#I've been waiting for this day for so so freaking long omg

[peachhcs]

a weekend to remember

tennis player x matthew schaefer au (bella + matt)

summary: matt and bella attend the nhl draft in la where matt goes first overall

author's note: i know this technically isn't a soft launch since matt and bella have already been dating but it's a soft launch to the new fans that follow him after being drafted! requests are open!

au masterlist

isabellasabre some things from the past few weeks! #i love my life :)

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charlie_celebrini MY SHAYLAAAAA

charlie_celebrini ur so adorableee awww

charlie_celebrini jealous of u tbh

| isabellasabre i love uuu!!!!!!!

| isabellasabre miss u soo much can't wait for camp :p

rmcqueen_13 cool stuff bella

| isabellasabre thanks rog!

michaelmisa_ got some good ones of schaef

| isabellasabre ikrrr :))))

antonfrondell looking goodddd

| isabellasabre totallyyyy

presleywilliams sooo jealous of u omggg

| isabellasabre :)))

bailey.11 sooo cutie bell!!!!

| isbaellasabre miss uuuu

user1 omg wait is she dating that kid that just got drafted???

user2 wait her and matt r dating omg so cute!!!!

user3 not ppl just finding out her and schaef are dating they've known each other since they were kids 😭

hannahduke so cool meeting u!!

| isabellasabre u too!!!!

aiden_celebrini congrats schaef!!!

| matthew.schaefer48 thanks!!!

user4 okkkk hard launch!

user5 they're soo cutie together awww

user6 i had nooo idea he had a gf already

tylerhopkins_91 damnnnn good shitttt

| isabellasabre see us in new york soon??!

jackivankovic_ omgggg is that mattyyy??!!!

| isbellasabre the one and the only

reliyansabre tuffffff stuffff

| isbellasabre this is brainrot stop.

96bradysmith oooh freshhhhh the power couple doing their thing

| isabellasabre awww how sweet of u to say

tannerlam37 my otp rn

| isabellasabre wow so honored tanner

user7 everyone getting to this party late while i've been here SINCE day 1 this is not news

user8 she seems so sweetie aw

user9 damn why these guys cuffed up already???? like first will smith then gabe perreault, ryan leonard, james hagens, macklin celebrini?!?!

matthew.schaefer48 clinched em good

| isabellasabre for sure they never even saw it coming

matthew.schaefer48 what a fun few weeks with you!

| isabellasabre wow i got to spend my last few weeks with THE matthew schaefer 😱

matthew.schaefer48 a little quick trip to la and back

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rmcqueen_13 dudeeee awesome stuff

| matthew.schaefer48 wish i got flown out to anaheim

michaelmisa_ yuppppp super good trip so quick too

| matthew.schaefer48 dude i blinked and it was over

antonfrondell broooo ur awesome much love to u

| matthew.schaefer48 u too man super awesome to do business with u

user1 the best part of the draft!!!

user2 omg wait does he have a gf??

user3 wait gf hard launch

jameshagens_4 soooo proud man do great things on long island for me

| matthew.schaefer48 dude always can't wait to be on your stomping grounds

reliyansabre you're awesome congrats schaefyyy

| matthew.schaefer48 couldn't have done it without our endless practicing together

96bradysmith the man the myth the legend good freaking shit man

| matthew.schaefer48 always a pleasure

tylerhopkins_91 wait can i call u my idol now?

| matthew.schaefer48 i'd be so honored if u do

tannerlam37 u wow me 😻

| matthew.schaefer48 no u wow me

user4 howwww do ppl not know him and bella sabre have been dating??? this has been news for like..2 years now??

user5 wait ppl not knowing about him and bella are sooo funy #private but not a secret

user6 i applaud him and bella for keeping their relationship more private besides silly pictures here and there

user7 ur telling me ppl don't know ISABELLA SABRE??!?! the best junior tennis player in all of canada?!?! damn

charlie_celebrini u pulled

| matthew.schaefer48 thank you?

jackivankovic_ fucking beastttt this is tuff

| matthew.schaefer48 tell me bout it

rutgermcgroarty congrats schaefy u deserve this!

| matthew.schaefer48 gee thanks rut!

johnnyschaef48 so proud of u little bro you're gonna do big things ❤️

| matthew.schaefer48 thank you johnny miss u❤️

portermartone94 dude i knewwww u'd go first i called this a year ago

| matthew.schaefer48 damn i guess i owe u 20 now

malcolmspence_17 DUDEEEEEEE ur awesomeeee wow

| matthew.schaefer brooooo thanks

isabellasabre MATTHEW two photos and u chose those ones??? i hate u

| matthew.schaefer48 i thought they looked cute

isabellasabre you make me proud

| matthew.schaefer48 ❤️❤️ couldn't have done it without u tbh

[planetmoonlander]

NEW CHIBIVERSE EPISODE DROPPED TODAY AND

I WON I WON I WON I WON I FINALLY WON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MOONLANDER NATION LETS GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[staytinyzen]

(Mis)delivered Confessions

Bff!San x gn Reader no gender mentioned for reader (Friends to lovers trope)

Sending a message to the wrong person.

Warnings: slight swearing for the first part? Ig that’s it

Word count: ~ 900

Part 1 | Part 2

You were lying on your sofa legs draped over the armrest, typing on your phone as you helped your friend draft a confession text.

"Y/N, I can't do this! There's no way I can tell him!" she almost yelled through the speaker.

“Girl, chill. You're overthinking it. You just have to be honest. What could go wrong?" you replied, half-listening as you typed out a possible confession for her to send.

She had been crushing on a guy in her class who she befriended on the first day but didn’t know how to take the relationship further, she was freaking out so she asked for your help before losing her mind.

“Hi, this might be random and maybe not the best time but I've been holding this in for a while… I really like you. Every time I see you, I feel like my heart is gonna explode, I can't stop thinking about you. If you’re not feeling the same, I hope this won’t change a thing in our relationship and we can continue being friends…”

You glanced over the message, feeling satisfied. You hit send.

“There, I wrote it. All you have to do is send it. Easy, right?” You said happily.

“Thank you I’ll try, can you send it?”

You were confused, “Girl I just did ?”

“I cannot see it can you send it again ?”

“Wait…” You sat up straight on your couch and looked at your phone screen.

And then... sheer horror.

Because the name at the top of the chat wasn't hers.

It was “Sannie^⩊^”

Your best friend.

Your neighbor.

“Oh fuck…” you really fucked up.

“Oh no. Oh no no no no!” you groaned, scrambling to your feet as panic set in.

Your friend asked what was happening as she had no clue what was going on.

“Oh no I did not just do that”

“Just tell me what’s happening!”

“I did actually send the message but not to you but to San… OH MY GOD!! I can’t delete it either, I have to tell him it’s not meant for him, I’m so dumb”

San.

The person you had spent countless nights watching movies with, stealing food from, and leaning on when life got rough—whether that meant venting about a bad day, sitting in comfortable silence, or simply knowing he was there, always ready to catch you when you stumbled.

Panicked, you scrambled to type:

"Wait!! That wasn’t for you! OMG, please ignore that!!"

Ironically, while pushing your friend to confess to this guy, you were pushing your own feelings to the side, not wanting to lose him, the person you cared about the most and loved so much that you preferred ignoring whatever you felt.

Yeah, great job. So much for telling your friend "it's easy" and the whole "what could go wrong?" speech.

You were panicking, even if you were to explain the situation, things would be awkward.

Soon enough three dots appeared. Then disappeared. Then appeared again.

You stared blankly at your screen.

You felt like you might throw up.

“I’ll call you later okay ?” You ended the call without waiting for her response, her crush can wait a bit.

You were still standing in the middle of your living room not knowing what to do.

Suddenly your phone buzzed:

Sannie^⩊^: “Oh. Got it”

That was it? Just “Oh. Got it”?! No teasing? No jokes? He always teased you!

Your phone buzzed again.

Sannie^⩊^ : “Who was it for?”

Your breath caught. For some reason, you didn’t want to explain the whole situation it felt too… complicated. It really wasn’t meant for him but what if it was the universe just pushing you because you’ve been hiding for a long time yet you weren’t ready for that.

So you took the coward’s way out :

“It doesn’t matter. Just ignore it.”

Sannie^⩊^: “Okay.”

The awkwardness in that one word made your stomach twist.

You groaned, throwing yourself onto your sofa. Maybe if you stayed here long enough, you’d just disappear.

But then—

A knock at your door.

You frowned. It was late. Who—

Another knock. Louder this time.

With a sinking feeling, you opened the door.

And there stood San, messy tousled hair, hoodie slightly askew, neckline slightly off, he probably just threw it on before coming over, he looked hot… and—frustrated?

“You’re seeing someone?” he blurted out, stepping inside before you could answer.

“What?” You blinked, slowly closing the door.

San ran a hand through his hair, his jaw tense. “You wouldn’t tell me who that text was for. And it wasn’t me. So who is it?”

You gaped at him. “Why do you care?”

His eyes flickered. “I—” He hesitated, then scoffed. “I don’t. I’m just… surprised, that’s all.”

“San.” You crossed your arms. “Are you jealous?” You asked trying to joke and ease the tension.

He scoffed again—too quickly. “No.”

But his ears were red.

Your heart pounded. “Then why are you here?”

He opened his mouth. Closed it. Looked away. “I just… I thought—” He exhaled sharply. “I thought I had more time.”

Your breath caught. “Time?”

His gaze locked onto yours, raw and unguarded. “Time before you fell for someone else.”

Silence…

A shaky laugh escaped you. “San…”

He swallowed hard. “Tell me it wasn’t supposed to be me.”

You hesitated. A part of you wanting to explain the misunderstanding.

His voice dropped almost whispering“Tell me, and I’ll drop this.”

Your heart screamed at you, but you were frozen.

Maybe you were meant to send that text to him after all.

Next

[tojipie]

Crybaby gf x Toji explains my life so simply, and I’ve been reading them like once since day omg. I’m so obsessed with it. I was wondering if i could please request one where someone is passive aggressive towards her, maybe someone from the zenin clan?

content: crybaby reader, violence, blood, fighting, (happy ending :3 !)

what i've come to accept is that I simply cannot stop writing toji resorting to violence when reader's feelings get hurt

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It had been years since Toji had attended a family event like this. a clan reunion dinner of sorts. You’d been cautious after receiving a sealed envelope with the Zenin crest last month, reluctantly passing it to Toji after he’d gotten home from work.

“How do they know where I fucking live… freaks,” he mutters, eyes scanning the parchment before blowing wide after reading what the invite was for.

“Wait, Naoya's engaged?” he laughs, folding the letter up and handing it back to you. 

Naoya. You'd heard that name once or twice from him. Never anything good.

“What's so funny?” you ask.

“Nothing," He laughs. "Just didn’t think it’d be to a woman.”

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Toji pulls your seat out for you, letting you scooch in until your stomach presses up against the table. The raven-haired man settles in the seat next to you with a sigh, drumming on the table absentmindedly as the rest of his estranged family files in.

You feel ten, maybe fifteen pairs of emerald eyes bore into you in the few moments it takes for everyone to settle. Servants in black and white uniforms weave in and out of the room, their heads low as they hand out drinks.

The family had barely tolerated Toji for years. The family reject bringing an outsider as his plus one clearly wasn't helping. You brace yourself for the cacophony of whispers from the other women at the table, slinking into your seat to try and appear smaller. 

Except, the insults never come. A certain lithe blond had already captured the room’s attention, graciously greeting each guest with a confident smile. 

“You’ve grown so much Naoya.” An older woman gushes, patting his cheek. He accepts the affection warmly. 

He seems nice enough, you think to yourself. Watching as his smile morphs into a look of disgust as soon as she sits back down. 

Right, never cast judgment too quickly.

Naoya acts fast, snatching a perfectly folded handkerchief from his suit’s front pocket, to scrub the spot she’d touched. He tosses the fabric to a passing waitress, stealing a glass of wine off of her serving platter before downing the entire thing in two gulps.

So this was the infamous blond. Toji’s bratty cousin and subsequent family nemesis. Interesting. 

"So where's his fiance?" You whisper to Toji, trying to make yourself small at his side.

"Dunno," he snorts, "They probably won't meet each other til' their wedding day." He explains. Weird.

Newly inspired, you decide to take a sip from your own glass, wincing at the harsh aftertaste that blooms on your tongue. 

“Too strong?” Toji asks softly. You nod sheepishly, thanking him as he switches your glass for his cup of water.

“Definitely the real stuff.” You mutter, trying not to gag. 

“They’ve been aging this stuff since he was born,” Toji explains. “Family tradition, everyone gets a barrel that the family cracks open at one point or another.”

“So when are we opening your barrel?” 

Toji pauses, a faint playful smile on his lips.

“Shit, you think the family dud gets a barrel?” He doesn’t look hurt at the admission, but the creases around his eyes tell a different story.

An older man saunters up to the two of you, clapping Toji on the back before you can say anything.

“How long has it been my boy?” He exclaims, pulling the younger man into a hug and stepping back to give him a once-over.

Maybe an uncle, you think. They share the same hearty laugh.

Toji chuckles, the corner of his mouth lifting. “Couple years at least.”

“This your lady?” The older man asks, shooting you a wink. 

Strange, you realize this is the first anyone in the room besides Toji had acknowledged you tonight. 

“You know it,” Toji remarks fondly, laughing as the Uncle makes a quip you can’t quite hear before returning to his seat.

Nayoa kisses his teeth loudly, locking eyes with you from across the table. His words are loud when he cuts in, the room going silent as he speaks.

“So were you trying to water down your bloodline when you chose her?” A few partygoers laugh. 

Your eyes frantically scan the room, confirming your worst fear. Almost everyone was laughing at the two of you. Your vision blurs as tears gather in the corner of your eyes.

Naoya smiles coyly, leaning forward as he continues. “Or do you like the thought of children that are as useless as you ar–”

“You shut the fuck up when I’m talking.” Toji seethes, pointing the prongs of his fork in the direction of the blond. You feel every eye in the room bore into the both of you, jagged emeralds picking your every atom apart. Toji doesn’t seem to care, chest heaving as he waits for a response.

Naoya's smile fades. The younger man looks Toji up and down before taking a long sip from his cup of wine.

“I guess we have our answer.” He teases, reveling in the tauntful laughs that his joke earns.

Your stomach churns painfully, eyes zoning in on the glass of wine Toji had stolen from you earlier. Would downing the whole thing somehow get you drunk enough to forget this entire ordeal? If there was a time to leave, it would be now.

“Baby,” you mutter, tugging on the waist of Toji’s dress pants. “Let’s just go.”

“Fuck that,” your boyfriend spits, glaring down his shit-faced little cousin. You glue your eyes to the floor.

“Say it again.” He commands, his tone incredulous.

“What? That whatever spawn you two crank out will be duds?” Naoya asks innocently. “You can’t possibly be mad at me for pointing out the obvious?”

You feel Toji’s warmth leave your side as your boyfriend launches forward, knocking plates out of the way as he barrels over the table and tackles his cousin.

The table erupts in hysterics, the older men in the room urge the two of them to break it up while the women stare into their plates, horrified. You swear you hear a baby crying.

“Let me go you fucking ape!” you hear the blond grunt, driving his knee into Toji’s ribcage repeatedly as your boyfriend attempts to hold him down by the shoulders. Crimson rivets of blood leak down from Naoya's nose, accentuating the cracks in his lips.

You scurry back from the table, hand over your mouth as you take in the debacle. That churning feeling in your stomach has been replaced by something… much different. 

Something thick and viscous in the depths of your soul. Something saccharine sweet that makes your head swim.

Toji looked, for lack of a better word, fucking hot like this.

His hair disheveled and sticking to his forehead, blood splattered across his cheek, face contorted in a manic smile so wide that the corner of his lips threatened to split. And he was doing it in defense of you. His sweet girl.

Your boyfriend manages to pin Naoya’s arm behind his back, pressing his weight forward and bending it at an angle that elicits a yelp from the younger man. Toji grabs him by the scruff of his neck, angling his head so Naoya is forced to look you in the eyes.

“Apologize.” He commands his voice a low, menacing rasp that sends a chill down your spine. The others in the room feel less important as the gravity of the situation washes over you.

Naoya laughs like it's the most ridiculous thing he’s ever heard.

“For what?” he spits, glaring at you through silky black-tipped bangs.

You flinch as the blond’s head is slammed down onto the tablecloth, his cheek squished into the plain linen by a hand large enough to dwarf his entire skull.

“I said, apologize,” Toji states plainly, his tone harsh and unwavering.

Naoya pants, eyes darting around the room as if searching for someone—anyone—brave enough to intervene. No one moves.

The younger man seems to mull it over, giving in as his arm twists to its limit.

“I’'m-- shit! I'm sorry,” He grunts, gasping in relief as your boyfriend releases him from his grip.

The room remains silent. A few relatives exchange horrified glances. The tension is suffocating, yet you can’t help but feel a flicker of triumph.

Toji saunters back into his seat like nothing happened, glancing up through his hair to address the room.

“Eat,” It isn't a suggestion. 

The scraping of utensils against plates resumes hesitantly, the family too shaken to address the elephant in the room.

You sit quietly, your heart still racing. Toji’s hand finds your thigh under the table, his touch firm and grounding. 

The rest of the meal passes in awkward silence, punctuated only by the occasional cough or clink of silverware. Naoya sits at the far end of the table, mercilessly scrubbing at the blood that stains the front of his pristine white dress shirt.

When the meal is over, Toji doesn’t wait for the formalities to begin. He stands abruptly, helping you to your feet. “Get up,” he commands, a tender hand finding its home on the small of your back.

The two of you stride out of the room, the weight of a dozen judging stares on your back. The moment you’re outside, Toji lets out a soft chuckle, the sound rumbling deep in his chest.

“Did you see his face?” he says, grinning like a man who’s just won the lottery. Toji holds his arm behind his back just like he had done to his cousin, forcing an exaggeratedly pained look.

You can’t help it—you laugh, a real, unrestrained laugh that shakes the tension from your body. 

“You’re insane,” you manage between giggles.

"Maybe,” he smirks, wrapping an arm around your shoulders as you walk toward the car. 

[demonlorddiva]

I've seen you doing a lot of the "sugar daddy stuff they do for you" type stuff, so I was wondering if we can have a rich MC, and do it the other way around? 😉

AHHH this is actually amazing cause I already had ideas for this! Generalized hcs cause I want this to be in one spot so I’ll mention as many of the boys as I can so everyone can have some fun! Long af and kinda mammon centric sorry but moneys kinda his thing 🤣

I mention:barb, diavolo, Lucifer, mammon, Levi, asmo, Satan, beel, belphie

RICH OBEY ME MC

SO It’s Canon that the rumor is in the devildom that if you make a pact with mammon all the riches you could ever want would come to you

But you don’t really see that when your in the devildom, you have to work for any money that you have so you pass it off as some sort of fantasy the people came up with

That is till you go to the human world

You go about living your life as normal. Oh hey! The supermarket is doing a raffle for a new tv! Why not put your name down?

What? You won? That’s crazy! Maybe the rumors are true?

You begin to test the theory with other sweepstakes, scratch offs, and even try out a slot machine all winning big on your first try!

The shock comes to you when you try the biggest lottery in your country. Maybe this has all been a coincidence and-wait what? Are those your numbers?

You decide to accept the prize anonymously, not wanting to draw attention to anyone around you

What do you even do with all this money? Your in the devildom half the year so it barely gets spent besides upgrading your apartment from the one bedroom you’ve been staying at

You decide to hire an accountant and a broker. Your elders always told you to invest in your future right?

Well your luck may have rubbed off on your broker, because the stocks he has you invest in skyrocket, causing the savings account you have to increase in numbers day after day

Lucifer has been insisting that you move into a nicer apartment that place your living in is too small-

“What do you mean? I moved already”

While having tea with Lucifer, Barb, and dia you spill where you moved and diavolo looks surprised to say the least

“YOU MOVED THERE?? that’s one of the best apartments in your city! If you need help paying for it I-“

“No need I have it taken care of!” You say with a smile

They decide to drop it… for now

Until you invite the boys for dinner at a nice restaurant

You’ve been here multiple times before so you know the food is fantastic!

All the boys order their food and everyone’s chatting

Beels eating up a storm just as you expected, your so happy to be together with everyone!

You even order some wine for the table! They might not feel the effects of human world alcohol but it still tastes nice!

After desert Lucifer and Diavolo flag down a waiter to pay the bill.. what? It’s already been paid for? By who?

The waiter points to you across the table

Diavolo speak up first

“Mc, I know you invited us but please let us help pay the bill, this is very expensive with so many people”

“Expensive? No way! And don’t worry about it I’m fine!”

Mammon speaks up next

“So your paying for this whole meal all by yourself? How are ya doing that?”

Well…

You explain to them the whole money situation

Mammon is floored and asmo looks like he’s about to FREAK

Asmo squeals “so you have a ton of money now? Omg that’s so amazing! How much do you have?”

“Well I’m not sure let me look” as you check your bank account on your phone

When you show it to them they are losing it

“So many numbers… I’ve never seen so much human world money in my entire life” mammon says, about to pass out

Don’t be surprised when he asks for cash or to go to the casino

Satan is SHOOK “this is insane, I never would have thought”

Lucifer looks at the numbers, surprised himself, and worried

But when you explain that you have people helping you invest and take care of your money he seems to relax

Barb and dia are also surprised but having experience in human world exchanges are more then happy to give you advice on investing in real estate or whatever financial advice you would need

I think beel and Belphie are just happy that your able to live comfortably! Beel loved the meal and from seeing your apartment bel loves the fancy bed and pillows you have, perfect for a nap!

Levi had some sort of idea that you came into some sort of cash. That figure that you bought and sent a picture to him cost a pretty penny! Not to mention the cosplays and custom wigs you ordered were expensive. But this much? WOW!

Asmo needs to take you shopping NOW. What do you mean you don’t have the most high end designer bags right now?

Satan is also just happy for you, it’s good that your able to take care of yourself here and that you have people helping you with taking care of this money

You laugh with your boys, ending the night wonderfully at a rooftop bar before they have to leave

You guys should do this again! It didn’t even put a dent in your wallet and you had so much fun! So what’s the harm?

[yuurivoice]

Sorry I've been MIA, I felt like giving a stressful update on Finn's birthday (happy solstice!) would have been a bummer.

Haru got worse on Friday morning, with no appetite and a poo situation I will not give details on, just know that what came outta him was a sign that his lower intestines were now also inflamed.

So began the most stressful day of Haru's illness. The situation was hilariously fucked.

Haru is being treated with a steroid. We sent it in to be compounded (turned into a liquid) because he's bad with pills. Unfortunately, that takes 24-48 hours WITH priority notice.

Juneteenth meant pharmacy was closed because federal holiday (as it should be, you orange rat fuck).

So multiple days after our visit, still no meds. Then, booty blast on that morning and I'm like okayyyyy that's not good and this steroid might take an entire day still.

Call Big Vet. Big Vet off work AND on vacation until WEDNESDAY. They say just bring Haru into the emergency center. Problem is, we literally already know what's wrong, we just need the medicine and maybe to switch to a shot to get the fastest results because he has gotten so bad. Spending 1k to be told "give him the medicine you need to give him" is the dumbest solution, though I was willing to do it if I couldn't find a more reasonable option.

I call Local Vet. Receptionist is a saint. She makes phone call to Big Vet to see if she can get something done. I bring up doing the prednisolone as a shot, she asks in the back. Maybe, but Local Vet wants to talk to Big Vet first.

Remember how Big Vet is long gone? Yeah. Not happening.

So I check on Haru. He's rough. Not too interested in food, and barfed for the first time in days because I couldn't give him his meds he needed without eating + the food helps keep the juices down.

I enter freaked out cat dad mode, am determined to get meds in him asap, even if it requires special trip to urgent care even though that's SO FRUSTRATING.

I call Local Vet again to see what we might be able to do. I give all the info as quickly as I can to a new receptionist, and she says she'll speak with Local Vet.

Finally, after days of keeping it together, I'm a sobbing mess as I sit with the cats. Fleaona looks at me like omg what is wrong with him, Haru is staring at me really tired. I compose myself.

Receptionist calls back. Local Vet is saying hang in there and we'll discuss when she talks to Big Vet. At this point I'm like okay, cool. But if he's not eating, ass exploding, and declining, what happens when I wait until Wednesday? You see the issue.

I'm definitely like voice cracking and choking back my tears as we hang up. Haru has been sick likely for weeks as we've tried all these different things. We finally know exactly how to give him some relief and I'm at the mercy of a pharmacy that might take an entire 24 more hours. I get frustrated that I didn’t just take the pill form, or at least ask to have some administered that day to hold us over. I could have also pushed for the shot instead of either of those options.

I'm fucked up. Get a call from the Local Vet herself, she wants to get the info from me directly. Very sweet, understanding. I'm going through the explanation and she goes "......wait. He HASN'T had a dose of his medicine yet???" and I'm like no girl that is the problem!!!!!

She immediately tells me to bring him in and apologizes for the runaround, now realing why I'm tripping. Says she'll examine him for free just to make sure he's not critical or anything, and give him a pill version just to get him started asap.

She gives me a big ass hug when I arrive and honestly gave me some aftercare for all the fucking life has been giving me. lmfaoooo

She's a gem, told her this haircut I got (spoiler) while trying to play phone tag ended up looking like a fuckass bob. She's like girl pls I love your cunty little bob! 😂 I realize that I've 100% made the right choice with this specific local vet, felt like we should have been yapping over margaritas. She literally spent most of her lunch break with me just letting me ramble about Haru's health history.

Got to give her the tea about when I broke up with that specific clinic before when Haru almost died as a baby. She was mind blown. Also says she isn't shocked because some of the older folks in vet care refuse to be wrong. Ends with saying my cats are lucky to be loved by me and that I give off incredible vibes. Didn't cry again, but a bitch thought about it. 😂

Also profusely thanked the receptionists for their help, and for dealing with me when I was getting tense and explaining at 100mph. They were lovely.

Then, as I turn onto my neighborhood I go "wow wouldn't it be fucked if I got a call about the other meds being ready for pickup?" and as I turn onto my street....the call comes. It's ready.

So like........thank you for being patient with me. I hate that the timing has been like this and that it's all such a mess. There is important shit I need to be doing, I just gotta get Haru on the mend. And I think FINALLY we are.

Dude has been through so much in his little lifetime, and it all feels like it could have been avoidable. My biggest goal is just to make sure we get whatever it is that's going on with him managed and monitored for good. He has such a good poker face. His guts must have been fucked up for weeks to have gotten this bad, but he's only just now showing the wear and tear.

We are on track now, and I'm trying to allow myself to rest long enough to get back on my feet soon. Today I sold off another round of my Pokemon cards. I found some heavy hitters in boxes tucked away in my garage. There was a TCG Buy Sell Trade event at the local arcade (where I bought Stanley with my tickets lol) and ya boy made out like a bandit. It was really fun and the community is really cool. 😭 I also got some good friend time at a Witchy Market.

So now.........I'm gonna chill. 💖

[maplesyrupsainz]

˖⁺｡˚⋆˙ours | FA14 ˖⁺｡˚⋆˙

pairing: fernando alonso x famous singer!reader y/n (she/her)

genre: social media au, established relationship

warnings: none just super fluffy

summary: in which it's (finally) time for you and your husband to tell the world that you are in fact husband and wife

a/n: MY FIRST FERNANDO SMAU hehe so much fun actually tysm ppl for sending reqs for him in :))) honestly this just remind me of the rumours of him & taylor swift dating so i used that as some inspo <333

request!!!: Hi could you do a smau for Fernando where he’s secretly been married to a singer who’s a MEGA STAR and stuff 🫶

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user21 new ship just dropped y/n and nando

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[raylenships]

GUYS. LISTEN UP.

I fell down a rabbit hole on the internet today and I found something. Freaking Taron Egerton(Moomin's voice actor) and Edvin Endre(Snufkin's voice actor) acted in the same freaking movie

The parallels are crazy; I've been bouncing off every wall in my room I'm so happy

Basically, for the ones who don't want to watch the movie, Taron plays a guy named Eddie who's only dream...is to be a star. An Olympic star. He discovers the sport of ski jumping when he watches...wait for it...Edvin(aka Matti), the greatest ski jumper of his time.

So now Eddie is hooked and he's got a new idol who he absolutely admires. Long story short, he goes to Germany to learn and casually starts being coached by Hugh Jackman(not his name in the movie) which I was not prepared for.

Now he learns all this stuff and gets really good so he gets into the Olympics and he's about to make his mark in the world by attempting his biggest jump and who walks into the elevator on his way up? Matti, Eddie's ski jumper idol.

OMG it's literally so wholesome though because Matti gives Eddie like a pep talk because Eddie is nervous but all I was hearing was Moomin and Snufkin and I was practically screaming my head off because what the actual—

Anyways, today has been a good day. Unless you count the fact that the guy I am hopelessly in love with let me borrow his ID before ID checks because I forgot mine. Then it becomes an absolutely perfect day. Yes, yes, I am very delulu. What else is new?

Back to the movie, I understand what life is like. It's busy, it's stressful, it's lowkey depressing, etc. I, myself, had more urgentthings to do with my time todaybut as you can see, i did the opposite(i regret nothing). So, for you guys, Imma share just the Eddie/Taron/Moomin & Matti/Edvin/Snufkin convo below.

Thank me later. Here you go

[zraiusxo]

♡ hi! i'm so sorry this took so long, i've just been super busy with this week's finals i completely forgot! but, thanks for waiting so patiently, I'll be tending to the other requests soon. ^^

♡ if you want a tag for the next part, just comment asking for a tag :p

A Game of Composure ,, Older Hange Zoë x Younger Fem!reader (3)

The invitation arrived in an elegant envelope, the kind embossed with gold lettering and weighty enough to suggest importance.

Y/N L/N had expected it. Erwin Smith was nothing if not persistent in his networking endeavors, and his belief in her potential as a future lawyer meant he was always seeking ways to broaden her circle of influence.

This time, it was a formal business banquet—an opportunity to forge connections with the city’s most powerful legal and corporate figures.

This was Y/N's opportunity to meet powerful people. This was her chance to brand herself as a law student with an undeniably bright future ahead of her in high society. She couldn't afford to waste this.

—

The banquet hall was a vision of opulence—high ceilings adorned with chandeliers, crisp white tablecloths, and the quiet hum of classical music beneath the murmur of sophisticated conversation.

Waiters weaved through the guests, silver trays balancing glasses of champagne and finely arranged hors d’oeuvres.

Y/N made her entrance purposefully, pairs of curious eyes flickering onto her figure upon getting a whiff of her intoxicating perfume, turning heads as she stepped forward.

She was dressed in an elegantly fitted black dress, sleek in its simplicity yet commanding in its effect. The fabric sculpted her figure with refined precision, the halter neckline lending an air of sophistication while the open-back design added an edge of quiet seduction.

Her heels clicked softly against the marble floor as she moved through the crowd, posture effortless, her gaze sharp.

And, as expected, she drew attention.

Men—businessmen, corporate lawyers, high-ranking executives—took notice almost immediately. Some subtle, others obvious. It was something she was used to. Power attracted power, after all, and she had long since learned how to navigate it.

She accepted a glass of wine from a passing waiter, offering a polite nod to Erwin, who had already begun introducing her to influential figures. He smirked knowingly, pleased at the effect she had on the room.

What she didn’t expect, however, was the pair of menacing dark brown eyes watching her from across the banquet.

—

Hange Zoë had no business being irritated. They were aware of this.

It had been a month—thirty-two days, to be exact—since they last spoke. And in that time, they had found themselves thinking about Y/N more than they cared to admit. About her charming wit, her confidence, the way she wielded intelligence like a finely honed blade.

And now, here she was. Stunning, composed, effortlessly in command of every man’s attention in the room.

Hange swirled their drink absent-mindedly, watching from the shadows of polite conversation as yet another businessman leaned in toward Y/N, clearly enraptured.

They had never seen her in this particular setting before—among those who sought to impress rather than challenge her. It was… frustrating.

She was entertaining them, but not engaged.

Hange could see it in the way her lips curled at the corners, polite but impersonal.

In the way she nodded, listening but unimpressed.

It was the same mask she wore at intellectual gatherings, the same calculated presence she used to disarm people.

It was infuriating that these men thought they were captivating her.

And perhaps, most infuriating of all, was the possibility that one of them actually might.

—

“Doll face.”

Y/N turned at the familiar voice, her expression shifting only slightly before she took a sip of her wine. “Dr. Zoë,” she greeted smoothly. “I wasn’t aware you’d be attending.”

Hange tilted their head, expression unreadable. “Neither were you, it seems.”

She didn’t respond immediately, instead letting her gaze flicker over them. Hange had dressed formally—atypical, but undeniably striking.

Their suit was sharp, tailored, but still slightly disheveled in the way only they could pull off. A loosened tie, sleeves pushed up just enough to reveal the veins along their forearms. The glasses they wore only added to the effect.

Y/N raised a brow. “You clean up well.”

“Funny,” Hange said, voice low, “I was about to say the same about you.”

She hummed. “What stopped you?”

Hange took a sip of their drink, gaze lingering. “Too many people have already told you tonight. Didn’t want to add to the noise.”

Y/N hummed. “And yet, here you are. Contributing.”

Hange exhaled a quiet laugh. “Touché.”

—

The businessmen who had been speaking to Y/N lingered nearby, clearly hesitant to leave. Hange noted them with mild disdain before turning back to her.

“I didn’t realize businessmen were your type.”

Y/N’s red-stained lips twitched, the corners of her lips lifting. “I wasn’t aware I had a type.”

Hange leaned in slightly, just enough to invade her space. “You certainly have their attention.”

“Do I?” she murmured, looking up at them despite wearing heels. “And here I thought you weren’t one to notice these things.”

Hange’s gaze darkened, unnoticeable behind their thick rimmed glasses, but it was impossible to miss the way their voice dropped an octave. “I notice a lot of things.”

The air between them thickened, charged. Y/N tilted her head, watching them closely with piercing eyes. “You sound… irritated.”

Hange exhaled sharply, stepping even closer. Their voice was lower now, rougher. “It’s fascinating.”

“What is?”

“The way you command attention. The way you pretend you don’t enjoy it.”

Y/N held their gaze. “And what makes you think I’m pretending?”

Hange’s fingers brushed her wrist lightly—a fleeting touch, deliberate. “Because you’re not interested in them.”

She let the silence stretch, parting her lips a second too long before finally speaking. “And who,” she murmured, “do you think I am interested in?”

Hange smirked, slow and knowing. “That’s the question, isn’t it?”

Before she could respond, the businessman from earlier returned, clearing his throat. “Miss L/N, I was wondering if you’d like to—”

“I’m afraid she’s occupied,” Hange interrupted smoothly, not even glancing at him.

Y/N arched a brow but said nothing as the man hesitated, watching the blonde-haired man begrudgingly excused himself.

Hange turned back to her, satisfaction evident in their brown eyes. “Much better.”

Y/N exhaled a quiet laugh. “Was that necessary?”

“Absolutely.”

She studied them with narrowed eyes, watching their gaze drift down her form before quickly flickering back up to her eyes. “Are you jealous, Dr. Zoë?”

Hange didn’t blink. “Very.”

Y/N chuckled—slow and knowing.

“Well then,” she murmured, finishing her wine without breaking eye contact, “I suppose I’ll allow it.”

Hange chuckled, shaking their head in an attempt to hide the red that crept up their cheeks. “You’re impossible.”

“And yet, here you are,” she echoed their words from earlier.

Hange sighed, a rueful grin pulling at their lips. “God help me.”

And then, for the first time that evening, Y/N allowed herself a genuine smile.

Because, despite everything, she had missed them too.

♡ you've reached the end! thanks so much for reading, i appreciate the comments you left on my precious post! this was super rushed but i hope you enjoy reading this, thank you. :3

♡ oh forgot to say but i'll try to continue this as soon as i have time to spare. :'>

[starm0onlight]

hii! your writing is amazing 😭😭could I make a request for lynette x reader headcanons/oneshot of lynette falling in love with reader! with a extroverted reader i freaking love her and there’s not enough content of her, and it’s most always written with a introverted reader :(

gn or fem reader please! id much prefer fem reader but id probably be fine with gn! reader is part shark like how lynette has her cat features! they do stuff underwater like marine biology and draws (maybe her drawing lynette and her treasuring it). reader is friends with charlotte and chiori.

- 🌀

love at first sight !

₊˚⊹ ᰔ pairing: Lynette x fem! half shark! reader!

₊˚⊹ ᰔ note: i enjoy writing this so much and thank you anon you're so nice! i hope I've done good enough for this one ^^

₊˚⊹ ᰔ warning: none

₊˚⊹ ᰔ content: love at first sight, nervous Lynette, reader being oblivious for a little, kisses, cuddles, slight jealousy, fluff , this one is so long so enjoy

🦈- Lynette never imagined she would fall for anyone, let alone someone who's completely opposite of her, let alone a half shark woman.. 🐈‍⬛- she probably saw you when she went to choiri, she was just there for a visit but then she saw you, talking with chiori all smiling and energetic, she also noticed your shark tail. 🦈- you were talking with choiri but Lynnette couldn't focus on what you were saying because she was admiring you, it's her first time seeing you and she quickly felt warm inside.

🐈‍⬛- you didn't notice her at first still talking to choiri as she sewed your new outfit, until choiri noticed Lynette and called for her.

🦈- and that when you see her, she is standing there looking at you, you notice her cat ears and tail moving like an exciting cat. she quickly looks away and tries to act normal. 🐈‍⬛- choiri then introduces you, you quickly go and take her hand and start shaking it with a big smile on your face. 🦈- "it's so nice to meet new people here! Especially choiri's friends! you're Lynette right? omg Charlotte always tells me about you and your brother, I can't wait to see one of your performances myself!" you said excitedly as you then pulled away from her. 🐈‍⬛- Lynette quickly turn into blushing mess but she didn't want to show it so she quickly cough as she reply softly to you.

🦈- you smile as you then turn to chiori "oki cho i got to go now, but it was really nice meeting your friends! let's meet sometime else okay?" you then turn to Lynette as you smile at her before waving for both of them as you leave. 🐈‍⬛- "you were a mess you know?" said chiori as she didn't even take her eyes off of the dress she was working on but it was clearly what she meant with this. 🦈- Lynette didn't reply she just stare at the way you left from before quickly snap out of it, she nearly embarrassed herself there, what got into her!? 🐈‍⬛- from that day on she start seeing you everywhere and talking to everyone, once her and her brother where walking when they saw you and Charlotte talking all excited

🦈- Lyney didn't miss the way his sister's ears stand when she saw you, and her tail moving too? oh he won't miss that. 🐈‍⬛- he quickly called both Charlotte and you as he draw your attention to them, Lynette quickly tens as you looked at her. 🦈- "omg guys, i haven't interduces you to my friend did i? that y/n she's been living away from here but now she's finally back, she's an artist and marine biologist! isn't that awesome!" said Charlotte as she introduces you to her friends, you blush a little at her complement as you wave to them. 🐈‍⬛- "it's really nice to meet you too! Charlotte tell me all about your shows and magic tricks it's so awesome!! and heyy Lynette, we meet again!"

🦈- Lyney quickly understand everything now, look like his little sister is having a crush, and ofc he won't let that go. 🐈‍⬛- "it's really nice meeting you too miss y/n ! you sound absolutely lovely yourself, since it's your first day here on fountain, why don't i give you a special invitation to our next show? I'm sure Lynette would love to see her new friend there" 🦈- you couldn't hide your excited as you quickly thank him for his kindness not noticing Lynette absolutely disappearing after what her brother said. 🐈‍⬛- "you're so kind mister lyney! hey Lynette wan- huh? Lynette?" you said as you start looking around looking for her, yea you'll get used to that soon.

🦈- after the show you get to be closer to Lynette, and Lynette start warming up to you, don't get nervous when you're around anymore but she still blush a little 🐈‍⬛- always waving at her and run to her whenever you see her on fountain, you even once invited her to your diving session. 🦈- she couldn't refuse you, i mean how could she when you ask her so nicely with your smile on your face? no she couldn't say no to you, never to you 🐈‍⬛- you guys had so much fun then, diving into the sea and exploring all deep down and playing with the sea creatures, Lynette couldn't help but fall in love more with you. 🦈- after that you hang out even more, then she becomes your amuse, always drawing her whenever you can, with her cute cat features and her mesmerizing eyes. 🐈‍⬛- after every art you do for her, you'd give it to her as gift and she'll treasure it with her heart. lyney would tease her from it but she'd shut him up quickly. fermints found it cute.

���- and then boom, suddenly you two got together. you confess to her on one of your diving session, taking her to beautiful place as you confess to her and of course she returns your feelings 🐈‍⬛- you were so happy when she said she like you too, Lynette the quite one who always stays behind loves someone so energetic and joyful like you? you quickly kiss her and you both exchange underwater kisses. 🦈- everyone was quick shocked when you two tell them, Charlotte insest om adding this to her news but Lynette refuse not wanting her personal life to be exposed to the public.

🐈‍⬛- you guys always so affection toward each other, or at least you. that doesn't mean she doesn't love you, she just prefer expressing her love through words and gifts. 🦈- even if Lynette herself isn't big fan of PDA she wouldn't mind if you hold her hand or kiss her cheeks in public, she don't care what people think. 🐈‍⬛- when you guys cuddle you're mostly the big spoon because you like holding her, and she didn't mind. 🦈- you always wrapped your big shark tails around her when you guys cuddle, and she always has her tail around your waist 🐈‍⬛- you always have special seat in every show of hers and her brother, and you're always the loudest to cheer specially for her. she's always make sure to do her best to impress you. 🦈- her siblings adores you and approved of your relationship, but lyney always tease Lynette about it, so Lyney coded.

🐈‍⬛- your dates is either to go around and feed cats or just diving into the sea, and sometimes you ask her to pose for you so you can draw her, and she never say no 🦈- and if she don't feel like going out she'll invite you to her house for cuddles and maybe watching something together. 🐈‍⬛- Lynette isn't the jealous type specially around you, she knows that it's just your nation to be to talkative and joyful around others, she found it adorable 🦈- you on the other hand might be a little jealous when she give her attention for too long to someone else that isn't you or her brothers.

🐈‍⬛- but after all you guys love each other so much and would trade the world for each other, and that's all that matters.

[aizamatsu]

alright a few people mentioned wanting to hear more about meeting some of the death note VAs so i'm gonna ramble under the cut!

alright so i was lucky enough to go to an anime convention this past weekend and i decided to splurge n spend some money on autographs/meet and greets.

so i met L's voice actor alessandro juliani first. his table had no one in line (perks of being a VA for a 20 year old anime i guess)! i wasn't sure exactly what to do so i walked up to his table and he smiled and waved at me :000 i spoke to his assistant and paid for him to autograph my death note w just his name (paying for a quote is more than just an autograph) and then jus stepped over to the side and spoke to him! he asked me my name and how to spell it, and also asked my boyfriend his name despite him not paying for anything lol. i told him that it was my 21st bday on sunday and that i'd like it if he could write that somewhere in my death note. so he autographed the front of it and decorated it with different colored sharpies and wrote "hope you get cake - L" which made me very very happy bc he did it for free :D his voice is literally like warm milk yall his energy was just so relaxed and humble he is genuinely great. he's also very handsome but that's just me being a dilf enjoyer ok.,,,

after that i got to meet misa's voice actor shannon chan-kent. i mentioned in my last post that she wasn't very nice so let me elaborate on that. essentially she was sitting there on her phone for almost the entire interaction w the exception of her writing her name on my death note. she didn't make eye contact really or ask me for my name which was just a little bit of a bummer. the whole interaction was maybe only 30 seconds. i asked her how she was and she was very short w me. i don't have any ill will towards her i just kinda wish she had made an effort to speak to me but at the end of the day she's a human being and was probably drained/tired. she also doesn't owe kindness to me cus im litrally a random boy paying for her autograph. i'm still happy i got her signature though and i'd be down to meet her again ;p

last but not least i met light's voice actor brad swaile and my god guys. he was sooo fucking nice. i was talking to his assistant about cosplays while i was waiting for my turn (i was next in line) and this interaction happened

me to the assistant: swag is priceless though

brad; *turns his head* did you just say.. swag is priceless?

me, lowkey FREAKING THE FUCK OUT: haha . yeah.

brad: *laughs* wrong. swag is very expensive.

like bitch i made brad swaile laugh >???? lets fucking go?? anyways after that he finished up with the person he was with and i slid over to his area and had him sign my DN. i told him it was my 21st and that i'd love for him to write happy bday on it and he was like "Omg!! make sure to be safe!! what are your plans?" and we started chatting about going out to the clubs and drinking safely lol. i also paid for him to write a long quote as well,,, i wanted him to write "this is the first time in my life that i've been provoked to hit a woman" and i was like if ur not okay with writing that quote i totally get it i dont wanna be offensive and he was like

brad: O:< ..... just kidding imagine if i said no. i think thats funny.

then he signed it adjkfhjajsk. he also drew me a slice of cake and gave me a bunch of stamps like he decorated the shit out of it it was so cutie. then we took a picture together and he put his arm around me !!! i was fanboying so hard internally.

anyways yeah it was so epic and i now have a mega decked out death note with autographs and doodles. such a great experience. :))))

[fackeraccount]

The Way Of Love

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She woke up to her alarm blaring before she grabbed it and turned it off. She turned around and sat up, looking at the time on her phone.

'9:50' it read.

She groaned, rolling off her bed before searching something up.

'A person appearing in your dreams frequently is a sign of what?'

She realized that Sky was a real person and not someone imaginary that she had created.

'This is a version of a soulmark. The person is most likely your soulmate. The reason for the dreams is to bond without appearance clouding your judgement since their features are blurred.'

She sighed as she read that, not really awake enough to freak out, knowing another one of her soulmates is an idol.

She walked towards the bathroom, brushing her teeth before she grabbed another towel, walking into the shower to fully wake up.

After the shower, she did her skincare routine before ordering room service.

She grabbed a white crop top and some jean shorts before grabbing a black sweater and putting it on.

When the room service arrived, she thanked the waiter in the minimal Italian that she knew before handing him a tip. She placed the food down, closing the door before snapping another picture of her food to post.

She ordered multiple plates, knowing the girls would show up soon.

The girls arrived minutes later and they began to eat. Chatting as well.

While they were eating, Y/n thought it was a good time to mention the new soulmark she discovered.

"Hey girls?" She asked, gaining their attention before adding. "I have a new soulmark."

The girls gasped while Lia choked on the pancake she was eating.

Before they could speak, she started explaining. "I've always dreamed of a guy named Sky even though that isn't his real name. I've been dream of him since I was 17 even though I got my soulmarks at 16. At first, I thought it was a person my mind had just created, hence why he looked blurry but last night I asked him if he was here because usually the dream takes us to were one of us is. He said that him and the rest of his band was here for the fashion week. I gave him my name and when I woke up, I searched it up. It's a soulmark but it's possible to happen so soulmates can bond without appearance being part of the judgment.

As soon as she finished explaining, she looked at the girls who were grinning. Sometime during the explanation, she had looked away.

"SO YOU HAVE 5 SOULMATES!?!?" Chaeryeong yelled with a grin on her face.

"TOO LOUD. And yes I do." Y/n replied.

"Omg! I'm so happy for you!!" Ryujin squealed.

"Me too unnie!!" Yuna added. She turned to look at her soulmates before adding, "That's one more than us!!"

After that conversation, they all went their separate ways to get ready for the MFW separately and meet back together.

Since Y/N was representing Dior, she had a full wardrobe of Dior to wear for the day.

Once her hair was styled to be curly, it was put in a messy top bun which actually took a long time to do with a few bangs falling in front of her face. Her makeup artist began prepping her skin. Since she would be wearing white, her makeup artist gave her a softer yet still bold makeup look. She didn't really pay attention since she began texting the girls.

As Y/n grabbed her heels to put them on, Yeji open the door to her hotel room with the spare key card.

As soon as Yeji saw her she gasped the squealed.

"Y/nnie!! You look so pretty!!", she exclaimed.

Y/n chuckled and replied, "So do you. I guess we're unintentionally matching. Great minds think alike.

"Guess we're all matching. We were supposed to match as a group and now you," Yeji added.

"Well let's get going then," Y/n said as soon as she finished putting her shoes and her scent patches on.

She grabbed her phone, some makeup for touch-ups, and her portable charger, putting them all in her purse before heading out.

It was around 3pm when they walked out seeing the other girls waiting for them.

"Wow, Yuna. You look stunning!!", Y/n exclaimed.

"Oh thank you unnie," She replied shyly.

"Wah, Lia, is that you?! You look gorgeous!!" Y/n squealed in excitement.

"And you too Ryujin!! Omg Chaeryeong, you guys are all beyond beautiful!!!"

Walking into the area with the girls, Y/n saw a bunch of different celebrities. She met with one of the creative directors of Verscae, Donatella Versace, who thanked her for joining the collaboration.

After meeting and seeing so many people, Y/n went to go get a drink. While she was getting the drink, Y/n noticed the string on her finger was so short that the person was standing right behind her. She turned around, coming face to face with Bang fucking Chan from Stray Kids.

[the-eclipse-is-in-me]

OMG

Did I already make a post about passing 20,000 words on IDOV

Cause if I haven't, here it is

I'm so happy, I've been working on this for months and here we are, with still so much story to tell!!!!

Also, I finally made the playlist!!!!

It's actually really nice to listen to, even if I made a few changes (Conan Gray is taking over me.)

Ok, now here are the celebratory chapters for Tumblr 10, 11 and 12

Chapter 10: Treehouse (Cresent’s POV)

Summary:

Cresent gets to talk to Quinn.

Notes:

TWO CHAPTERS, WOAH!!!!!!!!!! They're friends again, WOAH!!!!!!!!! Gracie Abrams inspired 2 chapters, WOAH!!!!!!!!!! Songs for this Chapter are Treehouse and I Love You, I'm Sorry

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

I waited for Quinn to get here, playing with my headband in my hands. Ya, so I sent Will to ask them to meet with me, I couldn’t go myself, couldn’t risk crying in front of the rest of camp. “Ok Cres, you have committed to this, there’s no backing out now.”

I was still playing around with my headband when Quinn arrived. I didn’t notice at first, but then I looked up. There stood my best friend, one of the best things to ever happen to me. Another thing I gave up without thinking. The tears came back, and I ran to hug them.

I was so sorry for everything that happened but I couldn’t put it into words, not anymore. I was just glad to see my friend after so freaking long. Quinn hugged me back and I sobbed. I missed them so much and I didn’t even realize it. We just stood there for a while, and then Quinn pulled away. I just hung my head.

“Cresent, I am so sorry for what happened, I missed you so much.” More tears came down, and Quinn started crying too.

“Quinn, it wasn’t your fault, I was going through stuff, and instead of talking to you or anyone, I blocked you out. I just didn’t want to be left behind again. I didn’t want someone else to just willingly give up on me, so I gave up on everyone else first. I am sorry, it was all my fault.” I was just rambling at this point, but I didn’t care. I was too busy feeling stuff.

“Cres, it wasn’t your fault, you were feeling left out, and I was too busy to notice.”

“It’s just you were always hanging with cabin 9, or surrounded by a bunch of stupid girls…”

“Wait, Cres, were you jealous.” “What in Tartarus made her think that?”

“No, I just missed my best friend, a lot.” “Ok, I was a little jealous too, but she doesn’t have to know that.” I wiped my eyes

“Ok, fine. But even if you did, there would be no reason to.”

“And why’s that.” Quinn looked nervous now.

“Uh, never mind that you hungry? We can talk more with lunch.” Ok, whatever made Quinn nervous can wait, reuniting with your bestie makes you hungry.

“Yup, I’m starving.” Quinn held out her hand and this time I accepted. I wasn’t going to let my fatal flaw get in the way of this.

We went to the dining pavilion and got lunch, it was late afternoon, but we didn’t mind. We just started to catch up. Apparently, Quinn has been at camp for 6 months and didn’t bother to find me. I decided not to point this out, as we had just made up, but it still hurt a bit. Quinn seemed more confident and comfortable in herself than she did a year ago, and I was happy to see that. I was happy we were friends again.

After lunch, we went to spare a bit, since I still needed that training. Quinn got really good at it, but I was always better at archery, which is what we did after. We spent the whole day together, just the two of us, like old times. But this was different, something definitely changed, I just can’t figure out what it was.

We walked to dinner together, sat in our old spots and chatted. We sat together at the campfire, singing dumb songs with the Apollo cabin leading everyone. We made s’mores. Everything was the same, but it wasn’t and I didn’t know if I was ok with it.

We just talked about everything and nothing as we walked back to our cabins. Then we reached the Nike cabin, I said bye, and Quinn gave me one last hug before going inside. I started to walk back to my cabin. My thoughts spiralled “What's different now?” “It’s not Quinn’s gender, there have always been hints of that.” “Is it me that’s changed?” “When did Quinn figure out their gender?”

I finally reached my cabin and flopped onto my bed. I pulled out my art book and started doodling. I didn’t feel inspired but I wanted to draw something. In the end, I may or may not have drawn Quinn. Don’t tell anyone. I was just adding the finishing touches when Nico came in.

“Hey, Moon. What are you drawing?” Nico walked over to see but I instantly hid my book.

“Uh, nothing just a sketch”

“It looked really good from here.”

“Yeah, maybe I’ll show you when I’m done, but not now.”

“Ok, lights out in 15, ok?”

“Got it.”

I finished my drawing and went to bed, I had another amazing day with my BFF to look forward to.

Notes:

I wonder what is so different now that Cresent is so uncomfortable. No seriously, what is it, someone tell me. Hopefully, I figure it out over the weekend.

Chapter 11: Yours (Quinn’s POV)

Summary:

Quinn did something, again, but what does that mean

Notes:

I started writing this last night, and now it's finished, the break is over, yay. Songs are Yours and World's Smallest Violin, don't ask how I got inspo from there

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

It’s been a few weeks, I’ve been hanging with Cres again. I was happy, and having fun with one of my favourite people in the whole world. But there was also this nagging feeling in the back of my head, something telling me that history will repeat itself, cause it always does. I’m not sure if Cres also feels it, but it’s been very off-putting for me.

I think she might have, cause even for 1 year apart, it’s been very awkward, and she is more introverted than before. We talk about stuff but haven’t gone into what happened properly. I want to tell her why I was spending less time with her, why I didn’t want her to know about the quest for a bit. I tried to tell her that I liked her, as more than a friend, more than a best friend even, but how could I even do that, it’s not like she could like me back, and it would make things even more awkward, right? Maybe I should just try to forget about it all together.

Anyways, I was walking to the dining pavilion,(by myself cause Cres chose to do some more training with her new bow, see introverted). And as I am, this girl from the Apollo cabin comes up to me. Well, I think she is from the Apollo cabin, but I’m not sure, I mostly just went by her bow and seemingly sunny glow. I was not really in the mood to talk to any cause I was hungry, and the only person who could tolerate hungry me wasn’t there.

“Hey, you Quinn, right.” She says to me.

“Um… yeah, do you need something.”

“Well”, she starts fidgeting a bit, “I just wanted to, um… omg, this is so embarrassing, I’ll just say it. I wanted to ask you out, for lunch or something maybe. I just think you’re really cute and also really good at sparring.” She started to ramble a bit after that, but I kind of lost focus. She seemed nice, and she did risk rejection to ask me, which is more than I’ve ever done. I thought “Hey, it’s not like my first option would ever choose me, so why not.”

“Sure,” I said, interrupting her still-continuing rant. She looked at me wide-eyed, and then she kissed my cheek.

“Ok, um… see you at lunch tomorrow” And she walked off with a grin on her face.

I looked back from where I had started walking and saw Cresent standing there, her face full of disbelief. She started walking, but not towards me, instead towards the cabins. I had no idea what to do, “Did she see anything?” “How long was she there?” “Should I follow her and make sure she is ok.”

Because I’m an absolute idiot who knows nothing about feelings, I went to my cabin, completely forgetting about lunch, and tried to figure out what to do. The last time something like this happened, she didn’t even acknowledge me for 1 year, and I was really sad during that.

I was still pacing when my sisters came in. “

“Quinn, what are you doing” Laurel speaks up, since I didn’t notice the door open and shut.

“Debating if I just ruined the best friendship I have ever had, for the second time.”

“What did you do this time?” Holly asks next.

“Well, other than saying yes when some girl asked me out “

“What, why, what cabin were they in, what was her name”

“I’m pretty sure they're from the Apollo cabin, and I never got her name.” “Great job Quinn. Someone puts in the effort to ask you out and you don’t even ask their name.”

“What were you thinking, how could you just accept a date with another girl you don’t even know the name of, in front of your best friend.”

“I didn’t know there was an issue with that.”

“What happened to liking Cresent?” Laurel asks me.

“It’s not like she’ll ever like me like that, it’s already a bit awkward, and I can’t risk it being worse.”

“And so you do that?”

“Hey, when did you become such a master at relationships?”

“We’re not talking about that right now, why are you here and not checking in on her?”

“Because I’ll just make it worse.”

“And how did that work out last time? Quinn, just try talking to her, it could help.” Then they both left to let me think.

I thought on this, then thought some more, and some more. 2 hours passed, and I was still thinking. “Maybe talking can help.” “But why would she talk to me again?” “I hurt her, again” I just didn’t know what to do. I couldn’t lose her again.

I finally decided “Hey, worst case scenario, she never wants to see me again, I’ll be ok.”

Notes:

My sweet, sweet child. Quinn, in the words of Holly Victor, what were you thinking? What was Cres doing while this was happening?

Chapter 12: The Exit (Cresent's POV)

Summary:

Realisations hits Cresent smack in the face, but what will she do with it.

Notes:

I haven't updated in like 2 weeks, well here is Cres's reaction, and other stuff. Songs: The Exit and Devil doesn’t Bargain

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

I was done with my extra training, and Quinn had already gone for lunch. I told him I was just going through another round, but I really just wanted to think, and shooting a few arrows always helped.

It’s been about a month since Quinn and I became friends again, and I was happy, but it also felt off, like he was keeping something from me. I know that we just patched things up, and maybe not that well, but I didn’t think that he wouldn’t trust me this much, I thought that we got past that. It’s what started the problem in the first place.

I walked away from the archery range, but then I saw Quinn’s figure standing in front of someone. From where I was standing it looked like a girl. I decided to just spy a little bit from where I was standing. The girl made and excited expression, but I couldn’t see Quinn’s reaction. She reached up and kissed him on the cheek, and a part of me (a huge part of me, mind you) was hurt, cause Quinn didn’t do anything about it. He just looked behind him and saw me.

I felt tears start to take their place in my eyes. I wasn’t sure why, but that single movement made me feel so, betrayed, I guess. I just walked to my cabin, and once again, Quinn didn’t do anything about it. That just hurt me more.

When I got to my cabin, it was thankful, but sadly, empty. Hazel had come to visit, but she was probably hanging out with Frank or one of her other friends. Nico was, as usual, with Will, “Typical, spend all your time with Will, while your sister’s over here, crying and panicking because she just realized that she has feelings for her best-friend, who also just so happens to have someone else.”

Wait, what was that? I CAN’T have feelings for Quinn, at least not those feelings. I’m sad because he’s hanging out with other girls instead of me. “That’s exactly what a jealous girlfriend would say.” No, there are no jealous girlfriends here. Just me. “Exactly, who else would I be talking about?” Ugh, this isn’t helping.

I was still debating with my thoughts when someone knocked on the door, and low and behold, it wasn’t Quinn. It was Hazel.

“Hazel, why did you knock, it is your cabin too, you can just come in.” I say as she comes through the door.

“I had to make sure I wasn’t intruding anything when I came in, you seemed to be in distress.” “How in Tartarus are my siblings so good at reading me?”

“I don’t know what you are talking about, I’m fine.” As you can see, I’m trying my hand at lying to get out of things. I wasn’t in the mood to share what was happening in my social life with another one of my siblings. I walk over to my bed.

“Are you sure, Cresent?”

“Ok, fine, I’m not.” I couldn’t lie to her, like come on its Hazel “Its Quinn.”

“What about them?”

“I found him with… someone, and something happened, and it just disturbed me so much.”

“What exactly happened?”

“Well, I was sort of spying-” Hazel interrupted me

“Cresent, you can’t be spying on your friends.”

“Hazel, please let me finish.”

“Fine, but we’ll discuss that later.”

“Ok, so I was just coming from training when I noticed Quinn talking to this girl. I couldn’t see his face but she looked happy, excited even. I watched them talk a little, then-” I stopped. It was still too fresh, even if it was small. It hurt.

“Then?”

“Then she kissed Quinn. It was just on the cheek, but I just can’t help and think there was something else.” I curled up were I sat, “I mean, I haven’t talked to Quinn in 2 years, then we just became friends again like, a month ago. I don’t know what he was doing during it, maybe he found someone and isn’t telling me. It’s not like he owes it to me.”

“Maybe you should clear it up, remove fact from fiction, and find the truth in this whole thing.”

“But it’s just… weird… awkward, I don’t know.

“I guess liking him isn’t helping, is it?”

“What do you mean ‘liking him’, he’s my friend of course I like him.”

“I mean as more than a friend.” “I’m I that obvious.”

“I can’t like Quinn, at least not l not like that, and definitely not if he is dating someone else.”

“But how can you be so sure, you haven’t even talked to him about it.”

“You know what, I’m going to take a walk, I need to think about this.” I got up and walked to the door, and Hazel just watched as I did, respecting my need for space. I walk straight for my spot in the woods.

I reached a grassy spot, and laid down on the flowers. Thinking about what I saw, this time without the stupid crush talk, because it’s not there. “How can everyone else have something like that?” “Can I have something like that?” “Do I want something like that… with Quinn?” “Where did these feelings even come from, or when?” There were so many questions to ask.

“What was that?” I heard a random sound coming from the trees that surrounded me. I got up, pulled out my headband and turned it to a staff. “Come out, I dare you.”

“Cres, it’s just me.” Quinn came out of the shadows. I broke my stance, but I still didn’t feel like talking right now, especially not to Quinn. I would like to first sort out my thoughts before I talk to them.

“Who was the girl?” I may have asked this in a bit of a harsh tone, but Quinn didn’t seem to notice, instead proceeding to become a blushing mess.

“Would you believe me if I said I don’t know?” “Ok, what? Is this an opportunity? Shut up other thoughts, stay on track”

“So why did she kiss you? Why did you let her kiss you?”

“Well I was caught off guard, she just… kissed me, out of nowhere.”

“Okay, then, why are you here.”

“I saw you before you left, and you didn’t seem ok.”

“Oh, thanks for noticing,” I said sarcastically.

“But seriously, what’s wrong? It wasn’t the kiss was it.”

“Nothing that you could fix.” “Because you're part of the problem.” I laid back down in the grass.

“Well, I would still like to know if it bothered you. I’m your friend, I would like to know these things. Especially if it was something to do with me.” “But this is something you can’t know.” Quinn came and laid down next to me.

“I don’t feel like talking about it right now.” Quinn looked at me worriedly but didn’t push. We fell into a comfortable silence until Quinn spoke again.

“Cres?”

“Yeah?”

“Have you ever liked someone, as more than a friend?”

“I don’t know, and you?”

“Yes, currently actually.” Quinn gave me a look and it made my stomach spin.

“Anyone I know.”

“Yeah, you’re very close to them.” Quinn doesn’t have a crush on one of my siblings does he, cause I’m not close to anyone else.

“Can I have a name?” Quinn thought for a second, then looked at me, then just blushed and stayed silent. I tried to let it go, but I couldn't. And Quinn clearly wasn't planning on elaborating.

“We stayed there until sunset, which is a pretty long time to just be lying there. I got up, and Quinn followed, but no one spoke again. I was thinking of what Quinn said. “Who?” We had to go and get ready to capture the flag, so we each went to our cabins after saying bye, Quinn didn’t drop me off this time.

Notes:

Do I feel bad, yes but not for these reasons, I have no idea how I managed to write this, I barely have time to do anything anymore, and also I'm depressed and just realised like this morning, and broke down. Maybe writing and finishing this story will help, not that it will happen anytime soon.

I decided not to kill u all with with waiting for me to remember to put the next ones on here so I put these 3 enjoy!!!

💜👋🏾✨

[mochinomnoms]

hi mochi !! apologies in advance for the long (and maybe messy) ask. i'm a silent reader so i haven't love mailed your fics as much as i should have soo i guess i will now hehe

firstly, thank you sm for your fics omg,, i first found you on ao3 with floral inconvenience ages ago (i love all of them sm but vil + absolute bastard bestie ace was my fave, esp with all the vdc gang cameos <3 AND THE ENDING,, 😳🫣.... no one truly is immune to vil schoenheit....), then later on with ptm (i didn't even know it was the same author at first but both of those series gave me such intense brainrot so ur one of my fave authors now). i've yet to read your other series but i know i won't be disappointed when i finally get to!!

i just love the way you write sm?? especially character interactions. i think you really make them feel alive and thats why i enjoyed both of those fics! not to mention how spot on your characterization is. not a single person from the twst cast feels ooc to me honestly so i have sm respect for you 🫡

i really did latch on hard to ptm though, even if i'm not a jade liker,, like the concept is just funny as hell to me. you really cooked and SERVED with the fic so it's been a real delight to read (and reread ,, the whole thing over and over 🗿) !!

additionally, i think i really like ptm bc i like reading your take on the next year and events in nrc. i haven't read much fics that do (understandable, considering our 3rd years are off campus), so it felt refreshing to me! expanding on the worldbuilding even just a bit also makes me 🫶. also big fan of ramshackle being filled with students, even if they're technically borrowed lol. imagine the shenanigans in there?? i love your ocs... aspen might be my fave. as much as he maybe might hate it. i would absolutely love reading an entire chapter of just ur ocs if u ever felt like doing that honestly!!

++ NURSE GOETHEL :((( can she just adopt ramshackle duo when they graduate pls 😔

ANYWAY. because i brainrot about ptm too much. i got curious so i have a question. (if you don't mind answering!)

yuu so far has been hesitating to say anything about their telepathy + specifically knowing jade's feelings because of it due to 1) that shit's so embarassing. theyre dying just from listening 😭 2) afraid of his reaction especially considering that it's Telepathy (esp now that yuu has a taste of some of the ob boys' reactions in ch6...)

if yuu had been,, i guess,, more brave? ??upon realizing jade likes them romantically (not just sexually), then decided that they'd confess and just be honest rather than lead him on because they don't like him like that [yet 👀]...

1) would jade be as freaked out by the fact that they know his private thoughts like jamil/azul/idia had been in ch6? or more chill but still unnerved, only because he was fine with yuu knowing him?

2) would jade still pursue them and try to woo them over? even if yuu says they don't like him like that but still hoped their friendship isn't ruined despite the rejection and the telepathy thing? i've read some of your ptm asks before and you've mentioned jade is somewhat more of a sensitive soul to these things despite how he looks (i hope i'm not mistaken!). is this enough to dishearten him? especially since yuu's only reason for a rejection would be because they "don't know each other that well" when asked by aspen and tony.

again, so sorry for the rambly ask and i hope it made sense!! ty for reading all of That and you don't have to answer especially if it spoilers whoops,,

just know i love u and ur fics and i will patiently wait for your next updates, tysm and i hope you have a nice day <33

w-w-wait—

thank you omg i'm sobbing i've been re-reading this ask for ages waaaaaah!

I'm happy you found me through my first event! Looking back at it I can definitely see a difference between my writing then and now, which is kinda cool to see! I hope if you get to my other series that you also enjoy those!! I am hoping to have at least PTM and 2-3-6 done before starting my next one but we'll see teheee

I'm glad that you like my character interactions! It's always a bit of a worry if the interactions between the cast feels organic, as I kinda based them and the dialogue on how me and my friends interact. I'm glad that overall people get a kick out of it tho! ^^

AAA and worldbuilding is one of my favorite things to do!! It might be cause of my anthro brain but I love making the world feel more alive! We have a limited amount of information about the world of TWST outside of what we know from the cast, so I like to add things that I think help the characters and the fics themselves feel more alive!

Aspen is def a fan favorite from what I've gathered lol. I'd love to write a few things for just the PTM ocs because I have so many thoughts and feelings, but I know people are mostly here for x reader stuff so I really haven't hehe

(also we love and cherish nurse goethel in this household)

For you're questions about Jade knowing at the beginning that Yuu has telepathy, I'll go one by one!

Jade absolutely would be extremely distressed that he knows that Yuu knows. I do think that Jade likes to "perform" and present himself a certain way. He has a reputation that he likes and wants to keep; having someone know your deepest, most intimate thoughts. I think it would be worst knowing that the love of your life knows those thoughts, but you don't know theirs.

Saying that though, he's also very adaptable and IS sensitive at heart (people can fight me on this). It's also a thing that Yuu does reciprocate, they just don't realize because they've been through a lot over the past year so their focus is elsewhere. A good way to think about it as that Yuu/Reader is a bit of an unreliable narrator. I think Jade would ask that Yuu not make a decision right here or now, but to wait and allow everything to take it's natural course. It will be difficult for both parties, Jade still has his thoughts (that he is now hyper-aware of) and Yuu is still extremely flustered by them (and him), but it allows for the relationship to develop in a different way that can be a lovely way for the friendship first to blossom, making the foundation for a beautiful romance as well.

[sailingfireshipz]

My 13x15 download ✨️This one is going to be long.

1. Opening with the Pascals. The foreshadowing was so damn thick with these two. Do we think we'll see Olivia(Monica's sister) at the funeral? Monica mentioned mending fences, so if she does appear, will we finally find out what happened in Miami?

1a. Monica to Pascal. "Well, thank God it'll be a dark day when it doesn't." ohhh.. dark days ahead, i fear

2. STELLARIDE. Omg their nervous energy. The freaking sweaters. Their faces when scary Terry was making notes. Kellys face when he mentioned the corners not being covered.

2a. "How is that more stressful than fighting an inferno?" Oh dear, you just wait 😆

3. Jenner is a DUCKER. Leaving Damon & the victim because he's got a wife & kid. I'm really surprised the rest of the firehouse stood behind him?

4. Is that Kelly Severide saving his broooother!? AAAAAAAAH really enjoyed seeing Squad assist another house on a rescue

4a. Damon really is a wise ass "you're missing overhaul. I know that's your favorite part"

5. I'm actually surprised by the advice Kelly gave Damon to keep his head down as it relates to Jenner. Definitely not the tone he took last season with Lennox or any other firefighter that's not fit for duty.

6. Novak & Damon... giiiiirl please 😵‍💫

7. STELLARIDE. Kelly Severide, the man that you are. From reaching for Stella's hand when she was talking to the "my little one" 🥹🥹🥹🥹

8. Cruz & Hermann coming in & immediately wrecking shit. This entire comedic storyline was absolutely hilarious!

8a. Hermann & Cruz, in front of Stellaride asking about the video conference, definitely gave off their kids coming to them when they knock over a vase or get in trouble at school. Kelly immediately shutting it down & Hermann shrinking behind Cruz! HELP!

8b. Bringing Tony & Capp to the meeting was definitely something I know they told them to just smile & wave when they were in the hallway 😆

9. "Riddle wrapped in a mystery. That's Pascal for you" ok, yes, but are we going to unravel this mystery 🤔

10. Violet dodging Flynn... Missing Carver more than she thought she could... & so it begins 🙂

11. Mouch & Pascal conversation about the open lieutenant position. Honestly, yall & i can't believe I'm saying this, but I actually agree with Pascal. I don't think Hermann wants it! 😕

11a. Random thought. Did anyone notice how many times the episode title was used in this episode? I counted 3x. Is that normal? I've never noticed it before.

12. Boden mentioned! We wiiiin. Honestly, I'm so against Damon being brought back to 51. I get it it's Stella making the recommendation, but I think at it's core if Damon were any other person not connected to Kelly, they wouldn't be entertaining the idea. Outside of that, there's a deeper conversation that needs to be had about how they've been moving with the representation & stability on 81 since Stella took over as lieutenant. Because where is Mason & is Gibson ok on this recovery journey!? More on that later.

13. STELLARIDE. Approved as adoptive parents!!! The way Kelly kept looking at Stella yall, he lives to love that woman. Which makes the parrales that the Pascals have with Stellaride so very eerie sometimes.

13a. Random observation. Did they change Stellarides' theme? Because last week they used it in a Novak & Violet scene but have not used it during the adoption scenes. It's been similar but not their original theme. I'm just curious 🤔

14. Oooh, Stella... running & tackling that man, giiiiirl. Kelly immediately running straight to her. I do have a question. Was Stella supposed to let the man walk into oncoming traffic & get hit? How could she have handled that situation better? 🤔 "we run towards the danger, not away from it" pretty sure Pascal said that to Novak earlier this season.

15. Mouch stepping up, saying he'd call the chief & asking to ride with her to Med. He's going to make an amazing lieutenant. Question for you all, though..WHERE IS CAPTAIN HERMANN!?

16. Monica in the ambo, her arms flailing. Pascal at the restaurant waiting fidgeting with her perfect anniversary gift. His little smile before checking the time. Him telling himself that she's going to be ok because she's strong. Telling Violet that she's wrong even though she didn't say a word. Stella appearing & holding onto Vi because she knows how triggering this is for her. OMG! Idc call me dramatic, but this scene gutted me.

Pascal is about to spiral & I'm curious to see how it impacts the house. Who will go to bat for him & who will go against him. I'm also curious to know if his leadership & recent behavior will play apart into the E18 synopsis. For the commissioner to send a deputy commissioner out to investigate, I'm sure HQ has some concerns with Pascals' behavior post Monica's death. Which is interesting as the episode title is literally post-mortem. Whew! Idk about anyone else, but I'm bracing for impact. I have a feeling these last 7 episodes are about to be madness.

As always, let me know your thoughts! Did i miss anything?

[my-castles-crumbling]

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OMG OMG I'M FREAKING OUT WTF HELP ME

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I'm actually scared though because I told one of our mutual friends that I like her and now he's just just called me and said that she's likes me???? I was not ready to think about this tonight. And he's SUPER happy probably more than me and really want me to tell her tonight over text and I said no because it's too soon and now I'm freaking out. I'm going to see if she's free in the next day or two to hang out but I'm so scared and idk how to tell her because I've never been in a relationship before 😭😭

Pls help me

Hi!

Well, this is exciting! But you still absolutely should not do anything you aren't ready for. No matter what your friend says, this is about YOU and what you're comfortable with and what you want. Are YOU ready to say something? If not, then don't! If you push yourself, it'll just end up with the relationship going nowhere. Do what you're ready for <3

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voicing anon

eee so im at uni rn and was just on ft to my mum but i realised when talking to her that that was the first time i'd spoken today except for speaking in class!

it's so lonely!!! like there were some girls who blatantly ignored me when i tried to join their conversation (about the lecture topic) which was so hurtfullll!

ahhh it was when voicing it to my mum i realised wait im actually kind of lonely in the week! i do a singing society which is fun and have friends there but in classes its so isolating!!

eughh anywys rant over and your blog/fics is a great escape/safe space for me so thank you for that :)

Hi!

Ugh, that's a shit feeling. Have you tried asking your friends from singing to get a meal together/study together? When i was in college, that was usually how I made new friends-eating together. Could you also look into joining other clubs? It's hard, but asking to get meals together is usually a good way because everyone has to eat lol.

I'm sending you love!

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hypothetical question anon

Okay, so totally hypnotical question bc I am a writer.

So I have a character who is crazy, like bat shit crazy.

(redacted)

So what do you think? Thanks xx

I....feel as if I'm not equipped to answer this? Like if I'm taking the question seriously...I don't think this would be considered racist. But I'm white so I'm not the best person to ask. Do you have a sensitivity reader?

Honestly, since it's a fanfic, I'd just add the appropriate tags and write what you want. And if someone comments and says it's offensive, apologize and take it down. Just make sure to tag the shit out of it because yeah.

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hair anon (new)

Hello! I hope you’re doing good! This is just a quick ramble since I don’t have anyone irl to talk to about this

I’m feeling really bad about my gender and stuff

I’ve been growing out my hair for years but it’s still ugly and short. And because of how curly it is, and the fact I’m black, and the fact I have so much shrinkage, I feel so terrible. I just want it to be long and nice and I try so hard to make it that way but sometimes I’m just ugly and it hurts

My hair just doesn’t look like mine. I want to cry

Hi! <3

First, I want to acknowledge here that I am white. Like translucent white. So I'm gonna try my best to answer this in a knowledgeable way, but if I say anything offensive, PLEASE call me out.

Though my hair is vastly different from yours, I understand the feeling of wishing your hair was different. It's so frustrating to try so many different things only to not get the results you want, and then to look in the mirror and get that sinking feeling. I'm so sorry you're feeling that way.

I could be giving you advice that you've already heard, but have you tried talking to/looking up people with your same gender and hair type to see what they do (on tiktok, pinterest, instagram, etc)? One thing that I've done to help affirm my gender is look up ways to style my clothes, makeup, hair, etc based on my current appearance to be more gender affirming, and it's helped a lot.

Also- and this is a scarier option but I've done it before and it's actually really exciting- Pride is coming up. If you're able to go to a Pride event, look around for people with similar hair types to you styled in ways you like and ask them what they do. I know it's scary to go up to people, but 99% of people at Pride are FABULOUS and I (an introvert) have talked to people at pride about things like that before and have learned so much. It could also be a great way to make new friends!

Last, I want to remind you that no matter what your hair looks like, no matter how you choose to wear it, or how it acts a certain day, it doesn't make you any less YOU. Your identity is valid whether or not your hair is cooperating.

I hope this helps, and again, lmk if I said anything offensive. <3

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concise anon

Hi Cas,

(Sorry, I feel like this will probably turn out kind of long, I'm pretty bad at being concise lol)

For context, I'm in my final year of high school (the important year that actually counts), and I've always been quite school-oriented with good grades, even if this has become harder in the past year because of mental health stuff

The rest of my friend group is really school-oriented as well, it's the main thing we talk about, especially my best friend, who's really good at being productive and has somehow managed to end up as like the only person in our grade who's actually on top of her schoolwork

And the thing is, even though I'm not bad at making 'friends', I'm really bad at making friends - as in, feeling close enough to tell them stuff, texting them and hanging out with them regularly, etc. My best friend is the only person I've had that relationship with since I started high school, and I really treasure that

The problem is though, because I'm the person she vents to about everything in her life, I get constant updates about all the schoolwork she's done and how productive she's been and how on top of everything she is and how stressed she feels for this exam because she's "only done a dozen practice essays" or whatever

And because I'm constantly feeling stressed about the fact that I find it harder to study than I used to, and I'm always beating myself up for not studying as much as I feel like I should, hearing her say that stuff to me hits all those mental health pressure points and it really, really sucks

I know I should just set boundaries, but she's much better at making friends than I am and I know there are other people she texts about her problems to, so I'm worried that telling her that will lead to distance between us, and I really like being the person she turns to when anything happens because I've never been that for anyone and I want to support her

Hi! <3

So I think the thing is, this is one of those moments that shows you if this really is a deep friendship or not. You say you can talk about deep things with this friend- now's the time to prove that. I think you need to sit her down and tell her how you're feeling: that when she tells you the work she's finished, it makes you stressed. But also tell her that setting this boundary is making you nervous, because you really treasure your friendship, and you don't want to create distance.

I know it sounds scary to be vulnerable like that, but to have a truly healthy friendship, you have to be able to talk about stuff like that. And I think if your friend cares like you say she does, she'll give you reassurance and talk about it with you.

It's okay to set boundaries and ask for reassurance. <3