#I'm so terrified LOL!

[hana-w0nt-b3-l0st]

Greetings! You may have briefly seen me trying to talk with those of the new and past Generation Loss casts! I use she/it, she/sol, and she/they dependent on the day (she/her is suitable for any day). I personally want to see that stupid company fall and crumble.

Speaking of talking to people, I prefer using anonymous, so I'll be doing asks with the 🎴 emoji.

As a "friend" (I hope they wouldn't mind me calling her that, I'm honestly unsure what to call him) has named me (@popupsquiggles), I am Hana! I hope to get along well with the others on this site. Thank you for reading this all, and have the day you deserve. <3

HI! I THOUGHT IT'D BE FUN TO MAKE A BLOG UH YEAH! OKAY BYE!

(All pronouns Hana uses are mine, just you can use them whenever. AKA: I use she/they/it/sol pronouns!)

#genlosers do rp / main tag

#hiding behind the card / sent anonymous asks

#hanas gostop / in-character talking

#hikaris to kasus / answering asks

#whole hand played / out-of-character talking

#new deck shuffler / talking to others

For my own personal reference is this sentence here, please ignore!

Here's also a picrew I thought of using, but decided to go with the profile picture (with also aforementioned profile picture):

For basic description reasons: Hana has short wavy white hair, red lipstick, amber eyes, and several ear piercings. Her glasses are circular and tinted pink. She wears a small red head accessory. Her everyday outfit is a black jacket, pink vest, white under-shirt, red flowery skirt, simple white (slightly above ankle) socks, and black sneakers.

For more proper occasions, she sports a black ribbon under a collar as well as a sleeveless red partially see-through top. From what the picrew won't show, the top is actually a dress, which matches the top with roses where the skirt ends (around knee level). She has on pink socks and black boots, and changes her pink glasses for black tinted ones. Would this probably ever be used? No, not at all, I just expected to make her a lot more fancy and proper then I did. Whoops. Hey, I'd hate to waste a picrew!

[razena8]

THIS.

JUST. THIS.

THIS IS WHO SHADOW IS. THE GUN AGENT IS IN HIS WAY, AND SO HE WILL DEFEAT HIM TO GET TO HIS OBJECTIVE. BUT HE WILL DO SO IN A MANNER THAT SAVES AS MANY LIVES AS POSSIBLE, INCLUDING THAT GUN AGENT. BECAUSE HE KNOWS THAT ULTIMATELY, THE AGENT IS INNOCENT IN THIS SITUATION. HE IS SIMPLY DOING HIS JOB AND SHADOW UNDERSTANDS THAT. HE DOES THINGS HIS OWN WAY BUT THAT DOESN'T MEAN HE DOESN'T CARE ABOUT OTHER PEOPLE'S LIVES.

JUST

GAH.

[a2zillustration]

I carried this thing for MONTHS with the EXPRESS PURPOSE of putting Raphael in it (knowing full well Larian wouldn't let me do that, mechanically) and I had one major miscalculation.

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[perfectlyripeclementine]

the best cure i've found for impostor syndrome is identifying the most incompetent person currently doing the thing you want to be doing. that is the bar. as long as you can do better than that person you deserve to be in the space.

[kintheartist]

<3

[fuzzypuppybuddie]

I just think they would get along pretty well💖💙

[lloydfrontera]

i also like to think that as children javier and og lloyd got locked in a toxic cycle where javier felt like he had to. make up. for og lloyd's bad behavior. like a part of him recognized that his presence in the household was causing og lloyd to act up even worse than he already did normally and he tried to make up for the trouble he 'caused' by being as good of a kid as he could. and this in turn made og lloyd hate him even more because he saw it as an attempt to make him look like a worse son by comparison and that made him act up even more. and then the cycle repeats.

[sarroora]

[piko-power]

Every time I encounter a ship war with Sonic and Amy or Shadow, etc, I just smile to myself and believed that I'm the only smart shipper in the fandom because Sonic is bisexual and I'm the only person who knows that. 😎

[frogwithgun]

Very early coping time today

(I also wanna say thanks to all the people who interact with this! It makes me so happy to know you guys like these as much as I like writing them)

Now on with the scheduled program

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Geto wouldn't say he's afraid of bugs. But-

"Satoru I swear it was right there."

"We are the strongest, how bad could one little bug be?"

Little was an understatement. There was a roach currently crawling on the walls of the shower where five minutes ago Geto had been peacefully brushing his teeth. "Is that it?" Gojo laughs.

To him it's tiny! To Geto, who hated roaches with a passion, it was huge. Really it was just about the size of a penny. "I've got this! You go relax." Geto glared at him but still he left.

The roach and Gojo have a standoff. "You're tiny. I don't know why Suguru is so scared." Slipper in hand, he gets ready to throw it. When suddenly the worst happens.

It fly's.

And Gojos never been known for his self control. So when Geto comes back he finds the bathroom, completely destroyed. "Did you just hollow purple the roach?" Gojo looks over his shoulder. "You didn't tell me it could fly!"

Geto sighs and runs a hand through his hair. Then he just shrugs. At least the roach is dead.

[pekoeboo]

"you're not a monster, my dear boy. you did what you had to do."

ah yes - so nice of me to put Khalan through Repeat Trauma by forcing him to fight back against an undead version of someone he loves all over again 🫠 can't help it though. I crave the angst ><;;;

please do not remove caption or repost. also on deviantart

[paperbackfable]

Erend: they don't Id me at the liquor store anymore because they see the light has left my eyes

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Erend: We're playing Scrabble. It's a nightmare.

Alva: Scrabble? Scrabble's great.

Erend: Not when you're playing with Zo, it's not. They put words like "ephemeral" and I put "dog".

-

Varl: You're ignoring all your problems.

Aloy: I know.

Varl: You also know it's an unhealthy coping mechanism?

Aloy: I'm ignoring that fact as well.

Varl:

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Zo: In your opinion, what's the height of stupidity?

Aloy: turning to Sylens How tall are you?

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Aloy: You lying, cheating, piece of shit!

Sylens: Oh yeah? You're the idiot who thinks you can get away with everything you do. WELCOME TO THE REAL WORLD.

Aloy: I'm leaving you, and I'm TAKING BETA WITH ME!

Varl, picking up the strike board: I think we're gonna stop playing now.

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Aloy: Want do you want to be for "Halloween"?

Beta: Loved.

Aloy: Don't do this.

-

Sylens: I will not stand to be disrespected like this!

Aloy: Then sit.

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Alva: Imagine if someone handed you a box full of all the things you lost throughout your life...

Zo: It would be nice to have my sense of purpose back.

Aloy: Oh wow, my childhood innocence! Thank you for finding this.

Beta: My will to live! I haven't seen this in years.

Erend: I knew I lost that potential somewhere.

Varl: Mental stability, my old friend!

Alva: Ancestors, could you guys lighten up a little?

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Varl: What do you think Kotallo will do for a distraction?

Aloy: Probably, like, whistle or throw a rock. That's what I would do.

Building explodes and several car alarms go off

Aloy: ...or they could do that.

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OK THAT'S ENOUGH I SHOULD PROABLY STOP NOW BYE

[posallys]

okay so i'm in the process of rereading pjo and i just got to botl and i want to talk about my girl annabeth. i feel like a good majority of the fandom mischaracterization of annabeth comes from botl, specifically because she was rude to rachel throughout the book, and then everyone just assumed that because she wasn't nice to rachel she must be a bitch inherently, on top of being this fucking emotionless shell of a person, which is wild to me because i don't know how her being rude to one (1) girl automatically discredits everything she's done in the past three books. i feel like it stems from a complete misunderstanding of why she was rude to rachel. let's make this clear: she wasn't rude to rachel because rachel was a potential love interest; she was rude to rachel because she was scared.

everyone she's ever loved has been taken from her in some way: her mom being absent because she's a goddess and not really wanting anything to do with annabeth; her feeling like her dad and stepmom didn't want her around (losing her real family); thalia, her found sister, sacrificing her life to save annabeth, and then leaving her again to join the hunters; luke betraying the camp, but more importantly betraying annabeth on a much deeper level because he was her only family. he promised her that he would be there for her, no matter what, and then he leaves her, just like everyone else. even grover left her, in a way, because he went out to search for pan and wasn't around. the only close person who hasn't left her at the point of botl? percy.

but she knows about the prophecy at that point, so she's spent the better part of three years resigning herself to the fact that her best friend is going to die when he turns sixteen and there's absolutely nothing she can do to stop that. she's spent the better part of three years trying not to fall in love with him because it would only hurt worse when the time comes. if i had to bet on it, the reason she was thinking about joining the hunters in ttc is because if she isn't around him (and also can't because she's a hunter), she won't become more attached to him than she already is. if she separated herself from him, it would hurt less. except here's the thing: by that point, she couldn't make herself do that. she couldn't make herself willingly give up percy yet, because it might not have been him. if i had to guess, when thalia came back, annabeth stopped worrying about percy dying---just for a little while---because she thought that thalia was going to be the child of the prophecy after all. so when thalia became a hunter, she was mentally prepared to lose thalia again. but that means that every fear she had about percy being the prophecy kid before thalia came back to life resurfaced full force, and now suddenly annabeth has a year and a half left with him when she thought that she might have longer. so despite the thought of her joining the hunters to prevent herself from getting too attached, she hadn't metnally come to the point where she was ready to give up the small hope that he would live.

which bring us now to botl. like i said, i'm just now rereading the book (and i'm only on chapter 1 but i started thinking about annabeth and here i am). annabeth is mean to rachel because she's terrified of losing percy too soon. sure, at this point she knows the prophecy is his, she knows come next summer she probably won't have him anymore---but that's just it: next summer. she's preparing herself to lose him in a year, not immediately. so when someone comes along that presents a way for her to lose percy, of course she gets scared, and she gets defensive about it. it's not even the fact that rachel was a potential love interest, it's more so the fact that rachel was a mortal, and not part of their world. if percy was with rachel, there's a good chance he'd try to leave the magical world behind, and, more importantly, leave annabeth behind, which she wasn't ready for yet.

hell, that's exactly what ended up happening in the beginning of tlo! annabeth wasn't upset because he was spending time with rachel, she was upset because he was spending time in the mortal world rather than her world and, in her mind because of all of her past experiences being abandoned, that translates to "percy is leaving her," and it was way earlier than she thought, and she wasn't ready. so what does she do? she tries to protect herself. she puts walls up and tries to act cold and distant because she's coming to terms with the fact that she's already lost him. she's already lost him.

and like, was she jealous of the fact that rachel was a love interest? probably, yeah. but i think it's also just important to know that there's something way deeper to it. annabeth isn't being a bitch for the sake of being a bitch, and she's not just jealous of rachel because she was a girl that liked percy. she was upset because he was getting further and further away right in front of her. he was leaving way quicker than she was prepared for, so a lot of the stuff she said to rachel came from a place of fear of losing percy, and anger at rachel for trying to pull him into the mortal world, effectively leaving her behind and adding another person to the list of people she loves that have left her.

[regulus-needs-swimminglessons]

[zero-pax]

Trying out a new Ashswag design ¤3!! I love shapes & symbol stuff sm (some rambles about the design below ^^!)

So my Ash design is a demigod that got blessed by a night sky/chaos god, which explains the star markings ¤)! They're technically birthmarks but they glow in the dark & can radiate heat/cold if needed. The scars near his mouth are supposed to resemble fangs ¤D !!!

I tried to make the ends of his hair star-like, his hair also becomes all flared up when he feels strong emotions (the ends especially.) The design has pretty long hair, with most of it being white because of the wormhole & god blessing. He has hearts in his eyes (1 upside down) just because I thought it was cool and I enjoy that type of design!

His hands are void touched, in a sense (they are a vry dark purple because of the god who blessed him ¤))

@neverpoor (tagging people is scary LOL)

[mad-hunts]