#I'm back on my bullshit unfortunately
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The inherent homoeroticism of 70s cop shows
#starsky and hutch#I'm back on my bullshit unfortunately#the number of scenes I could have used for this btw. Spoiled for choice is what I am#Also I now realize this show loved to do Starsky whump. They loved to put that man in a situation#Starsky gets a grievous gunshot wound and almost dies is the plot of two episodes.#The boots clip is from an episode where he gets injected with a chemical that will kill him in 24 hours if they don't get the antidote.#A day in the life amiright#sorry hutch if this looks gay to the viewers#mine
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{they finally escaped wip prison}
#i may be back on my bullshit#souls of ink au#my art#bendystraw#cuphead x bendy#if i do any more answering questions in the future I'm not gonna do any with Ace unfortunately cause that bro comes WAAAY in the future#and i wanna focus on these losers mostly#and world building#DAWG HAS IT REALLY BEEN ALMOST A YEAR#yeah we updating this au#new designs#THE WORKS
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tbh, and that's just my two cents, I think that when we leave our little corner of ganonfans and try to bring out concerns to the larger Outside World trying to convince other people, it's a little more useful at large to center criticisms of Zelda and its narrative outside of what canon states (so in "doylist terms", tho I don't really like that separation but it might be easier to understand), because most of the content that criticizes Hyrule within the games is subtextual and neutered at best (not something meant to be picked up by their core audience of "children who do not come from an oppressed background"), and also because it would be soooo super easy for Nintendo to say "no we never meant any of that in any way :>", which would effectively slam the conversation shut for many people who were skeptical to begin with.
While it's extremely easy to say "no of course Nintendo would never want their good guys to come from a genocidal nation, so they obviously don't", which sounds like a coherent argument, it becomes wayyy harder to brush off the whole "Nintendo chose to repeatedly uphold the exceptional perfection of a white nation whose ruling class comes from a divine birthline while demonizing the only evil men from the explicitely arab-inspired culture, leaving the rest of their women to grovel in eternal apologies and convert to the dominant religion in order to prove the depth of their remorse" without starting to spew out bullshit arguments that fall apart at the first brush of scrutiny or reveal their own racism in the process.
I'm not saying there *aren't* hyrulean genocidal strikes within the canon itself, because there obviously are, but I'd say that to even begin to be willing to see them, you need first to admit the entire Zelda narrative has concerning priorities when it comes to the framing of the events taking place in its lore, or the need to even touch such topics to begin with, that it has concerning echoes to real life history, and so there is a genuine need to challenge that framing at all.
#thoughts#zelda critical#zelda fandom critical#imperialism#gerudos#ganondorf#I think people who have not done the first step back to take it all in will look at “hyrule is genocidal” and go#“this is game theory bullshit level of edgy darkness for teenagers”#and then never think about it again#I'm not saying the other method will necessarily yield a lot more results#but everybody I ever convinced were convinced by the framing argument *first*#and then connected the dots by themselves generally#again just my two cents vOv#I mean there will always be people going UGH SO YOU'RE JUST A GANONDORF APOLOGIST#which.... yeah there's nothing to be done about that unfortunately vOv
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Jim may be in the 43rd NY regiment....I'll continue to do research
#back on my bullshit with the morphine addicted doctor#his backstory is a mess but i'll figure it out#he's a vi corps man in my heart and i can't abandon that#so if i can't put him in an MA regiment I'll make him from NY then he moves to boston for his first practice#but the 43rd NY recruited mainly out of Albany and a few companies from NYC and some other places#and mostly i think i can swing him coming from a rich family in one of those two cities#reviewed wilderness and spotsylvania yesterday and today so he's on my brain unfortunately#i'm sorry everyone#i imprinted on a one off character from bonanza and i'm making it everyone else's problem#looking at the muster roll and seeing the regiments surgeon and asst. surgeon and Pretending I Don't See It
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i know i've posted before about how against the idea of women (because marvel's full of cowards and doesn't want to have that conversation) telepaths being romantically/sexually attracted to scott summers i have been.
and while I know the actual intent behind this pattern on marvel's end and still disagree with that for obvious reasons, ...
In a vacuum? It makes sense.
Most xmen characters express what they're about on the surface, and there aren't too many layers hidden underneath. I can imagine telepaths in the world of marvel getting quickly bored by the people in that world not having anything more to offer than what's out front. Then you have a character like scott, who is designed to be deeply introspective anti-surface-read. A character the audience only gets the full picture of (/learns to appreciate) if the medium allows that glimpse into what's going on below the carefully controlled outer shell. That must be fascinating for a telepath (especially in marvel where you don't have many characters strictly adhering to this design). Not only that, it would take a telepath, or someone who is privy to what's going on below the surface (like, a non-telepath who is trusted enough for scott to open up to) to appreciate the full breadth of this character. So of COURSE the ones who react positively to the idea of scott summers would be those who know there's a lot of unseen shit going on there. It makes sense.
#scott summers#ramblings#don't mind me#unfortunately we're not in a vacuum#and marvel uses the pattern in other ways#aka: lazily#and also insidiously#lazily because: gotta repeat what's worked before#combined with a dismissive attitude towards attraction and masculinity and fjskalfda;#i could go on forever but i'm too tired to delve into that right now#xmen#superhero stuff#character stuff#character talk#hyperfixations never die#they just hibernate for a while#i'm not fully back on my bullshit#but it never went away
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*wheeze* slowly, but surely, working on art of them all
#bg3#myart#wip#I want to make every tav/companion pairing I have a dedicated. fancy piece.#these started with a concept for a wyll drawing that was very...storybook! inspired.#I would have been done all the linework for these two pieces by now had my weekend gone better :/#I was violently unwell for...about a week and a half? chronic illness bullshit. had started to feel better friday of last week...#...unfortunately fate had it that the weekend ended up being particularly stressful. so the pain returned anew.#it was. somewhat better today. but still not enough for me to really be productive in my free time :(#I will try to complete the linework tomorrow if all goes well. I really would like to start colouring them!#I have delightful colour schemes chosen...#gale/illamin piece has already been sketched in a notebook. once I finish these two- I will begin lining theirs!#illamin's connects to cadence's because they're intertwined like that. but I have yet to finish planning out cadence's piece.#I've gone back and forth on who I should romance with him...the thing with any of the companions is that they are all written to be-#-immensely compatible with each other. so writing a tav FOR a specific companion is a bit hard. often the tav could fit with any of them.#hell. I'm STILL working out details of jantar and corydalis' story & characters. because I can't be normal about this.#that aside- I DO have other. finished pieces...finally.#well. I had some long before... but I didn't want to post them because I wasn't happy with them.#so I went and finished new stuff that I DO like.#4. technically 5 drawings. all horror/horror adjacent in theme.#my extremely detailed hux painting is also NEARLY done. after months upon months of work.#and I continue to slowly chip away at the big scifi themed dbd piece I've had in progress.#I really never run out of things to draw and it's a bit torturous because I never have the time or energy to draw everything...
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It really is so personally tragic to me that every clip of Mean Girls in DC looks like this
#nevertheless i am eternally grateful that we have SOME documentation of bossed up and janis's regina's party revenge party verse#unfortunately i am back on my mg dc bullshit (specifically bossed up)#the video of bossed up has the gretchen: there's a brand new caesar at the rubicon / karen: what?? line that is SO funny to me#i'm gwen and i approve this message
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New Transmission The fucking Scientific Instrument Class Pseudocons apparently developed what they're calling "Hetero Sapience" and are corrupting the brainmodules of the non-Pseudo 'cons around them by using annoying xenophilosophy words. Soundwave tells me they're 'Greek' and 'Latin' words, apparently. Cool, I guess? Anyway, if you see any SI Class 'cons causing... issues, just try your hardest to turn your brainmodule off before you start getting infected with their weird lingo, alongside all the other issues pertaining to letting the SI Pseudocons transmit data into your brainmodule in their own weird ways. Thundercracker, on a bet with Starscream, tried to get into an argument with one of them and his head literally exploded when it started talking about Alpha Trion's "Mythological Origins" in its weird dialect. He's mostly fine, CR Pods are working at 'peak' efficiency, but the facial reconstruction is apparently impossible due to some kind of corruption. I thought it was just some weird prank but there weren't even any scorch marks or anything. Just exploded. So yeah, just avoid optical contact and auditory contact to the best of your ability and you should be fine. Otherwise, try to force-shutdown your brainmodule if you can. Shockwave is working on a cure right now, mostly because I know he had something to do with this in the first place so he's going to be the one to fix it. He probably wanted a greater justification to do that weird data-transfer idea he mentioned previously. But it also explains the weird Thunderwing hypotheticals he's been asking me lately... Can I go one fucking cycle without someone trying to "Perfect Thunderwing's Work" or whatever other idiotic drivel that I keep finding our limited energon reserves siphoned into?? It's not even a Shockwave thing, it's like every damn Cybertronian these days thinks they have the "Missing piece of the puzzle" or whatever. In fact, Shockwave might be doing this as a weird threat against the other R&D 'cons to cement himself as the one and only Decepticon "Allowed" to have resources wasted on projects like that. Ugh, now that I think about it, that's probably a correct assumption and he's probably gonna expect me to thank him for it later. Ugh, and he's probably literally right. Ugh. At least his repairs both to himself and to his lab seem to be mostly complete so further research into the SI project should hopefully come along a little faster. Both Shockwave and Soundwave think the SIs could potentially be used as some kind of specialty weapon, but we'll have to see how they work on sparkless lifeforms, like biological lifeforms or xenomechanical lifeforms. The SIs don't seem to corrupt each other, but Shockwave keeps reaffirming that they're not "Sparkless Lifeforms" because they "were never lifeforms to begin with"... but I think he's trying to hide something. Usually Soundwave is the one to pick up on that kind of technological obfuscation, but he actually agreed with Shockwave and offered to send Ratbat to try to work out exactly what each "sapient" SI is now capable of on a personal level. We could have just had regular Cybertronians aboard to fill the role SIs fill. I would've preferred K Class to fill any role an SI could fill in all honesty!! But no, constructing cold wasn't enough, we just had to try to learn how to "Construct Frozen" and the "Absolute Zeroes" just had to be put on my ship. Whatever. I've probably said too much already. This was supposed to be a warning for my ship crew, but it's looking like it'll end up being transcribed on the golden disk as well so when this new Scientific Instruments of Destruction project backfires in some absurdly bombastic way there will at least be something remaining that says I was right. End of Transmission
New Transmission Okay so I was right, but so was Shockwave and Soundwave. Or, well, they were right just enough to make sure the backfire is postponed for at least another handful of cycles. Ratbat is still in CR from the investigation, but the cure Shockwave developed seems to be effective and Thundercracker is out and aiding the repair effort. Shockwave is now in contact with one of the SIs digitally and the other few are... integrating due to the personal efforts of Soundwave. I suppose now would be pertinent to mention not all the SIs developed the "Hetero Sapience" condition, many of them are safe for interaction. Soundwave is also currently monitoring their presence, Ravage is tasked with the regular SIs and Laserbeak is tasked with the "Sapient" SIs. Shockwave probably knows exactly what caused this event but he is preoccupied with the one he no doubt is either indoctrinating or ruthlessly interrogating. Report to Soundwave if you see any suspicious behavior, he has been working very hard to ensure the SIs have their purpose clearly defined (And closely monitored). And, Starscream, stop trying to convince the SIs that you are the leader of this ship. Not only have the majority of your efforts been wasted on subsentient automata, the only one you have actually found who possesses the ability to truly listen to you immediately came to the bridge to complain about you. They were the first sapient SI I communicated with directly and it was because they felt the need to complain about you. I almost feel embarrassed for you. Come back to the bridge so you can apologize to it or so I can teach it how to laugh at you. It's practicing right now actually! This moment of chaos should hopefully be largely under control now, the actual "population" of Scientific Instrument Class Pseudocons was actually quite fewer than initially expected due to an indexing error incorrectly labeling certain shells as SI class. At the very least, we have some more specialty warriors because of it all. End of Transmission EOF
#yippie peace through tyranny!!#nemesis posting#Decepticon High Command Slice of Life rambles#Matrix Visions#I like this “chat” font I think it's cool#spacebridge still needs more time in the oven unfortunately#I'm also procrastinating on that because I can't seem to wrap my head around guestmount but do not want to send backup files one at a time#wegh. It'll get done. Eventually.#I'll have so much more bullshit once I actually finish the damn comic my wife radically altered my life with hehehe#I cannot wait to start posting about Alpharius Trionicon. He's the fucking worst if you couldn't tell by name alone and I love him so much#Anyway I just had a very specific joke/pun in my head in the shower then it turned into a whole *thing* like it usually does.#I usually don't explain shit but the shower idea centered around getting the SI acronym to work for hyper specific jokes.#Still can't decide if I want to lock in on “Scientific Instrument” because it fits *so well* for *so many reasons*#But “Synthetic Intelligence” is more generic in a more understandable way... Eeh.. It's a little *too* generic. “Instrument” is cooler.#Once my wife helps me understand her lil fucker more I'll come up with an even shitter joke using “Y/N” so I can do Y/N x SI x SI bullshit!#Oh! The matrix triune project is coming along slowly as well!! I think I mentioned that microphone project once or twice now hehe#I'm gonna make so many shitty covers of songs once I get the soundproofing to start focusing on vocal training stuff#It's been quite a fun time aboard the nemesis!! There's so much to “Blog” about that it's hard to really know when to start *or* stop hehe!#And the fact that all these projects are all interwoven is so fucking wonderful!! I FINALLY feel able to fully grasp my own focus!!#My brain is like a particle collider for certain interests now. I can reliably just.. Spit things out and tie it into the other interests!#It's sometimes exhausting but in such a new way. Like a relieving exhaustion?#Still figuring that part out!!#Anyway that's enough personal project vagueposting I should really be getting back to work hehe this was fun
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And so it is done! Praise be our bird lady Hylea, even though she was a dick to me while making it.
I tried getting multiple different lighting situations, but unfortunately none are great. If we're getting some sunlight tomorrow maybe I'll post another one in natural light.
Now, eagle (hah) eyed viewers might notice that there are two different shades of pink in this banner. This is definitely on purpose and not cause I ran out of the first one and bought a wrong one to stock up and then only noticed when it was too late.
You might also notice that wings don't look like weaving. That is cause they aren't. While the egg and the top part honestly went amazingly well on the round loom, the wings unfortunately bend into the wrong direction for the most part so it looked garbage when I tried to weave it the way I do usually. I then tried to weave it on top of the background, using the weft as another warp, but didn't look great either. Then I got the idea to maybe use the fact that I branched out in textile arts recently and just try something completely different. I ended up using a backstitch basically, but through the string itself to make it stick in one line. Honestly I'm kinda proud of that thing, cause it did come out pretty good. (Except that the one top line somehow got too long which meant I had to staunch the right wing so it wouldn't look too off kilter but at that point it would have been ludicrous to try and fix it so I did my best to work around it.)
Tbh I was too lazy to look up proper rim techniques but hey it works, so whatever.
The next project will take a while for sure, because I have about 5 million Christmas ducks to crochet, so we'll see when I get back to it.
#pillars of eternity#art#crafts#weaving#hylea#my project#i am hyped about the wings#it was what we in austria call a fiaseloabeit#lots of tiny precise bullshit#but it turned out rather well i like to think#and i finally have something to add to fandom again!#tbh i have gotten a bit jealous with people suddenly showing up again and me not having anything to join in#i am busy with other things right now#but i will try to update Hildraed sometime maybe#i know i keep promising to go back to writing and then not doing it#but i am trying really#i am just unfortunately failing#i'll get to it someday#i really do still love these games#and i'm so happy more people appreciate them#it is motivating but unfortunately motivation is just always enough#But!#i have this done finally#and that does make me happy
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two weeks into term we have to give presentations about our final dissertations and i have not touched mine all summer because i have been busy working and trying not to kill myself and writing fanfiction
#luckily i am very good at presentations because i just let my adhd and peculiar demeanour take over and people are charmed by it#but unfortunately i do not know how to bullshit my way through the actual content because like#i have an idea. a title even. and i am very passionate about it. but i have done no reading#because i don't know if there even is a branch of enquiry to read up on here#like CAN you trace the fall of the roman republic through portraiture ???? yes i think so at a stretch#but fucking no one has said so already so i have nothing to cite and no one to back me up#but i'm a lone wolf sigma in this life i stand up for myself i don't need an esteemed academic to do it for me#if i lie convincingly enough people might just believe it
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Hotel Portofino be like: Bury your gays and also bury your child.
#Ok I think we all know what happened to Nish and Gian#It was still traumatising tho#Also the way it was shown in between the scenes of Bella getting the good review she so wanted#That was unnerving to be honest#The second part could be about Rose but that's not who I mean#It's just that if you watched season 3 or at least know some spoilers then you know what I'm talking about#Bro they legit killed off Bella and Cecil's son#And it was an accident#Accident in a way that not Lucien was supposed to be shot but Nish's brother Virat#But then Lucien went to save them and unfortunately the bullet got him#In his neck area I think#There was legit no other way for him but out#Also the one who was shooting was that evil bitch Vincenzo Danioni#Who iirc just was really over there terrorizing both Bella and Cecil#And he's apparently alive#Sure he was knocked out by Cecil after shooting at people but idk#There's a possibility that he didn't die?#My poor babies (Bella and Cecil) be really going through it#First it was the 1929 crash then Bella had to find a way to pay back the hotel's worth to her father after the divorce announcement plus#just find a way to keep the hotel#And Cecil had his own bullshit ofc with the loss of his money and Danioni blackmailing him because of that stupid Ruben's painting AND even#that dipshit Jack came back#also his attempt to kill Danioni failed (thanks Jack for double-crosding him)#Like my babies be having so many problems which were already causing them a lot of stress#On top of it all their son gets killed by their enemy and they have to watch it as he dies (nothing could have helped him)#And as I said that monster Danioni might still be alive and want a retaliation or smth#Damn I just hope that their family friends aquaitances and employees will be there for them to help and support them#hotel portofino#bella ainsworth#cecil ainsworth
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Hi, regarding your JD vampire agenda, did you watch the latest Hidden Hangout? Joong has a very vampire-y moment and Dunk is very unbothered by it 😂 You were my first thought when I saw it, so congrats on the legacy 😃
hiii, i've been busy all day and haven't had the chance to watch today's ep yet 😭😭😭
but omg good to know 👀 you've got me really curious now fjcjjfjf
also YES i love that this is my legacy on here!! my personal hidden agenda is to slowly turn everyone into a JD vampire bl supporter 🤭 glad to have you on board, anon, and i'm absolutely delighted that i'm the first person you think of when there's anything related to JD + vampires. all is well in life 😌😂😂
#anon#asks#hidden hangout#sexy joongdunk vampire bl#adrm#my semester break ended and i'm currently back on my way to the city where i study#normally i'd use the time on the train to watch today's ep of hidden hangout#but unfortunately i desperately need to revise for my exam tomorrow#i'm so underprepared for it rip#i just didn't manage to find the motivation to study and even when i did look at my notes i didn't retain shit rip#i have two exams this weeks that are mostly about memorizing which person came up with which concept during what time period#it's so fucking dull ughhh i don't wanna know this shit#i don't wanna make translation my career anyway in fact it's a plan b. if not plan c actually#whoops that turned into a rant sorry#maybe i should just go watch the new ep of hidden hangout instead after all fjcjcjfj#fingers crossed i'll manage to bullshit my way through the exams well enough to get a D that's all i need tbh
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hot take: "Angel of Small Death and the Codeine Scene" goes SO hard and of all of Hozier's songs, it gets absolutely NO credit for slapping as much as it does.
#I used to have it on a playlist for a particular character and I might switch it but I AM keeping it for the project#because it absolutely slaps#also? yasha song.#yes I did switch from welcome to wildemount but unfortunately it is still november which means I must write 😔#and SOMETHING THAT ISN'T FANFICTION DAMMIT#for ONCE brain I am bEGGING#but anyway it means I'm back on my tired immortals bullshit: gladiator edition#I'm sure that is not a deeply concerning premise to anyone who has read my work#'hmm wonder how this could POSSIBLY get more upsetting— here comes arena fighting to a false unachievable death with a steel chair!'#but I do have to go through this playlist to make sure that there isn't anything on it that does not go as hard as possible#I'm on song 5 of uh. 79.#however. it thus far is great.#the other four are ancient light; angels on neon wings; apex; black sails theme#and then it goes to black sheep.#is this a baffling set of songs? probably. alas.
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Listen, as much as I love science, conferences are truly exhausting. Everywhere you turn, you're bumping into the world's expert in a given field. You're always expected to be 'on,' meanwhile I'm just standing there like🧍 pls when is coffee break
#unfortunately I don't think I could schmooze if you paid me.#so after I'm done with my presentation today I will be back on my bullshit#personal#seyda rambles#academia
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just took so much psychic damage listening to the live performance of fast car
#it was incredible dont get me wrong#but i had completely forgotten how much i listened to that song from june-november of this last year#i think it was second on my most listened playlist#and i'm now faced with the unfortunate truth that it now brings back a lot of really tough things#the first note hit and i was like. fuck. i was listening to this song when so so many pieces of my life imploded#almost started weeping#had the same experience a couple days ago when fucking. people like us started playing at a family dinner#i was INSTANTLY shot back to looping that song just trying to force myself through the day a couple months ago#fast car is a different experience tho bc i just happened to be listening to it when some real bullshit went down in my life#so now i'm like fuck dude i love this song and i /wasnt/ using it as an emotional crutch but now it reminds me of [redacted]#ALSO#fuck my ENTIRE life but carry on my wayward son is now one of these things for me too#list of things i have in common with the winchesters: carry on wayward son was playing as my brother died#(i know that it wasnt diegetic in spn but fuck man)#vent#lea speaks
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I think more Christmas media should open with a dead guy
#I watched A Christmas Carol twice in two days and am unfortunately back on my bullshit about it#however. I'm right about this#nothing says Tis The Season like a shitty old rich guy kicking the bucket and going to the Torment Nexus
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