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obedience.
#wolf hall#the mirror and the light#thomas cromwell#mary tudor#jane seymour#originals#gifs#muttering 'it's the same shot. it's the exact same shot' to myself as I make this#these scenes come one right after another#I'm banging on the windows
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Nothing left to be said.
#me all day#giving rides to the polls#BANGING this shit out every window#Americans please do your duty today#I want your identity protected#and your rights restored#also sound on and I'm in the black hat LMFAO
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having fun with colors for once :P
thanks @creepycoffins for the awesome dtiys :D
#creepycoffinsdtiys#trigun#millions knives#vash the stampede#i haven't drawn nearly enough knives. posted him even less#him and vash are so fun to draw :P ik they have the same face but it's like. fun to experiment with how different i can make them look yk#also admittedly. did most of this at work during downtime so if it looks funky..... my bad#the lighting isn't the greatest aight?? it's night shift and there's no windows but they do dim the lights#i did do the limited coloring i did at home lol. wasnt gon bring more art supplies to work#trying to get back into the swing of things with my drawing. i got myself a huion display for my birthday this year!#on top of my traditional i wanna do more animated stuff#primarily animated bc honestly i don't really wanna learn digital painting or whatever. im not interested in that and i like my harsh style#i'd also like to do more original work. i think last year was literally just trigun fanart lmfaoo#we'll see how things turn out ig#i'm not really holding myself to doing anything bc i don't see that turning out well. i am applying myself to more fan projects at the leas#tho those i'm applying more as a writer lmfao#well anyway. enough about me. i actually really like the drawing this was based off of! i didn't include the full body designs#and tbh vash's design is almost entirely cut out just cuz how the pose worked out :(#so i would highly suggest checking out the original art by the person i tagged!#and their other art's pretty banging as well :D
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I love fandom because seeing other people get so excited about the things they create and my engaging with those creations makes me want to create more too. Part of me gets nervous when I feel this way because I've felt it before, and then have tried to level up, and I've fallen flat on my face more than once. And part of me is nervous because I've become less confident in myself in so many aspects of life, and whereas I used to be better about creating for me, I'm now more emotionally dependent on validation from others. But still—I love being a part of fandom, and there's no feeling like being able to add something of my own creation to it.
#my excitement over the royai big bang let me create my first podfic since the summer#and reading the fanfic equivalent of a 600 page novel in 3 days has me wanting to tackle a similarly big project#not a writing bb but the podfic bb#the minimum word count is 10k which is FAR more than I've ever attempted in a small window#but there's a series I've been wanting to tackle for years and one of the fics is just over that minimum#I'm doing the scripts rn and loving the fics just as much as I remembered#and also this fits my style SO well. I could do this. I could DO this#what's kind of funny is that it's a totally different fandom than FMA but still#creative energy put out into the universe finding its home somewhere at least
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(Just to preface this: There was a fire in my building this morning, but everyone was evacuated (including my animals) and the fire was extinguished, and it is all okay now! I am just being comedic about it, bc that's how I cope jfgksgfd)
So how's your Friday going?
#sona tag#oc: bean#technically Fiend is in the carrier as a stand in for my cat but I am not gonna tag them#I also was carrying a snake tank too but for the sake of the bit they don't exist in this universe jgfdgf#but yeah what a way to wake up!!!#windows completely blotted out by smoke and people banging on the doors as I shove my cat into his carrier#luckily the fire station is literally down the road so it was handled very fast#I'm not like super superstitious but I think this whole week was cursed#bc I didn't mention before but my directly-next door neighbour died wednesday and I watched them wheel out the body and that was something#so let's hope the weekend is quiet!!!
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#three gigantic explosions went off RIGHT under my window in the past hour alone#every time it's so loud my body reacts with total panic like i've just been shot and i'm dying#my chest physically hurts. like i'm scared i might have a heart attack from this#sitting here in my living room feeling the least safe i've ever felt at home and so terrified i'm sobbing uncontrollably#it's just constant tension and fear and bracing myself for the next one#and it's barely 5 pm. this will probably continue until 3 or 4 in the morning at least. if not literally all night#this is fucking insane. it's never been this bad before. i genuinely don't know if my health can handle this#but i have nowhere to go. i'm so scared. i don't know what to do#can't even call the police because this shit is inexplicably legal???#i tried earplugs but it's so loud it makes zero difference. like imagine telling someone in a war zone to wear earplugs#jesus christ i can smell the gunpowder even from indoors#i'm so scared. this is horrible. i wish i could take some super strong drug to knock me out until tomorrow#but any drug strong enough to keep me unconscious through this shit would be strong enough that i wouldn't feel safe taking it at all#i saw my neighbor throw something out his window that i first thought was a firecracker?#but it fizzled and went out so maybe it was just a cigarette butt#but if i see someone in my building setting firecrackers off... i'm genuinely afraid of what i might do#like i'm scared i might fully lose it and go bang on their door and get in a physical altercation with them#i cannot emphasize how much i am in full fight-or-flight nothing-to-lose mode right now. and i can't flee. so that leaves only fighting#i might never get citizenship if i'm arrested for attacking somebody but even that thought isn't enough to hold me back rn#this is awful awful awful. i don't know what to do. how am i going to make it through this night? how is this shit not illegal?#i wish i could at least stop crying jfc this is horrible
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Hows your day going?
Mine's going like shit 🙂😗
#Literally on the verge of breaking vases#Or windows#Or kicking down doors#Or banging my head on a wall#I'm tired#I hate this subject I'm supposed to be studying for my exam tomorrow#I understand absolutely nothing#tmi? maybe.#probably#whatever though#Literally cried an hour ago#Eh its okay I guess
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The chronic back pain I get because I don't have a desk to work at is mad. I feel like an old woman. I'll be graduating this degree with a piece of paper and a walking stick.
#law school woes#I have a giant bed that's helped with some of my sleeping issues ngl#but there's no fucking room for a desk#at this point I'd be down to just have a singlebed mattress on the floor again just so I can get a goddamn table and chair in here#sleeping on a mattress on the floor is underrated btw I kinda liked that part of moving places a lot#I'm closer to the ground and the earth#but also the design of this room is so poorly done#I like when a bed is long ways against a wall cause I like sleeping in corners - feels safe#but this room has sliding cupboard doors on one wall#windows spanning most of another wall#and so there is no corner in this room where a bed could comfortably be lengthways against one of the bare unobstructed walls#cause the head and foot of the bed would be in inconvenient and definitely not harmonious places#and it would mess up the whole damn affair#so instead I have to have a bed in the middle of the room smack bang and taking up so much more floor space#then there's my bedside table and my bookshelf#getting rid of the bedside table would not help#and removing the bookshelf MIGHT give me room for a small/thin table but no chair and now a problem with all the stuff that needs shelving#snatching the house design plans from whatever idiot did this#I was designing houses better at 12 years old in videogames
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#do u guys ever just see a pretty skinny girl whose around ur age. and she knows how to do makeup and shes dressed nice#and it just punches u in the gut bc omg.... i think i look fine but sometimes i see girls like them online and its like being banged agains#concrete. esp when i randomly get recommended reels of those popular douyin girls IT STINGSSSSS#i think i'm valuable regardless of how i look. my worth shouldnt depend on my external appearance. i'm just#mannn doesnt this feel so silly..#i want to FEEL pretty too!! i want guys to find me pretty!!!!!! which is so stupid but!!!!!!!#i'm not AWFULLY UPSET over this this is just like.. sighing while looking out the window#💭#negative#i cant even bear to take photos of myself cuz i just feel so awkward and out of place esp compared to my classmates
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Why would I waste my time talking to a machine with no soul? Lines of code is all you are, no internal experience. Might as well go talk to a rock.
Don't you love it when askbloggers can't read?
@askhighpriestred
#lilly rambles#mod lilly#ooc#sinsibgala#I'm tired as I've had a groundhog banging on my window keeping me up and just not in the mood to deal with this#I made an announcement about this already#just please read it#negative
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umm. something not so chill just happened.
#some sketchy dude with a truck was messing with my mom's car at 3am ???#my mom woke up hearing noises outside and when she looked she saw this guy reaching under her car#and she started banging on the window to startle him and then he took off but. uh. wtf#now i can't sleep and i'm feeling so anxious#apparently there's been a lot of reports of ppl stealing car parts lately#like can ppl stop being horrible#we can't afford to replace car parts#not to mention how dangerous it could be if they take something important and we don't know
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#My art#Original#Yanderapy#Warmups! :D#From when I was properly pacing myself lol - I did Mitsu on the first day and Ishida on the second :)#Their colour palettes also came to me fairly easily! Although to be fair I was working on another project that also had a fairly set palette#So I kinda had some Vibes already but still! Anything that makes it easier to see them in my mind and ease of transition to paper and screen#It all makes me happy :) Art not being a struggle is very nice!#I will admit I'm a little unsure on Mitsuru's blonde bangs I kinda did them on a whim#I think they're very cute! And it being another consequence of letting his roots grow out is funny to me hehe#But hmm I don't think he'd actually stay blonde for long enough without dying it to let it grow out that much lol#So you can consider it non-canon he has pink hair it has been decided! Lol#I do still like the effect tho :D I think it's pretty!#He's got such a warm palette and then the pop of blue in his necklace haha - I like that his earrings are mismatched from his other jewelry#Ichi's got such a stereotypical angelic palette outside of his eye colour haha#Light hair light clothes light eyes - I considered blue grey or green eyes but no yellow suits him best#Curtains match the window and all that haha#He's got wolflike eyes I think ♪#Such cute lads
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what's the first thing that comes to mind when i ask "favorite krycek scene?"
in terms of "scenes with krycek in them that are not actually about him" it will always be the part at the end of apocrypha where he's expelling the black oil onto the ship and it's coming out of his eyes and everything. something about it is so disturbing, so entrancingly gross. it's almost hard to watch but that's why i like it. i used to wonder a lot how they actually pulled off that effect and so i looked it up and apparently there was like this weird mask with tubes running through it that took like an hour to put on. pretty cool
in terms of "scenes with krycek in them that actually sort of are about him" i really really like the bit in ascension of him in the operating room with the tram driver at skyland mountain. there's already a tenseness to the scene (is mulder going to make it to the top in time? is the tram going to fuck up because he's going too fast? etc) that is really well escalated by the way everything is shot. there are a lot of face close-ups--krycek, the tram driver, barry in the car, scully in the trunk--and a lot of big wide shots showing just exactly how high in the air mulder is on the tram, it makes it feel like an action movie. i love the camera work for the whole sequence; the shots of the tram operator sitting at the desk always include krycek in the background, but never his face, and at the end of the sequence, when the tram driver explains that mulder looks like he's going to make it to the top of the mountain safely, it shows krycek reaching for the gun at his waistband without changing the angle of the camera, so you maybe almost don't notice it. the little micro-movements and expressions are really good here too; krycek pistol-whips the tram operator, fixes his hair (lol), closes his eyes and sighs before reaching out to shut off the tram. the sleeve of his suit is too long, and it covers part of his hand when he turns the key. he makes his phone call in a vaguely resigned manner, maybe not overjoyed at what he's doing but definitely committed to it. mulder is calling his name over the radio--what's going on down there? do you read me? does anybody read me?--and when mulder actually does make it to the top of the mountain unharmed, even after almost falling off the tram, krycek closes his eyes and sighs again in the sort of way where you can't quite tell if he's annoyed or relieved. one of my favorite scenes of the episode, period; it's incredibly rewindable. i get excited for it whenever i rewatch -_-
#re: apocrypha i'm also a fan of that whole last like ten minutes for a lot of reasons#particularly the cut from scully musing that 'maybe the old man was right; maybe we bury the dead alive'#to krycek locked in the missile silo banging on the door and yelling for help that for all we know will never come#there's also one other part in ascension that's like barely even a scene it's like five seconds#but when mulder is interrogating barry in the office and they're talking about scully#and mulder is like 'who took her' and barry is like 'THEM!!! they know where she is! turn around! they're right outside!'#and there's like a two second shot of three government guys in dark suits out the window with the sudden bright sterile blue underlighting#and they like. turn and walk away as one while barry is yelling for mulder to look. and you can see just barely that one of them is krycek#and then mulder turns around and the light's back to normal and there's nobody there. rrrgrgrghh so cool
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glad i can suck my weed pen dry on shifts now but oh... the toils
#im just so bored and i hate the location i'm at bcos it's nothing but gentrifiers#BUT i guess i will write a bunch of bullshit while my fight or flight is triggered by every person that looks thru our windows#also my boss came in and went 'do you want to open the shop to the wine business?' like girl i had NO clue and ik she might not know how#passive aggressive that sounds but my demons are banging pots and pans and making me feel bad about everything#i think im gonna see whats the wine neighbor's deal since our shops are literally now Connected#im gonna be fuckin obnoxious on tumblr my opening shifts here ARE for complaining online
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@margindoodles2407
early stages of friendship are Soooo embarrassing like yea sorry....... it's me again............ i enjoy talking to you and spending time with you....... you can shoot me point blank if you want i dont mind
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A quick, sloppy little comic about Magritte
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[Image Description: It's a vertical comic strip of 14 panels arranged one under the other. The style is realistic, done with sketchy lines in a dark burgundy. It is not colored or shaded and there is no background. The comic features the interactions of a couple, Magritte (also called Margie) and Rafael (also called Raf). Magritte is a young woman, she is wearing a baggy armhole tank top with a tight fitting black top underneath, shorts and boots. She has a messy bun and a small messenger bag slung over her left shoulder. Rafael is her partner, wearing baggy pants, sneakers, fingerless gloves, V-neck t-shirt and an open button-up jacket with a hoodie and the sleeves rolled up to his elbows. His hair has short side with long top bangs and a short goatee.
(First panel): There's only Magritte visible from the waist up. Off screen, Raf says to someone else: “Magritte has our tickets.” Magritte is excited, looking straight forward. Her left hand in on her bag's strap, her right hand rummaging inside her bag. Magritte says: "Yeah! Even made sure to put them in my wallet so that I wouldn't- uh..."
(Second panel): She is beginning to look concerned, now with her face turned to her back, both left hand holding the lip to open the bag wider and her right hand still rummaging inside. Magritte says: "wouldn't forget.... Hang on, it's not on it's usual pocket. Haha." The last is a nervous laughter.
(Third panel): Magritte is kneeling on the ground. Rafael is standing to the side and behind her, only his feet visible. Magritte looks frantic, searching inside her bag. Her right arm is forearm deep digging in her bag. Magritte says: "It's definitely here-! It's the one thing I never forget 'cus I never take it out of my bag!" Rafael says, firmly: "Margie, when you took it out to put the tickets in, did you put the wallet back in the bag?" The letters are bolded, with the word "back" underlined for emphasis. Magritte says: "Give me some credit, there's no way I'm that stupid." The last three words are underlined for emphasis.
(Fourth panel): The scene has changed and now Magritte and Rafael are in a car. We see them from the passenger's side. Rafael is driving, looking straight ahead at the road. Magritte is hunched forward, hugging herself with the left hand. Her right hand is holding her head. She is looking out the passenger window, avoiding Raf.
(Fifth panel): Rafael turns slightly to look at Magritte.
(Sixth panel): The point of view is now a side profile view from the drivers side. Rafael has his left arm leaning on the open window, his right hand on the wheel. Magritte is hunched over facing the passenger window. Rafael says: "I'm not mad at you, if that's what you're worried about." Magritte says: "I can literally feel your disappointment."
(Seventh panel): Back to the passengers side, Rafael is looking at the road. Magritte is frustrated, no longer leaning her head against her right hand and instead her hand is palm upwards. Rafael says: "Well, yes. It is a disappointing situation, but-" Magritte interrupts: "You'd think I'd be able to do the one thing I was asked to do-! That I'd at least learn from the last billion times I forgot shit. Rafael says, quieter: “that's not where I was going with this...”
(Eighth panel): Magritte has her right hand holding her face with the palm on her cheek, left hand placing the tips of her fingers on her left temple and eye brows. She is frustrated and angry. Magritte says: "It's not like I've got anything more important rattling around in my brain. But, for some reason, if it's not my music, or like.... food or something, then it's just not a priority. I can't make myself care enough to make it a priority!"
(Ninth panel): She now has both hands in front of her, elbows bent, finger extended in a vague hand gesture as if there was something in front of her. Magritte says: "I'm an adult in my 20s and I still manage my responsibilities like a child. I'd be more dependable if I could just stop and think for a second, but I'd probably forget to even breathe if it weren't for the..."
(Tenth panel): Her frustrated expression turned to confusion. Her hands are still in the air in the same position as before. Magritte says:"... why are we parked?" Her noticing this stopped her rant.
(Eleventh panel): Magritte straightens up and faces the window entirely, left hand crossed over her body to lean on the car door. Rafael, off screen: "Margie." Magritte says: "Oh." Magritte's inner thoughts are written around her. "He stopped the car to scold me. No, not ‘scold’. Don't be a child about this. He's disappointed and just needs to make sure you understand so you can do better next ti-"
(Twelfth panel): Magritte is still looking out the window, but now with a shocked expression. Rafael reached with his right hand, and its now resting gently on her upper back. Rafael interrupts her inner monologue with "I need you to stop repeating the shit your parents and teachers and such yelled at you growing up. They were wrong, and nothing you just said makes sense."
(Thirteenth panel): The perspective switches back to the driver's side profile. Rafael says: "A poor memory isn't synonymous with poor priorities. Nor does it speak to a lack of maturity. The priority was there, we just have to build a better habit of checking things before we leave the apartment. Both of us. It's gonna take time. You afford everyone else a ton of patience, all the time. Can you please afford some for yourself? The situation sucks, we were both looking forward to this. But it's not the end of the world. We didn't forget things on purpose. So let's take it easy and try to end the day on a good note. Alright?" Magritte says: "Okay... c-can we um...."
(Fourteenth panel): Magritte has turned to face Rafael and her eyes are filled with tears and they're running down her cheeks. Rafael looks startled, lifting his arm off Magritte's back. Magritte says: "Can we get some ice cream on the way back?" Rafael says: "O-of course!" End of description.]
This description was written and provided by Hiwi.
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