#I'm fucking terrified

[mammonprotectionsquad]

Heyo just wanted to pop in and apologize for my absence if anyone even cares lol

All the stress etc from the past couple months really caught up to me. I feel burned out, am constantly getting overwhelmed by the smallest things, my depression end anxiety got worse... So rn I'm pretty much in survival mode.

And it doesn't help that I have to go to the dentist today and I'm fucking terrified of dentists. I've been having breakdowns over it since last night, soooo... Fun :D

[railingsofsorrow]

hello criminal minds fans, I finished season 10 now moving towards season 11..... what should I be prepared for?

[syntia13treeman]

Did it take me about two weeks to blow through 160 episodes of Magnus Archives (first time listening)? Yes.

Did it take me another week to listen to the next 30? Also yes.

Was I trying to avoid spoilers while listening? Yes.

Did I still glimpse some post-200 comments that, while somewhat contradictory, seemed to avarage to 💥ANGUISHED SCREAMING💢? Also yes.

Am I now stalling because I dread what awaits me at the end of episode 200? VERY MUCH YES

Ceaseless Watcher, turn your gaze on this wretched thing and grant me safe passage or something, I'm scared 😭 👁️👁️👁️👁️👁️👁️👁️👁️👁️👁️👁️

[lalagoona]

This new Rainbow high slime era BETTER NOT BE POOP CENTERED

[murderoushagthesequel]

I WAS GOING TO GO TO BED SOON AND THEN I SAW A HUGE BUG CRAWLING ACROSS MY FLOOR AND I'LL NEVER SLEEP AGAIN

[fourfuckinghorsemen]

God just fuck off you don't fucking understand

[wishesofeternity]

I'm gonna start my job tomorrow, someone please save me

[maniacace]

if Taylor sings Nothing New with Phoebe while I'm not there I might actually commit self-murder just so you know

[vampgf]

i have a job starting in january🧍‍♀️

[likehephaestionwhodied]

I have resorted to checking his snap score bc jesus christ i don't care if he's ignoring me and never wants to talk to me again I just wanna know if he's alive.

[notokayiprom]

tomorrow is my last day of freedom before school starts. my dad just got the keys to his new taproom, and i'll be working there while i'm in school. polar opposite of what was going on last year. hopefully new medication and better motivation will be enough to get me through the year

[callmearcturus]

Okay no this is the final thought on this

Every single person you here who was flirting with not voting bc you hate Biden:

You got what you wanted. You WILL vote. If I see a single motherfucker repeating nihilistic talking points about not showing up, how both sides are the same, or whatever other uninformed bullshit you've got

Then I am going to assume you are an actual Russian psyop and I'm reporting your ass.

You will vote, and you will talk to the people in your life and remind them to vote. You will shut down all anti-voting rhetoric you see. We are up against a senile cult leader who wants to pack the court with people who have literally threatened to dismantle more of our rights.

Rights that people protested for and fought for and fucking died for are back on a negotiating table, and you know what? We now have to defend what we've won when we should be pushing for more. We are on the defensive.

We have three and a half fucking months to do this.

[eluminium]

sometimes i think about how absolutely BANGER Gem's villain aesthetic was in Secret Life. Like, she's got this whole vibe of infection and disease around her and it slaps so hard. First you got the End portal stuff with her arm and eye when she goes Yellow (alongside the implication of her ripping out her own eye to use for the End Portal) and later you have her as Patient Zero for the boogeyman/zombie outbreak. And she kills just as indiscriminately as an epidemic would, including her own allies when they offer themselves to her. Hell, she kills Scott TWICE and technically kills Impulse twice too, once by her own hands and once when Bdubs kills him right in front of her to continue the spread of the curse.

And then you combine all this with the idea of her being a deer and it just gets better. Not only are deer prone to uncanny valley vibes, but they're also extremely susceptible to Chronic Wasting Disease, aka Zombie Deer Disease. Which is scary as shit, like all prion diseases. It literally eats away at the brain and leaves the animal a husk. And it's completely incurable, 100% fatal, and spreads easily (not to humans though, thank fuck.)

Now imagine this diseased horned prey creature hunting and killing whatever gets in its way while infections far beyond its ability to comprehend ravage its body and mind. And everything it kills comes back just as screwed up and terrifying. Very few can fight back against it, let alone slay it. No one is safe, the ones who survive either do so because they're Something Not Human (Grian the Watcher), Already Biologically Dead (ZOMBIECleo) or just got lucky and never got caught (Scott). However, there is one last piece of horror unaccounted for. The carrier, no matter how thin, no matter how much drool leaks from her mouth, no matter how erratic and unholy her behavior, is still aware. Still in control.

There's an independent will behind the spread.

[lazylittledragon]

did somebody say dadkarios

[violent138]

I feel like the Robins probably watched horror movies to really up their game, taking notes on the gestures and body language that would creep you out. "Criminals are a superstitious lot", so yeah the guy in full body armour that could beat you up would suck, but a small child, somewhere in the dark, with an echoing laugh all around you as you fire off a hail of bullets, somehow dodging everything and gleefully messing you up. That's psychological warfare.

[sunderberry]

and angel was so proud of himself for being able to carry mr-hollow-bones husk over here

based on the hc where husk died from falling, and that's why his demon form is an ironic mix between two animals that should not be taking fall damage

so yeah he's afraid of heights and that's why he doesn't fly

aftermath:

they'll be okay