#I'm having seizures

[sweetpupii]

i just watched arcane S2 E4 and I NEED to talk about it bc I'm going insane and just wtf I'm crying what like what omg what the fuck

WHAT THE FUCK

ok, first of all, Caitlyn. Jesus Christ I need her so bad but also why.

like, how much time has passed that she has a whole new girl? 😭 babe I barely recovered from the caitvi breakup and she's already fuckin someone else. good for her, both of them, but damn.

ISHA AND JINX 💔

the way Isha has a haircut almost identical to the one powder had is killing me. they way she hugged jinx after she came to get her out of the cell :( they're so cute and sweet I might actually kill myself I love the new found family dynamic they deserve everything. if anything bad happens to them I WILL commit a hate crime.

SCAR MY BOY 👹👹👹👹👹👹 they gave him more screentime my prayers were heard, I'm foaming at the mouth rn I love him so much I need to hold him

and I won't even talk about the last scene I'm fucking crying I did not need to hear him say powder like that and have visions of her

anyways, thanks for coming to my Ted talk.

pls don't spoil me the other episodes, I'm poor and waiting for the cheap discord guy to post them s my brother can send them to me

[colebirb]

Good lord

[brinnanza]

see the thing about the whole autistics take everything literally is that we don't actually take everything literally obviously many of us love wordplay no the thing that people MEAN when they say we take everything literally is that we believe what you tell us.

it is never the first impulse (for me at least) that something is a joke or a lie unless I already have evidence. take the grade school gullible is written on the ceiling. you look and the other person laughs at how gullible you are. except in my brain, and I suspect many other autistics as well, things are assumed true unless proven otherwise. and probably some of it for me is just like decades of extreme gaslighting until i became unable to trust my own experiences, memories, and sensations but also it's like... most of the time when people speak to you it is with some degree of authority, whether that is professional or an opinion they really have or their interpretation of something. so without any reason to suspect otherwise, I'm going to believe you.

and yes this is dangerous and yes this makes it very easy to be taken advantage of and yes it does sorta come around to becoming suspicious of everything all the time which is exhausting but maybe the klonopin will sort it out but my point is. in terms of autistics taking things literally. we are the ones being normal about human communication jokes are fun but man you gotta telegraph that or you just sound like a moron "haha it's a joke" no baby that's a lie you think is funny a joke requires a set up and an inversion of expectation you received a reaction that was reasonable for the given stimulus that's just cause and effect do you find the lightswitch equally compelling???

[cannibalhellhound]

guess who's watching Hellsing again?

Live, Laugh, Love, Hellhound

[wonder-worker]

I've been thinking about the tragedy of Elizabeth Woodville living to see the end of her family name.

I don't mean her family with her husband, which lived on through her daughter and grandson. I mean her own.

Her sisters died, one by one, many of them after 1485. When Elizabeth died, only Katherine was left, and she would die before the turn of the century as well.

All her brothers died, too. Lewis died in childhood. John was executed. Anthony was murdered. Lionel died suddenly in the peak of Richard's reign, unable to see his niece become queen. Edward perished at war. Richard died in grieving peace. For all the violence and judgement the family endured, it was "an accident of biology" that ended their line: none of the brothers left heirs, and the Woodville name was extinguished. We know the family was aware of this. We know they mourned it, too:

“Buy a bell to be a tenor at Grafton to the bells now there, for a remembrance of the last of my blood.”

Elizabeth lived through the deposition and death of her young sons, and lived to see the end of her own family name. It must have been such a haunting loss, on both sides.

[suffersinfandom]

I absolutely adore 95% of my fellow pirates. I'm constantly inspired and awed by the creativity, brilliance, and kindness I see every single day, and I really do love this fandom.

BUT SOME DAYS. Some days. Some days I log on to Tumblr and Twitter after a Really Bad Time to see what my wonderful pirate friends are up to and I get

~Gentlebeardies~ are so racist that they voted for Rhys over Ruibo in a poll! They can bot but they can't bot without BEING RACIST!

They really said there's no show without Izzy AND THERE'S NOT, SUCK IT, that's what you GET!

They killed the best character, there's no point in having another season!

Ed's really living with his new boyfriend while his EX WIFE is buried in the yard like A DOG.

*thread about Ed being a bad, monstrous person who did nothing to make amends and deserved to die*

I know that the majority of the fandom is cool, but geez, that little chunk that isn't can be loud, especially on a platform like Twitter that is apparently built to feed me things that'll make me regret logging on.

[wikitpowers]

mind blank just thinking of kit in these fits

[zigzigal]

I made this out of a spanish joke from a tv show I used to watch, (tkm aquí no hay quien viva) so I did my best to translate it c: I hope it's still funny this way. Some drawings are very old but I tried to re-do some

I'm having a lot of fun doing this kind of shit ngl jhskshd

[watchdogfanclub]

PSA

Please tag fast videos/gifs, especially with rapidly changing colors, as #flashing so people with photosensitivity can safely browse the tag without experiencing physical pain.

Thank you.

[mrsmarlasinger]

Told nurse that I could not have my blood drawn today because I would have a reflex anoxic seizure. Nurse told me I could lie down (I was already lying down).

Told nurse that I would have a reflex anoxic seizure if she drew my blood. Nurse said it would be "just a little pinch."

Knew this particular nurse would be unable to hit a vein. Nurse was unable to hit a vein.

Told nurse to stop because I was going to have a reflex anoxic seizure (as portended by my shaking, crying, and hyperventilation while she tried to find my vein). Nurse said, "Oh, you don't want to try again?"

Had reflex anoxic seizure immediately. Nurse was surprised by my very preventable reflex anoxic seizure.

First seizure in years. Felt like bad disso trip; was incredibly traumatic; convinced me I was dying. Woke up sobbing because I thought I was dead and didn't know where I was or what had happened. Could not stop crying.

Nurse said, "Well, now we know you're serious, so we can put a note in your chart!"

Yeah. Well. I knew I was serious about the disorder I've had for two decades. That's why I've had it noted in my chart for years and warn every nurse, immunizer, or piercer who approaches me with a needle.

Left the clinic crying. Did not get my bloodwork, throat swab, urine test, or pneumonia shot.

[bonefall]

As a big sibling with a lil sib with epilepsy, when they read TBC they Honestly thought if they got struck with lightning reciting the lord's prayer they'd be cured like Shadowsight is from their epilepsy. I had a discussion with them on how that's not how it works, but ge was so upset they took it away from Shadowsight that he hasn't picked the books back up and has stated that 'he hopes Ashfur wins and starts a new religion.,'

I do not even know how to respond to this besides saying that your little sibling is 100% right to be pissed and I now also hope Ashfur wins and starts a new religion.

[pvrrhadve]

coping with the second freak death of a dog in just over a month by trying and failing to construct an elaborate joke about betting on losing dogs

[clouseplayssims]

Okay I'm feeling so indecisive about the final color for the palette I'm using in my craft room it's killing me.

Main colors are navy blue, blush pink, and white/grey with dark antique wood. I need to pick an accent color and I'm just... do I do a rich, plummy red? Light blue? Funky teal?

I'm leaning towards the red, but there's a bunch of gorgeous light blue small loveseats on marketplace right now that I could get for cheap to be my reading bubble that are tempting...

[vii-doodles]

KÄÄRIJÄ IS COMING TO MY HOME TOEM AND I HAVING A FUCKING MENTSL BREAKDOWN I DID KNOW I WAS STILL SO BAD DOEN FOR THAT MAN BUT HERE WE ARE. I LITERALLY RUNNING AROUND

[onlyasimp4nobody]

[sasunarualways]

Narutos Hokage acceptance speech 😭