#IM RABID. IM INSANE ABOUT THIS VERSE

[ccaptain]

@predvestnik: His hands had grown weary from the diversion of feeling along each blade left to his care. They were many, unique, Tartaglia has found it telling of one's personality how thorough their care of these weapons are. His fingertips studied their hilts, the carvings found in metal and wood; he felt how they didn't fit his hold, but certainly matched their true master's.

In the end, the Harbinger capped them carefully, even changed a few that were worn from use and, therefore, too unsafe to be strapped against skin and flesh. The pouch guarding them was nothing special, made of common cloth and a string the Eleventh himself twisted from high quality yarn looping around one of the extremities as means to keep it shut.

      ❛ They're not my style, ❜ he justified with a boyish smile as company to his voice. The pouch was left on the nearest surface, this being the only intrusion he permitted himself after knocking on the door to the spy Fatuus' dorm.  ❛ And who knows what disservice I'd be doing a comrade by depriving them of their claws? I'm sure they yearn for their master's clutch as much as the inverse is true. береги себя, Ambroise. ❜

   not many things could surprise Kaeya- by now Ambroise Petrov, a man blending in the Fatui lines.

   The Eleventh was one of those things.

   it had been a few days since he started walking around with a very peculiar item of dressing- the black and white coat, symbol of the Harbingers, handed to him by Tartaglia personally. his dorm-mates drank up the lie that their favorite superior saw Ambroise trip and ruin his coat, promptly and chivalrously giving the poor fatuus his- and he almost felt sorry as he had to make the story up.

   the coat was lovely- yet, he felt strangely naked with it on. it had a few hidden pockets... and no knives.

   granted, if his precious daggers had to be the price to keep his disguise, he would have gladly paid so a thousand times over. 

   and still, Childe manages to surprise him once again.

   as he sees the Harbinger himself peer into his dorm, thankfully empty for the time being, Kaeya's eyebrows can't help but almost lift all the way up to the end of his mask- expecially at the seeming gift placed on a furniture, at the return of his weapons like it's the simplest thing in the world to do. there's a moment of brief embarassment, when he's caught with the other man's coat still on- like he stole it, like it's a private situation to sport himself with the slightest of flushes on his cheeks.

   there's a moment when he raises to meet Childe- yet, he can't find anything witty to say. 

   he holds the makeshift pouch in his hold like it's a child, with an hand cradling it close to his chest. there's no doubt that the blades inside of it, pressing snugly against his fingers even from the fabric, with the gentle way the bottom is held just before he looks back up at the other man.

   the other man, who just returned his tools of survival like it was the most natural gesture in the world.

   ' i trust you've treated them well, ' he finds his words again, and that particular brand of soft and playful disrespectful smile that seems directed at the Eleventh and for the Eleventh only. ' they have indeed missed me- and i hope i can find an use for them, soon! ' a soft laughter follows, his mask long discarded on the bed as he was coming to meet his Harbinger. he shows his eyes to Childe without fear- after all, Kaeya thinks...

   he thinks that he has found a very good ally.

   that- or he's going insane.

   and if he is, he'll add to the growing hystery of the situation: ' you should come meet me more often, by the way, ' he teases, an hand applying a gentle pressure on Childe's shoulder to push the other's frame at an height his face can reach...

  -he presses soft lips right on his cheek.

   it's barely a pressure, a gentle one that leaves a faint, pleasing scent of the cocoa butter he carries, to avoid his lips chapping, on freckled skin- but it's gentle, and warm to boot. after that, Tartaglia is safely released without further harm- perhaps a flutter of his heart, and nothing more.

   ' thank you, ' it's almost coy, the way Kaeya whispers it in his ear- it borders on bashful, the persistent redness not leaving his cheeks.

   ' and... береги себя тоже, Childe. '

[witchbugs]

hello beloved mutuals u’ll never guess what character this post is about. to celebrate the episode betty’s ten year anniversary of existence here is a annotation of sorts (?) of my betty playlist (<- talking to empty audience) warning this makes increasingly less sense

starting off strong with betty (a little bit of madness) by half shy !!!!! we dont appreciate this song enough THERE IS A SONG ABT HER !!!!!! BY SOMEONE WHO WROTE MUSIC FOR THE SHOW :3 dont even have to say anything abt this one

THE MOON WILL SING BY THE CRANE WIVES. ITS THE. THE I COULD HAVE BEEN ANYONE ELSE. I SPENT SO MUCH TIME DEDICATED TO SIMON IM NOT SURE THERES EVEN ANY ME LEFT ANYMORE. shaking like a rabid dog do we get the vision

the deal by mitski !! this one is just sooo betty fusing with golb ok trust me

& by tally hall!! this one is solely for the outro tbh 😭 BIG BAD BETTY OF THE POCALYPSE, SHE OPENS HER LIPS AND IT GOES LIKE THIS ‼️🔥🔥

I BET ON LOSING DOGS BY MITSKI. GODDD THIS IS THE ONE THAT MADE ME WANNA MAKE THIS POST. III BET ON LOSING DOGSS, I KNOW THEYRE LOSING AND I PAY FOR MY PLACE BY THE RING. simon/ice king ok. are we seeing the vision. and dont even get me STARTEDDD on i always want u when im finally fine… ITS THE WAY SIMON WAS INSANE AND WHEN HE WAS FINALLY HIMSELF AGAIN SHE WAS GONE. EATING GLASS. and FINALLY the SOMEONE TO WATCH ME DIE. GODDDD.

curses by the crane wives! I JUST THINK IT FITS OK :3 the devils after both of ussss OUGHGUH

no eyed girl by lemon demon, gonna be so real idk how to explain this one. we’re just vibing

i’m your man by mitski. yes theres a lot of mitski. this is on my petrigrof playlist as well and i think it could be from either pov tbh. LIKE the first verse is betty i think and the second is simon’s suicidal ass in fionna and cake

running up that hill (a deal with god) by kate bush :3 this ones just OBVIOUSSS id make a deal with god… GET HIM TO SWAP OUR PLACES…..

my girlfriend is a witch by october country ! just for sillies. magic betty ily forever and ever

love, me normally by will wood! dont know how to explain this one either tbh bc will wood lyrics scramble my brain but in a pleasant way. idk i just think shes full of autism and also magic insanity

sick of losing soulmates by dodie! OUGHGHG. another more petrigrof centered one but mannn . I CAN FINALLY SEE UR AS FUCKED UP AS ME SO HOW DO WE WIN. I WONT TAKE NO FOR AN ANSWER. lighting myself on fire

death thrice dawn by the scary jokes! ngl i dont remember adding this one but ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ tossing this verse at u

wife by mitski!!!! is this a stretch. idc idc. ur home to mee if i am not urs what am iiii

goodbye, my danish sweetheart by mitski !! guhh magic betty and “i’m sure that uve seen what its done to my heart” and “im not the girl i ought to be” and “you can tell them what u saw in me and not the way i am” ☹️ ANDDD could we just be what we’re meant to be, im just about to beg u pleaseew ☹️💔

i guess by mitski GODDDD so proud of her for moving on and idk learning to pass the bechdel test i GUESS but im GOINJ TO EAT FIBERGLASS

ANDDD THATS THE END !!! FOR NOW !!! there will be more songs on this playlist later :3 if u read this ily and i will probably do this w/ my petrigrof playlist at some point :3

[imsogayyippee]

32 for the timlex playlist thingy

Song 32: Nowhere to Run by Stegosaurus Rex

I am aware that this song is very 2021 music taste. im sorry. um anyways

This song would be basically just entry 86. I could also see this being like,,, alex to jay but. Not the point rn

"You're gonna die, I'm gonna kill you" technically, tim didn't want to *kill* alex, but he did go looking for him to at least stop him, although that did end up in death

The first half of the verses ("Feeling all blue, I've got no more time/They all hate me because of my crime/Their threats come at me, their voices are loud/All to condemn me, my face is still proud" and "You were my good friend, I saved you before/Thought you turned good now but you asked for some more/You had to provoke me, so I beat you/Watched your skull bleed, so now I feel blue") are more Alex's thoughts about everything that's happened up to that point and also about how he killed Jay.

However, the second half of the verses ("Out of ideas, nowhere to run/Looking right down, barrel of a gun/And so I dream, voices in my head/Delusions mock me, my best friend is dead" and ESPECIALLY!!! "I feel no guilt, but I shed a tear/I see your dead body with the blood all smeared/A bird sings a song, it's all for you/Outside it's warm and skies are all blue") are about Tim after he killed Alex. He's partly shocked(? at what happened, because he didn't want to kill Alex, but he's also relieved because he stopped him ("I feel no guilt, but I shed a tear")

UGHHH THAT LAST VERSE MAKES ME GO INSANE FERAL RABID QKDEJFNWKNFSKDNWEJKFJE I LOVE TIMLEX SO MUCH THEY MAKE ME SO SAD