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You are in her dms trying to cause issues between us while we are messaging and giggling about you. I was here before you and I will still be here when you're gone.
#you know who you are#I've been hearing about all the bs you've been up to for months and months#we have laughed about it extensively#don't let the door hit you in the ass on your way out
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Alright, Lauren… I have no idea why I'm telling you this but since I've noticed you've been getting some bs comments in your inbox by anons lately, I thought I would let you know how you've inspired me once again in hopes it would make you (at least) smile. I've already screamed at you about how I've fallen into (eg.) the Jackson Wang or SKZ rabbit hole in the past because of you and well, it's not that long ago you've shared your newest tattoo here and I've always wanted some. And I mean, I already did have one (but only one that is already 10 years old since I got it when I was 18) but I've always known I would want to have another one one day. And since you shared your tattoo collection, I've started heavily thinking about what I would want to have as my second tattoo since it's been already 10 years since the first one. On Thursday, I finally decided to sign up for a tattoo studio and prepare for a several-month waiting period. Imagine that yesterday the tattoo artist called me and said that an arranged client dropped out at the last minute and that if I was interested and could do so quickly, I could come today. And so I'm now sitting home and looking at the cute new tattoo of Bbokari and Leebit (as Felix and Minho are my bias and bias wrecker) on my arm (and I'm already thinking about getting the other members' SKZOO as well because I really love all 8 of them). So thank you for always making me get obsessed with great shows or artists and inspiring me to do the things that make me happy! ♥♥♥
This is...quite possible...one of the nicest things anyone has ever said to me. I'm welling up as I write this, because I'm in utter shock that I could in any have such positively influence on anyone. Wow.
But I'm so beyond happy and blessed to hear that you found comfort and happiness in doing the things you love and being unapologetic about it.
Your tattoos sounds so fucking cute and I want to see them desperately. Can you send pics on anon???? I'd be fucking delighted to see them if you're willing to show me. But it's also so completely fine if you're not.
Thank you for sharing this, truly. Thank you. And I hope you continue to be your fabulous self and love the things you love with passion and pride!!!
Also, you know I'm always here to freak the fuck out about SKZ with you any fucking time. Love that Lixie and Minho are you biases. <3
p.s.s since you shared with me, i'll share with you! i'm also hoping to get some new SKZ tattoos soon! it's probably going to be 'produced by 3RACHA' and either the SKZ logo or just 'STAY'. my bang chan tattoo is feeling kinda lonely.
#stray kids#skzoo#skz#bang chan#felix#lee know#anon#i adore you#from the first message till now#i'd love to be friends one day if you ever feel comfortable enough#to dm me
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R.I.P Rooster Teeth
Just to get this out of the way, I know I haven't been on here in a long time. I was actually planning on coming back, but then this news dropped and I felt like I had to get my thoughts in.
Let's face facts here, this should surprise absolutely no one. Unless you've been living under a rock (or you're just don't care about Rooster Teeth), we've all witnessed the decline this company has had over the past few years. From all the controversies starting to pile up, their audience leaving in droves, the content they were putting out just not being entertaining anymore, the multiple cancellations (RvB, Achievement Hunter, RTX, etc.), to just the company not being the same company we all fell in love with in the beginning. It all spelled the end of Rooster Teeth. I'm not gonna lie, after Achievement Hunter shut down, I felt like the company had at least one more year left in it. I was slightly wrong (by several months) but in the end, this was inevitable.
I started watching Rooster Teeth either in the late 2000's or the early 2010's ( I can't remember exactly when I started watching). Well, I say Rooster Teeth, but in reality it was less Rooster Teeth and more Achievement Hunter and the Let's Play channel. There were other things I liked to watch (The Know and Annual Pass to name a couple) but it was mostly AH content. The only thing I watched on the main RT channel were the RTAA's and RTLife. I did watch a little RvB, but while the stuff I watched I did enjoy, it never really stuck with me. Nope, I was there for the let's plays, the thing to dos, the AHWUs and the fails of the weeks. I've mentioned before that I was the victim of bullying for 13 years. For those latter years, RT and AH definitely brought me some joy during those tough years.
I stopped watching around mid 2023. The reason I stopped watching wasn't because of the controversies (despite how horrible they got, it felt to me like they were addressing them in an appropriate manner (except the Kdin Jenzen stuff, that was corporate bs)) nor was it the roster changes (I like to think I gave everyone there a decent shot to entertain me and for the most part they succeeded). No, the thing that made me stop watching was the content itself; simply put they stopped putting things out that I wanted to watch and the stuff I did want to watch wasn't funny. AHs humor did get old and the games they were playing over on the Let's Play channel I didn't much care for. I think the last series I watched of theirs was their last 7 Days to Die series and even that I didn't finish because it stopped being entertaining. Despite what I said before, it was the Kdin Jenzen stuff that was the final straw for me. After hearing all the crap their employee's went through, I knew I couldn't support this company anymore. That being said, I still wanted to watch their Extra Life stream last year. The Extra Life streams had become less about the charity work (unfortunately) and more a litmus test to see how the company was doing. With that in mind, they failed spectacularly. After that stream I knew the company wasn't gonna survive much longer.
As much as I want to rip into RT for all the crap that lead us here, I have to remember that they did put out content that brought joy in my life. Hopefully, that content will remain up. That being said, RT is owned by the same company who owned Machinima and considering what happened to their content library.....Yeah, I have reason to be nervous. But the memories will remain and I'll try to do my best to remember Rooster Teeth for the better. I do wish the employee's nothing but the best and hope that they land on their feet somewhere where they are paid better and there's less crunch time. However, in the end, as I said before this shouldn't come as any surprise.
Still, thank you Rooster Teeth for everything. Despite everything, you will be missed.
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Could you do an Angelina Jolie x Reader where I was just never the right time 2 tell Angie but finally one night after one of the Eternals premieres they do & the kids love it?
finally- angelina jolie
summary: you've been in love with your bestfriend for years, and one day you decide to come clean.
word count: 1.8k
warnings: mild swearing
a/n: i got another request v similar to this one by @mainly-rebloging-fics-i-like.
you and angie had been best friends for years, having met on the set of foxfire in 1996. you two were practically inseparable since then and were always there for each other on your quick rise to fame. you were always seen together on and off-screen.
you two had become an iconic hollywood friendship.
friendship.
the word hurt like a ton of bricks and you so wished you could be more.
you'd feel a pang every time you'd see it on a magazine headline. it seemed as though the universe was rubbing it in that you had been in love with your best friend for over twenty years.
you'd never intended for it to get like this. first, it was her boyfriends, then marriage, and then kids. you just never seemed to get the chance to tell her. now it was too late for you, you thought.
your most recent project was the eternals, a marvel movie angelina was in, too. it had become highly anticipated by everyone, including the cast.
it was about a month away from the premiere and you were headed to angelina's house. jason bolden had offered to style both of you and you were going to finalize plans. on your way, you stopped at a grocery store to pick up candy for the kids. as you waited in line, you scanned over the gossip magazines. one caught your eye, the headline reading,
angelina jolie seen out on a date. is she over brad?
you rolled your eyes, browsing the subheading claiming that she was dating again. you knew it was bs immediately by the poor quality photo taken from a good distance away. it had obviously been misinterpreted, anyone with eyes and a brain cell could tell. nonetheless, the magazine still seemed to put you in a pissy mood, even if you hadn't quite noticed it.
when you walked through the door, you noticed angie sitting on the couch.
"i'm here," you greeted.
immediately, you were hounded by her children. you lifted the bags of candy above your head, hearing protests from her children, although they could probably reach the bags if they wanted to.
"woah, nice to see you, too," you taunted.
"guys," angie warned gently from the couch where she was looking over at you.
"thank you," you said before walking into her kitchen to place the bags down. as you walked, you heard a chorus of questions as her kids asked about the candy.
"did you bring reese's?" one called.
"did you bring sour patch kids?" another asked at the same time.
"is there any chocolate?" you heard as well.
"i've known every single one of you since you joined this family, i think i'd remember what candies you guys like," you said as you handed it out.
they all thanked you and you took a seat next to angelina on the couch.
"i never understood why you didn't have kids of your own," she stated, handing you a hot cup of coffee.
"i guess i just never met the right person," you muttered, the words hurting you to say. the right person was right in front of you.
"i thought you and-" she began.
"when's jason supposed to get here?" you cut her off, causing her to give you a look of confusion.
"he should be here in like ten minutes," she answered, hints of uncertainty still present in her voice.
you continued to talk, avoiding the topic of before. angelina was hoping your reaction was from lack of sleep or something, she hated to see you hurting.
when jason arrived, he began talking in his usual excited tone. usually, his enthusiastic energy would spread to you, but not today. you had zoned out twenty minutes into his arrival, your thoughts centred on the magazine headline and how you wished the gorgeous woman next to you was yours, how despite not wanting an overly public relationship, you wanted to be the one spotted on a date with her.
"y/n," angelina called for the third time, snapping you out of your thoughts.
"yeah?" you answered.
"we've finalized the plan, are you onboard?" jason asked.
"oh, um, yeah," you nodded.
"y/n, can we talk in private quickly," angelina asked.
"sure," you said, getting up and following her to a guest room somewhere nearby but not near enough others could hear your conversation.
"what's up with you today?" she asked after shutting the door.
"nothing," you shrugged.
"i've known you for twenty years, i know when you're lying to me," she said.
"seriously, it's nothing," you scoffed.
"does this have anything to do with the plan for the premiere, we can change that if you want," she said, trying her hardest to figure out what was wrong with you.
"no, the plan is fine," you answered.
"then what is it?" she asked, you could hear the concern in her voice.
"it was just a magazine," you muttered reluctantly.
"a magazine? what did it say?" she questioned, taking a seat on the bed next to you.
you moved back so you were sitting against the headboard, while she sat cross-legged in front of you.
"it's not important, it'll pass," you dismissed.
"it won't," she said firmly.
"it will," you replied.
"no," she said, her tone lighter this time.
"yes," you answered, a small smile forming on your face as you knew what was about to happen. it was something that had happened many times before.
you went back and forth, 'yes' and 'no' being the only words heard in the room. eventually, you both burst into giggles.
"so are you gonna tell me what was on the magazine that upset you so much?" she asked, still smiling.
"i can't. you'll laugh," you said, still laughing lightly.
"i won't," she laughed.
"it said you went out on a date with one of those shitty photos from a mile away," you confessed lightheartedly.
"and that upset you?" she said in a slightly mocking tone, moving to sit next to you.
"yes," you laughed.
now, you were shoulder to shoulder, and your faces were inches apart as you made eye contact.
"and why is that?" she whispered, moving her face closer to yours. you could feel her breath on your lips as she spoke gently and your heart seemed to get caught in your throat.
"do i really need to say it?" you whispered, your lips only centimetres apart.
"i'd like to hear you say it," she teased.
"i love you," you whispered.
finally, your lips connected in a heated but gentle kiss that had been put off for decades. you could feel her smile against your lips and you couldn't help but smile, too.
just as you were about to pull apart, the door abruptly opened.
"mom, we wanted to know if- woah," shiloh began.
you quickly separated and your cheeks began to heat up as you looked to the doorway where five out of six children and jason stood, not knowing how to react.
"yes!" you heard jason cheer from behind, "i've gotta go rethink this whole thing!"
"is this gonna be a thing, now?" maddox asked.
"yeah, i think so," angie confirmed happily.
"finally!" zahara cheered as the rest of the kids smiled wide before shutting the door and walking away.
"what were they gonna do?" you heard vivienne ask, her voice muffled.
"they were gonna have s-" knox began before being aggressively shushed by his older siblings.
angie let out a small laugh before turning to kiss you again, marking the beginning of your relationship.
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the day of the premiere rolled around and everyone in the jolie-pitt household was ecstatic. you and angie decided you weren't going to hide your relationship while there but weren't going to totally confirm it either. you spent the entirety of the day getting ready; hair, makeup, nails, etc.
finally, the time to go came. you got in your respective cars and all through the drive, you were nervous, scared that you would be too obvious or not obvious enough.
you stepped out of the car and began to walk to where the interviewers were. the crowd began to cheer loudly and you stopped for a couple photos. at the noise, angelina turned around, smiling when she saw you.
you walked up next to her and kumail, greeting the interviewers. kumail continued to answer his question, giving you two a knowing look. angie leaned over to whisper something in your ear.
"you look gorgeous," she had said.
"so do you," you said back, sending her a loving smile which she returned.
she reached for your hand and intertwined your fingers as the interviewer began to direct some questions at you. as you spoke, she subtly played with your fingers while sending you loving glances every now and again. the same behaviour was followed on the red carpet, where you reunited with her children. as you walked down the carpet, she refused to let your hand go, not that you were complaining. when the premiere ended, you were sure that you'd sent enough signs for viewers to pick up on.
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another day came where you'd be spending the day with angelina and her family. you followed your usual routine, heading to the store for candy. as you stood in line, you looked over at the magazines that had upset you just over two months ago. on the cover of one magazine was a photo of you and angelina at the premiere where she was looking over at you in a way that had never been caught on camera before. the headline read,
has y/n y/l/n and angelina jolie's long-time friendship budded into something more?
with a smile on your face, you picked up the magazine and put it in your basket to buy.
when you arrived at her house, you dropped all the candy on a kitchen counter. you grabbed the magazine and dropped it on angie's lap when you found her seated reading a book outside. she smiled, letting out a soft laugh before flipping through the pages to find a detailed article examining our behaviours.
"do you wanna?" she asked and you knew exactly what she was referring to.
"you think we should?" you asked.
she nodded, biting her lip to try and contain some of her excitement. you opened instagram, clicked on the plus and scrolled through the camera roll. you picked out your favourite photo of the two of you kissing, simply putting "❤️" as a caption before posting it for the world to see.
#angelina jolie x fem!reader#angelina jolie x you#angelina jolie#angelina jolie x reader#angelina jolie x y/n#gxg imagine#sapphic#long imagine#fluff
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try to feel my heart [sawamura daichi]
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part three of i'm gone i'm gone i'm gone miniseries. what are you supposed to do when you're committed but, like, not? (baby, my love, tell me, is it enough?)
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tings // fluff, soft smut & angst. // i swear this søng is abøut eating øut my best friend's pussy - cøzybøy // dm, ask or comment to be added to taglist ! minors dni.
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— 5 MAY 2022. 18:46 EDT.
after nearly four months of seeing tōru (two since you've made it official), the guilt has subsided significantly. still, on more nights than you'd like to admit, you lie awake wondering why you're letting him take this so seriously when you both know he's probably only going to get hurt in the end.
it's not like tōru doesn't know about whatever there is between you and daichi, and it's not even like he's trying to keep you for himself. he makes it known that he cares for you, but he's never so much as attempted to talk you into anything he felt would be too much. he's the one always asking are you okay, are you sure, is this what you want, when you're nearly certain it should be the other way around.
there's nothing fundamentally different in the dynamic between you and daichi either; after all, the only time you weren't explicitly just friends was that one night and maybe the day after. you still miss him, though. you still wish he was around. you still love him.
but you've come to love tōru, too, albeit in a different kind of way.
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you go with tōru back to his room after dinner. his roommate's gonna be gone late tonight, out at a party that tōru turned down in favor of you.
sex with him is always good, gentle, with whispered praises and confessions and lips trailing along your shoulders and neck and stomach. he's always looking to satisfy you; he won't stop until you are. your body fits against his like a puzzle piece. in a lot of ways, it's better than sex with daichi. but then again, you only slept with him once.
you only slept with daichi once and it felt like home. no matter how many times you sleep with tōru, no matter how well he knows your body, no matter how he never fails to welcome you to him, there's something in the back of your mind telling you that you don't belong.
tōru's touch is nice. it's comfortable in his arms. but he doesn't feel like home.
— 13 MAY 2022. 15:28 EDT. (14 MAY 2022. 04:28 JST.)
texts with daichi
the phone rings twice before he picks it up.
"what's up?" he says.
"okay. um." what are you even trying to ask? why now? "i don't know if this is, like, kind of random. but, um." you stop again.
"what?"
"why are you... i dunno, why are you so unbothered about tōru?"
"did you... want me not to be?" he sounds genuinely confused.
"no, no, i just— i just wanna know if you're, like, actually okay."
"i'm—"
you cut him off, guessing at what he's probably about to say. "and none of the if you're happy, i'm happy bs. i want to know how you feel."
he almost laughs. you hear something shift in the background, hear him sigh. "i was actually gonna tell you, i've got a thing going on now, too, haha."
"oh shit, no way?"
"yes way, what, you think i can't pull girls?"
you laugh, too. a female voice on his line speaks up: "hi!" she sounds sweet. you're happy for him, and feel much less guilty as you lower your phone to sent tōru a quick text back. (he immediately asks if you want to go get dinner.)
you feel a lot lighter when you and daichi have said your goodbyes and hung up the phone, but you can't tell if it's a happy lightness or an empty lightness.
that can be figured out later, though.
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texts with tōru
— 18:02 EDT.
tōru shows up with a box containing (presumably) tiramisu. alya shoots you a wink and says she'll see herself out as you stick your tongue out in response. you dig out a couple disposable spoons from their box, stashed in one of your drawers.
you and tōru sit on your bed and eat your fill of cake and share a bottle of champagne alya had hidden in the closet. you'll pay her back for it later. his better idea doesn't go to waste either—afterwards he fucks you with your legs around his waist and his face pressed into your hair; eats you out and laughs when you smack his head at his comment that actually, i think this is a much better desert.
you can't help but wonder if daichi's done the same with that girl.
you realize it's been more than a year since you slept with him, and don't know what to make of that.
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"are you going home for the summer?" tōru asks as he lays with his head on your stomach afterwards. you run your fingers through his hair.
"mhm, are you?"
"yeah, when d'you leave?"
"next sunday."
"hm. i'm leaving thursday." it's quiet for a bit. "it's gonna be weird being back home, isn't it?"
you smile. "yeah," you say. "'s weird that you've always been close by and i never knew you."
and it's weird that you'll be face-to-face with daichi again, having to confront these confounding feelings head on. but you don't say that.
taglist: @sakruisin-thru @softetsurou @oligbia
#oops this is up a little late again rip#because i was literally in the middle of writing#and then i switched tabs to check something#and when i came back to my drafts it disappeared#but anyway here it is now#good thing my memory is somewhat reliable lol#haikyuu#haikyū!#haikyuu x reader#haikyuu series#sawamura daichi#daichi sawamura#daichi x reader angst#daichi x reader fluff#tōru oikawa#tooru oikawa smut#the plot continues to thicken hehehe#>:)))))#i'm gone i'm gone i'm gone
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Confessions... JJ Maybank (ptersparkers’ Writing Challenge)
Summary • You had been dating JJ for the for a few months after meeting him a year before and during a Kegger one night he gains the courage to confess something.
Warnings • Underage Drinking. Swearing. Mentions of smoking weed. JJ being hella cheesy and cute. Minimal violence (punching). Makeout scene at the end and insinuated smut after.
Word Count • 3.2k (Imagine)
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BEER ROCKED DANGEROUSLY over the side of the red solo cup held in JJ Maybank's hand as he bobbed from side to side within the crowd of sweaty, buzzed teenagers. He was 7 beers and one joint deep and it had barely been 2 hours. But that was JJ for you. Getting hammered at parties and hooking up with random tourons would normally be his plan for the night. Until he met you. His life drastically changed with you around. He stayed round your house, you hung out on the boat together, you surfed with each other, comforted each other. You both enjoyed each other's presence. You felt safe in each other's arms.
Eventually JJ asked the million dollar question, not marriage though. Yet. He asked you to be his girlfriend on a boat ride, just the two of you as the sun set behind you. It was surprisingly romantic for the Maybank boy which you had told him. He simply kissed you on the lips and said when there was the right motivation for him to, which was wanting to spend every moment with you, he could be as romantic as he wanted.
JJ took the rim of the cup to his lips and let the beer wash down his throat as he turned, looking around him, searching for one person. Until he found you. His eyes landed on your head of hair standing by the keg chatting with John B gripping a similar red solo cup to JJs own. Except you weren't stumbling from side to side like him.
"Ellie!" He called out as he pushed his way through the herd of people and beamed as he saw you turn around.
"Took you long enough to get here."
As soon as he reached you he wrapped his arms around you tightly like a koala bear and nestled his head on your chest. You laughed at your boyfriend wrapping your arms around him, the vibrations coursing through your body to his as he inhaled your soothing scent. He felt so lucky to hear your laugh all the time. That melodic, enchanting laugh.
"How much have you had drink JJ?"
You asked. He pulled away counting on his fingers and held up three with a goofy grin before saying, "Five beers."
You chose not to comment on his maths considering he was already hammered so it wasn't his fault.
John B piped up from behind you, "I think he's had six or seven. And I saw him smoking a joint early on."
"Thanks, John B." You smiled, before you took JJs hand leading him over to a log that didn't have any people sitting on it. "How about we sit down, J?"
Then you felt a gentle tug on your hand as JJ stood still in the sand begrudgingly. "No, I wanna go dance."
"You look like you're about to fall flat on your face, J. Are you sure?"
"Yeah. But can you come with me? Please Ellie belly." He begged, pouting and you got so caught up in his wide innocent stare that you found yourself nodding. If JJ was there you would happily do anything with him.
He pulled you into the crowd as you made sure he wouldn't fall over from his inebriated state.
His blond hair was held back by a navy blue bandana but strays still brushed against the soft skin of his face in the wind. He quickly put his arms around your waist quickly as if to say you were taken. Both of you completely content as you put your own wound round his shoulders. It wasn't even a slow song playing as you both swayed in the moonlight but you acted like it was anyway.
After a while it got too much within the masses of people surrounding you so you left it with JJ following after you.
"Hey, where you going?" He asked his eyes widening at the thought of you leaving him. He didn't want you to ever leave him. The sight melted your heart. If this was your ex he wouldn't even have asked. And would've just stayed dancing, probably with other girls as though he didn't have a girlfriend at all.
"I'm just going to go further up the beach. Where it's quieter. You coming?"
"Yeah." He'd go with you anywhere. "Of course, I'll go with you."
You smiled and walked down the beach, your feet sinking into the sand with each step you took.
The waves were louder where you were. Mainly because there wasn't music blasting right in your ear or the loud chatter and yells of Pogues partying.
You both laid next to each other in a small area on the sand listening the water crashing against the shore not caring about the sand that most likely covered you head to toe.
"Hey look, El." He pointed his finger into the sky towards a cluster of stars. "That one looks like a dick." He smirked. "That's probably like the size of mine as well. You think?"
"Mmm, I think maybe a grain of sand is more comparable." You looked at him with with a teasing smirk and he sent you a glare. "Anyway, I don't even see—wait nevermind I see it now." You paused for a second laughing.
"What?" He asked poking your shoulder.
"Its—It's the big dicker."
JJ snickered at the pun and you fist bumped before taking his hand in yours. Eventually the laughter faded to a comfortable silence with JJ rubbing circles on the back of your hand and you holding onto his like your life depended on it. JJs touch was soft and kind and yours was reassuring and gentle.
All of the sudden JJ turned over in the sand facing you as you turned to face him too.
He cleared his throat before speaking, your faces only millimetres apart. "El, there's—there's something I've wanted to say to you about... for a while now."
He was slightly sobered up now at the thought of what he was about to say. It was big for JJ. Never once had he felt love towards someone other than his four friends. His hookups meant nothing and his family—well that wasn't love in the slightest. So for him to feel safe and comfortable with someone was rare and it was a big deal.
You laid in anticipation thinking about what he could be saying. There could've been a hundred things. But one thing popped up that made you feel giddy inside. Your mind was saying no. There was no way he was about to say that. If anything he was probably about to break up with you. But you swiftly made sure to push that to the back of your mind. Though you didn't know what to think at his long pause as he tried to find the words.
"Is it—is it something bad or—"
"No, no. Just don't freak out or anything cause I don't think I could handle that."
You pinched your eyebrows in confusion but nodded nonetheless with an encouraging smile.
"I don't know whether you feel the same way or anything, but I think—"
And just like that JJ was interrupted as John B ran over laughing. "Guys Popes about to do a Keg stand."
You looked bewildered to say the least. From your short time knowing the Pogues you knew pope rarely drank. JJ huffed quietly under his breath sending a scowl into the back of John B who was going back to the epicentre of the beach party. You pulled JJ up his hand which you hadn't let go of yet and paused holding him back for a second.
"Hey? Um, what was it you wanted to say?"
"Nothing it doesn't matter." JJ sighed and gave a thin lipped smile. The atmosphere was ruined now. He wanted it to be perfect. He wanted it to mean something. But it didn't feel right to say in that moment.
You nodded not convinced but let it go. If it was that important he would have said wouldn't he?
AT TWO AM the party was still going and JJ had sobered up more, not wanting to be drunk if he was to try and tell you by the end of the night. He just needed to build up the courage again to say those words he'd been so starved of most of his life.
A lot of the Tourons and Kooks had cleared off going back to their holiday homes or mansions while the Pogues partied till dawn. Since they had no obligations, no one to answer to, nothing to lose.
Pope was completely drunk from the keg stand and Kiara was babysitting him for the rest of the night while trying to stop him from drinking even more.
JJ had strayed from you a few minutes before going over to talk to John B next to the campfire that was roaring while you manned the practically empty keg. You were sitting sipping on your own beer when you felt someone sit next to you and turned to see a boy who looked a little older than you.
"Hey baby." He put his arm around you as you grimaced attempting to push it off. "What do you say we get out of here and go back to my place?"
JJ was facing away from you for a second before John Bs face contorts to confusion and the blond turns to see the boy with his arm around you, not him. Just some random guy.
"Um, no thanks. I have a boyfriend." You push's his arm off standing up and walking away until he grabs your arm tightly.
JJs grip on the plastic cup crumpled it and he dropped it to the floor as he stormed towards the scene quickly with a furious stride in his step.
"That was a little rude." His breath hit your ear and the intoxication obvious as you winced at the pressure on your arm. You looked from him to his calloused hand placing extra pressure on your arm probably leaving bruises. And then gritted your teeth in annoyance as you hissed, "Let go, asshole."
"You heard what she said asshole let go of her." The voice of your boyfriend rung out when the guy didn't relent and even having the audacity to let out a low chuckle.
"What are you her boyfriend?"
You saw the blaze in his eyes and shook your head. "JJ it's fi—"
"Yeah, actually I am. So I suggest if you've got any sense left in that pea sized brain of yours, you let go of her." JJs fists tightened slightly and his jaw clenched.
The guy let go of your arm with a scoff before pushing you forward roughly towards JJ.
"Fucking slut." He spat in your direction and turned to leave but the fire in JJs eyes only grew.
His arms caught you as quickly as they abandoned you when he gently pushed you away from him and ran at the guy tackling him into the sand. People who had gathered around gasped in shock. Though, what was shocking about JJ Maybank getting into a fight at a party?
You went to go forward but John B pulled you back shaking his head as he moved forward to pull JJ away from the boy who he had punched twice.
John B pulled his friend off putting a hand on his chest to stop him running towards the guy groaning on the floor. Luckily the guy ran off quickly not causing anymore trouble as you hurriedly stepped towards the boy grabbing his shoulders and looking over his face and body.
"Are you okay? Did he hurt you?"
"No, I'm fine. Are you okay?" He said as he looked at the red print left on your arm his hands grazing over it.
"I'm fine, J. You didn't have to do that."
"I didn't have to—Are you serious? Of course I did. He wasn't letting go of you. I wasn't just gonna stand there and watch."
"I—I could've handled it. I don't want you getting hurt just because you think I'm a damsel in distress who can't help herself."
"You're not just a damsel in distress you're my girlfriend. I did it because you shouldn't have to go through that, we're a package deal. I protect you and you protect me."
Your face softened. "J, I understand and thankyou, I just hate the thought of you getting hurt because of me."
"Well deal with it cause as long as we're together I'll take any punches thrown your way because I love you so fucking much!"
JJ let out a breath as he realised what he'd just said and his eyes widened. You stood frozen as the words spilled out, your feet stuck to the ground, your hands trapped at your side.
"You—you love me?"
JJ got over the initial shock of what he said and nodded furiously. "Of course, you're the most amazing girl I've ever met. And the fact that you care too just makes me love you more. I'll scream I love you from the rooftops if I have to. So that guys like that know that you're my girlfriend."
The boy suddenly got an idea as he spotteda red metal stand stuck in in the sand behind you. He sent you a grin before rushing over to the object climbing up holding his hands in the air and wobbling slightly before yelling to the crowd of Pogues. "Can I have your attention please, everyone?"
Your eyes widened at the realisation of what he was about to do and you held in a breath.
"In case you didn't already know I'm in love with Ellie Reed that girl right there. And she's my girlfriend so if anyone here was thinking about going near her. Think again, she's off limits!"
Your cheeks flushed red and your lip was quivering now while a tear trickled down your cheek slowly.
The boy you loved with your whole heart, loved you back. He jumped down from the stand and before he got a chance to walk any further you ran up to him jumping into his arms that he quickly outstretched. He twirled you around once you were safely in his embrace and you felt like you were on top of the world.
"You don't have to feel the same way. I just needed you to know." He whispered in your ear, he was honest and he was scared. Scared that once he said that you'd run away cause you wouldn't feel the same way. He was reluctant to even admitting this in fear of rejection. But sometimes you just need to say fuck you to your fears and go for it.
You shook your head pulling back and wiping a small tear that was in a puddle on your cheek. As he set you back on the sand you lightly hit his chest.
"You going soft on me Maybank? Oh wait no you already were before." You teased him but he didn't care. You wanted to make sure he knew exactly how you felt back. So you did.
"I love you too, JJ. Dating you has made me feel like I actually have someone who I could go to for anything. You're so supportive. And the way I've seen you with your friends, you'd do anything for them. And I admire that so much."
You took his bandana in your hand and said, "And I especially love this cute ass bandana on you." You grinned winking at him. JJ made a mental note to wear it more often. "You're an amazing person and boyfriend and I don't think words even express my love for you."
He beamed at you and he wrapped his arms around you, his own eyes watering slightly and he pressed a chaste kiss to your forehead. It felt like he was high. But he didn't need weed for the type of high he was on right then.
THE DOOR WAS pushed open as you and JJ made your way through the entryway to JJs room lips locked. His hands slipped down to your waist grazing over the end seams of your top attempting to pull it up though it was tightly held on your body.
"Why is your top so hard to get off?" He grunted in frustration.
"I don't know. I'll just take it off." You pulled it over your head, throwing it to the side it hitting the floor and he stood still for a second.
"God, you're so fucking hot." He breathed out before stripping himself of his baggy tank top and pressed you up against the door, it slamming shut in the process. You smiled against his lips suddenly feeling dizzy and euphoric as his hands roamed your body. You gripped his hair tightly, your hands placed on the back of his neck as he deepened the kiss.
You felt his hands tighten around your bare waist when you moved your hands from his neck down the sides of his stomach lightly brushing over his abs before you reached the button of his board shorts. You unbuttoned them hastily and he kicked them off not wanting to take his attention from you.
Then his hands went down to the skirt you wore. Pulling at the waist band before he pulled it down, his hands brushing over the red lace situated beneath.
He broke the kiss and began trailing them along your jaw before whispering in your ear. "Jump."
You did exactly that feeling a tingling sensation at his hold on your thighs pinning you against the wooden door as you wrapped your arms around his broad shoulders.
He trailed kisses further down your jaw before he carried you towards the bed and threw you down on the covers. You stared up at him his heavy breath hitting your face as he leaned down trailing the soft down your neck first and then down your chest. You were letting out soft moans and calling out his name as he sucked on your skin nicking it with his teeth leaving reddish marks left and right around your chest.
When he moved down to the lining of your laced underwear the creak of a door sounded through the room.
"JJ I—" Pope froze his eyes wide as he saw his friend on top of you only in your underwear. JJ quickly moved his body over yours.
"Jesus Christ, Pope."
"I'll—I'll leave you guys to it. Uh, have fun? And sorry."
Pope quickly exited the room looking mortified at the image of his friend having sex while Kiara and John B standing outside realised what had happened and laughed to themselves.
JJ let out a chuckle while you huffed. The thought of his friends being just outside the room was slightly unnerving as you realised the amount of times you had moaned JJs name. But just JJs touch took that feeling away. His head has rested on your chest before he sat up looking to you full of lust.
"Why don't we just finish what we started then."
Note • So I was on the fence about posting this for a while cause I just wasn’t that happy with how it ended up but I went back and edited it today and I’m much happier with how it turned out. Like it was 1.4k words before I edited it and then bam like 3k words. Oops. But the main part I was worried about was the last part cause I’ve literally just written the like 2 kisses in my other imagines. Hopefully it doesn’t cringe anyone to death. Also thankyou @ptersparkers for making the writing comp cause I kinda got out of my comfort zone writing the last part. (Also your study sessions series helped me kinda). Also this is the post that says about it if you wanted to participate :)
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I do deserve better, and I do deserve somebody that will love me just as much 😭I needed you, but you let me down. I can't let you do this to me anymore, I don't want to suffer like this anymore. We're still together there hasn't been anything telling me different except silence. I don't deserve to be ignored for months again, you submarine..im waiting for u to resurface. This is bs! I can't do this. I love you, but I can't stand this anymore. Why do u treat so poorly someone that's done nothing but care about you and worship the ground you walk on. You don't deserve me or the love & light I brought into your life. My affections used up without promise to show it back. You sucked the life out of me just trying to make you happy. How can you be so heartless to me babe, after all I've done for you. We were supposed to try again, make things better than b4, & make up,its a rough patch that's all. WHERE ARE YOU!! 😭 You opened the wound again when I was trying to heal you bastard!!! Im tired of crying over you, you dont deserve my tears. I shouldn't have believed & trusted u again. I dont want to lose you, bad bf or not I care and love you so fucking much. Please stop messing with my heart, give me closure if you're going to leave forever. You were my best friend babe, i thought I knew you, but I don't think I ever did.
Honestly u know what, I've been waiting forever for you to tell me that you miss me too. But its gotten to the point where idk if I'd want to hear it anymore if u were to ask for forgiveness and apologize for all you've put me through, make it right..yea right u didn't really mean it did you. You're not good for me, I get worse by the sheer thought of you because of what my hearts been through with you alone. You never follow through with your promises or make things better like u intend. You treated me like shit & I can never open up to you like I once did. Because you didn't just hurt me, you completely destroyed me. So I'm done.
I love you so much
But you made me hate you too
Ps I want my shit back, what's left of it 😡
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