#I'm not christian but i just think it's fun
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Look, I just think that Percy having mortal Christian or Jewish or Muslim or otherwise monotheistic friends is just a well of untapped potential, okay? Like, obviously Percy just draws in the most eclectic group of friends, right? And idk at lunch or smth they're talking about some assignment they got in history class and it comes up that they all have different beliefs/religions and Percy, being Percy, decides to try and bond with them about it by asking if they have a favorite myth/bible/torah/quran/etc story and at first half of them are like uh dude are you making fun of me? and they're just super confused and ofc Percy is all oh shit no sorry dude I just, y'know, I'm pagan and idk I have a favorite greek myth and stuff and I thought maybe you guys had a favorite story from your faith, idk is that not how it works? was it rude of me to ask? oh gods, I'm so sorry guys
And then they're all like oh okay no that makes sense actually, it's just not smth people ask usually, not cause it's taboo or anything, it's just . . . not smth many people think of, I guess.
And then they go around sharing stories from their respective faiths and percy is ofc respectful and listens intently and sometimes he may ask questions and stuff but he never dismisses them or makes fun of them or their beliefs [bc like, if the greeks, romans, egyptians, and norse are out there, who's to say that there aren't more? who's to say that they're not all out there, yknow?], even if he is a little weird about them sometimes but that's all just because he doesn't understand lmao
I just, idk, I think Sally probably raised Percy mostly atheist yknow? and its not like he's entirely unaware of Christianity and Judaism and Islam and all that, he just doesn't have any clue how those religions are practiced/worshipped and stuff. His only real exposure to that kind of thing is what he's seen on tv and then his own experiences with how they 'worship' and interact with the gods at camp.
So he just thinks of deities as being mostly Just Some Guy who happens to have powers and a superiority complex. He thinks of 'higher powers' as, like, idk if personable is the right word, but I mean, he thinks of gods as just people. He doesn't understand the whole reverent worship and devotion and like, detachment from God attitude that like, Christianity has and stuff like that.
So Percy will just say the wildest shit sometimes, like, 'oh yeah, Zeus is a horny bastard and an absolute asshole, but he's the king of the gods so if we don't give him proper respect or tribute or whatever he gets pissy. What about your God? Does He get grumpy if you don't like, go to church on Sunday or smth?' or 'do you think you could get me in contact with Jesus? because Zeus put Dionysus in sobriety time out and he's all cranky about it bc he can't conjure wine ig but like, if your guy did it for him it might get past thunderbutt's restrictions and then grapehead might be less cranky?'
Idk but like I said, I just think this is an untapped well of hilarious potential!
#percy jackson#pjo#eliot talks#percy jackon and the olympians#percy jackson and the olympians#heroes of olympus#hoo#percy jackson headcanon#percy jackson hc#idk i just think itd be so funny for percy to treat major monotheistic religions like he treats the greek and roman shit yknow?
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Aof Noppharnach motifs in the Ticket to Heaven Trailer:
1996/1997 makes its return! 1997 is the year P'Med died (and is that P'Med's walkman!?) and the year Torfun was born. It's also the year the Asian financial crisis began in Thailand and it's the year HAART for HIV AIDS was introduced in Thailand. 1996 is the year the first HAART studies were published and the multi-drug therapy was introduced.
Christian topics. Christmas has appeared in several Aof works. In Last Twilight, Day gets notified and rushed to the hospital over an available eye transplant; the transplant fails. In Moonlight Chicken, it's on Christmas that Li Ming takes Heart to connect with the deaf community but it's also when Alan, Jim, and Wen get into a physical fight that leaves Wen injured. And in Bad Buddy, Pran is interrupted in the middle of the Christmas concert and forced to transfer schools because his parents have observed him getting along too well with Pat. I think it's fair to say that Aof does not think Christianity is exactly beneficial to the gay experience.
The swimming pool. Listen, water and underwater shots are used across BLs and queer teen media (Skam and Booksmart, anyone?). And Aof doesn't have this as a motif in many works. BUT! The way he uses it in Dark Blue Kiss and Moonlight Chicken is super important because it subverts the way other series use it. In other shows, the water, whether underwater at a pool or at the beach, is private and away from society. It's a place to explore without commitment. In Dark Blue Kiss, it's a public pool and serves as the culmination of Kao's coming out! He kisses Pete for the first time unafraid of if they are seen and then they submerge while they kiss beneath the surface indicating that whether people see them or not, whether Kao made his love public or not, their love is still real and there deeper than what is seen and what is stated. Moonlight Chicken has Heart and Li Ming at the water's edge while visiting Li Ming's mom where the latter repairs his relationship with her while still choosing to stay with his guncle.
Faith. At the core of almost all of Aof's series is faith beyond the tangible world. We've got a gay ghost that only Thun can see in HCTM. We've got recurring motifs of flight, ascension, and separations (by death and by distance) in ATOTS. Last Twilight is almost vulgar with its theme of faith not by sight. Bad Buddy has its fake-out break-up ending and its antecedent in the beginning where the boys pretend to not know one another despite their former close ties; in other words, love that can't be seen or shared persisting despite. I could go on. Aof himself has stated explicitly that he always aims for his series to convey hope. And as any former Bible school child, like me and apparently Aof!?, might tell you, "These three remain: faith, hope, and love. And above all these is love." Be still my romantic Christian-raised heart.
The autobiography of it all! When Aof takes screenwriting credit, he seems to signal that the series includes aspects of his own life, which is why the year is significant, or why Moonlight Chicken's age-gap romance reflects Aof's own life-partner, etc.
#ticket to heaven#I'm prepared to cry my eyes out over this series if you can't tell#i was raised protestant (presbyterian to be exact) tho and this series is very clearly Catholic--seminary!!!#I'm wondering if there will be parallels drawn between christian seminary practices and thai buddhist monk ordination expectations here too#I also nerd out about queer theology for fun sometimes#I'm not christian but i just think it's fun#aof noppharnach#There may be more! Imma be looking so hard at stairs so much in this series and then going back to look at them in the rest of Aof's catalo
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Christians are so weirdly obsessed with sex and also obsessed with the world being obsessed with sex
#now that I'm an adult I'm thinking about all of the constant sexualization I faced when I was younger#like as young as 6 or 7#I started puberty and instantly everyone was like WE CANT LET THE WORLD KNOW YOU HAVE A BODY#like bestie I'm 7 and eating play dough and counting my pencils for fun what do you want from me?#and they're so obsessed with not having sex that that's all they think about#and I had to explain to my grandad and uncle a few times that no. most men aren't constantly foaming at the mouth trying to have sex from#puberty onwards#that's just you and your repression. the rest of us are normal about sex#that's very generalized but y'all get what I mean#ex christian#religious trauma
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i have officially returned. ask me anything.
#random thoughts#i'll probably answer it tomorrow because i'm tired. i don't know why.#ciel if you see this i've been nicer to myself these past few days following your birthday. taking care of myself in general aspects.#which i sort of hate myself for but it's okay because. uh. i won't be like this forever. i'll be better at what i'm trying to do i promise.#new year's resolution is not fucking with me.........#oh also!! i've been sort of feeling like a dead person at times. and also like a cockroach. i have had to repeatedly tell myself that#i'm not dead i'm not dead!!!!#because i'm not. obviously. and i know i'm not. my brain is just silly. it likes to tell me i am things i am not like book characters.#and recently my mother got me my own rosary and we've been practicing praying together with my brother.#can you imagine how bad it must be for me to turn to christianity as a coping mechanism? not even when i was terrorized with death thoughts#not even in august for fuck's sake.#but it's actually not that bad. though i think i like the idea of organized religion more than i like being a part of it.#also i feel like my being catholic (mostly non-practicing) is betraying the queer community somehow. like. queer people have suffered#so much because of the christian church in general. so it's like. being christian is weird when i'm also queer.#but also then i feel weird when i try to do things in relation to christianity. like. put saint in my artist name.#that feels blasphemous i don't know. is it?????? it's not that serious either way but. augh.#i am going to write a song about this. also fellow christians is it okay to use the lyric 'uselessly clutching her rosary' or is that bad?#because i mean. technically. the she i'm referring to sort of is. because god isn't solving any of our problems.#he's just fucking. watching. if he's even real.#(and no my disappearance isn't related to the catholicism thing it's something else. as in the one thing i haven't told anyone else but cie#and an irl friend. if you are ciel then i am completely open to talking about said thing.#otherwise i will continue to drop cryptic little notes on my blog because I AM SILLY. {: )#going to play roblox now and maybe say hello to you fuckers on discord for a bit of fun. goodbye.
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16 year old girls and that one "friend" <<<
#Vent post!!!! How is it my fault you've never apologized?#YOU CALLED MY SISTER AN ACHOHLIC#and you don't get why I don't talk to you anymore?#You think you can just offer me notecards and I'll forgive you again?#You broke my trust and you broke any faith I had that I could rely on you#No matter what everything's always about you#You trauma dump on everyone of our friends every day#You don't understand boundaries#You made fun of my personalit and talked about how the guy I liked could never like me (Because you liked him to)#You make fun of the fact and get angry at me for not being able to read social cues#When you talked about how I wasn't talking to you anymore you said “Sadie's not talking to me anymore and she won't tell me why”#Even though we set up a time to talk about stuff and you never called you lied & said I never texted you back#And oh by the way? When I texted you back to set up a time to talk YOU WERE THE ONE WHO DIDN'T CALL#And when one of our mutual friends said maybe you should try again you said “Oh well it's not like it's a big deal”#Even though we've been friends since 8th grade#So either you think I'm just going to forgive you with no effort on your end or you don't care#And to top it all off#You blame me for you not going back to Christianity sooner#Yet you still pressured me consistently about going to church with you#Even though I said no#Literally screw yourself#Your a bad friend and kinda a horrible person#You use religion as an excuse to be close minded and cruel while elevating yourself as holier than thou#Well guess what?#That's not being a good christian!#Your a fraud#And I think deep down you know that
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I love revenge tropes, but I am also a believer of forgiveness, maybe that's why Joseph the Dreamer appeals to me so much.
You exact revenge towards your brothers, all of which have repented and have seen the wrong in their ways, then you proceeded to forgive them.
Revenge, check. Repentance, check. No bad karma points and everyone is happy. Fulfilling drama. Temple soldiers cried of happiness. Good ending.
#unrelated#when you a christian but you are a gremlin about it#don't worry my filipino followers I'm not campaigning against divorce (since it's the current shite the catholic church is doing 🙄)#i just happen to enter religious life right now#I'm just reading this 2000 year old book and finding fun things in it and I think I must share#I'm like in my little modern yet sinple congregation and when the catholic church is doing something I go#'what is happening over there 🙄'
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A bit strange feeling of living in Lithuania while looking like... Lithuania
#fun fact my voice is also close to ht Lithuania UNLESS I am very pissed off#then my voice drastically becomes super low#and when I'm singing too#and in everyday life I have this 🌸✨️🌸✨️🌸✨️ aura around me while 99% of time I am thinking about killing stupid and cruel people#and i have giant eyebags and super slim figure because of the fucked up mental health due to ruzzian invasion...#thinking about my family's village which is famous for having “vikings heritage”#my great grandfather wanted to excavate a local landmark: a stone grave with an ancient cross.#he and his friends found a giant warrior there#with a huge sword#they got so scared that they just covered it all up and ran away#I WANT TO EXCAVATE IT AGAIN SO MUCHHHH#i am 99% sure that warrior was Baltic like come on what would Nordic vikings do in the swamps of Northern Ukraine#my village is honestly such a strange place... it's pagan#it has some Baltic and Asian heritage since like Golden Horde times#swamps and forests are such a well preserving place whatever the hell was going on there thousands of years ago still lives now#it's the jungles with scary people#it has some nasty history of incest too... and Christian sect...#it's a godforsaken place with NOTHING there except for the ancient graveyard and a couple of houses but FOR SOME REASON random people still#go to live there. and they die there. like why#u stoopid go get a job
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We're really here for trying to help everybody reach a middle-ground with understanding...
... but i'm starting to learn why Christians really didn't like the homosexuals. And I really don't want to count ALL HOMOSEXUALS! But as a psychologically sensitive born-Christian, i'm getting really tired of hearing premises of 'getting sucked off' in my head. It's distracting. It doesn't serve any other purpose [PERSONALLY] than distracting and dampening my spirits, and the same beings don't seem to honestly give a damn. It's not my fault you're fucking gay guys. When I say I don't want to 'hear' that, it still continues. Which means it's either of two things:
'Soul-rape'
'Mindless-masturbation'
'Impure sex' I need your lil' rainbow community to think about this; there's no F in the LGBTQ acronym. Stop being faggots to straight/heterosex/demi people. I'm demi. I've always went with that. I need emotional connection to experience sexual pleasure. Not 'lip smacking' going on in my god damn brain 24/7 because, "well, he just makes me horny and i like pretending i suck him off". idk how many people it could be!! but it goes on in my right ear all the time. most of the fvcking day. stop it. i might need some 'soul-help'. because you're holding us back from a utopia at this point by being so mindless and distracting. I don't care if you disregard your humanity and deny it. congratulations. that doesn't give you the green light to suck people's spirits out. you should be murdered for such type of behavior.
BACK IN THE OLD DAYS WE'D JUST BURN YOUR HOUSES DOWN AND ASSASSINATE YOU BEHIND YOUR BACKS! STRAIGHT FROM A SPIRITUAL PAST LIFE. CONTINUING THE SAME BEHAVIOR MEANS YOU'RE JUST BEING DEGENERATE FOR NO GOOD REASON.
#"SOLIDARITY" #MOBILE_ERROR
#LGBTQ+#Christianity#'Sensitives'#...#Do I really need to clarify 'Sensitives'?#Schizoaffective#Mental#it's mental rape#Rape for rape?#that's retarded#you have a whole community that's forsaken the rainbow?#and you're still a faggot?#you have all that support/sex/whatnot#and you're just str8 suckin' br0ohh#“I'm sorry T-T”#stop it stop it stop it stop it stop it#yeah i'm gonna make fun of you for it for a secon#why do i need to do this for you#where are your parents#it's time to stop#Joji Miller#i shouldn't be submitting myself to such weak 'rape-tactics'#and they think “it's fun!”#well i hope you get murdered in your sleep#which means like right now#i do not enjoy faggots
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My brain is a pendulum that goes back and forth between Ghost hail satan and "Best Ever Death Metal Band in Denton" hail satan
#does that make sense? i think so#I'm either /silly hail satan or /deep thoughts and understanding hail satan#although ghost honestly has some pretty deep takes at times. you just have to look past the silliness. the silliness is the plate#makes the real shit palatable#even the whole concept of the band#and the mountain goats aughh#John Danielle's songs are so rich and full of life#in a less silly but still fun and calm way#despite also being about deep shit. and figuring out life and meaninf#anyway dude actually identifies as a Christian! so that song to me is so much more interesting#it's not about actually hailing satan ofc#I'd go into my thoughts about it but you should go listen to it yourself <333#i love both these bands with all my heart aaaahfjrndndn#croissant for brains#ghost band#the mountain goats#thoughts
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5 Happy Things
Dec 28, 2024
it's been a while since i did this so the fact that i remembered and wanted to do it is nice <3 also bonus it makes me think of my friends who do it too
my family is so wonderful and kind and i have been granted such goodness and fortune
my friends are so cool and brilliant and i have been granted such goodness and fortune
bf got me this nougat-like dessert from china and it is so good y'all
found out fb messenger has an ocean background that has a whale as the default emoji
#5 happy things#i was talking to me mum this morning and she was like 'i'm sorry your body is so bad :((' (in a nicer way LOL)#and i was like. tbh. my specific bad body is such a small thing bc i'm not like in chronic pain or anything and it's not severe#but to experience and know the care that others have for me while i'm unwell is to know a greater love than i would've otherwise#so i think i would rather suffer illness and pain and have known how grand the love my mom has had for me#than to have lived a perfectly healthy life not knowing to appreciate and care for her as she has for me all along#my body isn't even that bad BTW. do not let my tags give you the wrong idea#in other news i've been doing this 60 day bible reading plan with some of my friends and it is SO fun#it's the kind of insane where it's like who cares if you're behind? who cares if you're failing a bit? let's all fail a bit together!#but it's also just really cool to fly through the bible like this#and it's a joy that i didn't realize i could have to share this with friends#which sounds so dumb but i've never had any christian friends before so hbgweisdjol#btw my nonchristian friends are equally awesome and loveable and cool. JSYK.
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People at work: You just started seminary, right? How's that going?
Me, recovering from the eighteenth time this week that I've been shaken to my core and had to reevaluate my entire way of looking at the world: Oh it's really fun so far!
#and you know what? it *is* fun#I'm having a great time#I'm also just have a lot of breakdowns as I consider a lot of new ways of thinking#anyways once again I'm grateful that I'm trans#because that's also what the first few years of questioning and transitioning have been like#lotsa new ways of seeing#and in both cases#at least God's there#christianity#about me
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wait you're telling me people are actually weirded out by doja cat dressing as a demon for a music video?? everyone is so boring 😭😭
#i thought it was just conservative christians freaking out abt 'satanism'#but no regular ppl on twitter/tiktok (apps from the depths of hell) are acting like this is the weirdest thing she could possibly do#like??? do you guys not know what creativity is?? do you ever have fun ever?? do you govern your life based on the fear of being weird??#anyway i'm not even a doja cat stan per se i just think this is a non-issue#doja cat#how to be cringe 101
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peace and love on planet earth save me.... peace and love on planet earth.... save me peace and love on planet earth....
#had a terrible night last night and am having an awful morning so far bc. I agree with everyone but disagree with#the level of some of the reactions#if that makes sense#I'm being intentionally vague but. I did talk this through with someone last night#I just think the magnitude of some responses may simply be... overreacting? at least in my perspective#and the perspectives of several people who I'm fairly close to#it's simply... I really struggle with having solid opinions about stuff bc I'm not confident in my knowledge#my political views are essentially ''I wish everyone would be nice and get along''#which ik is not possible in this world. however. I#I don't think that giving up a whole Interest and something you love just bc of something someone associated with it believes#is necessarily always called for?? and in this case I don't think that it is???#maybe 2 people will get what I'm saying here and I don't want to get into arguments. I think killing and destruction should STOP#end of story. idc who is doing it or why. I think it should just stop. but I also don't think dropping [REDACTED] for associating#with someone whose support falls the other way (saying this as kindly as I can btw :/ ) is necessarily a response that needs to be had#does that make sense?? at all???#I just wanna have fun next weekend 😭#anyway. Christian girlies and anyone who prays please pray for me to stop overthinking and overfeeling this
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remembering again the boom of authors bragging that THEIR kinky m/f romance was sooo much better than 50 Shades of Grey in the wake of it becoming popular. and then with the exception of more coherent writing every one my brother (valiantly trying to find good kinky books) tried managed to be worse in some way. god bless
#thinking back specifically to that woman who sporked 50shades (do we say sporked anymore?)#and it was part of a whole blog about making fun of/criticizing '~problematic and ethically dubious~' books#and her main romance series had the main character experiencing every symptom of PTSD around the male love interest#and then going 'oh lol but i'm just a silly little woman who's mad for no reason and i think he's sexy so that invalidates my anger'#at least in 50shades ana doesn't have constant panic attacks around christian and then go 'but he has a british accent so its fine'#vic talks
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what *is* cryptofash?
it's short for cryptofascist, it's a term used for someone who covertly supports fascist sentiments or ideas adjacent to them without explicitly signaling it. someone who's cryptofash might closely associate with people who are more openly alt-right, express sympathy for fascist talking points, and voice certain statements/ideas common in fascist circles that, while not always strictly fascist ideas in isolation, can imply alt-right thinking when in tandem with other common fascist sentiments. in essence it's that guy you've always been suspicious of but you can't say for certain if they're just under-educated, reactionary, or a genuine nazi until you discover screenshots of them asking the jewish question in a discord server
#speedrunning has a fuckton of these and there's two you may recognize#rwhitegoose and karl jobst#both have been outed through screenshot evidence from the same server spouting white supremacist shit#particularly about jewish and chinese people#karl jobst was just never found out until later because the shit rwg had said was so much more horrifying#several youtubers i'm extremely wary of because i suspect them#internethistorian is on the more visible end of crypto because of his associations with openly alt-right youtubers#his earlier videos being all about 4chan and its culture while using its lingo and associated memes#and his covid denialist/antivax tweets to name just a few reasons#manykudos i'm not certain on but it's more his associations and less what he thinks and says#he's dunked on people who are 'a little too into war history for it to just be a hobby' before which is like#not a group you'd typically make fun of if you were fash so it makes me think he's Aware#magicmush gives me huge cryptofash vibes because of the subject matter of his videos being all about#standard fare online punching bags including cwc#and anybody who talks about 'lolcows' is instantly shitlisted for me because it's fucking blatant what their politics are#wendigoon is also crypto for me because unfortunately if you talk about being a pro-gun christian#while also associating with other people who just exude right-leaning proclivities#i'm not gonna trust you#etc etc
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To be honest, horror stuff always gets cheapened and cringe when they add Christianity into it. Like, my man, you do not need to give me some idiotic afterlife theology loosely based in Christian mythos and ruin the decent scares you had going there.
#why does this always happen to me?#i almost dropped tma when they decided to add a catholic father into it which made my eyes roll SO hard#surprised they didn't fall off#wtnv was fine because it's specifically said their world was based off conspiracy theories being true#and now theh decided to add some kind of hell king that has a genshin character name or whatever into it?#you just ruined what was otherwise a properly terrifying movie :///#also just. christianity and horror don't mix unless you actively are twisting the mythology#it may take a few days to figure out why this makes me scoff in derision asides from being a christian#lemon duck quacks#misc movies#no seriously I'm so disgusted#it wasn't actually that bad. properly grotesque and giving you the heebie jeebies and then the conclusion was so...pathetic?#but i think i had fun?#anyway guy who showed me this. I'm gonna make you listen to tma lost johns cave in revenge#need to show you what real fear is like
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