#I'm crying now T-T
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I'm in my feels thinking about how fucked up the TOS crew ended like
Kirk got stuck in the nexus from ~2293 to 2371 only to die again, for good, as soon as he got out? Come on. come on man.
Bones got old. like really old. and didn't get to see Kirk again??? It's been a while since I watched the TNG episode with McCoy, I don't remember what he says, but he was like 150 years old. Did he ever even see Kirk before he got stuck in the Nexus. Did he ever see Spock? (I'd hope so, Spock disappears years later, in Picard if I'm correct?)
Spock was... around doing Spock stuff. And then Kirk died and did Spock even know? did someone tell Spock that his literal soulmate died. twice. and then Spock got stuck in another universe, a reality slightly different from his own, where everyone is younger than him and Jim is not really Jim and he has his own Spock anyway and his planet is gone and he lived the rest of his days in the Kelvin timeline, alone.
And Scotty got stuck in a transporter buffer for 75 years. That's so long. They had to tell him Kirk was gone? (although, they were together when that happened, weren't they? they were on the Enterprise-B, technically Scotty knew that Kirk was "dead" didn't he? I guess spending 75 years stuck in a buffer mode will screw up your memory though.) Did he see Spock again? Did he see Bones again before either of them died?
Basically the only ones we didn't see explicitly (or implicitly) die or disappear of the OG crew are Uhura, Chekov and Sulu. Where were they? what were they doing? did they know about Kirk? about Scotty? about Spock?
Sorry but like. that is so fucked up. why does nobody talk about this!!!
#i may have the timeline a bit wonky#but like. it is a bit confusing#like i literally just found out that in Picard they exolain Spock's disappearance and how he appeared in the Kelvin timeline#i have to finish st picard now for that#but also like. Scotty basically had no moment of peace he saw Kirk die and then got stuck in a limbo#with the risk of being erased like his friend#for 75 years!!#like. somebody help I'm not. okay.#at least McCoy got to age and live his life#but they basically never saw eachother again????#Spock never saw Kirk again. Kirk never saw anyone again because he FUCKING DIED TWICE TECHNICALLY.#did Bones even live that long to see Scotty again? did Dcotty even know that Bones was still alive?#probably? DID THEY EVER SEE EACHOTHER AGAIN IS MY QUESTION.#BECAUSE IF NOT. THAT'S FUCKED UP#maybe I'm just making stuff up idk#star trek spoilers#i guess?#SOMEBODY clear this up for me or cry with me or SOMETHING#star trek#star trek the next generation#star trek tos#star trek tng#james t kirk#spock#leonard bones mccoy#montgomery scott#scotty star trek#star trek generations#tribblerambles
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nnnnnnnnnnnnno maa'am
#my want to draw traditionally literally split me open for the past week and leaves me literally depressed i'm so serious i can't even look -#- @ my art programs without wanting to throw up omfg should;ve never picked up those pencils#but it's ok i just needed a nap#something so relatable about them i think nelvas has something in it for everyone meanwhile eltl is secluded art museum.#it's very possible to walk around in neloth's and talvas' brains but eltl is off limits. they will NOT! get no drawings like this outta me#wtf r they thinking ........#< eltl not nelvas#something nobody on dis earth can understand ..........#talvas wants to live he likes living but neloth's presence is so strong that it overrides and deletes his will to live.#bruuuuuuuuh#i bet the feeling of neloff is in everything he does if they ever part ways he won't be able to fold clothes or anythign without wanting -#- 2 cry . for what reason . idk bc neloth once yelled at him for folding clothes like shit .what am i on rn#(talvas thoughts mode) I want this old man to hug meeee😢😢😢#NELOFF DO IT and smash him too before i do it first .#me and neloth are the same person tho so it doesn;t matter but w/e#i'm getting emotional over them right now this cannot be real#i love her .... (Skyr1m)#i opened the game for .5 minutes today to take pics of a character uight what a beautiful game.#Te/s having such extensive lore ruins the whole entire game and the franchise but whatever . skyr1m is an art piece that's just how i feel#also this might be a very hard pill to swallow for some people but t*lvas is literally a kin Vessel for young women that keep getting -#- hit on by men twice or thrice their age when they're just trying to live their life .#this feels so profound to me i need dis shit inmy discord bio right NOEW.#Talvas................................#(eyes watering) (holding palm out)#suicide //#just in case but this tag would've gone crazy with my drawings of ulfr*c from late 2022 where i drew him with slit wrists. very artsay#is it not. i didn't like neither of those drawings tho i need to revisit cus i can feel ulfr*c on a diffaraaant level#when will i run out of tags. the way you can tell i just LUH talvas look at me drawing his hair in that second pic 😑BRU#look at me also trying to replicate pencils digitally in the first.. hmmm i don't hate it#at least it soothes me and i don't have pencil withdrawal
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peter bringing mayday with him to do spider stuff because yeah, he had things to live for before--but now he has a child and he is going to raise this child and be there for her and maybe if she’s there, strapped to his chest, he’ll be more careful. he’ll consider his life almost as precious as hers. maybe bringing mayday to work is a precaution.
#disclaimer: it's like 2am and i don't know what i just wrote because my brain won't function enough to read it over again#i also have read like zero spiderman comics so if this doesn't make sense because canon already speaks on it#i'm sorry#atsv spoilers#spiderman: across the spiderverse#across the spiderverse#peter b parker#mayday#i am having thoughts#PLEASE BLOCK APPROPRIATE TAGS IF YOU DON"T WANNA BE SPOILED PLEASE IM BEGGING YOU#miles morales#into the spiderverse#spiderman#spiderman spoilers#this thought came about because i think swinging around with a child is the stupidest/coolest thing ever#and i feel like peter wouldn't do it without a reason#anyway sorry for the random change in fandoms i saw the movie tonight and it was fantastic#also#catch me crying in the theatre because peter wants his daughter to turn out like miles#OKAY IM DONE SPAMMING THE TAGS NOW BYE#across the spiderverse spoilers#spiderman across the spiderverse
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#Astarion#Baldur's Gate 3#Baldur's Gate III#*mine#*gifs#*BG3tag#I couldn't sleep and I remember that he did that little lip upquirk and I was like man you are a big fucking stinker and I would like to te#l you that you are very handsome and very evil but also very soft and very broken and I have a lot of feelings about you but tumblr won't l#t me type anymore because apparently there's a word limit for tags so I keep having to stop and now I'm just going to cry! bye!
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Apparently, new stuff it's in the works...
#obey me#obey me nightbringer#post0400#if t's not a new game I'm not that interesed in it so...#I just want them to continue the main story. it's that too much to ask?#bah. whatever now#no point in crying over spilled milk
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he's so important to me
#i guess i need to watch the anime but super's manga has just been a self-indulgent fever dream for me from start to finish#100000/10 absolutely perfect so validating so extremely catered to my tastes and headcanons and analyses and humor#so fucking funny and emotional and intense and goofy and beautifully drawn#my beautiful son getting to finally fucking see his HARD won character growth fucking shine and choose love and choose to be loved!!!!!!#Goku just being Goku Vegeta being Team Dad Piccolo being Team Grandpa Bulma being a fucking superstar keeping everybody organized and fed#god i love this squad i love this series i love these dumbasses and their struggles and their triumphs and their stupid childish bonding#I love that Toriyama just spent the last several years reminding the class that DB as a whole has always been an ACTION-COMEDY about LOVE#and I'm SO sad that the z anime really never did it justice in that sense because of having to fill time with dramatic tension but god. GOD#THE MANGA HAS ALWAYS BEEN SO CLEAR ON THAT THESIS.#Just all about Restorative Justice and Community and CARING even when you wish SO MUCH that you didn't care but yoU DO GODDAMMIT!!!#SUCH a great series I'm so sad it took losing mr t for me to finally read it but my god I needed to read it now and I'm so glad he wrote it#and i'm SO glad he wrote it Exactly Like This#once again rip to a legend i'm caught up and crying it's so perfect it's SO everything I've wanted to see onscreen and embedded in canon#and canon isn't everything but it still feels gREAT to be SO 1:1 on the same page with an author re: how you interpret your blorbo yknow???#been rotating this man in my head for 25 years and Mr Toriyama just mWAH kissed me on the forehead about it#anyway enough tag rambles I'm off again aklsjla#bonus for that kenpachi shit and letting him say 'sorry dude I can't be cold and numb anymore but this is still cathartic as fuck lol' like#mr t i hope you see the HIGHEST tier of heaven for that (and obviously for like everything all of it the whole life you led)#dbtag
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I made a mobile based on the Animals' GoGo Mania/Pop Gear performance of "Don't Let Me Be Misunderstood"!! 🐾💖✨️
(Bonus Mickie Most and Hilton Valentine silliness under the cut 🙏)
#aAAAAAA I FINISHED IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!#gosh i'm soooooo happy with how this turned out..... very ambitious b u t worth it in the end 🥹#LOTS OF GLITTER FOR ALAN PRICE!!!!#thought it would be fun to recreate those ornaments hanging around that eric somehow didn't walk into 🙏 EXTRA GLITTER#the contruction process was pretty intricate hence taking me a few extra days after the anniversary bUT i didn't want to rush it 🙏#these Animals-versary have meant the world to me!!!!!! AaAAAAA REALLY ENTERTAINING!!!!#i have one more left for this year and it's a very special one..... i'll post it sometime in mid-to-late december.... 👀🐾🏳️🌈#i'M GLAD I WAS ABLE TO HANG THIS UP AS WELL!!!!!! RIGHT NEXT TO MY 'I'M CRYING' SHEET MUSIC#time to take hilton's silent advice and eat a pizza#eric burdon#hilton valentine#chas chandler#john steel#alan price#mickie most#THANK YOU FOR PRODUCING THEM. AS ALWAYS. AUNT MICKIE.#the animals#british invasion#60s rock#classic rock#classic rock fanart#mod fashion#pop gear#60s television#the animals fanart#worried life arts#i attached the alan and eric art to a couple of my friends' christmas packages now the usps knows all about them 🙏🙏💙💚
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VARGASTOBER - day 2 : johnny c.
#sunny's art#vargastober2023#vargastober#GUYS GUYS GUYS COME BACK COME BACK I DID THE ART COME B#nny#johnny c#jthm#oh no !! he's dead !!#johnny the homicidal maniac#man i was FUCKING DYING#i'm sick . ughhhhh#i already took a pill and now i feel better though#i think this is the first time you guys see me draw nny :0#great message on the shirt . thanks !#le copié a emily con eso de la escala de colores a blanco y negro y me funcionó . gracias emily . (tqm)#i'm so so so tired i feel like i'm gonna pass outtttttt#anyways . SCRIABIN'S NEXT !#and this time i WILL FINISH IT ON TIME !#hopefully ... i still feel like i'm dying .#a este sí le eché ganas (crying)#help me guys breathing feels spicy#also a little thing that happened#i was pretty sad because i had to give my friend's tablet back bc he needed it#and without it i can´t draw in ibis paint#i like ibis paint because it has a lot of pretty brushes#and then i opened sai and i had the prettiest brush ever there ?? waiting for me to use it .#soooo uhhhh#vargas#zarla s#vargas zarla
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I can't believe Emmrich is scoring higher than other characters in polls, l didn't realise so many people with good taste existed.
#tbd#this reminds me of when larian posted romance stats on instagram and i made the mistake of looking in the comments#it was full of the ugliest as*t*r*on stans bitch crying about lae'zel being third most romanced#all of them being nasty about her bc how dare people find her more attractive than their fave#now people are being nasty about emmrich#and acting like people are wrong for wanting to romance him.#before you @ me I'm romancing neve first then davrin probs and then emmrich#Emmrich isn't even an old man btw hes in his early 50s#and also lucanis the designated tumbl sexyman isn't white#also if i go put a poll where a bunch of straightmen congregate i'll get different results that's how redundant judging people#via poll is#AND FINALLY all you can say about our man davrin is assan? lmao ok.#at least pretend to like him for who he is while your jester bells jingle#by your dumbass logic i can say its absolutely insane that you think emmrich shouldn't be popular bc he has manfred#fandom wank
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#THIS IS WHAT I GET FOR BEING OFFLINE WHILE WASHING MY HAIR HUH#THINGS JUST KEEP HAPPENING HUH#SEND HELP#so normal about os2: bbs :)#os2: bbs#our skyy 2#airenyah plappert#adrm#i'm not going to watch it now tho i'm going to watch it after lunch#THIS IS BAD THIS IS VERY BAD HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO WRITE ANOTHER 4000 WORDS WHEN THIS J U S T CAME OUT HELP IT'S ONLY TWENTY TO ONE PM#gonna be crying about this in my faculty library all afternoon huh#my word mv
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I can excuse gory murders, but I draw a line at selfishly lying to your patient/"friend"
Y'all ship these two? Smh...
#in all seriousness tho I didn't expect this to be such a big issue for me#I can't often say I dislike a character for an in-show reason#don't get me wrong I still think hannibal's an intriguing character and I highly enjoy watching him#what he does is supposed to make the audience feel this way while keeping them curious and in a way charmed with him#like that's the point of this joke XD#but this is now the first thing that comes to my mind when I see lecter with will and it makes me genuinely mad#and I love it#ALSO I SHOULD PROBABLY MENTION THAT I'M STILL WATCHING S1 AND KNOW NOTHING ABOUT THE STORY#I'm curious to see how it develops and why exactly hannibal's lying to graham#cuz I just feel so bad for will it makes me wanna cry whenever we see him struggle with this disease T^T#hannibal#hannibal lecter#will graham#hannigram#mine
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2ne1 is back today for real...
#are you ready for the B E S T?#it's weird because i'm so separated from kpop now but i remember crying the day their break up was announced so this is... huge?#i hope they have a great time#2ne1#sapph's post
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i know my body is doing its best but christ alive.
#keeping it fun and funky fresh#personal#i need a chronic illness tag#i've been doing frankly a lot better in the past week+ bc we got an upstairs window ac#and we've been keeping the house air conditioned bc even tho it gets cool overnight it is incredibly humid all the time (70-90%)#and the ac units take the humidity out from indoors as well as keeping things a consistent cool temp for me#but today i painted so i aired out the house all day. and. it was a mistake.#i feel fucking miserable. i could not get comfortable At All All Day.#also like. i haven't talked about this but i've gained quite a bit of weight in the last 2 years & especially the last 6 months#(being completely sedentary d/t chronic fatigue will do that to ya)#and so a lot of my clothes fit weird and feel bad and i haven't replaced them yet bc i still don't rly know how to shop#for clothing for trans women. especially bc a lot of those clothes are thrift store finds that Happen(ed) to feel good on me#and today i happened to be wearing underwear that i didn't realize were among the no-longer-comfy and the waistband would not stop rolling#and then it'd get pinched between my stomach & my lower abdomen and chafe horribly especially w/ how sweaty & sticky i was#it was just awful. it was just awful. i finally turned the ac back on even tho it's only 70° outside#bc i couldn't stand being in the (currently) 80% humidity anymore#and grayson helped me take a sponge bath after i broke down crying#and now i feel a little better but i'm just. tired. i'm tired & all of this is getting worse & my doctor doesn't seem to give a shit#heat intolerance
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hi i have been inactive for a while due to the chk chk boom. hope you understand.
#HI HELLO BESTIES I WISH I COULD UPDATE YOU GUYS BUT I HAVE BEEN SUPER BUSY AND CONSUMED BY THE HORRORS™#basically im moving out the country in like four days so packing has been a whole ordeal#not to mention i'm procrastinating feeling my feelings#my three month gre prep plan turned into a one week prep reality T-T my unofficial score is 321 out of 340 which is... idrk#i was in the middle of a lot of things and given the level of time and energy i was able to commit amidst the chaos... it's not too bad.#OH ALSO i got done with the round one registration for my courses today and it was a MESS#(technically only the in-dept courses were due today. the ones from the other depts were due 17th. either way. the website was being cruel)#oh and as for out-dept courses it's a different procedure but I managed to get Intro to ML! absolutely insane given my meager coding skills#as well as my shaky understanding of engineering calculus. in other words welcome back my arch nemesis slash lover miss mathematics#oh and! all my friends are also moving away which basically means the past week has been meeting my besties and trying not to cry#i've been reading a bit as well! i read assistant to the villain and it was simply the cutest book ever i need the sequel SO BAD#OH AND GOSE IS BACK so that's been fun#so yeah that's what's up#i really wished i had more time to update on here I had a really cool idea for this week but i've been too exhausted sighhh#hope you guys have been doing well also please feel free to text or tag me on posts i might not be able to reply but i love reading updates#sending lots of hugs and chocolates to all my beloveds <3#oh oh also please go check out skz's comeback it's so good!#okay it's like 12:26am now ima go sleep now gnight byeeee#megumi in the tags#megumi.fm
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I have Got to get more transgender
#100% секретный дневник левы НЕ ЧИТАЙ#transmasc#trans ftm#transgender#i like 2 say i'm very trans already but unforch i am Not Really. mostly boring ftm Guy Ever#so tempted to cut my hair again but my sense of what i look like is already so fuzzy i dont think it'd help..#want to dye my hair anyways. at this point i'd take whatever color i can get if not purple LOL#it's almost everything i could want and yet ... still me. still the same life. stuck.#soooo high functioning like you wouldnt believe EXCEPT istg i need an emotional support human who will guide me through tasks#such as 'pay with your Moneys Card at the Store'#or... idk that's it really. maybe go grocery shopping without feeling like i'm not meant to be there also#or like. exist in general maybe#reasons why not emotional support Animal: creature cannot understand capitalism. and also is not as necessary as a service dog specifically#idk! every time i come on here i fall apart (in text) and then pull myself back together for another day of ... this i guess.#i'm not even having like crying breakdowns or anything to go along with it i'm just held inside this shell of a body. typing away again#i'm soso tempted to make things worse. progress wouldn't matter anymore... at least maybe it would feel real that i'm like this#i wish my face fit on my body right. and also that i did not look quite so much like a vaguely gnc lesbian#like at LEAST let me look butch as hell but no. curse of sad hair & uncertainty#miss my little mullety thing from that brief period in october... miss my short hair from back in 2017 ...#just dont feel satisfied with what i am now. in general.#top surgery is literally Within my reach but i'm not sure about cost and i need to wait because of doing guard now......#my list of do i want t i kept for the past month turned out to be a bunch of maybes#partially cause i got sick. partially cause it stopped being shark week and i forgot about it#as always happens...#still unsure in my new(er) name. only heard it once#didn't feel the same way as with my old one? but idk. just don't know.#missing guard also but feeling conflicted about not having time for other hobbies...#since winter season is over i've had so much time to play guitar! that's insane! mostly cause i stopped playing for unrelated reasons...#just tired again. wonder if i need more sleep than what i always get. kind of restless.#there's nothing else to say i guess. just wish i could be a person the way everyone else seems to be.
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OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG HE'S BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHEISBACKHEISBACKHEISBACKOMGICANTBELIEVEITHEISBACKANDILOVEHIMSOMUCH-
#STAY CALM STAY FUCKING CALM#I CAN'T#HE'S EVERYTHING I EVER FANTASIZED ABOUT#OMG THE NEAT HAIR#THE EVERYDAY TUX#THE T A T T O O S#THE FUCKING RINGS OMG?????!!!!!!!!#I'M FANGIRLING SO HARD IT'S UNREAL I LOVE HIM#THE BULKY FIGURE OH MY I CAN'T THIS IS WAY TOO PERFECT#HOW DID WAKUI GET IN MY HEAD WHILE MAKING HIM#I FEEL THAT MY STOMACH IS FULL OF BUTTERFLIES THAT I WANT TO CRY AND THAT I'M ABOUT TO FAINT#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#WHAT WILL IT TAKE TO HEAR HIM TALKING OVER THE PHONE TOO#MAYBE EVEN HEAR HIM MOAN#YES THAT'S MY LIFE GOAL NOW#HEAR SHIO MOAN#EVERYONE MIND YOUR DAMN BUSINESS#negai no astro#astro royale#shio yotsurugi
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