#I'm crying now T-T
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nnnnnnnnnnnnno maa'am
#my want to draw traditionally literally split me open for the past week and leaves me literally depressed i'm so serious i can't even look -#- @ my art programs without wanting to throw up omfg should;ve never picked up those pencils#but it's ok i just needed a nap#something so relatable about them i think nelvas has something in it for everyone meanwhile eltl is secluded art museum.#it's very possible to walk around in neloth's and talvas' brains but eltl is off limits. they will NOT! get no drawings like this outta me#wtf r they thinking ........#< eltl not nelvas#something nobody on dis earth can understand ..........#talvas wants to live he likes living but neloth's presence is so strong that it overrides and deletes his will to live.#bruuuuuuuuh#i bet the feeling of neloff is in everything he does if they ever part ways he won't be able to fold clothes or anythign without wanting -#- 2 cry . for what reason . idk bc neloth once yelled at him for folding clothes like shit .what am i on rn#(talvas thoughts mode) I want this old man to hug meeee😢😢😢#NELOFF DO IT and smash him too before i do it first .#me and neloth are the same person tho so it doesn;t matter but w/e#i'm getting emotional over them right now this cannot be real#i love her .... (Skyr1m)#i opened the game for .5 minutes today to take pics of a character uight what a beautiful game.#Te/s having such extensive lore ruins the whole entire game and the franchise but whatever . skyr1m is an art piece that's just how i feel#also this might be a very hard pill to swallow for some people but t*lvas is literally a kin Vessel for young women that keep getting -#- hit on by men twice or thrice their age when they're just trying to live their life .#this feels so profound to me i need dis shit inmy discord bio right NOEW.#Talvas................................#(eyes watering) (holding palm out)#suicide //#just in case but this tag would've gone crazy with my drawings of ulfr*c from late 2022 where i drew him with slit wrists. very artsay#is it not. i didn't like neither of those drawings tho i need to revisit cus i can feel ulfr*c on a diffaraaant level#when will i run out of tags. the way you can tell i just LUH talvas look at me drawing his hair in that second pic 😑BRU#look at me also trying to replicate pencils digitally in the first.. hmmm i don't hate it#at least it soothes me and i don't have pencil withdrawal
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peter bringing mayday with him to do spider stuff because yeah, he had things to live for before--but now he has a child and he is going to raise this child and be there for her and maybe if she’s there, strapped to his chest, he’ll be more careful. he’ll consider his life almost as precious as hers. maybe bringing mayday to work is a precaution.
#disclaimer: it's like 2am and i don't know what i just wrote because my brain won't function enough to read it over again#i also have read like zero spiderman comics so if this doesn't make sense because canon already speaks on it#i'm sorry#atsv spoilers#spiderman: across the spiderverse#across the spiderverse#peter b parker#mayday#i am having thoughts#PLEASE BLOCK APPROPRIATE TAGS IF YOU DON"T WANNA BE SPOILED PLEASE IM BEGGING YOU#miles morales#into the spiderverse#spiderman#spiderman spoilers#this thought came about because i think swinging around with a child is the stupidest/coolest thing ever#and i feel like peter wouldn't do it without a reason#anyway sorry for the random change in fandoms i saw the movie tonight and it was fantastic#also#catch me crying in the theatre because peter wants his daughter to turn out like miles#OKAY IM DONE SPAMMING THE TAGS NOW BYE#across the spiderverse spoilers#spiderman across the spiderverse
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Apparently, new stuff it's in the works...
#obey me#obey me nightbringer#post0400#if t's not a new game I'm not that interesed in it so...#I just want them to continue the main story. it's that too much to ask?#bah. whatever now#no point in crying over spilled milk
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#Astarion#Baldur's Gate 3#Baldur's Gate III#*mine#*gifs#*BG3tag#I couldn't sleep and I remember that he did that little lip upquirk and I was like man you are a big fucking stinker and I would like to te#l you that you are very handsome and very evil but also very soft and very broken and I have a lot of feelings about you but tumblr won't l#t me type anymore because apparently there's a word limit for tags so I keep having to stop and now I'm just going to cry! bye!
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@greenfiend Remember the conversation about Earl, Dale and Henry we had here?
Mike is not willing "to pr*stitute" his sister. That's good, right? Right?
However
Lucas seemingly has no such qualms. He's willing to get Keith a date with Nancy if it means he'll get a chance to talk to Max and tell her the truth about Will ... in an Employee's Room while being told keep things PG
Yeah, I can see how some things happening in a storage shed room for employees could get you arrested or k*lled if anyone finds out
All while Lucas is surrounded by coke left and right
And to top it of ...
Keith has a nasty rash which can spread to the whole family
#stranger things#not tagging more#THIS IS NOT ABOUT LUCAS#he doesn't even get what's going on#this is about lonnie#and what he did#not surprised at all will got that vision of the ud#after their conversation with keith#not surprised at all#i think i'm gonna go cry in a corner now#only good thing here is mike being the voice of reason again#like NO we're not going to do all this f*cked up sh*t#my meta#sheds
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he's so important to me
#i guess i need to watch the anime but super's manga has just been a self-indulgent fever dream for me from start to finish#100000/10 absolutely perfect so validating so extremely catered to my tastes and headcanons and analyses and humor#so fucking funny and emotional and intense and goofy and beautifully drawn#my beautiful son getting to finally fucking see his HARD won character growth fucking shine and choose love and choose to be loved!!!!!!#Goku just being Goku Vegeta being Team Dad Piccolo being Team Grandpa Bulma being a fucking superstar keeping everybody organized and fed#god i love this squad i love this series i love these dumbasses and their struggles and their triumphs and their stupid childish bonding#I love that Toriyama just spent the last several years reminding the class that DB as a whole has always been an ACTION-COMEDY about LOVE#and I'm SO sad that the z anime really never did it justice in that sense because of having to fill time with dramatic tension but god. GOD#THE MANGA HAS ALWAYS BEEN SO CLEAR ON THAT THESIS.#Just all about Restorative Justice and Community and CARING even when you wish SO MUCH that you didn't care but yoU DO GODDAMMIT!!!#SUCH a great series I'm so sad it took losing mr t for me to finally read it but my god I needed to read it now and I'm so glad he wrote it#and i'm SO glad he wrote it Exactly Like This#once again rip to a legend i'm caught up and crying it's so perfect it's SO everything I've wanted to see onscreen and embedded in canon#and canon isn't everything but it still feels gREAT to be SO 1:1 on the same page with an author re: how you interpret your blorbo yknow???#been rotating this man in my head for 25 years and Mr Toriyama just mWAH kissed me on the forehead about it#anyway enough tag rambles I'm off again aklsjla#bonus for that kenpachi shit and letting him say 'sorry dude I can't be cold and numb anymore but this is still cathartic as fuck lol' like#mr t i hope you see the HIGHEST tier of heaven for that (and obviously for like everything all of it the whole life you led)#dbtag
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#if i wasn't ovulating i would be crying right now#trying to find someone to date that will ALSO WANT TO DATE ME is exhausting#i'm exhausted. i've tried multiple times this year and i'm t i r e d
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I made a mobile based on the Animals' GoGo Mania/Pop Gear performance of "Don't Let Me Be Misunderstood"!! 🐾💖✨️
(Bonus Mickie Most and Hilton Valentine silliness under the cut 🙏)
#aAAAAAA I FINISHED IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!#gosh i'm soooooo happy with how this turned out..... very ambitious b u t worth it in the end 🥹#LOTS OF GLITTER FOR ALAN PRICE!!!!#thought it would be fun to recreate those ornaments hanging around that eric somehow didn't walk into 🙏 EXTRA GLITTER#the contruction process was pretty intricate hence taking me a few extra days after the anniversary bUT i didn't want to rush it 🙏#these Animals-versary have meant the world to me!!!!!! AaAAAAA REALLY ENTERTAINING!!!!#i have one more left for this year and it's a very special one..... i'll post it sometime in mid-to-late december.... 👀🐾🏳️🌈#i'M GLAD I WAS ABLE TO HANG THIS UP AS WELL!!!!!! RIGHT NEXT TO MY 'I'M CRYING' SHEET MUSIC#time to take hilton's silent advice and eat a pizza#eric burdon#hilton valentine#chas chandler#john steel#alan price#mickie most#THANK YOU FOR PRODUCING THEM. AS ALWAYS. AUNT MICKIE.#the animals#british invasion#60s rock#classic rock#classic rock fanart#mod fashion#pop gear#60s television#the animals fanart#worried life arts#i attached the alan and eric art to a couple of my friends' christmas packages now the usps knows all about them 🙏🙏💙💚
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Soo I made this ship of v x justin and they are dating soo yea.... Hope you like it
#art#artwork#art oc#my ocs#i feel like im going insane#now I'm gonna cry after post this sh*t 🥲#VxJustin
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VARGASTOBER - day 2 : johnny c.
#sunny's art#vargastober2023#vargastober#GUYS GUYS GUYS COME BACK COME BACK I DID THE ART COME B#nny#johnny c#jthm#oh no !! he's dead !!#johnny the homicidal maniac#man i was FUCKING DYING#i'm sick . ughhhhh#i already took a pill and now i feel better though#i think this is the first time you guys see me draw nny :0#great message on the shirt . thanks !#le copié a emily con eso de la escala de colores a blanco y negro y me funcionó . gracias emily . (tqm)#i'm so so so tired i feel like i'm gonna pass outtttttt#anyways . SCRIABIN'S NEXT !#and this time i WILL FINISH IT ON TIME !#hopefully ... i still feel like i'm dying .#a este sí le eché ganas (crying)#help me guys breathing feels spicy#also a little thing that happened#i was pretty sad because i had to give my friend's tablet back bc he needed it#and without it i can´t draw in ibis paint#i like ibis paint because it has a lot of pretty brushes#and then i opened sai and i had the prettiest brush ever there ?? waiting for me to use it .#soooo uhhhh#vargas#zarla s#vargas zarla
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I can't believe Emmrich is scoring higher than other characters in polls, l didn't realise so many people with good taste existed.
#tbd#this reminds me of when larian posted romance stats on instagram and i made the mistake of looking in the comments#it was full of the ugliest as*t*r*on stans bitch crying about lae'zel being third most romanced#all of them being nasty about her bc how dare people find her more attractive than their fave#now people are being nasty about emmrich#and acting like people are wrong for wanting to romance him.#before you @ me I'm romancing neve first then davrin probs and then emmrich#Emmrich isn't even an old man btw hes in his early 50s#and also lucanis the designated tumbl sexyman isn't white#also if i go put a poll where a bunch of straightmen congregate i'll get different results that's how redundant judging people#via poll is#AND FINALLY all you can say about our man davrin is assan? lmao ok.#at least pretend to like him for who he is while your jester bells jingle#by your dumbass logic i can say its absolutely insane that you think emmrich shouldn't be popular bc he has manfred#fandom wank
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#THIS IS WHAT I GET FOR BEING OFFLINE WHILE WASHING MY HAIR HUH#THINGS JUST KEEP HAPPENING HUH#SEND HELP#so normal about os2: bbs :)#os2: bbs#our skyy 2#airenyah plappert#adrm#i'm not going to watch it now tho i'm going to watch it after lunch#THIS IS BAD THIS IS VERY BAD HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO WRITE ANOTHER 4000 WORDS WHEN THIS J U S T CAME OUT HELP IT'S ONLY TWENTY TO ONE PM#gonna be crying about this in my faculty library all afternoon huh#my word mv
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I can excuse gory murders, but I draw a line at selfishly lying to your patient/"friend"
Y'all ship these two? Smh...
#in all seriousness tho I didn't expect this to be such a big issue for me#I can't often say I dislike a character for an in-show reason#don't get me wrong I still think hannibal's an intriguing character and I highly enjoy watching him#what he does is supposed to make the audience feel this way while keeping them curious and in a way charmed with him#like that's the point of this joke XD#but this is now the first thing that comes to my mind when I see lecter with will and it makes me genuinely mad#and I love it#ALSO I SHOULD PROBABLY MENTION THAT I'M STILL WATCHING S1 AND KNOW NOTHING ABOUT THE STORY#I'm curious to see how it develops and why exactly hannibal's lying to graham#cuz I just feel so bad for will it makes me wanna cry whenever we see him struggle with this disease T^T#hannibal#hannibal lecter#will graham#hannigram#mine
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2ne1 is back today for real...
#are you ready for the B E S T?#it's weird because i'm so separated from kpop now but i remember crying the day their break up was announced so this is... huge?#i hope they have a great time#2ne1#sapph's post
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i don't think i'll ever get over how people treat kids that aren't good in school as worthless no matter what. "oh it can't be that bad" my guy idk how to tell you this but the last time i went to a normal high school the principal called me into his office to brag about how he failed me in all of my classes before the semester was even finished & i should quit while i'm ahead cuz i'm too stupid ("officially" diagnosed as such by a school counselor & a psychiatrist!!) to succeed. & this is considered normal
#''poor teachers!!'' yeah well at least they can fucking quit & go work somewhere else#''okay but times are different than when you went to school in the 1970's'' this was 2016 my guy. shut the fuck up#''well maybe you were a violent & severely misbehaving kid!'' i wasn't. i have ADHD & severe anxiety disorder & depression#my biggest crime was being too exhausted & dopamine deprived to do my homework#my dad talks about how he was treated in school & i'm like damn dude i went through the same exact shit#how is it that a majority of teachers & principals are still abusive power-tripping pieces of shit 60 years later#why haven't things changed#well actually the answer is simple & it's because they want disabled people to disappear#& if abled students that simply disagree with the way things are done get caught in the crossfire then that is acceptable#because anyone not fit to make billionaires a billion more dollars should just die!#anyways here are my original tags from that gravity falls post i just reblogged:#I know this is supposed to be an appreciation post but like. ''for being the ''dumb one'' he's surprisingly rational.'' seriously??#as ''the dumb'' but ''surprisingly rational'' one of my family this is THEE biggest misunderstanding & it drives me up the fucking wall#just because a person struggles in one area doesn't mean they're stupid & should be an irrational dumb dumb idiot baby holy fuckkk#sorry to OP but even when people try to ''appreciate'' stuff like this they can't help but throw in insults#simply because they genuinely believe that ''even though you're stupid you SURPRISINGLY act competent sometimes'' is a compliment#I'm less mad about this & more sad that this kind of shit is still so prevalent in 2024#both Stanley & Stanford are smart & competent & rational#they just show it in different ways & exceed in different (sometimes overlapping) subjects#this is normal for human beings but the big societal scam is that if you don't do it in the way Ford does then you're stupid & a failure#& being surprised that Stan is also smart & competent in his own ways is the biggest sing that you fucking fell for it dude#btw before i get @ ed for this. i WAS that kid#i was so much that kid the school actually diagnosed me with stupid & spiteful & i was told to quit while i was ahead (they failed me befor#obviously this is very personal for me but also i don't think people realize the language they use is on purpose & it's used specifically t#& it's still happening right now & that just. makes me wanna cry honestly#like why are people still surprised that people can specialize in something despite bad grades in school#you know. the thing we all know is literally rigged to either put you in jail or in a factory to make billionaires more money.#man sorry for the rant the original spirit of the post is super correct but like fuck HS grade-centric judging of people's entire character#Stan being able to defeat Bill is just not at all surprising if you were him or knew/know someone like him#or really paid any attention at all to the show while watching it
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i know my body is doing its best but christ alive.
#keeping it fun and funky fresh#personal#i need a chronic illness tag#i've been doing frankly a lot better in the past week+ bc we got an upstairs window ac#and we've been keeping the house air conditioned bc even tho it gets cool overnight it is incredibly humid all the time (70-90%)#and the ac units take the humidity out from indoors as well as keeping things a consistent cool temp for me#but today i painted so i aired out the house all day. and. it was a mistake.#i feel fucking miserable. i could not get comfortable At All All Day.#also like. i haven't talked about this but i've gained quite a bit of weight in the last 2 years & especially the last 6 months#(being completely sedentary d/t chronic fatigue will do that to ya)#and so a lot of my clothes fit weird and feel bad and i haven't replaced them yet bc i still don't rly know how to shop#for clothing for trans women. especially bc a lot of those clothes are thrift store finds that Happen(ed) to feel good on me#and today i happened to be wearing underwear that i didn't realize were among the no-longer-comfy and the waistband would not stop rolling#and then it'd get pinched between my stomach & my lower abdomen and chafe horribly especially w/ how sweaty & sticky i was#it was just awful. it was just awful. i finally turned the ac back on even tho it's only 70° outside#bc i couldn't stand being in the (currently) 80% humidity anymore#and grayson helped me take a sponge bath after i broke down crying#and now i feel a little better but i'm just. tired. i'm tired & all of this is getting worse & my doctor doesn't seem to give a shit#heat intolerance
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