#I'll show you a mess
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Kiyomasa's like,
But has no idea what a real mess is, until avalanches of said mess tries to kill people. 👀
Kojuro be like
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I am SO grateful that ed and stede exist as characters exactly as they are. I'm so grateful for these two men who are traumatized and messed up and struggle to even like themselves, who are terrible at communicating, who make enough mistakes between the two of them to fill an entire ocean. I am so grateful to watch them struggle and be seen and be loved and reach out for the things they want and are maybe starting to believe that they deserve. I'm so grateful that the show lets them fall in love and get together exactly as they are, that it doesn't say they need to wait until they've become some unattainably perfect version of themselves before they have permission to have that. i am so grateful for ofmd
#ofmd#there are no other shows like this one#I'm so tired of media that repeats the same idea that you need to hit a list of predetermined therapy milestones (determined by who???)#before you can fall in love#I'm honestly tired of fic that does this with ed and stede too#because guess what#you can live in the 21st century with access to therapy and dsm diagnosis and a bunch of different medications and you can be doing all the#right things and still be a trainwreck!!!#putting in the work doesn't mean you're gonna become perfect and never have problem again any more than falling in love doesn't mean you'll#never have problems again#I'll forever be crying on my knees levels of grateful for the unique writing on this show#for saying that it's okay you can be a mess you can take one step forward and three steps back and you'll still always be deserving#of love and grace and forgiveness#you don't have to do anything to deserve you deserve it just because you exist#i love this show with my entire heart#alex watches ofmd
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I'm not entirely sure what this is gonna end up being like but I've made a tokyo revengers tumblr community if anyone is interested in joining! Anyone is welcome to join ♡
Since I think I have to send an invite to anyone who does wanna be it, just like this post and I'll send one!
#the invites show up in your messages via tumblrbot btw#tokyo revengers#tokrev#tokyo rev#at the moment we're pretty much just messing around on there figuring out how it works but it's pretty chill#also if i don't send one right away it's probably just cause I'm busy or sleeping so don't worry I'll get to you and send one when i can!
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[...] And so, the woman dies. The woman dies so the man can be sad about it. The woman dies so the man can suffer. She dies to give him a destiny. Dies so he can fall to the dark side. Dies so he can lament her death. As he stands there, brimming with grief, brimming with life, the woman lies there in silence. The woman dies for him. We watch it happen. We read about it happening. We come to know it well. - Aoko Matsuda
#It's what the show did to Rhaenys.#All this nonsense about renaming the ship and having him say that everything he does now is for her#the sudden attempt to name Baela as heir when he never really considered his granddaughters#the conversation at the harbor about Alyn#all seem like attempts to whitewash Corlys' image#as if he wasn't a misogynist#as if he wasn't a terrible husband#as if he didn't break her heart hundreds times#they're using her glorious death to make him stay loyal to rhaenyra#i'm so sorry rhaenys#in the end these writers didn't understand you and your motivations and used you to develop your husband's storyline#yes imo the aftermath of Rhaenys's death is a mess in the show and I'll never shut up about it#rhaenys targaryen#corlys velaryon
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because Cally O'Pia AU is just constantly rolling around in my head lately I did this little concept sketch of the end of RoR in this AU! Instead of the boss fight and memory deep-dive, it's essentially Raz getting let in on the "Loboto is actually Agent O'Pia" thing by Oleander, projecting into his mind, and getting some insight on what's actually going on from the Real Deal Cal while he's using mental projection to have the Loboto persona put up a front for his employer.
[Image ID: A black-and-white drawing based on Puzz's "Cally O'Pia" Psychonauts AU. Cal (wearing a Psychonauts janitorial uniform, wrap skirt, two fanny packs, ribbed socks with sandals, several necklaces and bracelets, shaggy shoulder-length hair, and round glasses like his child self) and Raz are crouched behind a stack of papers, with Cal covering Raz's mouth. Both are looking up nervously at a giant mental projection-style Loboto, sloppily scribbled onto a piece of paper. End ID.]
#anonymous puzzler art#i've literally been progressing backwards in terms of what i show y'all of this au LMAO#from psychonauts 2 to RoR. at this rate i'll do a post about the og psychonauts and THEN finally pregame backstory#although i guess the cal and oleander comics have been pre-game. the timeline is a mess. have fun#anyway. the idea is that the events of og psychonauts end without anyone learning that 'loboto' is actually cal#one day i will sketch out those ideas. you will all see#rhombus of ruin spoilers#psychonauts#caligosto loboto#razputin aquato
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The reason why I won't ever care about bOoK pUrisTs is because most of you losers just hate Rhaenyra and every single time portray her as being unloved by Daemon. That's enough to make me know how much of an "intellectual" y'all are 🥱
#just a bunch of losers that i won't ever take seriously#the show is a mess#but so is some of y'all interpretations about that book#and many MANY times you are no better than the showrunners#also don't engage to argue with me on this or I'll block you on sight#daemyra
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what if. what if I did a whole post abt ex-togame what if.
#no because........ the way I'm in my feelings for him and in my feelings for angst should be illegal#hands itching. i need to write i need to write sOMETHING#togame ? trying the most to make things right only for your relationship to fall for the 1 thing he can't do that's communication? HMU#i genuinely think he wouldn't be desperated begging for a second chance bc im a firm believer he would be pissed#HOWEVER ☝️ May I suggest ☝️ togame slowly loosing his mind because you accidentally left something in his house ☝️#its the idea of 'he has so much of you' in his house and vice-versa just to show how he genuinely tried so much how could u not see it ?!#not me yapping abt this instead of writing........ alright maybe I'll make a part two of that prev posf just for him 😐#'your fault for letting your girl get so comfortable togame' 'shut up stop saying that you're not my girl anymore' 'sorry. habit.' 'i know.'#I CAN WRITE A MESS SO MESSY I PROMISE 🙏🙏🙏🙏 ILL DO IT ILL DO IT#i just need angst in my veins atm and you guys know me I can't do that to ume. its too much for me to handle.#ALWAYS ALWAYS obsessed with different ways a enneagram 2 reacts to it. as a 2 myself. ume and jo the mans that you both are.#ALRIGHT ENOUGH ill write it. by next week i promise 👍👍👍#if i dont get any requests it will be the next thing promise 👍#e.txt#jo togame x reader
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I had a shower thought about Destined With You after seeing some behind the scenes footage where many of the actors described their characters as being lonely. That's a big unifying factor for these different characters. And isn't that ultimately just the overarching theme of the show? The messy and desperate things people do to alleviate their loneliness.
We have Hong Jo who lost both her parents at a young age, who was bullied at school and who had no one to eat lunch with until recently. She also (very unethically tried to) cast a love spell to finally experience romantic love for the first time in her life.
We have Shin Yu with his complicated relationship with his parents (or mainly father), and Shin Yu's depressed mother who feels lonely in her marriage to her neglectful husband.
We have Naeyon, who's done erratic and horrible things in pursuit of Shin Yu's love, and who clung to him for two years despite never hearing an "I love you" back from him.
We have Jaekyung, who like Hong Jo didn't seem to have any close family or friends until he moved into the same building with Hong Jo.
There are the two female coworkers who develop crushes on all the hot lawyers at the office, but who spend their holidays alone.
Even creepy flower guy longs for his deceased wife.
So while I'm not going to stop yelling at everyone to stop making bad choices (never!!!), it's a show about messed up and even a few traumatized/depressed individuals. It doesn't make for great escapism, but I suppose they're all very human characters in that sense.
#destined with you#human and ANNOYING#haha i'll try to be more patient#i'm going to fail but i'll try#will still continue to yell at everyone especially shin yu#actually what's his excuse#i'll say that it'd be more compelling if the show displayed hong jo's trauma more often#we get glimpses of it but the show's so humorous that it's easy to forget how messed up her entire childhood was#i still need to rewatch the show because i just have nicknames for these characters i don't know all their names :D
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💙 Vinny through 2023 💙
#A lil tribute to the lizard that kept me going through this year#Can't wait to draw more of you my gayest bird boy#no clue for how long i'll be able to work on the comic#with too many stressors going on#a long ass comic is hard to make#but i'll try for this lil man#i want ya'll to read about him so bad 😭#show you what a lovable mess he is#we'll see if i can#digital art#anthro#pokemon#scrafty#citylifeau#vinnyscrafty
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#adamandi#ambrose wellington bassford#infer as you will i suppose. wanted to draw a statue ambrose but accidentally painted it because smth smth blending fits him#again. main things taken from lyrics of the actual show ++ this definition i checked with google because i didn't remember it off the top#of my head. but Thoughts indeed#sfgdhhdf ok hello i am back today has been a Day (not very good) (oh well) (small mercies) ...#did not expect the melliot to find this so quickly but since i guess the Official Tumblr has reblogged it i'll just edit this one.#as opposed to reuploading. o//o#i painted it at 2am on impulse and have very little recollection of the whole event -? and then in a fit of pique added words and posted it#it is Very different from the original draft. i'd like to maybe do that one justice someday... anyways something something sometimes#a piece of art you make organically Evolves of its own volition... anyways.#maybe i'm projecting but recently (tuesday?) i found out something Important i had in the works Collapsed in the kiln#kaboom. ah the perils of ceramics. anyway thanks to the messed up 3d of everything i'm working on rn (the pros and cons of visual art subj#is that you get to make art for a grade) and. ceramics and sculpture and classics etcetera. <blinks> wow i really latched on to art aspects.#but nevertheless! ambrose brainrot real. iirc my thoughts were smth like. most strongly. that contrapposto? based on my school art history#was that it evolved from the very neutral rigid ancient greek sculptures of people which were all about Mathematical Symmetry. because#the main thing about contrapposto was that it reflected irl people more... more life-like? so it's very ironic to me#that Alive ambrose went and tried to turn himself into a statue. with part of the draw being contrapposto.. like?????#ah yes you like this sculpture because it's lifelike. and you'd rather be a sculpture than alive huh. the contrasts are !! in my head#also maybe i just.. wanted to paint... idk i had ambrose on the brain yesterday and it was something about sculptural messed up perfection#fun fact!!! the skin and hair i all greyed out to look like marble. fun fact number two: he has no eyes in this. like no pupils :3#fun fact number 3 (irrelevant) marble statues are only common wrt ancient greece bc the romans iirc came along and repurposed the bronzes.#because apparently bronze was a Hot Commodity at the time. and in return to preserve the art they made marble replicas. so most marble#ancient greek statues are apparently copies and the originals had totally different aesthetics#fun fact number 4: the background is a very greyed out image of my broken ceramics.. i wanted something nice to come out of it at least#fun fact number 5: i wanted to make him crack. like shattered ceramic or smth. that was the original idea. but instead it went to the pretty#sculpture route... kinda wanna make the messed up one though!!#fun fact number 6! because of Art Studio i'm covered in white paint and like it doesn't come off so it's been on my fingers and arms and#basically everywhere. so flesh turning into white stuff aes is fascinating i wanna explore... fun fact no.7.. i have accidentally maybe#began using screenshots as drawing practice. idk what to do with this info. if anything nice turns up ig i'll post it maybe
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so, in conclusion: summer camp island good
#personal crap#summer camp island#i'll never not be salty about cn and hbo messing around with its scheduling so much#not to mention how tiny the fandom is#but they made a really good really cute show so thank you for that all of you <3
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upcoming Carlos x chess content soon ❤️♟️✨
#carlos sainz#autumn posts#Santander Private Banking release the chess content posthaste please!!!!!!!!#I love chess and I love him so you can imagine my delight hehe ✨🙂↕️💫#it looks like he may win (at least this round shown) spoilers Santander smh teehee#anyways quick gifs again before work!!!#thinking of everyone especially fellow Daniel fans ❤️🩹 it's still too much to express right now for me#but sending everyone so much healing energy#❤️🌅❤️🩹 something good must be coming I know it#head very full after Daniel's post#but good things too!! he can get away from the mess of RBR#Max to anywhere else king? 👀 imagine?#realistically I never see Max leaving rbr tho...I also have many wild hopes for 2025 that cannot be wrung from my heart 🙂↕️#also in good news AHHH LEWIS AND THE MET GALA#many complicated feelings on the fashion industry ahh too much to yap about in the tags rn!!#but so so so happy for Lewis and this theme ❤️ cannot wait for the Met ahhhhhhhhh also going to insta dive for moments from this week#one more bananas work day 🙂↕️✨ also I changed my blog theme!! on the fence if I'll keep it but we shall see!!!! 💖#anyways sending everyone good energy from Texas 🌆✨ brb soon!!!!!!#also I maybe might post writing on the sideblog!! so many incredible artists are so inspiring!!!!#but oh the nerves of showing one of the particular charms on the sicko pandora bracelet of my soul 🙂↕️#maybe maybe maybe!! but there's a certain Max Carlos fic I'd love to read but haven't seen so#gotta be the change you want to see in the world ❤️🫡 hehe anyways I gotta hit the bricks (Microsoft Outlook my beloathed) bye for now!!!!!!
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I SAW ALASTOR AND I SKIRTED TO A STOP
THE WAY YOU DRAW HIM???? delicious. oh my GOD.
anywhoskies, have your self insert and Alastor encountered the other at their lowest points? Sorry if you're not taking questions now!! much love <3
AAA THANK YOU SO MUCH!! ! 🥺 💕💝💕
i'm gonna go out on a limb and say yes, even though not much is known about Alastor when he was alive i feel like those times might be when he was willing to allow himself to be vulnerable with someone he knew he could trust, and he's definitely seen my S/I at her lowest many times,
they've known each other for so long and gone through so much together, they've got nothing to hide rIGHT.. ...except his deal and whatever he's been up to for the last 7 years 🙄
#though for now i'll chalk it up to him not wanting her to get tangled up with whatever THAT mess is#so far the show hasn't made me wanna change anything about these two stubborn idiots but let's see if that keeps up in season 2 lmaooo#tHANK YOU FOR THE QUESTION BTW MWAH ♥️ MUCH LOVE RIGHT BACK AT YOU#asks#samantha-and-her-chaotic-desires#hc tag
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Billford isnt canon in a literal Sincere Authorial Intent sense, y'all 😭😭😭 please get better standards for how much creators need to include in order for something to be considered officially canon. I've jokingly said "I cant believe billford is canon" too, but I thought we were saying that lightheartedly. I thought we all recognized that it was "canonized" in a wink-wink nudge-nudge way where they fully leave room for people to interpret it as "haha isn't it so funny and clever that they're framing being betrayed by a demon as if it's a romantic breakup!" Please. I'm begging you, do you understand what I'm saying here
#godsrambles#this is the same guy who wrote blubs and durland with a ton of gay subtext and then was SURPRISED when people pointed it out#complaining#<- so the tag can be blocked just in case. although I dont think I'll be using it regularly. probably wont ever use it again fingers crosse#i would judge the contents of this book very differently if I thought that this was a sincere attempt at representing a queer relationship#and I think that hirsch would very likely feel very stressed about portraying it respectfully and carefully if it'd been his sincere intent#i dont think he would attempt writing a canonically abusive queer relationship at all tbh. not without a whole bunch of sensitivity readers#this is the same guy who never gave wendy her own episode because he was worried about messing up her character#his strategy for not writing women poorly is to have hardly any main character women in the show at all#in the behind the scenes commentary he mentions that he asked someone if it would be problematic for him to canonize blubs and durland#and the only thing he really did after hearing that it would be ok is adding the two words 'and love' to their lines in the last episode#yes the book contains shipping fuel but getting upset about people who dont want to engage with shipping or who actively dislike the ship?#come on man. the tags are already flooded with the ship can you not see why people would be annoyed if it isnt their thing#let people live
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"I get really excited about that relationship because there's no one like Henry in this series for Faran. There's no one she can really depend on. Not her parents, not anyone else, and Henry is someone that looks out for her." - Zaria on Henry and Faran(x)
#pretty little liars: original sin#pretty little liars: summer school#pll original sin#pll summer school#faran bryant#henry nelson#faran x henry#zaria simone#ben tyler cook#idk i just like them#but he needs to work on boundaries like... sir go to therapy???#and she also needs to continue therapy despite saying she's done at the end of the season#i keep saying this but i would be totally cool just having henry stay in the show as faran's friend#i really like that for a time she felt safe confiding in him about certain things and he seemed like a good listener(for the most part)#he seems to act impulsively whenever he feels that either of them is hurting(ie. faran's scoliosis & greg messing with her & being lied to)#also remembered how much bts stuff zaria posted on twitter about fenry so yeah girl i can tell how excited you were about that relationship#he's OVERprotective... that's what it is#this show is so hard to color sometimes... sorry if things look off#pllosedit#pllssedit#faranbryantedit#zariaedit#zariasimoneedit#henrynelsonedit#bentylercookedit#bencookedit#fenryedit#i meant what i said in my bio i post about unpopular ships... popular ships are a rarity for me#i have a few more henry-related gifsets to post and then i'll move on to tabbyfaran(fabby?) stuff#there HAD to be a better way to write their breakup? right???
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happy all in day, welcome to my timezone
#i cannot believe i get to watch a show live that starts at 6pm lmao#anyways i wish i was there. i miss it#maybe next year. who knows#i wont be sad about it today i have an amazing watch party coming up all day and night so i'll enjoy that today instead#good morning to most of you and have fun today 💜#night is an absolute mess on main
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