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Greetings! You may have briefly seen me trying to talk with those of the new and past Generation Loss casts! I use she/it, she/sol, and she/they dependent on the day (she/her is suitable for any day). I personally want to see that stupid company fall and crumble.
Speaking of talking to people, I prefer using anonymous, so I'll be doing asks with the 🎴 emoji.
As a "friend" (I hope they wouldn't mind me calling her that, I'm honestly unsure what to call him) has named me (@popupsquiggles), I am Hana! I hope to get along well with the others on this site. Thank you for reading this all, and have the day you deserve. <3
HI! I THOUGHT IT'D BE FUN TO MAKE A BLOG UH YEAH! OKAY BYE!
(All pronouns Hana uses are mine, just you can use them whenever. AKA: I use she/they/it/sol pronouns!)
#genlosers do rp / main tag
#hiding behind the card / sent anonymous asks
#hanas gostop / in-character talking
#hikaris to kasus / answering asks
#whole hand played / out-of-character talking
#new deck shuffler / talking to others
For my own personal reference is this sentence here, please ignore!
Here's also a picrew I thought of using, but decided to go with the profile picture (with also aforementioned profile picture):
For basic description reasons: Hana has short wavy white hair, red lipstick, amber eyes, and several ear piercings. Her glasses are circular and tinted pink. She wears a small red head accessory. Her everyday outfit is a black jacket, pink vest, white under-shirt, red flowery skirt, simple white (slightly above ankle) socks, and black sneakers.
For more proper occasions, she sports a black ribbon under a collar as well as a sleeveless red partially see-through top. From what the picrew won't show, the top is actually a dress, which matches the top with roses where the skirt ends (around knee level). She has on pink socks and black boots, and changes her pink glasses for black tinted ones. Would this probably ever be used? No, not at all, I just expected to make her a lot more fancy and proper then I did. Whoops. Hey, I'd hate to waste a picrew!
#genlosers do rp#hiding behind the card#whole hand played#hanas gostop#hikaris to kasus#new deck shuffler#OOC: God I hope you guys are fine with being tagged in silly things like this....#If not uh...sorry?#I'm so terrified LOL!#I'll be honest: I picked the emoji because it looked pretty...#BUT IT GIVES ME A CHANCE TO RESEARCH NEW FUN THINGS! YAY!#Anyways I'll tie it in with lore. Somehow. You'll see. Maybe.#God someone save me....
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breaking little hearts like the one in me
Pairing: Yelena Belova/Kate Bishop
Rating: E
Summary:
“Hello, Kate Bishop, you can put the knife down.” Kate frowns, tucking the knife closer to her side without thinking. “I’m not holding a knife.” “You’re a terrible liar,” Yelena says, head tilted to the side in the most disarming way possible. “My knife is not currently in my hand,” Yelena holds up both hands, palms facing Kate. “See?” She wiggles her fingers and Kate swallows the lump in her throat. “I’m not here to fight or frighten you.” Kate scoffs, “you don’t frighten me.” “Not today, no.”
the bishova bandwagon finally caught up to me it seems, so we're diving in headfirst
#bishova#hawkeye#bishova fanfiction#kate bishop#yelena belova#very nervous about this one#just cause the mcu is all over the fucking place#so i'm terrified i'll fuck something up#but for now#just focus on the girls lol
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hello:]] assuming you open your store again, will there be SaiOuma keychains? I bought your doujinshi last time (loved it), but I felt a bit stupid for not buying the keychains even though I fell in love with them. Also, will your store be open in the near future?
well. about that,,, i probably won't be opening my online store again anytime soon because
ya girl got into AX...!!!🎉🎉 so on top of never ending doujin i'll be working on making new arcane/link click/orv/hsr stuff, and probably reprint some of my older genshin/v3 merch. i'll do my best to have leftover sales online after!! i always promised to make prints if i ever got to table, so i'll do my best to get the saiou rep in there too haha
#ASK EVER#i opened this email and felt a cold sweat break out all over my body lol. i'm very excited and also terrified#truth is i love making merch more than any other kind of drawing but shipping is such a hassle i only open shop a few times a year#so this is the IDEAL SITUATION to make a bunch of merch i WONT have to ship out. theoretically. if people buy it#so come visit me at AX yall for babys first and last convention ever <3
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I carried this thing for MONTHS with the EXPRESS PURPOSE of putting Raphael in it (knowing full well Larian wouldn't let me do that, mechanically) and I had one major miscalculation.
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[[ All Croissant Adventures (chronological, desktop) ]]
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#Ok I'm gonna ramble in the tags about all this get ready:#I KNEW Larian wouldn't let me actually pull this off but I PROMISE you that stupid flask sat in my inventory since the moment I grabbed it#WAITING for when I could write this little bit about putting Raphael in it#I even threw it at him in the fight with a 30% hit chance and it succeeded so I considered that Larian giving me permission to say it workd#But as I was reading up on it again when I was sketching this I saw the bit about native planes and I cried LMAO. But it's dnd-#so I rewrote is as it would've happened in a game. U kno.#Also I have been waiting to use that fox line for SO LONG bc of Croissant's dad being a fox-like fey creature#So much backstory that's slotted in PERFECTLY with the BG3 narrative#Anyway absolutely wild that we managed to take out this ancient powerful devil - and on the first try!#Lae'zel with a potion of speed did WORK. Gale came in clutch with hold monster. Astarion gave Raph stage fright. Croissant made him dance#(I'm pretty sure he just doesn't have a dance animation in ascended form lol)#Hope didn't even need to use divine intervention - this party is terrifying#Croissant hated him but in the end I loved Raphael I see why all you people like him#bg3#baldur's gate 3#bg3 spoilers#act III spoilers#house of hope#croissant adventures#tav#raphael#lae'zel#iron flask#comics#ALSO shoutouts to you if you both noticed and knew which worthikids animation I borrowed the expression in panel 5 from
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but when they're out on that river bank alone, what javier should be loyal to doesn't feel as confusing anymore
#also known as 'he wants so badly to run away with his boyfriend and marry him and live happily ever#after'#but his commitment to dutch and the gang breaks his heart#i want them to be happy SO BAAAD SO BAD IM GOINGN TO THROW YP#also the top right one comes w a headcanon#which is that kieran can only bathe if javier is there (and only javier) because otherwise he's too terrified of being k*lled for either bei#ng trans or just in general because he's alone#so that's why he's usually stinky#he really hates being stinky but he doesn't consider it worth dying over#anyway i love them so bad and their little fishing dates#kieran infodumps the whole time and javier feels so lucky to be alive because he knows kieran doesn't talk around anyone else near as much#if at all#javier knows 99% of the fish knowledge but he never interrupts and is always happy to listen to kieran yap about every other topic too#i need to put javi in an 'i ❤️ my autistic boyfriend' shirt#ok i'll shut up now#also i know this composition looks like total shart i'm literally the worst at doing them </3 be nice to me#rdr2#red dead redemption 2#kieran duffy#javier escuella#javieran#am i allowed to say that i own this ship#considering i literally made it LOL i feel so proud even tho it also makes me miserable that i bascially have no one to talk to abt them#image#art#hero draws sometimes
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@wickjump you will never not be an absolute genius
#UTDR#UTMV#Wickjump#I just need these tags I have to keep them#I wanna print them and put them on my wall#This is everything to me#He just instantly becomes that like ''I'm the only one who does any work around here!!''#But if you try to help he's like ''but that's mine :< that's my job I do that :c''#Nightmare is gonna have to invest in so many star stickers#Do you think they have one of those star charts for Cross to put them on?#And the others have like. maybe 1 or 2 stars and Cross has like 45#But still refuses to believe he has earned anything around here#And him being mildly terrified of Horror#He's got that Jason Voorhees intimidating aura lol#I love Killer being like finally I don't have to do dishes! and then immediately trying to distract the guy who does dishes#Nightmare must think he hates having plates or something#No he just can't see Cross and leave him alone apparently#Also I feel like this adds a new layer to the saga of ''why are you always in Cross's bed''#Because I can imagine one time Killer invited Cross to sleep in his bed instead#But Cross took one look at the clothes all over his floor and junk everywhere and was like ''I have to leave right now immediately'' lol#Anyway I love reading your tags and posts so much they make my day <3
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#dragon#doodle#i've been really busy but exciting things are happening!! aaaaa#i've been waiting 2+ years to show you guys stuff i'm so excited#and terrified lol
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I just think they would get along pretty well💖💙
#sonic the hedgehog#sonic prime#no straight roads#nsr#nsr sayu#chaos sonic#🛸#Then they'll inevitably try to destroy each other on stream because Chaos Sonic talked trash about love & friendship#I tried doodling SAYU in accurate size but it was kind of terrifying lol#Rip the quality pic too- I draw on phone if I try drawing on a file bigger than 2000x2000 pixels my phone EXPLODES#<-That's an exaggeration but it still burns#I really overuse tags but please make zoom pleasemakezoompleasemakezoom I unesesarily worked up this piece way too much bc it was so FUN#ughhGgRAAAHHHHH I LOVE DRAWING I LOVE COLORS LITTLE SHINY THINGS ARE SO FUN TO ADDDDDDDDDDD RAHHHHH💖💕💞#Ok I'm normak now but fr I've been doodling this guy for HOURS and DAYS and this is one of my favs I love drawing this guy aghhh
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#I'm so glad one of my oldest HCs exists in comic form#on a side note tho#why on earth does dibble look so terrifying off-model in the comics#I can never get it through my head he's dibble he just looks so off#Top Cat#Benny the ball#choo choo#Fancy fancy#the Brain Top Cat#Spook Top Cat#Officer Dibble#I guess#that's what they say XXD lol#Spook looks freaking adorable in those 2 panels#queue up
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i also like to think that as children javier and og lloyd got locked in a toxic cycle where javier felt like he had to. make up. for og lloyd's bad behavior. like a part of him recognized that his presence in the household was causing og lloyd to act up even worse than he already did normally and he tried to make up for the trouble he 'caused' by being as good of a kid as he could. and this in turn made og lloyd hate him even more because he saw it as an attempt to make him look like a worse son by comparison and that made him act up even more. and then the cycle repeats.
#i talk a lot <3#tged#javier asrahan#og lloyd frontera#also. at the beginning javier's perfect behavior was definitely also him trying desperately to make him staying with the fronteras worth it#to arcos and marbella. like. he's painfully aware of how tenuous their relationship truly is and he's terrified he'll lose his second home#because him being there is causing more troubles than he's worth#so he thinks that maybe just maybe if he's a good enough kid if he makes them happy enough that will make it worth keeping him around#of fucking course sending him away was never even an option to arcos and marbella but he's a kid and he lost his parents#and he was left to fend off for himself for a good amount of time so he's just. scared. he won't be good enough to keep.#if he's anything less than perfect.#he would eventually grow out of that but the impulse to be a good kid so he can make the fronteras happy never really goes away#it just shifts to him feeling guilty he caused them more trouble with og lloyd and feeling like he has to make up for it#THIS IS NOT CANON I'M JUST MAKING THINGS UP DO NOT FUCKING @ ME#og lloyd was truly terrible tho that one is actually canon lol
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Every time I encounter a ship war with Sonic and Amy or Shadow, etc, I just smile to myself and believed that I'm the only smart shipper in the fandom because Sonic is bisexual and I'm the only person who knows that. 😎
#piko rambles#sonic the hedgehog#amy rose#shadow the hedgehog#sonamy#sonadow#On occasion I remember that Sonic has two hands and my day automatically gets better.#I just had a cringe flashback about witnessing ship wars from like YEARS ago and I'm so glad I'm not like those kids anymore lmao#I remember having a MASSIVE epiphany that Sonic is bi and I ate that headcanon up like ICE CREAM XD#I'm usually a HUGE sonadow fan but Frontiers made me love sonamy again. Not as much as I used to when I was younger but it's still cute#I enjoy both ships. Which is something the fandom is terrified of apparently lol
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No cause I 100% agree about the disappointing lore direction of veilguard. It's a beautiful game (and I'm def gonna play when I get a computer that can handle it, esp for that baddie Emmrich and the overall luscious hair physics I've seen so far), but after all the deep twisting lore build up of the previous games, DAV just felt a little glossed over and shallow in terms of everything that makes a DA game a DA game. Skin deep romance, lack of meaningful choices or sometimes any choices for that matter, and unsatisfying answers to the legacy of questions and theories that the series bore for decades.
(Personally your Ouroborous is my canon continuation at this point and DAV itself is an admittedly very pretty but glorified character creator lol. And besides, your skill and dedication to your art and storytelling practically makes you just as official as any BioWare exec in my eyes 💞💞)
ASFHFKJHGJ (thoughts under cut)
I have WAY too many thoughts about this game as far as the lore goes, but I am not articulate about it the way some others are (Corseque/northgalis on here and twt has pretty much nailed all of my sentiments though). I'm also very careful about what I say because it's annoying to me when people take Very Subjective thoughts personally and get mean about it. That being said, I've read fic that had better lore...and like, I'm proud of mine too! I don't think there's anything wrong with being proud of something you've poured your whole self into, but I feel like I have to say that because someone on twt got offended😂
NOW:
They had me fooled in the beginning! I was super excited and surprised at a great number of things that they touched upon. One of my bigger excitements was the Forgotten Ones + the Forbidden! LIKE HOLY SHIT!!! I can't believe they're more than vague codexes! So there I was waiting for the revelations to get more intense and blow my fuckign mind as I progressed the game, I'm waiting for that detailed lore and insight into who and what they were like...and well, I was a let down. And then it kept happening. A lot, with other things. Many started off strongly and then either didn't go anywhere or stayed superficial? Or the lore was simplified and made into something not deep at all...or deeply unsatisfying lol. Lots of "oh that was almost good!" I'm sort of repeating everything you said, but basically I'm just trying to say I wholeheartedly agree -- also about all the choices, the cutting down of our worldstates...all of it. :(
But YES! The game is achingly gorgeous, I'm a huge fan of the art direction and style. I also adore all the companions and enjoyed them a lot! I think that their quests also suffered a bit of writing issues like the lore did, but whatever...I guess, that's what fanfic is for. I fucking LOVE Emmrich okay, he's my new fav along with Solas (and Varric. And a few others). He's perfect to me and so is my son Manfred. I can't wait to play the other romances too.
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And finally, I'm going to spin into the next dimension??? THAT'S INSANE OF YOU TO SAY AND THE HIGHEST COMPLIMENT EVER THANK YOU SO MUCH. omggfgg seriously wow thank you, I'll be floating on rainbows and clouds possibly forever lol💜💜💜
#mogwaei.txts#thank u for being so nice to me#I'm terrified to share any opinions publicly because I am scared of people lol#I love Dragon Age <3
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Joining the preg kink community as an active participant and contributor after many, many years of just lurking is so weird, because these creators whose content I've read, watched, and looked at for years are suddenly reblogging MY posts and becoming my mutuals.
#i've mentioned several times how much i struggled with shame and so making content was out of the question#i was so terrified that even making a secret account to follow with was too scary for years#i made a couple that i deleted pretty quickly#but i got older and hornier and got more comfortable with what i like#idk if i'm actually hornier. probably not. but i embrace it more lol#when i was a teenager you can only imagine how bad it was because i would hardly ever think about or watch stuff that i actually liked
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real talk I never wanted kids before and now I kinda want maybe one but I'm. the gross stuff sounds so scareyyy. how do you deal w the loss of control over your body?? Not even saying I have any kind of control right now, I'm not even a fitness girl or anything, body's a body, but do you know what I mean? I'm scared if I get pregnant it will freak me out so bad
well what you said is actually the answer: when do we ever have control lol?
in preparing to have a kid i got decently in shape, ate very well and exercised consistently for several months, and knowing i was doing it with the intention of getting pregnant felt good. like building a mighty forge. then pregnancy hits and.. yeah that physical "control" does go out the window....lmao
the thing that can be freaky is just the SPEED at which your body changes. you can almost watch it in real time, i look and feel totally different week to week. initially this unnerved me cuz it's like,, ok if this were any other situation, these changes would not be normal. but they are normal. so the word that i keep circulating when the changes freak me out is "evidence." it's all just evidence that there's a little dude in there, and that's a good thing.
and it being a good thing is what it boils down to for me. I'm only having an ok time because 1) i am, compared to so many others, having a smooth pregnancy. that's never a guarantee. and 2) I'm confident this baby is coming into a healthy environment where she is extremely wanted. the determination of "i want this kid" makes the physical weirdness bearable.
#i never ever ever want to come off like 'I'm having such a great time and surely other people would too if they'd just beliiieeeve'#i was freaked out too before it actually happened#i was terrified it would be a nine month migraine because sometimes it fucking is!!!! i literally just lucked out#so i don't know if it's even ethical for me to be giving advice.. but maybe this perspective helps a little? idk lol#i also don't always see it as loss of control vs. a diagnosable physical process#every weird thing to happen has a name and it's pregnancy. no nameless scary mystery symptoms it's all like yup just pregnant.#m2a#m2answers#pregnancy
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i didn't even think about art using jonathan as a vessel. that could definitely be how it plays out in terrifier 4, or it could be something completely unexpected! but now i really want to see art dressed as the easter bunny 🐇
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#some people were saying tho it's 4 months b/w christmas and easter so what would sienna and art be doing in that time#& that it should pick up where it left off#so it might be valentine's day then or something completely different#either way i know it's gonna be great so i'm not stressing lol#terrifier 3#terrifier 3 spoilers#art the clown#terrifier 4#terrifier
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Very early coping time today
(I also wanna say thanks to all the people who interact with this! It makes me so happy to know you guys like these as much as I like writing them)
Now on with the scheduled program
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Geto wouldn't say he's afraid of bugs. But-
"Satoru I swear it was right there."
"We are the strongest, how bad could one little bug be?"
Little was an understatement. There was a roach currently crawling on the walls of the shower where five minutes ago Geto had been peacefully brushing his teeth. "Is that it?" Gojo laughs.
To him it's tiny! To Geto, who hated roaches with a passion, it was huge. Really it was just about the size of a penny. "I've got this! You go relax." Geto glared at him but still he left.
The roach and Gojo have a standoff. "You're tiny. I don't know why Suguru is so scared." Slipper in hand, he gets ready to throw it. When suddenly the worst happens.
It fly's.
And Gojos never been known for his self control. So when Geto comes back he finds the bathroom, completely destroyed. "Did you just hollow purple the roach?" Gojo looks over his shoulder. "You didn't tell me it could fly!"
Geto sighs and runs a hand through his hair. Then he just shrugs. At least the roach is dead.
#satosugu#geto suguru#gojo satoru#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#husband life#Roach problems#Bugs are terrifying#I wish I wasn't afraid of them#but because I'm scared of them so is Geto#because I can make him scared of them#gojo doesn't know self control lol#Hollow purple a roach#I wish I could hollow purple roaches
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