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Redid Ji eun's outfit... Again
And no, you did not see that small mistake I made earlier
#call of duty zombies#cod zombies#codz#cod zombies oc#codz oc#original character#fanart#shin's bimbinis#primis main ocs#gong ji eun#primis ji eun#Again sorry if this took me some time I got sick for a few days#But again I kind off brought back her old design but gave it more changes to it#Her weapons are changed but she will get to have her hwando sword later in the story#I forgot to add something on the back view of her equipment#I'm just tired atm but here it is#I also removed her scar on her right eye (her pov) cause it looks too much to me to look at
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The boypussy art is having an small peak. Heres an remake i made some time ago so just i can throw this somewhere
#well#were here again#due to a turn of events and a bad art block i decided to re draw some things so. ignore this i gues#i was just really really tired and needed something to sparkle up a little#boypussy art? of course#why not#stupid ass brain.#i think its not even been 5 months since i posted the original to this#and it got so much attention#SHOUT OUT TO SOMEONE WHO SAID PATRICK STUMP BOYPUSSY EXPERT IN THE REBLOGS#BECAUSE I HAVENT STOPED CALLING THIS BOYPUSSY ART EVER SINCE#ok done with the rant. i'm not sure if im going to post this but i promise ill be back on making art#i'm just feeling bad atm#fall out boy#patrick stump#fob#pete wentz#fanart#peterick#p2#my art
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The past few years I've been mourning the loss of old school minecraft minigame servers. I remember playing on the Hive and Mineplex and a bunch of other servers for hours because there were so many silly unique games to play.
But in the past few years I've found that there's really not much of that anymore. The Hive shut down and is only on Bedrock now (no hate to Bedrock but I personally just prefer Java and the Bedrock hive just looks like there's a different vibe), Mineplex shut down, and I feel like the minigame market is just dominated by Hypixel. I love hypixel, I grew up on it just like the other servers I mentioned, but let's all be honest here, it's really not as fun when there's only one place to go. (Also I'm super petty because their version of hide and seek is atrociously boring and I miss the Hive's hide and seek. Or even Mineplex's version with the mobs. This is the case with a lot of other gamemodes where I feel other servers did it better unfortunately.)
I know minigames aren't in the spotlight as much anymore. With the uptick of SMP content, that seems to have taken the forefront of the server market from what I've seen. And no hate to SMPs either, I love that kind of stuff, but I really do miss the variety of minigames.
So I really have to ask here, does anyone know any minigame servers other than Hypixel for java minecraft? Stuff that's not painfully competitive (Another of my issues with hypixel), maybe some classic survival games? Hide and seek obv, party style games, TTT, basically anything with the vibe of mid 2010s minigame servers because I've been looking for ages and for the life of me I can't seem to find anything and I'm desperate.
#minecraft#minecraft java#mineblr#minecraft server#hypixel#mineplex#the hive#mini games#Sorry for tag spam I'm trying to get some reach bc I'm at a loss here#Also sorry for the long post lol this is just a subject that frustrates me#Bc I'm not super into pvp and I'm not looking for smps at the moment so I really just want to play minigames#And I'm so tired of hypixel atm#Ik I said I'm a Java player but if someone has played the Bedrock Hive server can you tell me if it's worth it bc it looks soo different id#Like I can't be the only one who misses 2014 minecraft minigames right???
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You know what would be good? A SpongeBob SquarePants movie reference with Patrick in heels and small SpongeBob but instead it’s Whitty as Patrick and BF as SpongeBob!
Good idea right? 😉
hmmm yeah sure
they r goofy goobers yea
#bombeep#whittyxbf#I spend way waaay too much time on this#so I'm too tired to point out stuff I don't like#so uh yeah#good practice I guess ha#matching couple cosplay or halloween costumes maybe idk lol#idk if you just wanted the pose or whatever but I figured#both of them could work them outfits for fun bc reasons ha#so here you go#idk what else to say atm so#enjoy or don't#whatever floats your boat#fnf au#fnf shipping#not the shippiest true but still valid#boyfriend#whitty#bf#spongebob squarepants movie reference#goofy goober rock#pose from that specific part of the movie look it up on youtube or something if you're curious lol#I draw what I want#thanks for the suggestion#stay groovy friendo#edit: under cut now bc yea
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I read this amazing Cody-centric wing-fic by @meebles, so now I'm thinking about Clones with wings, and - because I'm me - specifically the Bad Batch with wings.
What would their wings look like? The regs' wings would all be identical/very similar, of course, with the individuality mostly showing in dyes and so on. But the Batch with their mutations will likely have different wings too.
I want Crosshair's wings to be similar to the ice vultures', for obvious thematic reasons, but also because vultures tend to hang around in high places, whether that's sitting in a tree somewhere or circling high up in the air, waiting and watching. Good sniper traits. I don't think we really get to see the vultures in the show, but I assume they're white/grey, to blend in against the snow and ice and white/grey skies. Good colors for Crosshair.
The rest will be under the cut because this got away from me a little (a lot).
For Tech, I'm thinking common kestrel wings. I don't know if kestrels have any particular behavioral traits that would fit Tech, I mostly just like their colors for him. I did read a little bit, though, and what stood out to me was that the kestrel has multiple hunting methods - it does the usual bird of prey thing, of circling around on an updraft over open land and diving for its prey, or sitting on a fence pole or in a tree or even a bush and jumping on a mouse or whatever that gets too close. The thing it does that's maybe less common is that it will also skim across fields, very close to the ground, to pounce on anything small enough for it to eat. And maybe I'm reaching a little here, but that seems to me like a very resourceful bird which is also a very competent flier, and I figure that does fit our Tech very nicely.
I do kind of want to pick vulture for Tech too, if just to match his twin, but. I like the kestrel better. I mean, just look at it:
For Wrecker... Maybe something like a white-tailed eagle? Because. Big. And good at fishing. On a more angsty note, I'm thinking whatever happened to give Wrecker his iconic scar/cost him his eye, it probably also damaged his left wing. Maybe not enough to ground him fully, but enough that flying/steering would be harder for him, which is at least part of the reason he's still scared of heights.
Hunter's wings would probably be pretty similar to the regs', maybe a tiny bit smaller. I'm thinking something like the New Zealand falcon, or kārearea. Bird of prey, dark brown, fairly simple coloring (though still very pretty). According to the NZ Department of Conservation, there are three ecological forms of the kārearea: A large, pale 'eastern' falcon; a smaller, darker 'Bush' falcon, and a 'southern' falcon that's somewhere inbetween in both size and color. Perhaps the regs' wings are more like the eastern/southern ones (left image, I think), while Hunter's are more like those of the bush falcon (right image)?
Disclaimer: I actually know fuck-all about these birds, only what I've just read - if I'm mistaken about the identity of these birds, I blame the sources, which should all be linked in the images, though tumblr is tumblr.
Echo doesn't get his own picture (sorry, Echo) because he's a reg, technically, so he has wings like the left one above. I... am not sure what happened to them in that explosion, or his time on Skako Minor. Probably not very good things. Maybe his wings are just heavily scarred/damaged, maybe they're gone completely. Maybe he's got prosthetics for one or both of them?
(I'm just now realizing that the Clones having wings would mean some things on that mission to Skako Minor - namely, the escape from the techno Union's facility - would turn out slightly different, since they don't need those flying reptiles to get away when they have their own wings. Though maybe they still do if at least one (Skywalker), and maybe two or three of the people on that team can't fly (Echo, Wrecker). I'm well aware them having wings would completely change the mission to Eriadu in the TBB s2 finale, what with them being able to just. fly over there. and away again. Even if they do use the sky-rail or whatever, for Wrecker and/or Echo's sake, Tech would still have his wings, so... All's good.)
Omega also doesn't get her own image (sorry, Omega) because while she's not a reg, exactly, she's an unaltered Clone, which means... Well. I'm not actually sure what that means. I suppose that depends on whether Fett had wings, or that's something the Kaminoan's added? I'm gonna go with the first one, because I like that better. The Kaminoans may have changed things about the wings, but Omega will still have wings, because Fett did too. But that also means she'll have wings identical, or at least very similar to the regs' (left img. above), though maybe she'll have lighter feathers, to match her lighter hair. Also, since she's still (physically) a child, she'll have wings that look more like the immature/juvenile falcons', which means... less spots and stripes? I think? I'm not sure.
I'm also not sure when this whole thing changed from 'idle musings' to 'full-blown headcanons' but it certainly happened. Let me just go back and add a read-more somewhere. Alright, that's done. I'm not really sure if I'm actually gonna... do anything with these headcanons. I do really like the concept of meebles' fic, though - showing different relationships through the grooming and preening of wings - so maybe I'll write something a la that at some point, just for the Batch instead of Cody. Maybe some hurt/comfort about what the Empire does to Crosshair's wings while he's a prisoner? And how he has to learn to trust people near him/his wings again, and how his brothers help him heal, both physically and mentally.
If I do ever write something about all this, I'll make sure to link back to meebles's fic as the inspiration - and in case you missed it up top, or just don't wanna scroll all the way back up again (that's fair, this got rather long), here it is again: and the stars, like a loved one by firelord_zutara on Ao3, also known as meebles here on tumblr. Go read it, you won't regret it.
#Star Wars#codywan fic rec#Star Wars: The Bad Batch#TBB headcanons#TBB wings au#Clones with wings au#TBB Crosshair#TBB Hunter#TBB Wrecker#TBB Tech#TBB Omega#Clone Trooper Echo#birds#birds of prey#to the people still waiting for me to answer their WIP Wednesday ask: I'm sorry; I promise I will get to them#words are just annoying atm#I say; having just written how many words about clones and birds and bird-clones? idk I'm not counting them#if there are any mistakes in here I'm sorry but its 1am and I'm very tired so I'm gonna go to bed now#enjoy?
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Self affirmations to myself : You started this blog so you could have a fun archive of stuff from the new fandom you just joined(that'sover a year now btw, been A Ride). Don't overthink stuff like seeming too online or how much you can reblog before it becomes annoying just because a small handful of people follow this now.
(Btw sorry if I ever ignore DMs I either forgot or my brain decided that actually answering will take too much energy)
#just got too into my own head again because I noticed just how much more stuff I reblog compared to others#just how much time is spent online#but like even if there's better ways to spend my day#that doesn't change the fact that I'm ill and mostly homebound atm#like sure I could be beating myself up over how little i do and how much more I used to be able to do (I do that too but I shouldnt)#and instead appreciate that I'm privileged to have the ability to just be at home sick and enjoy my time recovering as best as I can#but it gets tiring when the chronic illness doesn't improve even after months or rather years tbh#and why am I able to reblog so much on here but still haven't replied to RL friends#I'm also mourning what I could do in this fandom#like I'm a decent photoshopper with a ton of ideas just wasting away in my draft file#or I have soooo many fic ideas and while I'm a horribke writer I would still love to take a crack at them#instead it's lying in bed with pain and brain fog reblogging funny stuff#this isn't a knock on the funny stuff it's literally one of the few things keeping me from sliding into very bad depression but y'know#sometimes which there was a way to voice call with people about their post cause on some days even typing gets too much#okay this is enough self pity#delete later#abi rambles#I can't ever be truly angry at having gotten into hockey cause this fandom has so many cool people and actually got me to jump over#my own shadow and DM people on my own for the first time!!!
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the kind of note you find in a post-apocalyptic horror game that gives you lore about the downfall of the previous civilisation and makes you shake your head going "omg how could they not have seen what was coming?!"
#text posts by thea#i'm so tired you guys#so tired#this is what happen if 'hard sciences' don't require ethics courses#when i was teaching coding i always set aside three hours at the end of the course to talk about this sort of stuff#and i suggested putting that in the official curriculum so other teachers would also have to teach it#but that idea was rejected because this was meant to be a course 'teaching essentials' and ethics in coding wasn't essential ffs#and now we have this shit#i hate it here#today's just a rough day news wise....#not that any days is good atm#but this plus navalny .... man :(
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meant to leave work early bc first day back post being on sick leave for a week.. instead ended up staying an hour late AGAIN when I already have too many hours built up, bc there were a bunch of accounts that needed to be set up for folks starting work tomorrow
which.. obviously no one had done while I was absent, amazing. my filter list went from 34 tickets (which I've been keeping it steady at) to 60 in a week and most of the entries are way behind schedule already, jfc you'd think none of the people actually employed to do this shit are doing anything at all, so it all just lays dormant until I get around to it
it's gonna suck for folks when I'm gone for exam prep for a month and half in a few weeks... urgh
#I like doing it when I know what to do and how to do it. but seemingly doing it by myself fucking sucks#idk what the hell she's been doing at all lately but it's clearly not a lot of this smh#so I can't get around to doing any of my other tasks bc ppl at the hospital can't work if I don't do this first#tomorrow needs to be focused on project stuff tho so I have some semblance of a clue by the time my boss returns on Wednesday#fuck I'm tired tho#and bc why not part of my chin/lip is starting to get even worse sensations back. I hate it here#feels like it's burning atm and it's def warmer than the other side. I just wanna be back to normal please#a day in the life of..#(I did manage to set up the monitor/tv stand tho so things are starting to get more order again#so I would in theory now have space for a PS5 if I manage to get one in October. we'll see. until then it just looks neat#and it's higher up now so the remote should finally work better again since the signal won't be as blocked)
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Got Ashyan through the rest of Crystal Tower so I guess they did fix it. XD
I am trying to be more consistent on doing Kiett's Hippo Rider dailies. Viper is a smidge away from 74 now, tomorrow's our last day of vacation so I'm gonna try to do more MSQ too.
#ffxiv#ashyan#idk if i'm gonna do much more with anyone else until kiett's all the way to dawntrail#but ashyan is ready to continue /his/ msq at least \o/#been tinkering with The Boys at times too just haven't been posting stuff >.>#but i might throw some screenshots up just because i miss seeing them here >.>#idk i am tired atm and not ready to go back to work (as usual) >.<
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so like sometimes it's only been a couple hours after you've eaten and you're wondering if you're wondering if you're hungry - but maybe you're just, like, hungry in your head, right? Not actually hungry? So you don't need to eat because that would be overeating, like at a buffet where you stop eating when your stomach feels like it's going to burst? wrong your stomach has an early warning system
no yeah fast forward to two hours later when you're kinda lowkey starving and you go, oh. huh. bodies don't lie.
listen to your organs y'all 😅
#also i think it's cool that sometimes when you're hungry or half-hungry you can kinda wade in the fog of it and find out what you're craving#like oh im really craving....rice#just rice#so I go#oh!! carbs!! you're low on energy and probably really tired and stressed atm!! here you go body!! have some good fast-energy glucose!!#and other times you just really want something cold and crunchy and kinda sweet and sharp and tasty and I go#you haven't been having your fruits son go pack an apple and some celery and some peanut butter with those nice fats to help with digestion#I have such a weird relationship with food and eating lol#we are Improving#listen to your body!! It's telling you what it needs! It's never overeating if you're giving your body what it Actually wants and needs#I wanted smth crunchy and salty did I want chips or grilled chicken#and yes 'junk' foods are useful too. I just have to remember to consider when it's an indulgence craving necessity or a crutch#I'm not a dietician but it still holds that no foods are bad!! just work with your body#it's hard sometimes but it's always there for you and getting you through the day so you gotta be there for it too!#take care of those daily functions!!#message to everyone and more to myself lol#food#eating#eating habits#self care#healthy eating
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Take care Rev!! I'm sorry you're going Through It right now. I hope your kitty recovers quickly and you're able to catch a break. I'm sure if you need to be a little more sparse for this week's bookclub folks will understand- you've put a lot of effort into this as is afterall!
;^; Thank you <3 Honestly feeling so crappy and wondering what the point is with people just being hateful and spreading negativity making me want to backpedal hard out of Trigun--which is the first time I've felt this way here! Normally I can mentally give people being this way the finger and move on, but especially seeing some mutuals ganging up and seeing some more private stuff going down, all while very real things on top of even my poor cat are bearing down on me... I'm just so tired. So thank you for sending this <3 We'll see if/when I get back to bookclub myself, I guess
#It sucks to really not want much to do with something that normally brings a lot of joy#Especially when you need it most#Just because people are petty and want discourse#And it truly is just the silliest of wank#I just feel like I've had thinks I care about dunked on enough#And I'm TIRED#I got some truly disabling medical stuff life is batshit crazy atm and this is what I've got#And yet#Here we are being negative and hateful#Legit I want to use fandom as intended#As an ESCAPE from bullshit#Blahg#Thank you again anon <3#I normally just try to spin negative shit into positivity#Because it's important to me to bring what I can into the world#But I'm just tired and I really want to fucking cry and I can't#Sorry for rambling#Ask#Anon#Yadda yadda
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hey does anyone have good resources that i can show my 60+ year old mother about the israeli–palestinian conflict? she's changed her whole facebook to be pro israel or whatever and even though i am not the most educated on this topic obviously i am kinda. Hm. not feeling great about this. my mom is generally progressive and open minded, she's just been watching a lot of the news lately and i think what she's surrounding herself with isn't great. i would like to give her alternative sources but since like i said i'm not super educated on the topic i'm unsure how to parse out good resources
to be clear i'm looking for people who are decently educated on what's going on and who can send me sources that are not like. tumblr posts and stuff like that, i mean something i can genuinely show my mother and that she would find at least somewhat trustworthy, coming from the POV of her current viewpoint. (i'd also like to educate myself better too of course!!!)
#kiki was here#kiki.txt#palestine#to be clear i will be looking into it myself as well#like on my own#i'm just tired atm and wanted preliminary thoughts
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A hard pill for me to swallow lately has been that, despite everything, I'm probably the best version of myself that could've existed. And that's not really a comforting thought.
#it's a special kind of doomed imo.#every other path most likely led to something worse#maybe it's pessimistic to think of it that way. maybe I should be more grateful that it isn't worse#but it's hard to find that within me atm#the best of bad outcomes doesn't mean good. it doesn't mean I'm happy.#it just means every other option would have been more miserable. and it's disheartening to think like that ofc#and I know the logic is flawed. but I know myself and even with the advantages I have I'm unable to make anything of myself#had I chosen differently it would only be worse. I'd still be impoverished. I'd still be depressed.#I might just also be stuck in a cult and married w kids in the middle of fucking nowhere wisconsin on top of it all#<- that's the worst case scenario. probably. really hard to say#biggest bullet I've dodged yet tho. completely unintentionally too.#another hard pill to swallow: sometimes the things we want the most WILL ruin your life and it's a blessing when it falls through#unfortunately you don't get to know this until years later#as you watch your ex best friend marry a man almost 2x her age and birth kids she never wanted into this world#and then you're like OHHHH that would've been my fate... I get it now 😐#still. there's no relief in the realization because while you would've been miserable w a shitty husband and 3 or 4 kids#you are in fact still miserable without them. but oh well.#I would say 'anyways. I just need to go to the beach.' but honestly. I haven't felt the desire to do anything at all lately.#we're past the point of letting the sand and waves heal me. we're almost past the point of needlessly venting online!#there's so much I usually would vent about here but I have hardly had the urge to do so.#I'm just tired. life has drained me dry. my heart aches constantly and I barely know why
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An Announcement on the State of Night Rule
So I’ve been struggling with how to say these things and I finally just need to get it off my chest. I think I’ll feel better after finally speaking about things, so here we go!
After today, I will not be participating in the Project SEKAI fanbase outside of finishing my fanfiction, Night Rule!
I’ve had a lot of unsavory experiences with people in this fanbase that were behind closed doors in a way. (Discord Servers, Private Messages, etc.) Making a big stink out of things will only reflect poorly on me as past experience has proven to me, so I’d rather just let sleeping dogs lie and remove myself from the equation without making an enormous post about those things.
I don’t feel very safe when interacting with people anymore and more often than not I’m hurt by unnecessary hostile behavior toward me. Hostility that ranged from disagreeing on meaningless headcanons to straight up bigotry at my expense. (I quite literally watched as some passionate readers of my fic turned on me immediately upon learning I was a person of color. I don’t feel good about this and I never will either.)
However, Night Rule will be completed. I plan to finish it, even if my motivation is practically abysmal lately. I have love for my story and the completed outline I worked so hard on, but I do not feel well writing this story for people that ultimately think little of me as the creator.
That being said, updates will be extremely scarce from this point onward. Hopefully at least once a month, but I can’t promise this due to my current mental health state. You’re getting this fanfiction for free and it’s a work that has brought a lot of aggression toward me as a person, so you can be reasonable and accept that it will update as much as it will on my terms. Hope that’s understood, because if it isn’t, that’s something you’ll have to deal with on your own I’m afraid.
Night Rule was a creation of my own personal passion for Proseka and its cast, fit with my favorite fantasy tropes and ideas I had been dying to use in a story for years. For this reason, it’s much too special to me to abandon and I plan to keep this as a thing for me before I worry about how much people love or hate it.
I recommend that if you only follow me for Project SEKAI, you should probably unfollow me now! I will not be sharing posts of it anymore and the only things related to Proseka that will be posted will be updates on this fic and reblogged fanworks of Night Rule if people continue to make those. I’ll still be playing the game on occasion, but I will not be talking about it on here casually from here on out.
Where I plan to go from here, I’m not really sure. I still have things that I enjoy, so I plan to keep writing and reblogging things that I like. Maybe I’ll move on to the next big interest. Maybe I’ll disappear someday. Who knows. We’ll figure it out when we get there.
But the point remains, this chapter of my life is coming to a close, and the end of Night Rule will be the end of my involvement in this fanbase for good.
Thank you for understanding! See you on the flip side. (❁´◡`❁)
#Proseka Magical Hero AU#Calico Chats#I'm so relieved to get this all out#I'm just really tired and ready to move on#I've woken up daily thinking about how I can't bring myself to work on chapters atm and I feel so sick all the time#But no more. I'm moving on and taking as long as I need on this fic.#If this bums you out sorry? You can unfollow and block me whatever makes you feel good. But I'll be taking it easy from here.#Life is too complicated and much too short for me to be trapped in a cycle like this#I'm not even being paid HAHAHA I will quit for my own health. Thank you#Proseka#WonderShow#Leo/need#MMJ#VBS#N25#Vocaloid
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♚— I managed to get a bit of free time on the weekends from training, but since I haven't gotten my official schedule yet, I don't know when I'll be for sure free.
So, I'll get to and queue my replies for the week(s. Hopefully). I'll still be delayed until I find a really good pattern to stick with in regards to life-hobby-work balances, plus everything else I need to do these next 8 months.
Roleplaying is going to be a pretty low priority for me and everything will be thrown in the queue. From my private Multi-muse account to this one, everything will be SLOW. I am trying not to burn myself out too much since I need to save energy for September as well.
Big thank you to those who are waiting patiently for my reply. I know it's been a while, but I'm trying to find a better pattern. It's just going to take a while.
#OutofGeminga#I am. tired.#I live so far away from the workplace that I need to sleep early and wake up at asscrack o'clock.#So if I'm spotty or more absent then usual it's because I'm trying to figure out how to time manage again.#After 5 years of remote work I need to go back into the habit of setting up priorities.#Especially since this job WILL take a bite out of me physically and mentally.#All in all... I'm just here to write at the most. I love typing and this is the only outlet for that.#So. If you want to RP or start a thread with me#You have to let me know ahead of Sunday (atm).#With that said my drafts are enormous so let me get to that#Thank you to those who are patiently waiting for my reply. I'm sorry that it's going to keep being inconsistent from here on out.
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tfw you realize tomorrow is monday and not sunday just 'cause you opened up LC and was faced with that goddamn headless Ichthys as the abnormality of the day.
#the cloud can speak oh boi#two pains in one how lovely <3#posts idk how many how my followers will get 'cause I dont talk enough about Project Moon games </3#...and lately I just dont talk ;w;#doing my usual poppin in just to show I'm not dead woo-#I've absolutely gone head over heels for Limbus Company so lately I've just been doing class-work and farming on there lol#fixation so strong I'm even rewatching a gameplay of Library of Ruina and working during the battles moments (with exceptions)#Hhhhh I wanna come back on socials to ramble about it and my faves but I'm so tired- I got no social energy#everything is just too draining lately#so atm I'm just sitting here working with a pic of Gregor (actually the whole cast but he.. yeah-) in my ref window <3#..it's kinda like that “Oh we really in it now” meme now that I think about it help sdfsfd#... is this the year of the bug themed faves for me what-
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