#IM GOING THRU IT
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new worst hyperfixation just dropped
(i cut out alot of what he said for obvious reasons. can't block out the voice of his mother, though.)
#black christmas#billy lenz#billy lenz fanart#im going thru it#the finish line for this semester is so close#i guess this guy is my current coping mechanism#which is baffling
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i get mean when i'm nervous like a bad dog
#disco elysium#jean vicquemare#disco elysium fanart#de fanart#oh jean jean jean jean#covers my face yes i put mitski on the jeangst playlist#im going thru it#so im putting him thru it as well#i like drawing him a little scruffy
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guys im unwell omfg i miss them sm
#how am i supposed to cope#they are so dear to me#like those are their youth#they had their youth too oml#im so miserable im crying over them bye#and its not even sad just an illustration#BUT IT'S THEM YK#im going thru it#cathyaps
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touchy
#brocedes#im going thru it#Lewis doesn't really reach out for free real estate anymore much huh#Hungarian Grand Prix 2013
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little brother who lets u breed his boypussy for stress relief when u get tilted at tf2 :(
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It's already been said before but holy shit props to Roger Clark for the god tier voice acting for Arthur - especially voicing him with his sickness, the talent is just astronomical
#the emotion that man can carry through his voice is incredible#oh man#im going thru it#the feels#roger clark#arthur morgan#rdr2#red dead redemption 2#no spoilers please#mick squeaks
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you know what I wanna see on Venom 3?
them holding hands, that's it, mate. Just them holding hands in some way, like I don't really care in what situation, context or anything at all. Just let me see them freaking holding hands..
if I'm being honest, wait, no, yes. maybe it'd hit harder if either Eddie or Venom were struggling with something, dealing with some painfully shit from the past, or some panic attacks and then, if it's Eddie, Venom would materialise —head out and, if you let me be delusional enough, part of the torso— not knowing what to do and then he would just intertwine his fingers with Eddie's and, strangely enough, that's helping him a lot.
ye, I want that. let them hold hands, I beg y
#eddie brock#venom#symbrock#venom symbiote#venom let there be carnage#venom movie#im going thru it#im going nuts#I love them
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"oh wow i've written like 10k words for tged, i've never written that much for something before, this is grea-"
"-they're all for separate works. nothing is finished. it's maybe like 1k words for each piece. all are half-baked."
#tged#the greatest estate developer#lynn misc#IM GOING THRU IT#IM COOKING TOO MUCH BUT EVERYTHING IS STILL RAW#i feel anxious bc i just know the moment i lose steam these will never see light of day#BUT I RLLY RLLY RLLY WANNA FINISH AT LEAST ONE#AAAAAAAAAH#the kitchen is on fire but im still tryna cook smth pls wait for me pls
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Nobody panic Viktor and his disaster bf are living their best lives in the astral plane 👍🏻
#i asked the writers dont worry abt it they just didnt have the budget for another astral plane scene at the end#this totally isnt me coping at all#VIKTOR MY BOY YOU LIVE ON IN MY HEART#im going thru it#what a show what a fucken finale#arcane#arcane spoilers
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FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOUUUUU TUBI FOR LETTING HANNIBAL GET TAKEN OFF!!! WE COULDA HAD SOMETHING SPECIAL!!!
#im not mad im just disappointed#autism#cant escape this hyperfix#cock ball torture#tw kys joke#kys#HDDYDHHDHDDHHD#im going thru it#withdrawls maybe#i love Hannibal#nbc hannibal#hannibal lecter#hannibal#hanniblogging
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i feel like my brain is programmed for suicide and that there is no way to escape from it
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i need someone to put me in a coma
#i cannot#i repeat CANNOT#start blorbo-ing shadow the fucking HEDGEHOG#help#im crying#hes sneaking up on me and i dont know how to stop it#baby ive got other fandoms to attend to#ive got other men i want to see#PLEASE LEAVE ME ALONE#i JUST (cough three months ago) started a new thing this cannot be happening right now#and i want to get back to my old fandoms that have been put on hold for so long now im scared theyll hang up#i think so long as i DO NOT draw him we will be okay. i just have to not do it. dont do it. please hands i am begging you DO NOT DO IT#moss' madness#im going thru it
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why must i not be pursuing a law career in order to reunite with my childhood friend who i am in love with only to then have the most complicated slowburn known to man then fall in love madly. what am i doing instead (looks at class work) ridiculous
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gon share my final essay perils while i wait for the bus
so for my sociology of risk class i have to do a risk assessment of a health and/or environmental issue in canada n its kinda hell because im doing the trans mountain pipeline from alberta to the coast of bc and it makes me want to beat the government with hammers. like its crazy holy fuck it is SO DIFFICULT to sort thru all this bullshit around it like
im tryna focus on how oil spills are treated as a 'necessary risk' through an economic approach to these risks and im tryna tear that apart through the same reasoning that the govt and corps justify the risk by showing how actually spills are inevitable and so much more costly that it jus being somethin we can brush off. but holy fuck the history of this pipeline especially the expansion project is nuts. like.
it was proposed in 2013 by kinder morgan who owned it at the time and ppl obviously fought hard, the risk assessments and applications by the corp for the project were pushed back a lot cuz they sucked and because of bc's specific indigenous history of the traditional territories never being officially ceded to the govt the project was beaten to shit. it shouldnt have progressed. like kinder morgan was gon tap out and scrap it because they concluded that the risks outweighed the benefits
BUT THE FUCKING. FEDERAL GOVERNMENT. BOUGHT IT. those assholes in like 2019 saw it wasnt gon go thru and decided to pay like 5.8 billion to purchase it, created new policies around pipelines and the transport of energy, made fuckin laws that they dont Actually need to obey local bylaws when constructin this thing, etc. and its so stupid like it wasnt gon work. the corp said it wasnt feasible both cuz a rising costs and activism n push back against the expansion. but the govt said Naw this gotta go thru.
and whats crazy is like. it has been such a mistake for the govt. like it was first proposed in 2013, then bought by the govt and approved to start construction around 2019. first estimated to cost like around 5 billion. but research by professors and specialists in the field estimated the CER (canada energy regulators) crazy underestimated how much it'd cost but ESPECIALLY how much it would spill and harm the environment, how much clean ups n the pollution would cost, etc. and they were right.
the expansion was only completed in may 2024. and it cost 34billion. the govt has been wanting to sell it and make it a privately owned thing again but no one fucking wants to shill out that much and its estimated to cost less than what they put into it.
alsoalso data analysis of pipeline spills especially of spils on the trans mountain pipeline show that Actually spending money on higher tech shit like scanning softwhere or corrosion resistant materials Does Not stop spills from occuring. it barely lessens it cuz reported spills have no rhyme or reason for when or where they occur and most often are just. inevitable
#im going thru it#also whoever at the CER is in charge or compiling incident reports on pipelines should go to hell forever.#literally had to download and modify the excel sheet they used to keep track a incidents cuz#it wasnt legible .
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(be not afraid.)
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(what choice do you have?)
(I'm the only thing that will love you.)
(you're the only one who can love me.)
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(you can pretend that your feelings are soft and innocent.)
(but you will always be an animal.)
#sorry i woke up and was Possessed by something#pretend you didnt see this#im going thru it#i'm also going to pretend that its oversaturated on purpose and not just bc my laptop screen is Incorrect#Angel & Alien
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Have some art I’m actually proud of! (Click on the image for better quality)
#im going thru it#btw I drew the rosary in without reference so if it doesn’t make sense that’s why#religious trauma#religious art#ex catholic#poetry#sort of#I don’t remember where the quote is from sadly#my art#traditional art#traditional drawing
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