#I'm going on 23 this year
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I WAITED 4 YEARS TO USE THIS
#crankgameplays#ethan nestor#unus annus#markiplier#mark fischbach#I was 18 going on 19 when unus annus started#It feels like I blinked a couple times and now I'm 23#I'm a year and a half away from mid 20s#I'm having A CRISIS
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✦ 2023 summary of art ✦
#CanisAlbus#art#artists on tumblr#own art#own characters#yea you can sort of tell when this train got derailed#there's pre and post Vasco 2023#the good thing is I've been more productive this year than in past 5+ years combined#haven't had this much fun drawing in ages I hope it shows at least in some way or another#unless something really drastic happens I'll probably continue along this trajectory for a while#I might reach a saturation point eventually but there's no way of knowing when that'll happen#so I'm just going to try to make the most of this intense and self-indulgent oc art period#your feedback and support mean a lot to me I hope this year will be as good as 23#thank you for bearing with me#the missing month is March I didn't post a single thing in March#cw blood#blood#cw gore#gore#cw head injury#head injury
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Poolverine out of context…either they have a pain kink or they just like getting tied up…or both? Let’s do both.
#poolverine#also can I rant on something more like about someone…#Hugh jackman sir youre killing us here#why is a 55 year old is ummmm I cant say what I want to say but omg why#op is having an existential crisis like??? do I like older men or its just a HUGE ACKMAN thing#pls let it be the latter bc im 23 and I having a mid mid life crisis ohhhh#thirsting on main again I deserve jail time#I'm going in an apology tour#anyways Ryan Reynolds looks good too ig/s#youre doing amazing sweetie#deadpool 3#deadpool and wolverine#Logan x wade#deadclaws#hugh jackman#ryan reynolds#Logan def had one…sir I know what happened with jean l
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extremely late barricade day post. barricade month
#les miserables#les mis#enjolras#my fifth year of drawing the same thing and i missed the day ... 😔#honestly not my best one. 2022 & 23 were bangers but this is so ehhh to me. but that's ok what's important is that i got something out#i'll try again next year. love u enjolras#unrelated but i'm so excited i need 2 say it. my study permit app got approved which means i will officially be going to grad school abroad#yay me! can't wait to be broke in a year <3#that's all. love and kisses for the les mis fandom and anyone else who read this far#mwah!
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I never read anything Brandon Sanderson before and I picked up this copy of way of the kings out of curiosity. Why is it longer than the average copy of the bible .(/gen)
#Mad respect to authors cause I couldn't do this shit if I wanted to#Seriously how do they not go insane#brandon sanderson#books#I picked up the first volume of WoT last year in July and Im only on chapter 23 out 53#Not because I'm a slow reader just lack of motivation#way of kings#The way of the kings#stormlight archive#not complaning tho#I like long books
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Commission for Serena / Rinaworks 🌹
#Finished my last huge commission from 2022..wah#i seriously can't express how grateful I am when my commissioners are patient with me#2022/23 was a really hard year for me art wise but I think I'm in a better place now!#Now I commence the art grind for cons because i am going to anime north in may WOOO first toronto con ever hehe
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shen du: head of the imperial guards. merciless white ghost. scariest man in town. assigned people's princess by his own actor
#*puts shendurella on your dash*#'i'm 23 this year' xiaoding stop saying that. people are going to believe you#(he's 5)#ding yuxi#melody of golden age#cdrama
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That fic from Akutagawa's pov that remarked how although Dazai had left a bomb under Chuuya's car, at least that showed he had thought about him before going, while he never cared enough to spare a thought for Akutagawa.
#I think about it a lot... Something something the opposite of love isn't hatred but indifference#I can imagine Akutagawa and Chuuya fighting over Dazai when he left#“AT LEAST HE THOUGHT ABOUT YOU!” “HIS THINKING ABOUT ME WAS A FUCKING ATTEMPT TO MURDER ME AKUTAGAWA!”#...#It was supposed to be funny it shouldn't hurt me as much as it does.........#Trust me chuu/aku angst actually hits the hardest and you will never see it coming.#Because it’s not the kind of angst of “oh no my boyfriend has been beheaded by this magic sword that cuts through space and time ://”.#Chuu/aku angst hits right close to home when you least expect it and it’s so real in its inherent humanity it leaves you defenseless#ryūnosuke akutagawa#osamu dazai#chūya nakahara#bsd#bungou stray dogs#mine#q.#23/11/22#I'm sorry I don't remember the fic of course I'll add the link if I find it again#It's just that sometimes you will read something in a fic and go “oh my God” and it feels like you've been run over by a bus#And other times you read a fic and it seems like nothing happened–#and then two years after you realize you're still thinking about that tidbit of lore and you'll be like “oh... oh.”#Like fics that rewrite your entire belief system without you even noticing for real
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Guess who started Hades
#hades game#thanzag#zagreus#thanatos#thanatos hades#Shout out Than for going “I thought I'd come help you” after he lost 0:23 that was so embarrassing of him#Anyway. I lost all but sick fucking files on ibis paint :)#More than two years of work I'm gonna cry haha#I'm like sorta kinda depressed about it#If no one got me I know Hades got me
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2007, conference finals phoenix vs san antonio
#politely i'm obsessed#also so the first gif is from essentially the game clinching play#there's a minute and a half left pho are ahead 89 to 85 [they've won the first game in the series if they win this they are through#to the championship. the game has been up and down with sas going on runs and one girl hitting 4 threes in the first#cappie pondexter winds down the shot clock penny sets a screen to let her through#all the sas run to cappie which leaves penny open for 3#she makes it she's fouled and 1#that first gif is right after she makes the shot and the whistle blows#then she makes the free throw phoenix mercury are up by 8 and sas has to foul for the last minute of play#i am also obsessed with their big 3 being 3 13 and 23#also that this is cappie's second year in the league and she is the reason they won this game#and she wins finals mvp#this footage well the first one is from the measly 1 minute and 48 second penny taylor highlight from the wnba#and the second one which is from the same game but not in the bootleg video on youtube is in an edit from inside the bun#which has in the description free diana so i can only assume it's from the modafinil situation but i cannot find that footage anywhere#it's actually unfortunate bc the merc used to like before youtube was big post video exclusives to their website#and not everything has been preserved#i have to go on the internet archive because i think there might be more there#it's where i see all the old late night clips that aren't on youtube#so and ik im yapping here that's why it's in the tags the way i figured out where the last one was from#was i cross checked getty images for the 2007 and 2009 playoffs#and there's an image of cappie you can see her in like the first frame talking to then gm annie meyers drysdale who now calls the games#diana taurasi#penny taylor
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set out to create a serious, canonesque drawing with which to say "feel free to go in my lackadaisy tag and help me mystery speculate" but only got going when i made it bowling and the rarepair agenda
#not that i imagine anything w/mordecai's Rare so much as: diluted range of possibilities lol. probably someones on that mordecai/virgil life#when it turns out it takes several tries to start to get more solid footing at drawing characters for the first time: What The?????#i actually don't think i ever tried drawing lackadaisy before; against all odds....if i had i would've had a head start lol#lackadaisy#corned beef#any collectively used pairing name here? mordenico? nicodecai? in absence of otherwise Knowing:#nicodeme savoy#mordecai heller#me in '07 going oh my GOD this ART!!!! me in '23 going oh my GOD this ART!!!! & guess how i've always felt years in between#goddd perusing the gallery bonus art afresh recently just like WOWWW i'm SOOO#the collages of full-body drawings for book purchases i think like my GOD i love to see it. plus that the Extra Stuff gallery means there's#such a variety like. stuff that's clearly noncanon; stuff that could be / kinda is; jokes; portraits; story / characters insight....waaughh#also shoutout to everyone behind all the mordecais in KS Backer Art 1 & 2 like ''sexy mordecai please'' apparently lmao. hell yeah#anyways my Marigold Bowling Team headcanons are simple and straightforward: nicodeme w/the muscle can get a strike from the force of having#hit one pin that smashes into all the others; but don't underestimate his versatility. mordecai with the precision / method & absolutely#who you want trying to hit the only pin left on the lane. serafine's got like serpentine curveballs changing velocity halfway down the lane#and they've All got pointing a gun at the people setting pins / returning balls b/c that wasn't automated back in the twenties#back when everyone had customized printed tees....oh fun fact. a real live kitty cat crinkled that first pic's paper by jumping on it#or really; ricocheting off of it. classic#also the ''i want people to seriously consider nicodeme/mordecai. but also sillily'' purposes have me using Close Contact as a shorthand#it's earnest and can sure be [longhand] too but you go ''You Could Never HC Datingly Affection ft. An Always Touch Averse Character'' & i?#well i scoff derisively and slowly swivel my chair around to face you; arms crossed; smhing....hah. how greatly you underestimate my power.#you're throwing [hcs for a romance ft. an autistic character] & [that ft. an asexual character] & i'm grabbing them midair & Sips Them#ha ha why these replenish my health And experience bars....#Never Be Afraid To Forget To Draw Mordecai's Glasses Or That You Also Put Your Thumb In A Bowling Ball....he's warming up. or w/e.#nicodeme w/the boxing experience shoulders massage trope. giving that pep talk#or you can go ''get a strike or we kill you'' b/c you never have to find out if he's joking or not#mordecai unfazed b/c that's the stakes in this business (bowling) & he's autistic so always having to ignore Everyone being weird/confusing#haven't come up with a lackadaisy's team bowling pun name lol.#still feel free to go in my lackadaisy tag and help me brainstorm mitzi n mordecai's murder mystery ;w; enrichment
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It really really really pisses me off to hear people being vocally mean to themselves. I will not sit there and endorse it but when I counter it we BOTH end up irritated. All they wanted was to self-flagellate further and use my silence or awkward laugh as validation of whatever shitty thing they're saying. But I don't consent to that! Fuck off! Stop it!
The whole world is out here deprecating you and you took it and put it inside yourself just like it wanted. Boooo 🍅🍅🍅🍅
#i know it's learned behaviour and that just makes it WORSE#because i have no one to be truly mad at#and it's not your fault but i'm still gonna make you mad by disagreeing with your bitchy assessment of yourself#this is a relative i care about and am close to bc otherwise...i don't know if i'd be strong enough#it's actually actively harmful to myself to be around it for very long given my abusive childhood and associated ptsd#haarping on#i was in this pit for a good few years but i was aged like 18-23 and reckoning with a lot of shit#it took a good friend calling this behaviour the fuck out for me to start 'doing the work' or whatever#and i've done the same for friends since#but i'm not gonna do the same with my octogenarian relative bc i know exactly how it would go and the answer is 'not well'
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straight up not respecting some of the alleged p2 characters' ages as they were given on the VA's papers bc you're telling me this is a 27yo man on the left & a 35(!)yo woman on the right? you jest. this woman is in her 20s at most. she doesn't have a wrinkle of age on her face. just worry. i know men age like milk this is taking the piss. i know patho 2 is the "hot blemishless 20something white(-passing) women" game but at this point own it. don't try lying to me. she doesn't look a day past 29. got friends below 25 with more winkles. in the first half of the 20th century too. where would she be getting her anti-aging serums.
you're telling me this woman who's a chronic worrier, dealing with chronic pain, who smokes like a locomotive to cope is allegedly 5 years Older than this guy who's been drinking himself to sleep for like 5 years.
(mike's mic voice) don't piss me off
#alledged(?) VA papers? would love to have a peep. might go wander VK if i can make the trek#sorry for getting heated over p2 yulia again. it's no secret i vastly prefer her design in p1#but this is aggravating. chrewly.#i know why that is. i knooooowwww why that is. it's because people in the team (coughs) (coughs) & in Media in general cannaeeeeee stand to#create women who actually look over 25. even women who are supposed to be older.#which while a media Trope/problem across media and genre it's not helped with a certain writer's. hmmm. alleged proclivities.#i would respect her being 35 if you have her to me looking 35. her skin is as smooth as 10 yrs younger Lara with one (1) slit#between the brows that just seems to come from her being a thinker & a worrier. nuh-uh!#ah hell naw!!!#i'm profoundly a p1 ages truther except for most of the kids + rubin. i know men age like milk but that guy is Not 23.#also p2 27yo daniil vs 30yo twins They Have Naht met at first year uni with that timeline. & it is important for me that they do.#most of the kids being averaged to ~15 real to me though. we all been here.#neigh (blabbers)#some of the ages on it make no sense [not just yulia but also like. aspity. who looks like a 20something & is actually ageless/5yo]#& while i can guess it's for like The Vibes / voice acting direction i assume it would make more sense to give the actual age & then add#like context to why they would sound older because that's something you might(?) need to know... would really want to see that with my eyes
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GMMTV 2025 PREDICTIONS BINGO CARD
Ok. For the record, that's the first time I'm doing this. I don't follow GMM's productions for long, have mostly watched recent series, and the first lineup I watched live was actually on 2024. Because of that, I was a little afraid of not knowing enough about how the company operates/its history nor having enough personal wishes to make a bingo card.
But @cangse-sanren tagged me, so I decided to give it a try 😊 You'll notice I didn't mention many people, but that's because I'm not that familiar with everybody's past/present works (and also, as everyone, I'm guilty of some favoritism 😅)
#gmmtv#gmmtv 2025#bingo card#I'm choosing to believe Pond's word that he'll be focusing on graduating from uni next year#so I had to take out one of the dreams from the purple column#my dear “Joong & Pond in an action series” 😞😞#BUT NEXT YEAR. NEXT YEAR I'LL BE MAKING NOISE ABOUT THIS 😾☝#also can we please PLEASE get a GodjiGolf series#I loved watching them on gifsets from tumblr dot com#and tried watching 23 . 5 for them but I had already reached my quota of high school series for this year 😩#I don't know when I'll be able to go to a fictional school again (I don't even wanna go in real life 😭 but I have to)#I BLAME THE WISHING FOR PIRATES ON LOLFANFEST 2024#(but in reality I've always loved pirates and there is nothing new about that jsbdbanvshd)
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last poems of 2023, both holiday gifts meant for the same friend.
#spilled ink#poetry#poets on tumblr#poem#writeblr#2023#i'm quite. quite drunk. but#looking back on 2023...actually the past few years have all been quite extreme emotionally speaking#but i am so glad. so glad. it killed neither my compulsion for writing#nor my love for my friends#my love in generaly rlly#so so so glad.#may 2024 treat me kindly. may it fan my love and only my love with no new griefs. may i be full of sap. may i write and write with ease.#i want to play more with language and form...yes even more than i have been throughout 22/23...more more more always more#and i especially want to go back to erasures this year i miss erasures so much. and found elements in general ahh#anyway. i'll. stop rambling ahhghj see you all tomorrow whn i'm sober and i've edited tonite's midnight drafts to smth that's presentable#love n grace x
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Well ladies (gn), it might have been unexpected but funemployment isn't starting off too bad.
#I was fired! Truly unexpected and truly proof that April is not my month!#(the break-up was last April)#anyway i was not passionate about investing which is true but also stupid because they were happy with my work#they kept telling me they knew I'd be spectacular at any job I wanted but they could tell i didnt really want this one#which is vaguely true but like i enjoyed it enough. i probably would have left in about a year but#for once! i would like a few months! where do i not have to make a life changing decision!!!#I'd like to just live for a bit!!#so I'm home now going to travel going to italy going to read and write and we'll see#s narrates her life#truly April 23-24 has been like... Blow up your life 2k19 HARD MODE#and more like have your life blown up really#c'est la vie#they're paying me for six months so I cant actually complain complain#it's the sabbatical i wanted but better because im being paif#paid*#but worse because im unemployed haha
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