#I'm not panicking you're panicking
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I had this AU archived off my accounts for a few years, but I'm thinking about it a lot more these days so I'm digging it up for sketches.
This is Kudari from Codebreaker, functionally the starting antagonist for the story when Emmet accidentally collides with him and takes parts of his body.
For a little debrief, the main idea of Codebreaker is that Emmet discovers that he exists in a false reality, and that there is a parallel plane where all of the instructions for his reality exist. He finds his way to this plane by accident after walking back from another lonely day at work, and is hellbent on learning how to manipulate it in the hopes that he can recover Ingo with that knowledge. Kudari is his own set of instructions, who he partly dismantles, allowing him to actually interact with the code. This leaves a hollowed out shell that starts trying to find his own way to get his body back from Emmet.
I'd been thinking about the Beta Submas leaks which lead me to sketching him again. Here's the first rough warmup sketch I did with a fight between him and Emmet.
From there I just started reworking his old design to be worse 💀
Let me know if you guys want more of this freak, he's honestly really fun to sketch.
#submas#submas au#au#emmet#subway master emmet#emmet pokemon#kudari#tw body horror#The armband says“ 駅長”‚ Station Master#If you're wondering about the ribs and spine‚ when Emmet first ran into Kudari it initiated a battle that he couldn't fight in#his pokeballs went dead and the mechanism couldn't open‚ and since Kudari was only speaking the scripted lines and not acknowledging him#he panicked and hit him across the face to disengage#When he fell motionless to the floor‚ he went to go check his vitals/run cpr but every touch was making him dissolve so he freaked out#and ran out of the subway‚ leaving Kudari without a good chunk of his body#Since his instructions were scrambled‚ Emmet gained the ability to see and modify code using Kudari's eyes and mouth#Kudari gained free will‚ no longer having every action decided for him‚ which was immediately exercised to hunt down Emmet for his body#There's more but if it wasn't apparent I'm not a fan of talking about this story 💀 it had several comics and information posts planned#but none were released after the initial 2. There's more rat lore behind why I shut it down but maybe another time#If you want to see this AU‚ the old posts are available on instagram. It's outdated and not great‚ but it can give some background
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#art.png#sprunki#sprunki interpretation#sprunki oren#sprunki jevin#sprunki pinki#sprunki lime#sprunki OWAKCX#sprunki vineria#tw blood#tw gore#tw body horror#don't mind the time i'm uploading this.. spoilers; IT HAPPENED AGAIN#atleast this time i could finish drawing but uhm yea we gotta talk to whoever's stealing front.. :/#i wouldn't mind if they didn't stay up so gosh damn late aaauh#ANYWAY. in case y'all are wondering yes i'm projecting a bit on OWAKCX. me thinks he has paranoia <3#idk if i should tag it but yea just for the record he probably deals with alot of internalized ableism#the others and vineria especially try to stop alot of that thinking but it's easy to fall into that when you're panicking </3
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A gift drawing of Jordana for the very kind @astra-the-dragon
When I first saw Obelisks I thought there was no way I would be able to draw them without major problems but actually it was pretty nice, the mane was ridiculously fun to draw!
#Drawing the lineart for this was literally soul-saving for me#it was so fun to do#also shading the mane but that probably goes without saying#I'm so touched how nice everyone has been to me since I joined flight rising#this community is so warm it's really sweet#also to that one person who diagnosed me with decision paralysis:#yeah you're probably right#but there's so much to do in flight rising! And I panicked 3 years ago after they just leave you without a tutorial#but a few days of playing this week kind of eased me into the game I think#expect more abberation drawings from me before artfight#also I discovered the gift to the world that is the Aether breed#I cannot be stopped now#flight rising#fr#fr art#fr obelisk#art#cinnamon's doodles
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只因你們叫我一聲大師兄 所以在我倒下之前 你們一個都不能死 Because you all call me your eldest martial brother...before I fall, none of you are allowed to die.
#Tang Lian is the best dashixiong say it with me#if you don't love Tang Lian you're wrong#you're just wrong#literally can't even help you he's THE BEST#Also I fixed the translation because whoever translated this drama is not bad...but it could be better#also quick plug here i'm headed out of the country for like 1.5 weeks#so content will be basically nonexistent but don't start panicking unless i'm gone for like 2 weeks#then maybe start panicking#like our heroes are panicking this scene#TANG LIAN IS A NATIONAL TREASURE and should be treated as such#Tang Lian#Sikong Qianluo#Xiao Se#Xiao Chuhe#Lei Wujie#the GOAT#Shao Nian Ge Xing#少年���行#The Blood of Youth#gif#claire gifs#my gifs#my stuff#my edits
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THE PURRING OMG??? Can betas purr too or is it only like an alpha-omega thing? How cute would it be if reader and Price kinda communicated like that once they got closer?? Price asks if she's okay or how she's doing and she starts purring so he purrs right back as a way to say " that's great " or something IDK I HAVE SO MANY THOUGHTS
Share the thoughs I'm living for all of them today 🤩
Betas can purr too. Why not? Lmaoo like, why not? Everyone can purr (I'm such a slut for purring) 😂
Noo but that would be so adorable!! Just communicating through purrs 🥹. The opportunities there 🤭 you've just given me soooo many ideas 💚
#i'm like hella anxious for an appointment tomorrow so y'all have been keeping me preoccupied so i didnt spend the day panicking#legit ive been having so much fun today#you're all now my internet friends#anon or not#answered
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[Trigun OC]
Team "would rather die than admit something's bothering them"
So for the first good chunk of their relationship, Bad Luck and Vash were more "fucking" than "dating". Bad Luck was really apprehensive about romantic entanglements, and had been taken advantage of by a friend, in the past. (While not THE reason he was kicked out of his community, it was definitely related.)
However, Vash-- aware of Luck's hesitance but not of the reasons why-- already had a little bit of a crush on him. So when Luck stupidly offered a FWB situation, Vash accepted, thinking he could be chill about it. He quickly realized, no, he could NOT be chill about it, and spent the next few months relentlessly pining and feeling guilty and wanting to broach the subject, but never saying anything.
Eventually, Vash's crush gets revealed, and by that point Bad Luck has kinda fallen in love with him and they get together and Bad Luck insists that it's all fine, water under the bridge. Truthfully, though, he feels a little betrayed, and has this sense of "why the fuck would you think that's a good idea" towards Vash, hanging over his head. But he also thinks he has no place feeling this way because he never told Vash why he was so hesitant (and still hasn't), and also he does love Vash now anyway, so there's really no point bringing this up now and messing with the status quo, right?
And that's just the beginning of their relationship. There's a whole bunch of other plot-related problems they never talk about until after things boil over. Eventually, they'll get their acts together and talk through everything, I promise. Eventually. It just, might take until after the plot's fully resolved for them to get there.
#typing up this post for the THIRD TIME because i'm FUCKING STUPID and ACCIDENTALLY DELETED the last one#to the person who left the nice comment on the other one i'm so sorry i just accidentally posted it while i was still typing and i panicked#trigun#trigun stampede#trigun fanart#vash the stampede#mid draws#oc - bad luck#trigun oc#mid writes#copying the tags on the other post bc they're relevant and i want them to be seen#working title is “i hope we both die”#which doesn't explain exactly what's going on between them#but i hope it helps you grasp how much they Dont Talk about their problems#you can tell whenever i have a mental spiral because i turn all my favs into the most terrible people to have a relationship with#i love you vash and i know you're a good boy in my heart#but i firmly believe he's never had a healthy relationship and he's not about to start now#/end#If anything is worded/formatted weird do not tell me. it's 3:30am and i typed this in a panicked frenzy#i'm going back to bed
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In the DA:I trailers for Vivienne and The Iron Bull's, we see that the explosion of the Conclave was visible from almost-certainly Orlais for Vivienne and from what could be the Storm Coast for Bull. Meaning that the Breach is possibly visible all the way from Haven to at least both those places.
But. How does that work?? Scientifically? How far up the sky and how big would the Breach have to be for this to be possible?? Is the Breach set in space?
#please tell me some nerds (respectful) have already discussed this#i need someone to do the possibly mind-boggling maths so i can say 'oh wow. no wonder everyone in thedas was panicking'#wave posts#dragon age#dragon age inquisition#dai#da:i#da: inquisition#if you're wondering why am i wondering this#it's bc i was thinking about hawke seeing the explosion from far away as well#and being like 'fuuuuck well i'm gonna have to go see that don't i?'
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Good morning! Welcome to PhD application hell! It is 12:39pm, I am one pot of tea and a cup of coffee in, and I just spent 1.5 hours trying & failing to raise the last $154 I need to be able to apply to schools and am actively trying not to panic. I've finished up all the pieces for my customized personal statement for UIUC's iSchool, and have recruited moral support from a friend who is also applying to grad school this semester.
Good morning. It is 5:27am, according to the corporate overlords that track my heartrate I have been awake for 58 minutes, and we're already off to a brisk pace at 129bpm. Today is my last day of writing grad school applications essays, and I've spent the last twenty minutes making a bingo sheet of everything I need to do, so we're off to a highly productive start.
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I like talking about my ocs and I like hearing about other people's ocs, so let's talk about them because why the hell not ( part 1? )
Question, what was your MC doing right before they arrived in the Devildom for the 1° time? I'll start: Magnus was peacefully sleeping inside a bus while making their way home when they got summoned & pulled inside the Council Room, falling on the floor ( ouch ) in front of the brothers and Diavolo.
#“and this is the story of how I fell asleep and woke up in hell 😀”#I have this image on my mind of diavolo and the brothers' pov#just seeing them appear a few feet on the air and immediately FLOP on the ground and stay there#they were concerned fr#“oh my demons we only just summonned them and they're already dead!!" <- asmo panicking#imagine waking up from a fall not only in pain but also in front of a bunch of strangers - demons in fact - telling you that you're in hell#and that you'll now be living with a bunch of demons - Lucifer AND Satan included - for an entire year#Magnus was hoping for everything to be a dream so bad#but then they woke up the next day still at HoL with Lucifer waking them up and the realization came like...#“...Fuck. I'm actually in hell.”#obey me#obey me shall we date#omswd#omswd lesson 1#obey me magnus ( my oc )#☙ no creativity for names ✾
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Me discovering a new game detail in Mass Effect 2 at midnight.
aka that time I gave Garrus a lethal disease
#Mass Effect#Mass Effect 2#Spoiler#Spoilers#Garrus Vakarian#LISTEN#I HAD NO IDEA#I DID NOT KNOW#SHEPARD EVEN WARNED ME#SHE SAID HE SHOULDN'T COME#BUT LIKE A DUMBASS GARRUS IS LIKE ''I am strong Shepard. i will shoot the virus''#AND LIKE AN IDIOT I WAS ''OH OK IT'LL BE FINE''#Cut to an hour later where I'm panicking because I legit wondered if the game would kill him off because I ignored a warning#also DAMMIT GARRUS#I KNOW you're trying to impress Shepard because you're trying to undo looking like a fuck up in front of her#BUT THIS IS NOT IT BABYGIRL#Anyway it was an eventful evening for me last night#(I felt so fucking bad for real. I felt like the worst person ever)
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not to inflict psychic damage on the person reading this but in the halloween episode.... will was really Calling Out for mike fr. he was Screamin like his voice got scratchy he was um. he was so scared :( and he wanted mike :( and um. well. the thing about that is that it makes me want to [REDACTED]
#and mike is out of breath from running and so panicked and so equally as scared that he just GRABS him and takes him home asap i jus .#doesn't even let anyone else check in with will he just takes him away he just takes care of him n holds him himself he jus t. he he he—#and then when will calls out for him and joyce when he's burning alive............ bro i can't do this i need to be sedated right now#THEY!!! ARE SOOOOOOO ....... I'M THE ONLY ONE THAT CARES ABOUT WILL CRAZY TOGETHER IT WAS THE BEST THING I'VE EVER DONE NOT POSSIBLE IT'S#HAWKINS ITS NOT THE SAME WITHOUT YOU YOU'RE THE HEART YOU GIVE ME THE COURAGE TO FIGHT ON YOU MAKE ME FEEL LIKE#I'M NOT A MISTAKE AT ALL I NEED YOU AND I ALWAYS WILL WE HAVE TO KILL HIM WE WILL /WE WILL/#BITES AND SCREAMS AT THE TOP OF MY LUNGS UNTIL MY VOICE CRACKS N GOES HOARSE N WRITHES IN AGONY AND CRIES AND#god. i need to go to bed i can't i . the homosexuals got to me bro they got me!!!!!!
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no because i'm over here trying to maintain a steady course and trying to not jump to conclusions and trying not to panic over out of context articles/questions/pieces of texts where i can't properly read the tone
and then rhys rolls up with-
#LIKE????#HELLO???????#i'm so#like i was kicking my legs and giggling all the way through that entire article#because it was so nice to see him so excited about getting to be a mermaid#and so so nice to finally hear him talk#AND THEN THAT JUST#WAS A SUCKER PUNCH STRAIGHT TO THE JUGULAR RIGHT THERE AT THE END?????#but like#i feel like david wouldn't........right?#RIGHT???????#*stede voice* jodi you're panicking!#*Ed voice* I'M NOT PANICKING ALRIGHT#y'all know that one spongebob gif where he's just looking forlorn at a table#that's me right now PFFFFF#like many thoughts head full but none of them are Forming Into A Fully Coherent Piece#something something piracy did end up getting killed off by the british indeed#and something something that violence is realistically going to be a threat for them#but also something something these pirates wear crocs and say 'for the lols' and bowl with british soldiers like it's nothing#so i would be SHOCKED if they did indeed get an unhappier more historically accurate fate#idk what's everyone thinking lol HOW ARE WE FEELING#BESTIES/ANONS PSSSPSPSPSPSP#OFMD#OFMD Season 3#Rhys Darby#Gentlebeard#Blackbonnet
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hear me out!! hear me out!!!
she is back (+) he is gone (-) he is back (+) ???
I'm pretty sure I've just reached a new level of delusion :þ
#there was something like this in mathematics#where you put + and - back together to get a result#right?#I'm pretty sure there was#so trust me guys#this is scientifically correct#and if you're wondering why I'm not yelling about quanxi being back I'm quite busy having a gay#I'm quite busy gay panicking#chainsaw man#csm 143#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk236#bungou stray dogs#bsd#bsd 109
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Does anybody else have this thing where you're used to living with anxiety and being constantly on edge, and the second you finally enter an environment where you know logically that it's safe, you get even more anxious because your nervous system is preparing for the Bad Thing that's bound to happen Anytime Now??? Because that's currently me and i'm not having fun
#it's bearable while i'm doing things but i'm running out of things i can do in this state#it doesn't help that this is mixing in with my general anxiety about changes#and like i wish i could somehow power through this and do the things i want to do regardless if i focus real hard#but unfortunately my anxiety usually comes with a big freeze response so#im just sitting here unable to move while feeling my entire body panicking#fun :))))#like... if you're still reading and you know what im talking about#is there any way to speed up this process of unlearning the constant fear of Danger#or do i just have to sit it out and wait until i get used to not having to be on edge all the time?#shut up salty
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#that's a lie i'm panicking already#for context i have a new neighbour that i haven't seen yet#but he's left in my mailbox a paper poll asking if we minded of he left his bike in the corridor#and i checked 'no' and added 'i don't mind no problems for me :)'#and today he left crispy m&ms in my mailbox to thank me for answering his poll#(and i don't see any of you giving me m&ms when i answer your tumblr polls 🧐)#so i MIGHT have gotten a bit too enthusiastic at getting chocolate so i wanted to be NICE THAT'S ALL#so i said 'don't hesitate to knock if one day you're missing an egg or salt or else ;)'#AND I ADDED THE WINKY FACE TO BE NICE AND SHOW I'M NICE#BUT I DIDN'T THINK OF JOW *ELSE* IT COULD BE INTERPRETED AND NOW I'M PANICKING#helppppppp#tell me this is salvageable#i've looked out my window no one has been walking with a fishing rod i can't pull a marinette and fish it back from his mailbox 😰
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but what do you do when the 2am thoughts hold up in broad daylight
#actually a little bit mad that when endeavour said 'career won’t hold you at 3am when the wolves come circling' they were on to something#but also what do you do when they come circling at noon and you're still like. i simply cannot see a future where i'm not alone#i cannot see myself not panicking and ruining things when anyone tries to get close. i cannot see a future where this feels easy#like. it's the htn 'you were so afraid she would touch you' scene word for word#and i think a lot of it is the everyday audhd and it's the damage growing up with undiagnosed audhd will do to a person’s self esteem#and it's the hyper independence and to a lesser degree it's the aspecness#but i have absolutely no idea what to do about it
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