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howlonomy · 3 months ago

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Just a totally normal, unedited picture of Kanako's room for no reason at all... don't ask questions, there's nothing wrong at all! There's no hidden reason as to why I would send this to you, specifically :) (Please help I cannot stop making things for future plans, I have two separate notepads filled with dialogue, I have several sprites prepared, I have plans for remaking a few old ones, I made some mock up animations of a few scenes, I even made a goddamn song for it and it's only a third of it Jesus fucking Christ please help me I cannot stop)

HAHA EVERYTHING IS SO NORMAL… the way everything fits so seamless into the original bg is SO GOOD the vibes are immaculate!!!

also chujins face being torn.. are u ok king…..

#asked and answered #monster clover au #monster clover fanart #this is literally like a childrens room in a horror game this is so scary #listen idk if ur still going to go thru with all of this but if you do i want to see the progression PLEASE…!!!!#THIS IS STILL SERIOUSLY SO COOL i get so excited seeing all this new stuff #and the scope is huge and i think thats so fuckin awesome…!!!!!??!?#im so fr i love every wip u send the ideas u have drive me crazy /pos!!!!

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violencebian · 3 months ago

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brewin on an au where mori takes in ranpo and fukuzawa takes in dazai

#demon prodigy ranpo... cmon guys #bsd #bungou stray dogs #ranpo edogawa #dazai osamu #pls contribute ur ideas im so excited abt this #also in this au idk if i would see ranpo ever leaving the mafia #like dazai did

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faaun · 5 months ago

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i feel rly sad and conflicted abt one of my best friends on earth but idk who to ask for advice bc i usually would have consulted her in this situation lmao

#shes cool and i dont want to lose her and i know Logically i love her but atm i feel so strange towards her #and idk what to do abt it bc i know in the past ive like...over-communicated a lot and over the last few yrs ive been trying to not do that #bc thats an anxious impulse i think .so like . self control #AND IMPORTANTLY . i may actually be the problem here ?? ok again i love her i dont want to lose her etc but basically ive noticed a pattern #which is that whenever she gets a bf/a man (even fwb) in her life she basically stops talking to me and the limited interactions we do have #become abt him. and while i support her it is acc too much. like we barely talked while she was w her ex bf until he became abusive and #then we talked a lottt like all our convos understandably were abt him . and then when they broke up we kept hanging out so i didnt rly see #the pattern there but still she seemed to centre men a lot in her life like sbe was excited to not date and find herself and then #immediately afterwards started seeing this other guy with whom shes basically in a relationship now #hes nice and all but like . HES ALL SHE TALKS ABT . actually we barely talk atp but when we do its abt him #she sends me reels sometimes but its all abt being jealous abt him etc . and shes bi but she said she doesnt like the idea of dating women #bc theyre scary . and i thought she was kidding in the ohhh women r so beautiful that theyre intimidating way but no she was being entirely #fr . she explained jts bc she was bullied by a girl in the past but like...bro ur ex bf literally abused you like surely you see men are #capable of just as much harm? but obvs who she dates is her own choice . but anyway she has consistently made plans w me then cancelled the #like an hr before . or asked to call me and then proceeded to not do so . when i ask her to meet/call its the same she just doesnt respond #or she cancels ? and while i understand anxiety sucks it feels SO WEIRD STILL . maybe im the problem slightly too bc ik i have no right to #feel this way but it rubs me the wrong way that ik she has so much time to spend w him/calls him all the time despite meeting him just a fe #months ago whereas i just have to like ...be ok w not actually having talked to her for a long time #its gotten to the point where when she says do you wanna meet/call i automatically respond yes and then just assume it doesnt happen . like #there have been several times over the past few months i double booked plans over when we were supposed to call/meet bc i was sure she #wouldnt show up and ive been right each time #like she sends me texts that she misses me or im her best friend etc etc occasionally and then acts rly . contrary to that ?#ive talked to her abt the issue w cancelling on me twice btw. when i was still dating the situationship person she would get sooo mad at #them for not respecting my time and shed tell me i deserve better etc etc and then like . she doesnt seem to respect my time at all #anyway she said she understand and she admits to like...being flaky etc but does nothing abt it #and its not like i can tell her to stop caring so much abt men bc we sorta had convos like that b4 she got This involved w this guy #and apparently it did nothing and the last thing i want is to police her relationships or get in her way #its just AUSHD AUGH #anyway i rly miss her it just doesnt feel the same at all anymore

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obsob · 2 years ago

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probably no new drawin until after christmas bc im hibernating rn! am curled up in a small hollow of a tree in a nest lined w moss and feathers. if u care.

#i hve an idea tho. a sketch. i will. get 2 it eventually #ive like. 180 decision n now im gna try doing picture book illu again KSNSJDNJS #i feel. more prepared for it now tho. gna. try stuff out. see what i like #im more confident now w th actual drawing its th colouring where im tripping up but! that will come with time!#im doin good tho! been making lots of scarfs for my loved ones #i slept round bfs house for th first time on weds n i felt. weird when i got home yday but we had a long chat n now i feel fine #im! gna try using aac with him when he comes round next week! im excited about it i think im going to rlly like it #all good things! things just feel. easier with him. living in my brain #i hope everyone has as of a safe and warm holidays as u can #hope ur tummy is full!!#barks

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ghostlywhiskey · 1 year ago

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i hope i have more energy to reply to asks tomorrow mwah i'm sorry y'all i feel like my brain is second guessing itself and hating everything i write rn grrr <3

#nic talks #im sorry im literally seconding guessing my writing rn #and i have so many inbox messages im excited to reply to :(#im sorry if you've sent me anything and i havent gotten to it yet i feel so bad fuckkskdk #but im a perfectionist and if i see ur idea/thought/etc. and feel like i cant execute right then and there i panic and set it aside AHHH #BUT I LOVE AND APPRECIATE ALL THE INBOX MESSAGES THEY MAKE ME SO HAPPY TO RECEIVE<333

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superbellsubways · 7 months ago

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ok im Crazy. Assorted things i've thouvht abt the past couple of weeks....

coppy slowly beginning to grow accustomed to clippy's family and then oscillo gets brought into the mix, and since he doesn't trust oscillo alone Ever and he doesn't wanna hire a babysitter because Oscillo would kill them so he's forced to take oscillo with him. he gives him a tiny prep talk beforehand like. little man i need you to do this for me Please don't make them Hate me and hes like Ok Whatever ....

oscillo would gey overwhelmed i imagine bc he'd be able to keep up The act of being a helpless kid in fromt of one or two people but clippy's family Including coppy .. and also just being around a lot of people he doesnt know in general. He'd shutdown and hide behind coppy the whole time but eventually gets curious abt clippy's siblings. #Autism

i 'm drawing new refs for them btw !!! so that'll be fun and theyre both cute so i wannw try and draw them more but ANYWAYS i think they'd be friends. kevin would take him out to the nearby liquor store and stephanie would like. give him her old stuffies and they'd watch movies together. Also regarding the two siblings I think they'd generallt be on good terms with eachother?? OFC W THE classic sibling tropes such as. Hating eachother. stealing their food. and i. idk i'm an only child but i think thats pretty much it. ..

also enjoying milk probably runs in the family. being annoying too. they all probably yap so much. ..

also clippy's the oldest obvs... stephanie is the middle child and kevin's the youngest 😁😁 they both would love oscillo i think despite his Quirks and hes all happy bc he's never really interacted w other kids who weren't kind of fucked over by other viruses so hes all smiley and warm and I imagine he purrs like a cat and like. vibrates. idk oscillo is cat coded to me Meeooww meeoow m

also Yk hiw they have those toy guns at liquor stores. i feel like kevin would buy them for him and oscillo and EPIC PRANK CLIPPY !!!!! SHOOT THE FREAK SHOOT THE FREAK SHO

kevin and oscillo both like annoying ppl too they'd be insufferable together. kevin is also probably a bad influence LOL but he'd try his best to not. idk. Get oscillo into smoking 😭😭

also kevin sleeps w his hat on OKAY BYE THATS IT BYE AAAHHH AAHH AAHH!!!!!!

OK finally getting to this i was smiling so so wide reading through this last night btw AUUUUU 🥹🥹

everything is soooo freaking cutes,😭😭😭😭😭😭 do you want me to explode.. 😭 oscillo finally making friends via clippys family ill die. smile 🥹ALSO the comic u added EEP!!!!!!! i cant even formulate proper sentences rn sorry i wanna scream and run aroumd 😭 i heart them so bad❤️ OKAYYY!!!!!!!!!

#going. crazy.#kicks my legs #ill throw up #ihave to draw things. also im excited to see the refs ur making 🙏 Yay!#imagine being crazy over paper clips couldnt be us 🙄#oscillo just a lil guy. i can imagine kevin wanting to sneak him into a fair or something #that would either be a good or bad idea #ouee #ive been thinking about these all day #also the milk mention I'll kill yuo

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peachzin · 4 days ago

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i found my ps3.. and rush ordered a copy of ff13

#i am about to become so insufferable #im so excited to experience this game as an adult.. i want to see how my opinion's changed or stayed the same..#ive never actually FINISHED this game on my own before either #i got stuck like almost halfway through i wanna say and just gave up #but now i have masters degree 🤓 surely i can Beat Video Game #i need to get a better grasp on the paradigm shift system.. i think its so unique and such a fun idea that rly makes u think abt ur teams #ngl playing metaphor kinda made me think abt the paradigm shift stuff from ff13 #if youve been following me since like.. 2013 yardy knnow #ff13 was my roman empire so to speak..

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orcelito · 1 month ago

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God, this is fucking crazy

So i only have 3 more classes to take, but it'll cost the same to take 3 classes as 4 classes. So I've been thinking about taking a 4th class just for the hell of it. Something fun and/or easy.

Out of curiosity, I looked up orchestras. I was in it in my first year, but I haven't consistently played since 2016. But I still dream about being in an orchestra again. I *miss it*. So I was like. Well, what if *that* was my 4th class next semester? What If?

I looked it up. This week is the last week they're doing auditions for it. There was only one more spot free after today. And that's *tomorrow evening*.

I haven't really played my violin much in YEARS. I'm so out of practice. But apparently they don't reject anyone outright. Auditions are just for placement. So worst case scenario, I get placed in an orchestra at a lower skill level than I was at my prime. It'd still be an orchestra.

It's crazy short notice, but I don't think I'd forgive myself if I passed it up. Bc I have just one more semester before I graduate. One last opportunity to be in a school orchestra. And if I didn't do this, I'd be left with that What If forever.

So. Crazy short notice, but I have a violin audition tomorrow!!! Hahahaha

#speculation nation #im literally shaking with nerves rn but i want this so so so badly #i remember. how to play. my arms are just so much stiffer than they used to be. and my nails. man im gonna have to trim my fucking nails #at least my left hand. kinda sucks bc i like the polish i have on rn but u cant have any long nail at all for violin.#i need to play two scales of my choosing. ascending and descending in three octaves.#recommended for violin is A C or E-flat major. of course i know A and C but i'd have to look up E-flat. never did much with flats in school #then again i have that One Two Three and a Half rhythm Down. thats how id often warm myself up.#start with the base G string and just do a scale up and down (one octave). go up to the next note. do it again.#again and again until i started running out of room on the E string. & if i was Real motivated maybe id start shifting to continue.#so all id need to do is find the E flat and id be good. it all follows the same pattern.#the harder challenge will be the solo or etude. 2-3 minutes in length. only *one day* to prepare.#i have NO IDEA what id even play. i'll look in my old sheet music to see if theres anything that might work #simple enough for me to relearn on such short notice. and interesting enough to be played solo #(since i was always in orchestras it's not always the best for solo playing. tho i was also first violin section a lot #which is Basically the same as playing solo lmaooo)#if i cant find anything i do have a few sheet music books i could look in. id hate to play smth too simple #but better simple and Right than trying to do something above my current skill level.#which IRKS ME bc once upon a time i was the 4th best violinist in my high school. out of nearly 2k students.#but thats what happens when u go years without consistent practice :p ur arm gets Stiff.#im. still nervous but also thinking about the music is making me EXCITED.#it's going to be a wild time prepping for this thing but itll be over in like 5 mins and i dont even have to worry about Passing #so long as i *do it* i should get into something. i just need to push myself. do it. get out there. *play your violin*#i already cried in a public bathroom for 10 mins today and im feeling emotional Again.#not quite crying emotional tho thankfully. just. i feel like i need to climb onto a rooftop and SCREAM!!!! but like in a good way.#so so so nervous but itll be so so so worth it. i could be in an orchestra again. finally. finally finally finally.#and i STILL NEED TO FINISH THIS ASSIGNMENT.....!!!! hfkahfks today has been. a DAY.#just. keeps going through my head. i could be in an orchestra again. i could be in an orchestra again. at least one more time.

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your-fave-is-bi · 4 months ago

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Hooray the minthara knockout recruitment method worked!!

#personal tag #karli plays bg3 #neyrha #im very excited to see her interactions with stuff #already something she said is influencing my loose ideas of character motivations for neyrha in act 2 #act 1 neyrha was like. incredibly defensive and proud and like arrogant and self confident. to mask how terrifying it is to not remember #and so act 1 neyrha was like heavily leaning into whatever she remembered of her instincts #mostly the bloodlust and knowing she’s a Scary Drow. but also more subtle things like prying more info out of others than they realize #and without revealing what she herself already did or did not know #and act 2 is like. im envisioning her trying to Find herself more/again #yes her base instinct is to like. intimidate to get her way. and to lean into the dark urge #and act 2 is gonna be more her questioning why. and like. not second guessing herself but like reflecting more n thinking more #she’s still gonna see people as chess pieces on a board; as tools to be used. if ur not useful why are you here #but she’s also gonna like. add some more nuance in that train of thought #anyway thats how im gonna try n play her that is #and im delighted minthara is shorter than her. this is wonderful #minthara with a strenght score of 18 looking like a beanpole. neyrha with a strength score of 8 looking like thay #hilarioud to me

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twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat · 1 year ago

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ari what on gods green earth was that episode. hold me in going to cry

^ my live reaction watching it

riko this episode RUINED my life 😭😭😭 the animators went so hard i felt like i was watcjing a movie phdhdjf

and yuji :( the boy :( :( his va did such a good job but the blood on the pavement…. i sobbed i threw up etc

#RIKOOOO HOW DID U FEEL ABT THE GUMI CRUMBS….👀👀he looked so good this ep #AND GOJO 🥺🥺🥺 he ate his 5 seconds of screentime #dont cry riko save ur tears for next week’s ep <3 did u see nanami walking along the beach in the preview….#IM SO EXCITED FOR YUJI VS MAHITO THO U HAVE NO IDEA…. one of my fave fights in the series fr #ask tag ✩

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boypussydilf · 1 year ago

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simon petrikov and betty grof when they see an opportunity to do something reckless that they’re convinced is the right thing to do, likely to be hazardous to themself or others, without regard for anyone except each other, showing obvious signs of mental instability, etc

#IM SO EXCITED TO SEE WHERE THEY GO WITH THIS LMAO #omg they were actually made for me #bettys got that maruki-style selfish selflessness #doing something wholly for the sake of someone else even tho its really just ur own idea of whats right and what u want #Simon. I don’t know what he hoped to get out of doing that that wouldn’t either kill a bunch of people or kill him.#basilposting #atposting #fionna and cake spoilers

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skeletaltoad · 2 years ago

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might b controversial but some of y'all.... have been a little too excited about the idea of a disabled gay character being brutally murdered

#yellowjackets #im NOT coming for anyone i am just saying #u can dislike characters but oh my god #i am seeing SLURS #i hope he outlives all ur faves actually #its not bad to say u hope they kill him or whatever idc #but u guys get TOO excited about the idea sometimes #where's this energy for uhhh Any Of The Other Men #y'all r putting this man at the same level as Creep Cop and frankly it's a lil weird lol #someone has straight up said he should die bc he's useless due to his missing leg.#hide it a little better babes

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priffi · 10 months ago

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that one didn't mean anything it literally didn't wdym it meant nothing it was all fake all fake that was nothing nothing happened huh. anyways bad news again

#OP (irl) gets the short end of the stick while i THRIVE. sorry bestie bout my boy drama but omgggg let me have this.#it's different from the last one bc it's attainable and not fake and i think it means something. coco if u see this Erm #i will not tell you who but if you can guess right i'll tell u if ur right #and do NOT go looking at my newest spotify playlist. you will still have no idea who it is.#is it bad if i say i literally duplicated the old struck playlist and then edited it from there 😭#anyways back to my rant. idk how much i want it but it surely means something if i keep thinking about it.#also. there are Signs. i might be crazy but i'm happy and i'm back to living paycheck to paycheck (a singular glance once a day)#prayge for monday. idk how it'll go but we'll see im excited either way #perspective

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woolydemon · 2 years ago

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moving past my hesitance to hc Apollo cooking ability and assigning him baking hobby bc that's my hobby

#i just.got really excited at the idea of pumpkin cookies with cream cheese filling so now im eager for fall to ccme back #this one time i want the passage of time to happen #i want apollo to have that same kind of excitement #apollo is now the kind of guy to hear abt a fun cookie or muffin recipe and go ''hm i should try a stab at that one''#and it's fun bc then hes making more than he needs so hes always giving baggies of treats to the others #esp trucy #love. can be a yummy sweet food :]#though i also bet polly would be similiar to me and baking sessions are semi rare bc of lack of time and energy </3 #but when he does. everybody watch out its cookies time #or quickbread #bc those are more easier to make so thus not as stressful #ur not gonna see him make smth super fancy or complex. would rather die #rando thoughtz #ace attorney

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div1nity · 2 years ago

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PSA. writing is going to continue to be horrible until the next week is up , i'm finally closing in on deadlines and they are kicking my goddamn arse . please i want to be free :(

#im so excited to be back so i can like. focus on coraline again #i miss having muse but stress is destroying that #im also going to be job hunting once my finals are handed in #i feel stupid. 24 and only just finding a paycheck but i feel so ready to get out there now #so there is anxiety over it but like... excitment ?#i have some shop ideas in mind hehe <3 #basically if ur reading this. you're finally seeing me transition into adulthood #do not ask me 6x7 though x #SODIFHSHISOIFHSF #ooc.

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ilostyou · 2 years ago

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lallaaalalala just some things on my mind

#this has been a rant #<- in advance. im going off in the tags. xo #getting close to making a decision abt doctoral programs is STRESSING ME OUT even tho i think ik which i'll choose #one ik will be a good school environment and will be manageable but the other has much. better training and will prep me for #literally anything i could want to do with a whole ass doctorate afterwards when im licensed #next thing. i fucking hate that i have no clue what i look like objectively lmfao. losing weight is great and all (healthy) but #it's fucking with my idea of myself even more than it ever was bc. now it's a 'bad' thing that some things look big on me #(bc THEY FUCKING ARE lol) like today i ended up buying some clothes and yay great but like. my mom was like #yeah so you can wear these instead of what. ur wearing now bc that's gotten big on you etc #and im just ksjghdf it's just a little baggy and also i like it?? but ok whatevesjkdkfdhkh i like the. new ones too im juyst. ??#just in general there's always gonna be Something yknow? annoying. anyway #next thing is that im away w family rn and lovemy fam love spending time with them but it;'s been TWO DAYS and im already #losing......so much patience with some people like. my younger cousins. im. GRR.and i love having some other people around #but we're meeting up w the rest of our group tom and we'll basically be DOUBLE in size for the next week plus and im so #nervous that i'm already at my last nerve with everyone adn that i'll be too overwhelmed/tired/etc that i won't enjoy the rest of the trip #next thing is that it's WILD graduation is literally in six weeks but so mmuch has to happen before then it's making me dizzy #other side note thing im beyond excited to see taylor and have weird anxiety about it but meh. im fucking PUMPED #another thing. it's someones bday tomorrow who ive had a Rough year with (ive mentioned stuff abt them before) and it's just. weird feeling #i dont rem if they even texted me for my bday now im curious im gonna go look lmfao but. obv i'll text them anyway #it's just ... lots of weird feeling thinking abt how much has changed in a year with them. shrug #ok maybe that's it woo

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