sure he cares for her to some extent. and i think its somewhat mutual? considering the whole “did it for him” thing. man, i see potential because i actually like both their characters. theyre well written. may not have the best personalities, but i appreciate well written characters and homestuck has the best ones ive seen in a while.

12. oh shit, hell yeah, the more i write, the more im connecting the dots and remembering. however, the more i write, the more i want to just make an analogy post but thats not for now. jesus christ its not all about analogies, mack, this is a recap. but.. how does andrew do it? to not go off track??? hard. telling ya.

13. anyways, didnt we break the fourth wall at some point and have the demon gods or whatever the fuck speak to us in third person for the first time in the comic, after having only gone into second person narrative, right after we were introduced to sollux and his “virus”? the uh, the phrase “the demon was already here” was said, or something along those lines. first line in homestuck to give me the creeps ngl and i appreciate it bc it gives me motivation to know what the fuck its about. its cool bc you have no idea where its going and it sure doesnt have anything to do with the current plot, since the trolls’ session/game doesnt have fucking demons so im curious as to what the fuck that was about. and if i really have to make a theory, i feel it has something to do with aradia’s voices in her head which also connect to the gods rose heard when she started disregarding rules and told dave to look at derse without listening to music bc it was as if he was purposely blocking away their calls. like holy shit, that gave me the shivers. while i do want to know more about wtf happens after act 4, trolls are taking priority right now. just like we did with the intermission. no discussing the kids unless necessary. treat this as its own separate comic. and THEN we can connect.

14. ANYWAYS, tavros’ intro???? that comes afterwards?? with the fiduspawn that made me gag a little on the inside? yep. remember that. fuck that lol. -1/10 but tavros himself is MAYBE a 6/10? i wish we explored his character more in his intro bc right now he just looks like a character made only to be a victim rather than have any depth and i feel thats robbing someone of their full potential. give me more personality andrew, rather than a quivering boy who falls prey to bitches. im expecting more throughout the comic honestly and i hope he gets growth so hes not looked as a “victim” but rather his own character. he is still sweet, and i like him because i want to protect him, but id rather have more info, you know what i mean?

15. oh hell. kanaya had a chainsaw at some point. that made me happy. and didnt she cut off tavros’ legs?? and he got robot ones? and some creepy dude was looking and we called him saggy tits bc hes sagittarius? right? neat. that did happen. pretty sure saggy tits is ACs friend that tells her what to do. the more u know. OH and they all have colored blood similar to their text colors lol. that i remember... so tavros has brown, terezi has blueish green, um. karkat has grey the loser. and apparently it forms a rainbow which is nice. rainbow is good.

16. i dont remember anything else actually

17. wait no i do. AG appeared. shes a petty bully. idk what to say about her. we didnt get that much, except that she hates tavros but is okay with aradia. she also looks like a bottle opener. actually, i think she teamed with aradia to gain leadership rather than to “be friends”. and while that is similar to how karkat did it, meaning the gain, the motivation and how they earned it is entirely different. kinda seeing a trend tho. the leaders of the red/blue teams are both characters who wanted the role, but never had it to begin with. only to win their way into the position. but rather than ask non-stop like karkat did, AG manipulated others so she could be successful. not too sure if she also used aradia for that, or is actually motivated to become friends since they were “past enemies” and she needed a rebound. pretty sure its somewhat both. while AG did mostly use aradia to speak with sollux, what she doesnt know is that aradia is a bad bitch who never even thought about AG and only followed through with the plan bc she had a plan of her own. i guess we’ll look into that later. i lowkey want to know their history.

18. OH AC!!! she appeared for a second as well. love her. shes amazing. 9.5/10. and you may ask yourself, why am i saying “i love this character” but none of them are 10/10?? weellllll its because, and i cant stress this enough, 10/10 belongs to kanaya, i dont make the rules. im waiting for her introduction, shes my favorite and its obvious. sorry.

19. oh huh seems i forgot about the term “lusus”. which.. is.. their parents but not really, its these fucking weird ass creatures that the trolls fought in a cave or something as a child. i dont fucking know. terezi hatched hers and it died? gamzee’s also died but his goat sea dad was never really there to begin with so while it is sad, its more sad that gamzee never saw him? um.. karkat killed his own by exploding his computer bc sollux said dont run the virus and karkat said u cant tell me what to do and did it anyways. so thats on him. but apparently theyre supposed to die, to become prototyped during the game, right? yeah. i remember now.

20. thats.. about it? idk anything else, nothing is coming back to me apart from the shit above. huh.... im surprised how quickly things do come back to you the moment you rant about the plot tho.... handy trick.

cool. neat. fun. this took me too long. but im glad i remember a little bit.