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No tears of the kingdom spoilers from me but I miss those guardians.
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We really get to see Kabru exercise his social awareness and his story-crafting skills this episode, like how he tailors his backstory differently to Toshiro and Namari (and the Floke twins out of frame!) - framing the massacre of his people as a result of elven interventionism and focusing on his personal tragedy; contrasting his hardworking mother to the faceless, dispassionate elven forces
vs how he talks about Utaya with the elves, first by making them take him seriously pay proper attention to him, indirectly invoking Milsiril's social capital to present a nepo-baby persona* that paints Kabru as not-like-the-other-tallmen, why he's practically a Canary
*i said persona. if you call him a nepo baby in my notes i will send a squad of trained skunks to your house to eat your plants and spray your kitchen counters and also block you
(baffles me. BAFFLES ME that there are readers who fell for it. at least the Japanese VA did a great job of making it sound just fake enough for the audience to clock it as a successful deception check, so it should be clearer now)
Only then he appeals to their emotion, framing Utaya as being about the elves' misplaced best efforts and the losses they suffered, framing the death of imperial soldiers as equal to the brutal massacre of a large city's worth of people. That emotional appeal and successful positioning of himself as aligned with the Canaries is what allows him to ultimately propose his plan to evacuate the dungeon.
#this post has been brought to you by someone who paused the episode in minute 18 to jot down some notes for future kabruposting#and now it's been two hours#i'll add the ALT descriptions after i've had a 3pm lunch and finished the episode#kabru#kabru of utaya#dungeon meshi#dunmeshi#delicious in dungeon#the canaries (dungeon meshi)#my dm thoughts
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Thinking about Eddie Munson who was complaining to the rest of the band about his shoulders and neck hurting post show. One of them convinces him to go for a massage.
Eddie shows up day of and is told to strip to level of comfort and get under the sheets laying on his back, his masseuse will knock before coming in. Eddie has not an ounce of care or shame, strips completely naked. Scars and tattoos on full display. He climbs between the sheets and waits. After knocking and hearing a "come in", his masseuse enters and-
The most handsome man he's ever seen walks in. A bit of stubble on his defined jaw, soft pale lips Eddie wants to kiss, big brown eyes Eddie wants to get lost in, slutty little waist and an ass Eddie could-
He introduces himself as Steve. Verifies where Eddie had said his tension was on the form he hastily filled out. Then it starts.
And maybe, maybe, Eddie is a bit touch starved. He could have anyone he wants, but they don't want him just his fame. Pushes them all away. Only gets close to his band, but they all are busy and have their own people outside of work.
And Steve is just touching him. Rubbing smooth circles into his temple, down his cheekbones towards his jaw. Pressing on parts of Eddie's face he didn't even realize were tense. It's relaxing.
And Eddie regrets not leaving at least his boxers on to help hide that he's becoming hard. Kind of embarrassing, which makes his dick harder- which, that's a lot to unpack right now-
"Hey, relax man," Steve says, laying a gentle hand on his shoulder. Eddie can see Steve's eyes dart towards the obvious situation," It's natural. Happens to the best of us." "Does it happen to you?" Eddie blurts out. Eddie wants to shove his face in one of these soft plush pillows and scream, but Steve just snorts a laugh and shakes his head at him. Doesn't even respond as he continues the massage.
Eddie tries to hold back his groans as Steve turns his head to the side and rubs his neck into his shoulders. He can feel the tension leave his body slowly. Feel the knots in his muscles release.
Eddie can't, however, hold back the noise he makes when Steve grabs a hold of his hair and tugs it. Eddie's eyes pop open and he stares into Steve's face, who has started blushing. Steve just clears his throat and let's Eddie's hair go before continuing the massage.
#Steve was just moving his hair and the intrusive thought won over and yanked Eddie's hair towards him#Eddie is waxing poetic in his head has already written a minimum of 3 songs about Steve and is now going to have Steve star in every fantas#Lol yall aren't gonna believe this i paused when typing 'Eddie is' and the suggested was to put 'Eddie is a gay disaster' asdhfdlsl#Anyways this was totally NOT inspired by me getting a massage (I've had many in the past) and this random masseuse grabbed all of my hair i#Their hand and then tugged it towards themselves which...has never happened before and I almost moaned so uh found something out about me#I was just like “OH???oh!” And then proceeded to melt into the table#That wasn't even the wildest massage experience I had...I've had a few which is why I know I should only stick with one person#Because I trust that masseuse but instead I was like “well let me try the stones they don't offer here” and went elsewhere#ANYWAYS I could see this happening to Eddie and went oh yeah...didn't mean to ramble but here ya go#Steve Harrington x Eddie Munson#Eddie Munson x Steve Harrington#Steddie#Steddie drabble#Jade is Talking
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Thinking about vampires, death, life, and the space they occupy in between
#to be or not to be. that is the question#ty adam for being my model for dramatic vampire moment#musings on the thinkings about:#when to live you are required to hurt others. you must repeatedly ask yourself what the value of your life is#To sleep... perchance to dream...#ah. THERES THE RUB.#ok I actually couldnt come up with too many thoughts. I had a lot more while I was drawing this but I guess I put them in the painting LOL#reading that soliloquy and being like damn this is just like vampires#the reality of course is that the soliloquy is a debate over suicide and ultimately making the choice to live#even if just out of fear of the unknown#and vampires are about dying and then in undeath choosing to continue to live#despite the fear of eternity and loneliness and hurting others#theyre not the same. but like let me thiiink come onnnn I'm allowed to thiiink and have incomplete thoughts#I would have to write like a proper essay about this to organize my thoughts. this is the tags on a tumblr post.#anyways finished episode 79#working on patreon stickers for this month (and next month soon)#and working on book 4. taking a pause from episodes cause I've got 3 weeks of buffer now... UGH#I'm so mad that they changed it. it would have been 5 weeks before but it's fine it's whatever#anyways yeah taking a break from episodes to make my book now!#its good stuff.#and this painting is good stuff#banger after banger from me tbh#this was a little relaxing giving myself a couple hours to muse#it's necessary for my health and I always forget that til I do a painting...#I loved doing the little landscape in the background too I should do that more! I love how plants are just like whatever shape you want#like you can make up any plant you want and not only does that plant PROBABLY exist somewhere#a weirder plant exists somewhere too. so. literally whatever you want#ok bye again for a few days while I get back to work
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That court case was DEBILITATINGLY funny
#oh good grief have mercy i cannot breathe. i#send for help i am NOT well that was the funniest thing i've seen in a LONG time#oh my god#i haven't had to pause a video so many times in so long#oh i'm losing it#Hermitcraft s10#docm77
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FEBRUARY 26 ♥ 1 YEAR SINCE DISCOVERING KÄÄRIJÄ
#käärijä#jere pöyhönen#mine#eurovision#one year since me getting sent the CCC UMK performance and pausing mid-video to determine if that's a rammstein tattoo#the things i've had the pleasure of going thru in the last year
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Most purpose is more burden than glory. And trust me, you never wanna be the guy who avoids it ’cause you can’t live with the burden.
LOKI APPRECIATION WEEK 2023 | for @dailyloki Day 6 : Favorite Quote
#mobius#loki#lokius#lokiweek2023#mcuedit#lokiedit#marveledit#owen wilson#tom hiddleston#dailyloki#a hundred of his to choose from most of which i've happily giffed before but in all honestly this one's it for me#my good friend scar tissue the delivery of which has haunted my every waking moment for over a month now 😔#his story was the most heartbreaking realization of how alone he's been at the tva... who knows if anyone had ever paused before then#and because of it he's been made to carry so much resignation and sadness simply by remembering a little bit of who he was#and wants to be! his eyes were so weary during the time theater remix it was like looking at a completely different character 😭😭#never stop being surprised by owen's talent but god this scene will stay with me forever it's a level i've not experienced before#marvel#owenwilsonedit#dianagifs
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#I've had the cutest interaction today#So like yesterday? There was this post I saw on my dash that was like “you want to know extra info about museums? Just befriend a–#guide! That way you can also unlock the Secret Backscene” and I was like. Lmao. Who could ever befriend a museum guide I've never–#even personally met anyone who works at museums?#... Well. Guess what happened today#I was following this guided museum tour with a friend and when the tour came to an end I was happily chatting with her when the guide.#Shyly chimed in and was like “is that an Atsushi keychain?” And I was like !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#And I was like‚‚ omg‚‚‚ Do you happen to know‚‚‚ This one series‚‚‚‚‚‚#And they unsheathed their phone like a fbi distinctive in American movies to show me their fyo/zai background amjdsgawsjda it was SO cute.#They were adorable. And I got so embarassed but trying to keep my cool while internally I was like‚‚‚#Omg the Cool Museum Guide™ is talking with me about my hyperfixation‚‚‚‚‚‚ What is happening#We talked a bit about the manga it was such a nice and sweet exchange. They said they like Dostoyevsky and I was like yeah he's so cool!!!#They said they're sorry about Bram it was REALLY cute (´;ω;`)#I didn't want to hamper them too much so I took my leave shortly after but I'd actually really like to pay visit again–#when the new chapter is out??#Hhhhhhh I don't want to look stalkery and like go look for them on their job. But also like‚ they looked genuinely happy and as excited as–#I was when we were chatting and I believe in the power of human connections through shared hyperfixations#The possibly funnier part is that then my friend went “Wait you're into b/ungo stray dogs??” and like alright. This is less surprising.#I already knew she likes manga.#What actually left me quite baffled was that... She really didn't know I was into b/sd. When it's literally what I think about 24/7#Something very similar happened just a week ago. My friend gifted me a manga volume of a series she really likes for my birthday#But when she was giving it to me she awkwardly went “oh‚ just‚ it features romance between two guys. I hope that's okay with you...”#And I internally had to pause and realize that no.#In fact most of the people I hang out with don't know I spend half my time curating a bl focused blog.#It's just funny in a way? I got so used to concealing my hyperfixations I didn't even realize I actually got quite good at passing–#for someone who is normal about stuff.#random rambles
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Me, going into the Summon Room after two days of starving myself: "Maybe if I get the Servant I want then I would finally want to try and eat something! Haha just kiddi-"
FGO gacha god: "For fuck sake here's your two whores with very luxury rainbow sparkles now go eat you fucking donkey!"
#two rainbow#TWO FUCKING RAINBOW SPARKLES#not just gold dust BUT FUCKING RAINBOW SPARKLE Douman had such a long pause too it's almost like he hesitated or struggled#omg manifesting for Skadi awawawawa I beg for that Mamiko Noto sweet summer deep see v#fgo#fate go#fate grand order#non dol posting#oh I ate some food btw they're still tasteless but I need to keep living to enjoy these gacha a bit more also to wait for Summer Skadi#I could cry finally I get some good gacha results#after all the bad lucks with previous banners#uuuuuuu#I love them both I've been waiting for Lady A ever since she debuted in JP#and Douman too urghhh
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I feel like I should let you know that when you casually drop new lore (specifically about yourself) it just makes you more cryptic, you'll mention some normal childhood thing and then just drop the craziest shit with zero warning and it's great
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#had to pause and stare off into space for a bit#think back to what I've said lately that could count as craziest shit but I guess that's highly subjective#answered#anonymous#cryptic has a cool mysterious ring to it but I think what you're detecting is mostly general awkwardness and autism
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culmets officially confirmed to be married in star trek discovery s5 i just collapsed onto the floor
#my post#star trek discovery#star trek discovery spoilers#culmets#i knowww it was vaguely hinted at in s2 but i wanted something more concrete#its actually embarrassing how happy this has made me likeeee i had to pause the episode to process#I've waited 7 years to hear anthony rapp say one fucking line and now i can die happy#anyway unfortunately i have to pause watching the rest of the episode to go write my dissertation lmao#i got like 30 minutes into the episode before the academic anxiety of doing Nothing hit me
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Do you know what 4x02 does? Why it's so important? Why it converted me?
In one line in that fight, it has the big reveal: Mike isn't oblivious
He wasn't ignoring Will in blissful ignorance. He isn't helpless in his fight to love El. He is an active participant in his story and a facilitator of it. He is not just along for the ride, staring off into space, having fun with his girlfriend until things go wrong. He noticed Will's grumpiness which means his ignorance was willful and active.
Mike Wheeler is doing things on purpose. He isn't some boy with no understanding of his feelings walking around staring off into space until he bumps into things or has an epiphany, he's doing things, yes, including nothing, but purposeful nothings. Mike Wheeler is making decisions every time we see them - sometimes frantic, sometimes poor, but decisions.
Mike's only excuse in season 3 and one and a half episodes of season 4 are oblivion: he just doesn't know what he's doing, he was focused on other things and slipped up, he's forgetful, he's too nervous to say it.
Season 4 episodes 2 and 3 exist to tear that idea apart and say: No. He knew. Or maybe he didn't, but he knew that he didn't know. He is having problems and he is dealing with them wrong but he knows they're problems. He is making frantic choices left and right to deal with the situations he knows he's in. He isn't looking off into the distance because he's daydreaming. He's looking off into the distance because he's analyzing outcomes at all times. Only actively engaged people are defensive that quickly and he was anticipating the attacks Will wasn't launching. Only frantically present people who know the answer to her question too well speak around it in circles.
Only people who already know the answer are able to lie.
#byler fight#first watch#i remember realizing#i've said before i paused it and had to think it all through but#i remember during that#realizing that he knew what he was talking about#'why would this be done to will?' no. why would MIKE do this. and ask it in earnest. and look for an answer because there is one#i was asking the first and pretending i was asking the second#stranger things#byler#elmike fight#mike knows
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been obsessing over this line delivery from pac for the last 5 minutes oh m y god
(ak!pac it absolutely is not worth it but have fun w your mask)
#resident acting nerd back to gush abt pac's rp again#the tone !!#the pause !!#I've been waiting for an rp insight into ak!pac's thoughts for so long#little guys' had it too easy#arkanis#cannot wait to translate this shit later#godspeed mr tw
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Thinking about Yellow. Thinking about the Shifu Tie Lung of it all. The nature vs nurture. How Arthur was so regretful of how he treated Yellow that he memorized Yellow's vindictive speech.
I reblogged a post with this sentiment but in it I essentially said that Arthur obviously projects himself on people like Larson, the Butcher, and John. How he was stuck in a cycle of wanting to kill the ugly parts of himself he saw in Larson. Wanted to hide and ignore the parts of himself he saw in the Butcher. And that he wanted to help the parts of himself he saw in John. But in never giving up Arthur-Spit-In-The-Eye-Of-God-Lester created an Ouroboros in himself. Because if he can't help John then it circles back around to wanting to kill and hide himself.
Yellow and John started off the exact same. Except Yellow found himself bound to a ragged and jaded Arthur who didn't hesitate to tell him all the ways he wasn't like John. And Yellow acted out but there was still light in him. Arthur recites a poem while drunk and Yellow shuts up and listens. Larson later reciting one too and he almost sounds hopeful when he asks if Larson wrote it. Yet Arthur failed him. He wasn't patient and he expected Yellow to reach the same point it took John months to reach in a few days. And he doomed Yellow by chosing to guide him like that.
Shifu raised a monster by promising him the world and Arthur raised a monster by making him think he was holding him back from owning the world. And it kills me that Yellow ended up with Larson. From one unhealthy relationship to an even worse one.
Hell when Arthur confronts him and admits that he failed him Yellow listens. He doesn't accept the apology and he's not obligated to. But he listens to it. When he comes face to face with John all he can ask is "why you?" Why does Arthur care for you? What do I lack? And when John says "because I care about him."
Yellow who was thrust into an unfamiliar world and lied to by the man he's supposed to trust. Who gets told time and time again that he's not right. Who wasn't given the chance to grow attached to anything or anyone. But who knows he's the least loved compared to a "weaker" version of himself. How can he trust anyone? How can he care about anyone? How could he love anyone when all he can latch onto and trust is the knowledge that he was once a king.
It hurts me that he was thrown into the Dark World/dreamlands lol. Cause he's so similar to John that it's not a far fetch to guess that it will be his hell. And if he makes the best of it and rules with an iron fist it won't make him happy. Not forever. Because not even the King in Yellow could live within it.
Arthur couldn't fix the parts of himself he saw in Yellow fast enough for his waning patience and for it Arthur shamed him. But it was a failed expectation from the start. Yellow was doomed the moment he was ripped out of the King in Yellow and thrown at Arthur like a newborn baby. He was doomed the moment he became the second piece of the king in yellow to attach itself to Arthur. In a way, he was doomed since episode one when he wasn't the lucky piece that made it out of the portal. Arthur couldn't have helped him in the mental state he was in during season 3. Arthur failed him. And now Yellow is drowning.
#I'm so normal about him#He makes me want to eat glass#I don't think any of this was cohesive but I've been thinking about him nonstop since part 40#There's something so deeply sad about him and I had to pause the episode when Kayne sent him to the dark world#like fuck#alright#stab me in the heart why don't you#he's arguably more doomed by the narritive than Arthur and John#“Why you? why does he care for you?” I will scream#malevolent#malevolent podcast#yellow malevolent#arthur lester#john doe malevolent#wallace larson
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#iron leaguer#juurouta#gz#magnum ace#i have no basis for hte hc i just think he's neat (highest honor i can bestow a character etc. )#i got on t and then had to pause after 8 days due to side effects(tm) i am projecting to deal with it#(i do genuinely wonder if they have like long groan tubes tho like i've only seen shorter ones)#i think im getting better at drawing magnum ace
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Ash IG Story
#mans sensed i was clickety clack thirst tagging Luke in a tie and had to come correct my behavior and content 🙂↕️#sorry sir it won't happen again (it will and often ngl)#5sos#5 seconds of summer#ashton irwin#ashton#instagram#ai ig#video#kh4f post#drum drum!#the drum drum man drum drumming!#I love that 😌#and this angle is. A Choice.#.#that tag signifies the long pause i just took to not only let this video loop but to contemplate how insane i wanted my tags to be 😌#I've decided to spare you#thoughts!#arm!#man!#whee!
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