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馃 Get to know your moots 馃
Thank you for the tag sis @seanait 馃┑ I figured while im depressed and heartbroken might as well fill my mind with something to do other than cry ww
What's the origin of your blog title?
Honestly I've had so many blogs, I would've liked to keep my mahouto but I didnt feel like changing the blog make on my other acc and then taking it here, so i just made it match my twitter/x acc lol
OTP(s)+ship name:
Ohhh I have a lot of these ww but the ones I currently hyperfixate on:
SatoSugu (Satoru Gojo + Suguru Geto from JJK ; I'm not really a fixed shipper, I enjoy both gego & goge though I am a little more partial to gego ww) but these two are a major source of my serotonin rn
Caleb & MC (Caleb + MC from LaDS ; I love them. I need more of them. I will die for them.)
NeuviFuri (Neuvillette & Furina from GI ; yeah i just block discourse abt them idc they're blue and i love them together. I also like focalette but technically the same thing anyways)
ViRuth (Virgil + Ruth from me and my sis' ocs~ they stay rent free in my head and I wish I wasn't broke so I could com artwork for them ww)
Favorite color
Blue! Specifically a more muted light blue. But Blue & white in general 馃┑馃
Favorite game
I have a lot of these ww but I guess here's my holy trinity
Legend of Zelda (the series in general, but Twilight Princess is my all time favorite. Might be my favorite game of all time.)
Rune factory 4 (probably my favorite farming/RPG combo. And funnily enough I got it by mistake because I thought I bought a different 3DS game from gamestop in 2014 but the box had that instead, i took it to get it replaced but then decided i wanted to keep the game so they gave me the right box and I've reached endgame so many times over the years ww)
Tales of Symphonia (I love both the first and Dawn of a New World even though everyone hated the sequel. Maybe because it's the first time I ever actually related to a protagonist before? Not sure. Either way I love love love the characters in these games more than anything.)
Other games I love: Fire Emblem Series (though if I had to choose, I love fates, I'm sorry, I know, very controversial), Minecraft, Stardew Valley, Honkai Star Rail, Wuthering Waves, Nikki Series, etc etc other gacha's
Song stuck in your head
Oh this is hard, I listen to a lot of music and have a playlist where I put the ones I have on repeat on, well, repeat lol;; right now it's between "Loves Me Not" by TaTu, "Leave a Message" by Nilusi & "Off to the Races" by Lana Del Rey
Weirdest habit/trait?
I maladaptive daydream so ngl sometimes I'll randomly break out into some dramatic monologue but it's all in my head even if my mouth is moving out loud and my body is doing the actions
Hobbies
I don't practice a lot of my hobbies anymore, whether because of time, money or energy tbh. I love gaming & art, recently I've been getting into decorating(idk how else to put it?) merch, like putting lace and stickers and deco items and gluing them to clear cases or pouches with photocards. I also love writing, but I've lost my passion for it.
If you work, what's your profession?
I work for the goverment (ew) as a caregiver
If you could have any job you wish what would it be?
Stay at home wife lol. In all seriousness, if my learning disabilities and physical health weren't in peril, I would've continued studying forensic science and probably go down the path of a Crime scene analyst & investigator or Computer forensic examiner. I briefly thought of maybe art or writing, but I feel like I'd rather keep those a hobby.
Something you鈥檙e good at:
I'm good at most things. I'm just not great at them. I don't think I have a defining thing I'm really good at. I think I suffer from being a jack of all trades but master of none because I focus too much on perfectionism that I give up when I can't be #1 ww
Something you鈥檙e bad at:
Finding motivation to stick to things. Like I said, my perfectionism really beats me down and I never continue pursing the things I like because I lose motivation when I can't be perfect at it
Something you love:
JELLYFISH!!! Angelic/Religious motifs!!! White rabbit candy!!! The sound of rain!!! Reverb on Piano!!! Kids(as in I want children, not in the weirdo way)!!! Collecting Merch!!! My Family!!! Lace!!! Pasta!!! Selfcare!!!
Something you could talk about for hours off the cuff:
Legend of Zelda lore. I can yap about the legend of zelda all day. Someone sit down with me and watch the 9 hour and 45 minute Zelda Lore Compendium with me. Or just listen to the soundtrack with me while I yap about my favorite characters. Or listen to me yap about the timeline. And every single game. Let me scream about the manga volumes. Let me explain why majora's mask is a master in storytelling or why Twilight Princess Link is the best representation of Courage or how Skyward Sword link and zelda are like odysseus and penelope. Let me play every game for you. I'm crying.
Something you hate:
Parsnips. Media illiteracy. Being gaslit and when I pull up proof they double down. Walking on eggshells around me(I am an adult. And if we're friends, you are too. Communicate to me please dear god).
Something you collect:
Bags (I have so many ita bags, handbags, tote bags, luxury bags- I think I have a problem), Shoes (at least, I used to. I have a lot of boxes of boots and heels from when I used to go out a lot), Merch (mostly acrylic stands and plushies), Soundtracks (mostly game osts, sometimes anime), Pokemon cards (NOT YET BUT I WILL, IM GOING TO START), Zelda merch (specifically, I have collected zelda merch since I was a child. It's the only game series where I'm actively trying to collect all the limited and collectors editions), Jellyfish themed stuff, Cinnamoroll merch, Game consoles
Something you forget:
...To reply to people. Though I mainly blame being busy. I attempt to read and reply but then I'm usually called away and eventually forget that I was going to reply
What鈥檚 your love language?
Gift receiving (I blame my dad and his asian father ways, giving gifts as a sign of love), but also words of affirmation because I have emotional permanence ww. In terms of giving, It's also probably gift giving, or I guess quality time(?) but I'd say its more of, tell me your hyperfixation and I'll dive into it with you ww
Favorite movie/show:
My favorite movie will always be Meet the Robinsons, the ending song "Little Wonders" still makes me cry to this day. Also I watched it shortly after finding out I was adopted so it's a very special movie to me :>
As for show... European animated shows for girls will always have my heart. The original Winx Club (I dont acknowledge anything after season 5, and even though 4kids sucks with censorship, It's my favorite voice cast), Tara Duncan, W.I.T.C.H, etc. But also some NA shows like 6teen and Totally Spies I love.
Favorite food:
Pasta. All types of pasta. And bread. I love carbs 馃槶
Favorite animals:
Jellyfish, Sea angels, Sea bunnies.. can you sense a pattern ww? But non marine life- Rabbits and Flying Squirrels :3 I also love foxes
What were you like as a child?
really extroverted lol. I'd befriend every kid I met even if they hated me. Though I acknowledge I was somewhat of a bully to guys because I used to have fruit snacks and make them do whatever i ask for it so they'd fight over it.... oops. Even as a sickly child, I was a menace LOL
Favorite subject in school?
Biology, Chemistry, Physics, Any science classes really, IT, Engineering & Design, Home economics and English Lit
Least favorite subject:
Math. Anything to do with math. I could handle any other class. Just never math. I hate numbers. Get me away from them 馃槶馃槶馃槶
What鈥檚 your best character trait?
Idk how to word this, but I guess how broad I am with my interests? Lots of my friends are into drastically different things, I feel like it's very easy for me to fit into a conversation because I end up consuming a lot of different media, interests and hobbies. I'll never forget how surprise my online friends were that I like "normie" bands/music or are into celebrity gossip ww. So I guess my best trait would be my ability to just generally get along? With people?
What鈥檚 your worst character trait?
Perfectionism and my passive aggressiveness. It's a real problem 馃様
If you could change any detail of your day right now what would it be?
I'd erase my memories from the last 24 hours so I never saw what I saw so I could still be 100% happy lol.
If you could travel in time who would you like to meet?
I wouldn't go very far back, but Brittany Murphy ):
Recommend one of your favorite fanfics (spread the love!):
The Honoured One - The first satosugu fic I ever read. I cannot express how much I love it with words. I even left a very lengthy comment on this a while ago and could still go on and on about how perfect the characterization of both Suguru and Satoru are in this. My favorite jjk fic of all time.
You and me and the space inbetween - another satosugu, but this one just hurts lol. my favorite exerpt:
Tags, if you want :3
@thekawaiibutterflygirl @bellp3pp3rz
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hi this doesn't need to be answered (and this is a little weird), but i wanted to thank you for cheering me up??? i found this really weird gego mlm fetishizer tumblr blogger that was just SO hateful in the jjk fandom, to the point where they'd CENSOR the word goge (-> g0g3) and insult anyone who had an opinion about their bratty twink satoru and macho dom suguru thing (something im not a fan of at all, and overall they had a constant sexualization on them when they were MINORS!!!). i dont have an opinion on any way satosugu is taken but it was just such a strange thing to see so i was pretty sad over how sexualized jjk (especially satosugu) has become and how many weirdos are on jjk tumblr or in the jjk fandom and then i saw a post of yours over top/bottom satosugu discourse from january and it made me laugh. idk, made me feel better that someone had the same opinion as me since i didnt get the discourse either and i spent a bit thinking about how ridiculous it was (and also how fetishizing satosugu is basically becoming) so. yeah, just thanks (big thumbs up) since you're just like me fr
keeping it anonymous because im embarrassed and sorry if this is just really weird to read, keep being you though you rock big time
i'm clearing out my inbox so i'm only now just seeing this so anyway. thank YOU for being normal unlike a majority of the satosugu fandom, or just jjk fandom in general. to be honest fandoms in general are extremely exhausting, like the discourse just never ends and it's like people purposely keep starting it up, it's WILD.
also were you around for the plagiarism thing in the satosugu/goge fandom that happened a few months back? hilarious. also kinda insane. but amusing!
anyway. i also got your other ask where you said you like blue eye samurai too, and that combined with your takes on the satosugu fandom tells me you've got pretty good taste anon! hope you're doing well!
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