#I'm fucking terrified

[mammonprotectionsquad]

Heyo just wanted to pop in and apologize for my absence if anyone even cares lol

All the stress etc from the past couple months really caught up to me. I feel burned out, am constantly getting overwhelmed by the smallest things, my depression end anxiety got worse... So rn I'm pretty much in survival mode.

And it doesn't help that I have to go to the dentist today and I'm fucking terrified of dentists. I've been having breakdowns over it since last night, soooo... Fun :D

[szuikagame]

sorry for the fear-posting on main but if that orange guy wins this election i will actually kill myself on camera

[railingsofsorrow]

hello criminal minds fans, I finished season 10 now moving towards season 11..... what should I be prepared for?

[paintediamond]

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[girlpetrarca]

am I really a bad trans person because my fear and innate procrastination will make me do the six hundred exams I have to do as slowly as possible because making one phone call takes all my energy for a whole fucking day when I should be going as fast as possible because apparently if I really wanted it I should be able to do everything all at once or not?

[syntia13treeman]

Did it take me about two weeks to blow through 160 episodes of Magnus Archives (first time listening)? Yes.

Did it take me another week to listen to the next 30? Also yes.

Was I trying to avoid spoilers while listening? Yes.

Did I still glimpse some post-200 comments that, while somewhat contradictory, seemed to avarage to 💥ANGUISHED SCREAMING💢? Also yes.

Am I now stalling because I dread what awaits me at the end of episode 200? VERY MUCH YES

Ceaseless Watcher, turn your gaze on this wretched thing and grant me safe passage or something, I'm scared 😭 👁️👁️👁️👁️👁️👁️👁️👁️👁️👁️👁️

[murderoushagthesequel]

I WAS GOING TO GO TO BED SOON AND THEN I SAW A HUGE BUG CRAWLING ACROSS MY FLOOR AND I'LL NEVER SLEEP AGAIN

[fourfuckinghorsemen]

God just fuck off you don't fucking understand

[wishesofeternity]

I'm gonna start my job tomorrow, someone please save me

[maniacace]

if Taylor sings Nothing New with Phoebe while I'm not there I might actually commit self-murder just so you know

[solasgf]

i have a job starting in january🧍‍♀️

[memories-of-starz]

if any of my adult mutuals voted red their getting blocked 😊

[periru3]

Y'all I am on day 2 of being sick, which means I fully expect tomorrow to be worse because never have I ever in my life been on the upswing of a cold by day 3. AND tomorrow I was already planning on taking off work for TMS which is SUPER helpful for my depression but is also a long boring thing to be doing that also involves being in some minor pain/discomfort in my brain region for ten minutes every hour. Which normally is not enough pain for me to mind at all, really, I'm quite used to it, but if I'm sick and am at all achey or headachy it's gonna be a real bitch.

AND OH YEAH tomorrow is the FUCKING ELECTION.

Basically I am NOT expecting to have a good time tomorrow. In fact I am expecting to be feeling physically and emotionally terrible literally all day due to things I have no real ability to fix other than by just waiting them out. I mean I can take some medicine to feel marginally less crap and I think I ought to. But the point remains, tomorrow isn't shaping up to be a good one.

[murderoushagthesequel]

fucking WHAT

absolutely not. this is such an invasion. my work is on ao3 to be shared with you lovely people. to share to a community. to leave my personal mark on this fandom. i look forward to posting because i hope the silly little ideas in my brain will made somebody else happy. it's an exchange. it's there to be enjoyed and interacted with as a gift for myself and you all. NOT to be stolen by AI to create inferior works with no true meaning.

fanfiction written by a robot doesn't mean anything. i know i, and all you other brilliant writers in this fandom, pour our hearts and souls into our writing. what makes it so good for me is when i can see the emotion and the love the author has for what they're writing in the words.

our writing and our work is not a product. and it is not for use of artificial intelligence. it's in the name. artificial. our work is something real. i will not have the integrity of that taken away.

AI threat to Ao3 and Fanworks

Betsy Rosenblatt, the legal chair for Ao3′s umbrella Organization for Transformative Works, is advocating for allowing AI developers to use fanfic. :

This is a betrayal of Ao3′s mission, a betrayal of the worldwide community of fanfic-writers/readers, and a betrayal of Betsy Rosenblatt’s job to legally protect fanfiction. Please keep an eye on this situation and speak up where you are able to- there is at least one petition out already.

[likehephaestionwhodied]

I have resorted to checking his snap score bc jesus christ i don't care if he's ignoring me and never wants to talk to me again I just wanna know if he's alive.

[notokayiprom]

tomorrow is my last day of freedom before school starts. my dad just got the keys to his new taproom, and i'll be working there while i'm in school. polar opposite of what was going on last year. hopefully new medication and better motivation will be enough to get me through the year