#I've been trying so hard to grind in this Sekai Event too | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

catcatb0y · 2 years ago

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Man I just wanted to watch a silly video and draw a little bit before I had to wake up at ten am, but people can't stop being Weird (deragatory) On The Internet. I'm gonna get less than five hours of sleep on a day where I'll get yelled at if I put in my headphones.

#I've been trying so hard to grind in this Sekai Event too #but I keep losing a shit ton of hours I need to be working on my placing #like it sounds silly in retrospect #no more than someone getting weirdly upset at me for having a personal distaste to a contradicting trans character headcanon #certainly moreso than a six year old being the perpetrator of a shooting #as well as the generalized stigmatizm around mental illness as well as the hypocritical ableism even in the community #but it's so goddamned draining #when nothing has any 'reward'#watching a comfort YouTuber and they casually drop ableist language/the comments using the same language #playing a game that feels helpless and hindering #drawing an art piece that's been such a goddamned struggle and it hardly even looks good #a half joking headcanon post on Tumblr being met with seething passive-aggression #the emptiness of posting quite literally anywhere else #trying to be good enough and trying to be happy and trying to just forget about the goddamned pain for an hour and it doesn't even work #I'm so fucking exhausted

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