#I'm sorry shshhs

[lessnearthesun]

THEY JUST CALLED ME AND I GOT AN INTERVIEW!!!! 🙏🎉🤞

Soooo hard to find a job when you're moving 9 hours away but aren't leaving for another week yet because I keep having to tell places "sorry, I won't be in the area for another week, can I pretty please interview then :)" Anyway please manifest for me that the Costco job they just called me about will still be open by next week 🙏🤞✨

[radicalrainbow]

RANT CAUSE RAAAHH!!!!

TW: mentions of incest, noncon, nsfw

I love the Undertale as much as the next guy, ofc ofc BUT!!! This DAMN FANDOM HAS THAT STUPID SIDE OF IT THAT THINKS SHIPPING SIBLINGS IS OKAY!!??

fuck the excuse that "they're fictional characters, it doesnt matter if they're siblings" SHSHH SHHH SHUT THE FUCK UP!!! You're actively shipping and DRAWING TWO CHARACTERS THAT ARE SIBLINGS IN CANON!!!!

I'm talking about the ship called "Dreammare" WHICH SHOULDNT EXIST BUT FUCK IF I KNOW!!! Nightmare and Dream SIBLINGS!!!! You can say all you want on how you're against incest irl or in general or some shit, YET YOU ACTIVELY DRAW OR WRITE IT!!?? It doesn't matter if they're fictional character, it doesn't matter if it "isn't hurting anyone" SHUT UP!!! DO NOT FOLLOW ME IF YOU LIKE THIS!!? Twitter is just FILLED WITH IT!! I like an artist, i go through their work and BOOM THERE IT IS!!! Its digusting!! and why is most of it depicted as NONCON!!??

I dont UNDERSTAND WHY ANYONE WOULD THINK ITS OKAY TO DRAW OR WRITE IT!!?? Its so- so disgusting... im sorry gang, i just needed to rant, i'm so tired of seeing art of those two doing.. such things pop up on my twitter AND ALL BECAUSE I FOLLOW AN ARTIST WHO END SUP REBLOGGING THE STUPID ISHNGIUJKSDGNBSR and its ALWAYS THE REALLY GOOD ARTISTS TOO!!!

[mer-acle]

hey so I saw that last reply (and I'm gonna reply when I have the time sorry) but have you read the first five books? If not can I give spoilers? I dont wanna accidentally spoil you. Also same shshhs. I only read the first five for now and when I first started creating alisha I hadnt even read the series yet (or the show. I have just been in this fandom for years and read wayy to many fics. The idea captivated me and then I though. I guess I should read them)

Also do you know most of luke's history? Should I spoil you on that?

No I've just read the first book but feel free to spoiler away about everything lol I couldn't honestly tell you how much I know passively so just go ahead lol

[callico-awts]

Me want to share lil TanZen au idea of mine(yes my brain kept cooking shet ideas) hehehe

Yes it's angsty asf also sorry in advance for lots of words and grammar incorrections hshshshs

Enjoy ig ^ ^

it takes place ofc from the og (Taisho era ) zen has a incurable disease (a terminal disease hshshsgdgs) and he kept it a secret from everyone includes tanjiro too except for shinobu (she knows and maybe other ppl do ig), yes he has feelings for tanji but also kept it a secret but some ppl know about his feelings for him hehe. and zen assumes that tanji will never reciprocate his feelings and he loves kanao(but tanji only see her as a friend shshhs). Tanjiro sense that there's something wrong with him and he's like "are you alright, zenitsu?" and zen be like "it's nothing, I'm just tired.." On their next mission zens health worsens and he killed the demon or maybe the fight against muzan where tanji became a demon, zen tried his best to help, so kanao would inject the antidote on him then when they turn back tanji to human, that's where zen died and well for him it's a nice death knowing, there will be no more demons and finally everyones at peace and he saved tanjiro and the only thing he regrets is not confessing Kamado tanjirou but atleast he will see his gramps again and maybe kaigaku(??)..

Now, for tanjis pov. he's so worried about his friend and as day goes by, zenitsu doesn't seem to be getting any better. he also noted that his skin that was once like the color of fresh peaches now turned into lifelessly pale white and his sweet scent replaced with rottening and metal(blood??) . He doesn't know why he felt deep worry and concern for zen but he just brushed it off as "well, he's my friend that's why I'm worried". Even tho zen said that "it's just a silly fever and nothing serious.." but through his scent.. what he says we're lies.. It's not just a fever, it's not because he's exhausted from their missions... If it's just exhaustion why does his scent smell so rottening and there's subtle smell of metal to the mix. the scent of peaches he loves so much are there but the rottening scent are overpowering.. he realizes how zenitsu mean so much to him and these feelings are new to tanjiro. Different to what you feel for a family, friend.. tanjiro promised to himself that after he turned back nezuko to human and defeat muzan.. he will confess zenitsu his feelings for him...

But he's too late now.. isn't he??

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Sorry that this is long for a idea au huhu and cringy ಥ⁠‿⁠ಥ

Idk this kind of au has been in my mind for a lot and I need more TanZen angst with zen being ded cuz most of the fics i read it's mostly tanjiro who's dying.. and yes I gave it a name already for the au and maybe i'll make art or write(?) even tho I suck at it...

Hope you've been fed and enjoy thy random post, tnx for listening to my tedtalkwjshdh

Adios-

[kocherry]

Hiii i was just wondering when you will post the interlude and epilogue of your pierro x reader fanfic... i am just really curious by how it ends. Although I guess the fanfic did end but i feel like there is more to the stor shshhs im sorry if i sound so demanding btwww i hope i dont sound so rude...

I just really like how you twisted the isekai story into princess reader having problems with the Fatui to the point she deleted her memory just to live in ignorance since she technically couldn't die because of the immortality curse... which also brings me to another question... aside from falling into the abyss, is erosion also part of the reason why she's pushed to her limits?

Cuz you're a prophet if that's the case since base on the recent archon quest, Clothar Alberich definitely has lost his marbles. So there's just parallels to his mindset with Reader's. The only difference between them is that Reader and Pierro were just implied to just want to topple the Heavenly Principles.

Sorry if this is too long xD

Hi anon to answer your question if I'm going to finish my Pierro x Reader fanfic... hehe...

HAHAHAHAHAHA fckkk im so sorry if the interlude and epilogue hasn't been published yet.

I dug my own grave because I made the reader having relations with Khaenri'ah and I did play the archon quest just so I could learn more lore about the fallen nation. That's why it took so long so now I'm profusely editing the Interlude chapter just so the minor details can be lore accurate.

And yes I'm glad you pointed out the erosion of immortality because that was definitely the case as to why Reader often loses her mind during the flashbacks.

As for the Fatui and the Abyss, I honestly don't know if they are working together but I just have a theory that they aren't. From what we know so far the Fatui is having a rebellion against the Heavenly Principles with the leadership of the Tsaritsa. Aaaand the Abyss wants to destroy Teyvat itself.

So their principles are already different but I really don't know if they are working together. Altho Scaramouche said that Pierro is fascinated with the Abyss because he gets sent there often.

Thank you anon for reading and appreciating my first published works! And anyways if I missed something feel free to send me another ask or comment below!

You guys can read my Pierro x Reader fanfic titled as Truthful Adoration in False Illusions here! Part 1 and Part 2 (seperate links) or you guys can read in AO3 ♡

[accelerandy15]

Heyo it's your cute diamond Lily! 💙 Long post for upcoming updates about me and future for uploads.

First of all, to my friends and followers here who followed me for hworks arts, I'm sorry I haven't been uploading especially since I took a break from school. I thought I could finally just sit back and draw but turns out finding a job is hard!!! And also... I have been procrastinating A LOT. I haven't uploaded any hworks lately just because of I lack motivation to do so but dw I have like a LOT of hworks sketches that r waiting to be finished.

Next. To my new followers, and old followers and friends (again). Hi, I am Lily, I intended to keep my tumblr just specifically for hworks but I've been inspired by a lot of artists recently to not be shy to upload different art from different fandoms here. So. Yeah. Expect the following art I'll be posting in the future:

Honeyworks (because of course, but mainly more LipxLip / Aiyuu arts)

Genshin Impact (yes I have fallen into the abyss with no way back shshhs,)

Project Sekai (not guaranteed regular upload)

Milgram (also not guaranteed)

So yeah I basically went on a hiatus but dw. I'll I'm always here💙

Thank you for sticking around if your still here. Looking forward to interact w u guys in future uploads.

[yuan4i]

HI IM NOT SURE IF YOU RECEIVED MY ASK…. anws hi I’m sorry for being so inactive :( I sorta lost motivation in writing I guess??? But I’m back! And also I realize I DO NOT have the energy to stay on one project so my old smau is canceled. Have a great day/night!!! Look forward to interacting w/ u more since I’m back :3 —xoxoxoxo Belle! I also go by pei now hehe

HIHI BELLE!! WELCOME BACKKK <33 i didn't get your ask other than this one so i'm guessing it didn't send through.. :c ANYWAYS!! WELCOME BACK AAA <33 i missed youuuu!! shshhs how have you been? i'll start calling you pei from now on, kay? :3

[ai-higurashi]

I’m genuinely begging you to make a post explaining the original context

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Okay yeah, you're right, it's only fair I do explain.

Since I never actually gave much context (I tend to underexplain things, sorry, my bad), and it's always cool to see people being inspired by your art, this is in no way meant to shade or as a dig to the AU that came out of it, which btw is very valid and wholesome!!!!

But yeah, the original context is that both Bentinas are different people not previously related and are together!

(Ramble time bc you just gave me the perfect chance to talk about them sjjsjs thanks Sadie 💕). Basically the AU goes like this:

'87 Beakley is Bentina Vanderquack in here, nicknamed Tina later to avoid confusion, and works as a nanny for some influential families.

Agent 22 is still Bentina Beakley, nicknamed Ben.

They meet when the kid Tina is taking care of gets kidnapped and she's taken hostage as collateral damage, because she may be scared but she won't stay aside and let them harm an innocent child on her watch. 22 and Scrooge are assigned to the case and sparks fly. After that, they keep running into each other to the point that, whenever there's a child involved in the mission, Agent 22 knows she WILL find the soft brunette with the pretty eyes.

When Scrooge hires Tina, he "conveniently forgets" mentioning it to Ben and that both Bentinas did meet before countless times. He got an efficient employee, a kind and reliable friend AND a way to mess with his partner at the same time, he calls this a massive success.

They both become Bentina Beakley when they marry because Tina takes Ben's last name, but after everything went down with FOWL, they gave Webby Tina's maiden name so anyone seeking revenge wouldn't immediately link the baby to Agent 22 and come for their granddaughter.

Tina dies before Duckworth does, when Webby is still very young, and gets brought back alongside him as a ghost.

Bonus miscellaneous hc!!:

Duckworth and Tina immediately become best friends right after meeting for the first time, much to Agent 22's dismay.

Turns out that being married to someone with your same name does wonders to keep your enemies off your tail, because they will turn out at your house asking for Bentina Beakley and, instead of the tall and intimidating SHUSH agent they're looking for, they just find this sweet lady who's definitely not 22 inviting them inside for tea.

Tina IS terrified the whole time whenever she is involved in spy missions or adventures, but Agent 22's presence is comforting and she knows she won't let her get hurt. And she'd handle a million of them a day of it meant keeping Ben in her life.

Ben tried to train Tina. It did not work out at all. She couldn't kill a mosquito even if her life depended on it.

Tina is slightly taller than Ben, although it doesn't usually look like it due to 22's boots and 60s hairstyle. When Tina realizes though? She's delighted.

Tina never understood Ben and Duckworth's friendenemies relationship, why can't they just be kind to each other?

Webby got the spy skills from Ben and the kind and trusting nature of Tina.

And that would be pretty much it!! There's way more hc but this was getting long XD.

Again, the AUs that came out of it are absolutely amazing and so wholesome and cute!!! This is not meant to cut them off in any way, I love them and I'm very much looking forward to see if there's more stuff! But yeah, Sadie's right, I should at least clear this up before it's too late and stuff gets mixed and misunderstood in the future XD.

[ghoulishhusband]

I just realized I can actually talk here. Like this is my account fuck u

Fucking uhhhhhh, hi ig lemme ramble abt my God ocs yea?

Ignore this part if you don't wanna hear (likely) unedited rambles lol it doesn't matter

CW: neglect/abuse, assholery/narcissism, manipulation, tread lightly!

read the under cut owo

Also don't steal my art I'll fucking?? Fight you????

So

I have three main gods that I wanna talk abt especially bc they've been on my mind lately.. Less get it, side notes are in (parentheses) and are bolded cause I have perception issues whoo I don't want it to jumble together is my point lol

First up is my asshole,

Giodine

they/them (preferred)

god/godself (i like pronouns that fit my characters, so I'm giving a bunch away for one night only at--)

ID : Giodine is colored with gold-ish yellow skin and ginger hair. Their eyes are a muted purple and they have tiny eyebrows. Their lips are a muted brown and are full looking, their nose is sharp and points down. They have wings for ears and is wearing a blazer with a long-sleeved, collared shirt underneath it. The background is beige with a yellow square and a dark purple square partially encompassing it. It is signed GH (for ghoulish husband), Spork, 21.

(lemme know if that helps at all! I'm sure I can do better so lemme know!)

If they look weird here it's bc I accidentally made their face too long but believe it or not this is in fact just a doodle Ik I'm so fuckin talented babes.

Anyways, they're basically the first God to ever exist on my version of earth (though even that is fickle rn, world-building is hard unless I hyper-focus on it, and haha Guess What I Haven't Been Thinking About) and they're very egotistical and selfish. As I'll probably yap about later is how they're manipulative as well, especially to another God I'll mention, and very neglectful to the other... other one.

Their partner(professionally), or fiend as they call him, is sam who for the first few eons was, unsurprisingly, absolutely terrible to him. A few tender moments are few and far in between in what could only be described as a completely rancid relationship. I'll describe giodine's side and in sam's lil ramble, I'll describe his :]

I have to explain this because it's a big part of the lore and how they can't work together, even when one of them is very much near The Void (technical death for gods) BUT basically, with Sam, giodine created purgatory. The issue here is that they basically seduced sam into doing it. Well, even if they hadn't, sam was in lesbians(happy pride month lmao) with giodine and would've done it anyway. But the ISSUE is that with the creation of purgatory came complications. See, my gods have to take time to develop into their power, and considering giodine was first and sam was around 666th.. you see the issue. Sam wasn't into his complete power yet and thus lost a giant part of it that went into purg.

See, giodine saw no problem with this (until much later, they do get a VERY SLOW BURN redemption arc cause this ain't even the worst of it), they got what they were aching for out of them and thusly had no need for..sam. They laid him in the spot where she was made (fwi it isn't inherently sexual, it can be, but literally, they just merged together-- taking bits and pieces of each other (which sam did not have enough of) and earth and light yadda, yadda I'll post the story I wrote for that later if I'm up to it) and left him there in the grass.

Again, they saw no problem with that, the deed was done, they didn't care anymore. A common issue in their qualms, sam and Giodine. They did find an issue in Sam finding an issue in the lack of aftercare, which resorted to any message going to or coming from sam going straight to his assistant and going back through them for a couple of thousand years. They found that infuriating-- how could he not face them over something so small! and for years?! it was ridiculous. After forcing a face-to-face meeting, a heated proclaim of hurt from sam, and a bitter agreement to meet up every now and again, they got what they wanted from him. Again. It was a business after all, there was no point in making it harder than it needed to be. 

Giodine doesn't necessarily like boundaries and tends to overstep sam's frequently. They also don't like his reaction to his boundaries being long jumped over, which thusly ends up in disgruntled messages being sent back and forth between them and his assistant for a month or three. It slowly gets through to them, but they tend to say some stupid shit and if they want sam to stay, they have to try and avoid mentioning how "overly sensitive" he is to something that happened eons ago.

(quick mention, there isn't like. time. here. so in all honesty, giodine probably counted earth days instead of Heaven 'days' to get that) Soon into their arrangements to meet, they seem to get on at least tolerable terms, obviously, a few meetings where neither of them feels like going apeshit and taking proper shapeless (or in sams case, he's got a newfound form for ANGER OO just for giodine 🤗) forms isn't going to fix a grudge that has yet to be apologized for by the way. But it's a start to a very long process down the road. Tolerance.

Giodine as an entity is very fickle and rude and demanding. They tend to have a short temper that no one else is allowed to have or comment on-- They were the first therefore they were the most important!

This is very obviously an issue. But it's mostly directed to purgatory. Almost all of their seething rage is pointed towards the poor entity, she's barely been alive yet and they already seem to hate her for things she doesn't know how to do. Honestly, I don't think Purg will ever fully forgive them for the unnecessary abuse of her character, but just as Sam and Giodine get on better terms, they had barely just begun fixing the hole in their relationship. As of now, Sam/Giodine don't have any minor plot points with purgatory other than the major one so I don't have a lot to say about their relationship right now. Maybe one day.

I'd go into details, seriously, but I just wanna ramble about their relationships with each other and their impact on each other's existence. Hope you don't mind a few secrets 😉

But, now, it's time for a new God, one I think most people take a liking to...

Sam (Samuel)

He/him

ID: Sam is surrounded by clouds in the light blue, fading to a darker blue sky and the yellow sun. His horns are a darker beige, which is being highlighted by the sun shining down on him, he also has pointed ears. His skin is red which is very prominent in the sun. His eyes are completely yellow, his hair, beard and mustache are also black. He has an orange scar crawling up to his Adams apple. His wings are a darker grey which is also being highlighted by the sun. His nails are painted black and his hand is holding up the black fabric barely covering his shoulders. Around the painting is a gold and red shaded frame with swirls complimenting each side and a crystal at the bottom of it. It is lightly signed GH, for ghoulish husband.

Sam, Sam, Samuel.

If you don't realize right away, Sam is basically Satan, he's the ruler of hell

Like how giodine was the first to appear on earth, as mentioned before sam was 666th for funnie reasons. Sam was made from bugs, dried blood, and sunlight which sounds pretty gross, but he's far from it. He's a silly, yet neat, guy. He wears Hawaiian shirts and khakis (not around giodine lmao) for cryin' out loud! how bad of a person can he be? Apparently to giodine (for a while obviously) he was the most retched entity to exist. This very much hurt him considering the amount of fake care they showed him before. With a mixture of confusing feelings (which wasn't supposed to be a thing but Univerce went "lmao you'll be fine" and left... short explanation, Univerce is the Universe and is the entity who simply builds these planets and gods that'll appear there and leave them to their own devices, xyr not extremely important in this story. Nor would they care.) and feeling used, he decided that no he wasn't going to take that.

If there is one thing Sam knows how to do is to self preserve himself, even if that means getting passive-aggressive notes sent to him every once in a while. While this period, Sam was surprisingly the least productive (unfortunately giodine knew this and eventually mentioned it in one of their meetings which made him hide away cause like hell giodine was going to be critical of /him/) but he managed. It wasn't terrible, but unfortunately, Sam being able to talk it out with someone who does practically the same work as he does and gets newer, more helpful ideas was better in the long run.

Unsurprisingly, Sam was the first to initiate the healing of his and giodine's relationship but it wasn't reciprocated. Who would've figured, aye? Giodine kept pushing it back onto him and ignoring any progress that could've been made before. Which was frustrating.

The painting above was 'painted' by giodine, which is sorta where their relationship gets somewhat on an understanding of each other. Giodine gets to take a deep long look into who Sam is and tries to express it but it never fit him, it makes them realize that they never really-- truly got to know him. And all it does for Sam is make him even more confused about his place in giodine’s mind. He figured it's another fluke to get him to do something, so he ends up distancing himself when they start actually reciprocating his friendship advancements.

Suddenly, like a flash, Sam was forced to stay with giodine which is where the majority. I'll explain.

Sam...isn't actually the ruler of hell. Anymore, anyways depending on the timeline. His and purgatory's relationship has always been complicated, she always avoided him, and when they talked she always seemed scared of him. So in the end, they've never been close. Distant. Sam always wanted to talk to her, he made her, but if she didn't want to talk to him he wouldn't force it. But imagine his surprise as Purg singlehandedly took over hell in a hazed frenzy.

And not only that, had a personal vendetta against him!

Well, that would be the only explanation to Sam considering how he ended up broken and barely 'alive' at the hands of her. Horns broken and in tatters, pain and almost obliterated it felt like a hate crime. He didn't know what to do when he made it to the office, Purgatory was creating chaos outside his door and barely being able to breathe he felt like it was the end. So he called giodine. 

Purgatory

She/her

ID: Purgatory is surrounded by flowers that are dark grey and white. The light fades down into a dark green. The light shines down on top of her straight, white hair that has yellow flowers tucked into it.  Her skin is a dark brown and has a orange-ish yellow scar on her shoulder trailing up to her neck. Her skin is also highlighted by the sun. In one of her eyes, her sclera is black with an orangey, glowing iris. As for the other eye it it has a white sclera and the same, glowing orange iris. She has wings for ears, one dark grey and one white along with beige horns. She has a white fabric covering her chest. The frame is gold with white accents, but also has vines and moss crawling up the side. 

(may have goofed a bit and forgot to color the sclera of her other eye white but ignore that pls)

Purgatory was made by Sam and Giodine, but to her it felt like a mistake. Why make someone that you’re going to be terrible to, she believed. Giodine seemed to hate her and eventually made her section almost obsolete because she simply wasn’t able to keep up with the backlog that she wasn’t taught to deal with. Not only that, she didn’t have any help with any of it, it was almost like she was expected to just do it on her own. Until Death came along to help, but that’s not what we’re going to be talking about right now. 

And also, Purgatory is Purgatory yadda, yadda, I wont insult your intelligence.

Giodine’s thought process (other than wanting to be Real Close to Sam and once that thought filtered out, promptly ignored it) was that all the extras that don’t fit in either category of their thought of good and evil they’d go to her. (doesn’t matter cause in Sam's system it filters through ‘levels of assholery’ and depending on how bad you are you either just vibe in the upper city under rule of capitalism and possibly many under paying jobs or being actually tortured for his amusement if you’re just evil. Morally grey. Anyway, it could work p well in heaven if giodine wasn’t such a damn stickler.) But in the end, every day, less and less people ended up in purgatory, leaving her with barely any people and more verbal abuse from giodine who ‘HAS to take them or they would be more dead than they already are’. You see the pain she has to go through, right? 

~Idea section, this is probably not canon anyways so dont take it serious~ 

My thought is that another oc (BA, you may have heard of him idk) takes over simply because Purg took multiple hims from alternative timelines (which isn’t allowed but what’re they gonna do, undead a dead clown? multiple times from multiple timelines???)) because she adored him and they figured ‘well we gotta redo purgatory may as well do it like this’ and make him a demi-dead-god. i think thats a cool idea right? anyhoo

~Idea section over uwu~

Purgatory overall is a fairly timid character, she doesn’t like conflict, is easily overwhelmed, and generally keeps to herself. She doesn’t see the point in being in any drama if she’s just going to be yelled at and scolded even if it’s not about her. The only way i could describe her taking over hell is this: 

She was tired. She was angry and after feeling like nothing was in control or in her hands, she snapped. Why doesn’t she get anything or get to be ‘all powerful’ but they do? She knew if she took on Giodine she’d likely get thrown to the void, but sam? He felt fair game. Considering her fear of both of these gods, she planned and got her courage up to take him over. She had considered negotiations but in the end, she ended up going into a haze and ruining everything in sight. She was more powerful than she thought and once she started, she didn't stop until Death restrained her and Sam was already in pieces at God’s doorstep. 

The aftermath was fuzzy for her and for everyone really. Godine was planning a take back hell while actually worrying for sam, sam was planning for a retirement, and she was being consoled while trying to get in contact with sam to apologize. Giodine wouldn’t dare let her talk to him, until she just showed up in their office. She didn’t have a problem with Sam, honest, she just was going to take shit over, but it got out of control. 

Spoiler, Sam took her apology and they actually became.. somewhat closer after reaching an understanding. 

I wanna say that giodine took them being okay and sam retiring as good as sam did about purg running hell, but they didn’t. Giodine and purgatory actually barely got along in the first place, and only begun ‘working’ on their bitterness toward each other because they both had sam to encourage it. I can’t say for certain if they’ll get better, as theyre both undying and have time, but I’ll just say for now its uncertain. 

Also, Death is Purgatory’s girlfriend after all of that lmao.

And.. yeah, i hope this makes sense and that you like my drawings and ramblings about my lil story in my head, i guess this is my way to develop it without just keeping it to myself cause god forbid i keep things to myself hshsh. If you made it to the end, thank you for taking the time to read and attempting to process everything, and even if you didnt read and just looked to look at my art thank you to!!

I may post some art over on @ghoulishhusbandart cause.. it was my art account before i completely forgot about it but i might reboot it! But if you wan art NEOWWW follow me on insta (ik cringe lmaoo) by the same name as this account @ghoulishhusband​ or just click that insta link! also ignore the fact that giodine is the only one without a portrait, maybe I’ll replace it the next time i draw but im graduating on monday and my dad’s coming TOMORROW?? so i won’t have too much time to do it... but i hope you like my art anyways :]

ok!! ty!! ily!!

[komaedasbagels-blog]

@carameldreaming ahh yeah I'm okay I'm just very very frustrated with a lot of things right now haha I'm sorry if I made you worry,,,,

[pythor]

immmm cryingggg this is all I care about AAAAAAA

[kaizoku-pirateking]

chief of staff sabo as your boyfriend

shshhs sorry for a very late headcannon!

sabo can be very busy and will rarely have a time with you because dragon-san gives him lots of paper works and stuffs 😭😭

even he's always busy he won't mind coming by to you and his shared place in the headquarters having a small conversation with him

if he had a lots of time he would take you and him strolling to your favorite place/island will holding your hand

sabo can be a bit childish pouting whenever you ignore him sometimes

he would always kiss your hand and give you a warm hug from the back giving light kisses all over your face

sometimes;, he would do his best to finish all of the works dragon-san give to him and will immediately bought you to the bed with him cuddling

him being overworked he would doze off in the middle of somewhere unlike ace which you always ruffle his head and giggle at his sight

would possibly bring you flowers every two days of your favorite one it's either only a one flower or a bouquet

if he take you on a date he would wear a different outfit more gentleman way but still wearing his hat and gloves

sabo and you would occasionally do a stargazing pointing at the stars thinking what it would look like

“that one looks like a cow” sabo pointed out to the dark sky which is full of stars

he and you whenever had a work you both would do your assements together so that each if your companies together won't be lonely

koala would sometimes tease both of you by saying 'you both should get married already' which sabo and you would blush

sometimes whenever your in a mission with him calling in a den-den mushi he would immediately end the call but always never fail to hear the words 'love you/ take care'

he likes protecting you even though you complain because he thought it would look like he's some sort of knight whose protecting a princess/prince

“I love you (y/n). always.”

I forgot that I still had to write a today's headcannon I was like “alright let's continue we're i left to yesterday in one piece I'm finally starting zou arc- oh shit I forgot I needed to write a headcannon in tumblr for today” 😭😭

[darlingpwease]

for my love, because what difference does it make if I make a separate post or send it with tags, you will still receive it in the feed pies <3

you know you know what.

i dont ehehehehhehe </3 /j

i should be liking myself too

??? "should"?

sho my feline emperor it seemed to me that in some previous conversation we talked about how with your appearance you should kiss your reflection in the mirror because nothing could be more handsome than you🤨

we definitely talked about it more than once, and it seemed to me that we had come to a compromise that I was right.

and I'm not talking about your personality because I'm sure that you already know about how precious and wonderful you are. of course, I am ready to remind you of this at any time of the day or night, but the painting remains a work of art no matter how often critics call it or don't call it that, and I, as a critic, am confident in my review.

sus words from you lovely

* besides, you have the cutest cats in the world </3

dark haired man with dark circles deep enough to cook soup in

I couldn't help but highlight it separately because it made me laugh thank you </333 /pos

you still have a cute hairstyle let's not forget about it it's important!!!1!111!!

i have a backstory fucked up enough that if i were a fictional character; / my fandom would probably write a 200k word tumblr post about it / is it in my defense or to slander me as the twitter stans do?

another problematic fav- ok understandable

"is it in my defense or to slander me as the twitter stans do?" my my twitter still better than if the fandom makes you a baby and carries you in their arms & attacks everyone who writes smut or makes you not so infantile, because that's the definition of what I would do </3 /hj

"i have a backstory fucked up enough that if i were a fictional character" I've changed my mind I don't want to cry

listen, but your story is directly proportional to your popularity, so there would be 400k words with a note of the smallest details and this post about you would go beyond the fandom and you can be proud of it because you are charming and deserve to be heard about outside, okay??? /pos /ser

the main thing is that netflix does not decide to make a series about you </3 /j

thats the thrill of it all

</3

you may think I'm joking, but honey, we both know the truth </3

the men i like and i are too similar

oh, I know it's called "projection"- shshhs sorry;;; but it actually sounds like that, looking at how sweetly you love your men, you know? I don't want to say something offensive, but I almost non-ironically recommend that thing with a doll that looks like you /ser

okay, no kidding, my singbird, this is really good, because, you know, each of us has our own ways to know ourselves and learn to love ourselves — for example, I'm looking for myself in characters that have absolutely nothing to do with me, because I hate everything that reminds me of "me", so your way to me like it a lot more /ser /pos

i see what you did...

I immediately remembered his words sjdgshhs [ 2:09 ]

only pushed you to these thoughts, nothing more my love <3 /teasing

i should've known when i found out i was a kaeya kinnie / a KAEYA KINNIE above all

*I wanted to make a joke, but I cleaned up after thinking about it, so there will be nothing but bingo here*

this isn't double homicide anymore its genocide of my dignity

ajsgsjshAJSGJSHSJSHS SORRY I-

"genocide of my dignity" gosh love it sounds like sho-meone needs a tight hug and a warm drink;;;

I'm ready to volunteer;;;;;;;

[eroticcannibal]

Risu how old were you when you were diagnosed with ADHD? I'm 19 and I've suspected I have ADHD for years now but I haven't been able to get the motivation to get properly assessed for it. I mentioned it to my old CAMHS psych nurse when I was 17 but she said "I don't know you well enough to say if you have that" and ended up kicking me out because I kept turning up high so I never got any kind of answer there. I dropped out of school when I was 13 because it was always a nightmare for me and I've recently decided I need to get my shit together and do my GCSEs online but I feel like they're gonna be a nightmare and if I do have ADHD now is probably the best time to get it assessed and get some help but I feel like I'm too old now and if I really had ADHD my teachers or CAMHS people would've picked up on it so I keep doubting myself. And also I keep thinking I could have some other Brain thing instead of ADHD and it's a waste of time trying to guess what's up with me because I'm not a professional but also I don't trust professionals because they've treated me poorly in the past so I'm fucked a bit here. Anyway I'm rambling now. How do you go about getting diagnosed with ADHD in the UK and should I even bother getting assessed if I suspect I have ADHD? And also am I too old at this point? Oh also my mother is diagnosed wi5h ADHD but she doesn't believe in it and apparently my school tried to assess me for it as a kid but she wouldn't let them because she thinks it's made up. And I was put in a special ed group for my entire time in primary school but I never got told why. Everyone had a diagnosis of ADHD or autism or a learning disability except for me. Good luck reading this sorry it's so long and incoherent

Ok so first of all I am no proffesional but u have adhd. That is very clear. U could have something else too but I would be VERY surprised if u dont have adhd. Like if they were to put an anon in the diagnostic criteria this would be it shshhs

Now getting diagnosed is down to the postcode lottery. Go to a GOOD GP who is willing to keep hassling people and get them to do a refferal. I have no idea where you should be reffered to, depends entirely on what services are available where u are. They may not even advertise they will deal with ADHD. my gp eventually was able to get an autism service fucking MILES AWAY to accept me for an adhd assessment but the waitlist is 2 years. There are no adult adhd services where I live and none of the adult autism services cover it either. Hopefully it is better where you are.

I've heard of getting shared care and funding for private but I did not have the spoons to work all that out.

Hopefully where u are is better funded but it can be a fight either way. If ur gp won't help just keep seeing different gps until they help. It would be useful to write yourself a list of all the reasons why u think u have adhd, take ur time and be thorough. The fact that ur mum has it and ur school attempted to have u assessed are huge points in your favour. Also identify now anyone who knew you as a child who will back you up on your experiences and symptoms, assessments will involve testimony from someone who knew u as a child. Usually it would be parents but oh my god please do not involve your mother. But do tell them why cus that whole thing really is good, diagnostically speaking.

For ur list, what I've picked out in your message that would be relevant: being high all the time (self medicating is super common with adhd), dropping out of school (again academic struggles are common and hitting a wall during teens to early adulthood is a very adhd experience, for me it was 18 and for me mum it was part way through uni), your mother having adhd (something something the most common cause of adhd diagnosis in adults is ur kid being diagnosed, works backwards too. Shit is very genetic.), school tried to assess you for it, school provided additional educational support where some of your peers also had adhd.

The benefits u will get will be access to meds and accomadations for study (which should be provided regardless but ableism is a thing)

Possible alternative route tho! Now I've only heard of one place doing it and only for degrees, so u will need to enquire if anywhere else will do it with GCSEs, but Sheffield uni (one of them, I forget which) will pay for private assessments. I dont expect that will be common but u might get lucky.

And its never too late to be diagnosed, its just harder.

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Namjoon overhears his girlfriend rapping to Cypher 4 ft. Taehyung | reaction

Based on this request: can i request a kim namjoon reaction to him overhearing his girlfriend do an absolutely amazing job at rapping cypher 4 with her best friend tae and namjoon not knowing she could rap?

Note: I'm sorry if this took too long. I've been having a hell week plus the exams. I'm also working on stuff that can improve my Tumblr soo yeah. Here it is. I hope I didn't disappoint you, anon. shshhs Thanks for reading and supporting my previous works. Send in your requests so I can fill my masterlist up. Also, I'm working on prompts and a hoseok fluff drabble. Be sure to stay tune shshs. That's it. I adore y'all! 🥰💜🥺

Btw, in this story, Namjoon is open about your relationship with him to the public.

Namjoon would be in his studio. He would either be working on something or be on Vlive. You know how he shows Armys his drafts or unreleased versions of their title track; that's exactly what he is doing right now. He's be completely bothered by the yelling and noises from the practice room which was just right next to his studio. Then he'd read comments like this;

"Joonie-oppa, why is it so noisy?"

"Is Tae-Tae Oppa rapping to cypher 4? lol he's so loud!! ekekekekeke"

"When will Taehyung-oppa join the Cypher 5, Namjoon-Oppa?"

"Wait,, is that Y/N-nim rapping?"

"It's Y/N-eonni rapping!!"

He'd be baffled, then he'll turn around to listen closely. He'd hear Taehyung yell this "Aye Aye, Yeah yeah. Let's Go Y/N!". He be vibin' and he'd be shocked when you started rapping Yoongi's verse. He'll then pick up the camera to go the room next to his studio to watch you and Taehyung.

"Ayeeeee~~" Taehyung would be loud, jumping around, bopping his head while you wave your hand in front of his face, enjoying yourself along perform.

"Oh! Namjoon-Hyung!! Hiii Armysss" Taehyung would say right after the song ended and then you'd shyly give him the mic then wave at the camera.

"YOU CAN RAP?!" He'd be so shocked that he'd let Taehyung have the camera to have a serious talk with you. You nodded, about to talk but he cut you off. "And you didn't tell me? Why?! I would've featured you or something!!"

"I didn't think you'd need to know." You said, laughing at his shocked expression.

"Why WOULD YOU— ugh! you gotta tell me these type of things! Why are you so goddamn talented?!?! Fuck, you just gave me another reason to love you." Then you pulled you for a short kiss and then hugged you.

Taehyung would be cringing but focuses on Armys.

~ 끝~

a/n: sorry if it's trash

This is what Namjoon would witness as soon as he enters the practice room