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do you ever feel so goddamn bored
that you just wanna jump out the window and run off into the forbidden forest? Is not even that interesting a class, I've read all the theory and binns isn't even getting on to the interesting stuff! Don't get me wrong i love history, but Binns just makes it soo boring sometimes :[
#I don't think he'd even notice if I did#I'm right next to the window#So close to freedom...#Nah i can't be bothered#And I don't like skipping unless absolutely necessary
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It's Charles M. Schulz's 102nd Birthday Today!
Snoopy #56
26/11/2024
Reference image under the cut :)
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Also here is an interview snippet which I thought was interesting. I've never thought much about what his creative process might have been like. Also, I didn't realise that the panels he drew on were so much larger than what ended up in print. I mean, it makes sense, but I guess I always just assumed he drew up the squares exactly the way they looked in the end.
#peanuts#snoopy#art#56#charles m schulz#no he's not 102 today. he died in 2000 -- one day before the final Peanuts strip was printed#hmm not the hugest fan of how this turned out but it's quantity over quality here at onesnoopyaday dot tumblr dot com#this didn't take as long as i thought it would#probably because of how imprecise everything is#like the more i look at it the less this looks like the reference LOL WHOOPS#also re: the interview snippet... i was not expecting to resonate so much with what he said about having just the right skills#to be a cartoonist. bc i'm not the best artist or the best writer either but i can still draw and i can still write#i guess it's kinda validating to have this in common with someone whose work i have loved for a very long time#also for anyone still reading this far down in the tags: the window in the background is transparent!#so u could in theory put this over whatever you want! i'm sending schulz to outer space next :D#ah the perks of being too lazy to draw shrubbery in the bg
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'...from the Lord of Murder, there was only one protection: the blessing of another god.' - Waterdeep
Things to keep in mind if you're one of his estranged children and apostates.
#I still feel slightly insane just posting as normal but you can get your panic anywhere on the internet. Possibly outside.#Like that argument literally outside my 1st floor window next to me right now for some fucking reason.#And well I rambled my way normally through every other world event.#And advice and comfort is better coming from people who aren't me. I'm not great at it.#So I'm going to ramble about the Murderous God of a fictional universe as usual#babbling#/durge#the idiot three#edgelord hours
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we sang in the aeroplane over the sea tgth ☆
#27% circle line with a lovely friend of mine rail tracks screeching etc etc u know the usual. im just gonna write down memories#a few weeks ago my friend read thus spoke zarathustra by the fire to the music she was dancing it was her silhouette#against the flashlight lit up gold and royal blues and tiger's silk i tried not to fall in love with her. in bordeaux we searched#for pomegranates he sent her 300 quid by the beach she cut it open with a knife her hand covered in red we each had a taste of her work#sweet red wet the sweetest grit. too barely clothed to go into the cliffside church they painted my eyes we painted hers#8 shots of gin she screamed joyfully IT'S ALIVE! at the book she said become the child i said i feel like a monster she said i was insane#i tried to believe her. fortified wine and later a red pen crossword defiled by humidity her hair in my hands two king sized beds#pushed next to each other she took her top off she told us to watch her arms raised up the musculature on her back was precise cut from#marble we saw oceans we saw the birds take cold baths the midnight sun over a wasp-infested pool our chemicals in their bodies#gold flakes dark skin gold cross shoulders against mine drawing some form of each other on the train i didn't hesitate#to say her eyes were beautiful over and over monks at the soapshop with titanium credit cards i loved you like i loved no other#he tied his hair up and walked us into the river he held a bullet between his lips i never held his hand he said what an honour#you own too much capital your mother thinks i'm a natural i realised i haven't told my mother i loved her in years she's always been mother#never mom i'll watch you watch seaweeds this is terminal akrasia i'll feel your fingers smear perfume on my lips your girlfriend grins#bite into the straw take the shot hold my hand get it all wrong draw in the sand kiss him right stab through leather shower in chlorine#you're the determinable vicissitude is all yours we won the Game AND the Battle AND the War i'm proud of you like crazy we feed each other#saffron cliffside lovers well-fallen brothers fat cats blue windows southwest sun ALife SynBio design aXAA grow us a city in silico#we've grown to the ends of glee fire-jumper ocean-eater sure-footed lists on lists hands on eyelids не устану искать тебя#...anyway ive put my face on this blog b4 but hiii again#feel free to rb btw the rants r not personal
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i'm mmmmh still thinking thoughts (it's about the poster, of course it is, been fascinated by that since s4)
the last few minutes of every season always drop some major hints for the next season that are pretty explicit in hindsight. some examples
s1 shows the baby slugs Will coughs up that come back in s2, hints El might still be alive when Hopper leaves Eggo waffles out in the forest, and gives Nancy a sweet moment with Jonathan despite still dating Steve, s2 has El living with Hopper and J/ancy going canon
s2 shows the mindflayer looming over the school -> meatflayer is the main threat of s3 (as well as s2 having lumax and mleven dancing who will both be established couples by the start of s3)
s3 ends with the Byers moving away and Max sitting alone in Billy's room, s4 then has the Byers living in California be a major plotpoint as well as Max's trauma around Billy's death almost killing her
and so on you get it. in hindsight there will obviously be some pretty major hints in the last 10 minutes of s4
and some already seem pretty straight forward. obviously the gates opening is the big thing, the UD will be a focus in s5. the camera lingering on the church and Jason's bible quote outside also seems like it's a pretty solid nudge at the vibe in town next season. also things like the hill scene in general with the coupled grouping (doesn't even have to be about "endgames" necessarily, would also make sense as main groups of s5, since they're split into adults, teens (now young adults), and kids (teens) again)
but the whole blood thing going on in the last 10 minutes that comes out of nowhere? i want to know where that is going
we already had a ton of blood in s4, with the lab massacre and nose bleeds for the Vecna victims. so why does the donating blood theme come up after all that, what happens in s5 that makes it warrant the blood teaser (that sounds horrible) when s4 already had so much of it? and it's not just blood in general, there's a very specific focus on "giving" blood, however you want to interpret that
the poster in the hospital room already feels extremely foreshadowy in s4 given how bold it's written, how it's the only legible text on screen, and how it's in the negative space of the blocking the whole time so your eyes are drawn to it
but it's not even just that one poster either. in case you missed that one or didn't bother reading it in the hospital they also give you the blood donations promo table that the shot lingers on, that has so many posters begging for your blood it's not even funny anymore. and hey, even for those not reading background posters, there's 4 separate blood drop graphics so you definitely know they want blood, the show seems to really really want people to acknowledge it
and now they use the same exact poster from these last 10 minutes again? in another location? that's more focus on it than even i expected what are we going for here
be a hero give blood you say? on the show with the constant allusions to being a hero? "heroes" by david bowie, superheroes and powers, "don't try to be heroes" only for Eddie to die when he breaks his own advice? all of s4 was about how you shouldn't try to be a hero and that running away is okay. Max also almost dies when she stops running to distract Vecna. girl you know someone is fucked with that poster, that's a set up screaming for disaster (it's also not lost on me how even the stage show has a focus on blood and !TFS SPOILER! as far as i know Brenner senior even dies after not being able to receive blood donations due to his now abnormal blood type anymore. so there's some weird focus on blood going on even outside of the in show canon now, even specifically about giving blood, or well, not being able to give blood in this case. no one was a hero and gave blood in tfs i guess lmao. what are they cooking here)
the poster is also so vague there's so many ways this can be horrible for the characters. in the actual blood donation to save someone way? would be kind of tame but who knows what lore/plot s5 will deliver. in the sacrifice yourself/get injured to save someone way? or a secret third thing we don't have enough context to guess yet?
be a hero give blood my ass. who's giving blood for what tell me now. also how bad will "giving blood" be for them
#that poster had me kicking my feet for months and now it's coming back? oh i'm so (ab)normal about that#no but the constant mentions of blood coming up right at the end when the show enters the 'tease the next season' timeslot#concerning as hell#it's giving sacrifice of some kind#or at least bad injury#but who knows well see#also thinking of that poster always makes the stav post about it and the whole dead and missing broadcast and mike come back to me#it's windows screensavering in my brain again#st5 speculation#st s5#st5 leaks
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doing a chemistry assessment.. i'm so far over this subject i think i'm just going to give up and read comics instead whilst i metaphorically weep... either that or i launch myself out of the window
#i'm right next to the window too.. 😒#JOKING. if that wasn't obvious. i'm fine#hang on i'm making a poll out of this#gothihop speaks
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also "textless" versions of these, wahooo
#corned beef#joe iconis christmas extravaganza#bsol#speaking of >:3 & >:3 third time's the >:3 in successfully slammed both up against the window of joe iconis's car (twitter @'d & Seen)#which is really just a :3 but whom among us (orchestra hit) is not a little impish with it#first year i did fanart like wouldn't it be fun if joe saw & liked this. second yr like Same plus it did happen last time#then also recency Fun Times bias sure but he did make it a frame in his End Of Year Good Times Celebration video like >:'3#yes i draw exactly what i wanna draw b/c it's some specific thing i enjoy that much so Yep that is the xmas show to me#so powerfully i was moved like ooh fun xmas villain wrole?? in '19 when i was paying attention & relieved of some bmc closure malaise#by the xmas show but obv Least aware / knowledgable lol. technically showed up in '18 around nov/dec but no chance Right then of tuning in#i mean i had the capacity but did not know it existed / even Less helpful preexisting context. anyway so by the time the show returns#& i've done research in between & gone my god i am i live laugh loving like Yeah i'll do more fanart & omg cyril & omg krampusfucking#able to ramp it up this year & like just thanks to Drawing Experience i'm better at forging ahead through thee process even when it's#extra ambitious like my god am i in over my head? well keep swimming for the surface like only several times going [aaa....] only to yknow#not be that tripped up anyway but still go [(celebrate) christmas!!! (with me)] & be like Do It For The Krampusfucking Gift#one post for another like lighting up my life joe just coming out like ''who wants clips. first up Full Cyril Fucks The Krampus number''#like jeez made that happen And passed it along....it's always the like epitome of my art like i make the specific often really niche stuff#i really respond to; does anyone else enjoy this? if yes; Wheeee; sometimes this is also ppl Behind the really niche shit i enjoy#like i truly hope you do get that kick out of it as i slam it up to the window; worth a Highlight Of Your Year or not#the power of [i do like to Draw the things i latch on to] + [internet] for you#really the bsol design even More an event in ''how did i even do this'' b/c even when planning to make it slightly easier like well#fewer figures; i'll use ink pen so i hone the lineart less than i would to precisely get [line weight mostly irrelevant] Line Geometry#yet still going ruh oh i'm honing for sure. but then like did Most of the lineart all in one night + all the coloring the next round#when i draw quite slowly / the Honing is virtually always an inextricable part of my process like i do Nothing in less than Hours#like i think even my freewheeling bsol sketches posted just this morning took me at Least an hour; judging by vids i played in the bg lol#not quite calibrated to have Attuned Confidence In My Ability To Forge Ahead thusly like oh no if i don't have Momentum or it doesn't#happen to be one of those times things just spontaneously come out great right off without more honing / consideration we're fucked....#not actually the case but yknow still realizing this lol But still able to just pat myself on the shoulder like It's Manageable & it is/was
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locked in so hard...I outlined two chapters...but wait, it gets worse. I was so locked in my outline is 20 pages long already...and I only have three chapters....the power of a silly drink and three hours at the library
#dw guys this outline won't break my computer (i hope) like cold kisses did bc i finally turned off grammarly#i was sick of it half the time being like “this doc is too long 🤨 we don't wanna look at it” which was FINE I LIKED WHEN IT DID THAT#but the other 50% of the time it was like “LET ME READ THIS AND HIGHLIGHT ALL THE TIMES YOU PURPOSELY DIDN'T CAPITALIZE YOUR i'S'#punctuation is not right in that sentence and idk what i clicked but i'm not fixing the end of that tag#i think my record was like 1022 errors#and i was always trying to shut it off like bro 😭😭 u don't gotta scan the whole doc#also just went to the store to buy sour cream#TELL ME WHY I'M AT THE STOP LIGHT SHOVING THIS SOUR CREAM IN MY BAG I BROUGHT W ME TO THE LIBRARY#this car next to me looks at me (we both have our windows down)#we BOTH do a double take bc i thought i knew him#and he tells me he likes the color of my hair#and i just completely sneered i'm pretty sure i gave him a look on disgust and was like “🙄 thanks”#I'M SORRY IT WAS SO OFFPUTTING THIS IS WHY I'M SINGLE BC I ALWAYS EXPECT THE WORST INTENTIONS FROM MEN#WHY DID HE SAY THAT TO ME#thank u for coming to my very unrelated rant in the tags i had to tell someone#ness' brainvomit <3
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So the one reason to go to Arkansas is to drive through a town named "Flippin," where everything sounds like a euphemism. Flippin Fire Dept. Flippin School. Flippin Police. Etc.
While that does sound charming, I don't know that justifies a trip to Arkansas
#when I was considering moving to georgia#a place I had not been yet#I was at this hole in the wall thai restaurant with a friend#and the tables were soooo close together#and there was a couple next to us#and the one boyfriend was just like hissing that he was NOT going to move to Arkansas#he didn't care HOW good his bf's job offer was#he was NOT GOING#he could get a job ANYWHERE ELSE#and while GA is not quite on the same level as Arkansas I was like gosh that is what i'm feeling right now#it's soooo far south#anyway I did move to GA and it was fine#although that feels disingenuous#I very rarely left the city and in the city I very rarely met anyone who was actually FROM GA#this one time I stopped for gas in what is apparently a small shitty town#and I'm white but apparently I was OBVIOUSLY not from around there#because there were like five old men sitting at the bar of the little gas station restaurant#who stopped talking when I walked in and just... watched me#as I bought a snack for the road and asked where the bathroom was#just silently disapprovingly watching this outsider... utilize a gas station#the girl working the register seemed apologetic#when i went back out to my car I could see all them watching me from the window#so I do think there are parts of GA that straight up suck#and had I been a different race I think my safety would have been in question that day#but Atlanta was fine for the most part#weirdly full of people from Chicago
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Can we please talk about the bisexual lighting, I NEED to talk about the bisexual lighting, I am chomping at the bit over the bisexual lighting, I cannot breathe or function over the bisexual lighting, SOMEONE SEDATE ME ABOUT THE BISEXUAL LIGHTING
#Void Rambles#ofmd s2 e6#I'm crying#I'm eating the walls#ofmd#our flag means death#ofmd s2 spoilers#I want to go feral and comit every aggressive act known to man#I want to gnaw my own arm#I want to chew glass#I want to slam my head through windows until eternity#I want to jumpin front of a semi#I want to rip up drywall with my bare hands#I want to shake myself until I get whiplash and then scream until my own eardrums implode and I ascend into the next plane of being#no its not death its BISEXUAL LIGHTING#I'm doing the fucking COD zombie screams inside my soul right now
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Imagine you have to set up yakumo's enclosure for the next couple months. How do you set it up and what do you put in there?
oh NO.! THE PROPPHECY HAS BEenm FUFILLED
i am standing in my room, leggies rooted to the floor. i am in shock .frozen and i have no idea how to proceed. there is a perpetual pathetically sobbing serpent under my blankie.
#stares at the camera and stage whispers#i can't be responsible for another living creature. i can't. or . er. i can. but I SHOULDN'T#i'll have to suppress every violent urge in my body to keep this thing alive for several months#i CANNOT fling him out the window. i WILL NOT grab his entire face and squeeze. I SHALL NOT chew on his tail.#now i'm reminded of that post where it's a pretty princess cage on the floor and comments go [that aint big enough for a dog]#and OP is all [it's not FOR a dog 😀]#yeah. that's me right now imagining a full grown yakumo in a cage by my bedside#SO FOR EASE OF MY IMAGINATION AND TO increase yaku's chance of surviving these next months#i'm going to try real hard to imagine him exclusively in pocket snake form (scrunches up my face in valiant effort)#his enclosure (crib?!?!) is flanked on all sides by eiden plushies#since yaku is an adult there is a smaller chance of him suffocating on eiden in his sleep. wait. actually#arranges the eiden walls to give some pockets of air. i don't trust him. he WILL suffocate on eiden given the opportunity#he gets one of those tiny dollhouse cooking sets for enrichment LOL#or i'll give him a bunch of those make-your-own gummy kits with elaborate setups and tiny egg gummies#crying yaku is the excuse i need to finally get a humidifier#i can survive not misting myself.. usually... but yaku will cry himself into dehydration. it's misting time#he gets an entire alcove closed off in the corner with his basic needs met. i cannot perceive#he can lurk in privacy as much as he wants. there are at least TWO hot rocks in there with garukaru's faces painted on em#there is a duplicate open-space alcove next to it for when he actually wants something from me LOL#is he a free range snake? can i take him to a bunch of restaurants and shove food into my sleeve for him? he wants to sample the delights..#tempted to put a bell on him just so if he gets loose in the basement i'll know to fish him out#but he's pretty cautious... he won't get into any fatal situations in the house right? ...does he know how to swim?!#at least one day is reserved for testing yaku's swimming capabilities.#he is going into the bathtub while it has a film of water. gonna test his traction. i hope i won't get panic-strangled#asks
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sometimes I look at a photo and I'm like "is. is this AI generated" and no, everything lines up, shadows are correct etc, some people just have weird fucking houses
this kitchen is so wrong to me on multiple levels but unfortunately I'm pretty sure it's real
#that's. a weird window situation. even the way the shelves interact with it is weird.#don't like where those stove knobs are.#that narrow ass cabinet next to the stove... die#what the fuck is that lil squiggly lamp ass thing???#i'd be so aggravated in this kitchen every day of my life#ngl it's so off to me that i'm STILL staring at it suspiciously looking for signs of generation#the bowls and glasses on the right shelves....... hmmm *squint*
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new deekay hand pics make him look like ur coworker the hot tenured professor that everyone admires for his knowledge and how he became such an established teacher at such a young age (and also how sexy he is with the scarf he wears every day to match the color of his coat) and everyone in the department has a crush on him including you, but he secretly has a crush on you back. he starts leaving flowers in your office once a week and you're not supposed to know they're from him but you accidentally saw him doing it once but you still pretend that you don't know who they're from because he's shy. he always stares at you during the faculty meetings and he saves a cup of coffee and a donut for you because you always get there just a little too late and the meeting snacks are always gone so he started saving them for you. eventually he builds up the courage to ask you to sit next to him at the meeting ("because your notes look so much nicer than mine," he giggles, though it's a complete and total lie because he's so damn smart he doesn't even need to take notes). and one evening after the meeting when he's walking you to your car you finally build up the courage to confront him about the flowers and you both admit you're kind of a little bit madly in love with each other and end up fucking in the backseat of his car before you decide to go back into your office together so there's more room for him to eat you out like he's been dreaming of since last fall semester
U really want axes thrown at u babe? Is this retaliation for him not coming home yet?
#U ARE SO SO SOSS OS SOSOSOS CRUEL TO ME#HE N I ARE MARRIED AUTOMATICALLY THE MINUTE HE SAVES ME DONUTS#THE FLOWERS THO OFMFNKGKFKD I'M BITING THE CARPET#ESTABLISHED SEXCI SCARF TEACHER DEEKAY IM RAWRING AT U#I'LL SIT ON HIS LAP NOT NEXT TO HIM#CAR SEX? HELLO#WHAT#WHY WOULD U SAY THAT#IN THE OFFICE#????.!!??!#EXTRA DOUBLE TRIPLE HELLO? I'M GONNA I'M GONNA I'M CLIMBING OUT A WINDOW RN JUNIE UR SO WRONG (RIGHT) FOR THIS#june 🌞#junkissed#ez.mootz#ez.thots#seok.thots#svt.thots
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whenever I feel sad about not being able to pet stray cats, I'm cheered up by the fact that random birds tend to like me
#birds#bird photography#birdwatching#peacock#peafowl#I was born in the year of the dragon so being compatible with roosters makes sense#I also live right next to a forest and there's a little creek cutting through the backyard so I'm practically a disney prince#a few months ago there was a fox screaming under my window after midnight#there's also an owl and a lot of ominous hooded crows#btw I managed to pet the peacock and have the fowl land on my hand like I was a falconer but I have no footage of either#a few years ago I managed to pet a stray cat in the garden by meowing at it for an hour straight#last time I went to infinite azure there was a hooded crow that catched a fish
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state of the Hazel: not doing too great. general summertime sadness combined with a recently passed cat of mine is not great for the mind. i'm gonna miss that big dope.
i'm getting a good sense for how i'm also feeling gameways, though it ain't much good news. getting back into Persona is feeling rough because i feel like i "have to" play it more than i "want to" play it, generally never great. i still really want to have played it and post the clips here, but given the whole moderation issues of this site, it feels like there's added pressure to do it before it's too late, whether or not "too late" is something i actually need to worry about.
as for more immediate issues, sticking to just Splatoon for so long is getting me into burnout phases. i can understand why, in the past few years, i've usually finished at least one or two pokemon monotype runs by August, maybe visit another game for a good while, but i've done neither this year.
i think playing a new game is probably the best way to get out of this funk right now, though. precisely, i think something i never posted here could work best, to help enjoy the posting process a little bit more too.
i did a whole shopping list in the tags sitting on this, but that'll do for this one. give myself a little time with something new, should be be fine.
#hazel talks#there's a sale goin' on the nintendo eShop... ah. not pikmin. i was hoping.#less on the grindy side. middling length- maybe 8 hours or so. Cuphead sounds about right actually...#Crash bandicoot games are on a pretty good sale too.#oh hey AI: the Somnium Files is like 8 bucks. not what i'm itchin' for but i'll pick it up now for sure.#sequel... eh 24. probably won't get much better for the next three years.#it's a 10GB and 12GB download but the 512 GB SD card says ''cute''#lmao yeah i'm typing this out so that i remember them all. this was set to go by 4:50 and then i went window shopping.#oh i forgot all about We Love Katamari reroll. new Mario + Rabbids. heard of Dead or School and Indivisible before. de blob.#ooooh been years since i thought about keeping an eye open for guacamelee.#destroy all humans made it to the switch? huh. i'd've seriously considered it if 2 was available. i actually remember playing that one.#i kinda want a fighting game... just got the urge seein P4 arena and skullgirls. goin' pretty cheap- though i prolly won't do online play#ok that's enough browsing. i'm leaning cuphead and katamari. ah and guacamelee's like five bucks i'll get that too.#and just so i have an option on fighting games... P4A as well.#at minimum the first two are gonna be priority for a little while.#love a good sale.
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It's so wild and refreshing to me to want to be HERE. In my country. In my general area. Where I am
#for years I've yearned for people from the screens in other countries and always wanted to be elsewhere and it gets hard#especially being left untethered after relationships break or friendships fade#I still have friendships but this is my place right now and whatever I need to find next I have to find it where I am#trying to bond with people locally feels like I'm in school again. super worried it won't work yet so happy when it does#there's an uncertainty to it and it's. different#but also last few times I was with people I didn't feel the need to be on my phone at all save from showing the person something#which is. foreign to me#idk. something is changing and shifting towards what I've been searching for. just a bit#the steps have been small. and are still small. it's like climbing up a spiral staircase#been going on forever. long way come and nowhere near the top#but it's like I just passed a window and noticed the view is really nice out#this was brought to you by: upstairs neighbour woke me up at 4 again#bien rambles
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