#I'm doing laundry!

[emilykaldwen]

I'm not sad, I just feel empty. I have moments of the excitement that just fizzle away after 10 minutes when I've moved onto focus other things. I can be excited for other people's things, I think because it's easier to rally the enthusiasm and maintain it for that, but the inner enthusiasm is something I can't hold onto rn cause you know, depression.

So I hyperfocus on you know *holds up babies* because that's a solid dopamine hit (and also I'm just getting to the meat and excitement of the story things are moving and happening, etc). Which makes sense!

So the photographer and my realtor are at the condo today and the listing should go up today or tomorrow. My period is almost done so I can go ahead and sign up for planet fitness. I need to fix my masterclass login (I didn't mean to use google to sign in). I need to, you know, leave my house. I think being sick isn't helping and I just hit the burn out exhaustion phase at the end of december like a lot of us did. Not burn out from writing, but just from everything else. Like the last two weeks of december were exhausting and then I got sick and so of course I feel bad and icky and all that stuff.

It's weird to think that this is how I spent the majority of my life constantly feeling, which I suppose is how this largely snuck up on me in a way I didn't quite realize. Which says a lot for how far I've come and how well I've done, but also just... managing. And therefore underscoring that it was a good idea to move back in with my parents so I'm not alone in the house with my pets and no human interaction.

Good news is joey and I figured out the screencapping issue yesterday so now I just need to muster the motivation to work on that lil gifset I wanted to do. But they both have so little footage so I have to figure out what I'm trying to do.

[pangur-and-grim]

taking a nap with my baked potato. not all are pleased

[lazylittledragon]

modern au gale+cyra/dadkarios for soul healing <33

cyra should not have a phone her internet history would have her on a watchlist

[hotkim1]

[ventique18]

Anyway here's the initial sketch of Farmer MalleYuu that inspired me to start developing a farming game. 🥔🥕🐮🐥 They just make me so happy tbh

It's my last semester in uni I'm trying to hold onto my remaining sanity

[abisalli]

the sorcerer's apprentice by Paul Dukas starts playing in the background 🪄

[b-blushes]

seven silly shirts to make me smile every day of the week!!!

[kerryweaverlesbian]

Dean as a kid trying to find the same laundry detergent his mom used to use and never finding it. He was too young to help with the laundry before she died, and he can't ask John, because he's not supposed to talk about their life from before. One day in his thirties he grabs a random box at the store because their usual brand is out of stock, and the sense memory he gets when the clothes come out of the drier makes him sit on the floor and weep.

[virsancte]

she's so cute;-------;

[painless-innit-colourful]

the love was there. and it saved them in the end. love of those years & what it did for people & how much love had been poured into it saved them in the end. the love was there. it saved them.

[domithekingoffools]

Alone at home straight up doing it, and by it heh, well let's just say the laundry

[gideonisms]

Pro tip you can imagine Gideon nav in any mundane circumstance in order to feel something

[uncanny-tranny]

It's very funny being like... a stereotypically (as in, straight masc) masculine queer person. Like it's frustrating because I would love to have cute moments where I share tips with a trans woman or maybe help somebody in that kind of way, but like... why should she or anybody else listen to me when I only got my third pair of jeans recently? 😭

[la-pheacienne]

Marius Pontmercy doesn't get love on this hellsite and I am taking this personally because I am also a poor law student living in Paris :( What is my blorbo's biggest crime??? That he survived??? That he's a Napoleon girlie?? That he can't do laundry?? SORRY FOR THAT I GUESS can't a boy get some happiness ffs, you're just jealous because he's the only guy in les mis who's properly getting laid

[chaotic-neutral-knitter]

god grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change (gotta do laundry) courage to change the things I can (by doing laundry) and the wisdom to know the difference (my clothes will not wash themselves)