#IM FREAKING THE FUCK OUT RIGHT NOW OMFG
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ENSEMBLE STARS MUSIC ON SPOTIFY?!?!?#?@?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!@@@!!!!!!!!!!???@??@!!1@?
#WHAT THE FUCK WHEN DID THIS HAPPEN HOLY SHIT HOLYYY FUCK#YOU MWNA I CAN FINALLY FINALLY BLAST ECCENTRIC PARTY NIGHT ON REPEAT?!?!?!??!?!?!!!!! HOLY SHIITTTTTTT#IM FREAKING THE FUCK OUT RIGHT NOW OMFG#THERE ARE TEARS IN MY EYES MY AHDNS ARE SHAKING HOSLFJFONEDICJDKSJD#I CAN LOOP BLOOMING WORLD FOR HOURS??!?!?!??!!! I CSN BLAST MOONLIGHT DISCO IN THE SHOWER!?!?@?@?!?!?!?!!!!!! THIS IS#GOIJG TO DRASTICALLY IMPROVE MY QUALITY OF LIFE#rambling about stuff#i cannot type fast enougj ohmygsoh fuckfuckfuckim goign to fall face first back into enstars FUCK#i havent logged into the game since finals ended...exams make me want to play rhythm games#i have new music to listen to when i work out now FUCK YEAAAAAAAAAAAA A#i believe that suffering can be reduced significantly if i can listen to nagi's solo while destroying my arms#ok no i wont fall face first back into enstars bc haikyuu has my entire heart rn#but i will be thinking about enstars alot more...#the eden thoughts never disappeared tho bc they are special
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what if instead of messaging me in the middle of the night about your stupid fucking girlfriend and your stupid fucking problems with her you actually act like my fucking friend and message me like how you message everyone else in our group
#bye ignore my venting bigger problems what fucking ever#im sick of her ass she only messages us for us to help her with her fucking girlfriend problems like we arent even friends atthis fckn point#and i love her shes so funny whatever but god shes literally the worst because i just want to be friends i dont fucking care ab her goddamn#selfish ass gf thats shes obsessed with. be obsessed tell me about it but cant we be friends ab other stuff too#we used to be her 'favorite friend' cause we shared so many interests and we hung around what fucking ever but fuck that right#get a gf and just use us to help better yalls relationship without even telling her you're sharing her private msgs w us huh yeah sure#what fucking ever im so done with this bitch and i cant even get my contacts out cause i have long nails and im js poking my eye#AND SHE WOULD NEVER BE SORRY if our friendship fell apart she would tell everyone i was jealous of her gf or what ever i literally dont care#she was like an older sister before i dont get why getting a gf would have to change shit like ok good for u but what ab us#what about me its not even fucking fair like is it that hard to keep up w ur friends?? NO its fucking not#taking me so long to write a post bc im still fucking helping her with her stupid dumb selfish idiotic gf omfg#just BREAK UP i literally dont fucking care just leave her if she makes u unhappy its literally online tf is she gonna do to u nothing omfg#why am i the one being punished when shes the one with the stupid dumb gf that hates her and herself i dont fucking care i js want m friend#and i cant tell any of our mutual friends cause she dont do that to them its js me so itd be like im being dramatic#and like shit i guess i am but i dont care atp thats all she ever talks to me ab like ok i get it i helped u but stop jfc#but if i said that we'd never talk again bc what fucking ever!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! cause im just dramatic whatever#if u cant resolve these simple problems of communication on ur own then maybe u shouldnt be in a relationship idk js my thoughts! die#sry the 1 person who knows what xactly i mean is asleep and im so tired of getting late night msgs being like hii can u help me SHUT UP#id love to help if we were actually still fucking friends but we arent so js leave me alone bruh#post#nickpost#will delete in morning my mom keeps telling me to put my phone down bt i need 2 say smfh 2 some1#i hate change i hate slight differences in my normal day to day i hate everything i hate not having smth to rely on i hate change i hate it#sry im alg now im js sick of her ass js leave bruh#nimbhe my moms yelling im tired anyway i need to js isolate myself forever no problems if im on an island alone#living my best life in the shade drinking idk water or whatever and just talking to myself bc who even needs friends right!!!!!!!!#its 11:11 make a wjsh#adding more cz whatever im deleting this ltr anyway#its so clear where i stand with everyone cause its always close but not close enough friendly but not friends and i guess its the same w her#bye im out of tags etc whatever nobody matching my freak ever never comfortable in any friendships
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fukutora hcs bc theyre funny
- fukunaga shohei #1 lover of badddd bad bad bad movies. terrible films. not good. we're talking sharknado snakes on a plane willys wonderland velocipastor that one thanksgiving slasher film that i cant remember the name of rn (dont think abt the mechanics of it being a thanksgiving movie too hard). generally not a movie enjoyer i think but most certainly clocking in for shit that is Not Good
- tora is baffled every time but definitely not opposed to it (this guy loves cuddling on the couch i think he hits the fake yawn arm around shoulders maneuver like. regularlyyyy and fukunaga doesnt even pretend to think its silly anymore)
- "shohei this movie doesnt even make any sense" "🤷"
- tora the hugger from behind of All Time he is finding any possible excuse. "u look cold" or "makin up for lost time" or "i have practice in an hour plsss plssssss just let me have this PLSSSSSSS" (he uses that one in particular a lot) (fukunaga wouldnt have said no in the first place) (he thinks its cute so he doesnt say anything abt it)
- repressed-as-hell hs tora did not quiteee know what to do w whatever tf he had goin on so he didnt get the guts (ha) to say anything until a couple years after graduation (which he then said over text bc yokohama -> tokyo = long distance)
- fukunaga conveys thoughts in as few words as possible (which is fucking awesome btw if fukunaga has no fans it means ive died) BUT in order to preserve the meaning it sometimes takes a second to respond
- tora did Not have a good time attempting to navigate this when he was trying to confess
- bro immediately started freaking out to yaku "DUDE WHY DID I DO THAT THAT WAS SO STUPID" "omfg its fukunaga give him a second. impatient ass" "I THINK IM DYING" "jfc"
- meanwhile in tokyo fukunaga was staring at "i rly like u dude" trying to figure out if tora meant like (homie) or like (w/gay intent)
- fukunaga only ever calls tora by his full government given name when he is Displeased. tora used the pan he needed for dinner tn so now he has to wash it? taketora. tora rearranges his living room w no warning? taketora. doesnt even say it in a mean/angry tone or anything j matter of fact as all hell. honestly i think if fukunaga was ever genuinely angry abt smth hell would probably freeze over
- tora does get extremely pouty abt it tho. "shoheiii what did i do :(" "the pan" ".......OH FUC—"
- when tora first moved to yokohama he got a cat bc of course he did he graduated from nekoma. tf else was he supposed to do, get a dog? (maybe in the future)
- very very fluffy very cute very sweet tuxedo girl. her name is "destroyer" (yes really) he calls her badass on the reg and she is sooo cuddly w him. fukunaga finds all of this extremely funny
- in fact when fukunaga starts visiting suddenly destroyer doesnt gaf abt tora anymore. worse than pain of death in his opinion it is So Not Fair. first thing fukunaga does after he meets the cat is send a pic to the old nekoma gc "top 10 cats that like me more than they like their owners" tora throws a pillow at him "i RAISED her from a BABY" "did u rly" ".....NO BUT IT AINT RIGHT"
- after theyve been together a few months toras thinkin abt how fukunaga used to Never Talk Ever and he makes a joke "ha i guess i learned how to speak BODY language am i right. right shohei. thats funny right"
- fukunaga calls him taketora for a week. tora retires that joke permanently and they never speak of it again
- tora morning person fukunaga not-exactly-a-night-owl-but-doesnt-love-being-awake-at-5:30 person. one time fukunagas in yokohama for the weekend he wakes up at 6 annoyed as hell (tora got up at 5 and left for a run) bc wtf his pillow literally got up and walked away. falls back asleep wakes up again at 10 tora made not only coffee but pancakes too AND heated them up for him hes immediately like ok nvm this is fine actually no complaints (<- still gets annoyed when his human teddy bear ditches him)
- TORA BABE SAYER. hey babe thanks babe i missed u babe. but it took him foreverrrrrr (forever) to get comfortable actually saying it instead of thinkin inside so there was also (and still is) a lot of dude (romantic) bro (romantic) man (romantic).
- fukunaga doesnt like saying pet names or anything (but to be fair does he like saying ANYTHING most of the time) but does not mind being called them at all (that's a lie he thinks it's awesome and so so so sweet but when tora asks if it's okay he says he doesn't mind)
#haikyuu#haikyuu!!#nekoma#yamamoto taketora#fukunaga shouhei#fukunaga shohei#fukutora#torafuku#not sure what their tag is. hm#hq#hq!!#a bonkutoe classic#love fktr find em whimsical :)#can i talk my shit. how are this and kaiyaku so underrated bro WHAT!!!!
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hi!! as a fellow royal trio-truther ive been ADORING and loving your posts so much <3 you mentioned that you've like mentally re-wired shusumi so i was curious if you had a list of head-canons for how they develop in the game/post-game!! Im super curious to hear (: also any head-canons for the akesumi dynamic would be great bc I hate how little the game developed them together !!!
OMGGGGGGGGG HAYYYYYYYYYY ok so. first. look at this (idr if i posted this here already but if i did look again heh..)
ok now ill actually talk under the cut
note that some of this is headcanon territory bc i just be frolicking at this point
some backstory i fell in love w sumi as soon as her art was revealed i was like omfg peak design PEAKKKKKK i love her so much so i was really excited abt her but i feel like there were so many loose ends w her confidant and namely her crush on protag sometimes doing her a disservice (it turned ppl off from her (understandable bc i also dislike when writers make a female character out to be dependent on a male character) but also made other ppl weird abt her in the same breath....... shivers. people who overly-romanticize/sexualize mentally ill characters (especially girls/women) freak me out sorry
anyway that put me off frm p5 fandom for a hot minute. BUT regardless. i think people often focus on like "shy cute sadgirl kouhai crush-on-protag" for her which on top of atlus's.......mediocre handling of her also does her character a disservice... shes so multilayered!! she houses such insane convoluted levels of distress and fear and anger and reluctance and most of all STUBBORNNESS. i think her headstrong personality is not really emphasized in fandom but i can totally see it (maybe its just me but).
ok moving on to my shsm delusions i think to turn sumire's canon crush on its head i want to make them doomed to never get together. i think 3rd semester is so tense and high-emotion that royal trio are so deeply intertwined w each other:
like they all are mildly-to-a-lot suicidal so they hold onto each other so tightly to make sure none of them spirals and does anything bad. i think in the end they just want the other two to be Okay, even if they themself doesn't. if the other two are ok, then it's all good.
ok back to shsm LMAO i think seeing their relationship as like an odd high-emotion situation makes sense. they love each other, obviously, and provide each other comfort, but the idea of a relationship slips thru their fingers like water. is that right...? is that how it is? like i said up there they just crumble under the weight of their own love. tldr theyre in no place to "date" each other........ but they have their "almost." they're inseparable, they love spending time with each other, but knowing in the back of their heads that it won't last, and they'll have to leave it be one day. "sometimes when i really love someone i leave them alone forever." peak shsm to me. "let's run away together - but what if it's not enough? what if all of this fear and sadness still stays? i take a man down to the river and he throws away his sadness but hes still left with his hands, he's still left with the river (paraphrased richard siken). peak shsm to me. i think they try to treat eachother so softly and gently that it fucks it all up, actually. peak shsm to me. it's not codependency in the sense that theyre not trying to save each other - they're just trying to salvage out some love from it all. all of these terrible things that happened: there's still love, right? there's still love. but the pain can't all be sifted out, and everything still hurts. but they still love. (they just don't date or even talk to each other much after graduating and i think they talk to akechi but to each other its suddenly COMPLICATED. i hate these guys)
ironically i think if you throw akechi in the mix it stabilizes out and i think shuakesumi could totally have a happy married ending. but shsm as a pair i dont see endgame for them. peak for me is that theyre in love and then they spend the rest of their lives trying to forget each other (they don't)
(If this sounds ridiculous and stupid im sorry. i just like shoving too-many-emotions onto my favs sometimes (a lot of the time))
IN REGARDS TO AKESUMI i think my latest 2 comics describe how i feel abt them pretty well!!! link 1 and link 2. actually i think akesumi's friendship is a great way for me to explore how i see/portray/feel about sumire, because i see them as way more similar than the game pays attention to. they're both stuck in their ways: sumire in her cowardice, hiding from the incident and refusing to move on, and akechi entrenched in his own traumas and feeling like he doesn't deserve more than that. their self-hatred manifests in two opposite ways but its very similar at the core. they both like. have no fucking clue what they're doing in terms of handling their pasts so that's why i think them working together to get around their own respective traumas is so fascinating: akechi is terrible at it, pushing sumire too far, but at the same time that perspective is something that she needs. meanwhile, her sensitive and observant personality shows akechi that like, you can have This too: a soft, good love. to have someone care about you unconditionally, so gently. you deserve that, too. yeah i can explode my head off now
i did not proofread this.
#cele talks#violetrickster#sorry for tagging this stupidly i feel bad if my stupidity ends up in the actual tumblr tags UUUUE.#long winter
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Love Next Door, Episode 14 thoughts
It's sunday, I have thoughts on this damn show
NO I DONT WANNA RE LIVE THIS! AND SHE IS ALL HE THINKS ABOUT?? I will combust.
a CONTEST????? WHAT???
i think Seok-ryu should work at this guy's restaurant or help at her dads!
the faith he has in her to win! i love that about each other, they are each others biggest champions!
As someone who works in public health, i freaking love that the Korean Vegetable Association held this! LETS GOOOO!!!
Mom standing there with popcorn! Girl, gimme some that bag is huge.
I hope this episode is the Dan-ho and Mo-eum show! I love my babies! <3
Tell me the truth, why in the heck are you so against this??explain?? i need to know unless i am dumb and missed it. WHY ARE YOU SO MEAN TO MY YEON-DU?? WHY!!!
he said i can't quit you! (southern drawl)
oh, so we are fighting her mom now? oh wtf, this is uncalled for! we do not call my girl Yeon-du pitiful!!
decrease your work load? pray tell? GETTING MARRIED????? OH LORD. i just know this is gonna get messy.
the ta-da has me rolling, seung-hyo, the comedian you are
okay the advice she is giving is actually solid..... hmm, i have reservations. okay she is apologizing i think? whew.
BESTIE TIME!! HELL YEAH!!
"why does your story have so many twists and turns?" pot meet kettle. not the SPIT TAKE!!
seung-hyo looks soooooooooooo good in that blue striped shirt. blue is your color sir!
oh yes! dan-ho and seung-hyo guy time! now tell him you love mo-eum! right now! ugh they are talking about house improvements for the community, i'll let it slide.
oh fuck yes, getting to the good bits. i love meddling and matchmaking (when it's fun) - the acting of 'surprise' this is fucking hilarious.
"Im not an entertainment reporter but that was terrible" TELL THEM!
OH MY GOD THIS KISS !! SCREAMING!! not the getting up because he cant take it. "why did you stop?" LMFAO. these two. i will die.
okay that confession was so sweet 😭😭
reconnaissance on the snack shop, i love it - omfg wait mom is there? they are staking the place out! that's right queen, know thy enemy! awh shit, it's good.
aw, he is so down. this is breaking my heart. the reality of it all.
oh yes i love this! support her to get NerTube famous 😎
not the most beautiful person comments. BYE
i s2g he better be recording this because that was fucking cute
damn it he wasn't - a crime. 😤
not the brother hitting her with the "don't fall for me" - lmfao
not her buying mom bread since she is gonna continue seeing dan-ho!! damn right!
i get she is saying its going to be a heavy load taking on a child... but jfc can we have a normal conversation about this?
everything she wants Mo-eum to have? why in the fuck can't she do that with Dan-ho? and Yeon-du? AM I MISSING SOMETHING?
huge compliments to the writer for seok-ryu's parents arc. it's so real and i really do like their marriage, especially with the flaws they have as humans. 💗and the CUT TO THEIR WEDDING PHOTO?
me when i realize it's proposal day:
will it go well? lmfao absolutely not. it's only episode 14!
bahahah everything going wrong today, oh this is gonna be good. we got shower not working, burning with the iron! oh is this perhaps a sign? SIR?
ugh the cost of trips like these -- we gotta be firm about the budget friends! <3
my boys getting drunk again! uh oh!
ooooo fancy flowers! I do love those blooms <3 oh girl is not read for this at all.
PRO TIP FOR ANYONE PROPOSING TO SOMEONE THEY LOVE: the moment of a proposal can be a surprise, but the proposal itself should not be!
the CAR ACCIDENT LMFAOOOO - i do love that hes like we can fuck off and go to the hospital.
aw bringing her to the building he designed is so cute! oh this man is trying to drop fucking HINTS.
THIS MANS WIFE IS IN LABOR? AND HES HERE? OMFG WTF.
"I still have a chance" - brother no please cut your losses now. the universe is sending hints for a REASON.
and he trips. phenomenal.
oh she's offering to pay for the cruise? I know she is gonna do the 'noble thing', but queen. take the free trip. TAKE IT. of fucking course she is gonna lash out. please stop, right now. SToP FiGhTING!
oh fantastic lol, right when seok-ryu and seung-hyo's relationship is going up, their parents start fighting.
literally sobbing over the comment. fuck man that is so sweet.
i love seok-ryu's heart and desire for cooking and making videos. gosh its beautiful.
wait what the fuck im dying the proposal is actually sweet. andshe is gonna say..... no.... oh a fancy bracelet?? WHAT?
"I can't marry you" wait why can't? ma'am! but also sir did need to come down from reality.
"REJECTED SAYS WHO?" ME BITCH LOL.
I love how sad his voice when he said Dan-ho's name. besties 4ever!
alright Dan-ho, it's your time to give advice. knock him down a peg, he needs it. damn it, no Dan-ho don't do the hungry bit. you dumb dumb.
now the men are meddling, this is fucking everything to me. i love this friendship.
my little FAMILY WALKING TOGETHER!!! gosh i love the three of them. oh the flashback for the shoe laces, aw <3
i am going to combust, my gif queens someone please do the scene of the three of them walking <3
oh that god she got over it! yay! family dinner!
the way he slinks in to the snack shop LMFAO
lol the way they are both so PEEVED!!! HAHAH "this is betrayal!"
my man is drunk again at the stand and she is calling him out for it!! i like this stand owner!
we back at the bench. where he said his parents dont think of him. and now we are here due to the rejection! oh goodie!
well at least we are asking directly. because i want to know too!
NOT THE COOKING ROMANCE REFERENCES!
"you are my sesame oil" this lil drunkard
the housing references now omg ow.....
"why do you think we would live long lives" -> awe fuck girl, not because you are scared about getting sick again!!! wtf!!!
"Life is finite and death is inevitable" thanks seung-hyo, i already cried today
"there is one thing I can tell you for certain. I want to spend my life with you" alright okay these people
OH THANK GOOOOOOOOOOOOD!!! <3
the "one hundred years, ten years, one day, it has to be with you"
OH FUCK SHIT THEY ARE FOUND OUT aJGLDFAGKJADFG
the thunderclap BAHAHAH
oh we in it now friends
LOL it's gonna get feisty. But I must know now, will Mo-eum go to Antarctica??? HELLO?? I'll wait, it's fine.
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🪷 CTFUUUUUU your gojo and reader sex tape post was so hilarious omg. Ngl to me they don't give the vibes of a couple that make one (I don't mean this as an insult omfg now that I wrote it it sounds rude as hell) but the type who are professional phone fuckers.
Doja cat's Cyber sex is their national anthem I just know it I had a little locker room talk with reader she told me 😙. And yeah what you said abt gojo's schedule being all over the place as a player I'd thought that too, which is why phone sex is 🔛🔝 for these two. Just two freaky frogs omg I know that dude sluts her out bad and she doesn't want it any other way
He's a player (the *other* type of player) too so ofc he'd have expertise in the area of tasteful nudes but reader's learning curve will be so exponential gojo would be left in the dust in a short amount of time😁 RIP BOZO‼️
Imagine a little roleplay scenario where reader dresses up as a cheerleader for gojo after he returns from winning some final match as a victory treat. That dong goes up at an angle of elevation so steep you could make a mean trigonometric question off of it. I need him BAD I need him esp when he's sweaty after a gym or practice session I'd climb that man like jack was climbing that beanstalk.
Anyway I hope you've been doing well sweets! Thanks for being so nice to me in your last ask and I cannot wait to see what you have in store for us I wanna see that horndog be his authentic slutty self around reader finally 🗣️🗣️
Imagine a little roleplay scenario where reader dresses up as a cheerleader for gojo after he returns from winning some final match as a victory treat.
oh dear sweet baby jesus the scream i SCRUMPT AT THIS…HOW HAVE I NEVER THOUGHT OF THAT oh mygooodd that’d be so fuckin hot 😩😩😩 i ran to add that to my notes LOL my head is in my hands i need to write that so fucking bad. HIM RAILING HER WHILE SHE’s WEARING A SKIMPY LIL CHEERLEADER COSTUME AFTER HE JUST PLAYED AN INTENSE GAME babe u cooked w this ty
HAHAHA i feel like they would make a sex tape but they obv wouldnt post it or anything lol it’d just be something they’d do when they’re both drunk asf while on vacation in their hotel room n then they freak out once they get home n realize they lost the flashdrive n someone out there in barcelona is now jerking off to their amateur avante garde porno
And yeah what you said abt gojo's schedule being all over the place as a player I'd thought that too, which is why phone sex is 🔛🔝 for these two. Just two freaky frogs omg I know that dude sluts her out bad and she doesn't want it any other way
okay you’re so right ab cyber sex being (at least post grad) kickoff couple’s anthem 🤧 that “i wish u were here rn” yup. but also LMFAO THATS SO TRUE AB THE SLUTTIN HER OUT he’d have her so downbad she’s flashing her titties at the webcam just cuz she wants to see him cum all over his stomach while he’s jerking himself off to her pixels ✋🏼😩 i was not anticipating to start this day off so horny LOL
idk i like to think all the nudes kickoff gojo has received in his life have been raunchy asf so when he’s so desperate to get a glimpse of kickoff reader while he’s away for work n is like “babe send me a pic please” for the first time n she sends something that’s genuinely really tasteful n artistic n subtle but sexy n leaves a bit to the imagination i feel like that wld drive him more insane than any explicit nude ever would HAHAHAHA
THE DONG GOIN UP YOU COULD PERFORM TRIG ON IT IM CRYING babe i wish to be half as funny as you are some day 🤣🤣
thanks my lovee omg im so happy you’re looking forward to it :””) 💕 you’re my honeybunch sugarplum pumpyumpyumpkin i love yaaa
- ellie 🐸
#cannot stop thinkin ab that cheerleader roleplay#hhhhhhhhh#i genuinely think he’d lose his mind LMFAO#he’d get down on one knee#kickoff#asks#🪷 anon
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NSFW and selfship
Thinking about meeting John for the first time and falling obsessively in love with him (mid 60s), I'd probably stalk him for a while and show up to all the concerts I could get in to and be constantly trying to get to him after shows, eventually he'd notice that it's the same weird freak at every show the thought of him knowing I exist and thinking I'm weird/gross makes me a little weak I need him chained up in my basement NOWWW the things I'd do to him
Ok so this era specifically makes me feral bcs good lord 🥴🥴 and there's smthn so cute and innocent abt him him still I bet he'd get so easily overwhelmed holy shit, also I'm aware that young John was pretty insecure of his appearance which like WHYY and he'd never be insecure again after meeting me istg I'd love that man sm even if I would have to kidnap him literally nothing would keep me from him trust meeee
I would make him feel so good I'd take amazing care of him he'd never want another man or woman!! I'd love to touch his hair and take care of it for him ik he was so fussy over it, also showering with him ughhh and just seeing him naked and getting to feel all over his body PLEASE the size difference between me and him is huge also just thinking abt how wide and soft he would be 😖
Like I just need him to love me and rely on me and let me do everything for him and be his loyal little housewife/husband I'd never ask for anything from him ☹️ (lie) imagining holding him tight as he sleeps and making him feel safe enough that he knows he can always be emotional around me id never make him feel bad for anything tbh 💔💔
This era is actually my favorite of his tho bcs how is he so adorable while looking so threatening?!?! (I don't think that's the right word but idgaf) like he would def be so willing to submit trust me I want to tie him up and worship him (I'm normal and sane trust me)
Ok more thoughts abt me stalking John bcs by this era he would be very familiar with my weirdness since he expected me to leave him alone after the first year or so but nooooo he's not getting away from me at this time id def start making moves as much as I can even if it's pathetic since I can't seem to get him alone hes too famous now 😢 I'd break into his dressing room before a show and he'd kick the shit outta me but he'd start to get attached trust 🙏🙏
After a while out of pure frustration he'd give me what I want from him (attention) and he'd actually not hate me as much as he thought he would hehe (this would be like 1975) also tho I'm considering the scandal of John always hanging around with a boy who's not famous (fake 70s me is a photographer btw) he'd have all kind of excuses for interviewers tho and I'd just giggle bcs he's doing so much just so he can stay with me
THIS PHOTO I NEED TO INCLUDE BCS WTF he's way too cute and pretty I'm gonna sit in his lap and kiss his face all over I would overstimulate him so so much and introduce him to kinks and stuff he didn't even consider
Also I have to bring up his ultra tight clothing bcs omfg I'm screaming like I can see his nipples I'm drooling
Im so thankful for johns too small clothing since he so rarely got shirtless (I wish he did a full naked photoshoot like Keith tho, I demand to see his dick) like how is he fully clothed and still being so sexual!? I need to feel all his curves and leave bite marks/hickeys on his belly and thighs I deserve to also don't even get me started on how fucking sexy his tits are (lowk need to lick his chest)
Closing thoughts are it's probably a good thing I wasn't alive in the 60s/70s bcs John would've gotten a restraining order agaisnt me
#your fantiszing abt ur celeb crush immediately loving you and being obsessed#im imagining him hating my guts until he fucks me just so ill leave him alone#we r not the same#also i will actually have a panic attack if anybody reads this#im so unhinged#please dont hate me#im normal most of the time i promise#also im not proofreading this so theres probably sm embarrassing typos 💀
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waittt.
What if geto really js spills the beans by accident and choso ends up getting really mad at the reader so she becomes very lonely again. But instead of going to the bar like last time, she finds herself at gojo’s apartment. When he opens the door to find her there, he’s so very happy since he missed her but also so confused. She starts crying to him trying to blame him for everything bad that happened but deep down all she craves is his touch and affection since shes oh so very lonely. The feeling ends up being mutual and they end up fucking like they both so desperately been craving. After they finish, they lay there. She starts speaking and basically js says how she wishes it could be like this but he won’t let them be happy. She knows he’s a bad guy but she can’t help but crave a happy ending with him. And he really really contemplates js telling her the truth. Even if the truth upsets her, atleast that’ll mean she’ll move on for good and stop hurting herself over him. But, he doesn’t tell her and instead js tells her how she shouldn’t be here right now. Before she could yell at him again for not giving in to her and how he’s making everything confusing again, he continues and says how he really wishes it could be different and he would do anything to go back to the day they first met because all he wants is to be with her. How he wishes he could be choso, maybe even for js one day so he can show her just how much he really loves her. Treat her how she’s been wanting to be treated. And most importantly, so he could actually have something other than a twisted toxic love story with the only woman he’s ever had eyes for. Oh how he regrets everything. And while telling her all of this, she looks at him and says, “Then why? All of this for what when we could’ve been happy from the very beginning. We could’ve been everything we’ve ever wanted if you didn’t make me do that list. So why?” And the look in her eyes breaks him and it’s like he has no control over the things he’s about to say. The reason as to why he made her do it, is about to leave his lips. And he can’t stop himself. It’s like the whole world stops and silence surrounds them as the truth is finally revealed..
Girl why am I about to cry.
Bro atp, YOU WRITE THIS ENDING BECAUSE I CANT OMG?😭 Especially since I KNOW what the truth is of it all omfg….
WHY DID U JS MAKE ME WANT TO CHANGE THE ENDING TO THIS OMG STOPSTOPSTOPPP😩
This is seriously so good and so beautiful and I genuinely considered incorporating this but I just can’t because of what I have planned😖
Oh lordy lordtttt THIS IS AMAZING. Like I can FEEL the angst in this omfg.
If you cant tell Im freaking out rn bc I rlly almost cried to this BYE GUYS IK I WRITE ANGST BUT IM ACTUALLY SO SENSITIVE >.<
This is killing me omg I’m gonna go stare at the wall and contemplate some thins now. Thank you for this whoever you are; I love you sm.
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bridgerton 3x01 spoilers under the cut obv
IM FINE
DO I HAVE TO GIF ALL A&B MOMENTS MYSELF LATER OR IS SOMEONE GONNA FUCKING DO IT FOR ME
WHY DOESN'T ANYONE EVER TELL ME ABOUT THIS
DYING HERE
lmao god i'm watching this slowly bc now i'm GONNA REWATCH THIS SCENE
the temptation to skip through to the next a&b scene is real lemme tell you
lmao help i'm watching this so slowly atm
why is benedict like skjfkjfgfkg
oh my god CRELOISE
why did we miss prudence's wedding 😭
pen/genevieve!!!! so many possible ships
omggg more a&b!! more family stuff!!!! WHY ISN'T ANYONE TALKING ABOUT THIS
anthony and benedict sprawling on the sofas and they BOTH LOOK SO GOOD
actually fucking dying here, i need more siblings shenanigans; when they all yeet off with gregory aaakjfgfjkggh and sfjgnfkgfg anthony being big bro aaaah
okay, third rewatch and moving on i swear lol
omggg... yeah i forgot, people would've been nasty to eloise after the theo stuff, and cressida was the only one kind to her?????!!?!?!?!!?!? OMG I NEED TO KNOW MORE
the peneloise is electric too
omfg MORE A&B!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! this is the slowest watch of an ep ever lol bc i already have my faves
IM FIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIINE
PUPPY DOG EYESSSSSSSS
how much giffing do i have to do?? bc all i've seen on my dash so far is decidedly NOT a&b and i've already unfollowed all the blogs i don't want to follow anymore and i'm just following the general bridgerton ones and WHY NO MASSES OF A&B HAHA godddd do i have to do everything myself skjfnkfjgk
also this does all really give me that s1 vibes of anthony at the club which i have missedddd
like, anthony sprawling with his gay!sit like that, i've not seen that since s1 awwww
anthony's fluffy hair in bed...... 🥺
fluffy fluffy fluffyyyy (i will always miss his s1 hair)
also, slut:
ohhh the cressida/eloise/pen going onnnnnnnnn
OMG ACTUALLY FREAKING OUT OVER CRESSIDA/ELOISE THE SHIFT STITCH and cressida was so heart eyes ksjfgfkjgkf
ohhh this is very s1 anthony lol
awww the anthony and francesca bit
cressida being delightfully evil but what if she did it for eloise bc she would know eloise has some animosity towards pen :3 hahahaa halp
(the ~you would never court me is so a/b!anthony coded (except he doesn't think he's worth being courted at all :3))
OMG I WAS RIGHT, CRESSIDA DID IT FOR ELOISE AND SHE WAS LOOKING FOR HER APPROVAL omgggggggggg "i thought we did not like penelope" ohmygod cressida <3
omg where are all the creloise gifsets??????????????????? this is beautiful
"let us only think of ourselves" CRESSIDA "we are far more interesting"
"i am inclined to agree with you" OMG SHIPPING THEM
am actually happy crying here ahaha
NOM HELLO
interesting that violet is delaying moving out of bridgerton house. sounds like some fics i've read lol (thinking of A Thousand Cuts, actually)
violet??? piano duets??? vulnerability????????
why is colin coming across as dumb and slappable (just like anthony i guess (runs in the family lmao))
ohhh the eloise and colin interaction ehehe lovely, and then the LW talk between them and eloise being like skjfgkfgfkfg inside
all right am i making a&b gifs first and those select anthony bits i screencapped, or am i watching ep 2-4 first....
ETA: in a way it's good that anthony's not in the next few eps or else i'd be watching ep 2-4 soooo slowly
anyway i guess i better watch the eps first, then make gifs. after all, by then perhaps someone else will have made a&b and creloise gifs!!
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All numbers that when squared are over 20 😈
omg so like all of em 💀💀
5. 2/26/07 yep 07 babyyy 💪💪
6. my gf🙌 love her so much!
7. all the dudes on my taekwondo team legit would not have survived high school without them
8. my girlll!!!!
9. yessssss!!!!!
10. already amswered this one but i love this korean sausage called soondae
11. “get up loser im gonna do ur hair” to my sister
12. 💯
13. black-brown (asian 👊😔)
14. caffeineee
15. ooo literally changes all the time but rn i really like “Death By Rock And Roll” by The Pretty Reckless but i also LOVE “Yummy” by Ayesha Erotica especially the righteous remix (Ayesha my QUEEN!!)
16. literally all reptiles! (but i an partial to turtles for obvious reasons) also alligators- ik theyre reptiles, i just love em enough for a special mention.
17. GREEN!!!! 💚💚💚
18. Size 5
19. nah, my sister has a recording of me singing california gurls and i think that enough ammunition for her 💀💀
20. go back in time to strangle some sense into my freshman self (i was an idiot)
21. every time ive ridden a roller coaster
22. USA USA USA RAGHHHH WHAT THE FUCK IS A KILOMETER 🔥🔥🔥🔥🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸🦅🦅🦅
23. a sister. not up for adoption unfortunately . i had a hamster in 7th grade but its gone now RIP fly high ripred 🕊️
24. maybe? its a little early for that lmao
25. SCIENCE 🧪 🧫 🧬
26. this awful awful dude. omg i have so many stories about this dickwad💀 he was a shit hickey player, like i think they legit kicked him off the team. he was a shoplifter and hes banned from our local mall bc security recognizes him by face. He had this insufferable superiority complex bc he was like, into philosophy? whatever. hes gone now
27. alot 💀 uhhh where do i start- im short as shit thats for sure. my voice is unnaturally high pitched, so much so that i get confused for a woman over the phone literally all the time- sometimes in person too 💀💀
28. prefer not to answer
29. MYYYYY GIRLFRIENDDDDD ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️and all my friends and my sister and my cousin (platonically ofc). my cousin is like the only person in my extended family that i actually enjoy being around
30. my gf 👊😔 (im literally seeing her in like 20 minutes lmao)
31. pink 💀 i lost a bet u guys- but its like growing out pretty nice
32. TAKEN ❤️🥰🤝🥰❤️❤️❤️🤝🤝🥰🥰
33. YUMMY RIGHTEOUS REMIXXXX
34. monotony
35. ehhh kinda? its a nice though to think my loved ones are still watching over me even though theyre gone, but at the same time im a man of science
36. getting misgendered or mistaken for a transmasc dude (omfg like im cis this shouldn’t be freaking happening)
37. House. JK YALL KNOW ITS 2012 TMNT 🔥🔥🔥
38. MUTANTTTT MAYHEMMMMMM but also deadpool and wolverine
39. 1984
40. same question twice? i also like skinny cut fries👊
41. digital artists. yall. what the freak. u guys are just absolutely insane with ur talent.
42. PICIES 🐟🐟🐟(according to my gf. i actually do not know)
43. Tae-hyun (no not like the bts guy… sighhhhh, yes like the TXT guy)
44. smoking lol- kicked it a while ago tho
45. 1 and thats 1 too many imo
46. not gonna share that here lol- starts with a V
47. taekwondo, jiujitsu, figure skating, skateboarding
48. umm i can lick my elbow 💪
49. oh jeez ummmm i made a super explicit sex joke and then turned around and my english teacher was just. right there.
50. im tryna get into college for biochemistry and i want to eventually go into research pharma
jeezus beezus dorky omg 💀💀
@dorky-pals
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"Good"
he sighed, then looked at the door
"Im sorry.."
Carter apologised when he'd heard Nubbins groan, kissing him on the nose gently to cement the apology. He got off of the other when Eli had left the room, sitting on the edge of the bed. He tried to look over his shoulder at the scratch marks which were still bleeding little, hissing at the pain now the adrenaline had cooled down.
Eli laughed again, quite amused. He took what Nubbins had said about murder as a joke, because to anyone who didn't know him would probably take it as a joke.
"Good on ya Carter, could hear him from down the hallway... Didn't know ya swung that way. Disappearing for days then comin back with a guy, you freak"
Eli chuckled, obviously joking. He didn't care Carter was bi, but of course he'd 'poke fun', what were older brothers for
"But you are startin' a horror movie, tell me when it comes out!"
"Yeahh, sure. Bye Eli!"
And with that, Eli was gone, his boots could be heard as he walked down the hallway to his room. Carter rubbed his face with his hand, looking over at Nubbins again before he got up and closed the door properly.
"I bet the whole house heard us.. Fuck"
- 🐥
"oooh boy oh boy i-i-i hope they diiidd!!" *Nubbins crawled out of bed and.. booked it down the hall.. on all fours.. naked.. omfg STOP HIM.* *The only thing on this guys mind.. right now.. was getting provided with more free food- he aint getting NO FOOD RUNNING AROUND NAKED- he seems to have forgotten his and Carter's family were totally different as the sex had made him waaaay to comfortable.*
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Okay... this is gonna sound like blasphemy, but istg if I dont get this out into the world for people who care to read about Im literally going to go insane, so here it goes. I think Felonyglob is kind of boring. Don't get me wrong they're still a really cute couple! I just. Don't find their relationship all that interesting. Like there isn't all that much to explore in their dynamic.
I think most of the problem lies in Felony Carl not really being all that interesting on his own? Like, he isn't meant to be his own character. He has no depth. Which is okay! Not every character needs to be fully thought out or layered, but typically, the better thought out a character is, the more interesting their relationships are. Felony Carl, right down to his NAME, is really just a joke character. The joke being the juxtaposition between his appearance as a big strong criminal biker guy vs his emotional maturity and comfortability in who he is. He's kind of a cardboard cutout of a man. And instead of his relationship with Globby adding anything to his character, he ends up falling victim to the age old trope of "token love interest to motivate the main character". Like, the Princess Peach to Globby's Mario(it was the first example that came to mind don't @ me andnfnsmsm), minus the damsel in destress stuff. Granted Mario isn't all that interesting of a character either but yOU GET THE POINT RIGHT- Felony Carl just kind of falls flat. I was initially gonna drive this point home even further by comparing him to a really similar, and much more interesting, character, Brock from the Unikitty show, but this paragraph is getting long so I'm just gonna leave it at that. He's also really hard to ADD depth to because we just don't get that much info on his backstory outside of how he used to be named Misdemeanor Carl and that he has a good enough relationship with his father to willingly attend his birthday, which really isn't much! There's nothing interesting about this man to latch onto and expand upon without teetering dangerously close to OC territory!
Now, like I said before, having flat characters is fine. It's kind of a necessity, actually. If every single character in every single show got their backstories fully explained to us then there would never be time for any kind of. Plot. Ever. And, for normal viewers of BH6tS, Felony Carl being flat is perfectly okay, because he really had nothing to do with the main cast. But for ME, a weird little freak who likes to pretend BH6tS is actually The Globby Show(the amount of times I've rewatched literally only the episodes with him in them is evidence enough), Felony Carl is a lot more prominent because, to my eyes, he's technically the main love interest of the show. And he's just. So boring. Funny, but SO BORING.
Now, I am ABSOLUTELY not saying you can't still enjoy this pairing. Literally doesn't fuckin matter. I get the appeal, hell I've made stuff for the ship and have plans to make more! I just think it would be fun to explore Globby's potential dynamics with less one-note characters, y'know? Like, there's an ABUNDANCE of interesting adult characters in BH6tS and the only other Globby-related pairing(bcuz remember I only ever pay attentioj to Globby related stuff) I ever see is Globby x Honey Lemon. Which is a fine pairing, and they do have an interesting dynamic(and before you say that pairing is problematic it fucking isn't Honey Lemon is 21 and when your a consenting adult a 20 year age gap is literally fine omfg), but I think we should get more CREATIVE with it!!! And by we I mean people who. Like to think about Globby and put him in Situations. Actually maybe I'm the only person who really cares about this there's only like one other person on here that posts about him regularly... downsides of having super obscure interests, I guess.
But yeah if anybody wants to like... build up some fun cool ship dynamics between Globby and other characters my dms are always open hehe. This post was actually just a really longwinded and dressed up way for me to ask if anybody wants to talk about Globby ships with me. Sorry not sorry I just want more excuses to talk about this man-
#btw the last part was semi joking I did also genuinely wanna talk abt my personal grievances with Felonyglob#again its an okay ship its just kinda boring :(#big hero 6#big hero 6 the series#globby#bh6 globby#felony carl#felonyglob#shipping#late night ramblings#gal overanalyzes random shit
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okay i’ll put my episode thoughts as i go. for the last one.
that intro with all the helmets eurghhgg… the title card… im so stressed out
the conviction behind that “at the time, YES.”
the baby laughing when she collapsed im crying. i hope she’s dead <3
just realized echo is probably gonna freak the fuck out on emerie when she gets him into the vault and all the kids are gone but i hope the dead doctor lady will make them realize the kids escaped fjdhfjdjf
BARYN NOOOOOO STOPPPP
the hard cut from the fucking kaiju esque scene to dead silence with emerie and echo is killing me sorry idk why its so fucking funny but it is
i so so so wish we could have seen echo’s face for this omfg i want to know what his expression is SO BADDDD
baryn will only sleep to the sounds of absolute obliteration and total carnage
FUCK OFFFFF THIS ENTIRE SCENE STOPPPP
ruh roh
watching wrecker get electrocuted like its fine anakin got electrocuted all the time in the clone wars and he was Okay. he was . he was fucked up but he was okay
EMERIEEEE YEAHHHH
i. crosshair is. not going to be doing well here huh
rampart whats the fucking point bro
YESSSSSS YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES!!!!!! RAMPART IS FUCKING DUST!!!!!!
well rest in pieces cx-2 is tech theory it was nice knowing you
cry time. crying so hard
LMFAOOO I FORGOT ABOUT TARKIN
CRYING CRYING CRYING
SOBBINGGGGGGGGGGGG
TECHS GOGGLESD IM CRYING SO HARFD
i feel lie im going to be sick i need help i need psychological help im so fucked ip right now
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TRIMAX VOL 2 YEEP YEEP YEEP
time for the thoughts :D
chap 1:
-YES HES HERE :D
-ok when you think about thats brutal af, this is the worst nightmare of anyone who takes public transport
-:c hes so soft
-the fucker with the balls scared me >:v get out and leave my son alone
chap 2:
-legato eating lmao :b but creepy at the same time
-"no guys we cant destroy him anymore, just traumatize him" what a metal thing to order knives, you sicko
-OH I LOVE THIS SCENE
-vash is doomed to be driven everywhere hes like me fr
-aw he looks tired :c
-nightow honey.....thank you so much for this dumb joke lmao
-yes vash ofc your bf is hiding something but this is not the time to think about that
-oh wait i remember this chapt-...oh fuck
-*insert 98 vash yelling get me out of here*
-"demon priest" nice nickname for your bf
-OH WAIT DO THEY STRAIGHT UP TOLD HIM "he so your brother wants us to traumatize you, yknow the classic stuff" TO HIS FACE I FORGOT
-also NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
-PLEASE HE JUST WANTS TO GO HOMEEEEEEEEEEE
chap 3:
-oh the title page of this one *chef kiss*
-OH MAN HES READY TO GET INVOLVED DID I MISS THAT THE 1ST TIME???
-ooooh the betrayal
-oh that line that tries to be a panel line is cool as hell
-...ok i yet dont get much from this battle but pretty cool nonetheless
-i got the final part tho
chap 4:
-ok i do respect samurai guy here tho, die with your principles ma man
-ah no its the timeeeee noooooooooooooo
-im gonna need a hug
-:c
-ok i need the hug now
-IM GONNA START CHEWING GLASS
-"im willing to die so you fucking realize you cant go around in life just running away" is raw af, but replying with "im not gonna shoot you cuz i want to fucking show you hope" is even worst
-NIGHTOW IM GOING TO YOUR FUCKING HOUSE AND after respectfully shaking your hand BITE IT
-the man who bears the role of savior with a smile while it hurts vs the man who bears the role of the murderer without an expression while it hurts...IT ALL JUST HURTS
-MY GIRLS ARE HERE
-AH NAHHHHH I FORGOT ABOUT THATTTTTT
chap 5:
-nooooo stoppppppp :c
-something something, parallel with vash in a escape pod something, something tears
-I HATE LIFE ACTUALLY (the hc of wolfwood having regular nightmares is not even a hc, it actually happens)
-"we need 2 rooms" cmon dont be shy :3
-oh wait i love this chapter :3 even if it has the most unhealthy implications ever like vash omfg cant you just take a fucking break :)
-nah hes not ignorant of anything...hes just really stupid with a big ass heart
-ok i feel like im insulting vash too much rn, its the wolfwood pov mb
-hes so dead
-awww :3 im sorry for calling him stupid, he's just really nice in a world where mercy is basically being stupid
-vash is making the smallest and most pathetic noises and the guy is like "oh wow you can help me come up with a plan? thanks :D"
-woop
-i agree with rob but i also agree with his dad. this ties back nicely with the thing about considering killing people just because of family.
-i mean...yeah theres something deeply wrong with vash...those arent news i think
chap 6:
-wolfwood noooooooooooooooooooooo :c
-wolfwood dont *smack in the head* stop those thoughts rn
-i love wolfwood poking on the subject like "well at least i cant do that cuz IM HUMAN.....what about you vash hm?"
-AND WE LOVE A CHARACTER WHO DOESNT HAVE EVERY VALUE SET IN STONE :D vash ily and your search for an answer sm
-ah that looks pretty :D
-when i tell you THAT FUCKING SCENE HASNT LEFT MY MIND SINCE I READ IT THE 1ST FUCKING TIME. I FUCKING FREAKED OUT ABOUT IT CUZ I WAS SO FUCKING RELIEVED AND THATS ON MY TOP MEANEST THINGS NIGHTOW HAS DONE. AND THIS IS VOL 2 OF TRIMAX
-also lets go back to wolfwood "i don't have the right to hold you" vs vash embracing the hugs ONLY TO GET THIS. WHAT ARE YOU TELLING ME NIGHTOW HUUHHHHHHH YOU MF-
(i dont think we'll get this or something similar in stampede but if we do...if we do i will bite people and that's a promise)
chap 7:
-SHUT UPPPP, WOLFWOOD KILL HIM
-YEAH CMON BABY
-im.....im so sad for him
-"the mind of a man is bleeding out".....yeah you can call him that ig
-oh shit thats how this volume ends??? fuck ig????
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HI IM AN INSANE BAXSTAN AND SWIFTIE AND UR RYT MR PERFECTLY FINE HAS IMMENSE BAXMC POTENTIAL
while i think its not Unlikely for mc to forgive baxter within the span of the dlc, i DO think theyre not given enough options to feel complicated abt it. u pretty much have to decide how to feel from the start, and arent given a lot of room to change ur mind. For example, my mc Anne is a very forgiving person, especially with bax bc she understands his need to be entertaining & liked. HOWEVER she starts the dlc off thinking "ok if hes gonna be distant i can do that" but then when he jokes with xavier shes like "well im CONFUSED now and i need answers" and shes irritated, but also still likes him. after the bowling she hugs him and is still like confused, but again likes him still. by the time shes baking with him, shes both confused and endeared with him but is kinda harsh with him, even when hes apologizing at the wedding.
All this to say; its not UNREALISTIC mc would forgive in that timespan, its just the lack of complexity mc is or is not afforded that makes it feel too fast. additionally, while u do get to be mad, theres no real moderation for it, and no way to be like "this is a start, but it will take time to trust him fully again". so yeah, it feels rushed and personally i think it was rushed to be released due to whatever reasons (either not caring abt baxter or wanting to work on olnf, who knows)
anyway, i would go on about baxters dlc and its shortcomings for hours if given a chance so for now ill just call it here <3 signed, 🌸Anon
YES YES I AGREE
i do think there was a lotta effort n good stuff but into baxter, and i also havent replayed it since they updated some stuff so maybe its a bit better since release
but i do agree i think the emotional range is very limited its either "idc anymore", "im mad", "i look back fondly", "im pretty sad abt it", n all that stuff n its just pretty straight forward in whatever you choose
i think step 4 is a bit short? maybe?
BUT I ALSO THINK ITS PRETTY FLESHED OUT, now i haven't acted professional w baxter, i tried but i just didnt have time to go through w the route. but there are options!!! its just one and done i think so its kinda like, you cant express How conflicted you are
bc realistically id be so sad but i also hold a grudge so id be like "yeah you say you love me n all that n i GET IT but also im scared"
BUT I ALSO THINK ITS BC WE ARE PLAYING IT WITH SEVERAL HOURS??? like MC has 5 years to get through the emotions, but the time between him saying "see you never!!!" and "omg hi, i miss u but u dont need me but i miss u?!?!!?!" is like less than 5 minutes so.....
LITERALLY I WAS PLAYING IT THE FIRST TIME N I WAS LIKE "you bastard, fuck you. i hate you. stfu. YOURE SO CUTE. you ASSHOLE. i am going to KISS YOU. i want to slap you so fucking bad right now"
like pls i was freaking out during my first playthru
i think baxter's dlc was more focused on the "i am hurt" and "i have XYZ reasons for being like this" and it goes through all that and its less "lets work through your complex feelings/this is how you reacted when we met again bc you felt/feel very conflicted and now we will work thru it"
BAXTER DLC IS LITERALLY "I CAN FIX HIM" OMFG
but honestly i like the baxter dlc better than the derek dlc bc i HATED how "i can do everything by myself!!!!" derek was in step 2 and how sibling focused it was, i man i still loved it of course but i wish derek n mc had more 1 on 1 time
and then in step 4 it was like "i missed out on everything, i feel shitty n im sorry!" and mc just.... idk maybe i need to play it again but i was still mad derek ghosted for a whole step n then it was still very family focused, and while i loved that as well
i just wanted more derek by himself, i wanted to pamper him n love him n just yk
idk, all the dlc's are so good but i do think the forgiveness is very quick which makes sense bc they're making ol2 but man, i would love if it was just double the length or half that to just flesh it out some bc i wanted some sweet moments w the boys as well :(((
ANYWAY YES I DO AGREE ITS NOT UNREALISTIC
just unrealistic for ppl like me who take 2-3 years to get over wtf happened and another 2 to actually settle in my decision to forgive 😂😂 but even then, if i had 5 years to get over it i could prbly forgive him after a lot of crying and a bit of screaming LMAO
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Once Upon a Witchlight: Episode 45 (SPOILERS)
Oh no, a warning for graphic themes? If someone died im crying so hard
KEEP YOUR DAMN CLOTHES ON TORBEK OR I SWEAR TO THE GODS
My S/I would be so happy to finally explore the material plane!!
Father twin giggle sesh :D
Kremy is going crazy again
When Torbek is worried about YOU, then you know you're acting crazy /j
Gideon and his old man glasses omfg, I love that image so much
“Empath” Gricko gives off astrology girl vibes and idk why
I WAS RIGHT, HE DID A GEMINI JOKE OMG
NAT 20 FOR GIDEON LETS GOOOOOOO
My S/I would be having so much trouble in the desert because of them never having experienced a dessert before and the whole satyr fur thing
My bestie, the eldritch abomination of a bugbear <3
Gricko getting the party into trouble against a desert hydra is so him coded, bro would get the group in trouble at a damn Wal-mart
ANOTHER NAT 20 FOR GIDEON, THAT HYDRA IS SO FUCKIN DEAD!!!
OMFG A THIRD NAT 20 FOR GIDEON!!!! THAT HYDRA IS GONNA BE MUSH!!! (Im stimming so hard right now, my hands are flying like crazy fr fr))
Mace has the same amount of object permanence as I do /j
OH FUCK, I HATE BUGS! KILL EM, KILL EM
I LOVE KREMY’S OMINOUS JAZZ AND NEON FORM :D
OOOOO NIKKIE GOT A NAT 20
What is with all these nat 20’s this episode, loaded dice? /j
Of course Gricko would try to befriend the monster
Mikey's dice bag being full of bananyas is so damn funny
ALCHEMIC WHAT? FLEASHLIGHTS??
NOOOOO, TORBEK GOT A NAT 20 TOO BUT NIKKIE DREADED HIM
WHAT? HUNGER OF HADAR??? KREMY IS OP AF
Hootsie is so smart to not deal w that bs fr fr
Kremy accidentally kills his teammates via mind fuckery /j
My S/I would be so confused during the hunger of hadar thing, they'd be screaming shit like: “IS THIS NORMAL IN THE MATERIAL PLANE, AND WHERE IN THE HELLS IS EVERYONE???”
All these dudes are so OP in their own ways but also complete idiots in others, I love them all so much
NOOOOOO GIDEON IS IN QUICKSAND
“That's from Agwe you dumb ugly bastard!” is a great like Gideon, good job
NAT 20 FOR TORBEK FINALLY!!!!! AND HE KILLED IT YEAHHHHHHHHHH
“Longscarfing it” is my new favorite thing
Fighting with an erection mention lmao XD
They're freaking out about Nikkie playing swamp music lmao
NOOOO DON'T AWAKEN GOREBEK
We love the swoose (Swan + Goose)
Also wasn't one of the cookies Bavlorna gave Torbek a swoose, and Nikkie is using the same accent for the swoose as she did Bavlorna
“Recount the tales to me x3, of a troubled past and what set you free” ARE WE GONNA GET SOME BACKSTORY ON THREE OF THE DUDES???? PLEASE LET ONE OF THEM BE TORBEK, BRO IS AN ENIGMA
GIDEON BEING KIDNAPPED AS A CHILD AWAY FROM HIS PAW IS SO SAAAAAAD, WE NEED TO REUNITE PAW COAL AND MY DAD TOGETHER AND HAVE A HAPPY FAMILY AGAIN (T-T)
“We hit rock bottom and picked up shovels” HAHAHA
I wonder what Andy’s theory is, My theory is that Zybilna is the fourth sister or at least connected to them in some way
#self ship#self shipping#self ship stuff#self ship community#self insert#canon can suck my metaphorical dick#a family can be a bunch of criminals and their adopted satyr child
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