#I'm cancelling my subscription rn

[canonickero]

Goodbye Octonauts on netflix💔💔💔

[dogsrotten]

brows remain tight , feeling flustered the more he kept going , unable to get a word in ; mouth parting to interject before shaking her head . "no , that's not what i meant . i'm just saying that we both understand what it's like to do things we're not proud of ." recalls the night he swore fucking someone else was a mistake and now knew first hand the guilt that came with it . she didn't want to share herself -- her body with another guy when she had rome who showed her what it was like to be loved unconditionally . that is , of course , until you did something they disapproved of and just like her family , she was left behind . "you left without letting me explain , you gave up on us -- on me ," gestures to herself before fingertips drop to grip onto the hemline of her dress , getting angrier when he has the audacity to ask her if she was sorry . of course she was , "i apologized to you a million times ! i begged you to listen to me , but you wouldn't . you walked away -- you walked away ."

“ you still did. ” whether she intended to or not, it hurt all the same and despite not wanting to admit it, maybe he finally understood what she felt after he revealed his indiscretion. recalling the night his ex girlfriend paid him a visit — someone being there, one thing leading to another .. yeah, a bit too relatable. but frustrations surge through veins when she swears at him, “ who is it then ? ” the bad guy.  jumping to his own conclusion of what she’s insinuating, the bitter coldness of the notion crushes his lungs. “me ? ” a light scoff of disbelief rushing out of nostrils, feeling the sudden urge to defend himself. “ i have been nothing but good to you, lucy. ” given the circumstances, he’s always tried to make her feel good, during and after her time in captivity. remind her what it’s like to be loved and appreciated. “ are you even sorry it happened ? ” and there it is — the apology he’s waiting on, as if two words could erase the image etched into his brain. but at the very least, it’d be a step in the right direction.

[babsggordon]

THEY'RE TAKING DOWN PRIDE AND PREJUDICE FROM NETFLIX? I'm gonna cancel my subscription rn—

[purple-obsidian]

currently watching: the sopranos and justice league unlimited. im mad at hbo max tho because they took batman ninja off of their streaming service. i am personally offended by this and will be cancelling my subscription after i finish the sopranos.

currently listening to: click here for my playlist

currently reading: the boy wonder by juni ba

⭓ here is a list of my favorite things; in EXACT order of importance and subject to change on an hourly basis.

1. batman 2. coke slushies from speedway 3. any dog i meet irl and most cats too. 4. blasting my favorite music and turning my brain off 5. moody, mysterious, dark-haired men with trauma and repressed emotions 6. seeing people lift up others and being kind 7. being degraded /being praised 8. going for evening walks while high asf on the devils lettuce. its the perfect fuel for my creativity, most of my fic ideas were conceived while ripping my weed pen at the park. 9. homemade chickpea salad on a slice of freshly toasted sourdough bread 10. tattoos. esp. my own, i could stare at myself in the mirror for hours (i'm a leo gimme a break of course i'm in love with myself)

"Any sufficiently advanced technology is indistinguishable from magic." - Arthur C. Clark

"Take your work seriously and yourself lightly." - Bob Nelson

"I'm Batman." - Bruce Wayne

i am very much dc-obsessed rn but here are some other fandoms i enjoy and may reblog:

⭓ jujutsu kaisen ⭓ avatar: the last airbender ⭓ call of duty ⭓ hades [video game]

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[last updated 07.25.2024]

[juniperhillpatient]

Rose are you watching Interview with the Vampire yet?? 2x03 came out three days ago and I'm still losing my mind over it 👀

Nooo I watched the first episode & it seemed good!!!

tv is a whole thing for me rn ok 🥺

one of my goals to get my fucking shit together when I get back from family vacation (I’m leaving next week for a week & I have a list of stuff to take car of when I get back) is to sit down & cancel 90% or so of my million subscriptions that are actually legitimately ruining my life financially & keeping ONLY what I really need.

& given iwtv is something I genuinely actually want to watch then it can become like an actual show I’m watching & I’ll stay subscribed to amc or whatever for it for however long is relevant. & not watch one or two episodes & stay wasting endless $ on forever & ever. which is. The current way it’s been going with every show & movie rec ever for me.

anyway that’s more info than you asked for

The point is

TLDR

I’m GONNA it seems SO good

[blanddcheadcanons]

Hey I can't make rent this month. I'm working as a Child Behavior Aide at this daycare for kids with behavior issues. I love the work but it is less money than I was getting from when I was a Visitation Specialist. They're training me to become a Child Behavior Specialist but they won't give me the raise and promotion till later. Which is sorta bogus cuz I'm fulfilling those responsibilities rn. But whatever. I was just on a cruise that my girlfriend's family paid for. I took the vacation time without pay cuz I haven't earned enough pto yet. Also I just there was just $400 of forgotten subscriptions I've paid over the last 4 months. I got those canceled this week. I'm asking for help rn.

I need $550 for rent.

My PayPal is https://www.paypal.me/blandlaptop

My venmo is

https://venmo.com/u/Brian-Duffy-136

[idlyingabout]

It's actually fucking crazy that i can't permanently own clip studio paint on my tablet like i do with my computer, i can only pay a membership thing that costs way more money in the long run, for no good reason, why is it like this???? Feels even worse rn as i'm going through the worst art block of my life nad that shit keeps nibbling at my wallet cause i'm scared of canceling the subscription bc what if I want to draw something then?

[samwiselastname]

Samwise Lastname Life Update (Negative)

I moaned and groaned in that selfie a bit already but like. I have many people who have offered to help me with many things. Truly thankful.

At the same time I've always been The Person with the stable job and full time wage, like, pretty much since I finished DBT halfway through college that's been my defining character trait. Even before then, it was "person who is a prime target for financial exploitation."

My current situation is a shared living space where I am covering about 4/5s of our expenses, by virtue of being able to mask my disability well enough to work full time. We are still coming up $400 short a month. I've just gotten assurance that should change, a housemate is seeking work, but. It hasn't changed yet, and even once it does, I will not feel secure until we have an emergency fund for housing, and I won't feel safe keeping any personal savings until that's settled. Which is a couple years out at this rate - even farther with some necessary home repairs, which will push our deficit even higher.

We only get takeout once a month at most, our expenses have been essential housewares and home improvement items - pest control, plumbing maintenance tools, repair supplies. A few hundred of that deficit is just repeat homeowner shit. We planted a garden this year which was an expense but, not exorbitant. I don't know how to cut down more without like. Eating less? Historically that approach has turned into dangerous weight loss & migraines pretty quick. As it is we're only spending about $100 more a month than the FDA's recommended frugal grocery plan.

I can stop buying alcohol & weed and save... about $10 a month. I could cancel some of my subscriptions and save $20-50. Anything I can cut back on at this point is not financially worth the detriment to my well-being, especially when things like "watching youtube on the TV" and "playing FFXIV" are like. Some of my only safe and passive low-pressure recreational activities.

Don't really know what to do about this other than keep grinding. I'm making myself sick. Tacking on any extra work - hobby creative pursuits that might one day turn into commercial creative pursuits, any amount of job hunting, even a shot at adult content creation - feels unbearable.

I am trying to stop "working overtime" because even the 40 hours fucks with my ability to do anything else. I tried to work around this by job searching and side hustling. Now all my hobbies feel like jobs and every day I'm not working on income feels like self-sabotage. It's stupid - I can get better compensation at my current job picking extra hours. At least when I do that I don't go into a neurotic spiral and stop sleeping. As much. It's at least effective.

So I have this limbo - working over 40 hours physically destroys me, and it's the only way to tip the scales at all right now. I know one can often get a pay raise by finding a new job but - yall the market sucks. I'm trying. I need full time remote WFH and good god is it bad out there. Plus my current insurance rn is killer - I have a 3k out of pocket max. My medical costs would outweigh the raise at any job I've successfully applied for thus far, because my current employer affords me this bizarrely fantastic health insurance with HSA deposits.

Just feel hopeless. If I've gone dark on you that's why. We have four months to get this shit fixed before we're totally fucked and I'm doing everything I can to buy us time.

[jjjennyxoxo]

HOW did you make the L audio. How did you do it. Please I am begging you to tell me.

elevenlabs!!! Just gotta get some audio of L and upload it and wham bam. (If you want the audio I used I'm happy to share)

I had to cancel my subscription cos I'm broke broke rn but one day I might make some more.

If you make anything tag me I'm excited x

[6urokawa]

Damn, I just come across some foul ass shit. Well for one, now that I'm better health wise, I over hear that someone was still trying to find their crazy bs and Put it in my name, like no... Just no. I seen this bitch in all my old clothes nigga that bitch pussy RUST NIGGA STAY OUT MY NIGGAS GARDEN, AWAY FROM MY NIGGAS SOFTWARE FOR PHOTOGRAPHY, MY NIGGAS STUFF FOR CHEF SCHOOL BITCH WE HAD A WHOLE SUBSCRIPTION IN HIS OWN NAME HE HAD TO CANCEL, AS WE COME HOME AND SINCE YOU'VE FOUND WE'RE DOING GOOD WE COME HOME TO OUR FAMILY IN DANGER, THAT HOUSE LIKELY WHY I CANT GET SHIT IN MY NAME WITHOUT A CO SIGN RN I HOPE THE COPS TAKE YOUR SHIT DOWN. ALL MY NIGGAS TOOLS FOR THEIR MOTOR MECHANICS LIKE BITCHES REALLY NEED TO KNOW IDC IF WE WENT TO SCHOOL TOGETHER OR NOT ITS STILL FUCK THEM NIGGAS FOR THE SIMPLE FACT THAT SHIT HAPPENED, HOW I COME HOME TO THE US AND FIND YOU TRYING TO PULL MONEY FROM MY GRANDMOTHERS ACCOUNT, SAW HER IN THE BANK IN A WHEELCHAIR WITH YOU AND ONE OF DALES CHILDREN STIFF AS A CHEETO IN YOUR PASSENGER NIGGA YOU'RE A WETBACK. AND I REPORTED ALL THAT FOOTAGE BITCH OF YOUR FAMILY IN MY HOUSE, I HAD A SUBSCRIPTION IN MY NAME AND CLOSED THANKFULLY, FOR MY COSMETICS AND YALL FALL OFF IN THAT BITCH LIKE WETBACKS AND WONDER WHY MEXICO AINT ALL GOOD, SEND THAT SHIT TO THEM TOO.

[the-creepy-guy-around-the-corner]

Excuse the screaming on here, don't want to scream on twitter because thats easier to connect back to me and this is stupid enough I really don't want to talk to folks I know IRL about this.

And this is gunna be like mega privileged problems so putting it in a cut just need to scream to the void

Aghhhhhh my dad is selling his business. Which is fine, but I still rely on my parents for support a lot financially. I feel awful, I'm a grown ass adult with a full time job but life is expensive and my parents agreed to help support me because I'm super passionate about my job but it's a job that famously does not pay well. For about ten or fifteen years I got REALLY lucky, dads business was doing amazing, I got to live a very privileged fun life for I'd say about ten years. I got two college degrees out of it, got to live in multiple countries, traveled a lot, got to enjoy expensive hobbies, I built a wonderful wardrobe and collection of nice things..... and just the general feeling of not having to stress about bills or basic expenses. Then dads business got stolen from to the tune of several hundred thousand dollars this last year, and he ate the whole cost so no one else would be effected benefits or jobs wise. So I tightened my belt so I could ask less from them, and I'm now barely scraping by. Each paycheck I now have a hundred or so to my name before I get paid again. Ive hardly been able to touch the debt I've been trying to pay down. And now that he's selling the business that flashing light of 'no help' is getting bigger and closer and I honestly don't know what I'm going to do. Sort of panicked and went on a huge spree canceling as many subscriptions as I can (I already deleted most of them, but it broke my heart to start canceling subscriptions to friends patreon's or artists I want to support or to favorite games and such), deleted all of my worst spender apps from my phones, and looking into more side gigs. I really have no room to complain, this is no more than most people have to do and I'm honestly still incredibly lucky and blessed. But I'm going to miss being able to pick up the bill for friends or buying them presents, I'm really going to miss leaving huge tips on places, and GOD I am going to miss traveling, I already do. My friends are planning a trip to Japan rn and I'm so happy for them but I know I cant afford it no matter how much I want to go.

But most of all I'm going to miss the lack of stress. I went from never having to look at the price of the menu at a nice restaurant to eating nothing but tuna fish sandwiches for the rest of the week because I don't want to spend more money on food. Like I'm gunna be fine, I'm not going to starve, but the stress of money has been dwindling my already not super great mental health and the knowledge that it will always be this way from here on, is frankly fucking terrifying. Spending the rest of my life doing the mental gymnastics I need to make sure I have enough money for bills each month, and knowing I wont be able to buy a house or really build up savings (at least not until my parents die, and I am understandably not wanting that to happen either) is fucking depressing.

Especially knowing that if I have kids I wont be able to give them the opportunities I had growing up. I've for so long tied my self worth to gifting things to others, buying meals, treating my friends and so on. I really am going to have to tackle how I view my self worth and what I bring to the table friendship wise because gifts and generosity are things I just cant afford right now and with the job I have I don't know if I ever will again. (well.... unless I marry rich lol) I'll figure it all out, look for more expenses I can cut, look for more side jobs and so on. I'm probably making it out to be worse than it is, but having such a radical change in lifestyles has a bit of whiplash that really stings. Hopefully after a while I can start paying down my debt more which will help with interest rates, and if I keep cutting down on expenses maybe I'll be able to start saving. I doubt anyone has read this, if you did thanks for listening to me whine and I hope you have a good day.

[ninasbookshelf]

i cancelled my fairyloot subscription 😭 i'm a little sad tbh but i think it makes the most sense rn financially & in terms of what i'm actually reading lately. i love all the goodies it comes with lol, gonna miss those but i possibly will reactivate it in a few months!!

[highkeyshipper]

i'm so mad rn. the amount of good shows with quality plot and productions (e.g. the society, anne with an e, i am not okay with this, and SO MANY MORE) that are canceled for SHIT STUFF LIKE FUCKING ELITE OR KISSING BOOTH 382828 TO BE RENEWED NDISNDJWNFK-

i honestly can't believe it. as someone who appreciates art in film, i could firmly say 1899 was a fucking masterpiece, both from a technical and audience perspective - the casting, the production, the writing, EVERYTHING. it was fucking insane. they had to hire 7 different scriptwriters from all over the world because there are 7 languages spoken in it ffs. and they casted people from all of those countries too, so it wasn't just a random american speaking mediocre spanish like the russians in stranger things, it was an actual spanish actor. people don't even know how important it is for native viewers to see themselves represented in the media in that way, with native actors speaking their native language in a foreign production, and 1899 absolutely nailed that.

and it was a success! the viewership was of 79.27 million hours viewed in just THREE DAYS after its release. it stayed in the top 10 netflix shows for almost a month, so it's not like netflix can say people didn't enjoy it. everyone was already intrigued either by the plot, by the fact that it was trending, or by the raging success of dark.

SO WHAT THE HELL NETFLIX. WHY.

it's getting on my nerves fr now. i should not be paying subscription if shows like these aren't getting the support they deserve. i can't even imagine what the creators and the crew are feeling, after all the work they've put into this. as an aspiring writer myself, it feels so wrong. i swear i haven't felt so disgusted by a cancelation since nbc and hannibal. hope it gets picked up some time in the future, but i honestly doubt it.

but, hey, at least we still have 3 kissing booth movies, right?

FUCK YOU, NETFLIX.

[golbrocklovely]

do you know what's absolutely fucking bullshit?

i have a couple different candles from bath and body works that smell lovely, but the only time i buy candles is either if it's one that i really want that's a holiday related one (so it won't be there the whole time) or if their candles are on sale.

but i have a candle that's from some dollar store, and it's literally equally as strong of a scent, if not stronger, than some of my b&bw candles, and it was $4.

....i hate thinking about that honestly.

[10nantscompanion]

DON'T BE SHY

MAKE ASSUMPTIONS ON ME BASED ON WHO I'M SUBSCRIBED TO (rn I'm only subscribed to seonghwa, yunho, taemin and gaon)

(I cancelled my skz subscription bc of their most recent comeback...)

In case you were thinking of getting a bubble or fromm subscription:

here's how the idol's I am or was subscribed to text

ateez:

Seonghwa:

seonghwa loml

he usually texts quite often!!

he's a very quick typer, so even though he's not online for long periods of time he still talks A LOT.

he talks very cutesy and slangy so - as a Korean learner - I sometimes have a hard time understanding him, but I feel like I've kinda gotten used to it by now haha I've definitely learned a lot of new words talking to him

sometimes he goes live on toktoq after being online on fromm 🥺

Yunho:

I've only just subscribed to him yesterday but he was online today so... I can give somewhat of a feedback I guess???

yunho talks a lot less cutesy than seonghwa does, so I can understand him quite well lol

was online for a longer period than seonghwa usually is, but he took his time typing his messages, giving me more time to think of a reply

OH

I've been telling him "goodbye" "see you later" "have a nice day" for... idk like 10 minutes until he actually left. HE SEEMED LIKE HE WAS GONNA LEAVE FOR 10 MINUTES STRAIGHT BUT EVERYTIME I SAID GOODBYE HE CAME UP WITH NEW THINGS TO TALK ABOUT LOL

oh

while writing this post he went online again

TO SEND

THIS

San:

I didn't have him for long cause he was always online at inconvenient times (usually around 4 or 5 am where I live) so I kept missing him :(

he's funny though!!! especially when he talks about forcing seonghwa to workout with him lol

I learned some verb endings from him that I didn't know before

can't really say much about the way he talks cause I kept missing him

I do love him 3000 though

Taemin:

lots of selfies!!! and when I say lots I mean LOTS!! mainly gym, taxi and bed selfies

also a lot of cat content!!! (very worth it imo)

doesn't text a lot but he "calls" A LOT (so basically lots of video and voice live streams) sometimes even daily!!!

Xdinary Heroes

Gaon:

usually texts everyday but mostly just 1-3 messages a day

however sometimes he's online for an hour or so!! he's very cute!! (gets shy when he's being complimented haha)

he likes to take photos while taking walks!!! he also sends selfies pretty regularly!!

he barely ever sends voice messages though!! I think he sent like 1 during the last year lol

O.de:

SO MANY SELFIES

daily selfies!!!

doesn't text a lot but he does go online daily!! (maybe it's different now I've only had him for a few months a year ago or so)

Jooyeon:

not online regularly BUT when he's online he sends a lot of voice messages of him singing!!

he also likes to send goofy photos lol

skz

Chan:

barely online BUT he translates everything he says which is very cute!!!

he's as delusional as we are lol

LeeKnow

doesn't talk a lot BUT is online almost everyday!!

CAT CONTENT!!!!! (=^･ω･^=)

likes to send tiny LOUD voice messages

loves to take pictures of his food at very unflattering, unappetizing angles lol

Hyunjin:

phew

I've only had him for a month or so a year ago

sends quite a lot of pictures which is cool!!

online almost everyday but only sends a few messages

Felix:

sometimes online multiple times a day

occasionally won't be online for days or weeks though

BUT WHEN HE'S ONLINE he's online for hours lol

sends his entire camera roll

lots of voice messages (usually in Korean and English)

sometimes does song covers and asmr

lots of good night voice memos with kisses hehe

he's very silly and asks you to do aegyo in exchange for photos

he can be pretty sentimental at times too which is very cute!

[ginervaweasley]

DID NETFLIX JUST CANCEL.... WHAT THE FUCK?????????????