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NEW YEAR EVE WITH THE KIDS
⤷ JAMES B. “BUCKY” BARNES
ᯓ★ Pairing: James B. “Bucky” Barnes x fem!reader
ᯓ★ Genre: romance, fluff
ᯓ★ Request from: MARVEL Holiday Special
ᯓ★ Story type: one shot
ᯓ★ Word count: 4.4k
ᯓ★ Summary: New Year Eve party with a 10, a 6 and a 2 years old kids isn't easy, especially when it's a Stark party, but can you and your husband, Bucky, manage it?
ᯓ★ TW(s): nothing
ᯓ★ Request: not requested but I wanted to write for Bucky from the Holiday special with this trope: 29. New Year’s Eve Party with the Avengers (or X-men) – The Avengers come together to celebrate the New Year, but there’s a twist: the kids are part of the celebration. How does your character juggle both the kids' excitement and their own fun as the clock counts down to midnight?
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The evening begins with chaos, of course. In your household, it always does. You’re standing in front of the mirror in your shared bedroom, trying to fix the clasp on your necklace when you hear a loud crash from the kids’ room, followed by Estelle’s exasperated voice.
“Liam! I told you not to throw the ball near the closet!”
You sigh, glancing at Bucky, who is currently on the floor wrestling Julie into her tights. “I thought the party was supposed to be fun,” you mutter, and he chuckles, looking up at you with that boyish grin that still makes your heart skip.
“Fun’s subjective, doll,” he replies, finally managing to slide the tights over Julie’s chubby legs. She giggles, kicking at his vibranium arm as if it’s her favorite toy. “There we go, princess. All set for your grand entrance.”
Julie claps her tiny hands, her pigtails bobbing. “Pahty!” she exclaims, and Bucky scoops her up, planting a noisy kiss on her cheek. She shrieks in delight.
The crash upstairs is followed by Estelle shouting again. “Mom! Liam’s stuck in the closet!”
You exchange a look with Bucky. “Your turn,” you say, gesturing toward the door.
He smirks, standing up with Julie still perched on his hip. “Sure thing, boss.” He taps your chin with his free hand before heading out, his footsteps heavy on the stairs.
In the kids’ room, you hear the commotion quiet down as Bucky arrives to handle the situation. You use the brief reprieve to fix your makeup and take a deep breath. It’s New Year’s Eve, after all, and Tony Stark’s parties are legendary. You can’t show up looking like you’ve just run a marathon.
A few minutes later, Bucky returns with Liam in tow. Your six-year-old has a sheepish grin and a telltale smudge of something across his cheek. Bucky looks bemused, though not particularly surprised. “Our boy thought he could climb the shelves to get his Captain America action figure. Guess who came to the rescue?”
“Captain America?” you tease, raising a brow.
Bucky rolls his eyes. “Close. His dad.” He sets Julie down and crouches to Liam’s level. “You okay, bud?”
Liam nods vigorously. “Yup! Daddy saved me!” He beams up at Bucky, who ruffles his hair and mutters something about reckless behavior being genetic. You stifle a laugh.
By the time everyone is dressed, it feels like an entire year has passed. Estelle looks radiant in her sparkly silver dress, which she picked out with great care. Liam has been persuaded into his tiny suit after much negotiation, and Julie, in her poofy pink dress, keeps twirling and declaring, “I’m a pwincess!”
Bucky, who looks as devastatingly handsome as ever in a sharp black suit, whistles low as he glances at you. “Doll, you’re stealing the show tonight.” His eyes trail over your outfit with such open admiration that it makes you blush.
“Flattery won’t get you out of diaper duty later,” you say, smirking.
He grins. “It’s worth a shot.”
With everyone finally ready, the five of you pile into the car and head to the compound. The drive is lively, filled with Julie’s excited babbling, Liam’s endless questions about fireworks, and Estelle’s occasional exasperated sighs about her younger siblings. Bucky is at the wheel, his hand reaching over to rest on your knee every so often, grounding you amidst the chaos.
When you arrive, the compound is already buzzing with life. Tony has outdone himself, as usual, with glittering decorations, an extravagant buffet, and a live band playing festive tunes. The kids’ eyes widen in awe as they take it all in.
“Remember,” you say, crouching to their level. “Stay close to us, okay?”
“Yes, Mom,” Estelle says dutifully, though she already looks like she’s itching to run off and explore. Liam bounces on his toes, clearly more excited about the dessert table than anything else. Julie clings to Bucky’s leg, her little hand clutching his fingers.
Bucky picks her up effortlessly, his eyes soft as he looks at her. “Ready to have some fun, sweetheart?”
She nods, her face lighting up. “Dance with me, Daddy?”
His grin is immediate. “Always.”
The night is young, and though wrangling three kids at a Stark party might be a Herculean task, you know one thing for certain: with Bucky by your side, it’s going to be an unforgettable start to the new year.
The party is in full swing as you and Bucky step into the grand hall with your three little ones. The band plays jazzy renditions of holiday classics, and the room sparkles with golden lights and elegant decorations. Tony is in his element, greeting guests with a drink in one hand and an effortless quip on his lips. Somewhere near the center of the crowd, you catch a glimpse of Steve, already engaged in a polite but animated conversation with Natasha.
The kids, of course, are magnets for attention. Within minutes of your arrival, they’re surrounded by adoring Avengers.
“Is this my favorite Barnes family?” Sam’s voice booms as he makes his way over, a broad smile on his face. He leans down to fist-bump Liam, who immediately grins.
“Uncle Sam!” Liam exclaims, hopping with excitement. “Look, I’m wearing a suit! Dad said I look like James Bond.”
Sam chuckles, throwing Bucky an amused glance. “James Bond, huh? High praise coming from your old man.”
Bucky shrugs, looking unapologetically proud. “He pulls it off.”
Julie, meanwhile, reaches for Sam, her tiny arms stretching toward him. “Unca Sam!” she demands, and Sam obliges, scooping her up with ease.
“Well, aren’t you the prettiest little princess,” he says, spinning her around. She squeals with delight, and you take a moment to exchange a relieved smile with Bucky. At least for now, someone else is helping entertain the kids.
Estelle, however, is more interested in catching up with Uncle Steve, who spots her and immediately crouches to her level. “Is that Estelle? Or is it a movie star in disguise?”
She rolls her eyes but can’t hide her smile. “It’s me, Uncle Steve. Can I show you the drawing I made for you?”
“Of course,” he says, his face lighting up. She pulls out a folded piece of paper from her small purse and hands it to him. It’s a detailed sketch of Captain America’s shield, meticulously colored in red, white, and blue. Steve whistles, clearly impressed. “You’ve got talent, kiddo. I’m gonna frame this.”
Estelle beams, and you exchange a look with Bucky. “She’s been working on that for days,” you whisper, and he nods, pride etched in his expression.
As the evening progresses, the kids take turns dragging you and Bucky in different directions. Liam is enthralled by the dessert table, where Thor is loudly extolling the virtues of a massive chocolate cake to anyone who will listen. Julie insists on dancing, tugging at Bucky’s hand until he relents and twirls her around on the dance floor. The sight of him, in his sharp suit, crouched down to Julie’s height and spinning her like she’s the star of the evening, melts your heart.
“You two make it look easy,” Natasha teases, appearing at your side as you watch them.
“Easy?” you laugh, sipping your drink. “Nat, I haven’t had a single moment to sit since we got here.”
“Well, you’re doing great.” She gives you a sly smile. “And if you need a breather, let me know. I’ve got my ‘scary Aunt Nat’ face ready to keep them in line.”
“Scary Aunt Nat?” you repeat, grinning. “I’m not sure they’d buy it.”
Natasha shrugs, but there’s a glimmer of affection in her eyes as she watches Julie try to dip Bucky during their dance. “Worth a shot.”
When Julie finally tires of dancing, Bucky scoops her up and makes his way back to you. “This one’s gonna crash soon,” he says, his voice warm as he adjusts her position on his hip. Julie rests her head on his shoulder, her thumb in her mouth.
“Want me to take her for a bit?” you offer.
He shakes his head. “Nah, I’ve got her.” His free hand finds yours, and for a moment, the chaos of the evening fades as he gives you a soft smile. “You look beautiful tonight, by the way.”
Before you can respond, Liam reappears, his mouth covered in chocolate frosting. “Mom! Dad! Uncle Thor let me try the big cake!”
“Of course he did,” Bucky mutters, giving Thor a mock glare across the room. Thor grins unapologetically, raising a glass in salute.
“Let’s get you cleaned up, buddy,” you say, grabbing a napkin and crouching to wipe Liam’s face. He squirms but lets you do it, his excitement about the cake apparently outweighing his aversion to being fussed over.
The rest of the evening is a whirlwind. Steve steps in to play “superhero tag” with Estelle and Liam, giving you and Bucky a much-needed moment to sit down and enjoy a plate of hors d'oeuvres. Clint distracts Julie with a balloon animal he somehow fashions out of a stray party decoration. Even Tony gets involved, showing Liam and Estelle how to use a holographic projector to create firework simulations.
You lean back against Bucky’s shoulder, savoring the rare quiet moment. “We owe them all big time,” you murmur.
Bucky kisses the top of your head. “They don’t mind. It’s family.”
The word settles over you warmly, and you glance around the room. Estelle is laughing as Steve pretends to trip over his own feet during their game. Liam is perched on Thor’s shoulders, looking like he’s ready to conquer the world. Julie is curled up in Natasha’s lap, her eyelids drooping as Nat quietly tells her a story.
It’s chaotic, messy, and exhausting, but it’s yours. And you wouldn’t trade it for anything.
The quiet moment doesn’t last. It never does.
You’re just about to take another sip of your drink when Liam barrels into you, clutching your leg with surprising force. “Mommy,” he whines, his voice muffled against the fabric of your dress, “I’m sleepy.”
You glance down and notice the way his little face is pressed against you, his arms wrapped tightly around your thigh. He’s usually full of boundless energy, so this sudden clinginess catches you off guard. “Sleepy already, huh?” you ask, crouching down to ruffle his hair. “It’s not even close to midnight.”
“I’m not tired,” he insists, his eyelids drooping even as he says it. “I just want to sit with you.”
Bucky appears at your side, Julie still nestled in his arms. She’s half-asleep now, her thumb firmly planted in her mouth, her head resting against Bucky’s shoulder. He rocks her gently without thinking, his movements instinctive and soothing. “Looks like the little ones are winding down,” he observes, his voice low.
You glance over to where Estelle is happily chatting with a small group of other kids her age. She’s animated, her hands gesturing wildly as she tells some story or another. Clearly, she’s inherited your social streak.
“Estelle seems fine,” you point out. “We just have to figure out how to keep these two awake.”
Bucky raises an eyebrow, his vibranium hand lightly patting Julie’s back. “You mean how to keep them awake without a meltdown.”
“Exactly,” you say, standing up with Liam still clinging to your side. He seems content to stay glued to you for now, his cheek resting against your stomach. You stroke his hair absentmindedly, already brainstorming.
Natasha appears out of nowhere, her sharp eyes taking in the scene. “Looks like bedtime’s creeping up on them,” she says with a smirk. “You two need a strategy?”
“We’re open to suggestions,” you reply, gesturing at Liam and Julie. “We want them to make it to midnight, but…”
Natasha tilts her head thoughtfully. “Maybe some fresh air would help. Take them out to the balcony for a bit. It’s quieter out there, and the cold might perk them up.”
Bucky nods. “That’s not a bad idea. What do you think, doll?”
You shrug. “Worth a shot.”
With that, you gently pry Liam from your leg and scoop him into your arms. He protests half-heartedly but quickly settles, his head drooping against your shoulder. Bucky adjusts Julie, who lets out a sleepy little sigh but doesn’t wake fully, and the two of you make your way toward the balcony.
The cold air hits you immediately as you step outside, and it’s invigorating. The sky is clear, the stars twinkling brightly, and the faint sound of the party inside provides a comforting background hum. Liam stirs slightly in your arms, blinking against the crisp air.
“Hey, buddy,” you say softly. “Feel that? It’s nice out here.”
He mumbles something incoherent, but his eyes stay open. Julie, on the other hand, gives a little shiver, prompting Bucky to wrap her more tightly in his jacket.
“You think this’ll do the trick?” Bucky asks, his breath visible in the cool air.
“Let’s give it a few minutes,” you reply, swaying gently with Liam.
The two of you stand there, side by side, enjoying the rare moment of relative peace. Estelle pokes her head out onto the balcony a few minutes later, her cheeks flushed with excitement.
“Mom! Dad!” she exclaims, her voice slightly too loud for the serene setting. “There’s a game inside with prizes! Can I play?”
You exchange a glance with Bucky, who nods. “Sure thing, sweetheart,” he says. “But stay where we can see you, okay?”
Estelle grins and darts back inside, leaving the two of you alone with the younger two. Liam starts to perk up slightly, his head lifting from your shoulder as he takes in the view of the compound grounds below.
“Are there fireworks?” he asks sleepily.
“Not yet,” you tell him. “They’ll happen at midnight.”
“I want to see them,” he says, his voice firmer now. You take that as a good sign.
Julie stirs again in Bucky’s arms, her big blue eyes blinking open. She glances around, taking in the unfamiliar setting, before giving Bucky a sleepy smile. “Daddy.”
“Hey, baby girl,” Bucky says, his voice as soft as the snowflakes that begin to drift down from the sky. “You waking up a little?”
She nods, resting her tiny hand on his vibranium arm. “Cold,” she murmurs.
“We’ll go back inside soon,” he promises, brushing a kiss against her forehead.
After a few more minutes, you decide it’s time to return to the party. The fresh air has done its job—Liam is more awake now, and Julie is at least partially alert. Once inside, the warmth of the room welcomes you, and the kids seem to adjust quickly.
You and Bucky take turns carrying Julie and coaxing Liam into small activities to keep him occupied. Tony, always the entertainer, steps in at one point with a bubble machine he’s somehow rigged up, and that distracts Liam for a good ten minutes. Estelle reappears briefly to show you the prize she’s won—a small stuffed animal—before darting back to her group of friends.
“Are we actually going to make it to midnight?” you whisper to Bucky as Julie leans heavily against him again, her eyelids drooping.
“We’re stubborn,” he replies with a grin. “The kids get it from us.”
You laugh softly, taking his free hand in yours. “Alright, Sergeant Barnes. Let’s see if we can pull this off.”
The final stretch to midnight begins with a burst of energy you didn’t see coming—mainly from Liam. As the games inside kick off, his drowsiness evaporates like snow in sunlight. The moment he notices kids gathering around Tony, who’s setting up some sort of interactive holographic game, Liam wriggles out of your grasp and bolts across the room.
“Uncle Tony’s got a game!” he shouts, weaving through the crowd like a little rocket.
“Liam!” you call, but he’s already in the thick of it, his excitement contagious. Other kids, Estelle included, gather around Tony as he explains the rules with dramatic flair.
Bucky chuckles, watching Liam’s antics. “Looks like he got his second wind.”
“Lucky him,” you reply, adjusting Julie in your arms. She’s growing heavier by the second, her little head lolling against your shoulder. “Wish I could say the same about this one.”
Julie lets out a soft hum, her eyes fluttering shut. You sigh, exchanging a look with Bucky.
“Almost midnight,” he says, checking the clock on the wall. “Think we can keep her up for the fireworks?”
You cradle Julie closer, brushing a strand of hair from her face. “We have to try. She’ll be upset if she misses them.”
Bucky steps closer, his vibranium arm resting gently on your back. “Fireworks, huh?” He leans down to nuzzle Julie’s cheek, his voice soft and coaxing. “Hey, baby girl, you wanna see the fireworks? Pretty colors in the sky?”
Julie stirs at the mention of fireworks, her tiny fingers curling into the fabric of your dress. “Fiwerworks?” she mumbles, her voice slurred with sleep.
“That’s right,” you say, kissing her forehead. “But you have to stay awake for them, okay? Just a little longer.”
Her eyes open a fraction, and she nods weakly, her thumb finding its way back into her mouth. Bucky grins, clearly charmed by her determination. “That’s my girl.”
The promise of fireworks seems to work, and Julie stays semi-alert as the minutes tick by. You and Bucky take turns holding her, walking her around the room to keep her from dozing off completely. Occasionally, she perks up when she hears laughter or music, but it’s clear she’s hanging on by a thread.
Meanwhile, Liam is fully immersed in the games, his earlier sleepiness forgotten. He’s running back and forth with a gaggle of kids, cheering loudly whenever someone scores a point or completes a challenge. Estelle joins in too, though she occasionally glances back at you and Bucky to make sure everything’s okay.
As the final minutes of the year approach, Tony takes the stage to announce the countdown, and the energy in the room shifts. People start gathering near the large glass doors leading to the garden, where the fireworks will be launched. The kids trickle back to their parents, their excitement palpable.
“Mom! Dad!” Liam calls, sprinting over to you with flushed cheeks and wild eyes. “It’s almost time! Can we go outside? Uncle Tony said the fireworks are gonna be HUGE!”
Estelle follows close behind, clutching her prize from earlier and looking equally excited. “I want to see them too!”
“Of course,” you say, smiling at their enthusiasm. “Let’s get our coats.”
You and Bucky bundle the kids up as quickly as possible. Julie, now fully awake at the mention of fireworks, clings to Bucky’s neck as he wraps her in her tiny pink jacket. “Fiwerworks, Daddy!” she says, her earlier sleepiness replaced by anticipation.
“That’s right, princess,” he replies, adjusting her hood. “Let’s go see them.”
The five of you step out into the garden, joining the crowd of partygoers waiting for the show. The night is crisp and clear, the stars twinkling above, and the air buzzes with the thrill of the approaching countdown. Bucky keeps Julie in his arms, her wide eyes scanning the sky, while Liam stands between you both, bouncing on his toes. Estelle stays close, her hand gripping yours tightly.
As the final seconds tick down, the crowd begins to chant. “Ten! Nine! Eight!”
You look up at Bucky, who’s already watching you with a soft smile. His free hand finds yours, squeezing gently. “Happy New Year, doll,” he murmurs, leaning down to brush a kiss against your temple.
“Happy New Year, Buck,” you reply, your heart full as you glance at your children, their faces glowing with excitement.
“Three! Two! One! Happy New Year!” the crowd cheers as the clock strikes midnight, and the first firework explodes in the sky. It’s a brilliant burst of color—red, gold, and blue—illuminating the garden in dazzling light.
Julie gasps, her tiny hand flying to her mouth. “Oooh!”
Liam lets out a cheer, jumping up and down as more fireworks light up the night. “Look, Mom! Look, Dad!”
Estelle claps her hands, her eyes sparkling as she turns to you. “They’re so pretty!”
You and Bucky exchange a look, a shared understanding passing between you. This moment—surrounded by your children, their laughter and awe filling the air—is everything you could have hoped for. He leans in, pressing a soft kiss to your lips, and you smile against him.
“Happy New Year, Mom and Dad!” Liam shouts, tugging on your hand. “This is the best!”
Bucky laughs, pulling you both into a group hug with Julie still in his arms. “Happy New Year, buddy. It’s just getting started.”
The fireworks die down, and the cheers from the crowd begin to fade into a hum of conversation and laughter. Midnight has come and gone, and while the party is just getting into full swing for most, you and Bucky exchange a knowing look.
The kids, their initial excitement fading, are starting to show signs of exhaustion. Liam tugs at your hand, leaning against your leg, his earlier energy replaced by sleepy eyes and slow movements. Julie rests her head on Bucky’s shoulder, her little hand clutching his jacket. Even Estelle, who usually has the stamina of a marathon runner, yawns widely as she rubs her eyes.
“You ready to call it a night?” Bucky asks, his voice low and warm.
You nod, brushing a strand of hair from Liam’s forehead. “Yeah. They had their moment, but they’re done. And honestly, so am I.”
Bucky chuckles, pressing a kiss to Julie’s temple. “Alright, let’s round them up.”
The kids don’t protest much as you gently guide them toward the door, saying your goodbyes to the Avengers along the way. Natasha gives you a knowing smirk, Sam teases Bucky about being an old man, and Steve promises to stop by for brunch soon. Tony makes a grand gesture of bidding farewell, but even he keeps it brief, clearly understanding the delicate balance of leaving before a kid meltdown.
By the time you reach the car, the crisp night air has lulled the younger two into a state of near-sleep. Bucky carefully buckles Julie into her booster while you help Liam into his car seat. Estelle climbs into the back with minimal fuss, clutching her stuffed animal and leaning her head against the window.
Once everyone is secured, you climb into the passenger seat, exhaling a long breath. Bucky starts the car, and the hum of the engine fills the quiet night. The drive home is peaceful, the streets nearly empty save for the occasional car heading in the opposite direction. The kids are silent, their breathing slow and steady as they drift off.
For a moment, it’s just you and Bucky, the soft glow of streetlights illuminating his profile as he drives. His hand rests on the gear shift, and without thinking, you place yours over it. He glances at you, a small smile tugging at the corner of his lips.
“Tired, doll?” he asks, his voice soft.
“A little,” you admit, returning the smile. “But happy. It was a good night.”
Bucky nods, his eyes flicking back to the road. “Yeah. Seeing them light up like that for the fireworks… worth every second.”
You squeeze his hand gently. “And you? You didn’t hate the party?”
He chuckles, the sound low and warm. “I had you and the kids with me. How could I?”
The quiet comfort between you is palpable, and you take a moment to study him. The way his jawline softens when he’s relaxed, the way his eyes crinkle just slightly when he smiles. You’re about to say something when a small murmur comes from the backseat.
“Daddy…” Julie mumbles, her voice thick with sleep. “Fiwerworks pretty…”
Bucky’s smile widens as he glances at the rearview mirror. “Yeah, princess,” he says softly. “They were pretty.”
By the time you pull into the driveway, all three kids are sound asleep. Bucky kills the engine, and the two of you sit there for a moment, neither wanting to break the spell of the quiet car. Finally, he turns to you with a grin. “Think we can carry them all inside without waking them?”
“Challenge accepted,” you reply with a playful smirk.
Bucky goes for Julie first, carefully unbuckling her from her car seat. She stirs slightly but doesn’t wake, her head resting on his shoulder as he cradles her against his chest. Meanwhile, you gently coax Liam awake enough to walk inside with your help. He grumbles softly, rubbing his eyes but ultimately lets you guide him.
Once inside, Estelle trudges toward her room on her own, too tired to argue about brushing her teeth or changing into pajamas. Liam makes it to his bed with a similar lack of resistance, flopping down onto his mattress as soon as he’s within range. You manage to get him into a pair of pajamas with minimal effort, though his eyes remain mostly shut the entire time.
Julie is the hardest, her small body limp and heavy in her sleep. Bucky sits on the edge of her bed, holding her upright while you gently pull off her party dress and replace it with her favorite unicorn pajamas. She lets out a sleepy sigh, her thumb slipping back into her mouth as her head lolls against Bucky’s chest.
“Almost done,” you whisper, smoothing her hair back. Bucky’s gaze softens as he looks down at her, his vibranium hand carefully tucking the blanket around her tiny frame once she’s settled in bed.
“She’s out like a light,” he murmurs, standing up and following you out of her room.
With all three kids finally in bed, the house falls into a deep, soothing quiet. You and Bucky make your way to the living room, collapsing onto the couch together. He stretches his arm along the back of the couch, pulling you close as you lean against him.
“Happy New Year, Mrs. Barnes,” he says, his voice teasing but tender.
“Happy New Year, Sergeant Barnes,” you reply, tilting your head to meet his gaze.
He presses a kiss to your forehead, lingering there for a moment. “We survived another year,” he says with a chuckle.
You laugh softly, your fingers tracing absent patterns on his chest. “And we’ll survive many more.”
The two of you sit there in the quiet of your home, the promise of a new year stretching out before you, filled with all the chaos, laughter, and love you’ve come to cherish.
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Hi Spider!
I've been following you quietly for a long time, and I knew you'd appreciate my recent good news! I've been very scared and stressed lately because my husband and I need to move soon for his work, and we're going interstate. I've only ever lived in my hometown, so this is a lot and I've been freaking out over how we're gonna pay for everything we need to do.
His work will reimburse us for the move, but that doesn't help with paying for it initially. They've also been dragging their feet on all the arrangements they needed to do so we can break our lease (we get work organised accommodation and removalists, but they only confirmed when it was all happening today). However it turns out that their incompetence is our gain, because I learned that his work has fucked up. They should have been paying us rental assistance for the last six months, so we're getting a lump sum $6k payment next week. It should cover all the payments we were stressing about.
I'm still stressed about moving in two weeks and if our car is gonna make it all the way down the Australian coast in one piece, but I got to organise everything I was waiting for today and I am no longer worried about how we're gonna pay for it. I can even start paying back my parents money I owe them, which is gonna feel real nice!
Just wanted to share my good news with someone, and I know you're always happy to hear about it.
Oh wow. I'm sorry you weren't getting that help all this time, but I'm so glad the money is about to show up when you need it! Mazel tov and thank you for sharing good news with me. :)
Be gentle with yourself and your partner during the move. It's a lot of change and it'll probably catch up with you about a week after you think you're settled. I was very excited about our move and then I got smacked in the face with homesickness once I had time to breathe. 💗
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I drew more SW kids👉👈
High school AU where Caleb and Cal are troublemaking besties, inspired by some tags of my old posts. Thank you<3<3
#star wars#cal kestis#kanan jarrus#caleb dume#ezra bridger#ahsoka tano#high school au#I'm both excited and scared to share this idk why#hope you guys enjoy!!#my art
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of α and β
Warnings!! dead dove - do not eat, cannibalism, implied cannibalism, death (before the start of the short), horror(?), blood (image).
It's rather dark, but not very explicit. Continue with caution.
A was dead.
A was dead.
A was dead.
The words cascaded through B's head, lines of green text overlapping as they fell.
A was dead.
B was next.
“He who says A must say B likewise.” That was Hansel and Gretel, the version he read with them in the dusty room that Thursday.
B didn't like the funeral.
He didn't like the black clothes. The Victorian element of it all. He didn't like the church.
He didn't like A's grave.
He sat on the grass covered in weeds and ripped them out, then ripped out the flowers too and stared at the stone.
A was dead.
Stone was the rest of them.
No.
They were there.
B ripped the grass away. Then the dirt. He ripped at the wood and their flesh and held their heart.
A was dead.
B was next.
There was very little blood.
Between the lines of alpha and beta, half a heartbeat made two one.
Dear L did you know
If you write it right,
A fits inside B?
★━━─・‥…━━━☆
𝖎𝖋 𝖞𝖔𝖚 𝖑𝖎𝖐𝖊𝖉 𝖎𝖙 ˏˋ⋆˖⁺˖⁀➷ ���𝖑𝖊𝖆𝖘𝖊 𝖗𝖊𝖇𝖑𝖔𝖌 + 𝖋𝖔𝖑𝖑𝖔𝖜
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#what the fuck. did i just write.#a and b bought the house for sale in my head. they're being gay in there.#i love them. theyre so tragic. but theres however much fluff before this point. if i ever write it shruuuugs#death note#dn#death note headcanons#writing#art#lei writes#beyond birthday#a acheron#← A's tag#a death note#b death note#bb death note#death note fanfiction#short read#quick read#canon x canon#a x b#of α and β#cw cannibalism#cw blood#lei's death note#a x b death note#disturbing#dark#horror#vibrates I'm both excited + scared to share
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#some thoughts incoming idk if i should share but i need to put them somewhere#it's hard being in the yr fandom since the finale when you don't share the same vision and opinion as the rest#and people make future wilmon posts or write post s3 fics (which many exist now) they just don't align with your idea at all#and they're not exciting to me at all and the whole concept just makes me upset#i don't wanna imagine Wille as a 'normal' person (not that that's ever possible anyway which the show loves to ignore)#like I'm sorry but i didn't come to the show to watch an ordinary love story and have them lead an ordinary life#the idea of Wille being a future king and them navigating that royal life together is so much more interesting#i hate that that isn't canon anymore and when ppl make posts about them it's not about that or that would only be seen as a negative thing#i don't wanna imagine a life where they are 'normal' that isn't appealing to me at all and it sucks seeing everyone embrace it#and it's like you're not allowed to want something else or think differently bc that makes you the bad person and you're just wrong#i can't be excited about their future (also bc i don't really see them going strong in the future with how they messed them up in s3)#(i also didn't want to know what could possibly happen in the future i wanted that to stay open and just be in the present)#and seeing everyone else excited and happy about it makes you feel horrible and very alone and disconnected in the fandom#i don't wanna take it away from them but i also would love to see other takes but that's basically impossible now#am i the only person who feels this way or are there any other who can relate? pls let me know#i already feel like ppl are gonna attack me for this but it's been hard especially now with Simon's month and seeing so many interpretation#navigating ao3 has also become difficult now#it's hard finding fics to read where wille stays crown prince and you don't have to be scared for that to change#i just can't read any canon compliant fics anymore and i hate it bc i hate to disagree with canon#i normally don't do that bc canon is important to me and i don't want to reject it and create my own fantasy#and that's what's upsetting#anyway sorry i had to write this#personal
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Monster High Scare-adise Island Frankie Stein (Mattel, 2023)
#i haven't seen anyone post frankie by themself so i gotta do it myself#i'm losing it over this doll bc i wear basically the same outfit to go swimming oh my god 😭#so excited for this line i NEED frankie and clawdeen so badly#i'd also love draculaura but i want those two the most#also the esc notification was on the stock image that was shared just so ya'll know!#mattel#monster high#monster high g3#frankie stein#g3 frankie stein#dollbr#fashion dolls#line : (mh g3) scare-adise island#🔖 : doll showcase#📸 : stock images#cw long post
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Every time a new newsletter comes out I know I'm one of the few people who gets excited to find out the game won't be coming out any time soon. At this rate I might actually be able to finish Part 3 of Looking Glasses before it comes out, which would be ideal.
#when I first started the comic I was so scared that I wouldn't be able to get to the wellworld before Chapters 3 & 4 came out#so I'm glad to have surpassed that goal#so my new goal is finishing Part 3#I'm sure there will be a ton of cool stuff in the new chapters that I'll want to engage with#but if bits of it really contradict my comic that would be sad#so I want to get as much finished before then as possible#for now I'll just keep on trucking#(I actually have some exciting Looking Glasses news to share soon)#nickel for my thoughts
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Six Sentence Sunday!
Y'all! The amount of tags I've had pinging my phone throughout the day today as I tippity typed along on my New Year's Eve AU is astounding. I don't deserve all of you lovely humans wanting to read my words, but I'm grateful for it.
To @kiwiana-writes, @firenati0n, @ninzied, @sparklepocalypse, @notspecialbabe, @affectionatelyrs, @suseagull04, @ships-to-sail, @anincompletelist, and @happiness-of-the-pursuit, envision me pressing my hand to my heart with the biggest expression of love on my face. I adore y'all, and I'm loving everything you've already posted.
With that being said, would it be all right if I gave you all TWO sections of (sort of) six sentences from my first multichapter fic, starting posting this Wednesday, AND the New Year's Eve AU aka the first AU ever that wandered into my brain and took up residence? I sure hope so because y'all are gonna get these twelve-ish sentences anyway haha.
The official White House Christmas ornament arrives each year by way of an envelope they both know is from Zahra despite the fact that she’s never once signed her name to it. On more than one occasion, Alex has caught her smiling at each of the ornaments while visiting during the Christmas season. When she spots him watching, he’s typically met with the nearest throw pillow to the face, which he knows is her way of expressing her unconditional love for him, so he always ensures there’s a throw pillow on the edge of the couch closest to the tree when she comes for just such occasions. Bea has sent along some of Henry’s childhood ornaments, similar to Alex’s, and they combine Henry’s box of polo-playing figurines and a commemorative Oxford ornament with the lacrosse ornament from the tree at the White House and Alex’s commemorative Georgetown ornament. It’s Nora who managed to track down a special edition Rio Olympics ornament somewhere on the black market, or probably eBay. It had appeared in their mailbox one day with a note that said, “So you’ll never forget where it all started.” And when they Facetimed her, both crying and grateful, she’d waved them off and added, “I just hope it reminds you of all the times you could have been hooking up over the years” with a knowing wink.
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And his eyes…God, his eyes. Cast in the glow of passing strobes in a variety of colors, they seem to transform. A green light passes, and they’re aqua, like a tropical sea in a land with no name somewhere just beyond the boundary of paradise. When he’s bathed in a yellow as bright as the early morning sun, his eyes flash emerald beneath. Bright red, the color of warning, of hazard, of stop please turn back and forget about the dangers that lay ahead, turns purple, diluting its energy into something less treacherous and far more regal, as if the gold in his mask and his carefully curated armor would be far better served as a glittering crown atop his already golden head. But it’s the white light slashing across his face to accent the original blue, as deep and fathomless as the ocean itself, that steals Alex’s breath. Like he could dive in and never surface, and he’d be perfectly happy drowning in the depths of Henry.
I still have a few hours, so I'm gonna toss some tags out for: @whimsymanaged, @inexplicablymine, @rockyroadkylers, @indestructibleheart, @littlemisskittentoes, @heybuddy-drabbles, @statueinthestonetoo, @vanillahigh00, and @ssmtskw
As always, consider this tag WIDE OPEN for all of you lovelies out there to share your work! Please please always tag me so I can read and yeet your work out into my little curated corner of the world!
#six sentence sunday#more like 14 sentences#I'm not sorry#y'all I wanna get real for a second#I'm so excited#and so scared#to share these fics in their entirety with the world#They have taken more of my time and more of my heart than any I've ever written#and I just hope that y'all love them as much as I loved writing them#rwrb fic#rwrb fanfic#rwrb fanfiction#my wips#my fics#my writing
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woah chat.. big number
Where did you guys come from?
#but seriously#thank you all for reading!#i was actually kind of scared to share my work before this#but now I am excited to!#I have one hell of a story planned out#and I'm glad you guys are liking it :3
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Well, I finally took the dive and made my blog for my original world. I'm getting closer and closer to publishing, so I figured it might be a good idea to actually, you know, let people know that it exists!
Just as a little treat, here's a piece I commissioned a while back with my core group of characters all together:
(art by the wonderfully talented @purpledemonart who also did my True Sight finale piece!)
#I'm gonna be reblogging the heck out of this just so we're clear#I'm both very excited and very scared to share#but this is an important step for me#thankfully I've got lots of neat art to share#and lots of lore and stuff as well#so if you've been wondering why I've sort of fallen off the map with regards to writing ML fics#this is the big reason#I wrote an actual book of original characters!#and I've started on the next few!
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vibrating im so excited I'm so excited
#boatem knights au#I'm finally doing the art for it#It's not just the one page either like this is a proper ProjectTM (atl for my standards)#and I haven't done anything big in ages I am so excited#mmmmaybe four? five pages? I'm scared if I give a proper estimate I'll be too intimidated to continue#so I'm not thinking about it too much fjdhfj#I should prolly delete this later oop#I'm just. I am so Excited About The Thing and I had to. Share it#and I get a whole hour tomorrow morning to work more on it!!!!! eeeee!!!!!!!!
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I had to change my plans for moving because the city I wanted to go to is... unsafe, to say the least, but b"h, this new city seems to have more shuls for me to choose from when I get there, so now I'm really really excited 😭
#jumblr#jewish conversion#jew by choice#personal thoughts tag#i wasn't scared that i would have NO options for this new city because it's *definitely* a populous city#but i'm really happy to see how *many* there seem to be - there were HALF this in the last place i wanted to move to#and the other city is... significantly less safe at least in my opinion#i just wanted to share this good news because i'm so hopeful and excited
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that’s nice...
#I was really scared about Actually Sharing my wordlbuilding#so this feels nice#Right now I'm working on the Dragon GodsTM#but I'm getting excited about sharing more things!
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SORRY UH, thoughts are thoughting /lh
#🌸 lin speaks!!#/slightttllyyy neg?#tw vent#jic for those who don't wanna see. be warned I'm gonna be a little. eugh abt the next tags#I don't usually like posting my negative thoughts here but!!! this one Hit Like a Truck and just need a safe space to talk abt it#I'm just as excited as the next person for a new f//nf update but#there's a part of me that makes me feel Dread and Scared for it bc I might encounter more P1co self shippers#and we all know I'm uncomfortable sharing the guy....#I mean!!!! don't get me wrong!!!! they can ship with him yk!!!! nobody can stop that and I can't either#but it's just. a sinking feeling in my chest that drops to my stomach that I Don't Like#I'd rather keep my distance. I'd rather Not Think that there are other p1co self shippers bc my ship with him is so dear to me#and!!! okay yeah it does feel a little bit like cheating okay. don't look at me I'm going thru it rn#I'M JUST. AUGH.....#idk idk sometimes I think abt this and I get scared#I'll just try to push it aside and not think too much abt it if I can
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WEDNESDAY! WEDNESDAY! WEDNESDAY!!!!
WEDNESDAY IS THE DAY BESTIES!! 😁
#evelyn speaks#I FINALLY MADE IT TO THE AFTERCARE!!#now i js have to push through to the end#only have like 1-2k more words to write#AHHH#I'M SO F*CKING EXCITED#a lil scared too tho#n e who#CAN'T WAIT CAN'T WAIT CAN'T. WAIT.#ALSO#do u guys want another sneaky 🤨🤨#i'd be happy to share b4 THE day 🤭 😁#harry styles#harry styles x reader#harry styles smut#ceo!harry
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eurgh pacing
#I HATE pacing so much#I don't want the slow parts but I need them#so backstage time for seven is my lucky number#I really didn't like chapter 10(?) when writing it. the there was only one bed chapter#and I was blown away by how much people ended up liking it#bc it was slow and nothing particularly important happened though nothing particularly important happened in that whole fic#anyway. I'm just thinking maybe that's what pacing can do#but it's just. my twists and cliffhangers. you're supposed to end a chapter on a high emotion that makes you want to read the next chapter#this is why I'm usually ending watching series episodes middle episode because the ending is too exciting#and I can just stop it in the middle and continue the next time#I have been trying to pay attention to switch slower scenes with faster scenes but I'm still worried#which is like totally irrational because I was too scared to look at my chapter all day sjdbdkdn#and I know that they say it's good to sit with your discomfort but is there not like a. shortcut.#also I'm waaaaaay in now is probably not the time to start to think about pacing but pacing#how do you do pacing?#<- genuine question btw share your secrets 👀👀#miaing#joys of being a one-shot writer: you generally don't have to worry about pacing#woes of being a one-shot writer: you don't practice pacing so you end up like ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
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