#I'm upset and this is how I am dealing

[museaway]

To fellow residents of the state of New Jersey: if going to the polls makes you nervous, or you don't like leaving your house, or you work on Election Day, or something else keeps you from participating in the voting process, we can vote by mail!

Before each election, you'll receive an envelope with everything you need to vote from home. You can take your time and research bills and candidates (bc this is for all elections, not only presidential! you'll get ones for the school board etc). You simply fill everything out, tuck your ballot into the appropriate envelope, and mail it back.

It's a quick application process with your county. Check your county's website to see if they have a version they can mail you, otherwise you can find printable PDFs for each one on the State of NJ's site.

[naamahdarling]

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[cookiepwee]

yeag so i had a breakdown and completely isolated myself yesterday lmao

idk what to do really i just need to share that i'm sad and i'm sorry

[nothingwithdignity]

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[sophiethewitch1]

in my hater era

[collectate]

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[cozypups]

don't mind me, just listening to a brainrotting playlist of overstimulation breakcore beats because my brain has a need :)

[dandyshucks]

blinks tiredly. i decide "hm maybe i should try to expand my circle and step outside of it a little, lets go look at the main community tags" and im just greeted with a bunch of edgelords who think saying "fiction doesn't affect reality, don't like don't read" is peak activism and "fighting censorship". head in my hands. this is partially why i do not ever go into the community tags, my nervous system cannot handle blocking fifty weirdos every single day just so i can have a normal experience in the community tags hfdsjkl

[bootyful-seventeen]

i am too mentally exhausted to even deal with this shit anymore with my mom and grandma and low key wish i'd go comatose for a few years to be left alone tbh

[stellacadente]

i realized how much it scares me that my mind will convince itself of even the ugliest things if i start thinking them often enough and it's... yeah. like i had a good session with my psychiatric rehabilitation therapist i think it was very useful but then at the end i got hit by this feeling of fear... like i'm so scared of myself and how low i can get

[wiredalienvampire]

< be me

< check the dhmis tag to see how the fandom is doing

< see a post stating the dhmis pilot that you have been waiting for nearly 6 years for is being shown again at Sundance

< continue scrolling down the tag

< turns out it was a mistake and they were actually showing the dhmis short "creative" at Sundance

>kill me

[corset]

Really feeling that experience of being an autistic person in an environment that's terrible for me where I'm basically trying to figure out really hard how to not be an emotionally unstable wreck all the time who throws "childish tantrums" over "dumb shit" because I hate feeling like my family always expects me to just snap whenever anything happens and whether or not I do just depends on how much Repression Juice I've got left in the tank or how Unshitty the circumstances have been for the last week or even few days

[danielpowell]

Every time I re-listen to Archive 81 Season 2 Episode 7 I feel like my brain is going to shatter because it's abundantly clear that Rat had no intentions of leaving with Dan and in saying he would 'if' Dan left, it nails the final nail in the coffin for me thinking Rat just wanted to convert Dan because he's clearly very lonely and misguided, but most importantly, actively detrimental to the point he was almost convinced that he could get Dan to leave his personhood behind

Rat took advantage of Dan and I struggle to see how this could be read any other way

[funeralprocessor]

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[just-slightly-chayotic]

I need someone to rant to bc any time I see a new Jeff outfit I literally say 'I hate you' out loud bc it's always something ridiculous and no one would ever wear in public be he somehow makes it work and I end up loving the most chaotic outfits and it's just. So rude of him. I think he knows he's pretty enough to pull anything off. (I'm ace too which makes it even more infuriating)

BESTIE YOU HAVE COME TO THE RIGHT PLACE. it's absolutely ridiculous! half of his outfits are absolutely horrendous and he makes them look good. i'm so mad. i have to look at these:

(i'm refusing to look for more examples because i will explode.)

AND SAY THAT HE LOOKS AMAZING?? BECAUSE HE DOES. BUT THESE OUTFITS ARE HORRIBLE. jeff. please. have mercy on all of our sanities and just wear normal things so we can all die in peace instead of dying mad about it.

and then there are just the most chaotic ones??

who looks good with a huge flower on their neck?? the macklemore coat??? shiny as hell pants and neon pink coat??? anyone else would look ridiculous. like a clown. but nooo. this is jeff satur, the most beautiful being in the universe, so of course he looks stunning.

[altair214]

Why have I been cursed with an upset stomach (it couldn't be because of all the stress I've been under- why would you thinik it's that)