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little thrill. paigebueckers x reader.
you disturb paige's slumber due to your neediness, and shes not very happy with it so she gives you what you want but in a hard way.
degrading/praising.slapping.edging.smut.
annoyed paige.
It was late, almost 2 a.m, and you were curled up in bed beside paige, the room dim and quiet, save for the soft hum of the AC spinning above.
you should been asleep, paige definitely was, or at least trying to be, but your body wasnât having it.
you shifted under the covers, inching closer to her warmth, the silky fabric of her sleep shirt brushing your arm "paigeâŚ" you whispered, voice soft and breathy.
she groaned into the pillow "what?" You hesitated for effect, letting your hand trail along her waist. "you know..." she didnât move, didnât respond,you bit your lip, âpaige, i can't sleep like this."another groan âbaby, the others are outside.â
âbut I need youâŚâ that got her attention, she rolled over, eyes still half lidded with exhaustion but now slightly narrowed "seriously?" you nodded, cheeks warm, thighs pressing together "just a littleâŚ"
she stared for a second, then let out a dramatic sigh âyour such a damn brat sometimesâ you grinned, your heart fluttering "only for you."
paige sat up slightly, one hand slipping beneath the blanket, her fingers were cold against your inner thigh, making you jolt, you gasped as she found you already soaked, and her smirk deepened.
âneed me this bad?â you nodded again, biting back a whimper, but the moment her fingers slid inside you, slow and deliberate, your hips bucked.
âdont you dare moanâ she said, voice low and threatening âIf your gonna be needy at two in the morning, your gonna take it quietly.â
you tried, you really did, but the second curl of her fingers made you let out a tiny, breathy moan, she froze âwhat did I just say?â
âIâI couldnât help itâ you whispered, trembling, she narrowed her eyes âiâll stop,dont test me.â
when she moved her fingers inside you again slamming it deeper, you moaned again, she growled softly âyou really want me to stop?â
âno! pleaseââ
âthen shut that fuck up, or iâll leave you dripping and desperate all night.â you nodded frantically, trembling with every movement of her fingers, determined to be good even if every part of you was begging to let go.
you clenched the sheets between your fingers, your teeth sinking into your bottom lip as paigeâs fingers moved inside you, deep and deliberate, her other hand gripped your thigh tightly, keeping you wide open for her as she leaned in, her breath hot against your ear.
âwhat a fucking slut.â she murmured, her tone dark with amusement âwoke me up just so you could act like a slut, huh?â
you whimpered, barely a sound, and she paused again, pulling her fingers back just enough to make you ache âcarefulâ she warned, voice low âone more sound and im pulling away for real.â
you nodded frantically, your chest rising and falling with every shallow breath as you tried to hold it in, her fingers slid back in, curling just right, making your back arch but still, you stayed silent, trembling with the effort that only seemed to encourage her.
âmmm, look at you trying so hardâ she whispered, lips brushing your neck âi should make you beg for it properly, ln your knees, face down, but your lucky Im too tired for that.â
she picked up the pace just a little, enough to make you start trembling, your stomach tightened, heat coiling low in your body, you were right on the edge and paige knew it.
just when you thought you might explode, she stopped, completely.
you gasped in frustration before you could stop yourself, and that was it, her fingers left you, she sat up, wiping them slowly on the blanket âoopsâ she said coldly âwhat did i tell you?â
ânoâpaige, pleaseâ you whined, already reaching for her, your body aching for her touch, but she smirked and shook her head, âyou dont listen, so now you can stay like that.â
you looked at her, wide eyed, pleading, she leaned in again, her lips barely touching yours.
âif you want more, you��re gonna prove it, and if you make one more soundâ she trailed off, her hand gliding slowly between your thighs again, barely teasing âiâll make you start all over.â
Your body shook, strung tight and desperate, but you nodded, youâd be quiet, youâd be so good.
you lay there, every nerve lit up, thighs trembling as paigeâs fingers just barely grazed you again, it was torture, delicious, infuriating torture.
âgood girlâ she whispered, watching your face closely, her voice low and dangerous âfinally learningâ
her fingers slid in again, slow and deep this time, like she was savoring it, you sucked in a breath and held it, eyes fluttering shut as you tried not to fall apart, she was relentless, knowing exactly where to press, how to curl her fingers just right to have your whole body tightening with need.
still, you didnt make a sound her lips brushed your cheek âthats better.â but just when you were starting to settle into it, thinking maybe sheâd finally let you have it, she did something wicked, she shifted lower, her mouth finding your nipple through your shirt, warm and teasing, and the unexpected contact made your hips buck again.
a soft sound escaped you, barely even a whimper, but paige stilled, her head lifted slowly âseriously?â you blinked up at her, lips parted, struggling to speak â i-i didnât mean toâŚâ
she didnât say anything for a second, just stared at you, then, a slow smirk spread across her face âturn over.â you hesitated, not sure if you were in trouble or about to get wrecked, probably both.
she leaned in closer, her breath brushing your lips âi said, turn over.â
you obeyed, heart pounding, burying your face in the pillow as you shifted to your stomach, the blanket was pushed off your body, cool air hitting your skin, and then her hand came down, firm across your ass, not too hard, just enough to make your breath hitch.
âyour gonna learn to listenâ she said, sliding her fingers between your thighs from behind now âand your not gonna come until I say so.â
you whimpered into the pillow, clenching your fists in the sheets, this time, she didnât go easy, her fingers moved with purpose, every thrust deeper, faster, the angle even crueler from behind, her other hand held your hip down, making sure you couldnât squirm away, couldnât chase your release.
and just when you were right there again,right on the edge,she paused âbeg.â you didnât hesitate âplease, paige pleaseâ
you bit the pillow, your voice muffled and desperate âplease⌠please, I need it, iâll do anything.â
there was a long pause, then her hand gripped your hip harder, and her fingers slammed back inside you âthen take it.â
paigeâs fingers were merciless now, driving into you with a rhythm that left no room for thought, just sensation, she leaned over your back, her body pressing against yours as she whispered filth into your ear ânow you beg like you mean it, thats what I wantâ
you could barely respond, your legs trembled, toes curling in the sheets, your body wound so tight you were ready to snap, she felt it, knew it, her thumb brushed your clit, slow at first, then with firm circles that made your back arch and a desperate moan rip from your throat.
she didnt stop you this time âthatâs itâ she breathed âyou wanna come so bad? do it, Right no, i wanna feel itâ
her fingers curled again, just right, and you shattered. the orgasm hit like a wave, sudden and overwhelming,crashing over you as you cried out into the pillow, your whole body clenched around her, legs trembling as she kept going, dragging it out until you were shaking.
âgood girlâ she whispered against your ear, slowing down, easing you through the aftershocks âso fucking pretty when you fall apart for meâ
you whimpered something incoherent, your voice wrecked, body limp and twitching in the sheets.
she finally pulled her hand away and kissed the back of your shoulder, lips soft, almost sweet now.
âyou better sleep nowâ she murmured, laying back down beside you and pulling the blanket over your still twitching legs âno more game, next time you wake me up like that, im tying you up first.â and you believed her.
but right now, you were too spent to even smile eyes fluttering closed as paige pulled you close, her arms wrapped tight around your body like you were the only thing in the world worth holding.
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JULY??? UCHIKOSHI????????????? WHAT IS HAPPENING???????????? GET FUCKING HYYYYYYYYPE!!!!!!!!!
#Aitsf#ai the somnium files#no sleep for kaname date#im going to explode#BUT WHERE IS RYUKI PLEEEEEASE PLEASE PLEASE-#I HAVE THOUGHTS AND WUESTIONS IM GOING TO SCREAM
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hello hello tis me again, the regulus fanatic. im not aware if you saw my message yet but i ADORED your regulus fic and so iâve prepared another if youâd like
get this, regulus x (once again, im obsessed) whimsy slytherin reader where sheâs touchy and affectionate towards everyone especially close friends and one day regulus finally works up the nerve to ask her iut and shes just like âsuređâ thinkings its just a normal day and reggies just acting weird
cut to like a week later when regulus leans in for a kiss and readers all like âWHOAđ˛â cue awkward conversation about how theyâve been dating fir a week then readers rushes to tell everyone because sheâs been pining for him for YEARS
sorry if thats a lot and have a wonderful wonderful morning evening and night!
Hello again! I had so much fun writing this! â¤ď¸ â¤ď¸ â¤ď¸Still getting used to whimsy!reader so I hope it's okay that reader is highkey a yapper. They are both pining in this and just, augh! Fluff.
My turn to yap: I had a similar situation to this when I was younger. Fully convinced I was dating this guy for a few weeks before finding out that he had a girlfriend and he thought we were just "hanging out" despite going to very date-like places.
This story is nothing like my experience - Thank you for this very cute request â¤ď¸
Mr. 'Allergic to touching'
Regulus Black x Whimsical!reader
4k words
cw: fluff, pining,
Personal space isnât a concept youâre familiar with. Well, it is but you like being in everyoneâs, especially those you are close friends with. Youâll lean over the backs of chairs and couches as your friends sit in them, often reading or occasionally doing homework. You are always holding hands with your friends as you walk to class together. When you are relaxing somewhere, you are either draped over someoneâs lap or pulling them into yours. That is just the edge of it too. You greet everyone with a hug, even if you are meeting them for the first time. It is just how you are. And you are blissfully unaware of how it bugs some people.Â
Regulus, however, isnât one of those people. Everyone expects him to be with his cold demeanor, how he snaps at first years for being too loud, and the fact that he doesnât tolerate that amount of touching from anyone else. There is something about your touch that makes Regulus feel warm and content. Thatâs why he doesnât mind it, but he wonât tell anyone that. Barty and Evan would call him âsoftâ if they heard that. It would be even worse if they knew how Regulus fully feels about you; they know that heâs friends with you and tolerates your touches, but thatâs all they know.Â
Still, the idea of having your gentle touches and words of affection to himself makes Regulus smile. Itâs a vice, he tells himself. Heâs supposed to keep a plain expression, to be indifferent toward frivolities of his peers and their petty drama. You have a knack for breaking his resolve, especially when itâs lap youâve laid down in or his chair youâre leaning over to see what page heâs on in his book.Â
âOi, Regulus, you coming?â Barty calls from across the common room.Â
âYes,â he replies dryly from where he is sitting near the fireplace.
Your friends are going to the library in an attempt to study and actually get something done. A group of third years playing exploding snap in the common room wasnât allowing any of them to focus. Dorcas had been the one to angrily slam her hands into her book and swear at the younger students, and then you suggested the library. At least Dorcas would be able to study there. Regulus assumes that heâll end up sitting across from you, or next to you, and he wonât be able to focus.Â
Regulus follows behind the group. Youâre in the middle holding hands with Pandora. You have a floral print tote bag slung over your shoulder that likely has Pandoraâs things in it as well. Maybe heâd be the one holding your hand and carrying the bag one day⌠And now heâs smiling.Â
âExcited to write that essay for Slughorn or something?â Barty asks, falling into step with Regulus.Â
The smile disappears as quickly as it appeared. âBecause essence of dittany uses is such an interesting topic,â he says sarcastically.Â
âYouâre the one who was smiling, mate. Something made you crack.âÂ
âRemembered something funny. Merlin forbidâŚâ Regulus gives Barty a sideways glance, hoping that his answer would satiate him.Â
Barty just flexes his eyebrows and adjusts his stride to match Evanâs. Regulus doesnât mind that the rest of the walk is silent for him. The rest of his friends, including you, take part in livelier conversations, but Regulus is content just listening in.Â
Just as he predicted, you sit down next to Regulus in the library. You place a hand on his arm.
âCould you help me with this Charms assignment? Unless youâre doing Potions with Junior?â you ask.Â
He had already finished that assignment, but it is you asking. How could he say no to you?
âItâd be my pleasure. Have you started it?âÂ
You shake your head.
âAlright. Thatâs no problem. Letâs get the books you need.â
He stands up and you follow him into the shelves. You hum to yourself as he selects a few books. You like how easily he finds everything in the library and that he just knows which books youâll need for the assignment. He doesnât hold them out for you to carry. You see it as a polite gesture. Regulus is just nice like that.Â
Back at the table, Dorcas is working earnestly on her homework. Evan, Barty and Pandora are having a hushed discussion that gets even quieter as you and Regulus retake your seats. Regulus starts flipping through the books to find the pages youâd need to reference. You watch him for a minute before realizing that you should be taking the assignment out.Â
Once you look ready, Regulus moves one of the books right in front of you and explains which part of the assignment the passage relates to. Instinctively, you scoot your chair impossibly closer to his. Regulus tenses slightly; being so close to you will certainly make focusing on your assignment. He takes a deep breath to steady himself. You donât notice. Youâre too focused on trying to understand the point of a knitting charm.Â
âBut I can knit. I enjoy knitting. Why would I bother learning a charm to do it for me?â you ask in a defeated voice.Â
âWell, what if I needed something knitted? I donât know how to knit,â Regulus says in a fairly quiet voice, being that you are in the library.Â
You tilt your head slightly and rest your chin on your hand. âI could knit it for you. Iâm quite good. Remember that shirt I knitted for Casâ girlfriend?âÂ
You casually leave out that you charged Dorcas for the shirt. You wouldnât charge Regulus. If he needed something, youâd be more than willing to make it for him.Â
âThen itâs for all the poor sods who donât know the same wonderful people I do,â he says before realizing that heâs just called you wonderful. Outloud. To your face.Â
His face burns in embarrassment.
âOh, youâre so sweet!â you coo, hugging Regulus and being completely oblivious to the red shade of his face. Then you school your own emotions and turn back to your assignment. âRight, poor sods who are lonely and friendless.âÂ
Regulus puts all of his attention on the assignment. He needs to ignore the way his body still feels your warmth minutes after you let him go.Â
âRight, âm bored. Kitchens?â Barty announces after some time.Â
Pandora and Evan agree immediately and stand up. Dorcas waves them off, still working on her homework. The three donât even wait for you or Regulus to respond. You both had your heads down, exchanging whispers about your assignment. Regulus is trying not to think about how close you are, and youâre grateful that Regulus is being so patient with you.Â
After a while, Dorcas excuses herself and says sheâll see you back in the common room. Itâs just you and Regulus now. Youâve almost finished your assignment. Youâre tired of it, if youâre being honest. You would have given up a while ago if it was anyone else helping you, but itâs Regulus so youâre trying your best to stay focused.Â
âAnd youâre done!â Regulus says with a small smile. âYou did it.â
âThanks to you,â you tell him. âI wouldâve turned in a half-finished assignment.â
âDo you do that often?âÂ
You shrug. âWhen the assignment is stupid and pointless.â
Regulus chuckles softly as he stands up to put the books back. He wasnât expecting you to follow him into the shelves but you did. You donât say anything, rather humming to yourself again and watching Regulus. You like the way he carries himself and heâs just pretty in general so who wouldnât want to watch him? Once your things are packed up from the table, you walk back to the common. In your usual fashion, youâre holding onto Regulusâ arm, which means youâve unintentionally disabled his ability to think clearly.
âSorry you didnât get to work on your Potions essay,â you say.
âDonât be. I wouldnât have made much progress on it anyway.â
âYou know, I find dittany to be quite pretty. Wish it grew naturally around here. My mum grows them at home, a large section of our garden actually. Itâd actually be helpful if our dorms werenât in the dungeons. Then I could grow it in our dorms. Iâm sure Pandora agrees with me,â you ramble and you keep going.Â
Regulus canât help his smile as he listens to you. He fully meant what he told Barty earlier; he didnât find dittany, nor its essence, all that interesting. Your appreciation for the plant? Heâd be willing to write down every word that was coming out of your mouth. Before you start to descend down the final staircase before the common room, Regulus puts a hand on yours where it's holding onto his arm. His gut is telling him itâs now or never.Â
âWould you like to go to Hogsmeade with me this weekend?â he asks, his voice steady but stomach flipping with nerves.Â
âOf course! If the weatherâs anything like last weekend, itâs going to be beautiful out. Although, I wouldnât mind if it was a tad less windy.â
âIt was windy last weekend, wasnât it?â
âIt was.âÂ
You give his arm a little squeeze before you head down the stairs and into the common room. Once in the common room though, you spot Pandora and Dorcas and rush over to them. Regulus doesnât mind your sudden departure. The warmth of you on his arm not only lingers, but the fact that you agreed to go on a date with him? He could catch a snitch without his broom. His smile doesnât falter as he strolls through the common room and disappears into his dorm.Â
âOi, youâre smiling again,â Barty says when Regulus sits down at his desk with the intent to work on that stupid Potions essay.Â
âSmiling illegal now?â he deadpans.Â
âNo⌠but itâs weird when you do it. Youâre not a smiler.âÂ
Regulus doesnât answer, but he knows what Barty means. He canât help it though. You agreed to go on a date with him.
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You meet Regulus at breakfast on Saturday, dressed nicely and casually at the same time. Regulus outdressed you easily, but that was to be expected. Even his most casual outfits tended to be more formal and expensive. He is a Black, afterall.Â
Regulus did eventually tell Barty about the date. After some teasing in their dorm, Regulus managed to convince him to not make a big deal about it. If it didnât go well, Regulus didnât want everyone knowing about it. He fully hopes itâll go well, but given the chance it doesnât, he wants to be able to move past it without any issues.Â
You grab Regulusâ hand when you leave for Hogsmeade. Holding his hand rather than his arm makes Regulusâ heart pound in his chest â oh, the effects you have on him.Â
âDo you need to go into Spintwitches? Didnât you say you were running low on broom polish?â you ask.
Regulus stares at you for a moment before nodding. He barely remembers having said that sometime this week, before he even asked you out. He appreciates that you actually pay attention to what he says more than he can express.
âOkay, so weâll go there and then, if you donât mind, can we walk around Tomes and Scrolls? Iâve been talking to the owner about expanding his stock on Divination products and I want to see if heâs got anything in yet.â
âErm, yeah. Anywhere you want to go, darling.âÂ
Even though youâre on a date and holding hands, Regulusâ face still heats up when he realizes he let a pet name slip. He silently thanks the fates that Barty and Evan didnât âjust happenâ to tag along today; if they had heard him call you that, Regulus would never hear the end of it. While you notice him looking away from you, to hide the blush, you donât think much of it. Itâs just an odd quirk that heâs been doing around you more and more.Â
Regulus tries to not take too much time in Spintwitches. He only ever uses one brand of polish, but since heâs buying it, he has to mentally debate if he needs more rags or a sharpener for his tail-twig clippers. He decides against both. The whole time in the store, you held onto his hand until he needed it to get out his money to pay.Â
You swing his arm a little bit as you head to Tomes and Scrolls. As soon as you step into the shop, you pull Regulus toward a âNew!â stand. Regulus feels apprehensive as he eyes the stand. It has more mainstream Divination books, but also ones that are more focused on crystal energies and aura readings. Regulus has to bite the inside of his cheek to prevent himself from scoffing at a âNargle Repellant Kit.â He is fairly certain that nargles donât exist. You scan the whole stand, even dropping Regulusâ hand for the second time so you could crouch to see the lower items.
âThis is brilliant!â you exclaim, pulling out a book with depictions of constellations and crystals on its cover. âDora will be thrilled when I show her this!â
You almost make a comment about how youâre surprised that she didnât come today. Itâs rarely ever just you and Regulus. You like that it is, but the point still stands. Itâs not common.Â
You grab two more books and head to the register. When the owner tells you the cost, you go to grab your money, but before you can even open your coin purse, Regulus has placed the correct amount on the counter.Â
âOh, I couldâve gotten that,â you say, a bit shocked.
âItâs my treat.â
âThen thank you, kind sir.â
Regulus gives you a soft smile and takes the bagged books from the owner. It wasnât your tote of school supplies, but it was close enough â Regulus would carry it until you returned to the common room.Â
âAnywhere else you want to go or should we go for butterbeers?â Regulus asks.Â
âHmmmâŚâ you hum, taking Regulusâ hand again and giving it a squeeze. âButterbeers. And then Honeydukes before we go back to the castle. I will eat all my Bertie Beans in the Three Broomsticks if we stop at Honeydukes first.â
Regulus chuckles. âThat I know. Nothing like butterbeer to wash down the delightful flavor of earwax.â
You giggle and squeeze his hand again. The Three Broomsticks is busy, which isnât surprising in any way. You find a booth for the two of you and a small wave of guilt falls over you. It feels wrong to take up an entire booth with just two of you. You make a mental note to invite any of your friends over if you see them.Â
âTell me, how did you get Mr. Brown to order these books?â Regulus asks, patting the Tomes and Scrolls bag next to him.
âIt was so difficult. But really, I think Dora and I just wore him down. You know, asking and asking for these type of books and telling him itâs vital to our education. Little bit of forgeryâŚâ
âForgery?â Regulus repeats.
âWell, he wanted a note from Professor Dawntry saying that they were necessary, or beneficial at least. And do you think sheâd write that? No. So⌠we took it upon ourselves to write it. Itâs all thanks to Junior for forging her signature. I think that really sold it to Mr. Brown.â
Regulus smirks. âAnd what if he ever talks to Dawntry in person? Asks her about the books that sheâs endorsed?âÂ
âI already purchased the books, silly,â you say with an affectionate eye roll. âYou purchased the books technically. But whatâs he going to do? Force me to return them?â
âI suppose business is business.â
âExactly! And itâs not like Iâm requesting books on the Dark Arts.â
Then you start to explain the more intricate details about this particular branch of Divination that youâre looking into and how the Hogwarts library only has so many books on it. Youâve even read the books on it that are in the Restricted Section with real notes from Professor Dawntry.Â
âThatâs where we got the signature for Junior to copy,â you say.
Regulus nods and you continue. Heâs more than fascinated while listening to you ramble. He hopes his staring is more âattentive listenerâ than âcreepy stalkerâ or âyou have something on your face.âÂ
Youâre pleased that Regulus doesnât look bored with you right now. Youâve talked about this subject in the past to a variety of people and most of them give you skeptical looks and try to change the subject. And then there are the few who look more bored than the average student in Professor Binnsâ class. Regulus is just attentive and it fuels the butterflies in your stomach.Â
After a few butterbeers, Regulus hands Madam Rosmerta a few galleons before you head over to Honeydukes.
âI can pay you back for that,â you say, once again reaching for your coin purse before Regulus puts his hand on your arm.
âDonât. Told you, itâs my treat.â
âWhat? The whole day? Reg, you already got my books!â
âI invited you, darling. Todayâs on me.âÂ
A faint blush dusts your cheeks. âDamn, you should invite me to Hogsmeade more often.â
Thatâs the plan, Regulus thinks. He feels it wouldâve been too forward, too flirty to say out loud, but it is the plan. If today continues to go well, he plans on being your Hogsmeade date quite often and being your date to the Yule Ball and asking you to wear his extra jersey to quidditch games and being your study buddy and⌠He is getting ahead of himself. He needs to finish the first date strong before he can plan out the rest of your relationship.Â
You donât take long in Honeydukes. Both of you know exactly which sweets you want and where they are. Having stopped there every visit since you started going to Hogsmeade in third year, itâs a well rehearsed visit. Once more, Regulus pays for your things. You donât protest at all this time, knowing that heâll insist that itâs his treat. Itâs a tad bizarre the longer you think about it; you donât recall him paying for anyone else that often. Usually when the whole group goes to the Three Broomsticks, everyone throws a galleon or a few sickles on the table before you leave, based on how much each drinks or if someone ordered food. Your solution? Just donât think about it. Heâs being nice and you donât complain when someone is being extra nice to you. Definitely not when itâs Regulus.Â
On the way back to the castle, you tell Regulus about the games you used to play with cousins using Bertie Bottâs Every Flavor Beans. Some of the games youâve played at Hogwarts through the years, but your cousins have their own rules and methods of telling the flavors apart. Regulus tells you about the Chocolate Eternals that Sirius would sneak him when they were younger.
âHeâd have to remind me not to chew them every time. Mumâs only given me enough to get two so we each get one. They donât melt. Make it last.âÂ
You give him a slightly pitiful look. âI guess sweets werenât too common growing up?âÂ
âNo. Mother believes they are for special occasions and even then, they are limited⌠Come to think of it, Iâm not sure Mother actually gave Sirius the money for the chocolates. He probably nicked it from her purse.âÂ
Regulus chuckles at the idea and youâre glad the conversation returns to its previous light-hearted nature. Regulus is able to keep his unspoken promise to carry your things all the way back to the common room.Â
âThanks for everything, Reg,â you say, giving Regulus a hug before taking your things back to your dorm.Â
Regulus smiles to himself as he heads back to his. He feels proud of himself. He had a great first date with you and you seemed to enjoy yourself.Â
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Regulus starts placing himself next to you as much as he can. Or, at least, thatâs what it feels like. Youâre not complaining by any means. Itâs nice and you like it. Itâs just different. But you do notice that heâs becoming more relaxed around you, more himself. There have even been a few times where itâs just the two of you and you fall into easy conversation.Â
After dinner on Friday evening, you sit next to Regulus on the plush couch in the common room. Heâs got out the Transfiguration textbook, clearly doing the assigned reading. You have no intention of doing so. Regulus becomes less stiff as you sit down. Itâs a miniscule change but you notice it. You scooch closer to Regulus and he moves his arm around you, holding you closer into his side.Â
Pandora and Barty, having witnessed this, exchange curious glances. Regulus had told Barty that the date went well and he just assumed you were on the same page, that you are now dating. You had told Pandora about Regulus buying and how sweet he was the entire time, followed with a desperate âDo you think he might like me?â Both Pandora and Barty had never seen Regulus put his arm around someone like that and he definitely never pulled someone in closer to him. His apparent tolerance of touches applying to only you was one thing; this was a whole new level.Â
âYou smell good,â you mutter into his chest.Â
âHm, thank you,â Regulus says quietly.Â
Then he musters all his courage and presses a soft kiss to your forehead. Your eyes go wide and you sit up, staring at him. Pandora and Barty have similar looks of surprise on their faces. Their quiet and previously boring evening in the common room just got interesting.Â
âYou⌠just⌠You kissedâŚâ you stutter out.
Youâre unable to actually finish your thought. You arenât completely oblivious. You know that Regulus doesnât give affection.Â
âErm, is that okay?â he asks, suddenly looking bashful and unsure of himself.Â
âYou donât⌠You donât⌠do that?â you say, sounding very, very unsure of what just happened.Â
He wets his lips nervously. âI thought itâd be okay, with you, you know, since weâre dating?âÂ
You sit up even straighter.Â
âWe are?â you gasp.Â
Regulusâ face burns bright red and out of the corner of your eye, you can see Barty trying not to fall out of his chair with suppressed laughter.Â
âSince when?â you add.Â
âLast week? I asked you on a date and it went well? At least, I thought it went well⌠I had a good time. Did you not?âÂ
You gasp louder and throw yourself at Regulus, burying him in a hug.Â
âMerlin, I didnât realize! No, it did go well!â You pull back from him with the widest grin he has ever seen. âYou like me?âÂ
Regulus adjusts himself next to you, turning slightly to be more facing you. So apparently you werenât on the same page about everything, but you seemed open to it.
âHe doesnât go around kissing everyone, sweetheart,â Barty chimes in, earning himself a glare from Regulus.
âIs that why you paid for everything? Because it was a date?â you ask Regulus.
He nods and you pull him into another hug.Â
âSo weâre dating,â you say.
âIf thatâs okay with you?â Regulus says, still sounding unsure of himself.
You pull back again and this time itâs you nodding. Then you get off the couch and practically jump onto Pandoraâs lap.
âDid you hear, Dora? Iâm dating Regulus!â you say happily. âOh, I need to find Dorcas! She needs to know!â
And you are bounding away in search of your friend. You donât hesitate to tell everyone that you pass that youâre dating Regulus Black, yes, the Regulus Black. You canât help it â youâre just so excited that this yearslong crush has manifested into something real.
âAbout time too,â Pandora says once youâve disappeared up the stairs toward the girlsâ dormitories. âSheâs been smitten with you for years.â
âIâd say youâre perfect for each other. Mr. âAllergic to touchingâ and Ms. âAlways touching,ââ Barty adds.Â
Regulus throws a pillow at Barty, which sends him into a cackling fit. Barty knows that Regulus must really like you to let him get away with that comment. After all, Regulus couldâve thrown his Transfiguration book at him.Â

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#marauders#marauders fic#marauder-misprint#request#regulus black x you#regulus black fluff#regulus black x reader#regulus black#slytherin!reader#whimsy!reader
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MY CAT IS STUCK IN THE NEIGHBORâS GARAGE AND THEY ARENT HOMEEEEE
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tutor!spencer Reid was SOOO CUTE!!! can I please request a one shot (or blurb, whatever you feel like) of a first kiss or a confession between them? I'm a sucker for puppy love. THANK YOU YOU'RE THE BEST!
tutor!spencer reid x gn!reader
MY FIRST REQUEST!! i am MORE than happy to write this, im so so so glad you like tutor!spencer, thatâs my baby. hopefully this meets your standards </3

spencer had been looking forward to this moment all week. you had invited him over to your placeânot to study, but to simply hang out.
of course it wasnât the first time he had been over, he had sat at your dining table so many times to the point he could practically draw each groove and scratch from memory.
but this was much different. it wasnât studying, it was a genuine friendly hangout. from the moment you asked him he was over the moon, spending nearly an hour curating a good outfit to wear, adjusting his hair so it fell just right, and making sure to keep extra mints in his bag just incase.
fiddling with his bags straps he knocked on your doorâthree times like always, a pause between the first and second one. he rocked back and forth on his heels for a moment, before catching a glimpse of your silhouette through the window, a smile creeping onto his lips.
a few moments later the door was opening, his face lighting up at the sight of you in-front of him, raising a hand to give you a small wave. âhey, sorry if iâm a little late.â
âitâs okay, youâre right on time. come in.â you stepped aside for him, allowing him to carefully step inside. as always he bent down to untie his shoes, placing them next to yours on the small shoe rack before following you into the living room.
he hesitated for a second before carefully walking over towards the couch, fingers flexing around his bag strap before he awkwardly sat down a few feet away from you on the couch.
âyou alright? you seem way more tense than usual.â your voice caught him off guard, looking over at you and smiled a little, following with a nod and a thumbs up. âiâm goodâjust not used to sitting anywhere besides the table.â he gestured into the dining room, before carefully setting his bag down at his feet.
to say it was awkward was an understatement. spencer felt like he had no clue what he was doing. when you moved closer after putting on a movie, when you made yourselves sandwiches, when you had offered to head to your room and play with your consoleâhe felt so embarrassed.
he stared down at his hands as you explained the game you were teaching him, his gaze occasionally flicking up to meet yours, smiling and nodding before taking the second controller you had handed him.
your fingers had brushed against his, it was such a cliche, but he didnât care. he was loving every second of this. every second of being close to you.
âdid you get all that? any parts i need to go over again?â you asked as you messed with the controls a bit, waiting for his confirmation. âyeah, i got it all. i always do.â
in reality he was barely paying attention to the game, mostly copying what you were doing, apologizing everytime he screwed upâeven though you swore it was okay since its just a game.
eventually you guys abandoned the game, resorting to go through some of your music instead, shuffling through cdâs and introducing him to new music.
spencer was listening to every word, a faint blush on his face as he stared at you. he loved listening to you, and with you constantly telling him things for the past however long he had been over, he felt like he was in heaven.
you had started picking up that he was starting to lose focus on what you were actually saying and instead was focused on you. you couldnât help but find it cute, smiling more as you turned to him and handed him your favorite album.
âyou okay with this one?â you asked, moving a bit closer to him, waiting for his respond. of course he nodded, looking up at you, the second his gaze met yours he felt like his heart was gonna explode.
there was a comforting silence between you two, your hand finding his and giving a gentle squeeze, watching the way his ears started to turn bright red.
âyouâre blushing.â you teased him, letting out a laugh as he started to crumble. he let out a small shaky chuckle, looking down for a second before turning back to you, mentally battling himself about what to do next.
a few seconds passed before he hesitantly moved closer, placing a small peck on your lips before quickly pulling back and looked away. âsorryâi just really wanted to do that.â he blurted out, pressing his lips into a thin line, his hand tightening around yours.
you felt your face heating up from his action, your own gaze falling to the floor, before a smile took over your expression. âi donât mind. i liked it.â you responded, glancing at him out of the corner of your eye. âi like you.â
your words caused the butterflies in spencerâs stomach to go insane, a smile matching yours painting his lips as he glanced at you as well. âi like you too. a lot.â
âyou wanna listen to that album now or are we gonna sit here for the rest of the day?â you held up the cd again, earning a nod from him. you got up and put it in your player, before returning to sit next to spencer, much closer until your knees touched. your head found its place on his shoulder, hand in his again, and smiles stuck on both of your faces.
#my writing đŰśŕ§#spencer âŕ¨ŕ§â Ë#tutor!spencer#spencer reid#spencer reid fluff#spencer reid imagine#spencer reid x reader#spencer reid x y/n#spencer reid x you
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i got 2/10 im going to fucking explode
@the-fallen-collective @creatorbiaze @star-seeking-stray @the-idiot-in-yellow + open tags cant remember + prev feel free to try this
i made a fun little get to know me quiz!! you can take it here and after taking it make your own and reblog so i can learn more about you guys! i'm going to tag some mooties for fun bc i love learning about you guys!
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@ohagiyo

yearning - k. rensuke
for as long as you could remember, you were always getting yourself injured.
not on purpose, really. tripping over a tree branch and bloodying your knees, twisting your ankle by running too fast during pe, getting paper cuts all over your skin when you were helping the student council make posters, dropping your dumbell on your feet--luckily it was only a two pound dumbell. but you've been nicknamed many things, some funny and lighthearted, but most of them derogatory or unpleasant.
you had to admit that you didn't enjoy the nicknamesâŚat all. calling you a piece of shit desperate for attention just because you accidentally hit your hip with the sharp desk? crazy take there. but once again, you find yourself at the nurses office, dragging your unmoving and painful leg behind you. you had gotten a soccer ball kicked at 1000 miles per hour directly to your ankle.
the nurse wasn't here today, but you were pretty sure you fractured your ankle. it was a familiar sensation, although it was usually in your hand or arm.
sighing, you picked up the phone in the nurse's office to call your mom. but before you could punch her number into the phone, someone entered the office. âhey, we need more tissu--(y/n)?â
you turned around. âhey kunigami. tissues are in the second to last cabinet on the top left.â you nodded your head to where you had spoken of. you've been in here far too many times to not know where anything is.
âthanks. why are you here? are you hurt? do you need me to call someone over to check up on you?â
butterflies flew against your stomach like rapid animals as a rush of blood went up your neck. your crush on kunigami wasn't uncommon; nearly everyone at school had a crush on him. he was kind and strong after all. âno, it's fine. im gonna call my mom.â
âyou sure? you're always getting yourself hurt. i don't want you to also get hurt with getting your stuff from your locker or something.â kunigami said. âhere, i'll get your stuff, just wait here, alright?â
before you could object, he was already gone. this time, your entire face was rushing with heat as a sigh escaped your lips. your crush on him wasn't going away anytime soon.
he soon came back with all of your stuff after you had finished calling your mom. she was coming âfeel better, alright? i like you a lot, so don't get yourself in an even worse condition.â
your heart exploded as you nodded. âwill do. thanks.â kunigami nodded before leaving the nurses office, leaving you stunned and confused.
he likes me? does he mean like romantically or platonically or familial or maybe he thinks im his best friend or--actually, maybe im just overthinking it.
you weren't sure, but at the end of the day, at least you got the confirmation that kunigami was fond of you.

#blue lock#blue lock x reader#bllk#bllk x reader#blue lock x female reader#kunigami#Kunigami Rensuke#Kunigami x reader
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im exploding each and every one of these men with my mind
some sketched portraits for the human characters & how I imagine them teehee :3c needed some practice bc I haven't drawn a lot in a hot minute after finishing the two shaded comms toodaloo right back at commission work i shall go after these o/
also find some headcanons & info stuff about each of these creachures below the "read more" pretty pleaseee (most of it is related to my Papaver Somniferum AU)
i have so many thoughts about these men in my mind they're bad evil people but gawdDAMN i cant stop thinking about them
Harley Sawyer
Born in 1933, trained neurosurgeon, 60 years old at the time of him being turned into experiment 1354. He may not look like it at first glance, but his demeanor and ego is exactly what made him so unloved within his own circles. Sawyer's extremely egotistical, sees himself above all (even if he's not correct in something) and his demeanor is extremely toxic. He's basically making work miserable for everyone around him through harsh demands and perfectionism while never holding himself to the same standard, which causes friction.
Leith Pierre
Leith's similar to Sawyer in regards of him being very cocky. He prides himself on a lot of things and isn't shy to put his name into the credits of someone else's work, especially after Elliot's passing and him becoming the CEO of the company. He's pushing his position a LOT and loves to hover over people to oversee their work... and yeah, you guessed it, pretend like he had contributed any workforce to it. He's basically Sawyer's ego but less prone to violence or experimentation, since he himself keeps his hands clean from any blood, which he also uses as some sort of argument that he was innocent regarding the Bigger Bodies project despite his knowledge and active participation behind the scenes.
Eddie Ritterman
Eddie's cold and disconnected demeanor from most people around him comes in part from his inability to see value in human life, sometimes even regarding his own. He's very withdrawn from people and always looks like he doesn't want to be in the room with anyone, even those he deems his "closest business partners". He's not above violence and threatening people, or even getting physical with those that might be a danger to the project. He has no regard for the victims of the project and the second he overhears someone being unsure he's the first to make the suggestion of murder.
Bruno White
While not innocent of the crimes committed through his actions, Dr. White appears to be more emotional over the happenings in the Bigger Bodies initiative. While he still follows every order given and actively participates, there's a twinge of consciousness behind his eyes and mind that is missing in any of the other people besides Stella. He secretly envies her for speaking her doubts aloud, though he's aware of him being no better than Dr. Sawyer in regards to operating and experimenting on children.
#poppy playtime#my art#procreate#sketch#portaits#harley sawyer#leith pierre#eddie ritterman#bruno white#ppt#poppy playtime fanart#dr sawyer#dr white#poppy playtime 4#poppy playtime AU#ppt au#papaver somniferum#schlafmohn AU#fandesign#fan design#mob entertainment#experiment 1354#the doctor#poppy playtime doctor#poppy playtime leith#poppy playtime white#poppy playtime eddie#ppt sawyer#ppt leith pierre#ppt bruno white
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im so excited about the new fic i had to draw vivi. and i guess steren is also there cupping his cheek. theres so cute i could explode.
i cant wait to see where it goes. i love the two of them dearly. i hope steren is kinda fucked up in this one. i see some weird dreams and red mountain stuff going on so im PUMPED.
also including the version without the effect under the cut. i just discovered auto actions tbh
#my art#vivienne dragonborn#steren#steren nerevarine#morrowind#skyrim#tes oc#tesblr#one day ill figure out light colored hair#anyways. i love them so much im BGWHRBGHEWRBGERH [explodes]#fun fact i almost scraped this multiple times. the hands would not come out right
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I'm gonna be at tomorrow night's Frost game in person!!!!!

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I stopped watching ninjago when I grew up, but I introduced my friend to it and she got obsessed even though she doesn't have any nostalgia. She annoyed me for like a year to rewatch it and I'm on season 6 rn, and I'm dying. I love zane so much. I've been thinking about him constantly. I made fanfic, I never write fanfic. I'm this close to picking back up pencils and drawing. How do you deal with obsessions with that robot? Because I do not believe that staring at an old minifig of him for half an hour while zoning out is the behaviour I want going forward
youre doing it, my friend. Write that fanfic. bust out that sketchbook! He's infecting your brain? Time to make that everyone else's problem too. inflict blorbo onto others. Knock Knock, hello, have you heard the good word? About character froim my shows?
Zane is a carbonated soda trapped in the shaken up plastic bottle of my mind. he makes me want to explode. i gotta unscrew the cap and teensy bit ever now and then and let off the pressure.
But theres also something so special about Zane that makes people crazy. i've had my Ao3 account for EIGHT years, the first 3years i wrote 11 fics total for several different fandoms. in 2020 i discovered ninjago and have published TWENTY THREE ninja fics to Ao3 (this is not counting the things ive written here and never cross posted !) My second longest fic i've ever written was for ducktales 2017 with 7 chapter and a total of 12,000 words.(unfinished. rip)
The fanfic that surpassed that? Never the Dark. A ninjago fic centered entirely around zane with 19 chapter and a total on 109 THOUSAND words. (Will be finished.) im not joking when i say i used to be so certain that i didnt have the dedication to write long-form fiction. I used to think i couldnt do it. Zane ninjago changed my brain chemistry !
you gotta get him out of your head you gotta man.
seriously, make that art. write that fic. post 100 million text posts or edits or whatever about your obsessions its the only way to survive.
when you post your first art or your fics you should absolutely send it to me. we'll celebrate the obsession together.
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GUSYYEGEUE LOOK LOOK LOOOK!!!!!!!

IM SO DAMN HAPPY TF THE ITA BAG IS GONNA BE FUCKING REAL RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHH

I think I got too many fur balls and the bag is fucking huge compared to the pins but fuck it we balling!!!!
I also got these things for sewing and stuff and I don't know how to sew LMAO I'll manage somehow anyways

BTW I would like to mention that the art of this one was made by the most awesome and amazing A_Thaiie_ on twitter (I don't remember if he has tumblr mb) GO COMMISSION HIM SHES AMAZING AAAAA I *explodes from sillyness*

boyfriends... married even!!!
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Thanks for the thorough response! (Honestly i wasnt expecting people to even read my long ass post) i love healthy fandom discourse and long debates over different interpretations. I find enjoyment from media by dissecting it and figuring out what makes it tick and you cant really do that without multiple views and interpretations.
I will admit my language in the orginal post was very over the top and purposeful shit posty in nature. Even if i did mean and still agree what i wrote i still could of put it alot more thoughtfully. So let me clarify i do see laurence as a character deserving of empathy. I think reducing him to a literal irredeemable monster is just as reductive as reducing him to a poor little baby who can do no wrong. Both make his character just inheritly unintresting to me.
But i will argue a couple of your points.
1. Aphmau "leading him on" doesnt really work as an argument because even if she made the first move, context clues are a thing. There is a point where, if we are to see laurence as an emotionally intelligent character, he needs to get the hint that they are not in the space to engage this way. Not only that, but a lack of concrete boundaries doesnt make his constant testing of them understandble to me, its a classic issue of "you need a yes, not just a lack of a no". Its inherently irresponsible to keep pushing without at least checking that it is accetable first.
(Also, side note because my friends just pointed this out to me, aphmau only kissed laurence because he was going on a murder spree and was trying to snap him out of it. That adds a whole new context to that scene which i will circle back to)
2. I have my own read and opinions of MCD Aarmau (made a whole spotify playlist about it with my friends) but in a nutshell, i dont view it as explicitly romantic. I read it as a senario where aphmau was so isolated from everything happening, and aaron (as a former lord) was the only one around who could truly relate and give advice about what she was going through. This could be seen as a happy ending or "better", if it werent for the fact that aaron proceeds to explode before they could really work through what was actually between them. Ignoring that this guy who she clearly had an intimate and trusting relationship with, a relationship she will now never get closure on. Leaving her with two children who will now be without a father. Not only that, but aaron kind of accidentally leaves her with a complex, how whole letter basically advises her to put her people first no matter what, which isnt great when shes clearly struggling under the weight of it all.
3. While it is easy to empathise and understand why laurence would feel hurt at the people he loves treating him like hes dangerous, its kinda hard to blame them when they are objectivly correct. Even if you want to argue its a self fulfilling prophesy, he is the one doing the fulfilling. It doesnt really matter how much of a bad time someones going through, as soon as you start punching walls its an act of abuse. You cant really blame people for treating it that way.
4. This is where it gets real tricky im gonna be honest. But it is an undeniable fact that, regardless of the context and explanations provided by the canon, the information is being delivered to an audience that lives in reality. A reality where patriarchy is a thing, and misogyny is a thing. Where people attempt to justify mens abuse and murder of women. "He had trauma" "she lead him on" "male loneliness epidemic" these are things that exsist in our real lives and are going to inform how we consume fiction. It is also going to have an effect on how artists write their fiction, intentionally or not. It is very hard for me to see these reasons and explanations for laurence's charcter and not immediately make connections to my real world experiences as an afab person perceived as a woman. Take the werewolf wedding, you could see that as aphmau blurring the lines sure, but you could also see it as a woman being in the cross fire of a mans violent outburst and having to choose between her bodily autonomy or her personal saftey. In my opinion, there is no way to seperate laurence's actions (or garroth's tbh) association with real world violence against women, because that is the context this fiction resides in. There is no way to not plainly see the correlation without employing some truly staggering cognitive dissonance or just pure distilled ignorance. In this way i could be biased, but imo its would irresponsible of me not make a mental note of it. (No accusations from me against anyone, dont get it twisted. This is more my personal philosophy when it comes to media consumption, not a standard i hold other people to)
Again thanks for responding! I honestly found your input really intresting to read. To add a lil note to point 2, i actually think your persective of aphmau withholding closure to her and laurence's realtionship (although i dont really agree) does add a fun tragic irony to the idea that aphmau never got closure on her attempt at a relationship. Ill definitely be putting that in my back pocket for future fics.
Ill admit ive never been that into laurence (any his variations really) but something has been really bothering me since rewatching parts of MCD.
What really caught my attention about MCD Laurence is that he starts out as this well adjusted, loyal knightly and charming guy- and then after he becomes a shadow knight you just see this slow decay of him. Like hes slowly losing parts of himself and its causing him to become more and more unstable to the point where by the end of season 2 hes honestly kind of terrfying.
And ALOT of that is reflected with how his relationship with aphmau starts to shift. He goes from this sweet, suave and honestly pretty silly personality, to being so obsessive and vindictive towards her.
Theres this one scene, at the end of ep 95 S2, where aphmau has just essentially seen a ghostly image of aaron and is really shaken up by it. Laurence comes to sit with her and ask her about it. And at first, it genuinely seems like hes just trying to get her to open up so he can support her. But then it quickly spirals into him demanding to know why she cares about aaron so much and why shes greiving so hard for him, like its a problem. He becomes so aggressive and condensending to the point where Garroth has to intervene and he walks off.
In this moment you see how far hes really fallen, he goes from semingly reasuring and gentle, and by the end of it hes disrepecting a dead man, who gave his life to save both his brother and supposed love of his life, who he travelled and fought along side with for months, who close to the end of his life was taking care of an orphan (something he comlimented in aphmau), and hes thowing all of that out the window because hes taken Aphmau's attention, due to the fact he fucking died.
After that happens, aphmau has a conversation woth vlyad where he basically tells her that laurence has to accept what he is and go to the nether or else hes gonna go insane, and that the only reason he came back is because hes "chasing a fantasy". Aphmau responds by suggesting they get cadenza over so that he can be with family, and vlyad says she can do what she wants but implies its pretty much inevitable that laurence is going to hit a breaking point. And hes completely right.
Before laurence even gets to speak to cadenza, he eavesdrops on the conversation where aphamu reveals shes pregnant, and just immediately peaces out, out of fear that hes going to MURDER HER.
Not to mention that in that conversation, cadenza herself tells aphmau not to tell laurence because shes scared of how he would react. He has gotten so unstable that his own sister, who loves him more than anything, can recognise that he is a danger to some degree and shes RIGHT.
All this paints a stark contrast, the laurence we first met vs the man he has now become. Its tragic because its this inevitable downfall brought on by an act that was completely selfless, him sacrificing himself that got him turned into a shadow knight in the first place.
Even this is eventually tainted, his selfless act becomes a selfish one as he seems to cling to aphmau's love and affection as an emotional crutch. Aphmau obviously loves and cares for him deeply, but not in an explicitly romantic/sexual way. And if she doesnt love him the way he wants, then why is he suffering through this? Why did he bother to sacrafice himself at all if theres no reward? Its honestly horrifying how pretty much everyone who loved and respected him, makes what should be incredibly out of place predictions on him, but they always end up being right except for aphmau. She cant accept that hes changing and theres nothing she or anyone else can do change that. Its gut wrenching.
This all lead me to beileve that i didnt give enough credit to his character. I love this. This is the type off tragic story telling im here for. Theres so much more to this character than i ever expected.
Heres the thing.
Why the fuck do laurence's biggest fans seem to just completely disregard this? If you believed a good portion of the fandom, laurence is just this sauve uwu sad boy who was unfairly rejected and ignored by a woman who demamded the world from him.
Im dead serious, i saw people saying that laurence "deserved better than aphmau", that he deserved someone who recognised the sacrafice he made. Which like- there is so much to unpack there.
First of all, aphmau did recognise his sacrafice, she did love him and try to support him in the best way she could, even when literally everyone around her was saying it was a lost cause. She did everything she could for that man and forgave so much of what he did while struggling with the calling and she got nothing but shit for it.
Second of all, no the fuck he doesnt?? As illustrated in the examples above he did not respect Aphmau's boundaries. He did not respect her feelings. And by the end, he didnt even respect her bodily autonomy. Lets be honest here, he basically abandoned everyone he apprantly "loved", because bro tapped it before he could. She loved him so much, but because he wanted something she wasnt willing or able to provide, that being explicitly romantic and sexual attention, he just didnt see it. To try and argue that hes the real victim here, is in the same vain of "nice guys finish last". Him being kind, compassionate and selfless- shouldnt be reliant on whether or not this woman will fuck him or not. That is an insanely misogynistic way of thinking.
But most important to me in the context of this analysis- what is there to like about laurence with this interpretation? What possibly sets him apart from the gazillion other brunette pretty anime bois? Am i to gay for this? Is there something im not seeing?
I understand fanon can wildly divert from canon, and i understand that alot of this is probably down to the fact that i find dissecting and critiquing canon more intresting than reinventing it through fanon. Im locked into the Baldurs gate 3 fandom and i had the same experience there (laurence fangirls got NOTHING on Astarion girlies). But both experiences have left me with the same question- what draws you to a character, when all you do is boil them down to their most generic aspects?
I find Laurence intresting cause we are seeing this man crash out and become a monster in real time. And i dont see how he is worth even an honourable mention, when you take that away.
What is there left to be compelled to?
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so sorry for not tagging the hnk spoilers but. ough. ouuuuuuughufhsufcusgcfwufgwgvedkvdfkwFh
#IM GOING TO EXPLODE........................#i am so sad. oh my god#like in a good way this is so................ im. augh#this ending is so bittersweet#this chapter literally lines up with a mint colored meteor passing earth this month#all of this is so happy after everything like. its just so... much innocent joy#phos is happy..... just like the very beginning.......#after everything she reached a good ending#both halves of her human and nonhuman are completely happy#the image with her gem self watching the meteor gets me so bad just. god#its so like.... amazing. actual awe#and seeing phos again. beginning phos again...#the sheer innocence of it all gets me so bad#actual godly media. like genuinely how do i put into words how utterly *good* hnk is#107 and 108 making me burst into tears and roll across the floor and wail and scream and cry#SHE REACHED HER HAPPY ENDING#AFTER EVERYTHING.....#augh. lays on the floor. thinks about phos for the rest of my life#what an amazing end
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part 1 of this post :3
if anyone has any silly sonadow comic / art ideas send me an ask pls i need to keep creating cutie patootie sonadow content đ sfw ONLY you goobers
#sonic and shadow#sonadow comic#sonadow#sonic the hedgehog#sonic#shadow the hedgehog#sth#sth fanart#sonic 3#sonic movie 3#i'm neck deep in this hyperfixation right now guys i feel like im going to explode#all my brain knows is sonic and shadow rn#they are ruining my life
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