#I'm not even a good Catholic
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#tbh George's hatred of yoko is a little overblown given that they got along later in life#and Paul credits George with convincing him to forgive her (though I'm not sure for what?)#but there was a hot minute there where holy shit he did not have nice things to say about yoko lmao#I mean I get it they all hated her at first#but vehemently hating someone bc you have so much repressed rage it feels good to see your friend get sad/mad when you hate on his wife#is 100% post-catholic culture#it's a level of passive aggression and emotional repression and indirection that normal people couldn't even comprehend#and then you wake up years later like “wait maybe that wasn't entirely about her"#but by then it's usually too late#george harrison#the beatles#op#beatles meme#shitpost#queue
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I love how you draw Rollo as a skrunkly little gremlin, can we see him being absolutely unhinged?
I did draw him a bit deranged from time to time ! Though I consider most of the art as old and a bit cringe now but here's a few ! (from latest to newest, I consider the chibi one stepping out of the mirror room coffin as a bit deranged :') ) I guess I didn't draw him unhinged unless there was a good reason to/context and I mostly get inspired to draw when I listen to music so two here are related to fire themed songs + there's a mini "comic" of post GloMas Rollo unable to be near fire without physically trembling and feel unwell
Though I'd loke to draw him unhinged more often ! I just need a context or something inspiring to do so
I'm planning on drawing more of fire scared/trauma Rollo sometime soon ! But I can take other suggestions as well :)
#behold ! my inconsistent drawings of rollo#most of my rollo art I consider very cringe now but I'm still so proud of the touhou twst crossover#I like the salieri rollo too#I want to make redraws of rollo based on “universe on fire” by gloryhammer and “faster than the flame” by powerwolf#faster than the flame is about purging sins w/ fire and this is very rollo-core#Catholic-ish delirious rollo is one of my favorite rollo flavors even though I don't draw it nearly enough#I am once again recommending vatican miracle examiners for the religious delirious vibes the priests are very good friends too (desperate)
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it's pretty funny that catholicism gets the brunt of the blame for like trauma and craziness in religion because in all honesty it's like. pretty chill. I'm generalizing here but no more than anyone else who talks about religion. like the craziness people associate with christianity is generally not coming from catholics lol. not saying there aren't bad people in the church but on the whole catholics are mostly just vibing
#molly mumbles#I'm not like. practicing bc I'm lazy and frankly God knows that#but I DID go to catholic school for 9 years and like. it was literally Fine#other than the 9th grade one I genuinely enjoyed my schools and feel I got a good education#and again like yeah this is biased by a good experience. but like so are all#the negative statements about it?#its not even 5am sorry if this doesnt make sense lol
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friends/mutuals please weigh in with actual reasoning if you have it
#i might actually heed the will of the people on this one#it's a GOOD POSITION and limited-time so i'm not stuck there forever#oh wait my advisor is Catholic i should ask him#anyway. feels weird and even duplicitous to be applying to evangelical/reformed places like ''i'm so evangelical/reformed!#i want to be in my own context again!''#and also to catholic places being like ''i love catholics so much! i study all the catholics! i want your money!''#maybe that's just the way of being on the academic job market???
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you know how in a lot of magical girl shows the main character has more chemistry with a female teammate or best friend than her male love interest who they force on her even though he has the personality of cardboard? sayaka miki's arc is the opposite of that and i love it.
#this is not a “other magical girls bad madoka good” post#i'm literally a magical girl blog. my favourite animanga series is sailor moon#this is a “boring straight ships bad yuri good” post#you THINK sayaka is going to get with the boy whose only personality is “he plays violin”#even though she has more chemistry with madoka in the first episode#and kyoko too#and also has some toxic yuri going on with homura#but no. she doesn't. a key part of her arc is that she DOESN'T get the boy#but instead she gets a traumatized girlfriend with catholic guilt who tried to kill her#and i love it. i live for it#puella magi madoka magica#sayaka miki#kyosaya#madosaya#homusaya#rebecca talks
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It is odd to me how so many people, including some hardcore Peanuts fans, seem to not acknowledge the connection between the depiction of The Great Pumpkin (or at least Linus' dedication to it) and religious faith.
I mean...in general a lot of people kind of ignore or side-step the role that religion plays in Peanuts. The most I see is usually directed at the recitation of the bible passage of Jesus' birth in the Christmas special, but that wasn't an isolated incident. References to the bible, and quotes regarding it and its morals are displayed at various points in the strips.
I don't believe that The Great Pumpkin was intended to be a stand-in for a religious figurehead initially (according to Schultz it was mostly because he thought it would be funny if Linus confused Halloween and Christmas with each other), but considering that Schultz has a very detailed (as well as somewhat complicated) relationship with Christianity, I think the similarities between the two are more than coincidental.
I will emphasize, I don't mean this in a way that "Linus follows the religion of some demon figure" (if you want to interpret it that way, go ahead, but I personally find that concept way too simplified as well as uncharacteristic as to what I think Schultz is doing here). I see it more as a conversational question about what our relationship with religion and faith is. Is it possible to believe in the existence of something without never actually beholding it? How far will we go in our belief, and is it ultimately worth it in the end?
#sorry about all the religion talk#I was raised catholic so this stuff is kind of embedded into my mind even though I am pretty agnostic-leaning currently#every halloween I end up thinking about this and am disappointed with how few people discuss it despite it being so clear to me#maybe I'm just a hardcore peanuts fanatic but I find there are so many interesting things in the strips/specials that people kind of ignore#or don't engage with#especially if it doesn't concern snoopy like I love snoopy but also the other characters are so good too!!#peanuts#charles schulz#linus#the great pumpkin#squack
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i'm gonna need some buddie fans to get the approval of at least three bathenaologists before they start talking about buddie-bathena parallels where i can see them
#listen i support your enthusiasm but the parallels some of yall are finding are more like perpendiculars#you are ignoring the context of some bathena scenes to fit your narratives#like paralleling eddie to bobby is all well and good. they're both traumatized catholics who did wrong by their kids#but saying athena sitting on the curb with bobby after they both witnessed a man die#or them sitting on their sofa together after 7.03 after they almost died in each other's arms on their honeymoon cruise#is the same thing as buck and eddie sitting together after eddie did the risky business dance and buck got dumped#is just not the same vibe at all#911#this is not even me ragging on the ship i'm just saying AS A BATHENA STAN the parallels do not match#bathena
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yall mind if i *PSWG my OCS*
#my art#pswg#nevermind the fact that i actually vehemently dislike PSWG#i promise i'm not catholic its just a good number of their depictions dont sit right with me#and the humor is so far from my cup of tea its not even funny#hence why i dont find it funny *badum tsh*
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for pride month I am haviiiiing. an itty bitty gender crisis
#ari speaks#it's like. am I a woman?? what the fuck even IS a woman??#bc if “woman” is “person who will bear and birth children�� I'm already failing on that front due to medical reasons#yippee for pcos. ig#and then it's like. well then what IS a woman#and is that definition even useful??#like do I believe in the catholic gender essentialism I was raised with??#no. no I do not#but like if there's no Inherent Magic Difference between men / women / etc / then like what the fuck does it mean to be a woman#like am I or am I not or is this even a useful thing to conceptualize???#idk I just feel Disconnected from the Concept of womanhood#like I am a Gal and a Girlie but in the sense that Drizzt Do'Urden is my wife#in that it's not about the Gender it's about like. the Vibes#all I know is the pronouns are she/her#and like. maybe that's all I need to know#maybe that's enough#idk it's just. a Word would be nice. so I know I'm not crazy#maybe quoigender is the word?? for now??#idk it's like. my little queer self who forged her identity in the midst of The Ace Discourse back in 2017 is terrified of being accused of#claiming labels and spaces that “aren't meant for her” or whatever#and it's like. am I Not Cis enough to be here????#like she/her and “woman” is. good enough I guess#I can get by with it#but like.#idk#realizing that I kinda feel disconnected from the whole Gender thing in the same way I feel disconnected from sexuality and romance#and it's like. as a writer. I very rarely actually know what my characters' Genders are#all I know are the pronouns#and like????#[gestures vaguely]
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beating my shame back with a stick: cringe is dead. you're allowed. to have interests.
#looking at myself in the mirror. getting excited doesn't need to be followed up by immediately guilt#everybody is cringe and the world is so sad. hold on to the good feelings as much as you can.#why do I feel so bad for liking something. I'm not even catholic.
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Can you guys pray for this couple I know who has done a lot of work for the pro-life cause (i.e. raising funds to help pregnant women, raising awareness,) which has been really amazing but they signed up for embryo adoption.
They adopted 15, lost 10 of them. And she's now pregnant with 2 of them. (they thought they lost 3 but they received news that they may survive)
As a Catholic I cannot support IVF and other reproductive technologies but there is already of a lot of tragedies here for losing those children but also joy because she's pregnant so I'm just hoping for safe pregnancy and delivery for her even tho it's thru a method I cannot agree with.
#I'm not aware if the Catholic Church officially forbids embryo adoption#since their intentions are good (wanting to give those embryos a chance) would this be more in the gray area?#But even then I cannot even be fully on board with this.#Prayer request#prayer requests
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Alright uninformed rant time. It kind of bugs me that, when studying the Middle Ages, specifically in western Europe, it doesn’t seem to be a pre-requisite that you have to take some kind of “Basics of Mediaeval Catholic Doctrine in Everyday Practise” class.
Obviously you can’t cover everything- we don’t necessarily need to understand the ins and outs of obscure theological arguments (just as your average mediaeval churchgoer probably didn’t need to), or the inner workings of the Great Schism(s), nor how apparently simple theological disputes could be influenced by political and social factors, and of course the Official Line From The Vatican has changed over the centuries (which is why I’ve seen even modern Catholics getting mixed up about something that happened eight centuries ago). And naturally there are going to be misconceptions no matter how much you try to clarify things for people, and regional/class/temporal variations on how people’s actual everyday beliefs were influenced by the church’s rules.
But it would help if historians studying the Middle Ages, especially western Christendom, were all given a broadly similar training in a) what the official doctrine was at various points on certain important issues and b) how this might translate to what the average layman believed. Because it feels like you’re supposed to pick that up as you go along and even where there are books on the subject they’re not always entirely reliable either (for example, people citing books about how things worked specifically in England to apply to the whole of Europe) and you can’t ask a book a question if you’re confused about any particular point.
I mean I don’t expect to be spoonfed but somehow I don’t think that I’m supposed to accumulate a half-assed religious education from, say, a 15th century nobleman who was probably more interested in translating chivalric romances and rebelling against the Crown than religion; an angry 16th century Protestant; a 12th century nun from some forgotten valley in the Alps; some footnotes spread out over half a dozen modern political histories of Scotland; and an episode of ‘In Our Time’ from 2009.
But equally if you’re not a specialist in church history or theology, I’m not sure that it’s necessary to probe the murky depths of every minor theological point ever, and once you’ve started where does it end?
Anyway this entirely uninformed rant brought to you by my encounter with a sixteenth century bishop who was supposedly writing a completely orthodox book to re-evangelise his flock and tempt them away from Protestantism, but who described the baptismal rite in a way that sounds decidedly sketchy, if not heretical. And rather than being able to engage with the text properly and get what I needed from it, I was instead left sitting there like:
And frankly I didn’t have the time to go down the rabbit hole that would inevitably open up if I tried to find out
#This is a problem which is magnified in Britain I think as we also have to deal with the Hangover from Protestantism#As seen even in some folk who were raised Catholic but still imbibed certain ideas about the Middle Ages from culturally Protestant schools#And it isn't helped when we're hit with all these popular history tv documentaries#If I have to see one more person whose speciality is writing sensational paperbacks about Henry VIII's court#Being asked to explain for the British public What The Pope Thought I shall scream#Which is not even getting into some of England's super special common law get out clauses#Though having recently listened to some stuff in French I'm beginning to think misconceptions are not limited to Great Britain#Anyway I did take some realy interesting classes at uni on things like marriage and religious orders and so on#But it was definitely patchy and I definitely do not have a good handle on how it all basically hung together#As evidenced by the fact that I've probably made a tonne of mistakes in this post#Books aren't entirely helpful though because you can't ask them questions and sometimes the author is just plain wrong#I mean I will take book recommendations but they are not entirely helpful; and we also haven't all read the same stuff#So one person's idea of what the basics of being baptised involved are going to radically differ from another's based on what they read#Which if you are primarily a political historian interested in the Hundred Years' War doesn't seem important eonugh to quibble over#But it would help if everyone was given some kind of similar introductory training and then they could probe further if needed/wanted#So that one historian's elementary mistake about baptism doesn't affect generations of specialists in the Hundred Years' War#Because they have enough basic knowledge to know that they can just discount that tiny irrelevant bit#This is why seminars are important folks you get to ASK QUESTIONS AND FIGURE OUT BITS YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND#And as I say there is a bit of a habit in this country of producing books about say religion in mediaeval England#And then you're expected to work out for yourself which bits you can extrapolate and assume were true outwith England#Or France or Scotland or wherever it may be though the English and the French are particularly bad for assuming#that whatever was true for them was obviously true for everyone else so why should they specify that they're only talking about France#Alright rant over#Beginning to come to the conclusion that nobody knows how Christianity works but would like certain historians to stop pretending they do#Edit: I sort of made up the examples of the historical people who gave me my religious education above#But I'm now enamoured with the idea of who actually did give me my weird ideas about mediaeval Catholicism#Who were my historical godparents so to speak#Do I have an idea of mediaeval religion that was jointly shaped by some professor from the 1970s and a 6th century saint?#Does Cardinal Campeggio know he's responsible for some much later human being's catechism?#Fake examples again but I'm going to be thinking about that today
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I'm not saying I didn't like the scene, but I couldn't help but think "there was a teleporter and a telekinetic right there".
#marvel#x-men 97#spoilers#being purposefully vague since it hasn't been that long since it came out#but#like#come on#XD#you telling me a telepath saw someone who'd just done THAT all episode#and thought it was a good idea to let them be in control of that moment?#or the catholic priest who'd just witnessed the very recent break down and had concerns even prior to it?#i'm ok with what the scene was going for but it felt a bit too scripted for me to fully buy in#i only note it because the show has done a good job of staying away from that so far imo#so it wound up being all the more noticable#still enjoyed the episode overall though
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I have picked up trying to learn the fiddle again
I'm only on the first song in the book, Ida Red, but I got the first line of it down, even if it's a bit wobbly
#sword speaks#might end up practising in the basement lest my upstairs neighbors grow to hate me#my main problem that I had in the past is remembering to practice#but I figure even if it's 15 minutes of fucking around it's something#and I'm going to try to use it as like a quasi-meditative thing#cause to sound good you have to relax and be loose#which I have problems with obvs#and I've looked it up it's part of why music therapy works#and I might dedicate my practising to Brighid and the Dagda#Maybe Aengus Og if I feel called#depends on how I feel and it might motivate me to practice more#but then it might also get mixed up in my residual Catholic guilt about not being a 'good enough' worshipper#idk we'll see
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no but Hindutva is so fucking stupid, because it’s a bunch of old men going around imposing a religion whose main thing is that it’s not a religion; it’s a way of life. a way of life where the gods don’t give a shit if you aren’t a believer and non-believers aren’t going to burn for their sins. a religion that preaches tolerance, the importance of doing good deeds even through you are trapped in a cycle of life, death and suffering. seriously, to break from the cycle, you just have to lead a good life doing good deeds and to help others. nowhere in hindu scriptures does it say that you will not attain moksha if you aren't a hindu; just do the good deeds, and you will become one with God. hinduism is like ‘let live and do good’ it says nowhere that you are a bad person if you aren’t a Hindu in doctrine; that’s what universal religions do. I’m not even sure BJP understand what Hinduism is. fucking idiots.
#desi#desi tumblr#desiblr#india#indian politics#anti bjp#islamophobia#hinduism#hindu culture#i'm not even sure that you can even call yourself a hindu#if you want to oppress and harm others for the reason of holding other religious beliefs#that's not how it works#a cornerstone of dharmic religions is that you don't have to join any religion to be a good person#your morality as a person was intrinsic to your good deeds and your bad deeds#that's honestly a solid take on morals and i can't believe some old privileged men looked at this beauty and went#'but what if we were extremist right-wing catholics with hindu coatings'#disgrace to our culture#may they be voted out
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i'm so glad i won't be working with my pi after this month. i think i've reached my limit. i just can't deal with her anymore
#she said 'oh idk if i can make it to your thesis'#SHE IS ON MY THESIS COMMITTEE. SHE'S KNOWN ABOUT THIS FOR A YEARRRRRR#she said she might be on vacation w her bf... instead of going to my fucking thesis defense.#there was a special vote just so she could be on my committee. wdym you have to go on vacation#ALSO i've been asking her to check my calculations for a thing for MONTHS#and she still hasn't. but she made me present on it in front of a bunch of people.#i'd like to note that this calculation is like. the point of my thesis. and she hasn't even bothered to look at it#she forced the interns to work 50 hours last week. they're only being paid for 40.#she hasn't read any part of my thesis... others have but they don't know the details like she does#i told her to read my fucking thesis and she said she had and that it 'looked good'#what does that mean. WHAT does that mean. how do you have no comments. on my thesis. that determines whether i graduate#and then she said i'm ''irresponsible'' bc i went to a concert???#like it didn't affect anything. i showed up to work on time. i completed everything i meant to.#but i guess going to one concert is like. unacceptable.#i'm sooooo sorry i decided to go have fun for one night instead of agonizing about my thesis (that again. she hasn't read)#she asked if i want to give a talk at the new place she got hired at but she now works for fus#which is a incredibly conservative homophobic private catholic university. i've never heard anything positive about it#like they're legally allowed to discriminate against lgbt people... does she know what i fucking look like????#she's so so conservative but she only interacts with other conservative catholics#and doesn't understand how fucking vile her views are. and she wonders why people don't like her#like maybe she should shut the fuck up about how she thinks abortion is a sin at work!!#she once said 'the only time i feel uncomfortable in my skin is when i talk about being a conservative catholic at work'#AND THEN SHE SAID 'it really makes me understand how hijabis feel'#IN FRONT OF MY HIJABI COLLEAGUE. HELLO???? like she is not persecuted for being a conservative catholic#i literally started laughing when she said that. i think i said 'please get real'. and she's still mad#anyway. my colleague decided to no longer work with my pi. idk if it was bc of that comment#she mentioned that once i leave there won't be anyone who understands the data on the project anymore#like yeah. maybe you should've looked at the data. like at all#and not had an unpaid master's student do literally all the work for you
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