#I'm fucking terrified

[ponkydraws]

⚠️HORROR, GORE & DISTURBING CONTENT AHEAD. YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED⚠️

Making an infection AU with my friends.

My art VS…

Uhm…theirs…

…credit to @asherw4staken and my other friend who’s not on tumblr (oops)

[hyperfixationjunkie]

It’s probably concerning how much Mesmerizer resonates with me as a high school student in this day and age. I just GET the symbolism in the music video, you know?

Dancing along to bright colors and a pounding beat, pretending everything’s fine as I get more desperate with every verse, because the corruption of the world, the hypnotism of reality, is seeping in, threatening to consume me. I cry for help but those who my messages even reach can not or will not do anything to save me. I am forced to watch as the pressure consumes my friends and any hope for the future along with it, but I keep dancing, keep smiling, keep pretending everything is fine, but I know that I’m the next victim, that the hypnotism of stress and greed and anxiety and pressure and hopelessness is drawing nearer and there’s nothing I can do but resist until it claims me too.

…Probably not great for me to be feeling, but whatevs! This song about existential dread slaps amiright? I’m a Teto kinnie, tag yourself!

[honeybunnnyy]

girlhood is wondering if your mother secretly sees everything you do

[eggsnatcheskneecaps]

If Ciolacu keeps rising and then the diaspora boosts him and Simion there is legit no place left to go

[szuikagame]

sorry for the fear-posting on main but if that orange guy wins this election i will actually kill myself on camera

[paintediamond]

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[girlpetrarca]

am I really a bad trans person because my fear and innate procrastination will make me do the six hundred exams I have to do as slowly as possible because making one phone call takes all my energy for a whole fucking day when I should be going as fast as possible because apparently if I really wanted it I should be able to do everything all at once or not?

[syntia13treeman]

Did it take me about two weeks to blow through 160 episodes of Magnus Archives (first time listening)? Yes.

Did it take me another week to listen to the next 30? Also yes.

Was I trying to avoid spoilers while listening? Yes.

Did I still glimpse some post-200 comments that, while somewhat contradictory, seemed to avarage to 💥ANGUISHED SCREAMING💢? Also yes.

Am I now stalling because I dread what awaits me at the end of episode 200? VERY MUCH YES

Ceaseless Watcher, turn your gaze on this wretched thing and grant me safe passage or something, I'm scared 😭 👁️👁️👁️👁️👁️👁️👁️👁️👁️👁️👁️

[murderoushagthesequel]

I WAS GOING TO GO TO BED SOON AND THEN I SAW A HUGE BUG CRAWLING ACROSS MY FLOOR AND I'LL NEVER SLEEP AGAIN

[fourfuckinghorsemen]

God just fuck off you don't fucking understand

[wishesofeternity]

I'm gonna start my job tomorrow, someone please save me

[maniacace]

if Taylor sings Nothing New with Phoebe while I'm not there I might actually commit self-murder just so you know

[hearts4sharksxx]

I start school again in like a week, I am so not ready, I hate school so much☹️

BUTTTT a positive is i have craft arts and drama this year, I think i will just do my best and try to keep a positive attitude, here's to trying to not fail this year!

I am gonna make it, through this year, if it kills me.

[majestic-trilliums]

I’m always terrified… but I do it anyways.

You don’t understand how much anxiety and excitement goes through my bones when I’m doing something that is uncomfortable and embarrassing…. Everything inside me tells me to turn the other way, and to not go for it.. But you know what? I will fight through that terror, because damn am I terrified….. and put myself in these situations, so I can learn from the experience of what the potential learnings are right in front of me. I am willing to look foolish, so I can learn, and have more a confident approach with what the tasks are at hand. If someone is willing to teach and train me, I will take the resources given, and make it my own. I am willing to start at the bottom, to make it to the top.

The Every room you step foot in, gets you one step closer to your desires. Talk to people, align yourself with the hands of the universe, and take every opportunity possible.

To feel good, and to receive good, you have to be willing to put action and energy into not only your craft, but you have to focus on things that will take you closer to that big dream of yours. Surround yourself with good energy, or even sit in solitude. And learn to enjoy the silence. I’m too focused to be distracted with anything that doesn’t align with my highest good.

[reginaofdoctorwho]

[dailiadelc]