#I'm the worst 😅
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Tubbo: Can this day get any worse? My two besties started shagging, and all my machines have broken, and my- my- my roof has been replaced–
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Tubbo's terrible, horrible, no good, very bad day (aka the day Tubbo discovers Badboyhalo's snow prank). ☃️
#QSMP#Tubbo#Edited#January 10 2024#Ramon#This only covers some of the things that happened to Tubbo#dude just had the worst luck that day#(though it seems like some of it may have been karmic justice 😅)#I love how even in the depths of despair he was still brainstorming how to break up Hideduo lmao#Tubbo is the number 1 Hideduo hater fr#I know this definitely could've used subtitles but I just don't have it in me#This was ready to post last week but then I forgot OTL#and I don't like posting edits on the weekend#So here it is now#Enjoy!#''Why does he have to be such an ally'' makes me laugh#Someone said ''Tubbo invented time machines thanks to homophobia'' I'm cracking up#erm I wanted to edit this not post it. Tumblr really is broken#Ah well
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A lil something for Whumptober day 10: blow to the head
#I don't think this came out right but I chose to mess up my sleep so i could speedrun this#because I promised myself I would try to post at least some sketches for this#I'm sorry I'm nit used to draw something more than a person like 🧍 but ig it's good to push myself a little 😅#eventully something will come out alright#buut I have to at least try#HI I DONT EVEN KNOW HOW TO TAG#or if I want to but I already put some time into this so might aswell lol#lu sky#lu twilight#linked universe#cw blood#ig... b&w poorly drawn <3#whumptober 2024#lu whumptober#I could've finished it later#ill be sooo tired tomorrow#but it b like that#worst part is I wanted to redraw some sketches I had done troughout the year but I didn't do a single thing#this is all I have and I started it like two days ago lol#I don't like posting stuff I made so recently bc it's so easy to miss obvious mistakes but I want to feel like I made something in time...#almost XD#lu fanart#I'll shut up
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That Baldur's Gate 3 cover art with Astarion. But it's Sebille.
#Divinity#Divinity: Original Sin 2#DOS2#Sebille#DOS2 fanart#my stuff#well sort of#attempt#minus the colours and details and background#obviously heavily referenced from the original#I don't think I'd have managed the damn left hand otherwise 😅 and even then it was quite hard#but you know what turned out to be particularly cursed? that dagger surprisingly#being at an angle is the worst thing for any object to do#I tried to make Sebille look close to what her character model looks like in the game but also tried to do one of her cover art outfits#turned out a bit cartoon like but I suppose that's alright#I might try to colour it sometime#I haven't coloured anything yet and I have to figure it out#for now I'm happy I've got as far as I have#also my death grip is really showing on this one haha#I SWEAR I calibrated the pressure settings but yeah#my hand knows only murderous intent
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I love socialising so much, I love my friends, I love talking to people, and while I'm out I have so much fun even when I'm Very Aware I'm just saying something no-one cares about or being annoying and I'm just like ignoring the anxiety
And then I leave and get home and it just Hits and I'm replaying everything I said and it Was All Awful and Omg How Have I Not Driven Everyone Away By Now and maaaaan
Just want to be able to either a) turn down the me-ness of everything I say when I'm out or b) not be trapped in a cycle of rumination when I get back over it. Like either of these would be fine on their own but together it's just, like, Brain. Why?!
#the worst part is i'm probably gonna hit post and then go to bed and then be thinking about having said *this* in the same way 😅😅#ngl it does help being in the julian bashir fandom though#bc he's Deeply Annoying and you all still love him anyway#so hopefully i can get away with being a lil bit annoying too and it'll be forgiven 😅😅
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thursday quest - no physical therapy today - make and eat lunch sooooo early but i can do it!!!!! - get ready for wedding - attend wedding! yay! (: - decompress well when i get home <3
#its thursday quest#god i'm so anxious about it autism style. so many uncertainties that i simply cannot account for alone. but i'm being sooo 'brave' about it#(keeping it to myself. except for posting about it)#taxi company hasn't texted me the drivers' details yet and i emailed them to be like ummmm your policy is to pay before the day#would you like to email me the payment details so i can do that? and they were like 'we'll send the driver details soon' ummmm#there isn't much soon left!!!!!!! it's happening tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!!!#they're probably just not Organised™ in the way i prefer to be. which is objectively fine it's just challenging for me personally.#i do not think it's Bad but!!!!! i've never taken a taxi before <- guy who Is Scared Of Taxis Specifically but has to face#their fears because they're disabled and have no other choice.#worst case i am down the money and no-one arrives to take me home i guess :P but it'll be afternoon AND my family are there so#in theory i could just get a lift home even though that would mess up other people's plans sooooo bad. UNLESS they have already drunk uhhhh#in which case i guess i'd just ask for help calling a taxi to the place. plany of people who can do such things easily (unlike me)#it'll be fine!!! i can ask my siblings if need be bc they are so niceys and will not get mad at me for being autistic o7#My other worry is being too hot and being in a rush getting ready bc i have to eat a proper meal due to the symptoms syndromes#and we are leaving when my lunch usually is so that's a whole thing. which ALSO doesn't matter and I can do! it's just hard!#where is that post that's like 'managed mental illness can look like absence of mental illness 😅'. NOT saying being autistic is mental#illness i am saying that the specific extreme anxiety i have is for me linked to autistic issues with 'the unknown' and boy. does this#social situation also have a lot of unknown.#BUT I CAN DO IT! and dare i say even have a nice time!!!!! it's just i get so so scared beforehand but i will not express it in a way that#impacts or inconveniences anyone else!!! i can handle it by myself at my house and it'll be fine
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same about having anxiety around things that are supposed to be fun. I hope things get less stressful for you soon ❤️
you seem really cool so wanna be friends???
i think I really needed to hear this today. Currently working on an illustration that is very fun and simultaneously extremely stressful for... literally no reason 🫠
Right back at you ❤️
Yeah sure, I'd love that :D
#lookit me i responded to an ask as soon as I saw it#never would have expected that 😅#answering asks#i swear I'm my own worst enemy
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#holidays have not been what i hoped for so far 😔😔#well the first week was good but then i got sick 😭#and it's been so awful#having a cough is literally the worst i couldn't sleep it was so bad#and i couldn't even enjoy doing anything really because you can't properly focus on the thing bc ur coughing non stop#i hate it sm#and today it was gone all day only that now it is back altough not as bad as before but still#it always gets worse in the evening#like help i just want this to end#what made it even worse i had real plans to study and now i barely got anything done 😭😭#and now i'm scared for exams bc i couldn't follow the plan altough i still have more than 2 and 3 weeks left#in my mind i already think i'm gonna do badly bc i need to study more i'm afraid#and i'm also upset at myself even though it's not my fault i got sick but i keep thinking i still could have done more ughh#to make it even worse i coudn't play tennis for a whole week and i was so looking forward to playing everyday (and improving) 😢😢#i couldn't do any sports or see anyone i miss it sm#i hope at least in the new year i can do stuff again 🥺#it was just the worst cold/flu and idk why whenever i get it it's that extreme 😵💫#or idk is it normal that you can't sleep bc of it ... i just don't wanna get sick again ever lmao it's the worst#i guess christmas was still nice it wasn't that bad then and it was a lovely day with my family :)#and our tree was really pretty this year and i'm really happy with my gifts and also those i gifted 🥰#the week before was good i did play lots of tennis and i went on a christmas market with uni friend and to vienna for a trip with my mom ^^#but maybe it was too much sometimes i wonder if i do something wrong or if it is just bad luck like i did train a lot#and i played a tennis match for my club and won against a higher ranked opponent so yay 😁#and i played really well i feel like i once again really improved my level :)) but i did play kinda sick already so maybe that was rly bad😅#maybe i should stop doing that 😅 but i didn't know it's gonna get this bad i just had the worst headache and sore throat#well ig i should have known but i also always feel like i have to play and i love matches and like my team needs me?#who else would have won that? i'm one of the best at my team and the others who are rly good weren't there that day so i felt responsible 😅#honestly my mom possibly she is also quite good but it would have been close and i wasn't sure so i played 😅#but i have done this too often by now... playing sick i really can't help myself 🤦♀️
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What's your favorite rifle for home defense ?
I personally like the X-Shot Insanity Motorized Rage Fire Minigun
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#i'm in Canada#i dont need a home defense rifle😅#I've got my bare hands and#worst case a baseball bat
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never ended up posting this here but I still like it so
#fhn#a character for a project moon themed ttrpg I'm in (that hasn't run in a bit)#he's an ex butler and he's more fail than Liliya just cause you expect her to be like that#with him it's more just cause he's the worst#was also experimenting with my style a lot here 😅#merry's scribblings
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Badly summarised WIP game
Thanks for the tag @graygiantess!
I ... have no idea when I'll actually finish any of these, but what the hell :'D
#tagging no one - as you know me#simultaneously begging not to let this flop and begging to let this flop because don't ask ME when i'll finish shit#do i look like i know???#my fanfic#polls!#torchwood#ok i'm only now noticing i wrote “a more regulars”#obv the “a” shouldn't be there#alas now my mistake is on the internet forever#(at least it's not the worst thing about this post :''D)#also why tf did i set this to 7 days my god#ah well#reblog to spread my bullshit ig..?? 😅🙈
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柄本 佑 || 「光る君へ」 (2024) · 第十七回 「うつろい」
#柄本佑#tasuku emoto#光る君へ#hikaru kimi e#1x17#made by me#fujiwara no michinaga#藤原道長#the soft smile & shaking head when michikane said to him 'I owe you one'#I was all 🥹🥹🥹🥹#I'm not okay#especially after knowing whats gonna happen to michikane next#poor michinaga#just when he finally started to truly LOVE his brother :'(#and is it the last time he gets to say the word 'aniue'?#oh my goodness😩😩😩😩😩😩😩#also irrelevant cuteness:#the way he asked Tomoko for money!!!!!!!! so fucking cute#Tomoko's older than him/a principal wife so I always feel like he's a bit afraid of her#it's good to see them finally sitting together and talking something that's not about their kids or fathers#(even if it's about politics & infidelity😅)#it's SO HARD to be with michinaga ain't it???#one day he accidentally ran into mahiro and he just STOPPED GOING TO AKIKO-SAMA'S PLACE ALTOGETHER#and LIED about his whereabouts to Tomoko#man you're like. the worst hubby#tbh I feel bad for liking her because of Kaneie but I truly TRULY love seeing scenes where michinaga and akiko-sama are together#idk I just see them as a normal couple. michianaga seemed to care abt her more in the way of a man caring abt his wife#and Kumi-chan's just so smollllll around Tasuku-san#I love their weird chemistry. her bewitching vibe#& they're not even a major thing in this show. I need you to go to akiko-sama's place more michinaga
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Honestly, I’m the same as Cate too, to this day my mind comes back to Soldier Boy Jensen when I’m lonely lol.
#honestly i'm the worst because sometimes i think of him when i'm with another guy 😅#jensen ackles#asks#anon
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I got back to trying to write the Olli/Aleksi fic I mentioned last(?) week, and this is basically how it's going
me: this will be a cute fluffy sfw story
o & a: but what if we kissed... and our hands started to wander... and things got a little heated...
me: sure, a bit of that sounds great 👍 just don't get too carried away!
o & a: *kissing, groaning, neck biting, slight scratching, moaning*
me: okay that's enough! let's go back to the cute fluff and wrap up this fic
o & a: no 😊
me: i won't let you continue. go to bed boys.
o & a: okay!
me: ... wait, i meant, go to bed for some cuddles and sleeping!!
o & a: lol sure 😏 *undressing each other in between heated kisses*
me: i did not see that coming
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#characters doing whatever the hell they want is both the best and worst thing about writing#also. the fic i'm writing now is so clumsy but i was like it's just because i haven't written in months and i'm rusty#but last night i took a look at some of the fics i've written earlier and maybe this is just how bad i am at writing 🙈#anyway i still want to get back to writing more because it's lots of fun even if the quality is low#and ofc i have to do nanowrimo also this year so it'd be nice to try to write a few stories before that as warm up#i was thinking of attempting to write a drabble or something for each bc pairing#but actually i might be more tempted to just write some olliallu stories#because i'm in the mood for that and also apparently so far i've written only like 5 olliallu fics and that needs to be fixed#idk we'll see how it goes 🤷♀️😅#not that i think anyone cares about my story ramblings considering i haven't even published any fics lol#just felt like rambling anyway 😂#ALSO if someone is planning to do nanowrimo and wants to talk/rant/panic about it hmu
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After the last episode, I was on an all-time fandom high. Now we're coming close to the finale. And I've faced enough trauma from disappointing finales that I'm getting nervous for this one :')
#Daughter#I have a big fear that Kazuki might die#The only clues I have are of Rei hugging (?) some kind of red sweater and the word being pink instead of Buddy red.#Listen I've had a breakdown over finale before. It wasn't fun. So understand why my paranoia is assuming the worst assumptions rn 😅#Either way I still stand that Buddy Daddies is the best anime I've ever watched.#I've enjoyed seeing my buddies become daddies and learning that chasing your happiness is what's most important#I don't post much about BD because I'm on a social media hiatus#But it's been an honour staying along with you BD Fandom o7#Until then I'm knocking on wood about my fear#See you all till then o7#buddy daddies#kurusu kazuki#kazuki kurusu#suwa rei#rei suwa#unasaka miri#miri unasaka
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DEAGLÁN HERRITY | 17TH MARCH | HPHL
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➔ Happy birthday to my favourite journalist and walking crisis (and first-ever ship) 🤎
Deaglán belongs to @magicallymalted
#idk why I remembered his birthday#I'm the worst when it comes to remembering dates ... I don't even remember the birthdays of my own ocs#but I was walking home when it hit me out of nowhere 😅#Violette and I love him very much!!#and ofc you too Jayne!!#deaglán herrity#other people’s ocs#my edits#aesthetic#moodboard#hp victorian era#(need to step up my victorian era content game again)
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Girl...
You are the best! Thanks for all your Daemon ideas 🥰🥰 I'll see what stories can be made out of them 😏 And then I will tag you of course! 🖤🖤
Aww
Any time 🥰
Really, I'm practically here all the time 😅
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