#I'm the worst 😅
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off-mozzarella · 2 months ago
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A lil something for Whumptober day 10: blow to the head
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wolfsong-the-bloody-beast · 2 months ago
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That Baldur's Gate 3 cover art with Astarion. But it's Sebille.
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walkingstackofbooks · 18 days ago
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I love socialising so much, I love my friends, I love talking to people, and while I'm out I have so much fun even when I'm Very Aware I'm just saying something no-one cares about or being annoying and I'm just like ignoring the anxiety
And then I leave and get home and it just Hits and I'm replaying everything I said and it Was All Awful and Omg How Have I Not Driven Everyone Away By Now and maaaaan
Just want to be able to either a) turn down the me-ness of everything I say when I'm out or b) not be trapped in a cycle of rumination when I get back over it. Like either of these would be fine on their own but together it's just, like, Brain. Why?!
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b-blushes · 4 months ago
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thursday quest - no physical therapy today - make and eat lunch sooooo early but i can do it!!!!! - get ready for wedding - attend wedding! yay! (: - decompress well when i get home <3
#its thursday quest#god i'm so anxious about it autism style. so many uncertainties that i simply cannot account for alone. but i'm being sooo 'brave' about it#(keeping it to myself. except for posting about it)#taxi company hasn't texted me the drivers' details yet and i emailed them to be like ummmm your policy is to pay before the day#would you like to email me the payment details so i can do that? and they were like 'we'll send the driver details soon' ummmm#there isn't much soon left!!!!!!! it's happening tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!!!#they're probably just not Organised™ in the way i prefer to be. which is objectively fine it's just challenging for me personally.#i do not think it's Bad but!!!!! i've never taken a taxi before <- guy who Is Scared Of Taxis Specifically but has to face#their fears because they're disabled and have no other choice.#worst case i am down the money and no-one arrives to take me home i guess :P but it'll be afternoon AND my family are there so#in theory i could just get a lift home even though that would mess up other people's plans sooooo bad. UNLESS they have already drunk uhhhh#in which case i guess i'd just ask for help calling a taxi to the place. plany of people who can do such things easily (unlike me)#it'll be fine!!! i can ask my siblings if need be bc they are so niceys and will not get mad at me for being autistic o7#My other worry is being too hot and being in a rush getting ready bc i have to eat a proper meal due to the symptoms syndromes#and we are leaving when my lunch usually is so that's a whole thing. which ALSO doesn't matter and I can do! it's just hard!#where is that post that's like 'managed mental illness can look like absence of mental illness 😅'. NOT saying being autistic is mental#illness i am saying that the specific extreme anxiety i have is for me linked to autistic issues with 'the unknown' and boy. does this#social situation also have a lot of unknown.#BUT I CAN DO IT! and dare i say even have a nice time!!!!! it's just i get so so scared beforehand but i will not express it in a way that#impacts or inconveniences anyone else!!! i can handle it by myself at my house and it'll be fine
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the-sea-of-madness · 1 month ago
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What's your favorite rifle for home defense ?
I personally like the X-Shot Insanity Motorized Rage Fire Minigun
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mothram · 1 year ago
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never ended up posting this here but I still like it so
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faeriekit · 11 months ago
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Out of curiosity, have you heard the song Different Songs by Set It Off? It's very much a song about that Divorced Couple Vibes.
I haven't! Structurally it sounds kind of like "that's what makes you beautiful", which is kind of sending me back to the horrors of grade school pop music.
I will say, though, I was talking about real life divorced singer/songwriter couple Carly Simon and James Taylor, and a little bit about Fleetwood Mac's Rumors album, which...you know. Real life divorce splattered across the papers as you slowly try to rebuild the direction of your music career and your songwriting becomes evidence of your fallout can't really be compared to much else on sheer level of scale. The rest of your life will be tied up with the hit song you wrote while in love with someone you'll never love the same way again. Their fingerprints are on how people will see you forever.
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javic-piotr-thane · 9 months ago
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Badly summarised WIP game
Thanks for the tag @graygiantess!
I ... have no idea when I'll actually finish any of these, but what the hell :'D
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1-dum-bitch · 5 months ago
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Someone at the bus stop just asked me what my name was and it took all the restraint in me to not reply with "who's asking? What are you, a cop?" and instead say "[name], what's up?" because she was probably just asking a question. She was like "nothing I'm just saying hi" so was in the position of the ass who had to humbly say "oh. hi."
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just-a-pole-sir · 1 year ago
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Honestly, I’m the same as Cate too, to this day my mind comes back to Soldier Boy Jensen when I’m lonely lol.
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megaclubdiolis · 7 months ago
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柄本 佑 || 「光る君へ」 (2024) · 第十七回 「うつろい」 ​​​
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sinking-into-mist · 1 year ago
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I got back to trying to write the Olli/Aleksi fic I mentioned last(?) week, and this is basically how it's going
me: this will be a cute fluffy sfw story
o & a: but what if we kissed... and our hands started to wander... and things got a little heated...
me: sure, a bit of that sounds great 👍 just don't get too carried away!
o & a: *kissing, groaning, neck biting, slight scratching, moaning*
me: okay that's enough! let's go back to the cute fluff and wrap up this fic
o & a: no 😊
me: i won't let you continue. go to bed boys.
o & a: okay!
me: ... wait, i meant, go to bed for some cuddles and sleeping!!
o & a: lol sure 😏 *undressing each other in between heated kisses*
me: i did not see that coming
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bunnywand · 1 year ago
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i'm no spiders georg, but i just moved my pillow and found a relatively large, dead, house spider right next to where my head usually is while i sleep 😳
i guess it got into my bed and then i must have like, rolled over and crushed it in the night.. 🙁
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mondscheinprinzessin · 2 years ago
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It’s almost the end of the year and normally New Year’s Eve makes me miserable even the days before already. I loathed the turn of years, I wanted to cry at that day, sometimes I did, and I didn’t want to see another year with all the shitty days I knew it would bring.
But this time?? The last few weeks I had so many days where I’ve been content and even happy, so many more than the last few years together, and for the first time since I’m 15 maybe I’m not sad that I’m still around for New Years Eve.🖤
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meepcries · 2 years ago
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After the last episode, I was on an all-time fandom high. Now we're coming close to the finale. And I've faced enough trauma from disappointing finales that I'm getting nervous for this one :')
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mirabel-on-a-bicycle · 2 years ago
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aaah hi! 💜
i finally found the time to start with the podcast you recommended when in the car today! literally one of the most hilarious yet educational and interesting things I've come across ahshfjgksj. I'm not fully done with the ep about crows yet but i am definitely going to listen to more eps from the podcast! i am loving the whole vibe of it fgsbdhfjs
literally so grateful that u suggested that one lmao genuinely loved it :DD <33
(ps : why does crows fucking in their dead brethren not surprise me in the slightest 😭😭)
ABFSBJBS SAPPHO YOU LISTENED TO IT AAAA ILY SO MUCH FOR THISS 🤧<33
And all of the eps are equally good, but some of my most favorites (if you wanna listen to more) are the ones about old tools/ atlatls (experimental archaeology), Paris catatombs, gorillas, P22 the cougar, gratitude (awesomology), sex and gender, space junk, shipwrecks, vampires, decluttering, computer programming, and tasmanian devils (I have a soft spot for this one, it's the first ep I listened to :'))
abbabdjf sorry for dumping all these on u, take your time ofc, but I just. can't go on enough about how much I love Ologies. Alie Ward might possibly be my most favorite person on earth, cuz even after interviewing like a bajillion scientists she's always like a super excited flappy arms child about everything there is to know all the time and there's just? such a genuine curiosity and love for the world vibe to this little podcast and idk it just fills up my heart ok 😭
(ps: ah yes 😌 crow sex sandwich. also gulls stress ripping grass. they don't teach this in class do they)
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