#I'm gonna make tomato soup tomorrow and it's gonna be Good and I'm going to enjoy it.
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beetrans · 5 months ago
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I am thinking about Who I Am outside of work and Productivity and academia and the like
and after today's Hospital Time I am reminded. that I'm actually a pretty happy person when I'm not buried in heaps upon heaps of stress and literal inescapable pain.
it is nice to be happy. Content. Experiencing the world and the many surprising everyday joys of life. doing something silly. Literally smelling the flowers (one from my Mystery Seeds smells so good -- phacelia tanacetifolia if my ID is right -- aka Bee's Friend! how lovely!!) and brushing my dog and making her hair look stupid and laying down in a comfy bed on a comfy pillow.
yes the Horrors creep in. I'm in a fuckin Bad work environment and family threats and all that. but I Have to find and hold onto the joy. If I cannot find it, I have to keep trying to create it. Building a life more worth living.
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luveline · 11 months ago
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can we see what christmas is like with eddie, reader and roan? 🫶
the munson family and their pre christmas priorities ♡ (step)mom!reader, 1k
“I'm sick of being a dad,” Eddie says. “I'm done. You're going to live with your Uncle Wayne.” 
Roan roars with laughter, her hair dusting the floor, her t-shirt dipping down to expose her chubby belly where she hangs from Eddie's hands. “Dad, pick me up!” 
“I'm Eddie now to you.” 
“I'm,” —she cackles— “sorry! Pick me up!” 
Eddie gives her a last good shake before gently lowering her to the floor. She's all flushed cheeks and big eyes, her hair a riot around her head as she wipes stray strands from her mouth. “I'm sorry, daddy,” she says, pouting, her thin brows rising up her forehead. “Don't be mad.” 
“I'm furious.” 
“No, you're not! You're not angry, dad, you're smiling.” 
Eddie forces his lips into a deep frown. “I told you to keep her in line!” 
You huff from your place by the Christmas tree. “Give it up, Eds. Santa doesn't come for grown ups, I already told you that.” You place a final small gift atop the small mountain of silver-wrapped boxes and straighten it to perfection. “So I have to make sure you get what you deserve.” 
“What was I s'posed to do?” Roan asks, sitting up. Her pyjamas are just a little too big, the shirt falling to her thighs and the pants covering her toes. 
“Restrain her,” Eddie says, grabbing Roan under the arms to help her onto her feet. “Let me roll your pants up, babe.” 
“I shrank in the night,” she says. 
Eddie smooths her hair out of her face as he kneels in front of her. “You're so funny. Santa will bring you all kinds of new pyjamas tomorrow, he told me. But don't tell him I told you.” 
“Did you get me anything?” Roan asks. 
If only she knew. “Yeah, we got you some gifts too. But we're gonna put them out when Santa does, okay?” 
“Okay.” She beams. Eddie pulls her pants from under her little feet to roll the hems up, worried she'll slip and smash her face on the wood floors. 
“You're excited,” Eddie says, moving to her second leg, “I can feel you vibrating like a dog.” 
“Woof,” she says, wrapping her arms around his neck. She's in a very cuddly mood tonight. 
“Oh, what a beautiful puppy I have. She's so cute.” He hugs her lightly, black curls trapped either side of them. Eddie sits back on his calves and she lets herself fall into his lap. “What kind of puppy are you? A poodle?” 
“No, I wanna be a dalmatian!” 
“Of course,” he hums, stroking her hair. “How could I forget? You love damn-nations.” 
You stand up from the tree to poke at them with your foot. “Can we have hot chocolate now?” 
“Yeah!” 
“Puppy's can't have chocolate,” Eddie says, encouraging Roan back to tuck her hair behind her ears. “So you'll have to be human Ro again.” 
She sighs forlornly. “Okay.” 
You make your way into the kitchen, paper chains hanging in the doorway and snowflake stickers holographic against the dark window. It's only 5PM, but the sun has firmly set, leaving the outside world in total darkness. You flick on the kitchen light and immediately head to the stove to heat the stove top kettle where it’s lived this last month on the back hob. “Milk, please?” you ask. 
Eddie's already in the fridge. He passes you the milk, ignoring the mounds of foil wrapped meats and cheeses, his stomach aching in longing. “One more sleep,” he says, hooking a pint of milk on his pinky. 
Roan attempts to climb your legs. You pick her up and put her on the counter, shielding her from the stove with your body. “What's for dinner?” she asks you. 
“How about soup?” you ask. When Roan wrinkles her nose, you add, “With croutons? We could have yummy vegetable soup with crispy croutons.” Still wrinkled. “Or we could have tomato soup and grilled cheese?” 
“With extra cheese?” Roan asks. 
“Sure, princess. Lots and lots of cheese.” 
Eddie opens the kettle. “What was in here?” 
“Milk last night, but I already washed it. I knew we'd be having more hot chocolate,” you say, words shaped by your smile as Roan pulls you in for a hug. “It's so cold, huh, baby.” 
“My nose is cold.” 
“I can feel it!” 
Eddie pours the entire pint of milk into the kettle. It'll be just enough for all three of you to have a full mug, and if he uses the big mugs there'll be no risk of overflow once the whipped cream and marshmallows have been added. 
The milk doesn't need to boil, only warm. While it's heating he takes the hot chocolate powder from the cupboard and throws in a couple of heaping spoonfuls. The milk quickly turns a rich brown. 
“Should I put some real chocolate in there too?” Eddie asks. 
“Duh, dad!” Roan says. 
You second her agreement more kindly, “Yes! Definitely yes. It's always best with the real stuff too.” You rub Roan's shoulders. “Yeah?” 
Eddie's getting jealous, honestly. He ignores you both, shutting the lid on the kettle and easing his way between your arm and Roan's. “Let me in,” he demands. 
You curl an arm behind his back. When you look up into his face, you couldn't look more in love. There's a shine to your eyes, a reverence he can't miss, and he's expecting your compliment before you give it. 
“Hi, gorgeous,” you say, kissing the side of his chin. 
He drops his head onto yours and pulls Roan in as close as he can without knocking her off of the counter. The air has already begun to smell of chocolate, though the smell of honeyed ham lingers. Roan herself smells like no tears shampoo. Eddie sniffs you curiously. 
“Stop sniffing me.” 
“What do you smell like?” 
“Nothing. I'm not wearing any perfume.” 
You smell like yourself. He can't explain it, but he likes it, hiding his nose in the seam of your hairline. 
Roan cracks first, pushing you both away. “How long will it take?” 
“Any minute now,” Eddie says, kissing your cheek before pulling away. “Let me get that chocolate.” 
“You didn't put the chocolate in? Dad.” 
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actualalligator · 11 months ago
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WIP Wednesday
This is a snippet from "If I Lead, Will You Follow?" This feels so slow going rn. I feel like this is all I wanted to write when I started it, but my inspiration has stalled. Maybe getting more out into the universe will help. It's a longer snippet, so I'm gonna put it under a cut. Thank you @im-overstimulated-and-im-sad for tagging me 🩵
Eddie walked back into the living room and sat on the couch with his beer. If Buck was good at complicated legos, then he could have at it. Eddie was more than happy to sit back and drink his beer. 
As if he could read his mind, Christopher looked up at him. “Buck's way better at this than you, Dad.” 
Buck choked back a laugh. Eddie threw a half-hearted glare his way. 
“That's not very nice, bud,” Buck said after a second. “I'm sure your dad is plenty good.” 
Christopher's eyebrows drew together, and he shook his head. 
“What's parenthood if you're not being bullied by your own kid?” Eddie asked, voice soft enough that Christopher probably didn't register it. It got a soft huff of laughter from Buck, though. Eddie liked that sound a lot. “Buck can be your lego buddy from now on.” 
“Good,” said Christopher. “I thought I'd never get the Mars Rover finished.” 
“We may not finish this tonight “ Buck replied, looking through the instructions. 
“You can come back tomorrow,” Christopher said, and the way he said it sounded like it was just a given. Of course, Buck would come back again the next night to build legos with him.  
Buck frowned down at the instructions. “Well, I have to work tomorrow, buddy, but maybe I can come over the next time I'm off.” 
Christopher squinted up at Buck. “When is that?” and his tone was close enough to a demand that it made Eddie sit up a little straighter. 
“Ay, mijo. We have to be kind to our friends or they won't want to come and play,” he said, and he never raised his voice with Christopher, not like his dad had done with him, but he was firm. 
Christopher paused for a second, maybe to consider what he would say next, but his tone was much softer when he finally did speak. “When can you come back and play legos with me again, Buck?” 
“I'm off on Monday,” Buck says. 
Christopher looked at Eddie. “Dad, can Buck come over on Monday?” 
“I work on Monday,” Eddie said softly. He didn't want to let his kid down. “You're going to go to Abuela’s before and after school, and I won't pick you up until after you're asleep.”  
“Oh.” Christopher's little slumped shoulders were exactly what Eddie didn't want. 
Buck glanced between them. He pulled out his phone. Seconds later, Eddie's phone buzzed in his pocket. 
Buck: I could watch him after school on Monday. 
Eddie looked at the text, then at Buck. He appreciated that the offer had come as a text. They were still new to each other. But Eddie was surprised to find that he wanted to say yes. He trusted Buck already. And it would be nice to get to come right home after a twelve-hour shift and for Christopher to fall asleep in his own bed. 
“Maybe Buck can hang out with you after school here until I get home,” Eddie said. “You will have to promise me that you'll listen to Buck and you'll go to bed when he says it's time.”
Christopher's face lit up. “Yes, please! I promise!”
Buck was smiling too. “You'll have to let me know what you want for dinner, bud,” he said.
Christopher leaned forward with a very serious expression on his face. “Can you make grilled cheese? Dad always burns them.”
“Captain Nash, your dad’s boss, taught me how to make the best grilled cheese in the whole world,” Buck replied. He poked through the lego pieces in the bin and handed one to Christopher. “Do you like tomato soup?”
Christopher nodded. “Dad can make that pretty okay. We eat it with quesadillas sometimes. Those are usually okay.”
“Tomato soup and quesadillas can both be cooked in the microwave just fine,” Eddie said. “But we have good dinners too, mijo. Right? Like when we had spaghetti last week. That was good.”
Chris giggled and nodded again. “We had chicken nuggets with cheese in our spaghetti! It was the best I've ever had!”
“Oh yeah?” Buck asked. He glanced back at Eddie for a second before picking up the next piece of their build. “Maybe I can join you next time because I've never had that. And I love spaghetti and chicken nuggets.”
“Yeah. I'll call you,” Christopher replied, taking the piece and sticking it on.
Buck chuckled. “You've got my number?”
“Dad does. He lets me call Grandma and Abuelo,” Christopher said with a wave of his hand.
“Perfect. As soon as you know your dad has spaghetti on the menu, call me right up,” Buck told him. He handed him one more piece and closed the instructions. “I have to go start the chicken. We will have to pick this up after dinner."
No pressure tagging and anybody else who wants to share! I wanna read your WIPs!
@lochnesswriter @friendly-chaos @malewifediaz
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lumine-no-hikari · 9 months ago
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Dear Sephiroth: (a letter to a fictional character, because why not) #63
I went to the grocery store today! And this time, I actually got some pictures of the general structure and layout! Because I know you said you wanted to know what is an ordinary life.
I don't know if these exist in your world in the same way, so maybe this won't seem very ordinary to you. But it's ordinary where I live, so here you go:
Most places will have the entrance directly in the produce section. This is where we find all our fruits and vegetables. There are lots of pictures because there are lots of different kinds of food here. Some of them come pre-cut and pre-washed; this is very convenient, and also makes it a lot easier for disabled people to cook on their own:
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I got a broccoli, some asparagus, and some tomatoes from here!
There's also typically a section that contains deli meats and cheeses. These come whole in plastic packages, and then they get sliced up on special machines on request. This stuff is usually for sandwiches and the like.
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I didn't get anything from this section, but I wanted to show it to you anyway!
You have the other cheese sections, too, which are... not for sandwiches? I guess that's the best way I can explain it - usually the cheese is split up for that which is intended for sandwiches and that which is intended for other things. But I don't usually discriminate when it comes to cheese; these are my favorite sections of the grocery store whether they're for sandwiches or not!! Because I am a cheese goblin!! It has been written!! It is known!! Ahahaha~! 😄
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(sadly, I didn't get anything from this section today. but you can tell it's my favorite section because I have more pictures of this one particular food than of anything else!! hahahaha! 🤣🤤)
Over this way, you have the prepared foods section, the raw fish and raw meat sections, and the rest of the aisles:
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This is the fish section! I only get salmon from here, because almost everything else is either too expensive or it has too much mercury in it, or both! Swordfish, for example, is a fish that lots of people in my world really like, but it's ridiculously expensive, and it's got a ridiculous amount of mercury in it, too, so I avoid it. Mercury is not good for the bodies of living creatures!
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I did get salmon from here today. My world has farmed salmon; people say that it's bad for you in other ways, but I know that wild salmon are often not sustainably fished, and farmed salmon is cheaper anyhow, and it's very important to have omega-3 fatty acids in your diet (especially if, like me, you came out of therapy today with a massive paradigm shift; your brain is gonna need that stuff in order to build new neural connections properly; maybe I'll talk about it tomorrow)!
This section is where they put all the custom cut, pre-seasoned, and extra fancy raw meat:
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It's in this section that you'll find lamb, wagyu, bison, pricier cuts of beef, and pre-seasoned and pre-marinated meats.
The rest of the raw meat section contains more standardized cuts that haven't been seasoned. It's divided into "beef and sometimes lamb" (it's a real treat when they get whole lamb leg on the bone; I love to season and roast those and save the bone for broth!), pork, "turkey, chicken and chicken organs", and then "other organ meats, things for stock or bird feed, and things that are purchased relatively rarely" - think beef liver, suet, pig's feet, chicken's feet, and marrow bones for making soup stock. But they don't always have those things.
This is the "beef and sometimes lamb" section:
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This is the pork section:
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Here is the turkey, chicken, and chicken organs, and organ meats sections:
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I got chicken leg quarters from here! I intend to make them tomorrow, if I still have energy after my tasks and I'm not in too much pain!
Near these sections, in the middle, is where all the pre-cooked or cured meats are - things like hotdogs, cooked sausages, whole ham, and bacon. Here's an example:
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This is where they keep the milk and cream:
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And here's where they keep breads and desserts:
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I got a couple of surprises here, with you in mind! You'll see at the end! 😁
So far, I've only shown you the edges of the store. There are lots of aisles in the middle, which is where they keep non-perishable items, or items that aren't perishable until they're opened. Things like cereal, canned goods, dried goods, pasta, condiments, sugar, flour... stuff like that. The middle aisles contain lots of preserved or processed foods. Foods such as those aren't necessarily bad things, but it's generally important to make sure that processed foods don't make up your whole diet.
...Unfortunately, though, the reality of our world is that processed foods are generally a lot cheaper, so for most people, it's really all they can afford. I'm very lucky that I can get things like fresh fruits, fresh vegetables, and fresh fish. I remember when I was younger, and we could usually only get processed foods, meat, dairy, and bread.
In any case, here's the breakfast aisle:
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You can find things here like cereal, oats, pancake mix, tea, coffee, honey, syrup, and stuff that people where I live generally like to eat for breakfast.
This is the honey and syrup section.
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I got honey from here because we were out.
Next to it is the tea section:
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I didn't get anything from here, but I decided to show it to you anyway because the colorful boxes are kinda pretty!
J was with me, and he decided to snag this picture of me taking pictures for you, for some reason! Hahaha!
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Anyhoot! We got home and put everything away! I guess it's time for me to show you the surprises I got! I don't know what you like for dessert, but it's hard to go wrong with things like chocolate and raspberries, I think!
This one is a chocolate cheesecake with purple raspberry frosting and fresh raspberries on top!
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This one is a raspberry mascarpone tart thing!
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And this one is a chocolate truffle tart thing!
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...And... I know I can't give these to you. But I think you would like them if I could. If nothing else, please know that there are people in this world who would get tasty snacks for you just because they think you might like them.
Thank you for coming on this adventure with me. I know that a grocery store is probably just an ordinary thing, but you've indicated before that you just want ordinary things, and... even ordinary things can be turned into full adventures if you're carrying enough curiosity, joy, excitement, and love inside your mind. Even if you go to the same place lots of times, there is still always something new and beautiful to discover, if only you look closely at everything with fresh eyes.
You are loved because I love you. And lots of other people do, too. So don't do anything stupid to get yourself killed, got it? We need you here. We need to see you heal. We need you to be okay in the end. Please. Because there's still so much you haven't seen. There are still so many delightful and wonderful and beautiful things that you haven't experienced. Don't go around thinking like pain and misery are the only things that life can offer you. You're not done yet.
I'll write again tomorrow, so please keep yourself safe.
Your friend, Lumine
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laura-the-yellow-cat · 4 months ago
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MSA X Scooby-Doo and the Witch's Ghost Chapter 8: Customers are in horror and shock at Shaggy and Scooby eating foods, The rest of the Mystery Teams ate Restaurants/Meets Daisy’s Descendant of Sasha, Other Descendant of Marlin/Tourists are not good for many hours of 2 Ghosts, they have given up and out of locations
**A woman gasps and the customers in horror, as the people in the restaurant are looking at Scooby and Shaggy eating like a bunch of pigs, John, Jaxson with other mystery teams eating some food, John and Kirby are eating Roast turkey, as Jack returns, bringing them more food**
Jack: **laughs nervously** I never seen anything like this. Are you at least tasting my food?
They nod and swallow the food in their stuffed mouths
Shaggy: It's the best food we ever had.
Scooby-Doo: Delicious.
John: Looks good, Right kirby?
Kirby: **cute noises** (Yep) **eats one piece of roast turkey**
Jaxson, Josh and other mystery teams: Indeed
**Scooby and Jaxson drinks the tomato soups and then the man runs out of the restaurant in disgust as the gang arrives**
Daphne: So, how's the food?
Starla: Yeah?
Shaggy: Pretty darn good.
Velma Dinkley: Is there anything left in the kitchen?
Laura: or not?
Sarah: Indeed
Jack: I'll be right back, guys. I'm gonna make a run at the market.
**Jack then leaves**
Fred: It's getting dark, guys. Let's go see if that "ghost" is gonna make an appearance
Maisy: Yeah, it getting dark outside
Shaggy: Like we loved to. But we haven't had our dessert yet
Scooby-Doo: Yeah, yeah
John: Me too
Kirby: **cute noises** (Me three)
Josh, Jaxson and Other Mystery Team Members: Us Four
Daphne Blake: Okay, but after you're finished. Meet us at the puritan village
Laura: Yeah
Sarah: I agree
Lewis, Vivi, Mystery, Arthur, Daniela and others: Yep
Velma: Ben's already gone ahead.
Matilda: and Flik too
Shaggy: Great! Like if the ghost gets there. Just start screaming without us
John: So kirby, what you would like dessert?
Kirby: **cute noise** (Apple Pie)
John: **kind laugh** okay, kirby
**Scooby and Jaxson tries to eat the chicken leg from Shaggy and he dodges Scooby and Jaxson's bite on the chicken**
Shaggy: Hey!
Josh: Don't do that
**At night, we see many people in the puritan village**
Tourist 1: Come on, we've been waiting here an hour. The ghost is a no show.
Tourist 2: Maybe she'll show up in the concert tomorrow.
**Then they all leave except for the gang, mystery teams and girls' clue club team**
Ben: Too bad. I was going to have a little chat with my ghostly ancestor. I wanted to ask here where she'd hid her journal
Flik: Yeah
Daphne: Boy, Ben seems to be pretty obsessed with that book.
Starla: Oh my goodness, I guess you both are right about that
Fred: I'll say
Laura, Sarah, Lewis, Arthur, Daniela, Vivi, Mystery, Cera, Maisy, Ecole, Mike and others: Yep
Ben: We should all leave too
Flik: Yeah
Daphne Blake: We should give it a chance, Ben, Flik
Starla: I agree
Marco: Yep
Fred Jones: Yeah, it's probably a hokey bedsheet with a wire or something. This could be funny
Lewis: Or not
For @sfcabanasstarcgs and @mysteryideasgroup
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Her msa x sd ocs sonas and Her new msa x sd Ocs Sona belongs to @sfcabanasstarcgs and @mysteryideasgroup
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theglowstickchronicles · 2 years ago
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Unintentionally made breakfast for the next two days. I had made a veggie scramble this morning and saved half for tomorrow. Then I decided I wanted to try my new mini waffle maker and Kodak birthday cake waffle mix. I've never made waffles before (don't @ me) and I was using the mini waffle maker, so I just straight up followed the recipe. It made 6 mini waffles. I ate 3 for an early dinner tonight and then am saving 3 for.... I don't know. Maybe I can eat the eggs and a waffle tomorrow for breakfast, and then eat the other two waffles on Wednesday for breakfast? Or freeze some of the fake meat I was going to cook, and eat the waffles for dinner tomorrow so then I'm not wasting food. Okay, good talk Erin, lol.
I was also going to make a protein smoothie later with frozen cherries, vanilla almond milk, and "vanilla ice cream" protein powder but uh... I don't have frozen cherries. I contemplated going to the grocery store really quick but ugh. no. I have other frozen fruits and veggies for protein smoothies. I'll go Friday morning for the frozen cherries as a weekend treat. But speaking of smoothies I am in absolute love with my new Ninja. I've got a horrid work schedule this week due to vacation, so I bought easy foods (salads, wraps, probs gonna make a loaf tonight for dinners) but I have a three-day weekend next weekend so maybe I'll use the blender part to make a soup??? It's been a hot second since I've done that tomato basil with gnocci recipe that I got from @chrisdoeslife a few years ago...
Anyway. This was me procrastinating cleaning because I've got a killer headache, but I need to clean so I can work out and get my act together for work tomorrow. I am in the unfortunate position of having to train my orientee knowing we are letting them go at the end of the week unless a miracle is performed in the next 48 hours. I am going to be an absolute cunt about our educator doing absolutely nothing in the last 3 weeks though so at least there's that to look forward to.
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skinni-girls-eat-books · 4 months ago
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Friday, August 2nd, 2024!
6:49am: lol yesterday started off strong but really went downhill after that cookie 😂 milk (150)
Another milk that I'm currently choking on (150)
9:27am: made an appointment for bc at 3:30pm, my farts are going crazy rn, but it feels great lmao I'm not bloated anymore
12:53pm: another cup of milk lol (150) today is very easy. I think I will have soup for dinner if I don't make plans
5:18pm: No better thinspo than almost getting diagnosed with high blood pressure AGAIN at my birth control appointment 🙃 I need to lose this weight and tbh maybe this will be my last year on bc since it is probably contributing to it. Let's see what this year brings as far as being healthy.
Ugh I'm exhausted from today. Banana (100)
Popcorn from microwave bag 480 cal w Ms. Dash Italian seasoning mmm
I forgot how good red wine vinegar is, I put some of that on my popcorn as well :) and took a little shot of it afterwards. So yummy
Multivitamin I forgot to take this morning
11:00pm: half block of habanero cheese w cream cheese (to cool the spicy) ~ 440 + 150?
Soda oops! Idk 140~
Tbh I'm doing a great job of eating through every thing in my fridge before I go shopping again for fruits + veg 😂 just don't really want to throw things away that I bought before I started this journey. But I didn't have a whole lot in my fridge to start with so woo. Plus this is only day 2 and I mentally feel like I am ready to do this.
Sooooo idk why I'm doing this but fridge checkkkkk: 1+1/2 blocks of cheese, a brick of seitan/ tofu, most of a 2L of soda rip (I probably won't finish it before it gets flat anyway), a thing of orange juice, pickled veggies! 80 cal protein yogurts and I can't think of anything else rn. (I'm laying in bed). There's a fuck ton of seafood and pesto and veggies in my freezer that I'm looking forward to, some popsicles that I got on clearance, boba packets lol, and I think that's it for the freezer. There's a bunch of soup and noodles in my pantry, some beans and diced tomatoes which I love and all those fucking almonds and trail mix still 😂 popcorn kennels and some Ritz crackers.
Idk what I'm gonna do tomorrow, there's a hurricane?? I might start my period?? I might be hanging with my boytoy?? What's going on???
Lol goodnight
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1d1195 · 5 months ago
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Hiiiiii I have read few ask about me and here people are so kind and to 💜 anon whoever it was about it doesn't matter just like you said so happy that we all love to talk and we will be doing it!!
Alfredo sauce is my fav too like with some vegetables so it can be healthy or sometimes no veggies but I love itttt!! And pesto-risotto?? How was it I never tried before??
I'm vegetarian since I was born lol so like it's a practice I think?? And I love fruits some of my favs are Mango, watermelon, blueberries and moreeeee like I could eat in any day!!( I swear i can eat one cube of watermelon and I bloat like a hot air balloon, it's stupid. A single slice of an apple and I want to throw up) after eating bloat like hot air balloon I'm laughing like the word choice is amazing but you can't eat any fruits?? You don't like them or is just you can't stomach them??
Veg Lasagna are so good too and my friends says the meat lasagna are way better than the veg one but I think veg one taste pretty amazing!! Ohh eggplant parm and garlic bread this sounds so good like I have eaten outside but never made it so if you wanna share the recipe of it please do!!
That day I didn't baked anything but tomorrow for sure I'm gonna bake chocolate or vanilla cupcakes ding was vanilla cupcake girly right??
Yes Italian dressing on salads taste so yum I make everytime I crave but I made Caesar dressing few time it doesn't taste that good as compare to restaurants one!!
French onion soup is so soothingly good like with some warm buttery bread ahh heaven!! Really if my mum is making all these food taste 10 times better!!💞
How are you?? How was dinner??
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I love chatting with you all. You're all SO lovely! 💕 I hope you guys never feel like you can't chat!
My bf will make plane alfredo sauce with pasta which is obvs delicious but I LOVE to add broccoli and spinach. Or really any veggies. Alfredo is 😍 The pesto risotto was SO good. There was asparagus in it too and I LOVE asparagus!
Oh no, I CAN eat fruit. It's just annoying because like one grape and I go up three dress sizes lol. I love fruit. Grapes, apples, WATERMELON is my FAVORITE. I also love love love strawberries and blueberries too. Pretty much all berries (raspberries are so underrated to me.) But I'm more of a veggie girl I think!
I love veggie lasagna! Meat lasagna is good too but I love a good veggie lasagna.
Eggplant parm you slice into disks! You can decide the thickness. You dip them in flour, eggs, and breadcrumbs I usually add my favorite seasonings too (garlic powder, onion powder, italian seasoning, etc). Fry them in a pan in your favorite kind of oil (I use canola, olive, or vegetable oil depending on what we bought that week lol) until they're golden brown. Then you start to layer it in a pan eggplant, tomato sauce, mozzarella & parmesan cheese. (I usually do a 8 in x 8 in pan but again your favorite one is fine!) If you make your own sauce then by all means use that but any red sauce you like will suffice! Then you bake it in the oven for a like 30 mins? Mostly so the cheese melts and everything gets gooey, crispy, yummy. I like to have it with pasta as well but it's good on it's own too. ALMOST like a lasagna with eggplant instead of pasta.
Garlic bread is like SUPER easy. I like to use french bread! You cut the bread open and lay it flat on a baking sheet. Oven at 425F. 1/2 cup of butter softened, salt, the recipe I've always used calls for 4 cloves of finely minced garlic but I never measure garlic, I put as much as I feel like. Same thing with salt. It says like 1/4 of a teaspoon but it depends if you use salted butter etc. etc. 1 tablespoon of parsley. You mix the butter, garlic, salt, parsley together and then spread it on the bread and bake in the oven for like 10-15 mins but I just usually watch it until it's ready (golden brown!)
I feel like both of my recipes are like "just throw it together as you see fit" it's very word of mouth recipes in my family and you just watch someone make it a couple times then just do it yourself. But if you try it, I hope you like it! 💕
Idk if I gave Miss Cupcake a favorite cupcake! I know Ding Harry liked her lemon raspberry ones 🤭 My favorite cupcake is vanilla with chocolate frosting because I'm BORING AF. But I don't care.
I LOVE my mom's cooking. Tbh idk if she's actually any good. I just love it so much.
I'm doing well! Dinner was good! I forget what I ate tbh but it was yummy. Any fun plans for the weekend?
xoxo
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keefwho · 7 months ago
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May 02 - 2024 Thursday
10:35pm
2.5/10
I woke up tired and in a bad mood. I decided to go back to bed for however long, I only slept another hour. I got up and figured I should try to go through my usual schedule, I have an obligation to the people that pay me so that was my motivation. I had also decided to quiet Discord for a little to focus on my work and myself. My tummy hurt so I only ate a pack of soup for breakfast. I was able to stream on time.
On stream I warmed up with chinchilla sketches. Then I was trying to find the sketch I was commissioned to upgrade but I couldn't. I was also in a hurry because I had asked mom to take me to the store later so I couldn't waste too much time. I moved on to a different drawing for the time being. Then my stomach was upset again and I had to end the stream. I redid my schedule to give myself a little break and go to the store early. At the store I did my best to complete my therapy homework. I asked the girl if she had any super cool plans this evening and she said no, probably just gonna curl up under a blanket. That was about the extent of that interaction but it was better than usual. It also made me realize I can probably come in and ask any ol random question until I can probe deeper. Next I might ask what her current favorite show is or something. When I got home, I did an hour of commission work. I was in a poor mood and was trying to hang out with TK and friends in their server. They were playing a free hockey game I planned to join them in which I did. I hated it though so we only played a few rounds. Then TK and her boyfriend left to watch a movie in theater and I left to make lunch. I wasn't hungry but I ended up making tuna spaghetti. It was a little bit hard to eat it all but I did. I tuned into Tomato streaming hardcore Skyrim and that was my cozy content for the afternoon.
I had an afternoon schedule planned but it sort of fell apart. I knew all I really had to get done was commissions so I did that at least. I had planned to also work on idea requests and some of my next VR world but I skipped all of that. Given how I felt both physically and mentally, I gave myself the rest of the day off. A lot of it was spent curled up watching Skyrim. I felt very lonely but like I couldn't reach out to anyone. I thought about how hard it is to have fun anymore and how I'm not looking forward to anything. My day looked like being alone and unfulfilled, waiting to do it all again tomorrow. I asked DS for some company later. In the meantime I joined TK again and just chilled with them while I started installing mods for a KSP1 run.
When DS was ready, I kept preparing Kerbal and she put on a 90s EPCOT Barbie birthday video. Then we went down the rabbit hole of ASMR with Maya's channel. I felt very sick when we started watching and I almost wanted to ask for something else but I ended up really liking the Jimmy Neutron one we watched. It was hilarious and a great distraction from my body. Then we watched one as Buzz Lightyear.
In bed we did our puzzles, the crossword was stupid. We read a good chapter of Monster High and I progressed Twilight Town in KH2. After she fell asleep I booted up KSP to just barely start my campaign and the old UI is kinda grody but I found a mod to hopefully help that. Also not a fan of the loading times but it is a much more stable game.
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stardust-static · 2 years ago
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One of the worst feelings is when you make some big elaborate recipe and you make a bunch of it, and then it comes out gross. Now you have all this food you have to waste. 😩
I've had two misses in a row now. Last night we were craving tomato bisque soup 'cause we went to some fancy bakery and got a grilled cheese and tomato bisque soup the day before and it was atrocious, and we paid $15 for it. Now Bailey and I are a bit spoiled with soups because my mom makes the best soup and always gives us a bunch to freeze. Her tomato bisque paired with my amazing grilled cheese on fresh sourdough is heaven. So I knew I could make it 10x's better and I still had the craving after that unsatisfying bakery. Instead of calling my mother and asking for her recipe I just thought I'd Google how to make it. The soup was awful. Way too watery and somehow not enough tomato. I was prepared to freeze all of that soup I made, but I knew I wasn't going to eat that again and I knew Bailey wouldn't either. Grilled cheese was still a 10/10. Then tonight comes and I found this recipe for a red tomato based curry. I've never had a red curry and don't know if that's how it usually is, but we love yellow curry. So yeah I made this red curry with some white rice and I even made naan bread. Bailey comes into the kitchen talking about how he loves me and is super impressed with this meal I made and wow it smells so good! Then we tasted it and did not like the curry at all. So I had to throw it out 😭 I'm gonna start cutting recipes in half until I decide if I like them or not. I got all the stuff to make butter chicken as well and now I'm scared. I feel like tomorrow night I need to make something we actually know we like to even things out.
But yeah anyway... ✌️
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hereeveryday · 2 years ago
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Day 3
I just want to say one big thank you to the bot that liked my first post. I'm so glad, I got my first like. That is so so great.
Today I woke up pretty late. I am on holidays with my family, so we are just chilling. I just had breakfast. Some yoghurt with jam, nuts and seeds. It was good. Now I'm about to do some cleaning and make lunch. It's gonna be fun with the broken right hand, but my sister will help me, so no worries.
I was thinking a vegetable soup and some pasta with tomato sauce or maybe fries with meat, I'll see. So yeah.
And maybe we'll go get some ice crem in the town, that would be nice. See you tomorrow, have a nice day !
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svechnikovvv · 2 years ago
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can’t take my eyes off you (part 7)
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gif by: @robinsteve
pairing: steve harrington x fem!reader
warnings: you guys know the drill by now
word count: 2,314
summary: steve fakes y/m for a week for a family reunion, but little does y/n know, he's had the biggest crush on her for a while.
a/n: this is officially my favorite steve gif. also, this one's short as well. just another filler chapter
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saturday. yes. you’ll admit it. you were kind of looking forward to going home, but steve’s family’s grown on you. especially the kids. you don't know if you want to leave anymore. you sit up in bed and see steve sprawled out everywhere. you quietly laugh to yourself. you don't bother with changing your clothes, heading downstairs in your pajamas.
"i'd say morning, but it's twelve in the afternoon" diane says to you as you step into the kitchen. your eyes slightly widen.
"i slept for that long?" she nods
"why did you and steve get home so late?"
"we went to see top gun"
"ooh. i heard tom cruise was in it"
"oh, diane. he was a sight for sore eyes" you both laugh and she gestures to the table.
"well, you missed breakfast, but we still have lunch. since tomorrow's the last day, we kept it simple. so grilled cheese and tomato soup it is for today"
"my mouth is already watering" you grab a plate, and bowl, and make yourself your lunch. this was the one time you didn't make steve his food because you were just too hungry to put your food on pause to make him something to eat. you took a seat at the barstool that you usually sit on and dipped your grilled cheese into the tomato soup, then taking a bite.
"i forgot how good grilled cheese was"
"never underestimate the power of grilled cheese" diane says
"mm. somethng smells good" you look to your right and see steve wallking into the kitchen.
"look. sleeping beauty has finally risen" steve rolls his eyes at your comment and his mom hands him his food. looks like she made it for him. he tells her thank you and takes a seat beside you. he bites into his sandwich and he looks just as satisfied as you.
"so, what do you two have planned today?" steve swallows his food then speaks up.
"i was thinking of staying in today?" he looks at you and you nod
"staying in sounds amazing to me. maybe we can play another game of twister and i can kick your ass again"
"do you kiss your mother with that mouth?"
"why would i kiss my mom, steve? that's incest" he rolls his eyes
"you know what i mean" you two go silent after that for a bit, just finishing your lunch.
"oh, y/n, wendy and nicole said they wanted to give you a makeover today. they're in the living room waiting" diane tells you and you slightly panick. you let one of your cousins give you a makeover one time, and long story short, you looked like ronald mcdonald with how much she caked your face.
"lucky me" you slowed your pace at eating your lunch, scared for what was to come. once you did finish though, you made your way into the living room, steve by your side. the two girls spotted you instantly and perked up.
"stevie! y/n! perfect!" you and steve look at each other with scared looks and then back at the girls, walking to sit in front of them on the floor.
"stevie, we're giving you a makeover too" nicole says
"what? i came here to watch"
"we want to make you look pretty" wendy says and you nudge steve. you look down at the play makeup that wendy and nicole had laid out.
"okay, nicole, you do stevie and i'll do y/n" wendy orders and nicole nods. wendy stands up so that she can properly put makeup onto your face.
"first i'm gonna do eyeshadow" you nod
"close your eyes" you close them as instructed and you start to feel her work her way across your eyelids. you're just curious as to what color she picked out. she did the same to the other eye and then blowed your eyes.
"that's to get off any extra stuff" you nod
"okay, you can open your eyes again" you open them and see wendy holding blush.
"now i'm going to do your blush" she starts to dab the pink powder across your cheeks and does the same as she did to your eyes. she blows off the extra. she stands back a bit after she does that and looks at you, then nods.
"almost done. just have to do lipstick" she picks up a mini thing of lipstick and takes the cap off of it.
"do this," she puckers her lips and you copy her actions. she applies the lipstick onto your lips. she then put the cap back onto the lipstick and looked at your face, a big smile on it.
"you look like an official princess" she holds up a tiny mirror so you can see yourself and you gotta admit, she didn't do a bad job for a kid.
"i watch mommy do her makeup all the time" she says and you nod, then putting the mirror down and facing her.
"i love it wendy. thank you" she smiles big and nods. you then turn to look at steve and nicole is still going at him. she makes him pucker his lips like wendy did with you and she put on a bold, red lipstick. his eyes meet yours and you're trying your hardest not to laugh. you'll never let him live this down.
once nicole finishes, she hands him the mirror you previously had and steve looks at what nicole did.
"wow nicole. you sure weren't lying when you said you'd make me look pretty" he puts the mirror down, looking at her. he then looks at you.
"wendy, you did an amazing job at doing y/n's makeup" he stands up from his spot on the ground.
"thank you. now, let's go show people" the two little girls grab your hands and pull you into the kitchen. diane was the first to see and the biggest smile makes its way onto her face.
"wow. you two look... just wow" she's trying not to laugh and you just stand there as she takes it all in. cynthia is the next person to see it.
"y/n... you-" she then looks at steve. "oh. and steve" she lets out a laugh at steve and he gives her a bitch face.
"this is the best thing i've seen all day" she walks past the two of you, heading out to the terrace.
"let's go show our mommies" wendy says to nicole and she nods. they drag you to where you assumed their moms were.
"mommy! nicole and me did y/n and stevie's makeup!" laura and jennifer turn around and take in the sight of you and steve.
"wow"
"yeah yeah, i know" steve says and you're laughing. it's so hard for you to take him serious.
"sassy much?" laura asks and steve rolls his eyes
"you did an amazing job, sweetie" jennifer says to nicole and nicole smiles widely.
"i made him look pretty"
"so are you saying i was ugly before?" steve asks her and she nods. he fake gasps and places a hand over his heart.
"words hurt, nicole" she giggles and steve smiles
"this is by far the highlight of my life" laura says and you nod
"oh for sure"
"okay, come on. let's go back inside" wendy grabs your hand and drags you back into the house. steve in tow with nicole.
"when can i take this off?" steve asks nicole
"later" looks like you two have to go all day with your new look. throughout the day, you and steve did various tasks, still having the makeup on. at some point you two changed into different clothes. around 6, you and steve were watching some tv in the living room when wendy and nicole came up to you.
"you guys can take it off now" steve was the first to head to the bathroom and take it off. once he came back out, he was back to looking how he did hours earlier. you were next. you went into the bathroom and turned on the cold water, washing your face. you took the washcloth that you could tell steve used, and wiped your face off, getting rid of all leftover residue.
you headed back into the living room and sat down beside steve.
"who knew looking pretty came with a cost" he said and you chuckled
"you can't deny that you didn't enjoy it" he went silent, thus proving your point.
"see. i'm right"
"you usually are"
"don't kiss ass, harrington" he rolls his eyes. you swear, one day they're going to get stuck in the back of his head with how much he does it.
"i'm definitely telling robin and dustin about this when we get back home" he turns to face you, pointing a finger at you
"you will do nothing of the sort"
"you can't stop me" you grin evily at him and he squints his eyes at you.
"you got five seconds to start running. i'm giving you a headstart" you get up and take off out the door, heading to the vineyard. you can feel your calves burning as you run. you haven't put this much effort into running since highschool. you take many different turns, finding a hiding spot. you crouch down, panting and catching your breath.
"y/n!" you hear steve shout
"come on out, sweetheart!" your heart is thumping against your chest, and you're still trying to catch your breath. once you calm down your breathing, you can hear steve start to get closer. you slowly get up from your crouched position and you book it back to the house. you're running when suddenly you feel a pair of arms wrap themselves around your waist. you're let out loud laughter and steve is laughing with you.
"gotcha" steve whispers in your ear, sending shivers down your spine.
"i would've had it if you didn't have such long ass legs you fucking giant" he chuckles and sets you back down on the ground.
"you're not telling robin and dustin about today"
"how will you know what i do and don't tell them?" you raise a brow at him and you two just stare at each other for a minute.
"i have my ways" he says
"oh yeah?"
"yeah," steve starts to stalk towards you and you back up at the same time. he then grabs you and throws you over his shoulder.
"steve harrington! put me down!" he's laughing
"nope" you sigh in defeat. steve carries you all the way back to the house and diane shoots you a look as steve walks past her and heads up the stairs to your shared bedroom. he then opens the door, closing it with his food. when he's in front of the bed, he throws you down onto it.
"just treat me like a ragdoll, why don't you" he rolls his eyes
"you're dramatic"
"and you're a pain in my ass. so what's new"
"who's the one who paid for your ice cream yesterday?"
"only because you wouldn't let me" he places his hands on his hips and looks at you.
"well you paid for the movie like you wanted, didn't you?" you shrug
"still doesn't change the fact that you're a pain in the ass. just accept it, steven" he goes quiet before he sighs
"fine. you win" you grin victoriously and move on the bed so that you're leaning against the headboard. you turn the tv on and watch some cartoons as you wait for dinner. steve joins you and soon the smell of pizza hits your nose. you could kill for some pizza right now.
you rush down the stairs and head into the kitchen. you grab a plate and put two slices of pepperoni pizza onto it, sitting down at the same barstool from earlier. five minutes later steve is beside you and you munching away on his pizza. after he finishes a slice, he puts the crust on your plate
"i don't like the crust" you gasp
"steve, that's like... the best part of the pizza. but thanks for the free crust" you happily eat his crust and you grab another slice. you had a big appetite today. steve laughed from beside you.
"if i knew you were this hungry, i would've bought you your own separate box"
"you should've" once you were done with your third slice, you head back up to the room. after all that running earlier, you were tired out. you change back into your pajamas from earlier and slip into bed. steve takes a shower and you continue to watch cartoons. like clockwork, you put on scooby-doo. you were very into the episode that was on. so into it that you didn't notice steve get into bed beside you.
"i gotta admit, you rocked that shade of lipstick," you speak, attention still on the tv.
"might have to look into buying some" you both laugh, but still keep your attention on the tv in front of you.
"thank you for bringing me here. i don't regret saying yes. and besides, i think we made an amazing fake-couple" right. fake. steve had to remind himself that everything was fake and that when you two went home tomorrow, it'd be back to how it was before.
"yeah. i guess we do" the conversation died down after that and you two watched the show in a comfortable silence. you eventually fell asleep, but steve couldn't sleep.
fake. it was all fake.
"it's not fake for me" he whispers to himself before he shuts the tv off, lying down and trying to fall asleep. eventually he succumbs to sleep, but he falls asleep with you on his mind. the girl next to him. the girl that he found unattainable. the girl that he would love to grow old with. the prettiest girl in the world.
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pixie-dust-and-pain · 3 years ago
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Masterlist
MY ao3!!!!!!
This is a masterlist by the way 'cause I'm now fancy, with more than two works.
Note: All works (that are x reader) are gender neutral unless specified
Marvel:
Bucky Barnes:
Take Two : Bucky Barnes is a traitor (just some good ol' they had us in the first half, not gonna lie)
Another One? Bucky and his spouse didn’t want kids, but nobody said anything about a pet. or four.
Tomato Soup: You've bumped into Bucky, broken your phone, gotten his number, and all because of those damn soup cans
Slang: As much as you love Bucky, you draw the line at slang. However, someone has been teaching Bucky slang and he may have just used it at the most inappropriate time ever
Peter Parker:
Your Son's Undead: Peter Parker might be a genius, but he's an absolute idiot sometimes. Like now, for example, when he's managed to convince the world he's dead.
and we were best of friends: Peter's definition of sexual assault is messed up. OR: Peter's unique way of dealing with the aftermath of the Skip Westcott Situation (and how he skilfully stays in denial)
Natasha Romanoff:
Chocolates: You've had a chocolate for every day you've worked at SHIELD. It's just left at your desk, no explanation, no note, but you're quite certain who the culprit is. (Natasha Romanov x fem!reader)
Pjo/HoO:
Laser Tagging (Solangelo): Based on the prompt: take me laser tagging and push me into a corner and kiss me. then shoot me and walk away
She-Ra And The Princesses Of Power (the gay one):
Just Her And Adora: Catra has always had a crush on her best friend, but no biggie, she's working on it. of course, Adora chooses to come out just then. (catradora <3)
The Technicalities of kissing girls: Adora and Catra sitting on a tree F-A-L-L-I-N-G
And I Can Go Anywhere I Want, Just Not Home: Adora blames herself for everything Shadow Weaver does to Catra. (TW ABUSIVE HOUSEHOLD) (shadow weaver's always amazing parenting <3)
Cut Yourself a River (And Drown in it of Shame): Glimmer is left a little too alone with her thoughts while held captive by Horde Prime, and the full-length mirror in her room just makes it worse. (TW SELF HRAM)
The Owl House:
Cotton Candy Haired Goddess: A mint-haired Amity slips into a time-pool and is absolutely horrified to see her Luz kissing some purple-haired homewrecker
The Black Phone (2022):
Nothing proves I'm dead, nothing proves I'm alive: Robin and Finn just have a little well-deserved quality time together (after literally being traumatized also Robin lives shush)
Hamilton: An American Musical
You Kept Me Like A Secret But I Kept you Like An Oath: Alexander gets married tomorrow, and John is completely and totally okay with the fact that Alexander will no longer be his. Then why does it hurt so much? (LAMS lolz)
Avatar the Last Airbender:
These Shackles of Gold: Ozai is a careless leader. She learns this early on, wary of his scathing tongue and biting words, yet intrigued by how he doesn't hold back, even for the sake of diplomacy. This is not how you rule a country. This is how you start a civil war and lose all your allies.
Azula is careful, she picks and chooses and strikes when the time is right, not before and not after. She realizes that her father is a careless leader, and that, if left to him, the entire Fire Nation will be burnt to the ground. This will not do, Azula will be Fire Lord soon, and a ruler needs her subjects. Logically, the only thing to do in this case is seek the help of her dead brother, traitor uncle, and their miscreant group of friends that they seem to have acquired, including the avatar he was sent to kill.
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lazypetals · 3 years ago
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we're back at school bitches and i've been up to my walking all day and staying under my cal limit. let's fucking go. xmas break at home was just full of food and people and i wasn't weighing myself or bodychecking and yeah it was nice and i'm fortunate to have that, but in the back of my mind i felt like shit because i knew that i'd regret every bite of cannoli from that new bakery and eating sandwiches until my stomach felt like it was gonna explode and huge scoops of vanilla ice cream with extra chocolate chips (that i willingly added cause i'm fucking fat) once i got back to school and had more awareness of my body.
it sounds bad but it feels so good. i missed ed youtube. i missed weighing myself every hour and checking my waistline after every sip of water. bodychecking whenever i pee or just getting the urge to bodycheck and going to my mirror to life my shirt up. it's so comforting because i finally know i can do it. i plateaued so hard from 2020 to the first few months of 2021. i was like 160-165 for most of that time. then i got my shit together and it started working, and i finished off my semester and went home in the low 150s and i was so amped. but i went home for 4 months. and i went back to 163 JUST IN TIME TO GO ON MY FIRST SLEEPOVER COTTAGE TRIP AND TOOK PICTURES IN BIKINIS WITH MY FRIENDS THAT THEY ALL POSTED. and they're all so skinny and have those vertical belly buttons and honestly the pics weren't terrible but i look like an absolute blob but i wasn't gonna say that and stop them from posting because that would just make me stand out more. anyway september rolled around, i was back at school, then my grandma died, school was busy and i was just straight up not vibing.
but october -> december.......... im in love. december 2nd 2021. i saw the 140s for the first time since i was 15 years old. my lowest weight ever was around that time, beginning of 2017 when i was delivering newspapers every week and walking like crazy to high school and back. it was 138 pounds. if i could get back to something even close to that i would cry. december 2nd 2021 though was 149.8 pounds. and honestly? i was ecstatic. i bought a scale off facebook marketplace because i couldn't handle being away from the one i had at home and not knowing my weight. december 2nd i met that girl in front of a subway and i practically ran home i was so fucking excited. and to see my lowest weight in literally years, breaking below the 150s.... im still giddy.
I KNOW I CAN DO IT AGAIN. again, unfortunately winter break happened and i left home on jan 17th somewhere around 154 again. but that's okay. because i was 151.4 yesterday/last night and that's exactly where i was on november 27th 2021.
and actually i'm gonna weigh myself right now.
151.2!!!! AND I HAVENT EVEN POOPED IN 2 DAYS OR SLEPT YET IT'S LITERALLY 7:15 AM
im manifesting this for me. i have basically nothing to eat in my fridge or cupboard. the only food i really have rn is:
- assorted bag of oh henry/reese cups/cookies and creme
-cottage cheese
-carton of eggs
-3 cheesestrings
-a small sleeve of 8 crackers
-some cream cheese
-cans of 100cal chicken noodle soup
-some frozen broccoli
-frozen fries
-frozen fish
-hot chocolate powder (i deserve it fuck off)
-teaaaaa
-also some more frozen english muffins (160cal) and other dry pasta to be cooked, tuna cans, just other assorted low cal stuff that takes too much effort to make
it couldn't be easier. when i go in for my lab tomorrow i'm gonna get some cucumbers, cold cut slices (usually like 20-30cal per slice), and cherry tomatoes on the way home. those are my all time safe foods i'm telling you like 2 cold cut slices 2 baby cucumbers and im full for hours it's fucking magical.
wish me luck i cannot WAIT
(i just dont wanna lose all my ass though thats the only thing i have going for me) (it seems fine so far) (but id much prefer finally having skinny arms instead of my stupid thick meaty forearms and basically bingo wings over an ass any day)
peace
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zu-is-here · 4 years ago
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Hi Zu!! It's good to see you online again! Guess it's been busy? *hugs*
I'm going to answer your response now, just give me a moment! In the mean time, look what I madeeeeee
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Hi Gayfish!! Oh it felt like weeks, I missed you <3 *hugs* And I finally finished my diploma! ☆ Feeling strange yet amazing (๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵) Tomorrow's the final day for editing and submission but I can't believe all the main work's done ♪
Take your time! I'm waiting <3 OMG you made a chocolate salami!! \(//∇//)\ Looks so nice and yummy— great work! ☆ How was it? How does it taste like?? *^*
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Awww thank you so much!! (๑>◡<๑)☆ It isss *^*
Oh you should be! ☆ This looks awesome and smooth without any cookie crumbs spoiling the shape, you did amazing!! I'm really glad you liked this better, such a classic recipe with cookies is just right <3
That's really nice and more than enough already! (ówò) Heheh such different points of view ☆
Lucky you with a friend nearby! :D It's good to know you had a great time <3 And thank you! Maybe this one is heh, though I have many photos of sunsets, always unique and very colorful *^*
Oh I didn't even expect to be almost right in time with the luckily good name for your story! (〃ω〃) No problem! <3
Hmm mb gotta watch a bit— ♪
Gazpacho is a Spanish cold tomato soup with vegetables and spices, usually sold in packs or bottles for easy drinking, really good one~ Wait— do you use heinze ketchup right for your soup? (°▽°). Speaking of soups, I love puree soup like cheese with croutons or mushroom soup, it's really easy and quick to make! And for you? ☆
Aww strawberries with whipped cream are, for real *w* but with chocolate— must and will try! (๑>◡<๑)
What a nice and lazy morning! (๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵) Nothing was in the right place? :D That's weird yet pretty interesting to imagine xd
Ohh I can feel you _(:3 」∠)_ I've done it before, guess it's hard for everyone at first but if you do it regularly, the muscle pain will go away! Good luck ☆ You're doing great indeed by following some *^*
YOOO— so intrigued for your art! This is gonna be a nice week ;) Also for real?? \(//∇//)\ That's a great news!! I'm looking forward to this so much ♡
Lately I've been just writing day and night, listening to music and drinking tea sometimes, while it was so warm and sunny outside :') Ah— yesterday I also managed to watch part of Eurovision's semi-final! That was impressive *^* Can't wait for the final! ☆ Do you watch Eurovision?
P. S. Tastes like hot apple juice with cinnamon and cloves! ♪
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How was your xmas ? How are you ??
well thanks for asking.
i think in a lot of ways, i'm better than last year, and in a few ways, i'm worse.
christmas was different. i made the decision not to go see my brother. he's a pathological liar, and while his lies aren't necessarily harmful, it's always easy to prove he's lying and it just ends up setting me off. it's stupid shit like "i didn't steal your hoodie," and then i check my security camera and the dumbass is getting in his car to go back to austin... in my hoodie. or telling me he voted when that shit is public record and i can see damn well he didn't. not that i condone lying - and i've told two decent-sized lies in the past year, so no judgement - but at least i can see why people lie about stuff like cheating or to parents to get out of trouble. if you're gonna do it, have a reason, be good at it, and make sure there's no possibility anyone can find out. his lying is like trying to deny he burned a hole through my microwave door. like, was it the dogs? because only the dogs and you were home. oh and here's the skillet of tomato soup in my sink because you fucking microwaved metal instead of using the stove. anyway, i pulled my typical bullshit when i want to avoid conflict and just never responded to his texts. i don't know why it makes me so mad other than he lies all. the. time.
there was a time earlier this year that i thought i'd have someone to spend the holidays with. then i realized that person wasn't it, and for the first time in my life, i decided alone was better than something that wasn't right so i let that end. that's a huge deal for me. i actually have great gut instincts, my dreams sometimes even tell me the truth about what's going on, but i typically ignore all of it. for reasons.
so anyway, i ordered sushi on christmas eve that i didn't eat because i had cinnamon sugar cookies and eggnog instead. i left it out on the counter and ate it for breakfast christmas day. no, i didn't get food poisoning. yes, i have a fridge. it was the first christmas day in my entire life i didn't have biscuits and gravy for breakfast. that's a once a year thing, so maybe next year. wasn't into cooking. i took a nap. forced my dog to go on a long walk. he thought he was gonna die because it was 80 degrees. lifted. then i watched a couple christmas movies and went to bed. i've got a christmas dinner to go to tomorrow night. that's about it.
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