#IM GOING THRU IT
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new worst hyperfixation just dropped
(i cut out alot of what he said for obvious reasons. can't block out the voice of his mother, though.)
#black christmas#billy lenz#billy lenz fanart#im going thru it#the finish line for this semester is so close#i guess this guy is my current coping mechanism#which is baffling
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i get mean when i'm nervous like a bad dog
#disco elysium#jean vicquemare#disco elysium fanart#de fanart#oh jean jean jean jean#covers my face yes i put mitski on the jeangst playlist#im going thru it#so im putting him thru it as well#i like drawing him a little scruffy
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guys im unwell omfg i miss them sm
#how am i supposed to cope#they are so dear to me#like those are their youth#they had their youth too oml#im so miserable im crying over them bye#and its not even sad just an illustration#BUT IT'S THEM YK#im going thru it#cathyaps
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touchy
#brocedes#im going thru it#Lewis doesn't really reach out for free real estate anymore much huh#Hungarian Grand Prix 2013
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I feel the same, dating gets me feeling all sorts of ways. I’m literally convinced no one good is left, and if there are, they’re normally hiding something or I’m not enough for them. I don’t want to settle but I also don’t want to be alone forever. I wish I was one of those people who didn’t care about relationships but sadly I’m not :,(
hate that humans are conditioned to be social we're like parakeets in that way we can survive and even be fine being solitary but our lives are much improved with a partner to bond with. makes me sick because sometimes I think I'm going to be alone forever and I make peace with that but then I get achingly sad and crave a connection. BUT THERE IS RARELY ANY TO BE FOUND. the fact that it's normalized to act like you don't care as a dating tactic makes me want to peel my eyelids off. why is that desirable. I'm even guilty of it- of chasing and wanting people who were NOT giving back the energy I was putting down. thankfully I've gotten over the part of my brain that chases those people - I think it's the inherent want to feel like you've "won" something. like people are trophies rather than human beings. I want them because they are elusive and if I can be the exception to the rule that means I'm finally special. IM SIUCK OF IT ‼️‼️‼️I am so full of love im simmering with it, it physically pains me to act like I don't care I care the most I am #1 carer and I hate that being seen as "clingy" or "obsessive" like what the fuck do you mean wanting to express my affection and be forward with my feelings is an undesirable trait? I'm going to eat drywall. I just want to fall in love over the course of one marvelous night spent with someone who brought me flowers and no one is fearful of falling. why is that more of a fantasy than a reality. RAHHHHHHHHH. *disintegrates.*
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| 💜 we are seven always 💜
#im going thru it#bts#bts fanart#jungkook#digital art#namjoon#rm#seokjin#taehyung#jimin#yoongi#suga#jin#fanart#bangtan sonyeondan#IM IN THIS SHIT FOREVER APOBANGPO
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It's already been said before but holy shit props to Roger Clark for the god tier voice acting for Arthur - especially voicing him with his sickness, the talent is just astronomical
#the emotion that man can carry through his voice is incredible#oh man#im going thru it#the feels#roger clark#arthur morgan#rdr2#red dead redemption 2#no spoilers please#mick squeaks
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you know what I wanna see on Venom 3?
them holding hands, that's it, mate. Just them holding hands in some way, like I don't really care in what situation, context or anything at all. Just let me see them freaking holding hands..
if I'm being honest, wait, no, yes. maybe it'd hit harder if either Eddie or Venom were struggling with something, dealing with some painfully shit from the past, or some panic attacks and then, if it's Eddie, Venom would materialise —head out and, if you let me be delusional enough, part of the torso— not knowing what to do and then he would just intertwine his fingers with Eddie's and, strangely enough, that's helping him a lot.
ye, I want that. let them hold hands, I beg y
#eddie brock#venom#symbrock#venom symbiote#venom let there be carnage#venom movie#im going thru it#im going nuts#I love them
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"oh wow i've written like 10k words for tged, i've never written that much for something before, this is grea-"
"-they're all for separate works. nothing is finished. it's maybe like 1k words for each piece. all are half-baked."
#tged#the greatest estate developer#lynn misc#IM GOING THRU IT#IM COOKING TOO MUCH BUT EVERYTHING IS STILL RAW#i feel anxious bc i just know the moment i lose steam these will never see light of day#BUT I RLLY RLLY RLLY WANNA FINISH AT LEAST ONE#AAAAAAAAAH#the kitchen is on fire but im still tryna cook smth pls wait for me pls
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Nobody panic Viktor and his disaster bf are living their best lives in the astral plane 👍🏻
#i asked the writers dont worry abt it they just didnt have the budget for another astral plane scene at the end#this totally isnt me coping at all#VIKTOR MY BOY YOU LIVE ON IN MY HEART#im going thru it#what a show what a fucken finale#arcane#arcane spoilers
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FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOUUUUU TUBI FOR LETTING HANNIBAL GET TAKEN OFF!!! WE COULDA HAD SOMETHING SPECIAL!!!
#im not mad im just disappointed#autism#cant escape this hyperfix#cock ball torture#tw kys joke#kys#HDDYDHHDHDDHHD#im going thru it#withdrawls maybe#i love Hannibal#nbc hannibal#hannibal lecter#hannibal#hanniblogging
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i feel like my brain is programmed for suicide and that there is no way to escape from it
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why must i not be pursuing a law career in order to reunite with my childhood friend who i am in love with only to then have the most complicated slowburn known to man then fall in love madly. what am i doing instead (looks at class work) ridiculous
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(be not afraid.)
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(what choice do you have?)
(I'm the only thing that will love you.)
(you're the only one who can love me.)
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(you can pretend that your feelings are soft and innocent.)
(but you will always be an animal.)
#sorry i woke up and was Possessed by something#pretend you didnt see this#im going thru it#i'm also going to pretend that its oversaturated on purpose and not just bc my laptop screen is Incorrect#Angel & Alien
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Have some art I’m actually proud of! (Click on the image for better quality)
#im going thru it#btw I drew the rosary in without reference so if it doesn’t make sense that’s why#religious trauma#religious art#ex catholic#poetry#sort of#I don’t remember where the quote is from sadly#my art#traditional art#traditional drawing
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You and I are Polar Opposites
Available digitally (included in Shonen Jump app, or on manga+)
Available in print
#thats it#the end#i feel so#idk#like#im going thru it#i liked the concept of the last chapter#i liked how it was done#but think we didnt get a good wrap up#on all the characters#manga#manga recommendation#screencaps#manga panel#romance#fyres hyperfixations#school setting#you and i are polar opposites#polar opposites#shonen#shonen jump#viz
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