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The villan heard the laughter before it abruptly stopped. She glanced up and saw... hero? The villan had never thought she would see hero again. Ok okokokokokokkokokok try not to panic, just act normal the villan told herself. The hero while this was happening had stopped dead in her track and was staring at the villan mouth agape. The rest of the gaggle of 20-somethings around her were glancing at the hero trying to figure out who she was staring at. villan told herself ok um just ignore hero surely she'll think she's seeing things or something, I look a lot different since we last fought. Besides I'm supposed to be dead. One of heros friends shook a hand in front of her face,
"Hello? Hero? Anyone in there?" He said knocking on heros forehead
"Huh? Oh yeah I'm fine," hero said with a nervous laugh, and tried to wrench their gaze away from the woman at the bar she seemed so familiar but hero couldn't place her face "just, y'know"
"Because you're not telling me I really don't know but ok" responded heros friendwith a smirk.
Throughout the night hero kept glancing at villan and her friends kept nudging her and whispering at her villan had noticed. Her plan was to get drunk so she would forget this had happened and then call a cab to get home. She had avoided this for so long! She had faked her own death-quite convincingly she thought, moved to a different city, made a new identity, and cut contact with anyone from her past life and STILL the hero had found her, the villan scolded herself. What comes next? Police banging on her door? Going to court? Prison? She supposed she signed up for this when she chose the life of crime but she had grown since then! She'd changed! She was no longer a bloodthirsty criminal trying to destroy a city she had a nice apartment a working car and a cat life was going well. Well, she laughed to herself good things never last forever.
"What'cha laughing about?" Came a voice from next to her, villan glanced up and had it not been for her already very pale complexion she would have gone white as a ghost. Hero had sat down next to her and was trying to make small talk.
"So uh how's your week been? Whats your name?" Hero was shitty at small talk and she knew it but was she this bad? The woman she sat next to was only a few years older then her at most and was staring at her like she just said that she liked homework, a mix of horror, confusion and fear. "Aaaaaaare you gonna respond or just stare at me like I'm a zoo exhibit?"
"Um sorry I just... do we know eachother?" Villan blurted, she didn't mean to, but she desperately needed to know if hero could recognise her. It sounded quite rude after she said it, but too late now she guessed.
I've lost motivation for this a bit, might come back later. If you guys like it. Please be nice I haven't written any storys since last February. Feedback and ideas welcome! Thanks
Edit: for those who were asking to be tagged in any and all stroys based of this prompt: @axxolotlqueen @lillysys @randomness20117
You, the villain, faked your death and started over years ago. But you never expected the hero to stumble into your new favorite bar, laughing with their friends.
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Hey you got an advices for a newbie who thinks about doing commissions? :>
And did you have any bad experiences? (You don't have to answer if it is too private)
I won't go into detail for any bad commission experiences, but I can at least tell you what I learned from em in the form of the advice you asked for:
PRICING! When figuring out pricing, ask yourself the following:
What is an hour of my work worth? This question helps you avoid underselling yourself aka selling under minimum wage. You're definitely worth more than that. $20 is a pretty good starting point for folks who aren't too confident in their own stuff.
How long does it take to complete an art piece? Create one sample of every type of commission you want to sell. Time yourself when you make them. Whatever amount of time it takes to create each piece multiplied by the hourly wage you've set for yourself is going to be your base price for each thing ($20 x 2 hours for a full body sketch = $40). You can also use the samples you've made to help advertise in your commission post and show your potential clients what it is they can expect from you!
How should I charge for add-ons? Once again, figure how long something takes, and shoot for something that seems both fair for you and the client. For extra characters or something like a background, for example, I charge an extra 50% of the base price.
PROBLEMATIC CLIENTS! Got a client that doesn't know what they actually want? Too wishy washy? Too nitpicky? There's a solution! Offer a limited amount of revisions. I offer two free ones, personally. Once the client is out of revisions, I charge them 20% for each additional revision, and I MAKE SURE THEY CAN SEE THAT ON THE FORM THEY FILL OUT. That way, clients are encouraged to get their WHOLE idea in order before going to you. No one wants to be charged extra for a mistake they made, after all -- And it's definitely their mistake if they leave out any details they later deem important and want you to fix.
THE AFOREMENTIONED FORM TO BE FILLED! I used Google Forms, personally. It makes your little business look a bit more professional AND it helps you keep track of multiple projects at once, while prompting the clients to give you the info you specifically need (like reference images). It's good!
BE PROFESSIONAL! You're more likely to get repeat customers if you maintain a professional customer service attitude while handling clients, and deliver your work as promptly as you can. Delivering work PROMPTLY is definitely something you need to imagine me circling and underlining. Please do your best to not take, like, a year? To complete a commission? It's a really bad look. Treat it like homework. Give yourself your own little due date to work with.
While we're on that! DEFINITELY send your clients WIPs while you work! Showing that you're making progress is a great way to get feedback from the client before it's too late to change anything, PLUS it keeps their mind at ease about the possibility of you potentially taking their money and running.
KEEP YOURSELF SAFE! Speaking of taking money and running, set up a system that works when it comes to charging clients and delivering the goods. I have been burned in the past and have learned from this. Some artists charge their clients upfront before delivering anything at all. Personally, I'm not a fan of this, because then it leaves the client open to feeling uneasy about possibly getting scammed. Obviously I'm not a scammer, but to lift the weight of that possibility on the minds of my clients, I charge half upfront and half upon completion. This way, I already have SOME money so the client isn't gonna "dine-and-dash" me, and the client, likewise, is holding the other half of the pay in a friendly self-imposed hostage situation. I do recommend this!
I also use Paypal to INVOICE my clients. This way, I have full control over the nature of what I'm charging and can avoid the client accidentally (or maliciously) sending a payment with something in there meant to get my Paypal account shut down. DO NOT WRITE JOKES ABOUT WHAT YOU'RE CHARGING YOUR CLIENT FOR. DO NOT GET YOURSELF IN TROUBLE FOR SOMETHING STUPID.
And this is all the advice I currently have on me! I hope it helps!
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this looks like a long time but initially it said 1 MONTH 15 days
#i think i will just have to grab cutscene footage from online... im not waiting for that sh... lmao#this has me admitting that i'm not a gamer and left that identity behind some time ago... which is kind of sad but ok#thoughh when witcher 4 drops... 😈#oh my god i typed witcher 34 instead of witcher 4. i think that already exists on the internet LOL#i'm actually not as excited for w4 as i am for the remaster of the first game#i also don't have any saves and i need footage of like some late-quest stuff (just for a mention of lore inconsistencies LOL)#like what do i do go beat tw3 AGAIN just to get a clip of ciri facing the white frost#...................... well........#ok ngl actually a shot of emhyr in the beginning of the game would be better to explain 'lore inconsistencies'#because that's probably more aggravating to me than the 'we changed the white frost so you can fight it' thing#that thing is understandable. that's like basic video game logic. antagonists can be fought...#and though i don't like that messaging that forces of nature can be fought...#i understand this is a AAA game with outcomes that need to be written as endings. it's not an experiential VN#emhyr in tw3 though has just annoyed me and has actually annoyed me ever since i found out his character from the books#after all that you're gonna take him and pretend he just wanted to be a better dad and have a good heir on the throne...#well ok he did want a good heir on the throne. to be fair. just. not ciri but her child ... ahem#tw3 just dropped that pregnancy plot like a hot potato 😭 because it's so uncomfortable#without vilgefortz to decapitate in the end and the lodge actively plotting around i admit it loses its meaning#also to be fair tw3 does not have that throughline about reproduction and destiny that the books do#like the begetting of progeny is a huge huge huge theme in the books and so ciri's storyline is just one of a few ways it comes up#without geralt and yennefer specifically being angsty at the start about children it doesn't really work as a plot for ciri later on#the elbow-high diaries
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i need to draw the new strawberrry cake girl or im gonna d i e
#I am school i cannot :(#And i. Wouldn't even share it on tumblr cause i am so paranoid of having an irl find my blog#But i need to do this so much#fambles#im l osing it at 12:07pm on a tuesday#Update I am still eepy cause again i did not get to sleep much but hyperfixation hath awoken me >:3 i must THEORIZE AND PREDICT#And im not dying as much as I was this morning 👍 if im still like. Owowowooww by tomorrow or late tonight doctor but like its#Going away kinda.#I get strange health things often just wait it out :^#Rambles#SHE LOOKS SO DHEKNWHAJSJSJN#i am going to theatre kid cringe in the yttd fandom because guys guys the curtains and the stage match up she's dressed like a rich#Theatre goer or almost like she's a puppet or a marionette or the puppeteer#I'm gonna lose it i love her aesthetic and design and shhsbsjsjsnnsnansnnsnannbb#Two sides of my I LOVE THIS#dark purples and my edgy middle school phase#And pastel pink with her SKIRT AND FRILLS AND HER RIBBONS AND
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aaaaaaa okey I ordered the speaker and the star projector. (and a beauty blender and a neck support and the new volume of yona and the garbage disposal cleaner matt wanted.) it was still only $35 actually out of pocket and I get my allowance in the morning which will completely replace that amount. I will definitely like the speaker and if I don't like the star projector arin will.
#yes this did take me an entire week#I don't like spending money. I like having money and I like having things.#but I must spend money to get things.#but I have had a very draining weekend and I deserve nice things and that's what gift cards are supposed to be for.#(frankly even if nice things do need to be earned which is a notion that deserves to be critically examined)#(depending on how one defines 'nice things')#(I have more than earned all the nice things I could ever want between keeping other people alive and keeping myself alive.)#(we glamorize Big Actions way too fuckin much btw but that's tangential off the 'keeping other people alive' thing)#(Big Actions often have the smallest fuckin impact tbh. they mean nothing without thousands of small actions.)#I very nearly didn't order the projector but it's late and I'm in my room alone and I turned the lamp off early#so that no one can tell I'm still up since my brother is still here#and it's just a tiny bit too dark for being awake purposes#only a tiny bit though#there's good light through the window because of the courtyard#and the projector has an auto-off#idk I think it's worth trying. if I like it they can give me extra discs for it for christmas#and if I don't I can give it to arin#the notion that I can try stuff without 100% Committing Forever is. not one I grew up with.#like. mom started me on piano lessons for my 9th birthday cuz I'd mentioned it at some point#and I faithfully attended every week (barring schedule conflicts or illness) until I moved away for college at 19.#you had to promise you really wanted something for real if you were gonna get it and god help you if you were wrong.#even though neither of us were prone to tantrums or greed even without those tight boundaries.#(and even though she did not hold herself to that standard at all from what I can see.)
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Why am I like this
#I'm so frustrated with myself#I wanted to have dinner two hours ago but I just didn't#and now I've sat around for two hours really hungry doing nothing#so I've wasted two hours I could have been productive during#and now I'm barely even hungry anymore I just feel kinda sick and so angry with myself#and I really doubt I'll manage to get anything done once I've finally cooked and eaten dinner#because it's late and I already feel tired#and the fact that I'm so upset with myself certainly doesn't help either#I can't focus when I feel like this I just want to cry and scream and hurt myself#which sounds so dramatic over absolutely nothing I know it's stupid#but I just get like this sometimes#I was already feeling kinda on edge all day and it's just getting worse#everything is so loud and I'm stressed and overwhelmed#my head already really hurt but I just hit it so hard god I'm so stupid I wish I wasn't like this#as if giving myself more of a headache was gonna make anything better#god I can't do anything#and why does this man need to watch tv with the volume at max#I fucking hate it here#and now I don't want to eat the thing I was planning on making but there's nothing else and I'm hungry but also not#and I know I can't do anything else until I've eaten but I just don't wanna idk I'm too upset to eat#I wish I was normal#personal
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I just saw fairly realistic human teeth candy on my dash and freaked out for a second like, oh god not again with the mysterious human remains. This is what being into bone identification does to your brain.
#look on the boneID subreddit we get at least one human bone per month. we had a molar this month! and also a humerus.#actually we've had more of these posts than usual lately. what's up with that?#last month we had two as well and one was also a humerus. what is it with humeri lately?#on days i don't feel like dealing with this i simply do not open reddit because if i open it there is a very significant chance#that i'm gonna have to tell someone they need to call the cops about mystery human remains#and give the 'please stop touching and moving things you think might be dead people' lecture. AGAIN!#anyway if you ever find a bone you think might be human PLEASE don't touch or move it. take photos and call the authorities.#you can also come ask us bone nerds about it while you wait for the cops to hopefully do their jobs and call an expert
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I am SUFFERING AND SOON Y'ALL WILL BE TOO, I AM COOKING SOMETHING [Oc and hazbin which reminds me I'm gonna rewatch it tonight]
#radiorambles#hopefully I'll get it out by tonight because it has been a LONG day and I'm writing sneakily while just dead on the floor regaining my ener#AAAAA A A A A#side note some folks especially in stores need to mind their damn business especially old people [And some younger ones side eyeing that one#hot topic employee that was trying to get me to buy a lesbian pin [I'm not a lesbian] and told me to rebel against my mother WHO WAS FIVE#feet away from me like my guy?? Usually NO MEANS NO and then judging me because I have shit memorization#ans then the old dude today making stupid comments about what we were buying at the grocery store like my guy?? have you seen the prices#lately?? if the ramen we like is literally a DOLLAR we're getting two boxes of it even then ITS NONE OF YOUR DAMN BUSINESS GO DO OLD GUY SHU#LEAVE US A L O N E#not to mention we had another guy literally follow us outside and stayed watching us until some police guys appeared then he left fun fun#should note the hot topic employee thing happened months ago Anyways I'm gonna go eat a concerning amount of cheese
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It's been on my mind a lot lately
#I'm losing my MIND#I'm not gonna get into it because it's late and i have things i need to do tomorrow#but just know#I'm thinking about blowing his back out.#which. might not be the greatest choice of words knowing he has back problems...#okay so I'm not *literally* gonna do that#just like. in essence#i will fuck him to the point of overstimulation tho#pretty boy is gonna be ... i am stopping myself now.#:3#shit... that one mutual was kinda right#...guess i did kinda get into it too. damn#i uh.#I'm going to bed now#love ya! goodnight! 💖
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hm hm hm !!
#just me hi#it's always the little things ghfhshvh#i wanna a thing and#/hang on lemme put on some tunes lol#thank goodness for osts.. anyway hfhs#//there is consistently some tiny thing that i get caught up in that makes stops me from doing something altogether#like for example when i want to work on one of my main projects i'll get pretty well into it and then suddenly drop it like it's on fire#halfway through gfsvh#because i couldn't get the line right or i forgot which font i used or the characters positions just bother me but i'm 8 panels into this#scene dang it ! !#or i get a fresher idea for the whole thing and don't get around to it for months because i need to recharge after u-turn like that. can yo#tell i'm going in circles hfhshv#i really do have around 15-20+ versions of the first chapter of pi.e.. it may almost be described as 'not a good thing' hghhfhsvh#Is it perfectionism? maybeeeeee loll - i've got a vision (and another and another and another) and very short patience#and also my ideas do Not have a good shelf life lmao ; they're like badly sealed pickled fruits <3#that's part of the reason i make stuff so fast tho. because the Ideas Are Running Away From Me ljfvsfhj#i have hardly any stand-alone pieces that are unfinished. but the Moment i tryta work on a longform thing it just does not work..#and i Could try to do everything in very small pieces but when i try to go small on purpose i usually end up doing my usual 7-9 step 1-4#hour process anyway and i not even catch it until it's too late fgshfbvh#yea though. i'm back at it again lmfshv :3👍#this may suck So hard but i'm gonna get it one of these days ! ! roman 3 roman 3#so let me try to stay on track again lol :> i will maybe return.. mayhaps hfhsv#//i've still got some stuff from during and before artfight (unrelated to it) that i still wanna post so maybe i'll do that later too lol :#toooooodles ~+~!~+~
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i am Thinking. i'm probably going to be doing a total revamp of this account. while i'm not gonna be erasing any of falkner's prior relationships, i want to do a.... sort of soft reboot of this blog, i suppose? i don't know how else to describe it, but i definitely want to get back on here and be active again. i wouldn't be remaking this blog or anything, i'd just be redoing it's theme, redoing falkner's carrd (i lost the subscription for his bio carrd anyways so it's not even accessible anymore) and throwing myself back out into the rpc!!
#⌜-- ooc#continuing thoughts in tags so warning for that#this is probably what i'm gonna bedoing today sdjgsh#if i'm not lazy#but i've been thinking a lot and i need to get over this random anxiety that i've been having lately#thats why if youve tried reaching out to me lately i just ..... haven't responded#because ive had it in my head that nobody cares#and thats nobody's fault but my own and i apologize for it#but i want to try and get over this anxiety and i think . revamping things a little bit would help
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The great thing about being an Adult is that if you randomly get Extremely Overwhelmed by Existence, no one can stop you from going into your closet in your bedroom with your laptop, changing into a onesie, and sitting in the dark quiet enclosed space all by yourself (even though you're the only one here because your spouse isn't home from work yet).
#my favorite part being that I had a really good chill therapy session today because things have been on the whole pretty good this past week#and then I swear it was like someone just dropped a giant DOOM blanket over my head an hour later#went from having a chill convo with friends to being pretty sure they all hate me#(or at best that I was just being annoying and unhelpful and unwanted in said conversation)#nearly had a small meltdown about the fact that one of the horses got wet *before* I got outside to put him in his sheet#and then it just kept spiraling from there#one of the hay nets needs to be repaired AGAIN and I'm almost in frustrated tears just remembering that#I was supposed to refill my pill boxes after work#but then I ended up having to work late after therapy so I haven't done that#or anything else productive#I was going to try and make soup tonight but that sounds super overwhelming now#so anyway fuck this storm that rolled in about an hour and a half ago#gonna go get some rescue meds for my anxiety now that i've remembered that those exist#and some other meds for what I assume is a continuing to brew migraine#and see if I can remember how to be A Human before my spouse gets home
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don't tell anyone but I skipped work today because I knew we might've been forced to raise NATO-flags along the city wall and I'm not gonna fucking participate in that shit 🤭
#swedish politics#fuck the prime minister and his entire group of goons I hate them#they didn't ask the swedish people for our opinion before deciding to dive headfirst into NATO because 'wahhh amewicca pwotect us!!'#such democracy. much wow#wanna bet it'll be equally as hard to get out of NATO as it was to get in? too late we're in the war pact-cult now :)#as 'institutions' I hate russia and america equally#obvs I hate them for different reasons but I still hate them both#some things those countries have in common are that they have wayyyy too large landmasses which makes them think they're hot shit#AND they both love to stick their noses in other countries' business#like nobody's questioning that russia is corrupt as fuck and has been for a long time. BUT-#I also need the world (especially fellow swedes) to realize that america is also corrupt as fuck (just somewhat more covert about it)#sure if a NATO-membership will stop russia from invading then that's great#but I can't help but feel like letting US-troops onto our land is just another type of invasion#I'm gonna enjoy being hostile to them when they come <3
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you guys know that tiktok audio about homosexual audacity and thinking you can do anything with no prior experience? "no i've never done that but i'm gay so how hard could it be?" that's me right now having almost no knowledge of computers but wanting to build by own pc
#like i know enough to know what i want. but what makes a computer actually run??? no fucking clue#BUT. i bought a gaming laptop like two years ago and it's already crapped out on me. and it's at a repair shop right now but because#it doesn't have standard parts (it's an acer nitro 5 17-inch) it's gonna cost like $750 to replace the motherboard and get it working again#and i bought the thing for $1500. so what the fuck#plus i've been thinking lately that i want to upgrade to an actual pc because i'm not in school anymore and don't currently need a laptop#and when i DID buy my laptop a couple years ago i didn't do enough research about what specs i wanted and i can't actually run#a lot of the games i want to play. so if i do decide to get it fixed i'd also want more storage and GPU. so it would be even more expensive#SO. i'm like. i can either pay like $1000 to fix my laptop which might crap out again in another year or two and need more uncommon parts#replaced. or i can buy a prebuilt pc which would be like $1800 if i'm getting everything i want.#OR i can build my own pc. and still get everything i want BUT in the process i will also learn how to build a computer (and thus how to#fix any problems that arise) and i can make sure to use common parts that can be replaced if they need to be. right?????#idk i kinda think it might be fun. and i've been wanting to learn the basics of computers for a long time because it seems like very useful#skills to have in life. and people say that this is a good way to learn and that it's not THAT hard to do because there's so many resources#and guides online to help you figure out how to do it.#like am i crazy for wanting to do this????#mine
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it's gearing up to be another absolutely hellish day tomorrow and I am actively making things worse for myself
#i have to go to work at 11. be there until 7. and then IMMEDIATELY go to rehearsal. no time to even get into costume.#I have to do that at the theatre during the show because I'm coming in late#I'm probably not gonna have time to put on my makeup but like. I NEED the makeup. it's important.#oh and it's currently 2 AM that's where the making things worse for myself comes in
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HECK YEAH, another Legendary down! It's all coming together.
#my posts#GW2#Guild Wars 2#i really really wanted this one for a lot of reasons#the description for one... Pirkko'd be the one using it and she's my main Commander :') it fits for So many reasons#I need to really do an in-depth analysis with Pirkko across both Regrowth and Flourish one of these days because. man.#the other side tho is that i use swords on a LOT of characters so it's gonna get a lot of usage all over the place So Yeah#AND Ceara the Defiant is going to have the Mordy variant. because I said so. :) dw about it. she's totally fine. shhh.#i'm already working on that but god the mats are gonna kill me lmao it needs so many expensive things for the last step#(i dropped at least 200 gold just finishing this thing today ok)#i'm still on the Memories step tho so it'll be a bit before i get roadblocked by that wheeze#i technically finished this last night but it was late so. here lol
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