#I'm the happiest I've ever been

[graveyarrdshift]

I'm about to be sooooo not normal about the Witcher 4

[fujosh33p]

I love being busy. I love spending time with real communities. I love meeting new people and becoming friends instantly. I love friends who actually look out for you. I love falling asleep on my girlfriend's shoulder.

[marinaiguess]

I was out today and while we were walking around, my friend goes "you know what? sometimes life is worth it."

I whipped my head around so fast and I looked at her dumbfounded because it hit me so hard. the fact I was there. the fact that life was worth it in that moment because of me as well. the fact that life is worth it. I felt that.

and you know what? she is right. life is worth it.

[i-do-what-i-want030]

How is this show real!!???!!

[helielune]

and stalling only goes so far when you've got a head start

[beanghostprincess]

I AM GOING FUCKING INSANE????

[bell-swamp-fitzjames]

vagueposting on tumblr bc i dont want to tempt myself in saying anything on discord rn bc IM soooo excited to post my first fic & share it, but I can't keep getting away with yapping about it bc i have finally started to connect dots with usernames and tumblr names and discord names etc etc etc. in other words, i'm starting to grasp truly who's who. anyways. i'm so excited to post terror fic just you guys wait. but also i'm so slow anyways idk if i could actively talk about my fics in discord but who knows. i never thought i'd be in a discord server. so. who knows.

[skinnypaleangryperson]

Busting a lung because the whole Joker Arthur thing was cringe as piss all, despite being one of the most beautiful healing times in my life. Still embarrassing cringe as possible can be.

[meteorologears]

finding things that greatly appeal to me and its forcing me to come to terms with who i am. yeah i did like going to the two hour hegel lecture and having a beer. not sure i want to unpack the implications of this though

[castlebyersafterdark]

Thank you to those who suggested stuff for our post-Halloween hardcore horror movie/tv break because we did fuck all yesterday and watched the entire first season of Only Murders in the Building and now we're almost done with English Teacher. Both are so good!! OMITB is genuinely entertaining and I love the cast and the other show is hysterical. And I don't like to binge shows! But it was 'yeah play another episode, yeah play another." Maybe it was the hangover maybe it was just wanting to sit there and shut my brain off and absorb a show but - cosign the recs from yall on these two. Promising for the rest I was given 😁 Quite a list I have to get through but it's going to be a long winter...

[lale-txt]

HELPPP LALE I just finished reading the gbbo chapter from soft lunch and I need to know if its canon or not and when does it happen 😭😭

anon sweet if you want it to be canon then i will absolutely not hold you back from claiming it as canon in your heart! like i said in the chapter notes, it can be whatever you want it to be 🙂‍↕️

to me personally it's like... a fanfiction for my own fanfiction if that makes sense? something silly because the idea was too funny not to run with it, BUT i can definitely see it happening somewhere in the actual story as i have it laid it out in my mind (no spoilers here)

also soft lunch hihi <3 cute typo

[delicatelyme]

What I can't live without

Is what I wish I couldn't see

Overconsumption, it's never enough

I must force myself to breathe.

I shrink to grow

And grow to shrink.

It takes over, I can no longer think.

I look around, there must be another way?

But it's seems for now,

The parasites would rather stay.

[vee-lociraptor]

im so glad to be alive right now dude

[foxgirlmoth]

I wish strong feelings and emotions had a better way to feel like they translate to physical space. For me, personally, I get that shit cranked to 11 and if I can't get that shit out there and verbalized or shown it ends up making me cry. Fear about loss and change and thinking 30 years into the future? Cry. Have so much love in your body at once and can't let enough of it get shown to those who matter to you? Cry a whole lot. I used to put it towards art and especially personal poems or made up song lyrics or something but idk. I can't be staying up sobbing at 4 am due to random thoughts. Its always when I feel like I'm doing my best that this happens, idk if its just processing everything.

I know my emotional regulation skills aren't the best and I often go from a thousand yard stare to crying or a laughing fit or something. I don't want to be like this really, and often times this does happen when I think about loved ones a lot when I'm alone and I just end up wishing I was around someone I can feel loved by and love so much. Maybe I just want to be anywhere besides this 'home' where I know I'm actively seen as a nuisance and treated as a lesser person.

[twilightakiishi]

hi venus ^o^ 8, 12, and 38 for the ask game pretty pls <33

hi hana :3 ty for the ask!!

8. any reoccuring dreams?

OMFG YES! YALL not recently but in highschool i dated this guy for a short while…just a few weeks. and the entire time, i had this dream several times a week that seemed to continue longer every time i had it, but basically, he would invite me to his house, and when i would reach the front step, the door opened with a creak and no one behind it. it was dark, and there was a really long staircase right in the entryway with a muddy greenish light emanating from the door at the top of the steps. i’d walk up the stairs, and the closer i got to the top, the more it STUNK. like….rotting meat and must. and when i entered his bedroom, there were organs strung above his bed with fishing wire, just dangling above it. stomach, liver, tongue, lungs, all of that. and it smelled horrendous. and then the door would slam behind me. when i broke it off with him, i never had the dream again…….literally fucking insane 😭

12. what’s some good advice you want to share?

this is a good question...I have a few small tidbits!

the two things i practice the most that make me the happiest version of myself are mindfulness and gratitude. taking a moment out of my day to really savor the taste of the food i'm eating, listening to the sounds of birds chirping or wind blowing when I walk to my car in the morning, focusing on the sensation of soft blankets when I get into bed...it takes a lot to be present, but it'll help slow your life down in a good way. stop and smell the roses, like actually!

gratitude can be daunting, if you feel like there isn't a lot to be grateful for. but practicing gratitude for even the smallest things will make you happier! it's as simple as acknowledging in your head, "wow, I'm glad I own this pair of shoes. I like them. wow, I haven't had a headache today. that's awesome. wow, a warm shower. very nice." I think a lot of people don't acknowledge the mundane enough. just because it's something you do or see every day doesn't mean you should take it for granted!

putting money into a roth ira in your early 20s will set you up good for the future, if you have the means. even 5% of your paycheck a month, or every 3 months...whatever you can manage. it helps a lot!

umm...that's all I can think of right now. but yeah :0

38. fave song at the moment?

kind of in a music drought rn...but here's one I've been listening to omw to work pretty much every day! as an emo I get kinda shy when y'all ask me this, but this is outside of my usual genre and I love it! it's fun to sing along to.

[cheriafreya]

I'm still over the moon for getting him as my first 5 star I can't shut up about it