#I'm pulling out all the stops
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it's a big writing day, I'm shutting myself away inside (for a change) and getting some final drafts in. This season has changed a lot since the initial outline and I have to keep rewriting episodes.
to keep my adhd entertained, please enjoy this pintrest board and feel free to drop me some asks today if you see this.
#but the good news is this season is gonna be stupid good#I'm pulling out all the stops#well as many stops as there were left still plugged in
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non-comprehensive haruhi autism creature comp
i mean just look at him she's literally

#kiss kiss fall in love :|#i'm not kidding there's so many panels like this. haruhi is a little bug with big beautiful brown eyes. literally (O_O)#nobody else is drawn like this in the manga it's just haruhi#still going through the manga yippee#ohshc#ohshc manga#fujioka haruhi#haruhi fujioka#i am a big believer in autistic haruhi and this isn't the biggest reason but it is a funny reason to me#also hitting haruhi with the he/she headcanon beam. i can't help it but also i mean. maybe a little more justifiable with haruhi than anyon#else i can think of. like just look at the show idk read the manga#ouran high school host club#ouran koukou host club#woahh fancy fancy pulling out all the stops (i guess)#eugh i should stop writing tags my laundry's been done sitting in the dryer for like. 20 minutes#also sorry these images are so small and busted i uh didn't look at them before posting and am not going to fix them <3
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AH. So that's why they put that content warning. I see!
#HM.#dndads#the peachyville horror#Okay tag ramble time I guess lol.#Amittedly I actually wish I *hadn't* checked the content warnings cause I think that moment would've affected me a bit more otherwise#(which for me is desired lol I want that out of my podcasts)#But HM geez gonna be thinking on this one...#Also something something Francis and Trudy talks this episode something something coldest human & warmest machine#Couldn't get that off my mind... Their conversation at the end there is what really had me anxious more than anything gah#ACTUAL EPISODE SPOILERS FROM THIS POINT FORWARD WEEWOO WEEWOO#SO one thing to remember is that we don't actually know for sure yet that Francis is dead#Which I know sounds silly but characters have been shot in the head before like this same season and not immediately died from it#Still gotta go through the mechanical process of dying and all that#But ALSO he pulled the trigger and that's where the episode stopped.#Again I know it's silly to say but we don't actually know *for sure* what happens next- *especially* cause Brunhilda is a sentient gun#Or he could die but come back from it somehow!#I swear I don't mean any of this as wishful thinking I'm just genuinely thinking of the possibilities here.#Cause like this podcast does things in this vein a lot y'know. Not always as dark but still.#That said I do hope Francis' storyline continues in some form or another cause if not like *maaan*#In brighter news the Pepper Pete bit took me OUT and you know what I do get happy whenever Sneaky Pete shows up too LOL#Good little bits this episode in general but shoutout also to ''It's time to play HAIR OR THREAD!!!'' perfect.
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jealousy really is the driving force of DamiTim as a ship. love that for them. love how Tim has the Robin mantle ripped away from him and he has to suffer the jealousy of watching Dick and Damian bond. how possessive over Dick Tim can be, to have him stolen by Dick.
even more so though, is the jealousy from Damian. how on earth do you cope when you finally get to be Robin, a role you've convinced is your birthright, and no one really likes you? every prefers the Robin who came before you? Dick regularly reminds you that he can always go and call Tim back when you act out? like the complex Damian has over Tim is unreal. Tim, who was born with a silver spoon in his mouth and had everything handed to him his whole life. he never had to struggle or fight for his place like Damian did. Damian has spent his whole life fighting and proving himself, and yet he can't ever seem to truly claw the mantle of Robin away from Tim. even when Tim lets it go, becomes Red Robin, they seem to share it. Tim can slip back into the role of Robin whenever someone like Dick or Bruce need him to, because *he's* the Robin who they need. he's the Robin who was able to find Bruce. he's the Robin that Ra's wants an heir out of. he's the Robin who even Jason respects. in Damian's eyes, everything Damian has fought tooth and nail for, was handed to Tim.
so of course he's going to react to Tim with violence and aggression, especially after finding out Tim has contingency plans for him. no matter how much Damian proves himself, he's never going to be enough, especially not to Tim. and so his deep refusal to see Tim as family, to acknowledge Tim's legacy is all driven by such an angry jealousy. Tim understands aspects of Bruce's legacy that Damian doesn't, like the need to sweet talk and play nice with the elites of Gotham, even if they're corrupt. they exemplify different aspects of Robin, and the aspects that Tim exemplifies are the aspects that Damian knows he'll never fully understand and therefore holds such a deep contempt for. he wants to fight criminals, not play nice with politicians. Tim understands the side of Gotham that's utterly foreign to Damian. if anything, he represents that side of Gotham, to Damian. a pretty little rich boy who's nothing but a know-it-all and not a real son of Bruce. he can't be a Wayne. he can't be Damian's family.
and all of that angry jealousy leading to unhealthy obsession turned a weird, angry crush from Damian is just my bread and butter. that is how DamiTim should be. to me. Damian obsessed over hating Tim Drake so much he accidentally ends up sort of in love with him and that only makes Damian angrier. because he can't prove everyone right by *also* liking Tim. he can't let Ra's win like that, because frankly why wouldn't Ra's be delighted by Damian and Tim getting together. and it builds and builds with angry passive aggression towards Tim that culminates in angry hate-fucking-that's-not-just-driven-by-hate. love and hate are always viewed as opposites in shipping and i think they're the same intense passion just in different directions. and for the best ships, they're very intertwined. what is DamiTim is not the peak of that. "i put so much of myself into hating you i had no choice but to fall in love with you somewhere along the way" core. love that bleeds into hate and hate that bleeds into love. "you make me so angry i regularly passively try to kill you but not with any real effort because who would i obsess over if you were actually gone" core. murder attempts as a form of courting. contingency plans to take each other out as a love language. they're unwell.
#necrotic festerings#damitim#timdami#tim drake x damian wayne#damian wayne x tim drake#also possibly a hint of dicktim at the beginning there#i have yelled at my partner about them nonstop#so i had to put the thoughts into a tumblr post to give them peace.#i clearly favor tim in my ships we don't need to talk about it#tim drake is so weird he makes everyone else weird about him by proxy.#like sir contain that aura it's making everyone mentally ill.#i'm not a hamilton girlie at all which is why it makes me so mad Wait For It is SUCH good song for damian#like that song just IS his complex over tim#whether canon or shipping#this pulls from a variety of canon btw#like yeah mostly pre-flashpoint#but i do think the fact that in current comics canon tim keeps defaulting back to being robin#must make damian SO mentally unwell#like oh that does not help your jealousy complex does it.#and the thoughts of tim understanding the elite in ways damian doesn't are inspired by the boy wonder (2024)#which GOD is the first modern comic to fucking understand how tim and damian actually feel about each other#in a way that isn't either cartoonishly evil or makes them make up too easily#ugh. juni ba your mind.#anyway the complex damian has over tim. is fucking wild.#bc like everyone uses it to woobify poor tim for being attacked by big mean damian#which first of all stop taking panels out of context#second of all#dude no WONDER damian has a complex. i'd hate tim's ass too!!!#when i was reading batman & robin (2009) and dick casually says he can still call tim when damian acts out#what kind of threat IS that dick. sir.
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sun visits the moon at spk headquarters and gets so so so sleepy
#death note#my art#meronia#mihael keehl#nate river#mello dn#near dn#mellonear#trying out this new thing where i post quick art that is entirely for my own self-indulgent amusement here#this was an exercise in letting go of a piece as soon as possible and you can tell i failed because i couldn't stop retouching it#here and there. OLD HABITS DIE HARD but [with passion and confidence] expect a drop in quality/finishedness#kind of very into the colors here i like exaggerating their colors and saturations. their sun and moon codedness compels me#i also think people aren't as much into this ship because they assume they have very rigid [pardon my language] seme/uke roles and i'm like#[standing on soapbox] [crazy ex gf voice] the situation is actually a lot more nuanced than that#but these tags are long and i can't get into the push and pull power dynamics of it all. mello can heel is all i'm saying#ok that's all i have work to get back to drawing for work ( <- girl who just took a two hour break from drawing to draw)#brothercrush.txt
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This may just be me, but I think if you ship a canonically very abusive, manipulative and toxic relationship, you don't get to judge or call anyone degenerates for their own fucked up ships, actually.
#gravity falls#billford#stancest#yeah it's about those two specifically#but this could apply to shipping in general#i just saw an artist i generally like saying “it's so disappointing seeing artists i liked ship stancest and be proud pls be ashamed!”#saying it's disgusting and gross and the people in their comments were all in consesus that these people are weird and sickos yada yada#and i don't think they realise that it's the exact same logic people use to hate on billford shippers. like down-to-the-letter the same.#it's weird seeing people be like if you ship incest you're gross and disgusting but if it's abuse it's totes ok and doesn't reflect you irl#not only does that reasoning insinuate that incest is not another form of abuse which is YIKES#but it reads as tho abuse is not “severe enough” to stop people from shipping it while incest is even tho both are very bad which is worse#you either believe that what you ship reflects you irl and no one should ship anything immoral or you don't. it's just that simple.#you don't get to pull that “rules for thee but not for me” bullshit#your rationalisation does more to normalise and water down these crimes than someone shipping them while acknowledging it's wrong ever will#i don't even ship stancest or have any feelings on it whatsoever btw i'm just enough of a loudmouth to call out hypocrisy when i see it#unrelated but i need to stop making my tags longer than the actual freaking post 💀#momento rambles
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life is hard for us oz fans who are only meh about wicked. have half a meme.
#it's not even that i dislike boq as a character - he's fine. i think galinda is the most intriguing of the musical esp in her relationship#with power and how that relates to her relationships with other people. but boq is fine#i am just SO fucking tired of conflating boq wicked with nick chopper baum books#that's not my tin woodman. and i don't want him to be. nick (unlike many oz characters) has a very specific and set backstory#he has a whole damn book about it ffs#and boq is such a different character in terms of role symbolism and personality that i just cannot see him as even an au version of nick#fiyero too to be completely honest. though his mischaracterization doesn't bother me quite as much bc i read the book and he is rather#intriguing as a separate character - i don't love him in the musical tho. anyways specifically calling boq the tin woodman and saying#all the baum book stuff happened to him is so irritating to me because they are not at all the same. and nick is one of my favorite charas#in any media ever. idk. no hate if you like boq ofc and i don't want to stop you from having fun with the characters#i just am getting tired of the greater oz fandom latching on to wicked as fleshing out the baum or mgm characters. it's an entirely#different world. (and yes we can discuss the fact that wicked is intended to be canon compliant with the 39 film - but once again it's#a stretch to say it fits the charas. and that isn't the issue i have here.)#anyways. sorry. i'm just tired of wicked = boq = nick stuff#esp im annoyed at the fiyero and boq blorbo-ifying i see when the women of this musical are far more interesting and proactive#boq and fiyero are just furniture/pawns in the great drama that is elphaba's life and the way she pulls glinda into it with her#but WHATEVER i DIGRESS and shit. ignore this. whatever#it's the way people attempt to reconcile a lot of non-compliant media into whichever one they like the best. which is all fun and games#i am just being a hater. ok? this is me being a hater.#analysis#wizard of oz#wicked#wicked musical#toast talks oz#toasty talks
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Idk I just hate when people get offended when someone says "Sasuke was mentally unstable" Like okay 1- he broke out into genuine LAUGHTER and I dont understand how you can't be a little weirded out by that and 2- Being mentally unstable isn't like??? A bad thing???
Like??? Being unstable or mentally unwell is in no circumstance a bad thing. You're sick. Would you refute it with the same vigor if I said he had the flu too? Like idk it might just be me but Sasuke finally breaking down makes so much sense for his journey. Like I get people who just explain it away or don't like that hc. But people who outwardly get offended and hurt by me saying he was unwell like? Its really not that serious and it says a LOT about you that you can't handle your favourite character being sick.
#Like it might just be because of my personal experience#But if someone started yelling on my behalf and saying when I started trying to tear my skin off and pull my hair out I was completely-#-Sound of mind I would be kind of pissed off#Like can we stop treating mental illness like its some shameful thing#"Oh yaya mental illness is a sickness and u shouldn't be ashamed of it! Oh... but no my favourite character doesn't have that... bc#“He's really cool sooo that wouldn't happen to him!!!”#Do they know#LOOK AT HOW RIDICULOUS THAT SOUNDS LIKE... MY BROTHER IN CHRIST PLEASE SAY YOU KNOW#Its like when people try to pretend Sasuke has both his arms bc its too difficult to write someone who only has one#HMMMM????? OH YEAH IT IS A LITTLE DIFFICULT TO LIVE WITH ONE ARM YEAH#Like Sasuke is physically disabled after shippuden lets stop trying to erase that#Naruto has like. No disabled representation. Why are you taking away the one character we get??#I'm not here to shit anyone even if it seems like that a little#I'm a bit sour about it- but that doesn't mean I won't read and like and comment on a fic that gives Sasuke his arm back#But I feel like its been way too normalised to just try and erase that from Sasukes character#Imo Sasuke was mentally unwell in his actions but his choices were justified. He is disabled and -as most disabled people are- is strong-#-enough to live with it and thrive#pro sasuke uchiha#pro sasuke#It's a difficult concept to try and understand if you're not disabled or ill yourself but if you're able bodied please try to get it#It's a little hurtful when people try to erase all representation of the community#I'm not missing any limbs myself- but I do have a physical disability that severely impacts my ability to maneuver#And seeing people avoid writing about it and skimming over it like it's nothing feels a little off#sasuke uchiha#naruto#naruto shippuden#moldy-flowers#Sasuke
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Individual character and duo bromides for the upcoming Gavv photobook, to be released February 14 2025! 🍬
#14shyx#kamen rider#kamen rider gavv#toku merch#toku photobooks#toku bromides#the sweets-theme rider series releasing their first photobook on valentine's day aka the day of discounted chocolates#aka my birthday....never have i won as hard as when apink did their last ot6 album (horn) on feb 14 2022!!#i was going through my photobook stash the other day and thought that once i acquire geats complete work box i'm gonna stop there#maybe get the shouma nui but otherwise we're all good in the toku merch department y'know?#bUT THEN THEY PULLED OUT THESE BROMIDES#and i want all the ones with shouma and sachika!!!#honestly it's diabolical that sachika doesn't have her own bromide and has to share with shouma while the bit villain gets his own bromide#but the sachika+shouma one is so so cute and piNK how am i supposed to choose between that and puppy shouma with his twin ><#btw i just know the shouma+hanto one alone will prob go for 5000-ish yen on mercari jpn hA
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I've finally got the time and energy to carry on with the rewrite and I am... stuck.
I've reached the part where I need to make the kiss obvious now, Zuri can't skirt around it anymore. Not in her own head, at least💀
The problem is, the body language that Zuri and Bobby exhibit is important to the dialogue they exchange and the kiss (especially since I'm writing around the "unwanted kiss" version in the books, I'll go into detail about that a bit in the tags) but a full on flashback isn't going to work with the way I've already written this.
So... do I just keep the dialogue and leave the details out and up to imagination? Or do I keep them by having the memory be in italics and split up between her current thoughts + anything else happening around her?
#the way the unwanted kiss is in the books is a little...hm#just the words “unwanted kiss” puts it in a weird territory#and makes the detective kissing back seem...hm#but I've found a way to work with it and have it make sense for zuri#by now it's obvious that they have a lot of history#and they did have some good times before everything went to shit#bobby is gonna use that of course - and he's going to use a detail she shared in a tmi type of conversation they had#while they were...partaking in something that lowered their inhibitions lol#with the motive of hitting zuri in the “you're special” soft/weak spot he knows she has#it usually wouldn't work coming from him because she knows his game#but this is after days of adam telling her that he's around her mostly because its his job#and right after overhearing him telling nate - someone he is obviously very close to#someone that she assumes he has no reason to lie to or hide things from - that he doesn't have any type of feelings for her#and it bothers her more than she'd ever admit at this point - it stings and she doesn't like that it does#she to a certain extent knows that it's a lie#but it planted seeds of doubt around the interactions they've had where she did seem to matter to him beyond being someone he has to protec#so... kissing bobby is going to be more of a temporary lapse in judgement than something she initiates or encourages or anything#but she does kiss him back for a bit - thanks to her classic 'find comfort in someone' coping mechanism#but it's not all that comfortable because it's coming from bobby and in the back of her mind she knows he isn't being entirely genuine#but it soothes the sting a little - until the alarm bells move to the front of her mind and she stops#so how do I convey ALL THAT without it pulling people out of the story? I'm leaning towards the latter#but any input would be super helpful🥺#chichi.txt
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If DCU "peak humans" don't resemble real-life humans I don't see why we should assume DCU trees resemble real-life trees. The DCU just happens to be a setting where trees, solid stone, collapsing buildings, airliner doors, rocks, lions, gorillas, giant pennys, boulders, concrete pillars, water towers, guns, walls, motorcycles, giant robots, metal chains, helicopters, and 3 inch thick doors made of chromium steel are all really fragile.
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oughgh i hate getting ideas for videos that i KNOW if i started i wouldn't be able to finish, just because of how energy intensive or long they'd be. im being haunted by a music video in my head every time i listen to this one specific song
#the gravity falls fixation has remained in place longer than i anticipated but i have no idea how much longer it will last#so I don't wanna try locking in on an over 5 minute long animatic#and then lose the energy partway through#i already have enough projects in my wip graveyard 😭#rye.txt#I've been so low energy with all my art lately. just in some kinda slump#every time i pull out a project to work on i only get a few lines into it before i wanna stop#SUCKS. do not like it#motivation and energy please#i have STORIES TO TELL#i need to make another MUDPAW VIDEO#RAAAA#i want to continue his story but nothing feels right yet :(#and I don't wanna make something I'm not 100% hyped for#because then it won't come out good#and I won't be happy with it#so I'm just. waiting until my brain decides it likes making art again
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okay FINE twilight au but the cullens are cazador's spawn (what a nice man, taking in so many troubled youths!) and tav has just moved in with their father, the local police chief, who has been investigating a string of missing persons cases in the area. wink wink. i'm sure that's unrelated.
anyways there's a scene in twilight where bella gets separated from her friends while out shopping and edward saves her when she gets stalked by a bunch of creepy drunks. in this au astarion ALSO helps tav, not out of the kindness of his heart but because they're easy marks to bring home to his "father."
unfortunately for him, when tav's dad warns them against going into the city again because those very same drunks have suddenly gone missing, tav starts drawing some conclusions.
"i know what you are," tav says.
"do you?" astarion says, disaffectedly picking at his nails, trying not to look like he's breaking into a cold sweat. "and what am i, darling?"
"serial killer," tav says, with complete certainty.
"what," astarion says.
#look i know i keep making aus where wyll/astarion would work better but also i just don't ship it. wyll/karlach truther 4 life#LOL#bg3 posting#on the other hand the idea of a platonic twilight au is deeply funny to me#astarion pulls out all the vampire seduction trope stops and wyll just raises a hand like i'm flattered but no. no thank you#as i was saying where were you the night of the 18th
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doodles of the shion
#saihate station#saihate eki#tatsunami shion#shion tatsunami#this was drawn with a pen i made with one of haru's sprites#not a bad pen#he is fun to draw i think#my style fluctuates quite a bit doesn't it#huh#it is 2 am (i'm gonna try to pull an all nighter)#i havent pulled an all nighter ina while#i gyatt meself some water + caffeine#i've picked up watching yugioh (duel monsters) again (i stopped for a while)#its been a fun time ^^#that took me a bit to find the carrots (^^) on the keyboard without looking#i like his hair#the hair kind of reminds me of evil bakura#ALSO i just changed the pen tip on my actual irl pen for the first time since i got my drawing tablet and pen i think twoish years ago now?#i also found out i had a pen holder this entire time#crazy night so far
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Ghost kneeling before soap's feet
He's panting and beaten and bloody and naked, silhouetted in golden light
And he looks at johnny, bathed in white light just as he is in gold, and he looks at johnny as if he is his GOD
And seven fucking hells if that doesn't steal soap's breath away
The man who knelt for nobody, the man who spat in the eyes of christ, and tried to bite out the throat of satan, and gave death a big fat middle finger
That man gives everything to soap, as if he is something to be worshipped or warshipped
#pulled out the old phone to write this#hellsite if you're reading this... please stop being possessed#I'm scared of you#I'll sacrifice obe of my sisters if you stop#simon ghost riley#john soap mactavish#ghostsoap#soapghost#call of duty#cod#cod mw2#divinity kink#el rambles#this is what I like to call “they have a terribly unhealthy relationship plz don't be like them”#and also ghost is a godless man to all but one entity#and that entity is just as godless as the man before him#sorry i kinda got carried away here
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The more I hear from others the Luz and Hunter’s VAs don't support lunter is laughable bc the way they were bantering and flirting with each other in Hunting Palisman like they really thought there was a chance that they were each other's character's love interest at the time of recording that episode
#lunter#me hearing sarah is anti lunter: okay whatever sarah nicole 'hunter is a homewrecker' robles#also zeno came into that booth that day PREPARED#also come on guys they have voice directors giving them notes#I'm pretty sure at one point these two thought 'oh shit are they endgame? well it time to pull out all the stops'#also imo i think that the constant “they're siblings!” from the fandom has warped their opinions on the ship#and since the canon endgame ships are different#I think if the fandom wasn't so hellbent on convincing them they're siblings I think they would be ok on the ship#not to say they aren't but they are clearly swayed from the fandom majority#this is why i say that VAs should recognize that their opinions are held in a higher standards and be careful#on what they say about the things they voice on#cuz fans will take and run with it#text post
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