#I'm crying in the club

[respectthepetty]

I am *this* close to unblocking the Pit Babe tag just so I can reblog GIFs of Kenta x Pete.

They have known each other since they were kids! THEY WERE CHILDREN! Blue x Red. Best buddies. They grew up together, but Kenta turned darker while Pete remained his light in such a dark world.

Then, they kissed.

But Pete left.

And Kenta was all alone in the dark!

The blue makes sense now.

IT MAKES SENSE!

So that's why Pete knew Kenta was there watching him.

Because he always knows Kenta is there. They grew up together. They loved each other. And that's why Pete doesn't fight back. He never actually hits Kenta, just deflects Kenta's hits.

And it's why Kenta can't actually kill him.

I TAKE BACK WHAT I WROTE!

God, give me the strength to not unblock that tag. I cannot get sucked in by these ToddBlack coded motherfuckers. Not me. Not again.

[cinamun]

You are now free to move about the worlds | Next

Well friends, this concludes the graduation ceremony of Hope Diamond Darryn Drake and the WPHS class of 2023.  Hope will soon become a young adult and embark on her own journey through simulated life. But first, the Drakes and Friends will return home to eat a delicious meal that Indya and Darren prepared together, love on each other and reminisce about the happiest moments of their lives, including today. 

Thank you for joining our ceremony today.  Please look around your seats and pick up any litter left behind.  Please don’t all rush to the exits at once and could whoever is screaming “HOPE YOU DID THAT SHIT GIRL!!” please stop as the ceremony has ended and there are children present.

Also whoever is in the green buick, you’re blocking the South exit and will be towed if you don’t stay tuned.

[captainbogwitch]

don’t mind me im just crying and thinking about mipha’s champion’s ballad scene and the score that underlines it how it starts with her theme and then transforms into Sidon’s when she helps him up the waterfall AND THEN SHIFTS TO VAH RUTA’S the parallels between Sidon on Mipha and Link on Sidon and how they’re all connected JUST GOT TO ME OKAY

[mcmuppet]

2020 ➡️ 2023

[crowleyanthonys]

I just need to get through this week I just need to get through this week I just need to get throu

[nectardaddy]

fuckkkk

I hope yall like pure unbridled angst because the suga fic I'm cooking is diabolical

[indieedgycool]

FIRST KANAPHAN!??????!?@?@?@?×?#?#

[wrightaboutthat]

JODI!!!!!!!!!!! catch THIS [throws you a thousand little paper hearts] 💌

YEAH WELL,,, NO U (DECKS YOU WITH A MILLION BACK)

[bloodwr4th]

*all come with the fact that she has debated on stabbing him every time they are together

“        stab?    stab me?     me?      let’s leave the foreplay for later,     rae.     the    kids    are    still    awake    right    now.       ”

[hollyoongs]

I would drop anything and everything for him that it's pretty concerning atp

[SUNGHOON] In Tacoma

[respectthepetty]

@placetneplacet writing about Zo being resistant to Joke's advances because he truly believed it was all in his head due to Puen deceiving him has me DEEP in my feels because @placetneplacet is right. Rewatching the show with the knowledge of the trauma Puen caused Zo changes everything.

Really think about this, y'all.

THINK ABOUT IT!

Each time Zo felt any good feelings for Joke, he immediately stopped himself.

He shut down every single time because he couldn't trust himself. He didn't want to repeat his mistake of making someone else uncomfortable with his queerness.

When Joke touched him, he had to remind himself that it meant nothing.

So when he kissed Joke, he sat there that entire time believing Joke would tell him he was crazy for thinking the feeling was mutual.

He really tried to convince himself (and Joke) that nothing changed. That is meant nothing. Because he was afraid of losing a friend.

So when Joke said this, Zo panicked even more!

As @justafriend-ql wrote, once Joke spilled the Roselle juice on him, symbolizing his heart being on his sleeve, Zo thought he was exposed. He thought it was happening all over AGAIN!

And he sat there throughout that entire dinner with Joke in front of his mom, with that red stain, that scarlet letter, his heart on his sleeve FREAKING OUT!

So while Joke was hyping him up to his mom, Zo was getting more anxious telling himself IT WAS IN HIS HEAD! That it didn't mean what he thought it meant. That is was just a friend being a friend.

He was so cold to Joke because he didn't want to give Joke any evidence of his growing feelings. He didn't want Joke to feel uncomfortable, but he also didn't want to give Joke any ammunition to hurt him.

He didn't want to regret it like he did before.

Joke never said how he felt about the kiss because he didn't want to push Zo, but by him not saying anything, Zo went deeper into his head thinking about how he could salvage this without losing Joke.

So the next time he saw Joke, and Joke kept repeating that tongue twister about the fucking toads in love, ZO WAS REPEATING THAT IT WAS ALL IN HIS HEAD! That Joke was just teasing him like Puen had done!

THIS ENTIRE FUCKING CONVERSATION!

Zo was demanding that Joke tell him WHY he kept helping him. He needed to hear Joke say that they were "just friends" so he could finally confirm it was all in his head.

Zo kept calling himself an idiot because he let this happen again. He mixed up the signals. He read too much into it. He is going to destroy another friendship because HE IS THE PROBLEM for thinking the other person liked him.

He was confused because he couldn't stop caring, despite knowing it was one-sided. Even though he knew it was all in his head.

Look at his reaction to being hugged by Joke. LOOK AT IT! He was fighting himself this entire episode. Just like the kiss, he doesn't touch Joke. He stands there. HE IS PANICKING! Because if he hugs Joke, he is exposed. Joke will know how he feels.

It's not until the very end of this episode that Joke tells him that he likes him.

The very last moment, Joke tells Zo what he thought he had imagined was, in fact, real. And look at Zo's face.

That is the look of hope.

He still doesn't believe it.

But in spite of everything, he hopes this is real.

When Zo's friends are also "surprised" by Joke's feelings, it makes Zo doubt it more.

But even though Zo can't express himself because he is still terrified this is all a joke at his expense and believes Joke is going to leave him, Joke keeps showing up.

Joke keeps checking in.

Joke doesn't take Zo's silence as a rejection because he realizes Zo struggles to voice his feelings since he can't trust his feelings, but Joke follows up for his consent each time.

@stuffnonsenseandotherthings told us it's never been about food with them.

Because Puen made Zo doubt himself so much that he fought himself to the point of repression. Zo wasn't trying to quiet Joke's queerness; he was trying to convince himself that Joke wasn't gay. He was telling him it was all his imagination because Joke was simply being nice to him. He was telling him he didn't like Joke being nice to him because HE was getting it confused.

Zo knew who he was, yet Puen convinced him that was all a lie.

And I fucking hate him.

@bengiyo, add him to the list. He knew.

[cinnamonsugarteethtwists]

why am i getting so many ahahahads for dating apps stop it there's literally so many reasons why that is not my thing

[mcmuppet]

yes, the car is pretty. yes, the fireproofs are black and perfect.

but this right here

this is the best part of the whole day 🧡

[multiimoments]

Oh my GOSH. be still my heart 🥹 they're all so beautiful 🥰

p. s. Lily kind of resembles Molly Ringwald and what can I say except yes??? 🤌🏽

senior citizen discount at the three broomsticks

[seungwoonies]

Xdinary Heroes covering my chem

my tiny rock sons whom i love so much TT

[awkwardaardvarkforever]

Life update: I just finished applying to 3 out of the 4 graduate schools that I had planned on applying to. I have to finish the last one in the morning, but it’s just a matter of copying/pasting my previous statements and modifying it cater to that specific programs requirements. It’ll take like an hour, but I’m too tired to do it right now.

But from there, it’s just a matter of waiting and PRAYING that a program or two (OR ALL FOUR 🤞🏽) invite me for an interview. I really have my hopes set on 2 of the schools (one is Lowkey a reach), but I’m mostly happy to have this weight off of me.

🍻 to me finishing these hell apps and 🤞🏽 that I get many interviews (and eventually offers of admission)