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On the last couple of pages for Sketchbook 17 (mini). Just in time for finals so I can go Art supply shopping as a reward once I'm done😎✨
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Sup Kosh I’m new here but I really enjoy your writing and I’d like to request Yandere Momo Yaoyorozu x Male reader if you don’t do male Gn or Fem is fine could be anything honestly Headcannons or something would be cool not a lot of stuff out there for Momo so anything works but yeah I love your blog keep up the great work
Soft yandere headcanons of Momo
Warnings: None :)
A/N: hiii, welcome to the crew! I decided to do male reader! I'm also sad there isn't much for Momo!! She's so cool man :((.
Tysm anon, stay well! 💓
Momo is fairly rich, which means she absolutely adores spoiling you with whatever you desire. Whatever you want, you have it within a heartbeat; she will allow you to order from Amazon, or go to the shops with her to experiment with clothing/or items.
While out in public, Momo will touch you 24/7, tracing shapes and pictures on your arms or hands to help her calm down from the fans that randomly show up for her. Speaking of Momo’s hands, her hands are extremely safe for the both of you! Feeling her wide palms, so soft and squishable can be quite addicting.
Due to her famous physique, it’s likely she owns a makeup, gym, or clothing brand. Whenever she goes out to meet and greets, or has requests to be on TV for an interview, she gets very anxious beforehand.
Reassuring her before the time is up to go on stage helps her a lot; hugging her, whispering that she has this and you’re right behind the stage if she needs support is a huge step for her, making her feel more safe.
Years after years of hero work strained her body, making her more chubby which you absolutely adore!!! She gets super embarrassed whenever you compliment her in a dress or revealing clothing: “Thank you, love. I needed that.”
Speaking of dresses, whenever you two go somewhere with fancy decorations, she constantly makes sure the outfit you’re currently wearing is always perfect and nice for you; whether that’s fixing your tie, re-doing your belt, or folding your cuffs on the shirt, Momo will constantly be frantic over it.
At times, her negative thoughts can get a hold of her and she gets extremely self conscious of herself; pulling at her stretched skin in the mirror while sighing with disappointment. Please just hold her, caress her hair and tell her you still love her for her; that you aren’t concerned with her looks and you’ll love her for her. She worries about that constantly.
The two of you constantly go to restaurants every weekend, Momo makes sure to plan the night extremely well. She makes sure to wear a dress, wanting to match your outfit. During the dinner, she allows you to get whatever you want, even if it’s dessert!
For dates, Momo loves to take you to museums, star-gazing at night, and picnics!! Not only does she love to admire the statues of those who lived here years and years ago, but Momo loves to adore seeing the stars sparkle while the two of you eat chocolate-covered strawberries on a big, comfy blanket!
She despises paparazzi. She gets really irritated, paranoid and hurries whenever you’re with her, she will make an umbrella and cover you two for privacy. This causes PDA to be quite hard for her. Even in public, she likes to keep your relationship to a minimum; she will hold hands, peck you on the cheek, and occasionally throw a hug.
This makes Momo quite possessive over you, she hates seeing people flirt or talk to you in a non-friendly way. She insists on making you wear one or two items of her merchandise (hoodie, shirt, perfume, even pants) to show others your hers. Don’t worry, if you’re also a hero/or a developer in public, she will definitely wear your merch.
She absolutely adores hearing what you’re interested in, finding whatever you like quite interesting. Momo will 100% buy you figurines if you’re into a show/or video game, if you love doing anything art related, she makes sure to buy the best supplies for you.
Momo loves to touch your hair: letting her detangle it, sniff the sweet shampoo you use, or try to decorate it with small braids/items, however, if you don’t approve of that, she will admire it and tell you how handsome you are! She’s constantly cooing at how adorable and how much of a Greek deity you are.
Momo loves tea, but she absolutely loves it more when you make it for her. She always adds that it tastes way better when you make it: “It tastes better whenever you make it love, could you make me another cup, pretty please?”
She loves to hold your waist from behind whenever you decide to cook dinner; swaying side-to-side, pushing her face into your back while she listens to the classical music playing in the background.
Cuddles usually end up in naps! At the beginning, you normally are laying on her stomach, legs tangled with each other while she drags her nails into your scalp; occasionally making kissing noises for a smoosh. Later, she ends up falling asleep with a book across her chest and small, yet cute snores sneaking out.
Did I also mention that if she woke up before you, she would kiss all over your face to wake you up? No? Well she would and 100% tickle you if you didn’t budge.
Momo is pretty organized, she hates messy area’s and things that are not where they are supposed to be. Though, she will never touch your stuff unless it ends up in her ‘area’. She’s very strong about boundaries and hates crossing them unless she needs to.
Nicknames consist of: darling, angel, love (/or lovey), and hun (/or honey). She normally uses this on a daily basis, feeling the butterflies swarm in her tummy while you smile whenever she uses them. However, she will only use your name when she’s serious or in the need of comfort.
If you’re an indecisive person, she’s an excellent helper! Momo always accommodates you, knowing what your preferences are. However, if making plans stresses you out, she will take the lead and tell you to rest; allow her to do the rest of the work.
When she’s out shopping, Momo always makes sure to bring something home for you: a candy bar, a plushie of your favorite animated character from a certain show, or a cute t-shirt she thought would be lovely on you.
But! If you do go with her, she drags you into the fitting rooms half of the time, begging for you to try on outfits. At best, you come home around the mid-evening with hands full of bags from the expensive shops.
Momo cares about your opinion… like a lot: “Hun, what do you think about this outfit?” – “Are you sure? Is it fine?” – “I’m going to the mall, do you want to come along? Or shall I stay here to watch a few movies with you?”
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Bittybones Chapter 8: Organics and Botanicals (part 5)
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The Good Boy Points yielded mixed but expected results. Corvus the Kara bitty, Egg the Softbones, Buttons, and Phantom racked up the Points like famous sports athletes playing the sport that they are famous athletes for (that was terrible). Berry the Profanity Machine, Red the Destroyer, and Brassyberry the Pervert failed to earn the Good Boy Points like I fail to make good sports analogies (hey we're not that bad). I had to start awarding the Points on a curve or poor Red wouldn't have any G except the stolen ones (hey!), which I allowed the thieving duo to keep.
Today, I stopped by Gigi's bitty shop to pick up items that Phantom and Berry the Yanberry had chosen to redeem their Good Boy Points for: cigarettes for Phantom, with the promise that I would leave a window cracked open so he could smoke them and some bitty-sized art supplies for Berry to express his creativity in a way that isn't swearing… not that it stopped him from swearing. My other bitties wandered around the shop, browsing while Gigi and Buttons chatted, but none of them found anything to spend their G on. I also had to stop Red from shoplifting (buying on credit!) several times.
Next we made a stop at one of those scented lotion stores. I wanted some fancy body wash and lotion, and Corvus became interested in the bubble bath selection. Red, perched on my shoulder in his appointed position of seeing-eye bitty, complained loudly about the “stink” (it smelled all flowery n’ shit). Brassy, on my other shoulder, agreed just as loudly. No Good Boy Points for them. Berry, and Buttons ask to sniff some of the soaps and lotions, Egg slept, and Phantom flirted with a salesperson (traitor)(At least it wasn't Momma).
Corvus finally picked out a bubble bath scented with “calming lavender,” and I couldn't resist getting a bottle for myself too. With a bitty family like ours, we were going to need it.
Our last stop for the day was a bitty-friendly grocery store. The carts had baskets in the top seat with a nice soft lining for bittys to ride in safely. Of course Red and Brassberry refused the basket (of course). Red wanted to be my seeing-eye bitty again and yell at people (i'm helping!) and Brassy wanted to ride in my cleavage (I like hearing her heartbeat). Phantom kept a watchful eyelight on Berry and Buttons, who were practically climbing the sides of the basket to browse the shelves.
Corvus had his hands full making sure Egg didn't get lost. Softbones bittys have a habit of falling asleep in strange places, which isn't a problem at home or in the smaller shops we visited earlier. In fact, when I paid for our purchases at Gigi's shop, she'd opened the till to find him dozing inside. This grocery store was bustling, though. Egg could end up in someone's purse or missing in the huge maze of aisles or bins of produce. Thankfully, Corvus was on the case!
We entered the candy aisle, and my two young bittys cheered. They had plans for their Good Boy Points, and those plans involved copious amounts of sugary treats! I also needed to restock my supply of jelly beans for Red, which I mercifully did not charge him any G for (it's a dietary requirement). I warned all three of my little candy addicts that I would be limiting their sugar intake. I learned from experience with Red that too many sweets can make a bitty violently ill (stop telling people about that!).
With our pile of unhealthy food in the bottom of the cart, we perused the other aisles, picking up staples like pancake mix and cheese puffs. Everyone except Egg voiced their opinion in the produce aisle (vegetables are gross and the world must know!)(Yeah, no veggies!), but I only needed a few items. Since it's summer time, I liked to head to the Farmer's Market on the weekends for local fruits and vegetables. I don't care how much a certain Edgy Bitty complains; he's going to eat a balanced diet!
(we’ll see about that!)
On our way to the checkout lanes, Brassberry asked if we could go to the meat department to get a steak. Since adopting Buttons, I've been having all of our meat products delivered, but Brassy liked to pick out his own like a mighty hunter singling out his prey. I prepared to remind him that a certain family member might become anxious at the sight of flesh when the family member in question spoke up.
“If you want to go, I'll be OK, Momma,” Buttons said, reassuring me several more times when I questioned the decision.
Crossing the basket, Buttons stood next to Corvus, who beamed at him. Corvus wrapped a dark wing around him, and Egg woke up to hug Buttons around the middle. I felt a tug on my hair; Red demanded to be placed in the basket, where he took up a protective position behind Buttons, one itsy bitsy hand on the young bitty's shoulder.
(it ain't like that! i just wanted some of the attention or whatever…)
Apparently, in addition to helping Buttons with his nightmares and his eye socket injuries, Egg and Corvus have been talking him through his residual fears from the trauma he experienced in his original home. Even Berry strolled over to stand beside his friend.
“Let's go to the meat section and fuck shit up,” the baby-faced potty-mouth cheered.
So we're on our way to the meat section, possibly to fuck shit up (yay!) and maybe also get a steak for Brassy I guess (Yay!).
Why can't we ever just have a normal shopping trip?
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Hey! Wanna know about my Cool OC World/Potential Series™️?
N- No?
Well too bad, cause I'm gonna tell you about the wonderful world of...
Angel Valley
About
Angel Valley is a small town in the middle of nowhere. The buildings are old and unkept, the grass is tall and thick, it's almost always raining super heavily... weirdly though, despite it seeming like quite an old town, it's filled with mostly teenagers and young adults.
The culture is a bit weird. Every single person there, no matter their personality or the vibe they give off, is shockingly good with technology. Hell, half of the population uses Linux. Everyone tends to reference memes a lot, even the graffiti is just more reposts.
Nobody ever seems to leave. You may think they just like the town, but the truth is that everyone there is cursed. When all the clocks strike 12 and the moon is high up in the sky, you'll be trapped in Angel Valley forever. Try to talk about the curse while someone unaffected is listening, and your head will begin to spasm and glitch out, eventually killing you if you don't stop.
Nighttime is dangerous. Mysterious, pitch-black creatures called "Bits" stalk the night. Their appearances are heavily variable with random, strange body parts. Sometimes, they'll look blocky and sharp; other times, they may look more "human" than you; often it'll be a mixture of the two and more. Don't be too afraid, though, they mostly just go for lonely noobs. Stick around a local and you'll be safe.
Occasionally, a shining light will guide lost souls through to safety. Angel Valley has it's very own guardian angel, but whether it's truly good or evil, no one is too sure.
In summary, it's kinda like Silent Hill but with a video game-y, internet culture-y twist and everyone is kind of used to the weirdness and honestly don't mind at all.
Main Characters
Aybri - Self insert, baby! She's intelligent to a fault and kind to a fault. She loves planning everything out meticulously, but often fails in her goal. Doesn't stop her from buying out the entirety of her local arts and crafts store's yarn, thumbtack, and corkboard supply.
Nathan - Aybri's older brother. Super tall, easily angered, could easily squish you if he wanted, addicted to alcohol. On the inside though, he's a big softie, and with the help of anger management therapy he's managed to channel that anger into protective instincts for the ones he loves. D'awww!
Sam - NOT MY CHARACTER. Certified newbie to Angel Valley, but he's doing his best to learn the ropes. Witty and sarcastic, but in an endearing, fun way. The most badass of the bunch.
The three live in an apartment together and get up to all sorts of wacky hijinks with their other friends from across the town, including but not limited to: stealing from an auction, running from fake cyborg angels, running away from glitchy eldritch beings, doing a LOT of introspection in the rain, and hacking into several important government mainframes.
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Hey I love your art and your style! I'm especially a fan of your traditional ink pieces, and was wondering if you had any recommendations for inks, pens, and other tools for someone looking to learn a new medium! Thanks!
Oh, thank you!! Once you get some kind of colored ink, you'll most likely want to get more. It's just that cool and addicting!
Since I live in Japan it might be hard to find the exact stuff I use, but you might be able to find some alternatives.
Pens
I have 2 ink pens, a "G-pen" for thinner or dynamic lines and a "glass pen" for thicker even lines.
G-pens are Japanese dip pen nibs that manga artists back in the day tend to use. The nib is soft enough that if you apply pressure, the slit will widen and make thicker lines. The wooden nib holder (where I hold to draw) I use is just some random holder I found at the local art supply shop. Anything that's easy to hold will work I think.
Glass pens are as the name suggests, are entirely made of glass and are just... really pretty and cool to hold... They also give you an even line that doesn't change in thickness as long as the tip doesn't chip off. Mine was a cheap, under 10 USD pen so the tip is a bit chipped and gives me uneven lines. I might buy a higher quality one some day.
Ink
The blue ink I use is by PILOT and the purple ink by SAILOR (funny how I unintentionally bought from a sky themed brand and sea themed brand). But as long as you like the color of the ink, I don't think you need to worry about the brand. From my experience, most colored inks seem to melt like watercolor when wet. So you can take a wet paint brush and add some water to an already inked art to give it a cool effect!
When drawing with ink
Some paper will be unfit for drawing with a dip pen and ink. The lines you draw might be blurred or take a long time to dry. Finding the right paper for inks might be tricky cause it's mostly a lot of Google-ing and trial & error. Just keep trying until you find the perfect paper for you!
When drawing, be sure to prepare a cup (a plastic one if you're gonna use a glass pen) of water to rinse your pen, and some tissue for sucking up excess ink you don't want on your art and for wiping your pen.
Also be carful not to tip over your ink bottle!
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Get to Know Me Tag
Tagged by: @bich-the-moss <3
Do you make your bed?
Nope. I don't even have a top sheet or comforter, just a blanket, so there's really no point.
If you could, would you go back to school?
I'm still in school, graduating next spring with a BFA. I might go for my Master's some time down the road but I need to get working.
Can you parallel park?
I don't have a license.
A job you had that would surprise people?
It's not a "real" job since I'm not getting paid but I've got an editing position for an student documentary film. This is surprising because I HATE editing, however, I'm decent enough at it and it'll look good on a resume so....
Do you think aliens are real?
Absolutely. I don't think interstellar travel is possible though.
Can you drive a manual car?
I can't even drive auto. <- carless loser
What is your guilty pleasure?
Complaining. It's my way of making conversation; I just hyperbolize mundane grievances and people laugh so I guess it works.
Tattoos?
Yeah. Dumbass gave himself a stick-and-poke at 18 and regrets it (who could have seen that coming?) I'd get more done Professionally if I had the money though.
Do you like puzzles?
I'm addicted to puzzles. I have 5 apps and I've every daily challenge trophy in all of them. I also buy those variety word puzzle books from the grocery checkout line and fill them out in pen because I'm secretly an old man.
Any phobias?
Swallowing my tongue. And showering because I'm convinced the water's dirty or there's mold in there. I do it anyway of course but I'm out ASAP
Also horses. Godless creatures
Favorite childhood sport?
Fencing. (beating my siblings with cardboard tubes)
First thing you wanted to be growing up?
A traditional artist. I got one of those wood-case art supply for Christmas so you know it was serious.
Do you talk to yourself?
Sometimes I run through dialogue I'm thinking up to see how it sounds. I've caught myself doing it in public a few times which is embarrassing
What movies do you adore?
Herz aus Glas/Heart of Glass (1976)
Suspiria (1977)
The Last Unicorn (1982)
Clue (1985)
The Crow (1994)
Forrest Gump (1994)
Batman: Under the Red Hood (2010)
Coffee or tea?
Love a good mint tea in the evening. I've tried to like coffee but I have to put so much cream and sugar in it that it might as well be a milkshake
Favorite color?
Green 💚
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if I may ask other than smoking do you have any relief tips? I usually sh or smoke or journal but journalling gets boring. any help maybe?
I think everyone on this planet would profit from a real hobby/passion they pour their downtime into. Not just the arts, but crafting, gardenwork, reading, taking walks, cooking, etc. After I stopped smoking I kept up my habit of listening to music and just shut out the world for a while and from that I started to listen to music while taking walks. I lost so much weight and gained muscles just from powerwalking one hour each day to the beats I loved while also being distracted enough to not miss smoking and feeling much more relieved afterwards.
Journaling is good to explore the feelings you are feeling and have a better understanding of why and what you are experiencing, so you could actively work in favor of bettering yourself, but I'm afraid it doesn't distract from the problems you try to undermine with your habits. The thing about smoking is that, aside from the effects it has on the body and brain, you also have something to fiddle with, to concentrate on (in more ways than one would think, e.g. you have to make sure to supply your addiction so you have to go buy stuff and be distracted as you go retrieve it). And when that is taken from you it might lead to not having this type of distraction you are searching for and no comfort zone to go back to, so you get nervous and feel lost and overwhelmed. I think there's a lot of psychologial aspects behind it, but if you channel your fiddling and concentration on something else like reading or knitting or walking, you'll create a new safe space and maybe even one where you learn to think about the thoughts nagging at you in a healthy way. Which, in return, will also make journaling (or the bigger sister: therapy) more efficient.
So yeah, get a hobby and invest your time into it. Like not just trying and moving on at the first inconvenience, but really investing a few weeks into it even if you have to overcome struggles. It takes some discipline, but if you have time on your hands, why not try it? Set yourself a goal and work towards that every day as much as you can. It'll teach your brain there are other ways to achieve what it wants, much healthier and gentle than what you are doing now. And it'll graduately realize it doesn't need cigarettes, and you can stop smoking eventually without the whiplash.
Maybe that helps! But I recommend therapy as well to accompany this journey if it's available to you, really helped with some blockages I experienced despite following my own advice.
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The planner I'm currently using is from a small Italian brand so I can't be of help, but I do want to know what you bought (if you feel comfortable sharing of course).
I'm so sorry about your landlord, it sounds like a very stressful situation and I do hope you'll manage to go somewhere better for you. Keeping my fingers crossed
well I haven't bought anything YET
but i've been browsing here
and here
i definitely do NOT need to be buying new stationary but i have an addiction i can't stop it
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Hey, I hate to ask but my fiance and I just got sick with covid. We are recovering addicts, he is on methadone and I was on suboxone but I recently took time off of work to taper off and withdraw from the suboxone. I'm in active withdrawal and now have covid and it's too much to deal with. I was doing sex work to help pay bills during this time but it's going to be a while before I can do anything since I'm this sick, and he's had to take time off work because of having covid since he works in the food industry. Any help would be so appreciated to help us pay rent and buy necessities
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I hate to have to put this on here, but I was getting some art supplies off of a friend (I didn't come in contact with them they left them outside) and at a stop light, someone hit and run me in our only car. It's undriveable and no one can find the person who did it. My fiance can no longer get to his methadone treatments which he needs to go to every day. Please please any help is appreciated.
And thank you to the person named Jason that donated ❤️❤️❤️ I'm so thankful and your support means the absolute world to me. If anyone else donates, please send me a message with your username so I can thank you!
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I swear some people need to get a life. Like yeah bullies in school will tell you that and it sucks. but like. if everyone's bullying you, maybe you're the problem and not them.
I mean some people spend so much fucking time on the internet that they get dumb ideas to the point where they argue with people on why it's ok for a 12 year old girl to consent to sexual intercourse, like for real this is one of the many reasons why I've lost faith in humanity, and this domino of an issue knocks down dominos that get gradually larger and one of those larger dominos is my fear that, as a young adult woman, an older man who spends his time on the internet instead of touching grass will harm me in some way.
And like I get it, because through the ages of 10 and 15, I pretty much stayed inside and played video games (and later developed a phone addiction which I still have) and did nothing else. I didn't play sports (except bowling), I didn't constantly do art like I do now, and I didn't have a huge interest in music. As an autistic person I sometimes prefer to engage with objects over people because I sometimes I can't properly communicate with people because I'm socially anxious and I don't plan to go to therapy for it until I move out because my parents (especially my mother) are one of my problems because they sometimes don't know how to be parents.
When I was 15 for a couple of months, I basically decided "hey I need some fucking interests because I need a goddamn life" and I ONLY developed interest in playing guitar because I got lucky after going on a trip to visit my aunt and uncle, who had a guitar and they just said I could take it (we brought it back a couple months ago when we returned for another trip) Like for some reason when me and my dad were going there I thought "maybe I can get a guitar there" and I did.
I also decided to buy sketchbooks and supplies so I could do art and I found out I like making stuff. Even if it sucks.
Look the point is there are better things to do than go on Reddit and call 14 year old depressed girls "babe" when they don't want to talk to you. I put shame on older men who, for some reason, haven't yet developed the self-awareness to realize that what they're doing is disgusting. Some of you need help, and while it's hard to get, the least you can do is get off your phone for 5 minutes and watch clouds pass.
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My Video Game Journey | Discovering Games & Game Play
When COVID-19 hit and the whole world went into quarantine, it felt like almost every single young adult was playing Animal Crossing: New Horizons. People who never normally played video games were buying gaming consoles just to play. Personally, I have never found a game that I enjoy and want to continue playing until my fiancé suggested this game.
I am probably speaking for a lot of people here, but New Horizons is addicting. Don’t get me wrong I definitely had times where I felt very burnt out, but I still played every single day with only a few days missed between now and when I started playing in May 2020. That is pretty consistent, especially for someone who has never really played video games on a regular basis.
Growing up with parents who are against video games.
When I was younger, my parents did not allow us to play video games. Don’t get me wrong we were allowed to take turns playing games on our family computer, but we were never allowed to have a gaming console. My parents felt it would be a distraction from school and homework.
I'm not a parent, but I know there is a lot of back and forth about this topic between parents. Some think it's completely fine and helps kids learn how to manage their time between school, homework, and their personal lives. Other parents allow it, but are very strict about when their kids can use it. Then their are parents who are completely against it.
The way I look at it, however you want to raise your kids and teach them life lessons and life skills is completely up to you. Obviously don't abuse your kids, but whether they are able to play video games or not is completely fine either way. It's the parents choice and no one should be giving them a hard time about it. Well, unless you are the kid who wants to play video games and your parents tell you that you can't. I think at that point there is no avoiding the tantrums.
Getting my first handheld gaming console.
When I was in middle school or when I just starting high school, I asked my parents for the Nintendo Game Boy Advance SP for Christmas. I remember thinking they were never going to get it for me because they were so against my sisters and I playing video games. To my surprise, "Santa" left me a Nintendo Game Boy Advance SP under the tree that year.
The games that came with the Game Boy was Crash Bandicoot: The Huge Adventure and Need for Speed: Porsche Unleashed. Since I had never really played any video games before I wasn't on top of what games were new and trendy at the time, however I absolutely LOVED Crash Bandicoot: The Huge Adventure. I remember when I finished all the levels, I played them all again so I could have a perfect score.
I purchased a few other games after getting my Game Boy and The Simpsons: Road Rage was another game I enjoyed. If anyone ever reads this they are probably going to be completely surprised by what I am about to say, but I never really watched The Simpsons growing up. I know a lot of people did, but I never really got into it. For some reason though, I wanted to get The Simpsons: Road Rage. I played that game a lot, but I do not think I played it nearly as much as Crash Bandicoot: The Huge Adventure.
Around my senior year of high school I slowly stopped playing on my Game Boy. I was either at school, doing homework, working, or hanging out with my friends. There wasn't as much free time to play anymore. I am now 25 years old and to this day I still have my Game Boy. Cannot remember the last time I played on it, but I do not think I will every get rid of it. It was my first handheld gaming console, there are a lot of good memories with it, and it still works! I see no reason why I should or need to get rid of it.
Discovering Animal Crossing.
After I stopped playing on my Game Boy, I never really found a game that I consistently played. Usually when I found a game I would play it for a couple weeks to a couple months then would grow very bored of it and eventually uninterested. However my fiancé was big into playing video games and was mainly playing them on his Xbox One. If he was growing tired of a game, he usually had another one lined up.
At one point the Nintendo 2DS was very popular and was sold out everywhere. My fiancé really wanted one so he could play Pokémon Moon. Somehow, I managed to get my hands on them and surprised him for Christmas. He played that game for a few months to a year then he slowly stopped playing. One day I asked him why he stopped playing and he explained that he just grew tired of it. I completely understood because I have also been in that situation before with the games I played on my Game Boy.
To avoid having the 2DS sit and collect dust, I asked if he wanted to get another game for it. He didn't seem interested in any of the 2DS games they had to offer at the time, but he suggested a game to me that he thought I would enjoy. That is when he told me about Animal Crossing: New Leaf and Animal Crossing: New Horizons.
At the time, there was only Animal Crossing: New Leaf and Animal Crossing: New Horizons was scheduled to be released in the next few months. I believe this was around the end of 2019 and New Horizons was scheduled to release in early 2020.
After doing some research on the game, I was VERY excited. I purchased Animal Crossing: New Leaf for the Nintendo 2DS and I played all the time. Any downtime I had, I was playing. I LOVED this game! After playing for awhile, Animal Crossing: New Horizons was released and I wanted it so bad.
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At the time, Nintendo was completely sold out of the Nintendo Switch everywhere. They were insanely popular because of the new game release and since everyone was forced to quarantine due to COVID-19 everyone was stuck inside with nothing to do but play video games. The only console that was available was the Nintendo Switch Lite.
What is the difference between the Nintendo Switch and the Nintendo Switch Lite? The Switch can used when connected to a TV in the docking station provided, as a handheld, or as a tabletop display by using the kickstand on the back of the switch. The Switch Lite can only be used as a handheld.
Since I was so excited for the game and wanted to play so badly, my fiancé got me the Switch Lite as an early birthday gift. I really wanted the Switch, but since I am so impatient and Nintendo was not clear on when they would restock I decided that the Switch Lite would be perfect because I was use to using a handheld anyway.
Playing Animal Crossing: New Horizons.
When I finally started playing the game I played nonstop for hours a day. Collecting supplies, catching bugs, digging up fossils, popping balloons, catching fish, planting trees, planting flowers, designing the island, inviting new villagers, expanding my home... You name it, I was doing it. Anything to get a five star “aesthetic” island that is considered Pinterest worthy.
Like a lot of other people, I have completely redesigned my island countless times. There is nothing better than completely changing everything up to design a newly styled island. I have also completely restarted my island two times. Which I mainly did this because I did not want to go through the whole island and tare everything down, I didn't really like the villagers I had, and I also just wanted to experience the game again from square one. I have always enjoyed designing spaces and have always been really into art, so it feels like this game was made for me.
My future with video games.
When COVID-19 hit and the whole world went into quarantine, it felt like almost every single young adult was playing Animal Crossing: New Horizons. People who never normally played video games were buying gaming consoles just to play. Personally, I have never found a game that I enjoy and want to continue playing until my fiancé suggested this game.
I am probably speaking for a lot of people here, but New Horizons is addicting. Don’t get me wrong I definitely had times where I felt very burnt out, but I still played every single day with only a few days missed between now and when I started playing in May 2020. That is pretty consistent, especially for someone who has never really played video games on a regular basis.
Now that I have been playing New Horizons for about a year now, I feel like I am going to continue to play it for awhile. I will admit when I first got the game, I was playing it way too much. Recently I have been so much better about it and only play for about an hour a day. On days I feel very lazy and do not really want to do anything, I'll play for longer than an hour, but it also depends on what I am doing in the game at that time. I'm just glad I'm not spending all day playing anymore.
For me, I think video games are fun and good to play in moderation and I am not planning on cutting video games out of my life anytime soon. I know there are people who play video games hours daily or do it for a living. After that, on completely the other side of things, there are people who have never played video games and completely hate the idea of video games. Then there are people out there that say that they have tried playing video games and never enjoyed it, but I personally think they just haven't found their game yet. If you happen to be one of those people and you are reading this, do not give up on finding your game! Once you find it, you will be so happy you kept looking.
At the end of the day, do whatever makes you happy. I am just another person on the internet telling their story. If anyone ends up reading this, I hope you enjoyed and continue to read my future posts. There isn't really a plan on when I will be posting or what I will be posting about, but I do know I will be posting regularly.
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Hey, so I was tagged by @pui-de-papiopopilcarita, @argayzi & @a-romanian-gender. Thank you babes, U had so much fun 💝💝💝
Things you'll find in my bag (I carry a lot of things, ik):
School books, Bluetooth headphones, Art pencil case and my normal one, Purse, Case for my glasses, Portable charger (always, I'm the bitch that always has a portable charger), Keys, Tiny hair brush, Umbrella, Perfume (the alcohol in it is great for disinfecting wounds *cough*mypiercings*cough*), Big sticky notes, Small sticky notes, Band aids (I'm very clumsy), Compact mirror, Oil blotting sheets (I never use them tho), Usb for graphic design, Zippo lighter, Hand cream, Lipstick, Graphic design art pad, No-spill thermos (2nd love of my life), Maybe a tarot deck (big maybe) & My scarf (if I'm not wearing it)
Things you'll find in my room:
Posters, Dried flowers, Plushies, Camera, Crystals, Hand-made tarot decks & other divination tools, Candles, Incense, Jar full of rainwater, Shells and little stones I collected when I went to Italy, My vape & the juice, Lighters, Some make-up, So.Many.Books. Mugs, So.Many.Fucking.Live.Plants. A notice board covered in necklaces, earrings and photos, Bracelets, Zippo refill benzine, My desk, window chair, bed, armchair (my room ain't big, it's a tiny attic bedroom, I'm just good at arranging spaces), So many pillows everywhere, My A3 art pad, Art supplies, All the bags I use on a weekly basis, Laptop, Planners & My cockatiel bird (and light of my life) Apollo
My favourite things:
My gf @hug-girl, Apollo, My ginger babies, Lion (my boof), Angel aka, should've named him Garfield (my kitty), Graphic design, Literature, History, Coffee, Tea, Space (I love space), My necklace (which is a dragon wrapped around an amethyst), Rings & My bracelet w/ all the planets on it.
Things I'm into:
Coffee (my no. 1 addiction), Tea (my no. 2 addiction), Plants, Animals, Drawing, Writing poetry (I have a side blog just for that), Tv shows: Elementary, Sherlock, Brooklyn 99, Miss Fisher's Murder Mysteries, Titans, She-ra, Voltron, Books (my god, I have so fucking many help), Marvel, My friends, aaaaaaaa they are so precious!!!!! & Girls
Things in my to do list:
Buy an apple charger (for that one friend who never charges her phone)
Finish 23 pages for graphics by next tuesday
Watch 'The Wave'
Finish 'The Master and The Margarita' by Mikhail Bulgakov
Buy more books (from the list of books I have saved)
I tag: @hug-girl, @raiinwaves, @toono-s, @doodleisqueer and @gandacel. Have fun kids 💝💝
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welcome to ~5 hour crafts~
As someone who is for all intents an purposes addicted to online shopping, I figured instead of pissing away the next 12 hours being sucked into the Amazon algorithm, I want to explain it.
I've probably spent more time on Amazon than 99% of the population. I'm talking daily, multiple checks on deals. I really only look at art supplies, so it actually takes quite a bit of menu navigation to get to daily art supplies deals.
This 'essay' will be contradictory. I want to explain not only how Amazon sucks me in for literal days at a time, but also what I've learned from it and, maybe oddly, give others some Hot Tips.
Y'know what, let's actually start there. Again, I really only buy art supplies. But also, Switch games. I always want a hard copy of everything.
So Switch and Cables and Adaptors Tip for Amazon: read the description. Twice. Read the reviews. Twice. It's very easy to miss one word and end up buying a $25 cat toy. Speaking from far too much experience.
Now, art supplies. Firstly, for novices, always, always seek a lower price when it comes to the following items: paint pens (always go for the smallest nib you can get for detail work), gel pens, watercolor paint if it's not your Main Medium. Also, brushes and almost any handheld tool can be the cheapest available. There's really no difference between the 8pk of fineliners on sale for $12 down from $20 with a $2 coupon vs the Copic fineliners. This ain't Wish - you're gonna get a decent product if it's got 3+ stars.
You heard me right - 3 stars. Obviously depends on the volume but welcome to Tip 3 - don't discount everything with a not-perfect rating. Read the reviews - it's so incredible how often people simply didn't buy the correct product for them and immediately take it out on the product instead of reading more before buying.
Example: Camera Lucidia. Basically, align the viewer and the lens and boom you can effortlessly trace anything. The $45 items are garbage and unusable. But they aren't all the same, and I'm so close to biting the bullet on a $120 product. It only has 3.5 stars, but it's largely people who didn't understand the limitations the device has by definition. It's not a projector, it's not going to give you a 1:1. It's a tool to aid you in learning or basic outlining.
Back to my advice. Next I wanna talk alcohol markers. Can we talk alcohol markers, Mac? I got BOXES fulla alcohol markers!
Well, I wish I did. Jazza recently did the math on Copics and in our year of The Lord, 2022, a full set will run you.... 2500$. $10 a marker, baby.
A fucking 12-set is like $70. I own 45 Copics, all bought separately and slowly over a decade. When they were easier to find I bought ink refills - now it's cheaper to rebuy the marker. I have 4 emtpy E00s rotting away waiting for the ink to be in stores. I vividly remember buying my first few for about $4.50 each, but now that's up to $6.75 at the absolute cheapest.
Copics were industry standard for a long time. I remember when there were only about 72 available colors. Back in my dayyyyy.
But Ohuhus have entered the chat and Understood The Assignment. They're functionally almost, ALMOST identical to Copics but they'll always have a slight edge and I can't quit pin down why. But if it just ain't in the budget, Ohuhu - and even almost all the off-brand alcohol markers - are good. After about a year of trial-and-error, of markers either being 5s or 1s, we've reached a point where every brand has put forth a contender. Most aren't great, but good. Ohuhus are great for the price of good. Never underestimate Ohuhu. They got product comin out the ass and it's never bad.
Onto my next hack or whatever. At least for me, Amazon gives me choice paralysis: too many options for me to pick one. Just fucking pick one. They're all the same. Pick the cheapest, and if you change your mind later, just click on it, then Amazon will give you a few dozen nearly-identical products.
Next, buy kits/diy sparingly. I spent months eying a sailboat model. Always wanted to build one. One day it was 30% off and I said fuck it. That thing sat unopened for 2 months. Admittedly, I had an absolute blast making it and Want More, but that's rare. Usually, a building kit seems awesome at first, but quickly becomes annoying - like Lego. Did Hogwarts and Seinfeld. Both were days of tedium. Maybe it's me. Boats are just... cooler?
But again, sparingly for 2 reasons: it's likely to go on sale soon if it's popular, and also it's easy to fall into a new obsession.
Which finally brings me to the Me portion of the segment.
I'm a "Jack of all (art) trades, master of none (maybe 1 or 2)". Only craft I haven't done is knitting. Literally. Even lithography, foil printing and woodburning. Would've tried knitting but grandma was left-handed and I couldn't learn from her. Then developed carpal tunnel which made it surprisingly very painful to do for more than a minute.
Point being, I've gotten so sucked into so many genres of art that I have supplies I know I'll never use. A lot are very old when I started doing mixed media art journalling, so a lot of stickers, stencils, dies, embellishments, paper etc. Now it's in one box I never access.
I got the first, awful version of the 3Doodler like a decade ago, and when I saw the new one on Amazon on sale I couldn't say no. But quickly realized it's harder than I remembered, and the result never looks really polished. Rarely use it.
I fucking love embroidery. Unfortunately suffering from choice paralysis again here because I literally have 20 or so hoops set up with designs on them, all I gotta do is the embroidering. I'll work one for a few hours then forget about it for a month. Luckily it's a relatively cheap art form.
Y'know what's not? Resin. DO NOT GET INTO RESIN. It is the biggest money-waster I've ever dealt with, and we're about to get into Cricut.
Resin is not fun. It is a several-hour hot mess of stickiness and glitter that is now a permanent, load-bearing fixture on your desk, I am not fucking around, that shit is PERMANENT, get it off there IMMEDIATELY. It's stressful and very hit-or-miss, with misses costing a lot of money.
Resin is not cheap. To truly get a bit of a handle on it I would say you'd best get 32oz. That's $65. First time? Get a starter kit. Probably the only art form I'd say that for.
Why? Well, the resin needs to be poured into molds, which start at $7 up to $70. Want glitter/something in it? Starting at $15. Want color? You really only need 4-5 colors and a shitload of white - but good luck finding anything that isn't like 25 1oz bottles of slightly differing shades with a 1oz of white. I'm pretty convinced they're banking on people not knowing that for every drop of color, you must add a drop of white or the color stays on the top and prevents it from curing. When you go to pop it out, it'll be slippery and leave the mold discolored at best and absolutely ruined, straight in the trash at worst. Again, a LOT of experience. I'd say I've spent as much on resin as I have on Copics.
All that to say... do give it a try if you have a bit of interest, but... as a treat. Don't Get Into it. Do a kid's kit. Because despite how annoying it can be... it can be so satisfying to pop that fucker out and marvel at the magic you've made. But don't pull a Sam and buy every cool mold you see only to use them once, sometimes being good but usually being shit. Stick to basic, cheap molds.
Thankfully, I've found some really cool ways to use the $350 Cricut I bought 2 years ago, about 5 seconds before they immediately released the Maker with embossing capabilities but nah I ain't salty at all.
That said, it's another, more expensive hobby. Which is why I've bent over backwards to use it at least once a week to justify its cost. Technically, I've sold about $150 of glassware from it, but it's the most expensive thing I've bought as an adult so I'm legally required to feel bad about it.
If you have extra software - ideally photoshop - Cricit's for you. They've made the actual Cricut app so incredibly unintuitive that, unless you're relatively well-versed in photoshop or the like, you're likely to be very frustrated by Cricut's limitations.
(I would never advise anyone to ever steal art but if I did I'd tell you that instead of paying $1.99 for an image you can remove the grid, take a screenshot, isolate from background and reupload as your own image. But you wouldn't download a Cricut.)
Cricut is a machine that draws and cuts shit for you. Going back to the issue with cables and not knowing if what you're getting is what you need, you also need a goddamn diagram to understand what you can and can't do with your Cricut.
Here's a cheat sheet.
Do you want to make:
Stickers/Labels/Decals/Mugs and glassware with vinyl, image or text? No problem. Plug n go, you really can't fuck this up if you tried.
Textiles with images and/or words? You need 4 things: an iron or heat press, a cotton-dominant fabric like a basic tshirt, HTV* and silicon paper. *HTV = heat transfer vinyl. Yes It costs more. Yes, it needs to be HTV. Yes, you will fuck up your first one but the second should be fine.
Textiles whose fabric will change color with a particular pen? Infusible ink! An even more expensive way to make shirts that say things. It's back, in marker form! (Honestly don't bother, really hard to get a good result)
Faux-gold-leaf? Take a look at the Cricut's Foil blade and its uses. It's an interesting but wildly finicky medium because the foil is extremely expensive, thin, slippery, expensive and easy to fuck up. And FUCKING expensive. I printed a few stencils and foiled over them and got a surprisingly good result - red then blue then black to make Spiderman. But it took aaaaages, trying loads of different adhesives, and lining everything up. Probably won't do a project like that again but I see it as a fantastic and simple way to create calligraphy which I suck at manually.
If you want a Cricut that can cut: fabric, balsa or basswood, leather, or anything thicker than Bristol, or you want to emboss or perforate, you need a Maker. But no, you don't. It does like 2 extra things for an extra $100. You can make cool shit without embossing I promise.
At the same time, don't settle for a Joy. A Cricut Joy is a very small Cricut that barely cuts and doesn't really draw. It can, but it takes a lot of dicking about. The Explore is $100 more, but worth it. Even if it's just for you. The Joy brings only pain.
But on the other, other hand, never buy anything from Cricut besides your Cricut. You can get knockoffs of everything from vinyl to mats to tools to blades. All are good. All are much cheaper. I was duped into purchasing the entire set of Cricut Brand Pens when they were on sale from $60 to $45. Now I can't go a day without seeing a knockoff with dual nibs, 36 for $30.
There is one exception - say you want to put a glittery vinyl on a mug. You need transfer paper to pick up the vinyl so you can put it on the mug. For glittery/other heavier vinyls, you'll need StrongTape. I've never found a suitable alternative, and it's usually pretty cheap.
One final, final thing on Cricut: there's 3 mats for a reason. Forget the blue one, it's useless. Green is for paper and very thin vinyl. That's it. Purple is for anything heavier. But not anything thinner. Try to cut paper on purple? It won't come off. Basically, Cricut knows what to do. It knows how sticky it needs to be and how much pressure is needed, thus the dial to set your material. The only time I'd change a single setting is cutting veneer wood, I'd set it to the toughest setting, add pressure, and cut twice.
Wow this got long and... went places, I guess. Pretty sure I'm shouting to the void by this point but if you're still reading thanks for humoring me. I like to think I have a lot of experience (and a lot of privilege) to have tried as many media as I have. I have a box of different fabrics under a huge box of stamps under 12 colors of 3D pen plastic. My marker tower is (counts) FORTY DAMN STOREYS REALLY?? With 12 slots each, I have fucking 500 markers on that thing cuz some share a slot.
But in my defense... I use them all. That's why they're out and ready to grab. Same with my ridiculous amount of storage. Alex 5 drawer, paint caddy 3 drawer, Michael's 5 drawer, a desk, a metal shelf and another Ikea shelving unit. And there's overflow believe me.
Gonna end it here before I spend all day opining about art supplies on tumblr dot com.
Stay Greater.
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6:02pm.
30 minutes until he leaves work.
Alright, what's been up, yalls?
In less than a month, I made friends with almost everyone in a discord, and in less than 48 hours, left due to my own sin of... whats it called? Rage, anger? I don't know, but this is what the Gen Z kiddos would call a "bruh moment", with a dash of "hoes mad".
Wednesday, July 29th of 2020.
Hoes mad, hoes mad, hoes mad, hoes mad, hoes mad, hoes mad, hoes mad, hoes mad.
DAMN IT, now I've got that Belle Delphine remix of 6ix9ine in my fucking head. Ugh. Why.
....
6:08pm.
I looked it up. My dick is hard and I'm not happy about it at all. Just..... let's... talk.... please.
I went on a second date with someone that turned into an eleven day long hangout.
I'm impressed, honestly. I feel like that should be a world record, you know?
And now I am back home. And its surreal.
Spending 11 days in a row where someone buys you clothes, cooks you dinner, and fucks you really, really nicely? Then you go to sleep, wake up seeing them, and then wait around in their house all day binge watching The Marvelous Mrs Maisel and relaxing, until they get home, for even more fun? It's great. Even if I did feel like a Golden Retriever. (When I heard him park outside, I instinctively ran *embarassingly loud* to rush to the door and greet him. He heard.... they were almost stomps.)
And now, back home. In my own house, where both of my brothers will clog the toilet then refuse to unclog it themselves, (they're the worst type of men to exist,) and my always overheated fucking bedroom. Wearing my own clothes and having a selection, instead of settling for Target yoga pants and my man's t-shirts, over and over. (I loved it, do not get me wrong.)
Back to waking up alone, and sleeping alone.... Sleeping was the hardest part, not being the big spoon to his fine ass. Like, wooooow. Rude. I gotta go home AND not sleep with him until next weekend????
A girl had almost cried, honestly.
Hmmm.... and he bought me a boatload of art supplies. Not gonna lie, he is pretty sweet so far. Even in Target, if I looked a little TOO endearingly at a purse or an item, he would get it for me. (I think he blew like 1k in two days, all because a "i just need a new shirt and maybe some sweats" or "just a notebook" turned into him gushing over cool things to cook for me that night, buying me sharpies and mechanical pencils, aaaaaand swiping the entire shelf of Yu Gi Oh cards into his cart.)
The first step to addiction is a confession, and he's in denial. But who cares? If his interest is in cool holographic cards and collecting them, and my interest is collecting absurd amounts of pens in every color in existence, (i dont even know how to analyze myself with that, ill just chalk it up to being amused by unlimited creative potential within myself,) theeeeen.... we can deal with it.
Those decks are pretty rad, honestly.
Nooooow I'm peacefully procrastinating drawing in my manifestation journal, reflecting happily on things, and feeling overall good about things.
Outside of this, some noteworthy moments:
Marco finally hit me up.
It took a month, a few days, and his own desperation but he did it. He did it. The absolute dickhead. I checked my blocked messages in case any family I blocked wondered what happened to me over the course of 11 days, but nope. What I did find? Marco. Trying to weasel back in. I just..... what the fuck is wrong with this guy? At this point, it's an "I'm gonna hold my nose bridge, then shake my head in disturbance" level irritation.
Shoutout to Marco, for.... being fucking stupid, always. I probably told the guy I'm seeing, "I think he's an irredeemable piece of shit, and an asshole, but I could've pictured him being in my life a long time, as long as I kept that in mind", a little too loud. The Universe heard it, then decided to manifest him sending me a message yet again.
Context for our last fight was him accusing me of not being over the ex boyfriend that he SPECIFICALLY KEEPS BRINGING UP YEARS AFTER THE FUCKING BREAKUP HAPPENED. I definitely used every cruel statement I could after we both had blocked each other. I kinda went American Psycho in terms of the type of cruel shit I said to him. Did he see it? No. I hoped he did. But apparently not.
Speaking of me going off over the phone on somebody, I did that to some people on a local discord. A dumbass instigating ugly ass bitch with shitty bangs had the nerve to tell me not to make dirty jokes in the #nsfw section of the discord...... She also said a lot of other shit to insinuate that me and my guy, who met through the damn chat, being on the server and talking about our lives were "selfish, childish, immature", and more. But...... bitch, just say you hate my boyfriend and go? Fucking... yuck.
People are idiots. Idiots.
Anyway, I politely called her, in Martha Stewart elegance, an unlikeable fucking bitch who felt entitled to say whatever the fuck she wanted but could dish it out and never fucking take it. (Surprisingly, I avoided swearing, nice.)
Then I politely thanked everyone who I thought was cool on the server, called a few people annoying or idiotic, then dipped.
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LMFAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
I don't feel bad. Another case of "Tamiddy hates being nice to people and then getting hit with arrogance, rudeness, or unnecessary bullshit from other people; then 24 hours and a bad case of chest pains that felt like she was being carved inside out from her lungs, IBS, and extreme dehydration and irritatibility later, she will shit on a bitch with her words, then feel better."
Did I feel better? Absolutely. I laughed about that shit. I felt fucking great. Online or not, it feels like throwing a metal chair across the room and over the head of a bitch you dont like.
I also felt the usually post-drama guilt, where I then think "Maybe I overreacted? Maybe it was too much. I probably messed up. Oh dear. Oh gosh."
Buuuut oh well. Chat was getting dead anyways. I met whoever I thought was worth meeting, and people were lovely. I wouldn't shut out every single person on the server. Just the douchey ones. Thats all.
According to my guy, the general consensus from the chat was everyone was sad to see me go, and didn't think I should've left.
But I'm a little more of a hothead these days, so I'm just stepping back for now. I find it pointless to be in a chatroom where I'd get mocked harshly like that.
ESPECIALLY over something like "wow u posted nsfw to nsfw, how cringe", or "you and ur boyfriend flood #foodies", um???? sorry that two photos of my food and his supposedly annoys yall lonely fucks, but um, go die in loneliness i guess.
Was gonna recommend one of Kieran's songs to my new dude. But he purged his page. (Why do people do that, dude?) Checked his Twitter. He's still alive, and just vibing.... BUT saw some crappy tweet related to Patrick, and got upset.
I think I'd like to go the rest of my life not remembering him. Too much cowardice, too fucking weak. And his eyes were painfully nice back then, so the idea of that blue eyed twat still being alive and existing? Grosses me out.
Probably since I liked the idea of existing with him too, until things got so fucked.... but, eh.
On the bright side, I can at least say I always tried. And as fucked up as it sounds, that bus will hit him someday one way or another, and it'll be excellent. I hope it comes real soon.
Hmmm..... what else should I say?
It's painfully hot in my bedroom.
I feel content.
Birthday comes soon, excited for it.
Wish me luck yalls. Bless up, peace out.
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can I have a match up? I'm a 152cm height girl with shoulder-length black hair. I ward off my depressed thought by drown myself in work and get stressed (and addicted to it) lol. I love anime, memes and CATS! sometimes I draw. And I don't talk too much because shy af...
Your perfect match is Jumin Han
He worries about you whenever you become obsessed with work, because he knows that you’re stressed out. He tries to get memes, but his humor needs a bit of work. Everything about him is cats. He loves every drawing you do, and buys you the best art supplies in all of Korea. For him, silence is sometimes best, but he’s happy with whatever makes you happy.
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