#I'm not clowning but I have hope
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25K posts out of spite.
Imagine what it'll be like when OFMD is saved and we're posting out of love.
Manifesting, babes. Manifesting. 🕯️
#emynn.op#ofmd#fuck zaslav#IT IS JUNE THE THIRD LET ME HAVE THIS#I'm not clowning but I have hope#and displays like this give me even more#love you all I hope your June the third was excellent
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is this the tragic clown the sims warned me about
#tadc#the amazing digital circus#pomni#art#doodles#sketchdump#just kidding that's the other guy that got turned into the forbidden polygon spaghetti and eyeballs#artblock go brrt haha#''say the line cozy'' i don't like how this looks (crowd cheers)#maybe I'M the tragic clown#the first fanart is always the most intimidating i'm fine now probably#i also have to draw feddy fanart i just don't have any good ideas for that either#feddy movie is good btw. surprisingly. i have already seen it three times#anyway pomni is cute i like her. i hope nothing demented happens to her (so many demented things are going to happen to her)#once again scheduling this for when i will be asleep so i can't change my mind about it. which is how i post most of my art
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Okay so I was re-watching (for the 100th time) and noticed a few details that could point to Rio being connected to Nicholas in some way. I'm gonna put on my clown nose for minute, so follow me for a second
First we have this shot of Rio.
Followed immediately by the shot of this clock. The mama bear and cub represent Agatha and Nicholas. But then we have the baby bear holding a flower.
And we all know who is connected to flowers/plants.
There's even the little flower/plant motif details on their 70's costumes. And the specific placement on Agatha’s oufit 🧐
And then there's this quick shot of a blanket with a flower print next to the Ouiji board which is spelling out Nicholas' name.
Quick last thing. I googled the meaning of Vidal and this is what came up. It can’t be a coincidence that they chose that name.
We're all 99.9% certain that Rio is death. But wonder if she can also affect life somehow? Life and death do go hand-in-hand as we know. And flowers are synonymous with spring/new life.
This might be a reach, but the writer's/show runners are masters of layered storytelling and don't do things on accident. I mean Rio being Nicholas's other parent isn't that crazy considering Wanda literally had her kids using her magic and sheer will.
#agatha all along#agathario#rio vidal#agatha harkness#spoilers#shannon speaks#i'm keeping my clown nose on and hoping rio is somehow involved#i just don't think after what they have built up and have been teasing in interviews that they would have agatha be with a man#even for a short time#and i trust them enough that i don't think they would go down the other terrible route#i swear most of my brain power is going to this show#i'm so glad i can do my job on autopilot or i would be in trouble
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Danny moved to Gotham.
Freakshow is touring in Gotham.
Freakshow knows Danny is in Gotham.
Danny knows Freakshow is still after him.
Danny's faith in heroes has been shattered.
Danny turns to the only person powerful enough to run Freakshow out of town, hopefully for good.
Danny turns to the Joker for help.
The Joker is looking for a new punching bag sidekick after Harley Quinn left him.
Danny is just the perfect person to be shaped by the Joker's hands.
Danny becomes the new Joker Junior.
#pondhead blurbs#dpxdc#how we feeling about this fellas#i think it's an ideal angst fic#but i don't wanna write it lol#the younger danny is the worse it gets#someone said that danny shouldn't be afraid of the joker because he's a clown and freakshow is a ringmaster. not a clown#if i find that post i'll tag the creator cause i can't remember rn#but i'm imagining danny who is heavily traumatized and scared and lonely#finding out that one of his worst enemies he hoped to never see again is hunting him and is so close danny has to check his eyes every day#just to make sure they haven't turned red#his anxiety is out of control and he's not about to go find a Bat or Bird to talk to#who would believe him anyways? he's a monster#but danny needs help cause he will not survive this on his own and he knows it#freakshow haunts his every waking dream#but freakshow isn't from gotham. he doesn't have the city's curses engraved into his blood. he never died and he's not truly teasing death#so danny chooses to plead for help from the only predator bigger than freakshow (in his eyes) who IS from gotham#danny goes to the Joker. prepared to offer everything but his free will and free mind. he can't give those up. it's all he has.#danny is a feral house cat asking a tiger to take care of a mountain lion for him by offering the tiger his own liver on a silver platter#joker is...delighted? maybe? no one is quite sure. but he takes what danny offers.#here is this little boy. almost the same age as the second robin when he died. pleading for the JOKER to be his savior. this will be fun
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As much as I would enjoy a kiss at their reunion, I do think the dragon prince crew would do something softer when (not if <-clown emoji) Sorvus is made canon. I'm picturing Corvus and Ezran and Callum arriving at the castle like in the promo image, them checking up with Opeli and she reveals everything is fine.
But Corvus asks about Soren. "Where is he?" he asks, his mind already wandering to the possibility that Soren...hadn't made it out. He will himself to remain strong for his king, but his body fills with dread. Thankfully, Opeli points him to the river.
There, Soren sits on the banks. Corvus sits beside him, noticing the same pained look in his eyes that he had seen on the ramparts the day Soren asked him to become a crownguard. Now, that same pain encompassed how he sat, how he stared mournfully into the waters.
Corvus asks is he is alright, and Soren can't even answer, holding back what emotion he can to maintain his cheerful attitude. He is failing miserably. Something more terrible than the Storm Spire must have happened. Something worse than Katolis burning down.
Corvus lays his hand over Soren's on the rock. Soren looks from it to Corvus, then shifts so that he can hold Corvus's hand back.
Like Janai and Amaya, its a confirmation.
and, of course, at the end of arc 2 or start of arc 3 (affirm affrim, manifest manifest, like to charge reblog to cast) then we get a kiss, teehee
#the dragon prince#soren tdp#corvus tdp#sorvus#Wrote clown emoji instead of putting the actual emoji cause I'm on desktop#I add the clown emoji because as much as they are waving those gay and bisexual flags around#as much as the crew is saying “couple dynamic” in interviews#or as much as Jesse Inocalla is calling Corvus a black cat girlfriend in podcasts#I have been burned before by two men that are a bit more than platonic in how they act#and I am not immune to being ashamed by people who say things like#oh#I only see them as really good friends. They won't be canon#or even worse#“we need more healthy male friendships”#as if they actually care about that kind of thing over shaming mlm who want to see themselves#in a silly little cartoon#so until they are canon (affirm affirm)#I will keep my hopes down if only so I won't be embarassed by people who said#i told you so#sorry for rant but that's how I feel
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maybe i'm a bitch but if i hear you go out of your way to judge someone's weight, i immediately lose trust in you & will probably forever find you a little unbearable . yes also the little floating bar over my head will start reading [hostile]. this is natural and u caused it.
#IF you do the therapy to stop being an asshole and make a POINT of being like#''i used to be a jerk about this but now i'm not''#..... we can reevaluate ....#btw i hope this doesn't need explanation and everyone can be normal on this post#and not be like#what if i am a DOCTOR and i was aSKED#like we all know what i'm referring to here#you're like in target and lizzo is playing in the background and they're like#DID YOU NOTICE THAT LIZZO IS FAT?#or ur on instagram and like some dude's comment is like#NICE ART BUT WHY ARENT YOU THIN#like .... okay we get it. we get it . go to sleep . go to therapy. bye.#ALSO BTW i am in recovery for an ED and im saying this AS someone with Brain Problems#pls do not clown on this and be like ''actually i'm allowed to be rude and judgemental''#no u aren't. none of us are. having an ED is not a pass for being a fucking dick#it can make you ACT like a dick. that isn't something you should be proud of or seek to continue#hence.... therapy!!!!!!!!#i know it's kind of controversial to say it but frankly i don't believe in infantilizing mental illness#by being like ''oh they can't help themselves''#bc that kind of thinking is .... unbelievably toxic lmafo#you might not be able to control your split-second thoughts/judgements#i have ocd i understand#but like. . . .. you know#we both know#this post is not about ''u blurted something u regret''#this post is about. THAT GUY
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Chapter 110 is 13 pages long welcome to hell!!! so in a lot of ways this is just more fuel for a theory that I've had for a few weeks now, that's only gotten stronger with each recent season 5 episode, which is that the last episode of the season is gonna end on 110, and that Asagiri/Harukawa and Bones have been collaborating to make this happen, specifically because it's a major turning point that would be the only good place to end the season on.
When we started getting especially long chapters again (like from 25-35ish pages, with the exception of 107.5, the last two being some of the longest we've ever had), at first I just assumed that Asagiri/Harukawa got freed up from some other obligations they'd been having to cause the extremely short/half chapters, like promotional stuff for the anime/Beast movie, or working on light novels. But then 109 happened, with the "supposed" death of Dazai, and heavy emphasis at the end on how literally everyone is at their lowest point right now, and I got to thinking. 11 episodes is a strangely specific number for an anime season -- why not 12, or 13, or even 10, like you'd usually see? Why have we gotten suddenly gotten two 35 page chapters out of nowhere, that's almost unheard of at this point? They're both beautiful chapters, don't get me wrong (as always), and maybe A/H simply just didn't want to cut them in halves because they felt like the full emotional impact wouldn't hit/that there were no good cutoff points in them, but you can't deny that it's surprising, after all the shorter chapters we've been getting. Why has the anime been going at such insanely breakneck pacing for the most part ever since around the Sunday Tragedy chapters, even more so than it has in the past? So much so that it feels dangerously close to overtaking the manga?
Well, maybe, just maybe, it's because..... Asagiri decided a long time ago that whatever happens in 110 is the only point that feels "season finale"-worthy enough, in an arc that still isn't anywhere close to being completely wrapped up, and so both the manga and the anime have been specifically coordinated to reach that part within 2 and a half weeks of each other?
I've seen a lot of people now think season 5 will end with 109, and as much as my sadistic side would find that hilarious, I honestly don't think they'd do that and realistically don't want it to happen; it'd be so cruel to cliffhanger the anime for years like that, and just doesn't feel like a season cliffhanger BSD would do, a series that is ultimately hopeful and uplifting. Seasons 2 and 3 had a positive, conclusive ending; the only reasons seasons 1 and 4 didn't was because they're technically not really full seasons of their own, and are more like the first cour of another "season" that also came out that same year (seasons 1 and 2 both aired in 2016, so they're more like one big season, and seasons 4 and 5 have both aired this year, so they're also more like one big season, again taking into account how episodes 12 and 50 are not satisfying finales like episodes 24, 37, and hypothetically, 61, are). I really can't see season 5 ending with Dazai and Fukuzawa's supposed deaths, Sigma being unconscious and maybe close to death, Atsushi being vulnerable and limbless again, everyone we love still vampires, and the entire world being basically doomed; that's just too depressing and not like BSD at all. However, having said that, if it doesn't end there, there really isn't any good place to end the season before that, either, that feels in any way satisfying or like a finale at all. And so, to me, that only leaves after 109: chapter 110.
I think things are really gonna turn around next chapter. Like I said, everyone is at their lowest point right now, it cannot possibly get any worse, the framing of Dazai, Fukuzawa, and sskk at the end of 109 is telling us that; this is the time for the heroes to finally start winning again, with Aya being so close to pulling out the sword, and for all the thematic reasons other people have talked about to death that I don't need to go into here again. This upcoming chapter being so short again makes a part of me wary of 110 being "the one", so to speak, I won't lie, but at the same time, it's very possible that it needs to be that short because that's all the final episode of the season will be able to reasonably fit in, since it's already gonna be VERY close if they do make it all the way to 109. And at the end of the day, I don't doubt at all that Asagiri and Harukawa can make these the most monumental and game-changing mere 13 pages ever if they wanted to; a chapter does not at all need to be extremely long in order to be an important and impactful one, even if short ones we've gotten in the past haven't felt the most important.
An additional thought I've had, though this is much more crack territory than all this already is, is that since we know from Anime Expo that a Stormbringer movie at some point is highly likely (judging from Asagiri's reaction when someone brought it up), it's possible that chapter 110 and thus the final episode will involve the long-anticipated return of Verlaine and/or Adam, or at least some other major reference to Stormbringer, that would naturally and smoothly lead into a Stormbringer movie to explain things to people who haven't read the novel. It would make a lot of sense, especially since the s4 OP has the Old World sign behind Chuuya, which might be a hint that this has been in the works ever since seasons 4/5 were first in planning with Asagiri. We also know that Dazai and Chuuya's voice actors apparently struggled to record their lines together this season, which probably relates to 101 and possibly 109, but it could be 110 too.... I could be very wrong, as I'm no expert on this kind of thing, but I kinda doubt they would bring Chuuya's actor in for just the vampire growls, and Asagiri placing heavy emphasis on Chuuya's importance this season in that one interview gives me the impression that he's talking about much more than just 101/109. But that's the least solid evidence I have, that's just mostly based on vibes I get.
So basically, I think a lot of factors -- the unusual episode count, how close the anime is to catching up to the manga with three whole episodes left, the seemingly arbitrary recent chapter lengths, and the climactic events of 109 -- can tell us that 110 might be a very, VERY big deal. Again, there's of course no way this arc is anywhere near close to being finished, with so much left to address and resolve, but since it is currently incomplete in the manga, unlike the previously adapted arcs, if the anime was going to adapt it at all, they'd have to find a place that feels satisfying enough to end this season, knowing there won't be more anime for a long time after this, and so I think they specifically planned for that, from both Bones' and A/H's sides. 10 episodes might not have been enough to reach that point, but 12 or 13 might have been too many it wouldn't have been if Bones actually decided to slow down and let the story breathe the way it needs to, but this post isn't meant to criticize the anime, so maybe 11 was just right. And maybe Asagiri and Harukawa specifically pushed to make recent chapters longer than usual, in order to make sure that the manga reached the story content in 110 the monthly release right before season 5 was to end.
Is this just copium? Absolutely. Am I going to look like an absolute clown in two days when this post ages like milk? Probably. But the evidence is There, so let me just enjoy my delusions until Sunday, okay 🥂🫡
#bungou stray dogs#seriously call me a clown and point and laugh at me if I'm proven wrong all you want#but I really feel like there's solid evidence for this#either s5 isn't gonna reach 109 at all (but I seriously cannot fathom where you would want to stop before then) or they'll go beyond it#if they really do end it with 109....... well i'll give Bones kudos for having the balls to do that ig lol#maybe i'm underestimating (overestimating???) them idk#also just to clarify I don't wanna make it sound like I think Asagiri let the anime/Bones dictate the manga's pacing#like I'm sure these were his/their (him and Harukawa's) own decisions first and foremost#not that (if this theory is true) the anime had a major impact on how the chapters were split and that it-#-would have been extremely different otherwise#i'm pretty confident in that Asagiri does not do anything with BSD he isn't comfortable with#and he doesn't let anyone tell him how to write his story#I just feel like he worked with Bones to make this near-simultaneous release happen#BUT if this is the case I don't feel like it had any major effect on the writing/final product that is the manga#like the last handful of chapters have been so incredible#so I at least am still perfectly happy lol#(i mean i'm devastated and a nervous wreck but u know 🫡 in a good way lmao)#anyway 110 in two days please let this theory be true because I need some fucking hope already#please let Oda show up as Dazai's guardian angel to help (see what I did there-)#it would be the perfect way to end the collective season that is 4/5 with s4 beginning with Oda and now ending with Oda#Asagiri are you reading me are you picking up what I'm putting down please please a ghost Oda is long overdue please-#Oda Verlaine Adam just GIVE ME SOMEONE ALREADY 😭😭😭#MAYBE EVEN A TASTE OF THE FYODOR BACKSTORY TO TIE INTO HIM BEING IN ANIME UNTOLD ORIGINS. THE POSSIBILITIES ARE ENDLESS
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– COMMISSIONS!
the pictures say it all but tl;dr my laptop died and i had to get a replacement and now i'm a bit short on money so i'm opening up commissions :]
– QUICK FACTS.
ocs only, won't do mecha / furry / explicit content but will do humanoid fantasy races / cyberware / mild injuries or blood
i reserve the right to say no to a character when it's too far above my skill level
payment up front through ko-fi, no refunds, dm me before paying because you'll need to claim a slot first!
i need visual reference(s) to work with, using picrews for this is fine, encouraged even if you can't provide me original artwork! i refuse to use a/i art as reference so please don't send me that
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please dm me on tumblr and tell me what kind of commission you're interested in (sketch / lines / colors + head / bust / half body) and for which oc, preferably already with a link to some visual refs so i can take a look :]
i'll then let you know if you've claimed a slot; if so, we can discuss details + payment and i'll get started! if all slots are full i can put you on a waiting list and i'll notify you once i've worked through my queue :]
the finished piece can in some cases already be done in a day but may take up to a full month depending on how busy i am and if my brain allows me to work, i have executive dysfunction and am in the middle of my graduation project so please be patient with me
ko-fi: ko-fi.com/nuclearvessel
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digital artwork of your oc :] you won't receive any physical goods!
you're allowed to post it wherever and use it for icons and such, as long as you don't take credits for the art yourself. you are not allowed to sell it or use it for n/f/t or a/i purposes
#commissions#bro i'm terrified. hello#hope the pricing is reasonable lmao idk how any of this works </3 i'm just a guy#posing and all of that is minimal it's just. your guy on a minimal background LMAO#i unfortunately do not have the time or the mental energy to do anything more complicated than that right now#i'm in the midst of graduation but i Need to get some money before july so ;-; cries in clown emoji#when you're on the waiting list i also cannot tell you for sure how long it'll be until a slot is open again#i like to work in batches so i can check my mental energy once i've worked through a batch to see if i need a break or not#so yeah. basically i am more afraid of you than you are of me LMFAO
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wait does this mean you’ll be able to explore the update when it drops now? because of the new date? or is the case still the same?
no ok this answer is sooooo Funny bc uh
well apparently due to a Christmas Miracle i don't start working this week, today was just orientation. so i Would have been able to actually make it.
but now? WHO KNOWS!!!! WHO FUCKING KNOWS!!! i dont have my schedule yet!!! i'll get it by wednesday!!! so!!! with my continuously Dogshit luck! the case is still very much the same!
#my glimmer of hope has been ripped from my grasp and thrown off the edge of a very active dam#im watching its sparkle dim as it falls and falls... into that watery abyss...#man. can one thing work out. can one Single Thing-#ANSWER: NO!!! IT NEVER HAS AND IT NEVER WILL!!!#but we stay silly!!! despite it all!#i finally let myself believe Holy Shit. I'm Gonna Make It To The Festivities#and then clown comes in with the steel fucking chair-#rambles from the bog#i cant wait for them to be like 'you start On friday <3'#i bow to no god but. man. praying that i dont start working until the monday after the 8th#pleaaassseeee it wouldnt make sense for me to start in the middle of the week pleasseeee#wait for a fresh cycle PLEAAASSSSEEEE#just this one thing. ill be such a good employee please just let me have this Dear Fucking God Please-#ill work so so hard just dont make me miss it im begging u.... o employment gods... spare me...
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they're getting fitted for a new clownsuit !!!! not done yet but soon hopefully!
#this is the first time i try sewing like this#its an absolute disaster#but i've been having a lot of fun#can't wait to show you when it's done!#my clown#banana milk denim jean#also yes this is a very halloween themed its sorta supposed to be beetlejuice themed#the pompoms on the frong will be green#haven't decided exactly what i'm doing for a collar but im thinking maybe black lace trim if i can find some#or maybe i'll try and make a ruffled one out of white fabric (i dont currently have plain black nor any green)#im so excited i hope i can make 2 more suits for her before halloween#or well at least one more#anyway i have plans ok#this is my current hyperfixation bc i tried purchasing a very tiny star sprite clown and the seller isnt responding#im very disappointed bc that lil clown put a spell on me and i feel in love with them immediately#so instead of aquiring them im sewing new clothes for denim jean#the stripe is a pillowcase i got at a garage sale im planning on making a vest for myself too#the white is also a bed sheet#clown posting#clownblr#clown doll#sewing#LOL just realized i typed frong instead of front hahahaha i aint deleting all my tags to fix that sorry#im on mobile rn im supposed to be in bed#goodnight!
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um...
is someone going to tell them or...?
#i was looking up Tommy goodness and came across this#look at chim's reaction too#explain yourselves 911 show#as much as i love Tommy is there hope for later on?#buddie#911#don't mind me#i'm just over here applying my clown make-up#buck and eddie can have each other#...can i take Tommy? 👉👈#i know he wouldn't be into me but i want him 🥺#whines in thirsty#fandom post
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i was in a really dark place before clancy came out in may... now i can genuinely say that i'm so fucking grateful for everything that happened ever since
#this album truly changed my life#i am still having bad days like all of us#but honestly#i'm different now#all those people who started listening to them because of me#my best friend going to clancy tour with me because they are everything to her now#losing my mind over tour pics with my tumblr friends and being excited for their shows as well#all those small interactions#all those friends i made here#i am so fucking grateful for all of this and all of you#i just hope you guys know that#i love you and i appreciate you and i could never thank you enough#this morning was so chaotic but i am so full of love now i don't know what to do with myself#i am living for this#you guys have no idea but i was giggling like a stupid clown when i realized you were waiting for me to wake up#this means the world to me and i am sobbing now i feel so happy#anyway#just wanted to thank you#you know who you are ❤️#i say whatever and whatever that i want*
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sometimes i want to gatekeep positive-ish news about ukraine from non-ukrainians so hard you can't imagine. in a very bitter, very petty "put it back you didn't earn that shit" way
"oh it's just a couple thousands north koreans" cool, a couple thousands more people for our army to spend precious time and expensive ammo on! and you know damn well these will not be the last couple thousands, and if somehow that isn't enough to finish us off, hey, why not do the same with other countries too? why not china, why not whatever else dictator there is with troops to spare and money to make? it's not like there's anything to deter them, is there
"oh they're just some poorly trained canon fodder though" same could be said about many if not most russian soldiers, and yet here we are and the war is nowhere near over. training quality isn't necessarily a dealbreaker when your enemy outmans and outpowers you by orders of magnitude
"oh but they're gonna be deserting at once" some of them will, all of them won't, and again, what stops north korea from sending more
it's OUR job to cope and survive however we can and YOUR job to be worried out your asses constantly because that seems to be the only thing that puts you in a proactive mood, and boy are y'all behind schedule
#again this is a vent post hence reblogs disabled. i can be normal and constructive and appreciate people sharing our joys#and i know i'm doing the same thing i clown on american leftists for when they're being more mad at dems than at gop#imperfect allies are objectively less of a problem than enemies but emotionally they cause much more frustration#bc unlike with your enemies you have hopes and expectations of them hence more room for disappointment#you know how it is.#and the world is unjust and y'all don't owe anyone your mental health least of all me. yada yada#mari rambles
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First he took Kid, then he took Law, all my hopes and dreams now rest with one man...
Buggy.
#Buggy is all I have left#I mean this post as a joke but if Buggy actually did become King of the Pirates I think it'd be funny af#Warlord Emperor and King Buggy supremacy#I unironically love Buggy#Not as much as Kid or Law ofc but Buggy's in my top favs for sure#I love Luffy too but I don't worry about the SH anymore Ik they got this#And obviously I hope that Kid and Law make a come back but for now I'm team buggy#one piece#one piece spoilers#buggy the clown#eustass kid#trafalgar law
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I have the willpower of a TODDLER
#no offense to toddlers but uh....... the amount of times I grab my phone to check tumblr or ao3 when I should really actually be working....#clown behavior on my part#if you happen to see me on here in the next few hours pls yell at me#the worst part is I need my laptop to work so even if I put my phone on lockdown somewhere else I still have The Internet (TM)#blocking sites only works until I can sidestep that with a few clicks because I am IMPOSSIBLE#I'm only half joking when I say I need like an electric shock collar that keeps me from seeking my serotonin websites#anyways this is mostly for me to take accountability and shame myself a little in hopes of it working out for me lol#simon.out.#I really need to uh..... get this checked out some day#“this” being my brain or me or whatever
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#18.5k in a week and it's done just need to edit and i-#i feel like a different person#i am not who i was pre anointing-oil-as-lube#longest tag list i think i have#hope some of yall enjoy lmao#i have a different fic that will post first but by the end of july this one will be live (fingers crossed)#see you all in hell#the speaking clown#i'm not even catholic but i appreciate the inherent horniness and sluttiness of it all
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