#I've been dreaming about this for so many years aaaaaaa
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shrews-things · 1 year ago
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I just realised that if things go according to plan I can get rid of them tits in like 10 days aaaaaaaa
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liramic · 1 month ago
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I FINAIHED I FINISHED I FINISHED THE THE DEEP DREAM DRAWING, I HAVE MANY THINGS TO SAY PLS READ MY NOTES AAAAAAA. IVE ALWAYS WANTED TO INCLUDE ARTIST NOTES FOR PIECES BUT I HAVENT HAD A PIECE WHERE I HAD SO MANY DETAILS AND SPECIFIC PLACEMENTS OF THINGS AND REFERENCES UNTIL THIS
ok so this is one part of the deep dream extra and skdkdkfsf I've been wanting to draw it forever aaaaa
Man. I sob everytime I read deep dream extra and there's a couple rly specific scenes that rly fucking Get To Me. I'm planning to draw all of those scenes so this will be one of multiple pieces dedicated to the extra (idk when I'll do the others skdkdkfjs but they're in my brain skdkdjf).
This one specifically is when current sqq's watching binghe as he works in the past and he never gets to see this serious side of binghe cuz outside, binghe would get distracted whenever he comes in and stops doing his work 🥺 It's so fucking cute. BUT ALSO SO SAD WTF. The description of how binghe prepares food for sqq even tho he's dead and lets it stay out until it gets cold....the same congee that he prepared for sqq back at qingjing peak because if someday shizun wakes up, he would be able to eat it immediately....
I rly wanted to portray the feeling of sqq being the source of light to binghe in the scene even tho binghe can't see him. So even tho there are glowing candles on the right of the piece, they're not shedding any light on binghe and the light source on him is sqq. I also made it so the color is emanating from sqq and it's spreading through the room. Sqq brings in some color and a bit of a breeze to this otherwise very bleak time of binghe's life....
Also, the actual dead sqq from that time is lying on the bed behind them... Oh and bamboo in the lower right corner cuz binghe was trying to grow bamboo in the demon realm so I wanted him to keep a stalk of it in a bottle on his desk bc it reminds him of qingjing peak
Small note about binghe's design but he doesn't look like how I usually draw him now (ref below) - mainly no hair braid and hair ribbon loopy bow bc that's my post canon binghe design and I'd like to think sqq braids his hair and puts the ribbon in <3 so uh yea binghe during the five years and anytime during canon would not have that T^T
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anyways, pls be sad with me
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smartzelda · 2 years ago
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33 & 34 for Weird Questions for Writers!!
Aaaaaaa thanks for the ask!!🥺💖
33. Do you practice any other art besides writing? Does that art ever tie into your writing, or is it entirely separate?
Haha depends on what you call art I guess😂😂
Okay, so in general I mainly write. I don't consider myself a fanartist, nor do I really do edits other than stupid meme edits at least once a year.
I have dabbled in fanart here and there, mostly during high-school. Somewhere on this blog is a screenshot redraw/study type thing of DDD Riku I did in a sketchbook, and a Zentangle of the Neko Cat dream eater. I also have scores of pokemon under my bed that I drew and the occasional originals from when I was in school.
Most recently, however (since you asked) I actually am dabbling in digital art for the first time. One is a project I have not yet begun and will not talk about unless I'm sure it's happening, but the other is my attempt to depict a Teru Mikami plush in the style of the Square Enix plushies as of late (albiet with better quality clothing). I've been working on shading for weeks, but I can share a preview of the flats:
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Otherwise, I also do amv/gmv type edits sometimes (it's been a while, but the old stuff is still up), which you can find on my YouTube. The gmv for "Tout Oublier" actually does tie into my writing, because it was the first of an abandoned project where I would write a Soriku oneshot based on (and named after) the song after making a gmv for it. Like I said, the project was abandoned, none of the other gmvs tie into my writing, so to this day it's the only other arty sort of thing I've done that at all ties into my writing.
34. Thoughts on the Oxford comma, Go:
Ahahaha I love it
No I think I do because that's probably the only explanation for how much I use it. Even when I try to omit it, most times I'm like "no no sounds better this way". I am constantly wondering over whether I have too many commas, and it's this thing's fault (partly), but it’s too pleasing to my brain to give it up. Sometimes I even use it so I don't feel like a sentence is a run on. Commas are my best friend, and Xion's worse enemy (because, as mentioned, I use a lot of commas).
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fictionfixations · 2 years ago
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Writing From Experience except i get really personal
so.
ive met the concept of.. writing based off of experiences or things youve done
like uh, theres this fic im reading where theres two camp counselors in a summer camp
and the writer went to summer camp
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I could try? i dunno its an idea, but I have fuckin 4+ docs of unfinished works and oneshots that I still gotta do but I dont have the motivation????
but the thing is is that nothing ive done is book worthy- it is not chobblesome
I mean, I dont do anything.. I play games all day and stay inside???
Uh. I've been to a wedding but it was boring and I don't remember what happened
I've gone out of state before and plan to go out of country (except I've been procrastinating for years) but I dont remember anything about it
I mean. I've been in foster care before ? People write a lot of foster care stories and like.. I mean I somewhat remember what it was like, but it was only for a few days and I only went to one home before eventually coming back to my actual home with my parents n stuff ? it was kinda a situation that I actually didn't understand or comprehend because I was pretty young but now I kind of do? It was kinda a little more serious then I thought as little kid me..? (uh.. the police got involved and it was a huge fucking mess. I got to be in a police car tho and they bought me mcdonalds so that was fun.)
There wasn't.. anything interesting that happened there. It would be boring. Bro so many foster care fics are about the teen and I'm just sat here with my POV of the child u-u
i mean though... sure.. children are kinda dumb, i wont sugarcoat it
itd probably get annoying fast
uhm. the only other thing i guess would be interesting is.. well nothing really, its just that I have a shit load of trauma packed into me that would make a bad and very triggering fic
TW: Mention of gr00ming, miNOr aaAaAAA mention of the act of kermit sewer slide sobs
um. it doesnt really affect me anymore because I've just kinda gotten used to it, but so. grooming. woo pair that with manipulation
hold on let me just find a character and traumatize the fuck out of them haha wooo does that count as dead dove do not eat? if i .. do a really dark fic where a character goes through ..what i did, except i just overdramatize it a little bit and exaggerate a lot to the best of my ability (i still have DMs of that time lmao but I don't think I can ever get used to those, it kinda makes me very uncomfortable.)
would it even be readable? I dont fucking know
The thing is is that everyone thinks that minor/minor sexually is fucking wrong
and I'd agree
but then I can't really ventfic lmao imagine I get hate for doing minor/minor even though its a fucking ventfic where I project onto characters -
lMAOOOO also probably really cursed
but then so id have to do it to an adult.. ?
bro which fandoms am i in that have a toxic relationship that i can write?
like nONe
unless i made one up??
bro sobs
actually i think the guilt tripping ive gone through has been done before in a disc duo but its like 'but arent we friends' or some shit like that in somewhere?? idk
would you guys be okay if i did a ship fic? i dont i cant do OCs man
but i dont know if ill even do it its just thought.
bro the toxic thing that comes to mind is dream and wilbur because dream being a manipulative piece of shit while wilbur is one of like the only characters i can and am comfortable writing the POV of besides the MINORS and then theres hermitcraft with its really healthy community sobs
i dont think wilburs boundaries are even comfortable with nsfw??
bro i dont even know if i can write anything sexual, ive never done it before
id probably write it as anonymous but not dream and wilbur?? id ont fucking know
how do i ventfic if i dont have a people
i mean jschlatt and quackity- is that pumpkin duo? id ont fucking know
they're... toxic..?? ive never written either jschlatt or quackity but you know the deal, jschlatt would probably be the user and quackity the victim.
oh fuck why can i just imagine it i can see it. (why does it work?)
fuck
agh
im.. probably going to have to reference back to the DMs to remember how things went and trigger the shit out of myself
my mental health boutta go to shit haha
anyway im gonna just... if i ever write it i'll try to put it on anonymous
i dont know
my first anonymous fic woo. and kinda trauma dump ig
i dont wanna be shamed for like
i dunno.
beIng a SLUT hAHAH -
oh i think i reached uncomfortable territory for me.
i think though that
it would probably be a dead dove
honestly thinking about it
trying to write minor on minor makes me feel sick
thats funny
guess adult on adult it is .
thats not really any better
also i dont know quackity or jschlatts boundaries sobs
do i just not do sexual shit? i dont fucking know
nevermind their boundaries arent really comfortable with that sobs
quackitys fine with fanfic but jschlatt i dont think it issss ??? GUYS HOW DO I DO VENTFIC WITHOUT INTRUDING ON A BOUNDARY
and i just
bro theres like no other character im comfortable with writing
do i really want to say 'fuck it' and just do it anyway? well no not really???
how do i find characters i can project onto but not ocs because i cant do that (ocs wont help me, honestly the thought is just worse in my head aaAa)
sobs.
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