#IDC!!!!!!! I'M 13 AND IDK WHAT I'M GOING TO DO WHEN I GROW UP!!

[ghostlover4life]

people when they realize that i have nothing for my future and that i wasn't even supposed to live this far in my life: 😲😲😲😲😞😞😞😞😞😞

[impossiblefangirl0632]

15 Questions

Tagged by @16magnolias. Thanks friend! 🙂

1. Were you named after anybody?

My middle name is my mom's sister's name. I think my parents just liked my first name.

2. When was the last time you cried?

Yesterday. IDR what it was anymore but there was something particularly touching/sad in the star trek episode we watched.

3. Do you have kids?

Not yet. My husband and I both want them though so it'll happen.

4. Do you use sarcasm a lot?

Yes. Not as much as I used to and I feel like it's become a tool for when I'm in a bad mood which is something I'd like to change

5. What sports do you play/have played?

I played soccer a little as a kid and I was technically on a competitive archery team in high school but I just went to shoot at the practices, I never actually competed.

6. What's the first thing you notice about someone?

IDK probably their general vibe? Clothes, how they hold themself, their expression, etc

7. Eye color?

blue-grey

8. Scary movies or happy endings?

Happy endings. Intense movies make me really anxious so I'm not going to willingly watch something that's trying to scare me.

9. Any special talents?

Um. I like to think I'm okay at being an empathetic listener. In person anyway, I'm rubbish at it over text. Oh and I guess I'm good at making fruit pies. And I know a lot about plants.

10. Where were you born?

USA

11. What are your hobbies?

Reading, writing, drawing, embroidery, hiking, listening to music, playing violin

12. Do you have any pets?

No. I did growing up but I married someone who was around a lot of feral street dogs in Chile for a while and it kind of put him off the idea of ever getting one. I may be able to convince him to let us get a cat. Maybe. One day.

13. How tall are you?

5'6" It's funny, I'm the shortest in my family (by less than an inch but as the youngest it's annoying) but I'm the tallest woman in my husband's family by several inches which amuses me.

14. Favorite subject in school?

Orchestra. But if we're going academics, math. It finally clicked for me in 7th grade algebra and I appreciated that there was a clear answer. I love reading but didn't really enjoy language arts (which I think was largely due to the teachers I had. When I liked the teacher it was great. My AP Lang teacher however was a nightmare and I disliked the class and subject just to spite her after that.)

15. Dream job?

Published author of a book that makes a lot of money so I never have to do anything landscape architecture related again and can move back to Edinburgh and be a stay at home mom for my kids.

Tagging (no pressure): @selcaby @madrigaljail @noellemadrigal @a-streetcar-named-fitzwilliams @foggyfanfic and whoever wants to do it idc

[1doesnotsimplyhavejust1fandam]

Can you IMAGINE if Sirius and Harry had been truly reunited the night Harry ran away after blowing up Aunt Marge? I feel like the two of them would've been SO chaotic together. 13 year old Harry fresh from inflating his non-blood aunt and seething over the Dursleys' words about his parents, teaming up with 33 year old Sirius fresh from 12 years in Azkaban, basically frothing at the mouth to rip Peter apart and protect his godson. They would be SO fucking fun for the Wizarding World to deal with (NOT). I'm imagining a world where Harry recognizes Sirius' magical signature or some bullshit as Padfoot and isn't immediately terrified when Padfoot suddenly turns into the murderous ex-con he just saw on the news had escaped. They're both just suddenly on the run from the Ministry bc Harry is like ??? WHY DO I RECOGNIZE YOU??? And Sirius is like I'M NOT LEAVING THIS KID AGAIN LIKE I DID THAT NIGHT!!!! So they're running around Britain and Harry's getting the 411 on Peter's betrayal and cute Marauders anecdotes and Sirius is losing his mind bc OMG it's his best friend and best friend-in-law (it's a thing, OKAY!?)'s son and he's so big and sassy and angry. And then Sirius is trying to figure out where they should go, and ends up deciding to go to fuckin Moony's place even though that's the first place people who knew them back then would check bc idk luck is on their side for once idc. So Remus has the absolute pleasure of opening the door to Mr. Harry James Potter in the company of a terrifyingly familiar black dog, and Remus' alarms are firing in his head as Sirius transforms from Padfoo t back into himself and he's shouting at Remus to LET HIM EXPLAIN, while Harry is doing his best to not let Remus fire a spell at his newly discovered godfather. Eventually Remus just lets Sirius explain on his front porch steps like they're a bunch of barbarians bc he refuses to let Sirius inside or let his guard down for a single second, and then Sirius tells him the whole story and Harry pulls out the Daily Prophet, and suddenly Harry has two absolutely FUCKIN FURIOUS Marauders on his hands, and they both want to chop Peter's head off and roast it on a stick, but Harry is oddly enough the most reasonable bc he's suddenly got a godfather that he doesn't want to lose bc hey, dude's kinda really great and also doesn't hate his guts like the Dursleys do, so of course he yells at them that they can't do anything yet bc Sirius would be carted back to Azkaban and probably Remus (who is still currently this random man to him ngl but also apparently the other loyal bestie his dad had at Hogwarts, so Harry doesn't want him chucked in Azkaban either) as well. So they devise a plan that involves kidnapped the fuck outta Scabbers as soon as Ron and Harry board the train together on September 1st, and Remus already has the DADA job, so he can help w that (although he still falls asleep bc I think Moony is absolutely iconic for that). And then the three of them just chill for about a month til it's time to board the Hogwarts Express, in which everyone at the station is suitably horrified when Harry just rolls up to the train with his brand spankin new pet dog Snuffles like nothing happened and he didn't just disappear off the face of the earth for nearly a MONTH, but Harry just ignores all that shit bc boy is on a MISSION and that mission is to destroy the bastard who got his parents killed and also started the catalyst of events that led to him growing up in an abusive household for like 10 years. Which is a thing he discussed at length w Remus and Sirius because Dumbledore is a manipulative piece of shit who TOTALLY KNEW the Dursleys were awful people and still decided to place him there :))))

Basically what ends up happening is Harry asks Ron to hand Scabbers over for a minute under the pretense of idek checking his lil rat toes or some shit bc he saw one was missing ???? And then Harry kicks Remus awake to do the spell, which he does, while Ron and Hermione are becoming deeply confused and disturbed by Harry's one-track mind and clear hatred for this stupid little RAT, but they let it happen bc Hermione sees the Professor part of RJ Lupin on Remus' briefcase (which, SCORE 1 for the Marauders definitely pranking him by getting him that briefcase at some point bc they WOULD and he had never been a professor before then so ???), and Ron and Hermione don't have a problem with authority figures, that's fuckin Harry. And Remus turns Wormtail back into Peter, and we get the whole Peter begging the Trio for mercy before Sirius turns back into himself from Padfoot, at which time Ron and Hermione start yelling about the escaped very dangerous convict in their TRAIN CAR, while Harry tries to convince them that Sirius isn't a danger to anyone in the tiny space but the fucking RAT, at which time Ron is like WELL HE'S NOT ACTUALLY A RAT ANYMORE NOW IS HE HARRY???!!! And Harry has to go with the short version of HE BETRAYED MY PARENTS RONALD!!!! while Peter is cornered by Sirius and Remus. And no, nobody has heard the yelling yet bc obviously Remus cast the Muffliato Charm or something, of course he did, I wouldn't forget that people have EARS. And then all of the sudden, the train car starts getting all cold, so Remus starts yelling at Sirius to change back to Padfoot bc the dementors won't sense a human that could be Kissed if he's not in human form, and Sirius does, but Peter also tries and Ron realizes what's happening and knocks him out (why Ron? Idk, why NOT him honestly, it's what he deserves after letting that creepy motherfucker live with him for the past few years bc YIKES I would be so freaked out) before Peter can turn back into a rat. The dementors come into the train car and Harry has his fainting spell which makes Sirius and Remus suitably LOSE THEIR MINDS bc WHAT THE FUCK JUST HAPPENED TO THE KID?!!??!! and Remus uses the Patronus Charm to repel them even though it means Peter won't be Kissed and Remus really wants revenge.

So Harry wakes up and is immediately accosted by his best friends, Sirius back in human form, and Remus trying to force chocolate into him. Ron and Hermione have been suitably informed of the situation, so they've closed the curtains, and nobody even knows what's happened besides those in the train car with them. Sirius doesn't have his wand, but he resolves to sit as Padfoot, staring at an unconscious Peter for the rest of the journey to Hogwarts, and the other four join him because no way in HELL are they letting that MF escape after Harry and Remus have managed to explain everything (and even before bc Ron and Hermione are the best and all they needed to hear was that Harry's parents died bc of Peter to determine that they would fucking the rat UP if he tried anything at all). So of course this weird fuckin quintet shows up to Hogsmeade's station with the real traitor and have to wait for everyone else to exit the train before traipsing up to the castle with the still unconscious Peter (Ron may not have cared all that much about being careful with head injuries from knocking bastards out bc of the whole ya know TRAITOR thing). Remus manages to send off a Patronus message to McGonagall (her bc of the aforementioned Dumbledore is a shithead thing) and they all head to Remus' new office with Peter in tow. Minerva shows up to Sirius as Padfoot, but an unconscious man who is CLEARLY Peter Pettigrew, and she's immediately like WHAT THE HELL??? and calls in some Aurors to deal with the trash. The Aurors are all suitably horrified but clear out soon bc they're not important to this story (sorry, kisses Aurors😘), and Minerva starts raging about Sirius being innocent and how DARE Peter, to which the Trio are extremely horrified bc they've never seen her lose her shit QUITE this much and it is highkey terrifying, but Remus is enjoying the show bc at least SOMEONE AGREES and Padfoot is wagging his tail and panting happily before Sirius realizes that Minerva can KNOW and he transforms back into himself, giving the poor professor half a heart attack. And because I think it would be hilarious for me personally, Snape walks in at the end of this lil story to see where tf Remus is bc he and Minerva are BOTH missing from the Welcome Feast, to Minerva McGonagall hugging the life out of a beaming Sirius Black while Remus looks at the two of them with a huge amount of relief bc THANK GOD she accepted his innocence, that could've been so bad for them lmao, they couldn't even Disapparate away at Hogwarts if she decided he wasn't innocent after all. And then Snape sees the Trio right beside Remus, also watching the hug and grinning like fools, especially Harry bc this meant Sirius was going to be FREE and also Harry would never have to deal with seeing the Dursleys or dealing with the fact that he literally blew up Dudley's aunt ever :)))

[silverislander]

two hours late yeehaw but 6, 20, 21 and 28?

hjfdkdfhj dw time is made up by the government to sell more clocks anyways

6. what's an impulsive decision you've always wanted to make?

i want to dye my hair blue so bad!! like all of it just neon blue! i've wanted to do this since i was abt 13 and i've never been allowed :') but who knows! i'm an adult now, so maybe i'll save up some money and do it for funsies sometime :D

20. name a song or two that you felt a connection to the minute you heard it

ok a couple of songs bc i have a ~pretentious~ answer and normal person answers lmao. eric whitacre (my fuckin MAN)'s lux aurumque? fucking gorgeous, we did it in choir for christmas one year and i never fucking forgot it. it's not even about the lyrics bc they're in latin and Very repetitive and simple besides, it's just. the vibes are perfect :'D might've been the acoustics bc they were fantastic in the cathedral but it's honestly v good on recording too

i know this one's a bit cheesy bc it's pop punk but honestly. old scars/future hearts by all time low fhdjksdfj. really fucking loved them in junior high and this fuckin SPOKE to my angsty 15yo ass :D and it still slaps imo! idc if it's cringe or whatever i think atl is plain fun

and a recent one is inventor's daughter by branches! nothing smart to say just perfect vibes yet again

21. what obscure smell will always be a comfort to you?

hmm idk if it's the most specific but. coffee :) i hate coffee but both of my parents drink it and i always remember smelling it in the mornings growing up, so whenever i smell coffee i go "oh i'm at home! this is home". it's v relaxing even if the drink itself tastes like ass lol

28. what promise have you kept for a long time, even after the person you promised it to forgot it?

this was Hard damn,, i had a friend from camp when i was younger who was having a really really hard fuckin time, she had just lost her mom and basically her whole life was kind of a mess as a result. she told me some things abt how she was feeling and we promised not to forget about each other bc we were gonna be best friends forever. obviously we didn't last forever- she moved across the country the next year and we stopped talking for years after that :') i didn't forget her though! i never really did. she was awesome, i wish we'd gotten more time together

[kazuwhora]

🎃 Leaving this emoji here so I know it's me

can I get a matchup?

I'm an INFP Gemini, 1.57m, and I use any pronouns, mostly they/them and she/her

I'm really pale and I wear glasses 24/7 bc without them I can only see things up to 10cm away from me.

my hair is wavy (the kind that if I don't style it correctly it will get straight but a frizzy kind of straight) and I keep changing it all the time.

I've had pink/blue hair, purple/blue, blonde ends, only pink, ginger for 2 years and now it's bright red. normally i like to let it grow and then cut it short, same with my bangs. so there's a lot of combinations here.

I love my hair and I take care of it obsessively, not only mine but my friend's too baji drop your hair care routine

what else... ?

you know that person that is in college but everyone assumes they're on middle school bc they look 13 and act like they're lost everyday everywhere like wth is going on? that's literally me everyone thinks I'm 13 I'm 19 people asked me if I'm a teacher's child too many times now it was getting annoying now being baby-faced is my personal joke

my body is??? hourglass shaped?? I guess?? I'm not thin enough to tell exactly

my back and shoulders are quite large bc I used to swim when I was little, now I take dance classes so all my body strength is in the lower part of my body ((bitch im thicc 😎😎

art I general is my hobbie, so dancing and singing and painting are my thing

I also used to take fighting classes when I was younger but my parents only took me for three months and then they stopped bc I would be wanting to fight god and the world

i still want to fight god and the world but now I don't have the tools to do so. how unfortunate.

I dress mostly in what makes me feel confortable? crop tops shorts and slippers every day. if not, hoodies and baggy pants. all black with rainbow socks.

about my personality I'm just-- idk?

bleh?

my whole childhood I was just the smart kid and now I'm not so I don't have a sense of personality.

my friends say that I have strong opinions and don't hold back

which is kinda true?

I do have a sense of justice and I will defend it until the end and somedays I will step up and defend them with words and physically if I have to.

but most of the time i just don't have a filter

most of the time my Inside Outs are staring into space like 😐 and just letting everything happen. so will say something like "Thats dumb. you can do better. I respect that you have a opinion. but I think your opinion is dumb" while having no expression in my face. I'll notice 3 seconds later how RUDE that was and start laughing bc omg that was mean.

other days I'm just a fleeing sunlight being excited about everything like a child would.

idk what else to say

my favorite avenger is natasha, I love genshin albedo my beloved rerun when, loona stan. lactose intolerant but I don't give a shit bc I love ice cream.

I feel like I talked so much but didn't say anything. cool. I'm awful at talking about myself but I tried.

bye 💜

ok so one of my best friends (probably my only friend ngl) is an infp and I feel like struggling with defining your personality is 100% an infp thing but u did a good job and ty for providing me with so much information!!!

im definitely matching you up with hanma idc if you love him or hate him this a ship I can get behind 👏🏻

first of all lets both take a moment to appreciate how fucking hot that man is like god fucking DAMN that first picture never fails to get me smfh

second of all. ur an infp. hanma is an entp. y'all have barely anything in common cognitively and its fucking AMAZING. I live for infp (and also intp for u intps there) and entp ships because the way that us entp's are in nature is completely opposite from an infp, while still sharing the perception function that allows both types to understand each other to some extent that just makes for a really fun match ok?? trust me on this.

he is obsessed with your individuality. as an extravert, not only does hanma benefit from your ability to access an introverted aspect that works to ease him from the burnout extraverts can face when they are unable to enable an introverted mindset every now and then, but he also learns to laugh both with you and at you- and genuinely. like you make him laugh. he thinks you're hilarious and as an entp who are typically known to be a little self obsessed, he didn't think it was possible to think anyone was hilarious except himself? he's like damn this girl is really like a kinder surprise.

he also really loves your art and finds that he's a little annoyed that he's not artistically inclined so he'll beg you to paint something for him and he wont stop until you do. just dont paint an ugly portrait of him on purpose or he's gonna get butthurt about it going on about how "damn is this how you see me?? </3 rip me I guess" and he wont shut up about it until you make it up to him and apologize for making a mean joke.

and then he just makes a joke towards you that's like 10x meaner and he WONT apologize for it. wallow in the revenge because its not going to end anytime soon.

lets be honest tho, when the two of you are together around others its a little overwhelming for people. hanma's entp-ness really brings out a side of you that leans on the extroverted side. you feed off his energy and the two of you are lowkey a little mean to people. but they deserve it, right? its their fault for being idiots. you enable each other hardcore here but its fine. they all know you're just being you and hanma is happy to have someone on his side.

you and hanma can fight god together btw <3 he's a little delulu

[leefelex]

2020 Facts Game

tagged by @pikachulein ✨🌻

1. Do you make your bed?

nah

2. Favorite number? 

3!

3. What’s your job?

student :((

4. If I could go back to school? 

hell~~ no. I hate school.

5. Can you parallel park? 

I can't drive yet hhhhhh

6. A job people would be surprised I had?

any job where I would have to talk to a lot of people •-•

7. Do you think aliens are real?

idk. I'd say no just bc idc about it enough to think

8. Can you drive a standard car? 

nnnnnop

9. What’s your guilty pleasure?

swing music... and girl group songs,, but not that many. but yes, swing music 👍👍

10. Tattoos?

i want. but none yet

11. Favorite color? 

purple!!

12. Things people do that drive you crazy?

maybe it's sensory overload but I hate when people make noise when they don't have to. like when people make noise when they stretch or crinkle a water bottle or chew loudly or walk heavy. or out in public when people talk or laugh too loud

13. Any phobias? 

yes but I'm not gonna say so it can't be used against me 😠😠

14. Favorite childhood sport?

tennis!!

15. Do you talk to yourself?

no, but I daydream a lot and sometimes I react physically

16. What movie do you adore?

idk I don't really like movies

17. Do you like doing puzzles?

yes! ofc! they're fun and I like 3D puzzles the most

18. Favorite type of music?

K R&B

19. Tea or coffee? 

I guess tea. i don't really like either. but I like iced tea and milk tea

20. The first thing you remember you wanted to be when you grow up?

a painter? or a chef? I think lol

tagging: @jeonginks @frozensea394 @shibermutual